Does anybody here still care about feels? It seems like nobody really gives a shit about them anymore. People just talk about who they hate now. They just give angry opinions and masturbate. I miss the sad days.
>>24387075
quick bumperini while I greentext my feels story
>tfw all these people want to be happy
>tfw the world makes us fight
Good feel:
>tfw using new meme
>tfw you see other anon start using it
Feels good man
>>24387093
>be me
>late september early october of this year
>I'm a sophomore in college (year 2)
>moved into apartment with "friends"
>the only reason I'm living with them is because they felt pity for me since I have no friends
>anyways one of my roommates is a complete normie
>parties every weekend with chicks, gets drunk/high every day etc.
>and he always partied at our apartment
>needless to say, I just locked myself in my room while they partied
>I tried to avoid them at all costs
>the only time I ventured out was to get water
>it's always the same girls over
>according to roommate every time I've walked out to get water one of the girls would say right after I left
I think awkward nerdy guys are sexy.
>so roommate decides to set me up with this girl
>let's call her Jessica
>Jessica just got out of a relationship with her boyfriend
>I shouldn't have ignored this red flag, but I'm a lonely robot so I'll take anything I can get
>Jessica and I hit it off
>she seems really nerdy
>we talk about video games and Cthulhu, and shit like that
>she tries to get me into anime
>so I start watching shit like Spirited Away
>I do it for her
>anyways, we hit it off
>I really felt I could end up with her
>especially with her nerdy personality
>time goes on and we kind of hookup
>just grinding and boob touching
>then the next weekend she throws a party at her house, and really wants me to come
>so I go
>I am extremely uncomfortable but I do it for her
>then when everyone is going to sleep
>I presumed I would sleep with her
>but her friend that is a girl cock blocks me and sleeps with her in a bed instead
>Jessica apologized to me about it later
>but at this point I figured shit was getting ready to go downhill
>I go on fall break
>and since I've been with her, I've gotten back into Snapchat
>redownloaded it and everything
>needless to say she was the only person I ever snapchatted
Continued.
>>24387224
Awww shit I should not have put a sad pepe with the feels good man text even if it was half and half.
>tfw soiled Ops thread
>>24387241
At least you watched Spirited Away
>>24387241
>so over fall break I can feel her slipping away
>she doesn't respond as lovingly to my snapchats or texts
>sometimes she just straight up ignores me
>I don't want this to end because it feels so good, and I haven't been this happy in a long time
>but alas, all good things die
>I don't understand what I've done wrong
>I don't understand what I've done to make her lose interest
>so just to be sure about how we stand I ask her on a date
>she says she doesn't want to lead me on
>thinks we should stay friends
>I enter into a depression I'm still dealing with today (this happened around october)
>so I just am down in the dumps for the next few weeks
>wondering what went wrong
>and thinking how I've missed out on my chance at happiness
>then my roommate who set us up has one of her friends over
>I'm doing my laundry
>and the way our laundry situation is in the apartment is its in the kitchen which is in the living room
>so roommate and friends are talking
>Jessica's friend has some gossip on Jessica
>roommate is pushing her to share it
>she's reluctant to
>she looks at me as she shares the gossip because it's the reason Jessica broke things off with me
>remember that boyfriend I mentioned Jessica had?
>well it turns out while I was gone and fall break, he asked to met up with her
>she did
>and at that meeting she ended up fucking him in his car
>now I know why she started to slip away
>now I know why she didn't want to lead me on
>now I know why she wanted to stay friends
>now I know why she abandoned me
>JUST c.u.ck my shit up
End
>17
>graphic design class
>after class the teacher tells me to visit her after school
>blow it off at first but end up going anyway on a whim
>"Hey anon, I'm glad you came...how are you doing ?''
>''That's what I like about you anon, unlike all the other kids you can create these beautiful things without drugs, that's nice''
>''I know it's hard being without friends anon but eventually things will turn around, trust me''
>''You remind me a lot of a guy I used to date anon...''
>spend the next hour and a half talking about my feelings, lack of friends, life goals, her life experiences, dreams, etc..
>at the end of it all she writes this 3 step life plan, hugs me then leaves
>found out the next day that she was fired
>spend the next few years trying my hardest to follow her plan for me
>tfw despite that I ended up an alcoholic dropout who cant even finish a piece anymore
>>24387362
>>24387541
Just feel my shit up, gang.
I'm considering seeing a psychiatrist soon to see if I can be put on medication. Don't really have any feels to share, just chatting.
>>24387362
>>24387541
Thank you for posting these things. I feel you.
>12th grade
>coming back from a bathroom break
>all the girls crowded around my shit, giggling
>they're reading my diary/ drawing notebook
>"beta ? Anon why are you so obssesed with fish ?"
>"what the fuck is up with you anon ?"
