How are you holding up, /pol/?
>>70418547
I'm not.
>>70418547
Just....
One day at a time, comrade
>>70418547
I don't know kamerad.....
It hurts..
Today was extra tough because I decided to slog through some more Common Filth.
I want to die, knowing that shit like POZ LOADS and MED RESISTANT AIDS are a thing.
I didn't have much pride for being a faggot before this but now I'm just sick.
>>70418547
Not sure lads
I don't think we'll ever see europe being great again and this makes me sad
>>70418547
Geared up and ready for the happening.
>>70418547
It's too early in the morning for this shit. I should be sleeping in.
Damn duty sec.
just waiting for mudskins to reach critical mass and the following race war
Sharp, strong and ready to kick ass.
Not a day goes by where I don't think of what's happening to europe.
Jonathan bowden would die again if he's seen what happened in the last 4 years.
Pretty good.
>summer semester starts on tuesday
>I have a job tutoring in a course I enjoy
>weather forecast is mostly sunny and warm for the next week
But:
>I want more money (then again, who doesn't?)
>I had sex three days ago
>it was underwhelming
https://www.planetside2.com/register
I'll be a hell of a lot better when the Koreans go to sleep and I only have to play against the stoned americans.
>>70419457
> I Made ficki 3 days ago
I haven't had sex in like 14 months, mostly through my choice, but still
memes are my life support
>>70420026
And Donald Trump. It's the little bit of hope I have left. Race war please get here soon.
I alternate between extreme anger and rage as the West allows itself to be destroyed and being completely content as I sip my coffee while the world burns around me.
>>70418547
I have a fucking horrible sore throat.
>>70420249
> tfw harold
>>70418547
3rd day without the sleep on chefir'.
I JUS' HOL UP
>>70419728
>mostly through my choice
lel
>>70419457
Just finished my o-woche. Should have joined the army.
>>70420394
>not keeping the Law of Chastity
True love waits and it helps to keep mind clear
>>70418547
Kinda shit. In debt and struggling to get work between study. Suffering anxiety about working with uber because my rating in the last week or two plumeted. Memes and the promise of butthurt from trump are all that keep me from colapse.
Trying to stay "positive"
>>70420394
I have trouble becoming sexually aroused with a woman I do not emotionally connect with.
It's a weird feel
>>70420681
dats right! stop fornicating until marriage. stop fapping too
Had a workshop daytrading yesterday
It gave me another insight on the stock market.
Just came home after the long trip, going to settle down and rest for a bit.
I don't want to get behind my desktop for another day or so. I feel like it's consuming way too much of my time.
I'm also waiting on what will happen with the referendum.
>>70420681
This is a common condition known as slootusborus, refrain from fapping for a couple weeks.
>>70418547
Very good.
Two truly excellent students are interested in the MSc projects I have posted and want me to be their adviser. Odds are we will get solid publications out of those, them working on the projects should ease the burden on me, and as I am confident about their future due to their skill, they will be great additions to my professional network after they graduate.
I will be best man at a good friend's wedding quite soon.
I have received a substantial increase in salary earlier this year.
I am in excellent health and at the top of my game at the moment.
everyday I want to kill myself
I study
I exercise
I love my family, my girlfriend and my friends
I enjoy music
I live a good life while I wait for the happening.
Just want everyone to die m8s.
>>70421748
I know that feel bro
>>70420119
Yeah, I really hope for you guys to get Trump as president
I don't recall what time I was scheduled for work today. I think it was 11, so I'll be there by then to be safe. Nobody has called me yet so I'm assuming I'm right. If not, I hope I get fired. I hate this job tbqh family
>>70418547
Wake up
brose /pol/
study
goto class
study
eat
goto sleep
this is my life.
i even hate the game i play
I wanted to join the commandos but my eyes are too fuck
>>70423230
>If you strike me down, I shall become more powerful than you can possibly imagine
P O T T E R Y
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Y
>>70418673
Are the hour long videos any good? Iv just been watching the vine compilations and the ones with him narrating tumblr posts.
>promising career
>expat in germany
>economic indipendence
>good spare time
>international friends and colleagues
>haven't felt more miserable in my life
>i miss my country
>everybody is a cuck
>i feel i can't change tracks without derailing the whole train
>i feel that people made decisions for me when i wasn't aware of the consequences
>boomers told me to study and become a successful manager
>i wish i was a carpenter
>i wish i lived a simple life close to nature
>i'm in a dystopian multikulti hell
>two years of suicidal thoughts
>i wished my life to be an adventure
>i can't seem to find beauty and awe in anything anymore
i want out
>>70418547
I don't know mate. Life is pretty sweet, already several diplomas, finishing law school, got some sweet job experience and I banged a gorgeous 18 yo last week but all in all...it's almost underwhelming. I'm so bored.
I'm hoping for more happenings so I could shitpost regularly in real life.
>How are you holding up, /pol/?
Fantastic.
Absolutely fantastic.
>>70424064
where you from m8?
