Jerry Springer Edition
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▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
Damn I guess no one wants to see my bod
if you reply to this comment you'll wake up as a cutie tomorrow
If this pic gets no replies I'll reply to this post
first for benis :-DDDDDD
If this post gets 10 replies I'll post a pic of Shakira
If this post gets 2 replies i'll post a pic of my benis
>>6433082
(you)
>>6433095
Just post a pic of miss cock. That'll work for me.
>>6433080
My job at Ulta is amazing. I love it. People are friendly and accepting. It really is helping my depression.
>>6433082
i wish i could corset all the time god damn
maybe then my body wouldnt be so shiiiiiit
i just sent an email to a LGBT center requesting transgender counseling
holy fuck im shaking
ive never had my name attached to anything saying i was transgender before
>>6433125
>tfw no money for a corset
I'm too fat for one anyways
>>6433129
Aww ;__; it brings tear to my eye
>mfw someone starts a new thread way early and for the next 20+ minutes there's 2 active threads at once.
>>6433134
im about to be too small for this one i have, i could donate it to you :u
>>6433129
I did something like that two weeks ago. They answered but I never replied, didn't even open the mail :^)
at least i can be pretty through snapchat filters
>>6433129
i know that feeling. good for you getting past that step. good luck
>>6433144
I'm 185 pounds (and probably put on some since I last measured) and have a fucking gigantic belly
>>6433143
and doesn't post a link to the previous one.
>>6433144
>mfw fufu calls Amy Victoria fat
nth for appropriately titled funk music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQb2R3ag2A0
>>6433149
post belly
>>6433158
seriously, what are you guys trying to prove with these threads?
>>6433129
>ive never had my name attached to anything saying i was transgender before
Yeah, it's pretty scary to attach your name to anything trans related for the first few times you do it.
Good for you on going through with it tho.
Tfw you realize while on acid that you aren't cute and you will never be in a million billion years.
>tfw don't really have a way to excersize because I live in fucking arizona and have nothing to use in the house.
>>6433157
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KiPyMciRWQQ
gay/not gay
>>6433167
Does a corset do anything to fix a big ribcage?
>>6433178
couldn't you do bodyweight excercises?
>>6433177
Can you tell me what acid is like?
How can you minimize your chances of having a bad trip while by yourself?
wait a sec I have stairs, steep ones too. I could just run those.
>>6433185
yes
one of these days ill take before/during/after comparison shots of my body doing a corseting session
>>6433157
where were you when i asked for funky music two threads ago!
>>6433190
you are cute though imo
>kayla has a cis girl body
>>6433190
pure poetry lol. king missile is awesome.
>>6433198
>tfw you're manlier than kayla
>>6433198
You think it was the progesterone or just time?
When was Kayla's last face pic?
>>6433211
it was just time I think
I like my girlbod when I'm at home but I get uncomfortable when people start staring at my t and a.
How do you get past this?
>>6433197
Sure as shit wasn't when I looked in the mirror on acid ;_;
>>6433196
Idk but I have a modest collection of funk music :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sErHC02QODE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjKFCYzqq-A
>>6433219
become a stripper and get used to it?
I think it's pretty normal. Idgi.
>>6433189
It's really something you have to experience. In terms of dysphoria it can be really disorienting in that you see in yourself the things that you make yourself see. So if you look in the mirror or something and get dysphoric you get stuck in a loop of thought that, while being actually really easy to get out of by just thinking happy positive thoughts, seems like it is entirely inescapable.
For avoiding bad trips though, if you think everything is going wrong it is usually pretty easy to come out of it by taking a deep breath and just thinking "everything is all right". At least that is my personal experience with it.
>>6433220
>Sure as shit wasn't when I looked in the mirror on acid ;_;
I know this feel.
Not a good feel.
>>6433177
>>6433189
>>6433190
when i did acid i sort of left the universe and realized that all time exists at once and i could see myself jumping from moment to moment through the eyes of this human body that i occupy
then i came back to reality and had to keep walking around to keep my anxiety down. everything felt absurd and alien. glad i didnt look at any mirrors.
just my experience
>>6433220
can you dig this funky stuff
https://youtu.be/ahdH8eTydWY
https://youtu.be/2n19MA-tI7E
https://youtu.be/-1QsMxkIbwU
>>6433198
>stop browsing mtfg for months
>see this on front page
did kayla achieve her dream of being a basic white girl?
>>6433220
>>6433225
You shouldn't stare at yourself whilst on hallucinogens, it never ends well.
>>6433233
I think so?
>>6433072
Daily reminder that everyone here is awesome ^-^
>>6433223
yeah this. getting stuck in negative thought loops. what helps for me is to remind myself that on "a break from reality" right now. also helps me to not stay in one place too long. a change in environment helps lot.
>>6433227
reminder that the universe is just a giant fractal
mirrors are bad on acid, WOULD NOT RECOMMEND.
this is me right after coming out of a bad trip where I basically got amnesia and had a massive disociative episode. LSD is my favorite drug but it's likely very bad for someone with my mental illnesses.
>>6433240
Good for her
>>6433189
and actually, now that I think about it, I had a "bad trip" that I would consider really really productive for my mental state. Some bad trips are incredibly theraputic, because they force you to face exactly what you're dealing with.
Other bad trips are actually rather scary because they include (from the worst I've heard) hallucinations about the cops surrounding your house
>>6433235
that sounds about right
>>6433227
>then i came back to reality and had to keep walking around to keep my anxiety down. everything felt absurd and alien. glad i didnt look at any mirrors.
this bit I'm familiar with
>>6433227
>then i came back to reality and had to keep walking around to keep my anxiety down. everything felt absurd and alien.
absolutely know this. exactly how I felt after my "egodeath" experience where I felt like I left the universe and then got put back in my own body forcibly.
>>6433257
Who the fuck is that? Is that Kayla? Where did her chipmunk cheeks go?
>Try to reverse Google image
>>Best guess for this image: girl
>Nothing else shows up
>>6433232
Fuck yes! I've been meaning to download some Chromeo, I love funk revival stuff and dance music with heavy funk influence. Related:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sgfp735bCSo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHZkxhdTjDQ
>>6433235
Yeah I know but it's fun every time, even if it makes me a bit sad
>>6433229
This is so fucking weird but I like it :3
>>6433257
that fucking liar
>tfw all ur friends do acid all the time
>you dont
bad feel
>>6433266
I found the picture in a sissy thread on /b/.
>>6433272
As somebody who has done many different drugs, stay away from them.
I WANT TO HOLD MADDIE'S LOVE HANDLES!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
>>6433272
>tfw no acid
I probably won't do acid again for a while since I only want LSD and it's hard as shit to find. also I'm poor. also my mom would notice I'm tripping and I don't have anywhere to go outside of home.
>>6433275
sounds like the sort of place kayla would be
>>6433275
God damn. Kayla needs to find better porn.
>>6433266
you're new aren't you
>>6433279
@_@
>>6433286
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!
squeeze
>tfw too scared to order LSD on the dark web
>>6433248
yup thats what it was. felt like i could see all moments at once extending infinitely in a fractal fashion
>>6433235
i looked at myself in the mirror for like an hour the one time i did shrooms. i had never tripped before that, and it came up while i was in the bathroom. i had no idea what was going on but i remember actually just laughing at the image and eventually i started biting the wall. there were teethmarks. then i went in my bedroom and freaked the fuck out cause i thought i was tripping forever
>>6433263
yeah it was weird. i felt like a visitor to this world. luckily i was tripping with a friend and we were able to laugh at the idea of trying to figure out how to be human again.
its been so long since ive tripped, i miss it
oh yeah, so I may have told my psychotic co-worker that I do lsd, and she was like, "I have some pot in my bag, if you wanna go smoke out back", and I was like, no, we're at work, and I'm really not a stoner, I just do psys on special occasions.
She then tells me that shrooms grow on black angus cowshit, which happens to be something I can find with about an hour drive. P cool desu
>>6433229
what the fuck?
this is like
monty-python-esque
and it's so fucking cool but so fucking weird
>>6433280
>it's hard as shit to find
darknet?
>>6433294
>darknet
I haven't been on in a while
>>6433295
it's not hard to find
>>6433294
>shrooms grow on black angus cowshit
only cucumelo, a single type. poor people love it in my country.
>>6433275
Not just sissy, it was "Cd/Traps/Femboy/Mental Illness General"
>>6433299
but it's scary and i live with my mommy
>>6433289
I'm retarded and don't know how
>>6433301
and that's kayla? she looks different.
>>6433307
lol retard detected
>>6433300
well, she's not the richest girl I've met, considering she's worked at pizza hut for 7 years
who else here is a Tina?
>tfw gonna drop acid at a dubstep show this weekend
>tfw probably gonna get stabbed by a dudebro
yoloo
>>6433306
download tor
go on alphabay
make account
buy bitcoin
send bitcoin through tumbler to alphabay
make pgp key
buy lsd and send full name and address to seller encrypted through pgp
wait until package arrives and enjoy your drugs
>>6433326
isn't each bitcoin like $700?
>>6433324
but you're too pure for dubstep
>>6433326
>tor
Nice honeypot you got there.
>>6433329
you can buy them in fractions
hot shower or bubble bath?
okay so like
if you have a cough
the way to fix it
is not by trying to smoke a whole cone in one go
>doing drugs
Top kek
I wish I wasnt ugly and stupid and a man with dysphoria
>>6433333
nice digits
>>6433338
this minus weed lmao
>>6433336
I really prefer a hot shower.
>>6433331
Oh, you thought that I was pure?
>>6433129
Wow you are going so fast! I'm so glad you're going for real help and not asking about self medding, I can't tell you how infinitely glad I was to talk to people, self medding is lonely and scary, and you'd never realize it until you've seen what being supported feels like
>>6433339
Same
>>6433338
>not realizing that as long as drugs aren't a problem there's nothing wrong with them
>>6433180
>situation with my girlfriend I used to date
She visits, she's moving away, I'm sure she'll visit less after that, we're best friends, I love her in her own way
>>6433353
But winners don't do drugs :^^^^^^^^)
>>6433349
you're a teacher, you're not stupid
and you're not stupid and you are a girl
>>6433345
>tfw you will never have a purefu
>>6433346
the support you're ocuppying and taking away from people who aren't trying to detransition?