>embarrassment turns to anger turns to numbness
>silently grab my shit walk home
>>24388113
Why are you so obsessed with fish?
It's because of a change of demographic,i don't want to do the usual it used to be better speech,but even if this place was already shit ,the memes have become more dominant feels threads and stories often go ignored.i read the stories itt and enjoyed them.but unfortunately i have nothing to add since i have nevdr been so near to my goal to have a story to tell.
>>24387075
>Anger
>Sadness
>Not up/downswing of the same pendulum
>>24388641
dang man that sucks
you haven't been able to feel so you can't contribute
>>24388682
There's all anger and very little sadness. The content is very low effort now. Posts like >>24387241 are extremely rare nowadays.
>>24388722
I do feel,eventhough not as much as those who have been fucked up by a girl they thought they could have had,but there is no story to tell
>>24388742
I'd contribute, but I don't really have anything worth sharing.
My life is pretty uneventful.
>>24388855
>trip dubs
Lookin' pretty eventfull from over here
>I miss the sad days
I miss it too. When I cried all the time because I was sad as fuck. Being sad is so much better than not feeling anything. I miss emotions.
>>24387541
Well, what was the 3 step plan?
>>24387075
Exact same thing happened to me.
I was standing around waiting to get into the school auditorium or something with the people I talked to when I was in 8th grade, and one of them turns around and he tells me "The only reason I or anybody talks to you is because we pity you." Everyone was kinda like "Yep" and nodded.
I kept going though, I didn't give up.
Not like it served any good in the end.
>2015
>feeling feels
oh the roach
>>24387541
They have graphic design classes in high school now?
>>24388113
what's your thing with fishes man?
>be yesterday
>induction ceremony for Phi Theta Kappa, which is the nationwide fraternity for community college students in the top 5%
>this is not an impressive station at all, so i'm just waiting for this shit to end, despite everyone's insistence that I should be thrilled about this "chance of a lifetime"
>I'm actually drunk because I smuggled a flask of rum in, and I knew quite well that this would be fucking boring
>chose a seat all the way in the back row, like usual (3-4 seats to the left, so I didn't look like a sperg who hates social interaction)
>the cutest girl i've seen in a very long time chooses to sit next to me, despite several seats being empty
>twiddles her fingers nervously
>she initiates conversation, and then when i respond she laughs at my horrible jokes
>during the few chances that i get to catch a glance at her, i realize she is gorgeous; great bone structure, deep brown eyes
>the ceremony called for business-casual attire, so she's wearing stockings and pearl earrings and she just looks so nice
>I end up doing nothing because I saw her talking to another guy after the ceremony had ended, and I assumed he was her boyfriend, not her brother/cousin/etc.
The feel when never being wanted or loved does not compare to the feel when you have the chance to be, but you end up sabotaging yourself because you're a fucking idiot
JUST
I'm gonna get a lot of negative shit for this, but here we go
>Been fat all my life (or at least childhood)
>Turn 12 years (I top the scales at 240 lbs)
>finally start to lose weight via weight watchers
>people start to notice and compliment my success which in return, motivates me to continue
>end up losing 70 lbs by the end of the year
>manage to let my guard down as people begin to stop complimenting me
>I gain 20 lbs back
>turn 15 years old (haven't gained all my weight back, but I'm 195 lbs)
>feel completely discouraged for weight gain, but then remembered my best fried at the time, Kelsey, was battling anorexia
>decided that I was gonna try to be anorexic too just to go through what she went through
>it works and I lose 30 fucking pounds, the smallest i'd been since I was 10 years old
>then the craziest thing happens
to be continued...
>>24388913
Nothing groundbreaking. Something like:
>apply for pass the SAT with flying colors
>apply for some fafsa loan
>go to a college in one of these cities live up to your potential.
Like I said, nothing groundbreaking but the list mattered to me because she was one of my favorite teachers and that final talk we had made me feel great, like someone finally cared and liked me enough to want to talk to me and help me out without any ulterior motives.
>>24388979
As far as I know our school was the only one in the district that had them
Fuck guys. I just remembered who I considered my best friend in 10th and 11th grade. He was the only person I really connected with in high school
>be me
>in band
>play trumpet
>not that good, but I enjoy music
>marching band camp before 10th grade starts
>we get a new kid, his name is Jonathan
>I'm kind of known for just being retarded
>it's how I get people to laugh/like me and think I'm funny
>anyways Jonathan is a grade up from me, and does basically the same thing
>at first I don't like him because he's stealing my spotlight
>but as the year goes on we really click
>we like to do the same retarded shit
>really let my true autism out when I'm with him
>feelsgood
>I'm finally myself
>I consider him my best friend
>but in reality we only hang out in band
>never outside of class
>anyways fast forward to my junior year in band and his senior year
>we are doing so much retarded shit
>we just go running in the woods aimlessly
>we explore
>we go on adventures in the woods
>basically pretend play but we are like 16 and 17
>we like to pretend to be james bond and jason bourne
>there are these two cargo crates like the ones ships carry near our school
>they are far enough apart you can jump the gap between them when you stand on top
>we jump the gap pretending we are jason bourne
>so much fun
>on our adventures in the woods we begin to start collecting large sticks
>like 14 ft sticks that we carry out together on our shoulders
>we build a bridge out of these sticks on top of the two cargo crates
>it was so much fun
>then in the fall we start collecting acorns just for the hell of it
>we collect them every day before band practice
>we have lunchboxes and shopping bags full of acorns
>its ridiculous
>we prank someone by dumping some 1000+ acorns in the floorboards of someone's car
>I had so much fun with Jonathan
>he was my best and really only friend in high school
>I miss the pure autism we shared together
>when I was around him I could be my true self
Continued
Fuck.