Barely. Someone please get me off this ride.
existential crises are for faggots
>>70424064
italy
>>70419197
It hurts me too. The worst part is not a single normie around me thinks about it or even cares
>>70424225
whoops >>70424142
>>70423978
I lose track because I put it on as background noise, but they're good. It'd be nice if he would read the articles with them displayed in the video, it's a bit tough to keep track without a visual y'know.
Shitposting to forget about the world.
>think I'm behind on coursework when in reality I'm reasonably on top of it
>stressing out about finals which are a month away
>started smoking again
>realising I'm about to leave uni still a virgin
>all my friends have long term gfs and are looking at flats
>have enough money to have serious fun with but too much of a jew to spend it
>run out of decent albums to listen to whilst I sit at my desk trying to keep on keeping on
The race war can't come soon enough. I need something to break me out of the hell that is apathy
I'm 25 years old and I've never had a girlfriend.
I'm incredibly lonely.
I want a wife and children.
I don't want to be in my 30's and childless.
I want to make my mum happy and give her grandchildren before she dies.
>>70418547
>tfw when I'll never be born a WASP
kill me
KILL ME NOW
What am I doing with my life...
>>70424515
Mail order bride m8
Can't you buy a proper cunt with bitcoins now? it's 2016 ffs
>>70418547
In the last two weeks the place I worked at shut down then my brother was diagnosed with a grade 4 glioma.
>>70424244
I've red pilled one friend entirely, breaking through to another. It's hard to talk about normie bullshit. Start with the open doors video with friends who make light racist jokes, it'll lead them to redpilldom if not stop cuz you'll be intolerant.
>>70424586
at least you were born a leech
>>70420681
Iktf tbqh senpai
>>70424586
I learned that term a few days ago while listing to jonathan bowden. I recommend if no one's hears of him.
>>70424705
Will watch, I just found Jared Taylor who seems to be pretty based himself.
>>70424683
Gas me irl
>>70424499
i don't think there's any hope in the world for anyone as it is now
'once you gaze into the abyss' and all that, between the breakdown of the family unit and the shedding of christian and community values so we can all be exactly who we think we are with identity politics. this has created a world where people completely fall out of society and can never make it back in. the worst thing is the conclusions you come to in this period because you realize you'll never be normal or even happy again. i'd have laughed at any point before age 23 if you'd told me i was going to be a suicidally depressed hikkikomori alcoholic
bloodborne was good though. the insight mechanic made me think of redpilling for some reason
>>70424064
fuck them. become a monk. We have to ride the storm out like St. Benedict did during the fall of Rome.
I just graduated university. I landed a lucrative consulting job, but turned it down because it seemed like horrible soulless bullshit. Now I don't know what I want to do.
What should I do, /pol/?
negatives:
>didn't get job I really wanted and thought for sure was in the bag
>still have old shitty job that makes me work 25 hours on the weekend (I'm there now)
>High of 30 degrees today, motherfucking April 9th
>haven't had a real relationship in years
>best friend moved away
>my baseball team sucks
positives:
>at least I have a job, even if I hate it
>my dog is healthy
>had sex sort of recently
>my resume and my credentials are better than I thought
meh. A bit depressed but I'm certainly not doing too bad
>>70424900
i seriously thought of this so many times mang.
>spiritual, simple life
>teach morals to those interested
>brew awesome beer in a medieval monastery in a forest
>>70424908
benvenuto all'inferno
Came back from work, finally let the dead weight know they're dead weight so that put a smile on my face. One guy got so angry he went bright red and told me to fuck off, I've been waiting years for that.
>>70425086
>>70424900
This is my dream since ever
We're all gonna make it Brah
>>70425150
Just quit your job and buy a little house on Capri or something famiglia. Is your resume worth hating your life?
>>70418547
It goes up and down to be honest.
I am trying to be positive and cling to what hope there is, but at the same time i cant help but hate the world and the people in it more and more everyday.
I just dont know anymore /pol/.
>>70424064
I'm on the other side of the spectrum. I've led a very unconventional life, dropped out of school, tried to establish myself as a writer, lived in a monastery, lived like a hermit, trying to adapt to capitalist society atm with all its necessities, goes okayish. But I can still identify with the rest of your post.
I think it's the general contradiction that in this world actions and sucesses count, and your vita, but what makes you human is inside of you. There are not many people who are able to lead a self sufficient life that truly expresses their original personality. Unfortunately I have no easy answer myelf. I just know it wont get easier without money and without achieved titles, like phds, to show for your knowledge.
And of course it's not a big consolation to say that people in earlier times never expected life to be happiness and therefor expected happiness to be their birth right and were awaiting it in heaven.
But, we do deserve to be happy and we must take care of our needs. And if you want to be a carpenter and live closer to nature, lead this life, if you can supply for yourself. And maybe start to go into the mountains or innawoods.
>>70418547
holding up good
>>70424860
I still believe that there's something worth fighting for. It's just crushing when I see limp-wristed liberals shit over everything I hold dear and believe to be right.