>>6433360
UGLY THO AMIRITE
>>6433357
>tfw ywn do a line of coke off elanna's belly button and then fuck her silly
>>6433193
Or just walk them slowly, and you can throw in sit ups or other ab exercises when you get to the top to break up the tedium of the exercise
>>6433365
does that really work? isn't too tame to give results?
>>6433365
I'd probably annoy the fuck out of my neigbors going up the stairs constantly since we share a wall with their house.
>>6433212
Makeup. Is. Fucking. Pixie magic.
tfw ur a monster and incapable of love :'(
I have a confession to make.
I am not only ugly but also not cute.
>>6433375
you should wear it with your dress and heels and go scam drinks and dick off boys at clubs
>>6433375
>>6433368
:p
>>6433368
You aren't either bud. How long have you been transitioning? I was ugly as sin when I first started. I see it in my face how it has become softer, kinder and easier to look at even for me. Hormones do that.
>>6433378
lies detected
>>6433380
Jelly. You look great! All women feel like they are ugly. We all have self esteem issues but you really do look great! How long have you been transitioning?
>>6433383
Sheen looks like a woman her age, hormones aren't the issue its her atitude.
>>6433385
I am sorry it is true.
>>6433387
That isn't me, that's some fat man
>>6433389
well if you say so
>>6433345
I thought you were depressed and canadian.. :c
>tfw no chubby neet gf to bully and take care of
>>6433338
Alcohol is a drug
>>6433350
No
>>6433371
I only do low impact body weight exercises, and you can become fit and toned as fuck, it just takes an hour a day for half a year
>>6433373
Just walk, be light, it doesn't matter if you walk a mile or run a mile, unless you're trying to up your vo2 max, you get the same amount out of it.
>>6433362
There is one other transgirl in the system where I'm at, I'm taking up doctors time from cis women mostly, and they have near infinite places to go in California
>>6433396
don't be like that, you know I don't live in the states.
>>6433380
M A K E U P I S R E A L L Y C O O L
maybe i should get better at makeup instead of being sad about >tfw don't pass
>>6433364
>ywn do coke with amy at all
bad feel
>>6433361
I'm sorry, that ship sailed long ago, coincided with when I started going to raves lol
>>6433394
I'm both of those things, that doesn't mean I'm pure.
>>6433396
Rachel you need a big strong guy to take care of you I think
>>6433393
QUED
QUAD
QUID
>>6433404
Canada is lonelee
>tfw not chubby
>>6433411
I'm looking a lot like my mom and it's terrifying. We could be sisters at this point
>>6433379
makeup is for making yourself feel better, it makes me feel shallow and artificial
>>6433338
sorry you dont experience childhood joy of psychedelics. hows ur hang over tho?? :^)
>>6433396
be my gf!
>>6433409
FLANNEL
CUDDLEPLUM :3
KATO
what up
Who else /permanent thousand yard stare here/
>>6433396
I'm sorry I'm not chubby ._.
>tfw nothing will ever get better
>>6433424
THE GROUND
CAUSE I'M AUSTRALIAN
>>6433427
>tfw you used to have so much hope and emotion in your eyes and now they just look dead with permabags
makes me feel so old...
>>6433432
it might if u hang in there :(
>>6433418
>makeup is for making yourself feel better
thats just an excuse that was made up to keep the feminists off the back of those who wear makeup
>>6433440
>thats just an excuse that was made up to keep the feminists off the back of those who wear makeup
>>6433403
>>6433426
>Rachel is becoming a basic bitch Stacy
Damn shame
>>6433435
lol u ho
>tfw your friend won't shut the fuck up about how much he hates feminism
its serously every day with this guy
>>6433255
Generally just doesnt end well.
>>6433268
It always freaks me out a bit, I dont even like watching live action movies or shows on LSD.
>>6433290
Tripping can be scary, thinking that you're gonna be like that forever is something Ive heard of but Ive never experienced it.
>>6433432
>tfw everything is great
so ive never dated outside of my high school..i really dont know how relationships work i guess. does anyone want a gf?? idc about gender. i just need someone to care for me and care for
>>6433459
yeah i'll take a gf
>>6433404
oh well
you can be my funkfu
>>6433458
hi moap <3 ur just the cheer up i needed ilu <33333
>>6433459
I want to impregnate you
>>6433471
and you're the kaffir I need to realize I have to remind me that my life is good
>>6433451
you seriously haven't been redpilled? some kind of "female liberation" sjw? did you even tweet at zoe quinn? idk if we can do this anymore
>>6433440
It doesn't matter if you're doing it because the patriarchy, if you feel fucking better about yourself, then do it.
I personally think most makeup is a weird sort of social showmanship that shows a lack of character, but being treated nicely is addicting and empowering, and were social animals and it's ok to give in if you want if it helps, doubly so if you're trans
>>6433459
I'll give you head pats *pat pat*
>>6433322
I wish; I'd love to have a beautiful feminine voice like hers. (I'm not making a joke here, I'd honestly be really happy if I could sound like that.)
>>6433072
>Jerry Springer edition
>not using a screencap of a tranny episode
I wish I could say that my attitude is the only thing that needs fixing
hrt doesnt work on old men like me
>>6433451
Sounds like he needs to get laid tbqh
>>6433458
Idk, I guess I'm just weird then, I kinda like taking risks on psys, doing them in public in potentially hostile environments etc. Last weekend watched elfen leid while tripping with a friend and it was p entertaining.
>>6433469
I'm ok with that :3
>>6433492
> implying
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiGrMTVS1ts
>>6433482
:(
>>6433483
you sound just like him he literally just mentioned that @_@;;
Which trip will be next to die?
>>6433189
clear your mind before taking it, make sure theres nothing youll have to do so theres not much you can focus on, and dont let yourself dwell on anything bad
>>6433494
Why don't you
Get on grinder
Get on tinder
Get on OK Cupid
And literally just get a million dates?
You don't want a long term relationship, you need someone that can hold you, bring you soup, and someone to fuck.
Ldrs are for when you already have trust and love, and even then, they're just a promise between two people to be there for each other when they get back
>>6433501
no chance at all. he's literally a fat woman hating neckbeard. he can be a bro but he can also be a giant machild.
>mfw every girl that has gone to portland has ended up getting fat because all they do is constant drugs and binging garbage food
![486272aeefac4eadfcbcdaa1c35eb131[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Uk2PBxo.jpg "486272aeefac4eadfcbcdaa1c35eb131[1]")
>tfw you make korra sad/cry
kooorra ily
>>6433520
Sounds like I need to go to Portland.
>>6433508
idk, i keep falling when i try to walk. gotta see a doctor or kms
I got gendered female multiple times by a bank manager while in boymode today. Scruffy gym shorts, plain gray big tshirt, eyebags. Hell, the guy had my ID and saw my old name. It was so weird. The manager was some South Asian guy.
>>6433494
>im serious
so am i
>>6433520
what about me
Im 120 senpai
I tryed to gain weight but i lost like 10 pounds
>>6433445
who are you?
make up is cool u loser
i miss robin
>>6433531
did you only eat vegetables or something?
>>6433531
eat calory dense food like raisins
>>6433432
Just because nothing has ever gotten any better so far doesn't mean it can't get better eventually... I hope... I don't know, I'm starting to doubt it given the overall downward trend in my life towards being more and more pathetic and less and less able to do the simple basic things that a person is supposed to do to take care of themselves and others...
Transitioning is honestly the only thing that seems to be going in a somewhat positive direction in my life; everything else just continues to be a slow slide into being less and less able to function as a human that started when I was a teen and has just been getting worse and worse as I get older.
I hope my brain can be fixed.
>tfw no amy victoria gf
Which trips do you think are really cute?
>>6433518
This absolutely does not surprise me
>>6433524
strange way of showing love ;-;
>>6433543
anna, amazonian, raifu, wolf,
>>6433543
Ufufu, Amy (but scary), Red, Faye, Rachel
>>6433545
elanna it's really insufferable to hear about gamer gate and women ruining gaming and sjws every. fucking. day. I've told him several times I don't care even a little bit. but but but he just keeps going on like a broken record and watches feminist videos on YouTube to get mad about
i think he has terminal autism
>>6433471
<3 Hi Korra
Hows life treating you?
>>6433482
Its already over, there is no god, you lose, they win.
>>6433484
One time when I was tripping I was having this realization that makeup, jewelry, and revealing clothing and the like were all silly attempts to appease men. I kept having this image of an orangutan in a dress with earrings and lipstick and thinking how rediculous it all was.
But then I came down and realized I was being silly and ridiculous and that most women, myself included, do these things because they like it.
>>6433501
I used to be adventurous like this, I used to go to FNMs at the gamestore whilst tripping on shrooms, go out shooting, drive around town, but then I had a bad experience and its been downhill since then.
>>6433508
I don't wanna die
Please don't kill me
>>6433557
I'm only really crazy online. IRL i'm a scared little bitch that couldn't hurt a fly
>>6433543
everyone except sheen
![08dd8f1b7ee99f2e462312d25daaf709[1].gif](https://i.imgur.com/N63GKT0.gif "08dd8f1b7ee99f2e462312d25daaf709[1]")
>>6433546
>>6433543
Kit, Gem, Red, Rachel, Faye and a few others.
>>6433517
i dont know how to be a girl.im on tinder and have a few likes but im too scared of hang out with people irl. im just so awkward i know everything will go terribly :( also i cant move on so quickly..i want these things..but mostly i just want them from her..
>tfw 6'2
i feel like shrinking ligaments is a meme
>>6433560
<3 today was kinda shitty. i was feeling bad emotionally all day desu :\
i usually just bottle everything up bc i dont like whining or dumping my problems on other ppl
![c5b861f6e9d29a2952c00be44784083f[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Mj4x8rA.jpg "c5b861f6e9d29a2952c00be44784083f[1]")
>>6433578
>me right now
>>6433573
Are you gay or bi or what?