This was basically me.
High School ruined me.
>>24388979
We had one. It was called New Media. I graduated in 2011. Taught me photoshop and illustrator.
>>24389078
>>24388442
They're cool. I went through a big nautical phase in highschool, I had dreams of becoming a sailor and everything. My brother had gotten some beta fish at the time which inspired me to draw self insert comics were I'm a beta fish and to mock my ugly appearance everyone wore mirror masks to school, and when I saw them genetics kicked in and I slaughtered all of them
I'm a 24 year old kv NEET but I only come here to lurk and laugh at people who still seek affection.
>>24389208
>some more of our autism and fun we had was this scream we had made up
>we called it the hyper squeal
>we had someone how figured out the perfect high pitch that would resonate in our throats extremely loudly
>it's like a pig squeal really
>anyways we would do the hyper squeal while we ran through the woods
>god I miss Jonathan shit was so much fun
>anyways fast forward to my senior year
>Jonathan is gone
>I don't have anyone to be autistic with anymore
>no one to go on adventures with
>no one to have fun with in general
>I miss Jonathan dearly my entire senior year
>band isn't bearable without him
>he was my one true friend in high school and now he's gone
>during my senior year I tried to keep his spirit alive by revisiting the cargo boxes where we built the bridge and going on adventures in the woods during senior lunch
>but it wasn't the same
>there was no one to run around aimlessly with
>no one to pretend to be james bond or jason bourne with
>no one to explore with
>I was just all alone
>I stopped going on the adventures in the woods because they felt pointless without Jonathan
>stopped hyper squealing and eventually lose the ability to do it
Goddamn, I miss Jonathan. He was the best friend I ever had, and we weren't really friends outside of band. Nonetheless he was the best friend I ever had. Jonathan, I miss you and wish we could go in the woods again.
>>24389272
Jealous. I went into that class with good intentions but there were so many distracting kids that it made it really hard to actually learn much. Just spent most of the class playing Halo and browsing the deep web
"feels era" is responsible for why this board is so shit today.
See: >>24388709
>>24388888
I feel you man, but at some point the tears just went out...
also check'd
>>24389159
...continued
>be 21 years old about to go off to uni
>can't afford to have meal plan
>end up eating nothing but fiberone bars and gold fish crackers
>lose another 30 pounds by the end of the year and end up being 130 lbs
>Although skinny, I am happy. I was at the weight I never got to experience when I was young and obese
>unfortunately, that came at a price
>I develop "Night Eating Syndrome" which caused me to subcontiously get up in the middle of the night and binge.
>This was my brain's way of saying, "fuck you I had enough of your shit"
>Nothing I do makes it go away, but I did manage to maintain my weight the following year
>fastforward to now, I'm a graduate living at home again and have access to all this food in the house
>my Night Eating Syndrome has caused me to binge on that food every night
>I gain 20 lbs (and end up 150lbs).
>I want to be 130 lbs again, but I can't because of this disorderly eating. I cry every fucking night and my mind is cluttered with irrational thoughts of food which in return give me anxiety
I'm glad I made the decision to lose weight when I was 12, but I never thought I would become the wreck that I am eleven years later.
>>24389120
that's harsh, mate
>>24389778
I lost weight wheniwas younger thinking it woukd help me ,not only to be better looking,i irrationally thought it was the cause of my social deficencies.i worked hard and lost all the weight i wanted,only to realize my skills were horrible and my face too anyway.Soon after realizing that i got back to fattyness because i love food,i now am happy of my fat status,don't just choose to get thinner,think if it is worth it considering what it made to you
>>24390203
You're so right anon. In fact, now that I think about it, I was soooo much happier when I was fat. My fondest memories are from when I was fat. Now I just get depressed everyday because of something related to food, overeating, yo-yo dieting, etc. My life was so much more stable back when I was okay with enjoying food.
>>24388888
What are these even called?
Anyways, check'd
>>24390360
Have you considered getting help?i have no idea how good it works but gathering infos might be worth it