They say that UK has always been a tolerant nation, which is true, but back in the 50's, tolerance didn't mean the destruction of our national values and constant threat of attack by an enemy that we aren't allowed to put a face to.
I have not done anything productive in my entire life.
But I'm studying machine learning and writing a search engine.
I just want to feel productive. I can't make money
>>70425323
Lifting releases indorfines into the brain (happy chemical). So if you feel down and want to be physical for happening maybe work out. I go there 4 times a week and now I only want to kill myself 3 times a week. It's nice.
Me in real life.
Got a couple of months to get fit and then I'm going to sign up for the Royal Marines.
Reading my Jünger, Burke, Guénon, de Maistre, Chesterton as well as my history and various other things so I can can keep the flame alive and become a scholarly warrior in our degenerate age.
>>70418547
Last day in SK and im in bed at 11pm. Met the girl of my dreams but it will never work out. Going back to the grind that is daily life. Litteraly everytime i see light at the end of the tunnel i get kicked in the balls, knocked out and get dragged back further in the tunnel.. i just want to be happy is all
>>70425086
Warning though: there's no such thing as an easy life in a monastery, be it Christian or Buddhist. It's highly demanding. You can find inner peace, but the complete loss of personal posession and especially freedom is hard to adapt to. Chastity is actually the smaller problem. But try living in a monastery for a week, several weeks or months. You will find out, if it is for you.
>>70421748
>>70421788
Dont ever kill yourselves. Thats pointless, if nothing else then you can help fight in or start the DOTR
>tfw you thought the shitskin free for all invasion would make people more susceptible to the red pill, but instead you're more hated and ridiculed more than ever before
If it can't be our world, it has to end.
Barely against the Belgian-Muslim hordes of progress and niggetry.
But our great leader is watching from heaven and we'll not let him down.
>>70425757
He gets it. What do you guys even do tho? the us just goes out and die in the land of sand. Also what royal marines?
>Reading my Jünger, Burke, Guénon, de Maistre, Chesterton as well as my history and various other things so I can can keep the flame alive and become a scholarly warrior in our degenerate age.
>>70425651
Oh, wow. She's beautiful. Usually I don't give a shit unless the woman in question is thick and spreading at least one hole open but she's something else.
>>70425876
I honestly can't help but feel that god has abandoned us. He's just sitting there and watching his believers lose their homes, their identities and sooner or later their heads to a death cult.
It isn't fair. It's not fucking fair
I have a good job, even if /pol/ would consider it a degenerate one. I find it really hard to make and keep friends, so I'm fairly isolated. I'm almost at the point where I don't want to know what's happening in the rest of the world, because all I can see for the future is a vast, terrible bleakness and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
If I didn't have my job, I wouldn't even know what I would be doing with myself. Probably just aimlessly drifting in between welfare checks while trying to apply for jobs which all have 200+ applicants. I'm just glad I have some semblance of purpose and enjoy my work.
So, I'll just bury myself in novelties and distractions while I wait for this whole diseased, rotten system to collapse around me. Weight lifting, improving my cooking skills, maybe buying an expensive prostitute somewhere in the near future and learn how to enjoy my own company.
>>70425966
Fedora level is inversely proportional to ability. If he succeeds as a soldier then his comparison will have been valid.
>>70425571
>>70425816
that's very interesting, thanks for sharing fampai.
how did you even get in a monastery in the first place?
i wish i would find my vocation in life. the skill, job or hobby that would fulfill my soul, while being good at it (or at least have some predisposition) and could sustain me in my basic needs.
and i feel that the tangles of modern life are only distracting me from this quest, pushing me towards something that is deemed successful and praised, but that has got nothing to do with me. there's no curiosity or beauty.
>>70418547
mother is in the hospital, and all i can feel is a certain amount of glee
keep getting texts from random extended family telling me how horrible i am for not going to see her, refuse to use facebook since my family is cancer
>my mother
>worst bitch you would ever meet
>single mother meme
>divorced father because she was bored
>forced me and siblings into horrible situations
>3 of us moved out at the same time into a rental
>18year old brother was old enough to sign the lease
>we all still live together tho its been hard
and we're such terrible bad children because we simply could not care what happens to that woman
>>70425902
They're just the British equivalent of the American marine corps. The amphibious infantry wing of the Navy. Generally considered the best the British armed forces have to offer outside of the special forces.
>the us just goes out and die in the land of sand
Generally the same here, just on a smaller scale and in different areas.
>>70426288
That sucks man.
>>70418547
I spent all day contemplating "higher consciousness" or whatever and then, as if by design, I had someone start a conversation with me about spiritual matters and their depressing situation, and I didn't have the heart to give her the bad news.
>mfw
>>70418547
I've been reading "Survive the Economic Collapse: A Practical Guide", and the scenarios this guy gives and prophecies of some sort of happening is ridiculous. I haven't finished reading, I've just started the actual meat of the book where he gives survival tips, before then was just postulations on the possibility of some sort of collapse, with him clearly biased towards an economic one.