>>6433540
> tfw rachel won't skype you anymore.
>>6433439
it's just been down hill for a long time. i dunno, i don't think it can get much worse, but i mean that's always an option desu.
>>6433458
>>tfw everything is great
HOW
O
W
>>6433508
>tfw not next in line
>>6433539
fuck, iktf. how does everything manage to get worse. i hope it gets better or ike easier for you desu.
>>6433414
Genetics, it aint no joke.
Try some makeup. You look like a girl with no make up on. Honestly, it works miracles. Just start playing with it and learning. No harm in it
A question for other trans girl. Eyeliner, what kind do you use. I have been trying this liquid eyeliner and it just fucking runs everywhere. Any tips?
>>6433559
Yeah, I know the types, they're impossible to deal with. Like idk, I have issues with feminism but it's really clear the guy is just bitter af
>>6433560
Awe, what happened?
>>6433571
Yeah dat brostep is where it's at :^)
>>6433535
I'm your guy friend fgt
>>6433557
>>6433570
>dead naming me
>>6433324
jelly
>>6433599
post butt
>>6433588
I hope so too... Likewise for you.
At the very least I hope we can figure out something to try to make things better. I feel like I'm just waiting for my brain to degenerate more while waiting for doctors to tell me they don't know how to help me and that I can't ever get a job I could handle or do anything important with my life and the people I care about are hurting and I can't do anything to help them because I'm too broken to be of any help. And I hate it, and I feel like this all has to be because I messed up somewhere in my earlier life, like there were things I should have learned that I didn't.
>>6433599
I think I got a dick pick of you
>>6433602
Lmao I was reading it and was like GIRL HAVE U MET ME
>>6433597
aww yiss
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrVC5dm5fFc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCYcHz2k5x0
>>6433610
I have never taken a full dick pick ever, one person in the world has a partial and full breast pics
Sup yall?
>>6433503
Well then, thanks for proving me wrong.
Im into diapers
>>6433622
post daipy butts
>>6433616
>image
>one of them isn't porn
yeah okay
>>6433622
We heard. But u are literally a child so it's not surprising
Tfw cuddling pillows
>>6433628
every night for the last decade :(
>>6433620
> it's another "I turned your boyfriend gay" episode
Does anyone wanna smoke a bowl and watch jurassic Park?
>>6433602
my skin is too horrible for makeup
>>6433627
be my girlfriend already slut
>>6433634
yes.
not with you though.
>>6433626
I don't ever look at porn, I get 0 out of it and feel terrible supporting it even with ad revenue, maybeeee the oc was made by a guy like me
>>6433631
I hope we can be friends again amy...
>>6433634
can i fondle your breast and butt while watching?
>>6433634
ye lets do it girl
>>6433640
Fuck you fatty
make up is for women, not men with bad skin
>>6433635
You look like a chick in this pic,
Legit
>>6433651
show butt
>>6433649
rekt
>>6433649
>>6433657
Justin and Red are OG femboys, step off trannies.
>>6433663
I'm the bald man
>>6433655
what do you taste like?
>>6433667
Ranch dressing
>banned from discord
owch ;__;
>>6433670
i'd eat a mostly green salad over you
>>6433670
what type of panties do you have?
>>6433671
JUST A WARNING THIS TIME
>>6433608
i've got people telling me that i can change it, but like i can't senpai, y'know. either way people have already accepted that i'm gonna be a leech on fucking ssifor life. it's not that simple. fuck, i wish i could have ffs already.
i dunno, i like have the same shit on the vauge level, but the specifics are what need the most heilp, and either way my fucking advice is shit for the most part, so pomen for not being able to help you out tho senpai. fuck this gay life
>>6433666
that's me tho.
>TFW all your dreams are dead & you're just kind of existing, rather than continuing to live
where is this discord.
>>6433578
You're normally really uplifitng and cheery, no one can put that on forever. Its alright to vent. Given here might not be the best place, anon will kick you while you're down.
>>6433588
Don't worry, it didn't last >>6433543
>tfw no one thinks you're really cute
>>6433597
Just had disturbing hallucinations and ended up hiding in the shower for a few hours.
>>6433671
What'd you do?
asdfuanosanfdia why is andross so hard and so long ;~~;
>>6433614
Oh yeee
I'm hyped for some trap music :D
>>6433685
That sounds really shitt ;~;
>>6433680
yup!
>>6433685
do you have skype or something? you're like my favorite person to talk to in the world and i always feel better when you're around
yeah ppl are really mean here alot of times i do feel way worse after visiting :(
>>6433692
>oh wait, arizona is terrible
yeah I was about to say why the fuck would you want to come anywhere near this place?
also rachel gf confirmed.
>tfw no bf w/ perfect 5" penis
>>6433692
Lucille is literally me tbqh
>>6433654
only because the camera is shit
just to get my under eyes not look as dark as they are I used corrector, concealer, foundation, more concealer and then powder
they're impossibly dark and my skin is disgustingly bad
hi friends
i feel like shit :)
>>6433703
amy victoria gf confirmed
hurry up and get ur money senpai
>>6433707
LITERALLY
thought that was an anus
>>6433710
what's wrong?
>>6433707
No.
>>6433712
senpai that's gonna take a while. processing on disabilities can take between 6 months to a year
>>6433710
heya Chara <3 *hugs*
>>6433712
>telling the thread about Red's stdi
>abusing drugs
>unable to have a stable life
>blames everyone all the time
you really hit the jackpot
>>6433706
grew up in a family v similar to the bluths tbdusu
>>6433725
why would people look at you with a magnifying glass? people don't even notice the color of your eyes or your hair most of the time.
>>6433728
i wish i could cheer u up with some vodka ^^
>they said transitioning in a rednecks infested oil patch would get me killed
>TFW they lied, I'm stuck like this
>TFW no white night to off me
>TFW the feel good drugs stop working after 7pm
>>6433727
(this would be nice, we'll keep in touch. i'm moving out of Marin into a smaller place in Berkeley or Oakland, i'll keep u updated)
>>6433739
nice hips
your face looks too big for your body in thatpic
>>6433739
id cuddle with u until u felt better if i could
>>6433739
how many times have they had their way with you?
>tfw you are a teenage stereotype
honestly skramz is great, even tho i'm a gosh mom leave me alone now.
also, don't buy this, it's not really that good desu.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8MaqQ-ajDc
>>6433685
dw, all happiness is fleeting, the only thing that stays is the feeling that nobod will ever want you!
>>6433680
>tfw still younp enough to live your dreams,b ut you fuck up on p much everything you do
>>6433696
night senpai, hopefully everything is ok tomorow for everyone.
>>6433710
same desu
>>6433742
>tfw I don't have the money to visit with you RIGHT NOW
>>6433739
>tfw oil prices are increasing and shale oil production is going to pick up again
ND is a shitstain of a state that does nothing but pollute our beautiful nation
>>6433690
Shit happens though, I just feel weak about it. I feel like Im too weak mentally to handle tripping and its depressing. Im one of those people who freaks out on hallucinogens now.
>>6433699
Skype - Dermoap
You can always talk to me, though Im bad at keeping up regular communication.
>>6433703
Even in Flagstaff its like 100 out what the fuck is happening I hate this state.
>>6433737
Thanks hero.
>>6433739
you're cute in this pic
Why are you all so super gross and disgusting? Fucking hons man I swear.
>>6433733
what are you watching, and why isn't it Black Mirror?
>>6433756
>record highs
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
(CAN'T WAKE UP)
Why does my head keep throbbing in one spot? Do I have a brain tumor
Anyone here in NYC
>>6433753
It's 3 in the morning and I'm hungry but out of food. Is it a bad idea to fry some dough?
>>6433750
>tfw you will probably never get to see my sweet view of the bay from my patio
>>6433764
you need a good dicking
>>6433766
>fry some dough
that's what natives do, its not bad imo
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frybread
>>6433767
(a-are you rich or something?)
>>6433765
Sorry I am in London
>>6433770
Tomorrow maybe, I blew him off today
>>6433748
>me
>sexually appealing
>>6433753
It'll be at least 5 years
>>6433747
Bring a 12gau. We're doing ffs on me.
>>6433757
.....
I wish I was a picture IRL
I wish I had friends
I wish life was more than alcoholism, antidepressants, cats, and wasting money on pointless projects.
I hope I dont wake up, again..
I know I say it every day. But this joke is getting kinda stale.
>>6433773
My issue is eating fried food at 3 in the morning. We call them tortafritas.
>>6433770
we all need good dicking
>>6433733
Hey, can you unblock derp223 too?
I'd like to meet you in SF if you'd like!
>>6433767
> tfw I miss working in malibu.
>>6433777
>I blew him off today
did you swallow?
>>6433778
>tfw transitioned at 16
d-does that put me before or after the cutoff?
>>6433782
wait are you a top or a bottom?
I can't be helped
>>6433786
once you hit 16 it's genetics p much
>>6433756
s-sent
>>6433790
God helps those who help themselves
>>6433786
you look like a cis girl flannel, shut up
>>6433790
same desu
>>6433786
I hit puberty late and my hands and shoulders got masculine around 15. 16 is genetics.
i liked the threads on /r9k/ desu
>>6433778
>because after 16 it's genetics
tfw started at 16 and all i got was stretch marks
>>6433778
>16
I could've started earlier but I was stupid
Someone punch me
>>6433761
black mirror is fucking great. that pig fucking scene tho
>>6433774
sorta? i'm pretty middle class for the Bay Area, would probably be rich elsewhere. i spend way too much of my salary on rent. i've never lived more than a couple miles away from the ocean tbdesu
>>6433781
this is why its good to buy fruit. if i'm hungry at night i'll usually just eat a pear or an orange or an avocado
>>6433783
Confirmed for Rachael & Red canoodling
>>6433807
I'd love an ocean view... all I've got right now is rocks, sand, and mountains.