Overall I sort of want to get into the whole doomsday prep hobby. But like with any hobby there are financial barriers, same with comic books. $2.99 for less than a couple minutes of reading? No thanks.
I'm trying really hard to not go full retard.
but I'm starting to believe a lot of conspiracy theories. I get these weird electric shocks across my temples when I'm lying in bed and they make me forget my train of thought and get unbearably drowsy. I also think my PC might be being monitored.
>>70418547
Pic
Someone pls talk to me
>>70420404
Good for you. Going to university will almost certainly provide you with higher future wage then going into the military
>>70426541
are comic books really that short? well shit
I live innawoods. It's boring, even with electricity and internet. being alone makes you lazy as shit too. I've got a massive garden but it's fulfilling too. Without automation farming isn't worth it
>>70426787
Hey, how is going over there`? Kim giving you trouble?
>>70420540
come on, man. take a long hard look in the mirror, mate! not even being able to drive a car the right way with all the potential you have as a human being in one of the world's richest countries and blaming it on anxiety is really, for lack of a better word, pathetic.
>>70418547
By going on /asp/ and trying to get into boxing. Maybe I can get a girl from this.
>>70426986
I think he means he has anxiety because of his Uber rating, not the other way around.
>>70421763
I know that feel mate.
I've had that feeling since a teenager I thought it would go as I got older here but now 28 with wife 6 months pregnant with our first son on way and still feel like this t b h. Holding down ok job and doing a lot of studying but just want everything to end.
>>70423597
go see a psychotherapist, it has helped me immensely.
>>70426374
That's pretty sick, I wanted to join but I'm my father's only child and he has no one. He's a strong man but he's lonley. Stay safe brit just be aware that each time you come back home it'll be worse.
>>70426286
I was always deeply into religion. I was a "small priest" at eleven, and blessed my peers in school, calling them "my sons". :^) I actually thought for a good time that I'd become a priest or monk. I also started meditation when I was 17 and kept doing it. I was somewhere in the spectrum of Zen-catholic, Carlfried Graf Dürkeim is an example for this or the monk from Abtei Münster-Schwarzach who was "exklaustriert" by Benedict wen he was still head of the congregationn, and trying to figure out which religion to commit to ultimately. So I had both ego death and unio mystica experiences.
Therefor the time in Münster-Schwarzach and Zen sesshins were part of this decision process. And you definetely will find out, if your faith is strong enough to become a monk. One of the first things you realize in a monastery is, that it's not enough to find a place of peace. It might be a hyperbole, but in a way a catholic monastery is a religious barracks, your day routine is extremly strict and it's all about coming closer to God. It is great, but it is very specific.
Ludwig Wittgenstein for example, also wanted to become a monk, and staid in one for a longer time, but was ultimately talked out of it. So you have to spend time there, to find out if it is for you.
If you are looking just for inner peace and originality of feeling, you might want to try Ajahn Brahm. He is very relaxed and was a quantum physicist before he became a Theravada monk. All of is talks are on YouTube.
I also know exactly what you mean by your last sentence. But it migt be even harder to achieve today in the modern world with its specialized work procedures and atomized individualism, disintegrated communities and not even to speak of the dominant materialism in all relationships. Nevertheless, I think, neiter you or I should give up the quest to achieve it.
>>70418547
I have the flu right now.
Life is suffering
I suggest listening to The Daily Shoa on TheRightStuff.biz
Those guys are great fun and gives one hope.
I really feel as if I need some training with a gun. Thinking of joining the army reserves but it'a a large amount of effort just to gain some basic training.
>>70424117
you already can! join Roger Köppel at Weltwoche to make memes real.
>>70418547
Finally got settle in my apartment in a ghetto neighborhood after my family kicked me out. Working six days a week for third shift is great. Its not like I wanted to go to college or anything. I found this kitten a month back been raising it. Also vodka makes great companionship when alone.
>>70418547
Just waiting for the Fourth Reich while I study for a quantum mechanics PhD. kek
>>70427212
They meet up with alot of people in Austin Texas and had a get together in a bar. Richard Spencer and 20 other people were there and got drunk, chanted trump and did roman salutes. Being commiefornian sucks.
>>70418547
My pain is constant and sharp
>>70425876
I feel sorry for you, toothpaste flag.
>>70427212
I second this also some of the traditionalist worker and daily stormer podcasts are really good.
>>70424705
I saw him give a talk at a BNP Ideas conference just before he died, great public speaker and he talks on a really broad range of subjects
>>70427315
that sounds like a recipe for imminent disaster. no purpose, no familial security net, only alcohol. get a hobby, get some friends, otherwise it won't be long until vodka will become a rather violent, malicious friend you can't get away from.
>I have the option of transferring to the second highest ranking uni in the country to do a degree I'm interested in
>I know I won't go through with it because I'm too scared to move to the city and leave my aging parents, family and hometown behind
>tfw you realise you're an emotionally-attached pussy who is destined to fail
>>70420540
If you work for uber please display a Pepe on your dashboard.
>>70427153
well who knows what might hold the future. a monastery is definitely an experience that tickles my spirituality, but i also understand completely your experience: there's always a great distance between a romanticized idea and reality. who know what the future will hold anyway.
i'm definitely on a spiritual search lately, so i will check Ajahn Brahm out for sure.
thanks senpai, here's some art for you and our neverending quest.
wife and kids moved out two weeks ago. alcoholic. Work is fine. Dogs are fine. fuck this.
>>70427212
Definitely worth listening to. Ever since I picked up their podcast, I've been a lot happier. Also, listen to Radio Free Skyrim.
>>70427712
I've made my peace germany. I've made my peace. Nothing to do but wait for the sweet embrace of death, and hope my grandfather reserve a seat in heaven for me
Nah just waiting until I can end myself without ruining the life of my mother.
Until then I play the happy student.
>>70418547
Everyday I feel more hopeless that my country is being taken over by shitskins, niggers and smug leftist cunts.
The only escape I have is getting out of the city to go hunt and fish. I guess being in nature reminds me there's still some good in the world.
>>70427875
Please take good care of that little thing!
>>70418547
Decent.
>>70427830
Sorry to hear that, bro. Fuck that bitch, make your life about being there for your kids, they're what really matter.
>>70418547
Pretty layed back right now, just hoping for more terrorist attacks, hoping it will be worse than the last; in hopes of changing Europes retarded view on shitskin Muslims. Maybe, just maybe we can genocide the Muslims
>>70428548
We can only hope, anon. It's going to take the death of hundreds more innocents before people wake up, but I still think there will always be retard leftists that would die themselves defending Muzzies.
>>70428548
It's says alot about the state of politics that we crave something bad, REALLY bad to happen so people can wake up from this fantasy of equality and tolerance.
>>70426492
>>70428210
I am
>>70429076
Ya know it anzak
Haven't gotten laid in five years and seriously wondering whether I have some type of schizoid disorder. Vidya is thr only thing keeping my NEET self sane. Also doomed in two months if I don't find work since the money is running out. Anyone know something I can do from home to earn minimum wage, at least to slow the cash hemmhorrage?
>>70429106
It's now your task to protect that kitten from anything that may harm it.
>>70425743
Me too bongbro.
I'm joining the army in two months. I'm seriously hoping that Britain chooses the right side in the next war, if there even is a right side.
>>70418547
Everything is shit. I got high yesterday in order to not feel like shit on my Friday night and I ended up driving terribly (i was seeing the street curve) and having my cousins see me red eyed behind the wheel. Ruined my night desu. Marijuana: not even once.
>>70429637
I'll also add that last night I had a dream where I was standing in a crowd with my family and we were all singing "Comrades the Voices" while saluting a load of BUF flags
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KtoKsT6fLI&nohtml5=False
>>70428814
When the majority of the public opinion changes to our stance on immigrants and Muslims then the few which still defend them will be the new minority and not us. They will be the ones getting shunned.
>>70418547
I'm bursting with energy, I'm all over the place!
>>70429973
I believe that one major attack on British soil, however awful it sounds, could tip the balance towards leaving the EU and destroying PC culture here in the UK.
>>70429370
Uber/Lyft is a good moneymaker if you have a car
grow and sell weed
try to find a data entry job
>>70418547
>tfw even /pol/ bullies you
Not well
>>70429637
Im joining navy, it's extremely critical that militarty is red pilled, of not then i know for a fact westminster will command is to kill native resistance. Honsestly is eithet death, military coup or civil war.
>>70430192
As bad is it sounds, I'm crossing my fingers for this. It has to get a hell of a lot worse, before things can finally get better.
>>70418547
i want to die and be born on the other side of the universe where theres a utopia
>>70429973
Look at what happened in Paris and Brussels though. Sure, more people have become anti-Islam and some even outspokenly so, but PC culture is far from being destroyed, in fact to me it seems as alive as ever. Then again, I don't know what Britain is like compared to continental Europe, and I guess leaving the EU seems pretty likely from what I do know. I think to completely turn the tide against PC culture you would need the Mudslimes to perform an actual "act of war", even if just a coordinated serious of Paris-level strikes throughout all of Europe simultaneously, or something similar. Only then would the liberals be forced to acknowledge that yes, these faggots are trying to take us over through force. I'm not being defeatist either, because something like this happening seems pretty likely at this point.
>>70430192
I'm not optimistic. Too few changed after Charlie Hebdo and Bataclan, or Cologne, or Bruxelles. Or, if you think back, after London and Madrid, the West instead pussied out. I think, only a bio weapon attack would truly change things. But I can't bring myself to hope for something this terrible. All we need are sane politics to protect our people. And this can be achieved.