>>6433760
>tfw hon
>>6433805
>>6433786
>>6433801
can we _not_ have these stupid "oh I wish I transitioned earlier" threads?
all it does is make everyone miserable
if you transitioned early, keep it to yourself, because nobody wants to hear about it
if you transitioned late, keep it to yourself, because nobody wants to hear about it
there is no cutoff age for passing, and there is no optimal time to transition. It sucks no matter what age you are.
NONE of us transitioned when we wanted to, so just stop crying about it.
>>6433794
god is a child with a magnifying glass
>>6433779
its okay <3 *hug*
>>6433808
I just want to be friends and meet her. SF has lots of neat people there.
>>6433816
Oh. I thought you didn't think I was attractive...
Sorry, my self esteem is being whacked over living with my grandparents
>>6433822
I'm usually a top but we can make things work. I'd be willing to try bottoming again, this time with someone I actually want to be with
>>6433822
> being your own worst enemy
>>6433822
would u make me feel cute
>>6433830
this
>>6433807
Fruit doesn't really fill me if I'm hungry, I eat a lot of it but it's mostly for anxiety. I love apples and it's tangerine season.
>>6433822
You're betraying yourself, please don't feel this way. We all have our hangups, but we need to power through it. It's okay if you'd rather not meet, but I would love to see you!
>>6433813
you were mocking us about how everyone saw you as a beautiful woman earlier, you can't have it both ways.
>>6433834
>tfw loquat season is over
>>6433826
probably not, you'd probably just get annoyed and frustrated with my emotional distance and PTSD symptoms over time
Are you cute?
>>6433843
>beautiful
Did I have a stroke earlier?
>>6433628
do you want a not pillow to cuddle
>>6433846
you're probably gonna be frustrated with my mental fuckery desu
>>6433573
I kinda missed this, listen, you can love someone, and you aren't going to learn this right now, or get it, but
She is literally nothing in your life, if she comes back, you can both decide what you are too each other, but as long as she's gone, she's a nobody.
Some people just aren't like you or me, they can recover instantly, they can not care, they just want the next experience not you as a person, you have to accept that, and find the good in it, and be able to seperate your feelings from them, and find the next beautiful person
>>6433851
Yes ^_^
>>6433855
mental fuckery i can deal with. im really like, emotionally removed from everything desu.
>been questioning for about a year now
>come up with a trans character to safely explore the idea
>commission art of her
>art gives me the confidence to buy girl clothes and wear them outside
>a cis girl I don't know called me cute
Have I finally made it?
>>6433846
I once had loquats, they were good but it's not regional so it's too expensive for a fruit.
I wanted to say mean things about Amy and how she's a trainwreck but I think it's better if you risk it and maybe help her.
>>6433859
you don't look too far off from this
>>6433864
what? now, that's not even the first third of the road, you haven't even entered the second act and that's 50% of the story.
>>6433816
>>6433808
I'm single, mentally stable, live very close to SF, and well...
I'm just saying ;)
>>6433871
Obviously not since that's me??
How many trans girls actually end up passing?
Well, I'm going to sleep. I'm taking the GRE again tomorrow, been studying for a month. Add me back on Skype if you want Amy and Rachel.
I love y'all and wish you the best! Try your best to move over and leave bad feelings behind, try to build your self esteem
>>6433877
>all this shitposting
what happen to you?
>>6433877
stunning xoxo
>>6433886
Idk mtfg made me bitter and stupid and now this is all I have
>>6433859
lol no way this hon posts on susans, i chased and fucked her like a year ago
>>6433635
You do! Just keep working on it!
I wish Titchbits hadnt detransitioned...
Fuck >___<
Brb self harm and pills
>tfw you nap with your gf and appreciate how she fits perfectly to your body and your cats join you two and stare at her sometimes softly while purring
>>6433890
where I grew up they used to sell watermelons for 50 cents and boxes of apples for $1-$2
now I live in a city abd everything is expensive ._.
Also, I ended up making a rice omelette.
>>6433890
S..sorry I'll leave you two lovebirds alone and stop being flirty
>>6433893
iktf fampai
>>6433907
Girls night?
Also, isn't it time to sleep more than nap?
>>6433883
how many trans girls actually leave trans communities to learn how to be cis from cis girls?
>>6433916
this was hours ago and she's gone now, i just forgot to shitpost about it
>>6433883
Young girl like there are here? 90% of those who want to pass.
mtfg, is a body like this possible for a tranny such as myself? I want to dream big.
>>6433929
Np as long as you have about $15k
>>6433929
you're gonna end up looking like your sister or mother. if they look like that then sure, just add 20 cm of shoulders, a real life brow, your nose to that empty space, and bigger hands.
>>6433926
I'm not really good enough at shitposting for that but she usually picks up the slack
>>6433929
Nah senpai, you can't transition to 2D.
>>6433929
Nope.
>>6433934
You better get ready for the tag team shitposting competition in the next winter olympics.
You're all unfeeling cuntwads
I was gonna try to make it to the elite four but I'm really sleepy, nini
>>6433941
okay
If I just stop peeing until my bladder explodes how long will that take me to kill me?
>>6433941
Just finished Stardust Memory this morning! Loved it! Downloading F12 or whatever.
>>6433937
Did you know that John Titor was based on an actual internet person?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Titor
>>6433874
Idgaf if you hook up w/ red?
>>6433941
unfeeling of what?
>>6433941
ALSO
I haven't seen Tb in a long time, maybe it's just timezones, is she okay?
>>6433950
Titchbits is refusing all estrogen, she's told me to get fucked, I hate everything
>>6433949
shhh
I'm jelly too.
>look up flight to where rachel is
>only 133 round trip
holy shit that's cheap, i might just get my mom to go for it.
>>6433941
I'm feeling GR8 right now!
>>6433926
>tfw people tend to post on mtfg
>tfw some of them have literally no friends outside of mtfg
>tfw some people need safe spaces
>tfw some people rely on safe spaces to live with themselves even though exposure to the real world would help them more
>tfw the mainstream LGBT community supports oversheltering
>tfw it's common for transgirls to date because nobody else will accept them because they're too socially inept
>tfw none of them learn normal social skills and thus never pass because they act like they're still a guy
it's not uncommon for a transgirl to marry a transguy, even though it reminds both of them that they're trans. That's not living as a human, that's pretending you're human and living as a tranny.
How do trannies deal with not stealthing, being trannies, trying to find work, etc.
How do you get your gf to leave you without cheating?
I'm ready... Just want her gone before I do.
>>6433952
She's done
>>6433953
Did something happen? It's not like she detransition after a few months without anything considering her levels, but I don't like the idea of something bad going on in her life...
>tfw no pics of rachel's armpits
>>6433956
>>tfw it's common for transgirls to date because nobody else will accept them because they're too socially inept
more like it's common for 4channers. I don't see that much in my city at least.
>>6433954
?
I'm engaged
And will never grace anyone from /mtfg/ with my dastardly uggo mutant face, anyways. I'm too gross for other ppl. Its why I stay inside & am terrified of getting a job
>>6433960
She's aick of everyone harassing her. She cant stand ending up like a hon. Guess I should say he but fuck me ;~;
>>6433940
Damn, I thought they were saving that for summer
>>6433953
>Titchbits is refusing all estrogen
christ? the hell inspired that bright idea?
>>6433968
It's particularly bad because all things considered she doesn't look like a hon at all. How about her plans of moving out? I always felt that was something that kept her centered. Maybe you two could move to a nicer place...
>>6433964
i saw them on the tinychat they're super cute
>>6433971
SHE CANT STAND THE BULLSHIT. SHES HARASSED EVERYDAY. SHE QUIT. FUCK YOU MTFG YOU FED HER LIES. FUCK YOU
>>6433859
actually wouldnt look too bad if they lost 50lbs
>>6433977
what lies did we feed her? if she lives in a shithole that's something that happens, I really wish she could be better considering people at her job seemed to be okay with her...
All these girls regressing, Titch, Faye, Red. I wonder why?
>>6433982
I dont think anyone harasses her here?
everyone likes her because she is an intersex cutie
>>6433968
i don't know the context of that harassment. what's going on? she can't bunker from it and just take her damn pills so she can be as close to a functional human being as is realistic like most trans women?
maybe she'll read what you're saying here? you don't fucking get away from dysphoria. she's hurting herself and her life. i've seen no one remit. i know it happens, but not enough to think it can happen conveniently on demand
>>6433982
Everyone told her people would leave her be. No one did. Last week someone threatened to kick her face in. This higbox is toxic. Im out. Fuck all of you. Dont believe the lies here.
>>6433986
irl obviously. much worse than anons being mean.
>>6433985
I'm on the boat..
Never got to the status of girl.
Definitely on my consideration table to just stop, tho.
Already took my night time one. We'll see about tomorrow
>>6433972
yeah i don't remember what she specifically looks like, but yeah i know i don't remember a hon
>>6433986
This
>>6433937
You need a good dicking from your ex.
>>6433990
aife is saying it was here buts it not
>>6433989
how are we supposed to know how her city life is? every time she talked about work families didn't hide their kids and some guy chased her to give her a tip.
some people need support, Tich didn't show us some type of attitude she needed and considering your complaining with us I'd say you didn't see how to help her either.
A few people have nice lives, 80% or 90% have shit around them all the time. I live in a country where they do kill you for being trans. It's part of the deal.
how can you tell if bangs would look okay on you
soup
>>6433985
They arent detransitioning as in stopping HRT. Their just going through episodes in their lives and attention whoring.
All of them including red and especially faye have continued taking HRT and dressing feminine.
>>6434002
what type of soup
>>6433997
she's saying that we convinced her life would be better, not that we harassed her. tb doesn't get hurt with 4chan shit, people telling her they're gonna kill her are a different matter.
>>6434002
people were panicking about you
>>6434002
soup yourself
>>6434002
how are things going? is the cold turkey hitting you?
>>6433989
idk. i take breaks myself.
yeah its easy to use this dump unhealthily, but like you shouldn't stop self-care based on what some bitter faceless man or tran on here beats you up and advises for chuckles
>>6434002
oh gosh phien's not dead
>>6433996
I've tried, he won't do it anymore ;~;
>>6434001
try it
>>6434020
if it looks bad I'm going to kill myself and it will be all your fault
>>6433989
oh wait u mean irl? can anyone physically visit her?
>>6434019
you really need a bf don't you
>>6433989
smug anime face
>>6434015
I am still really hungover from 2 days ago, it has never lasted this long
resisting yesterday was pretty easy tho, second day is the hardest for me usually
>>6434010
I still feel sick, but I guess if I can make it out of bed at 8 am, its not too bad.
I really dont want to be in uni all day tho
>>6434007
Gulasch!
>>6434014
n-no
>>6434018
n-no D:
I was posting normally all day yesterday
I played videogames with F and watched football and stuff, just went to bed earlier cause getting up early today
>>6434034
Jumping back from a high always gets harder and harder with time, with anything.
Whole day at college? how many classes?
>>6434033
Not my fault.
Good morning. Is there some new drama here?
How to into girl voice? I think mine is too airy/light, what level should I be bringing it too? other advice too pls
>>6434050
Faye is more decided on detransition, Titchbits got scared after being harassed irl and it's giving up estrogen, Chara is gonna kill a girl indirectly, Rachel and Amy are sort of planning to fuck.
>>6434050
Nope! Everything is gr8!
>>6434056
Show it :3
>>6434056
level as in volume? whatever people can hear.
if it's a tone thing, it's okay to start high and move down once it feels more natural.
>>6433955
Mine
>>6434060
we should have daily thread news
>>6434066
show yours
>>6434043
yeah but flu-like symptons, joint pains, cramps, dizzyness and nausea more than 36 hours after is kind of extreme.
it probably isnt liver failure tho
I only have 2 classes but have to be there from 10-4pm
>>6434034
Hi Phien <3
Whats so wrong with me that I live this closed off life that I want so badly to escape yet so many of you who seem to be genuinely insane somehow manage to have a functioning social life and more?
Was I just unfortunate enough to be born with something in my brain that keeps me constantly aware of the things I do and what people may think while keeping me scared to branch out?
I just sit here reading the insanity you all post day after day wondering how am I worse off than these people. Maybe I'm just an asshole.
>>6434069
Shush faggot
>>6434030
Yup. I'm not likely to get one though. Joys of being unemployed and not much longer for this city.
>>6433947
Neat, I actually learned something today :3
>>6434077
Maybe you just need to dedicate that much time to your own life?
>>6434078
I'm sure she'll get back to you about the flight.... After we're done texting about spending pride week together
>>6434083
yeah I want one too but hard too find
gl with your new city, hope you find one
>>6434091
You know Amy will have no problem trying to murder you if you keep taunting her right?
>>6434091
don't tease people with mental issues.
>>6434091
Over these past couple days I'm starting to see why Edie pushed you away like she did. I can only imagine the kind of behind the scenes drama and bullshit you caused for her. Good on Edie for not letting you change her.
>>6434083
I'll give you a 1 free bf coupon
>>6434102
Where is it valid? How do I redeem it?
>>6434092
Yeah, desu I'm pretty bad at meeting people so that doesn't help either. Online dating apparently works but yeah, still nervous about it
Ty anon, I hope that your hunt goes well as well
>>6434111
Samefag
got a whole new batch of headpat gifs, free headpat time! pls let me know if u need a headpat
>>6434084
it may be the mic quality, but you sound like a cis girl
>>6434098
I never asked for her to change, and you're seeing Mtfg theater, everything here is a work of fiction, in real life I'm just a nervous girl who is really emotional and loving and wants to find herself a partner to give herself too, because she never really has before.
I'm sorry if story time upsets you though
>>6434117
I need a double
>>6433301
oh what isn't that the russian chick that posted here a while back?
MOAP LET ME LIVE WITH YOU
PHOENIX IS LITERALLY MELTING MY COMPUTER DOWN
>>6434119
>in real life I'm just a nervous girl who is really emotional and loving and wants to find herself a boyfriend to give herself too
ftfy
>>6434114
Good luck with your move.
>>6434121
>Phoenix
Same, fuck dis heat
>>6434120
i can do that!
>>6434123
But... I like talking to girls
Like... Rachel
>>6434076
heyo :3
>>6434079
yep, symptoms dont really fit
not sure if I should skip E today to be on the save side
>>6434114
online dating seems shit desu and scary
I'd rather form a connection with someone I know irl
>>6434116
THE TOLD AND THE BEAUTIFUL
THE 1849 CALIFORNIA TOLD RUSH
IDAHO TOLDEN POTATOES
TOLDEN ANNIVERSARY
FOOL'S TOLD
WOMAN IN TOLD
POT O' TOLD
THE TOLDEN GATE BRIDGE
>>6434129
youre just chasing transgirls so they can fuck your bp because youre scared of talking to boys like ufufu
>>6434119
Whatever you have to tell yourself to feel better. I'm just glad Edie got out off the mess that is you.
>>6434135
I'd say that stopping E would make your body a bit more unstable, but it's not as if you're producing T anyway.
>>6434129
>tfw faye is a vicious pimp
Is it about time for rachels nightly "i'm leaving mtfg forever youre all hons" post?
>>6434114
valid at any male
tell em you have a coupon
>>6434141
Please explain, I think I'm a little lost, is it because me and a friend are talking on 4chan right now?
>>6434129
Everyone knows what you're doing faggot, you showed no interest in rachel until we decided to meet up. You're just being a shit stirring retard trying to play with my head.
"That faye trip that told you to kill yourself wasn't me I swear"
I swear, you're more fucked up than me.
>>6434136
Yeah idk, I feel the same. It's sort of why it hasn't been all that appealing, like putting up a resume but for people wanting to bone. Guess the alternative is getting involved in stuff irl and hoping to meet someone but that's also scary.
>>6434125
Thanks akaka I'd be lying to say I'm not p nervous about heading off to a new city.
>>6434149
Even actors?
>>6434156
yeah, plus you gotta find that perfect one who is also ok with dating a transgirl
>>6434149
Now I really want to see someone walk up to a guy and insist she has a coupon and that he has to be her bf. It would be a good sketch.
>>6434150
Look at what you've done on 4chan all day Faye. Not just here but over on r9k too. You're far more than "I'm just a nervous girl who is really emotional and loving" and if anyone believes that then they are blind.
I'm not going to dive any deeper into insulting you. You know what you actually are and I'm just saying I'm glad Edie saw through it eventually and got out of the forced relationship you two had.
>>6434153
But like, me and Rachel have already met up, I was just dating someone, and we already obviously exchanged numbers, and she obviously sent that text, and is obviously busy talking to someone.
But like, idk, don't hurt yourself, I wouldn't say that, suicide is a horrible thing, I've been there <3
>>6434083
And as usual, anime is cooler than real life.
>>6434164
would be good for that sketch show that valq and someone else was talking about
>>6434168
just post the arcanine thread already
>>6434132
dont talk to chara
Well ok to clarify I've not taken any estrogen for a couple of months, my levels are cis female and no one need worry
I'm not a boy I just feel ill never be a real girl and got bummed out
Things are ok
Be nice to each other
The guy who said he'd kick my head in I'd actually called a cunt and tried to slap for riding a bike on the pavement
Storm in a fuckin tea cup, chill your beans
>>6434177
i-it was me actually.
I need to see mtfg as some live show because the idea of interacting all day with people from the internet and caring about them feels like schizophrenia.
>>6434181
Tell that to your rage monster internet gf not us.
>>6434156
sorry doesn't work on actors
>>6434163
Yeah and apparently they're kind of rarities. I've heard the estimates at 1 in 3. Guess I better get looking, pick up a hobby that makes me interact with people or something, whatever that is.
>>6434175
Yup, it always is ;~;
>>6434192
>tfw no hunky Hollywood bf
I guess I could settle for a Chad
>>6434193
Take your hugbox elsewhere please.
>>6434182
she is a psychopath
>>6434198
I'll hugbox whoever I want if I think they deserve it, I'm not gonna hate on everyone just because and you can't do anything to stop me!
>>6434168
So, because I have an online outlet, a fantasy place, suddenly I'm not who I am? I think you're actively delusional and haven't experienced what truely being a human is, or at least aren't empathetic enough to notice that there are people different from you and that you might not be able to truely understand them yet with your limited experience.
I hope you aren't a close friend of hers, because people like this are poison until you truely learn to be a whole person
>>6434196
yeah, don't wanna end up with a chaser ;_;
hoping to find a relatively nice guy who shares my interests
>>6434181
I am glad you're ok
>>6434156
Well, it's not much, but if you choose Toronto I'll be sure to send a couple tabletop gamer nerds/artists your way.
>defending people you dont know on the internet
>thinking they are your friend
>thinking they wont throw you under the bus at the first given chance
>>6434199
how so?
>>6434207
>saying nice things to/about someone is an effort
>they have to be your friends for you to think nice things
>somehow letting internet people throw you under the bus
really? are you some sort of futuristic life form that lives entirely on-line?
>>6434207
> getting this attached.
>>6434210
killed three people and burned a house down.
>>6434218
that's some hardcore shit
>>6434203
Sorry Faye. I'm not a lost cause like so many here that you can throw as many words as you can muster at and hope to affect me in some way.
I'll let you get back to an easy target like Amy.
>>6434218
Pretty sure that's normal for a Russian
>>6434206
The thought is definitely appreciated, but I'm not moving to Toronto ;~; I'm moving to Victoria and possibly turning into a hippie
>>6434204
Do you have interests that may put you in close proximity to dateable guys?
>>6434220
And that was just this month!
everyone needs to C H I L L O U T and listen to some V E K T R O I D
>>6434225
no ;_;
>>6434228
and you need to post armpits
Congratulations faye you're a legitimate monster incapable of letting others be happy
>>6434228
>vektroid
>not listening to superior trans girls like Anohni
>>6434225
>Victoria
Damn. No day trips to see Elanna ever. Good luck all the same.
Just Finished Person of Interest. I did not need all those feels.