>>70430192
>>70430466
I'd obviously rather it didn't happen, but it'd have to be a fucking bad one. Like V for Vendetta style, where they go after schools or poison the water or some fucked up shit like that.
Liberals don't seem to respond to people getting their legs blown off.
>>70419197
Imaging being Swedish.
A swede that grow up in a neighborhood that was like 50% non-swedes when I was little.
I have known my whole life the future for my country.
Yet people just don't want to see it.
>>70430457
>military coup
This would probably be our last hope, that or deserting and joining the fascist movement in a civil war.
Fuck me my loyalties are a complete mess at the moment, but I'd say that I'm loyal to Britain and leave it at that.
>>70430640
Britain is far far less PC than the rest of western Europe. I don't mean to sound smug but the British public are far less tolerant of attackers/invaders especially those committed by Muslims. Just look at all the Mosques that were attacked after Lee Rigby, loads of Muzzies got attacked. And that was just one person being killed. Imagine a full scale terrorist attack by Muslims. The majority of us are against the stupid ideas of open borders to migrants as well, the mistake Germany made.
>>70431067
>Lee Rigby
I'm actually joining his regiment
>>70418547
i'm extremely bloodthirsty
>>70430640
They keep saying May 1st. Or maybe that's just our echo chamber.
It's shite being Scottish. I can't reveal my powerlevel at all in what is perhaps one of the most extreme leftist countires in europe.
I worked hard for my degree is occupational health and safety, but all I spend my time on is the gym, reading, and watching Trump rallies.
I need an uprising. I need a purpose.
>>70431067
Yeah, that makes sense. Australia is a bit like that as well. Most of us have a general dislike of immigrants, especially Muslims, but are too apathetic to do anything about it, until something goes down like Cronulla. But even we are succumbing to PC cancer, like after the Sydney Siege in 2014 where two people died, there was jack-all serious reaction compared to what happened in Cronulla.
>>70426676
>think my PC might be being monitored
>think
How new are you?
>>70430776
I'm sorry sweden, but Nordic and germanic people have so much potential to get strong. The world's strongest lifters are german or nords. Get strong, shave the sides of your head, hell leave the country and come back for it when shit hits the fans. We need strong men sven.
>>70431067
I think it's just when Anglo-Saxons get red pilled they get it hard. Like the Australians, fucking hell I've had a leftist shill straight up tell me that abos are fucking subhuman. You will have your day in the sun, as shall we.
>>70431408
the police killed everyone who died in the sydney "siege" though m8
>>70431640
The world's strongest squatter is Andrey Malanichev, a Russian. The world's strongest bencher is Kiril Sarychev, a Russian. And the world's strongest deadlifter is Eddie Hall, an Englishman.
>>70431640
Oh, and the best strongman of all fucking time is Zydrunas Savickas, a Lithuanian.
>>70431640
>abos are fucking subhuman
I can't believe more people don't acknowledge this. I mean seriously, I challenge anyone to find an attractive abo who isn't at least part white.
Reminder that if you browse /pol/ you're already more self aware than 3/4 of the population
Reminder that you can achieve more than you'd imagine if you tried
Reminder that we're ALL going to make it
I can't anymore
>>70427135
>>70424908
what's that gif from?
>>70418547
All kinds of fucked up, new antidepressants.
Can't really describe how I feel.
>>70431874
>>70431897
Watched an old one then but I'm trying to give sven some advice, his country is inseparable from those immigrants at this point. He need to get strong for the futute of this people.
>>70431948
Someone said that in a few hundred years we made a civilization and they are getting high on gasoline. Heard they're like less than 5% of the population commit 27% of the crime.
>>70427202
> get rx for tamiflu
> reduce flu duration 1.5 days for $150
you a good goy or not
>>70432267
Looks like Saving Private Ryan
>>70431836
Yeah, but from what I remember there was literally NO significant anti-Muslim reaction whatsoever. In fact the only reaction I remember was the fucking #illridewithyou cancer and that was all about showing solidarity with Mudslimes
>>70431948
Also this. I used to fall for the meme that Abos are so shit because of their socio-economic conditions and general mistreatment over the years, and while this still holds some truth, I've become convinced that they are significantly less evolved than the rest of the world, even Africans.
>>70432200
what does that have to do with Jews?
>>70418547
Playing final fantasy xiv, thinking that most people are retarded, waiting for the shit to continue to degrade, waiting to vote for the emperor, waiting for fall term to start (going back to school), waiting for the happening.
i feel like im gonna die
>dropped out of school twice
>dropped out of army
i am a failure. now i'm living day to day just to exist and smoke weed to take the pain away.
i keep pushing away girls because they want to date me and i feel like i don't have my shit together enough to properly provide for a woman. it's incredibly depressing.
t. drunk
>>70426064
Not abandoned, lad. He's coming shortly.
>tfw enlisting for Navy EOD after college because can't find any joy or excitement out of anything in life
>>70432540
It's like >or= to 70 GPA. Africa has higher intelligence than this literal money men.
i feel like i am just drifting through life at the moment
all my school work is piling up and i am just ignoring it until the deadlines draw nearer
pic semi related
>>70418547
I just started collecting flags about half an hour ago
I've got 72 already
Beyond that, okay, I guess.
Broke up with my girlfriend because it turns out she doesn't like my friends/roommates, all of whom which i deployed with at one point in my military career.
>She doesn't like them because they don't give her too much attention whenever she is over
>says because i don't demand they hang out with us they're also disrespecting me
>areyouretarded.jpg
>explain to her that they don't really hang out with people they don't really know just give it time
>she says thats bullshit they're giving her the cold shoulder on purpose because they don't want to do stuff with us
>i tell her i have no interest in hanging out with them and their girlfriends either though just give it time
>she calls me a liar because i hung out with my one friend(who i also served in the military with) in a town over with his fiancé
>explain to her thats because I'm helping bring stuff to their wedding
>she yells at me for helping with my friends wedding because "he probably wouldn't help with ours"
>i tell her shes being ridiculous
>dumbmove.gif
>she goes off saying how because my friends aren't excited to hang out with her whenever shes over that I'm pretty much saying its ok for them to hate me
>try to explain one more time that they judge people based off their merit and they don't just hang out with random people but they're not mean or disrespectful it'll just take a little time for them to come around
>she freaks out of me and tells me i should just move in with her and that its her or my friends
>I've known these guys for 8 years and have been through hell with them
>me and her only dating 4 months
>told her i don't negotiate with terrorists and told her we're done
>mfw
That was all about 5 hours ago I just woke up.
>>70432713
Why navy though
I fucking hate everything. I want to kill everyone. Nothing is fun anymore and I can't even go out in nature because there are people outside and I want to kill them. I'm going to try not to drink today, mostly because I'm flat broke. I've called in to work twice in a row because I wanted to kill my co-workers. If I don't feel burning rage I feel nothing at all.
>>70425743
It's always darkest before the dawn comrades
>>70432798
>went to surplus store to buying some shit
>see flags
>has gay flag and other even pirate flags
>no confederate states flag
Didn't feel good main
>>70432833
>>told her i don't negotiate with terrorists and told her we're done
>>mfw
that seemed like the logical thing to do. kek
>>70432874
Toughest branch of EOD in the military
They're all SEAL dropouts and it's still considered SOF
>>70432833
>told her i don't negotiate with terrorists and told her we're done
Noice.
>>70424515
Stay at home, posting on 4chan.
That'll surely help.
Who /velvetunderground/ here?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qK82JvRY5s
>>70433088
Cool, I always imagined the US Navy was the one branch that just sat around waiting for a real Happening.
>first year of NEETdom is over
>started grinding art half a year ago
>it's coming along well
>don't even get welfare or anything, literally living from my 10.000 yuros savings
>only eat oatmeal and plain bread
>24 and still living at home
>only leave house for groceries
>no friends, no gf
But I am honestly not depressed at all.
Maybe I am truly happy because I am following my passion, or I am truly insane due to redpilling or something else...
>>70424064
>i wish i lived a simple life close to nature
Yeah. I'll never forget the simple days growing up on the Texas coast, fishing. Sleeping in a hammock. Chilling with my pet dogs.
If you want a simple life, you just need to seek one.
>>70432713
I was an 8404 Fleet Marine Force Navy Corpsman, do that instead. All the perks and awesome shit of doing marine stuff (if you go to division with an infantry unit) but none of the retarded rules and haircuts.
Pic related, my last field op.
>wasting my time and money at uni
>have to work today at my boring ass job
At least I'm traveling this summer
>>70432267
>be American
>Not know about Saving Private Ryan
>>70432710
This, this, this
He sent advance units too :^)
Ill be moving out of my parents, and travelling to another country in 3 days to start a new life.
This is it familia time to win or lose at life.
An Erdinger a day keeps reality away
>>70433412
>Saving Private Ryan
>Director: Steven Spielberg
>watching jewish propaganda
My little sister is marrying an redpilled white man whos only 3 years older then her and they're happy.
Just ordered some parts for my WRX
My credit score has been climbing pretty fast
Donald J. Trump is poised with a decent chance of being the president of my country, the strongest country in the world.
Alt right is slowly becoming the new counter culture
Meme's are tearing the fabric of reality apart.
idk about you guys but this is pretty awesome
>>70433350
My cousin is a corpsman, says he really loves it. Currently chilling on base in Japan. The only reason I lean more towards EOD is because the electrical, math, ordinance, and science components really interest me.
easy come easy go. Some days I feel better than others. I went to a party for about a half an hour last night (I don't drink or smoke) and it was just weird, I can't relate to any of those people. I'm just different, and it makes me feel weird. I also saw first girl I've ever fallen in love with. Even though she broke up with me about a year ago, it still fucks me up when I see her. I know she doesn't think about me or whatever, it's just weird.