On the plus side, I found a site with a bunch of cool, simple sewing patterns for sale.
>>6434236
drone bomb me is a 9/10 banger but the rest of that album is a 5/10 bore-fest tbdesu
>>6434231
You're welcome, I'm here to help.
>>6434203
I read your post earlier that when you were wounded everyone was attacking you for it, care to share some context? Why were they attacking you? If you don't want to talk about it that's fine too, no big deal.
Btw, I'm the AFSOC guy from the /r9k/ thread you posted in yesterday.
>>6434230
I've heard that it's apparently helpful to pick up hobbies that are more social. I'm a dumb introvert though so I don't know much about that ;~;
>>6434245
Sorry ;~;
Thanks though, I'm excited.
>>6434260
I'm an introvert too, idk what hobby I can do to put myself out there and I'm shit at meeting people and don't really feel comfortable being social atm
I wanna stop being a social retard ;_;
>>6434221
Picture a woman being kidnapped, and a whole group of people trying to find her but being lost as to how to do it.
Picture a person who had spent years preping and training 12 hours a day in their language, in questioning, in intelligence systems
Picture that person piecing things together, realizing that the family was lying in interrogation. Combing through Intel all night, making the real story, finding where the kidnappers were going to be
Picture it being too late, picture her dead a week ago, picture her body
Picture that person briefing how it happened to a head of a government intelligence agency before he testified to congress. Picture a coin being pressed in their hand, picture another medal being pinned on his chest.
Picture that person still crying about being hopeless to help her even if they got the kidnappers, picture them having a hundred stories like this, because most of this happened in a day.
I'm sorry I don't think anyone knows me, and I don't think I know anyone either
ppl who have cis voices
how long did it take
>tfw faye senpai noticed me
>tfw i'm a whore
>tfw w/e i hate myself anyway
>>6434193
My body makes it. I guess I'm just doomed to have femboy tits even when overdosing on 4mg estrogen and being told I'm pregnant
Aife was just getting more upset than was appropriate because she feels helpless sometimes when I'm in the UK. Show her love
I didn't shave all my hair, I couldn't do it, I just have a gay ass undercut now I'll grow out into a side mullet or something
No one worry. All is well. I literally had a day where I got one of my weird boners I'd not had in years, hated myself for it, questioned my identity, my whole body image felt fucked, didnt feel like a real girl and ended up having a breakdown at work later. It sucked but my gf patched me up. I didn't tell her that I'd seriously considering detransing or I'd shaved a bit of my head until yesterday, which she didn't take well judging by this thread but it's all cool now and she's ok and I'm ok and we're still a gay as fuck tranny romance story. I just look like an even bigger tumblr bellend now that's all
I'm sorry everyone who got worried. I was in a bad place. Things are better now
>>6434268
Not that anon but what the hell am I reading? Jeez faye you should probably get help.
>>6434272
What does it feel to be a mtfg celebrity?
>>6434260
Are you really that introverted though, you seem to be pretty outgoing.
>>6434279
>was bragging about going out and dancing and being drunk just a couple nights ago
shes not an introvert shes just having a bad night.
>>6434257
Well they suddenly saw me as useless, as sand banging, my first sergeant actively bragged about getting me out of the military so they wouldn't have to pay long term disability, she threatened soldiers with their benefits package to lie and say things like I abandoned my post, I constantly felt on edge already from the PTSD, and it just worsened it, because every day I was being shown altered paperwork, lies, and was being threatened with my medical paperwork and a dishonorable discharge
Finally the 2nd lt, after I had been hospitalized twice, came forward about everything, and the first sergeant was removed for cause.
After that life got better, I got help, and medical treatment, and was retired.
>>6434272
I'm not into poly anymore, kinda done playing around with that shit
>>6434268
Oh boo hoo you were just a cog in the machine, yeah obviously tard you should have signed up knowing that
>>6434274
Just remember that next time you're having a bad day. Everyone has those every once in a while, don't make rash decisions.
>>6434274
are you going for this?
You should still go for pregnancy levels just because you can.
Who is best girl?
>>6434284
>not knowing that you become government property the moment you sign your life over to them
I'm just trying to interpret your last two posts but it seems you were surprised by these outcomes.
>>6434286
I think this points out exactly what I mean, while I read that and see a person who loved being there, but took everything emotionally, and still does, trying to tell you that you can't really understand other people sometimes without enough life experience
You saw a story about being used up by the military industrial complex, because you probably see it as bad on some level.
I couldn't understand how you'd see that in that story, but you did, hence my point
>>6434291
Elanna, but she's good to count.
>>6434294
do you read the things you type or does it just happen in some blackout ptsd episode
>>6434291
rachel and ufufu
>>6434292
I had a sense of justice, and really justice prevailed in the end, there's no real moral in the 2nd one, I was just in the throws of PTSD from being constantly doing missions 2-3 times a day for a year with no sleep, I got hurt, and someone insane who was given power, exploited my condition until someone stepped up and saved me.
>>6434297
*too good to count
>>6434304
you're being baited, faye
>>6434304
Sounds fun. Now stop being a bitch and post your butt.
Toronto Tranny House 2016 get hyped
group cuddle sessions mandatory
>>6434315
They're going to Nova Scotia.
>>6434311
excuse me I'm trying to have a conversation with faye. go away.
>>6434318
idk who you're talking about
haha im 6'3" with size 12 feet and a big bony frame haha
this'll work out ahah
>detrans
>stays in a general for trannies
Faye plz go and stay go forever
>>6434276
War is a weird thing for sure.
>>6434284
Thanks for sharing, I'm sure it can be tough. And sorry for inquiring, I was just curious. There's nothing worse than shitbag NCO's and career opportunists. I'm glad you came out of that situation well enough.
I thankfully never got injured enough to risk retirement but I know how much it can suck to be in recovery.
>>6434292
It's not exactly rare for people to join up when they're rather young and naive, that was certainly true in my case. I don't think being naive means that those with power over you should get a pass for being abusive and disregard their responsibilities to you.
>>6434326
That'd be me (and company), not sure why she assumed you were talking about us though
Technically we haven't decided if we're going to set one up in Toronto or Nova Scotia...
but it is surprising that someone else is setting one up in Toronto. How did that happen?
>>6434321
that's your definition of conversation? you must be the soul of the party.
>>6434329
>mtfg in a nutshell but without the facetiousness
>>6434285
being poly is for cucks and people who can't get the mtf best of both worlds goodness
Also, I mean, Why would I share my toys
>>6434335
you must be "that guy" at the party. if you've ever been to one
>>6434341
I just smile and agree with people I don't like. I also don't fo to tranny places to missgender people :^)
>>6434287
>>6434290
Thanks senpaitachi. I don't think I'll be coming much here in the future because I can't believe my gf still gets shite thrown her way still and I gotta stick with her, she's my everything, even if she gets a bit wild. Transbians forever desu. I'll still drop by to hassle folks and say hi sometimes dw lol
I've never had a day like it where everything felt so wrong and I pray I don't again. Being so shattered by it, trying to work, opening my mouth to say hi to a table of people and just bursting into tears in stead of saying words. Idk what was wrong with me. Hope it never happens again.
I'll always be a girl and I'll never feel properly real maybe idk it's the nature of the condition. You gotta just get on with it. Hips don't lie I guess.
>>6434332
I mean I was a SSG with a platoon, and I just couldn't imagine doing that to any of my soldiers, it would break my heart.
>>6434127
phx is big as fuck, what part are you staying in?
>>6434329
same desu and im trying to pick clothes for fulltime right now and i got no fucking idea what im doing, everything is just
>dont wear this if you're wide shouldered
>play up your other assets
>wear high heels
>accentuate your nice hips
>draw attention to your bust with flattering necklines
it sucks being an ugly neet with no one to help out with this stuff haha
>>6434353
Northern, up on greenway
>>6434346
I hope everything works out with you two TB. It probably won't but hope lasts eternal.
>>6434334
discord and memes
>>6434363
i'll see if i feel like hanging myself after lunch as much as i do right now
>>6434363
>i have worse shoulders
>>6434362
I kind of want to propose that we all pool together for cost-effectiveness, but I'd have to check with bexe first, if you're even interested
>>6434364
Don't feel so bad Puru-chan. Trannies by definition have horrible fashion sense. It takes time and effort to rectify that.
>>6434372
we're gonna ruin your alone time, you really want to live with your special other
>>6434373
>i have worse shoulders but better ribcage.
>>6434372
after conferring with our high command, we decided that we can not coexist and you shall be annexed to our Neues Tranny Reich
>>6434364
puru I have an important question
can I steal that image?
>>6434347
I'm still in the ANG as a TSgt and I couldn't imagine doing that to my airmen either. Few things depress me as much as seeing people who have served and should at least have some empathy based on shared experience act in total self interest.
How's the VA treating you? Will the DOD allowing trans to serve impact your post retirement care at all?
>>6434315
give invite
>>6434354
>play up your other assets
>tfw have no assets
what now
>>6434386
why does the american army hate soldiers so much? is it higer ups trying to avoid people contesting their positions?
>>6434391
hide your worse ones
>>6434386
The va is totally restructuring trans care in prep for trans veterans due to them foreseeing that being implemented, so like after years of nothing suddenly I'm flooded with appointments, integrated into women's health, voice training, hormones, they also said srs will be a thing the moment trans soldiers are accepted by the dos, which is amazing
>>6434395
on it
>>6434405
lol I'm just memeing. Possibly, the logistics of this are like basically nonexistent since none of us have money atm
Which discord channel is the main one the trips hang out in and how to get invite?
>>6434393
It's a really complicated topic. The military is huge, anytime you have that many people in one organization you're going to have a certain number who are assholes, incompetent, or sociopaths. Plus the military tends to be pretty bad at filtering the shit out.
One top of that you have an Officer/SNCO class that is very risk averse and deathly scared of getting any blemishes on their record. Its pretty fucking hard to fight a war without the occasional mistake but this can end your chances of promotion. Thus, you often end up with the worst kind of careerists in positions of power. The ones who don't take risks rise the fastest/farthest, these are often the least qualified when looking after troop welfare.
>>6434398
Good to hear that care is being made available to you. How do you feel about trans being allowed to serve?
I know you're in Norcal, I grew up in Oakland and SF. I miss it sometimes.
>>6434373
why would i not feel bad? i'm going to end up looking like those pics, younger maybe but just as passing
>>6434384
all of my images are stolen
>>6434391
exactly my problem, no assets just stuff i cant hide
>>6434419
okay well have one in return
>>6434402
>not even burka hides height
>>6434421
>tfw used to do that pic related but nowdays i don't even bother and instead stare at the monitor blankly
>>6434418
It's great for trans people to get to serve, I had a transmale soldier who just didn't tell anyone and shaved his head.
The benefits package is amazing, and what other job other then target will pay for srs and guarantee you're respected as your chosen gender?
>>6434424
I used to do it when my desk was in my room
now I just watch youtube blankly
>>6434429
Having something to watch on youtube is quality time desu
>over six feet
>bony legs
>huge feet
>deep voice
>heavy widow's peak, might be balding
>large nose
>big chin
>broad shoulders
>triangle shaped torso
there really is no way, is there. i'll never be small, i'll never be pretty, i'll never be a girl
i keep telling myself i'm better off just repressing it, living as a man
but every year i just feel more and more like dying
>>6434433
oh theres nothing to actually watch
but I watch things regardless
>>6434434
heyo
>>6434433
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_MqfF0WBsU
>mfw tranny brainwashing society
>>6434442
hi anon..
>>6434446
how r u?
>>6434436
I am sorry senpai, life played you hard
>>6434427
It'll be an interesting adjustment for all the Christfags and hyper Chads. I'm not trans but everyone in my unit always just assumed I was that or gay for always painting my nails, among other things. I spent a deployment with someone in NSW who transitioned after retiring. She's one bad motherfucker.
Would you have transitioned during your time in if it was allowed or if you didn't get hurt?
>>6434447
idk i just woke up
sleepy, still not a girl
hbu
>>6434436
just take hormones and feel a bit better with yourself. it's still your life
>>6434439
I saw you on hollyoaks. There was a transwoman who was a headmaster and she pushed a cis woman down the stairs for misgendering her
>>6434408
Oh!
We're hoping to get it done in the next couple months
If we end up in Toronto (even if we are going to NS we plan to come back at some point) and you're ready later we could talk about potentially joining up?
>>6434452
>still not a girl
same
I'm kinda sad desu
>>6434439
Still if you can keep yourself occupied with it it's good enough to be quality time. I generally run out of stuff to watch or listen to, I marathon all the vids/songs from channels/artists when I discover them.
>>6434443
Ty <3
>>6434454
what?
>>6434456
why are you sad anon?
>>6434460
dysphoria desu
like just yesterday I had started to accept my height, now I hate it again ;__:
>>6434460
how's your relationship going? things better at home?
what if I feel like shit for being a piece of shit myself without a life? I don't have experience dealing with hate unrelated to dysphoria...
>>6434459
http://www.radiotimes.com/news/2016-06-14/hollyoaks-sally-pushes-myra-down-the-stairs-plus-peri-gets-revenge-on-jade
How could u
>>6434466
you're not nice
>>6434451
No one cared about gay guys before DOMA was repealed except officers and senior NCOs though! I mean, I guess they are going to be more upset about male bodied soldiers getting promoted with womens PT scores then anything.
I didn't really know what being trans meant, if someone explained it to me any earlier, id have instantly took them up on it.
>>6434462
i know what you mean
i feel like that about my face all the time
dysphoria sucks
at least being taller usually means you have a smaller rib cage comparatively with the rest of you
i've been worrying about that now being 5'8" and losing weight i might be fucked if i lose too much
>>6434356
Oh I see, I don't usually go north of like.. Indian School anymore. I'm in tukee
this is still my favorite mtfg meme
>>6434475
I'm like 5'10" and my rib cage feels fucking huge
>>6434475
I dunno, my rib cage feels HUGE
Seriously, I wanna remove a few ribs desu or compress it
Whaddup /erpgen/
>>6434479
>tfw you transitioned from "thank you for your service" making you feel uncomfortable to "you're so brave" making you uncomfortable
>>6434480
>>6434487
why is there no surgery to make your ribs smaller
this should be a thing
>>6434493
I think you need them for your lungs and internal organs or something like that
>>6434493
I really don't know
I hope there will be, hell why did we have to be boys in the first place, birth cure when?
>>6434493
They have it, they just cut them out, that Barbie doll girl got it done.
>>6434479
I should make a rachel goes to a party one
>I wish I was on mtfg bullying australians
>enjoy your spoidahs
>anime
>jimface563.jpg
:3
>>6434479
this meme is better
>>6434474
Yeah, I feel it won't be much troubling integrating trans troops in most situations. It's the usual reactionary bs from people who don't like change.
I can tell you there is some serious concern from the SOF side of things on PT standards being compromised. Honestly, this has been an ongoing problem with the male candidates over the last few years too but I can see it exacerbated with Carter's opening up of SOF careerfields to women.
Did you go to DLI in Monterrey?
>>6434490
>tfw you transitioned from thank you for your service making you feel uncomfortable
I absolutely hate this shit to the point I almost never mention my service irl. How about instead of thanking me you sign up as well or at least vote for people who put a bit of thought into invading/destabilizing another country with no clear strategy or exit plan.
my bf tells me i'm stupid for worrying about all this crap
but i honestly don't feel like i'll ever pass at this rate unless i wear baggy clothes and hold my head down all the time and just try not to be seen
>>6434479
>tfw wojak passes better than you do
>>6434504
Don't trust yourself on how you look. Dysphoria is a bitch. Be content your bf likes how you look, that's all that matters.
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>>6434507
i'd just like to be happy about myself and have self confidence for once so i don't have to worry about getting hurt when i rely on someone else for my self image issues and they leave eventually
because then it'll be back on me
Can someone explain to me why everyone acts like gun control won't do anything when every other civilized country has gun control and never has any mass shootings
>>6434508
I'm not American but good luck Trump-san
>>6434511
Pls, I lived in the southside of chicago... gun control doesn't do shit but make it harder for other people to legally obtain guns to defend themselves against some banger. MY GRANDMOTHER had to roll her old ass strapped because gangs fight in broad daylight.
Summer time is the killing season, it's hot out this bitch, and that's a good enough reason.
You keep your gun control while I stay strapped
YA HURR ME?
>>6434511
seems to me america already has too many guns and too many gun freaks so no serious gun control will ever pass anyway.
>>6434508
Bernie or bust, so bust I guess.
>>6434510
You wont be happy about yourself no matter how many surgeries you get though. You'll always have imperfections.
You'll just obsess about another thing every time. Look at how many people keep getting surgeries until they look fake/disgusting.
Only way to be happy about yourself is accepting your flaws, those that you can't help at least. Work on what you can change.
It's not easy to do this, of course, but it's really the best thing you can do.
>>6434514
TRANSFER MONEY TO AN AMERICAN RELATIVE
>>6434520
Sorry, I have no American relatives
>>6434500
i'm gonna make one
>>6434523
do one for me lol
>>6434511
Well, America's gun violence problem doesn't come from the large amount of licensed gun owners in the USA. It comes from the large gang problem in the USA.
Canada frequently has shootings in it's larger cities, like Toronto. Despite having gun control. While not comparable to the amount of gun violence crimes in the US. Pretty much all shootings here in Canada can be traced back to one thing, gang violence.
So basically, niggers are the problem.
That and Arabs, France has very strict gun laws but the Paris attacks had a much higher bodycount than the Orlando shooting. Despite the Orlando shooting being the largest mass shooting in US history.
tl;dr, gun control only effects legal gun owners. Gun control laws don't do anything to stop illegal gun owners, and it's illegal gun owners that commit gun violence crimes.
>>6434511
becaue it's a joke and it will never happen. you aren't even allowed to keep digital records of gun ownership.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtTHzegMWA0
>>6434503
I did go to Monterey yah! It was real nice because my god parents live next to the base. After I got a perfect ot score, is generally just run down to the warf every morning.
>pt standards
Like the women rangers that they let retry multiple times, and have a month long course conducted by top rangers that included seeing the land Nav course before the test? Yeah, I just really hated that because in the army PT scores meant promotion points, so someone with 20 push-ups could be more promotable then someone with 70, but then again, most senior NCOs had doctors notes to not even take the tests. outside of the SF community I think they need to stop valuing these tests for promotion, and rely more on standardized testing and job evals to stop this infighting.
>service thanking
moral platitudes are the worst, but I think I hate people telling me I'm brave the moment I say I'm trans way more. Like they don't tell gay guys that.
I wonder how everyone knows to say the same thing all the time? Normies kind of creep my out sometimes
>>6433072
Please please please tell me how i can release my sexual pressure :(
It has been building up since a few weeks, but i have pretty bad dypshoria and don't really feel much down there... i'm also tired all the time and don't even bother trying, but it gets worse and my whole body tingles, it's torture :(
i'm serious, any advice?
>>6434518
he is matching the donations dollar to dollar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1w4IxCXIxU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ecEb4tEPic
>>6434527
Mass shootings by single unhinged gun men is a very American cultural concept that transcends race, most places can't comprehend it, even if they have massive gun violence
>>6434511
I'm extremely pro 2nd Amendment so I'm obviously biased on the topic but I'll do my best.
For one America already has a literal shit ton of widely available guns. Any gun control effort isn't seriously going to impact the number of guns in circulations unless you also add confiscation into the mix. Confiscation is riddled with all sorts of Constitutional challenges. We have no federal gun registry so any serious confiscation scheme is going to run up against 4th Amendment challenges that even many gun control advocates would be against. Also, most industrialized countries with heavy gun control don't share a 2000 mile long porous border with a narco state with a considerably poorer/less educated population teetering on the brink of being a failed state.
Beyond those immediate issues, I don't really think we have a gun problem. Most gun deaths in the US are the result of suicides and poor people, especially poor minorities. It would be accurate to say the US has a mental health and poverty problem more than a gun problem. I would rather those issue be dealt with directly than wasting resources on added gun control.