>>70433529
Which country m8
>>70432925
This time the sun will never set. 卐
>>70424647
What the fuck is going on with her crotch.
>>70418547
even my videogames are getting nightmarish
> bavarian Khanate
> african revolt in Italy
>>70418547
its alright. Found a job again. Time to work for Shlomo Goldstein and watching the world die slowly of cancer.
Still working in food service, but I'm finally getting fit.
Managed to quit porn and jerking off, but still haven't gotten laid.
Some good and some bad.
Just waiting on ww3/american civil war 2/race war 1 to finally start.
I had a terrible time at my job yesterday and I'm just happy for the weekend.
3 days off work and then I'll be set to face the world.
>>70433529
What cunt m8?
>>70433626
just drink and smoke and youll blend in more
>>70420480
Is this just a placebo to help virgins like me keep going?
>>70433639
Die sonnenrad fliege ins zukunft
>>70418547
desu OP I hate myself, but I dont care anymore
>>70433562
>being a stormfaggot
>ever
>>70433694
Puffy vagina
>>70433629
To Colombia, been there on holiday and loved the place. Also cant wait to get away from the amount of feminists and SJWs here in Melbourne.
>>70433837
I know that feel, cant wait for ISIS to just cross the line and get shit started.
>>70433626
With the internet its easy to find other people with your interest mang, dont give up.
Other than being in the middle of history class learning about the holohoax, and today being prom night where my date left me for a fucking kike, not bad at all.
She was stupid enough to leave me for a kike, she will get cucked eventually. She will get what is coming to her.
Also, the holocaust never happened
>>70434087
Non German-american detected
>>70434142
edge
>>70434119
More like a mammoth hoof.
>>70434176
We're not sure where my bloodline is from before the 13 colonies. My mom is 2nd generation polish immigrant.
Things have been good. At one point my views were unorthodox and strange. Now my friends are actually picking up on my views, and the alt right has emerged as possibly becoming what the Frankfurt school was in the 1960s.
God speed, comrades. A storm is coming.
>>70434142
have to be 18 to post here buddy
>>70434087
>implying you have to be a nazi to seek the truth
>>70432564
Got a problem? Blame da jooz -/pol/
>>70434142
Just jack off and go with your buddies. You only go through high school once.
anyone have the pasta about the uncle that began raising his little niece after his druggy brother died and his wife abandoned the kid?
Have a nice construction managment job, work with redpilled men everyday. Still see no way out of the eminent collapse of society. None of them do either, just drown themselves away in materialism and alcohol to ignore it.
Moved to the hood to be an example for my "people". I do not connect with them, area will be gentrified in 2-3 years, nothing i can do to ease the pain i see around me.
Keep busy building furniture and renovating house
>>70433562
>>70434087
Spielkike might have aswell called it the Eternal German ever. One of the most undigestible pieces of propaganda I have ever seen. /nothanks
My state went Cruz and I'm back on the bottle pretty hard. I knew it was going to happen too and was already drunk when I walked into the polls and voted Trump.
We're in it together.
>>70434934
Better times are ahead
>>70435108
yes we are. Patriots goddammit.
>>70433350
Met a coprsman in my TAPs class the dude was pretty based
He was gunna start a business in pain management... Or the smoking of pain management lol
>>70419728
I havent had sex in 5 years lmao
>>70435108
My state failed too. We're still gonna make it, no matter what.
>>70435744
Why the fuck havent you at least paid for it? It should be inexpensive over there.
>>70435108
>>70435755
>tfw your state is full of gullible retards that voted for el Rato
Why does it feel like I didn't do enough
I can't even say what state I'm from in Trump general without everyone blaming me and wanting to build a wall around me
My district actually voted for Trump. He did great here. We just have a ton of easily scared old white people here that get their news exclusively from the MSM.
>>70435883
dunno, I'd rather starve than pay
my inner jew is telling me so
>>70433625
Makes sense. Do what you love and the rest will fall in line my manimal
Not well. The leftists seem to win every battle here in Australia. If they ban lever action rifles I'm out of here. If they ban lever guns they might as well ban bolt action as well; since they perform the same dam function.
>(Lever guns being only slightly more usefull up close and bolt action more usefull at long distances).
Im sick of it all. Sick of the leftist news, sick of the nanny state, sick of the corrupt self-serving politicans. Its reached the point where I'm AFRAID. The faggot leftist normies and females run this country from top to bottom.
They are going to disarm everyone but the rich & well connected round up dissenting men who they will lable as 'anti-goverment crazies.'
>>70436391
Jesus man 5 years, I would honestly have offed myself after 2 years. Stay strong and go find some pussy, its not that hard.
>>70436378
Just remember, you're not a bad person, it's not you're fault.
>>70436679
Holy shit. Here gun control means banning 30 round mags.
>>70436679
Yeah I know that feel, were on our way to becoming Sweden 2.0
>tfw I keep getting these ANZ "MUH WAGEGAP" ads on jewtube
Pisses me off to no end how much corporations and media pander to feminists.