Anecdotally, I spent a good part of my childhood in West Oakland during a particularly bad period of the nineties. Gun violence was prevalent but interestingly enough no one I knew was scared of being shot. We were all terrified of being killed but we didn't have the luxury of dividing up the ways to die between being shot, or knifed, or beaten to death, or run over multiple times. All of those things actually happened in my neighborhood.
Also, at the risk of sounding heartless, mass shootings in a country of 300 million are statistically insignificant. They make the news and I certainly feel for those who they affect directly but I don't think we should be crafting national policy based on these events.
Sirona says she's always watching.
I bet she's not here now though.
The lazy bitch.
She just goes back through the threads and control fs her name.
The filthy attention whore.
>>6434541
There are some smart controls like
"No terrorism watch list gun purchases"
"Hold parents liable if their children take their gun and kill another kid"
There's something like 2,000 children killed a year, and most of that is accidental or child on child, and there needs to be some liability for bringing the weapon into the house and not securing it.
They're working on both of these, but they need to cement them firmly in place.
>>6434511
Switzerland has an armed populace, far less shootings than America
Culture is the problem
Anon you are so big and manly haha
You must have all the girls fawning over you haha
Tell me anon why don't you have a girlfriend haha
Look at how broad your shoulders are, you should work out more haha
>>6434508
He will match donations to his campaign of self-aggrandizement and randomly directed hostility? How generous.
Go back to selling drugs, Yume.
>>6434562
>randomly directed hostility
sandniggers had it coming
>>6434535
>I wonder how everyone knows to say the same thing all the time?
media indoctrination.
just like most people have an idea of what a date or a relationship is from tv and movies instead of learning from their parents.
>>6434553
But you get in a terrorist watch list or even guantanamo just for being muslim and buying a casio clock. Literally, it even has a wiki article.
>>6434567
trannies too but I don't want people hating us more.
>>6434535
>is generally just run down to the warf every morning.
I miss going to the Aquarium down there on the weekends. They always had such great cephalopod exhibits. I volunteered there during the summer in high school mostly because I wanted to learn how to take care of a pet octopus.
>>6434535
>Like the women rangers that they let retry multiple times, and have a month long course conducted by top rangers that included seeing the land Nav course before the test?
This pissed off everyone I know in SOF. I did a short deployment with some Rangers a few months ago and it was still the hot topic. I agree they should just do away with the promotion points for non-SOF. Don't get me started on all the admin/finance Officers at jump school taking up slots to get their wings even though they'll never jump again.
>>6434535
>but I think I hate people telling me I'm brave the moment I say I'm trans way more
I can understand why this would piss you off. I won't call you brave but it makes me happy to see someone living their life the way they want and hopefully finding happiness, that's more than what most normies can muster.
>>6434535
>Normies kind of creep my out sometimes
I know that feels too well. I'm way to old to be on this site but it's my only getaway from the normies I have to work with everyday. I have to resort to browsing /rk9/ to alleviate my anxiety, and even I find that place toxic.
>>6434553
It was me who posted this>>6434541. I would agree with some kind of liability for parents, although if we're going down that path I think it should be extended to other areas as well and not limited only to gun liability.
The "no terrorism watch list gun purchases" is more problematic in my view because of due process in addition to governmental incompetence.
I have similar problems with felons being denied their gun/voting rights.
>>6434436
>>over six feet
model territory
>>bony legs
look at how bony many models are
>>huge feet
Long Tall Sally and others have good shoes.
>>deep voice
voice training
>>heavy widow's peak, might be balding
hrt will reverse it if started soon enough. Take Finasteride or Dutasteride as part of your HRT to control DHT production.
>>large nose
Rhinoplasty
>>big chin
FFS
>>broad shoulders
Many women have them.
>>triangle shaped torso
>>6434490
iktf
>>6434493
The importance of the organs kept inside the rib cage. With a 40" rib cage, what I'm most dysphoric about, at best one doc thought he could reduce mine only 2". I think I'd need 6"+ before the pain and recovery would be worth it. 10" or so would be ideal for reduction. I don't need to retain my 7 liter lung capacity, so I may try for 4" at the bottom rib, and just 1" at the top. I need to talk to a doc about that possibility.
>>6434499
Lower rib removal is something else that can be done. I don't know what is all involved in it. I should look into it. Mine jut out some from those above.
>>6434507
This is quite true.
>>6434537
Can you use a vibrator? Wrap it in a towel, 1 to 3 layers, then sit or lay on it.
>>6434539
That can be handled by therapy for troubled youth and their families. Look at some of the work Bessel van der Kolk and the group he is working with has done in Boston.
>>6434554
Only to a degree. In Switzerland if you are considered mentally unstable, you don't get to have a gun. They have so many guns because all of age men are required to have them, and stay fit. Makes one seriously think twice about doing a gun crime.
>>6434583
switzerland also has no defence force, the citizens are. it's the dream of most americans.
>tfw it's so fucking hot I can't even cuddle with a pillow to bed
WHO IN THEIR RIGHT FUCKING MIND BUYS A HOUSE IN FUCKING PHOENIX REEEEEEEEEEEEE. I NEED TO CUDDLE SOMETHING IN ORDER TO SLEEP!
AND I HAVE TO WALK A COUPLE MILES DURING THE DAY FRIDAY BETWEEN BUSES TO GO TO THERAPIST.
WHY COULDN'T MY MOM LIVE IN ALASKA, IT'S EASY AS SHIT TO ESCAPE THE COLD BUT YOU CAN DO FUCK ALL AGAINST THE HEAT OUTSIDE.
>>6434588
yeh, thats why I want to move to tasmania
>>6434585
Just make some time for yourself, watch/read something to get you in the mood and take it slow.
>>6434583
So the NRA is right that there needs to be more guns?
>>6434583
>Many women have them.
this is so false
many women have small shoulders and a big pelvis, which is completely opposite of male borns
WHY DO I WANT THIS
http://www.gamespot.com/articles/game-developer-barbie-doll-coming-this-year/1100-6434307/
sleep evades me so i've come to harass you all once again
>>6434600
because you're a caricature
also obviously it should be a tranny.
>>6434600
why wouldn't you want it honestly
>>6433242
https://youtu.be/TDUQ4-DAEUY
>>6433249
Don't believe sheen's lies
>>6434600
FUCKING IDIOT
>>6433249
mirrors are awesome on acid tblsdesu
i love the way my face looks it's almost like a cheshire cat, it's the most visual hallucination i get on acid
>>6434608
i don't get it
>>6434588
>AND I HAVE TO WALK A COUPLE MILES DURING THE DAY FRIDAY BETWEEN BUSES TO GO TO THERAPIST.
Who do you see? Maybe I can give you a ride
nomurder pls, the heat is already slowly killing us
>>6434596
This
Women who are inverted triangke are rare, like a sober Irish person
>>6434601
>tfw can't sleep because of heat and mom would flip if I turned the SC on while I was going to sleep.
She'd turn it off and then I'd overheat and wake up just to turn it back on again with no sleep.
>tfw no rent free housing in a cold area of america
>>6434613
Someone in Phoenix, but I'm way out of your way phoenix anon!
>>6434612
Sheen tries to claim a lot of people who are pretty is the truth but in reality, she only says that cause it's a thing ugly people say
new thread >>>/r9k/29457234
>>6434615
>like a sober Irish person
I'm sober and I regret it intensely.
>>6434535
Nice talking with you Faye, enjoy those VA benefits!
>>6434618
Oh ok, well just make sure to get plenty of water and salt!
>>6434621
That's rare
>>6434622
You're mad because you don't like honesty.
>>6434609
hi oryx
>90F at 3AM
I WANT TO SLEEP.
I WAS MADE FOR 60F AND BELOW
>>6434627
yeah I'm mad because I called you pretty
you're the one who is obsessed
leave me alone
>>6434627
Yeah.
But I can't not live up to my racial stereotype ye know?
It wouldn't be fair on the burger-babies.
>>6434630
Not obsessed at all.
I just don't see why you hugbox people
Why prolong their suffering?
>>6434635
I'm not hugboxing anyone
leave me alone
>>6434636
JFC STOP REPLYING YOU SHITCUNT
>>6434636
You're hugboxing
>>6434629
I have an average internal temp of 96.3 degrees.
>>6434643
that's not too weird, mines 98.3
>>6434645
So sheen hugboxes you too?
i dont want to be awake
>>6434646
98 is the average, actually. I run slightly cold.
>>6434653
I don't want to go to sleep because it will feel good and I don't deserve it. It's sunrise already anyway.
>>6434647
Not in the least. She mostly ignores me.
>>6434653
Then kill yourself?
>>6434657
Weird
She usually hugboxes all hons
>>6434653
iktf every day senpai
>>6434653
STAY WOKE
>>6434629
I find my limit is 78F for a good night of sleep. That was about the worst where I grew up.
>>6434643
Check your endocrine system out. Mine also runs low. Middle of the night temps for me can run go under 96, and mid day highs are only in the 97s. ME/CFS is likely why for me. Low thyroid output issues are often fingered for low body temps. Thing is it may be low because some other part of the body is down regulating the thyroid. ME/CFS does that.
>>6434653
*hugs* I woke up at 3am and couldn't get back to sleep.
>>6434654
98.6 is the average for the population as a whole. Temps will change during the day.
>>6434646
Holy shit! Look who's back!
Ooh boy I'm excited about what future self pity drama you're going to stir up!
Why, how on earth did you eecover all the friends on skype that you deleted?
LMAO good to have you back whiny fag.
>>6434653
I am currently feeling this is every cell if my being
why are some men born with a female voice? it's so unfair...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvHZBlHbN3c
>>6434671
Thaaar she blows! LMAO
>>6434670
She already had a fight with Faye about dating Jennifer this very night. She's like a machine.
>>6434670
Only person I added back was rachel and I said bye because I was going to a psychiatric ward and didn't know when I'd be out.
>>6434673
What's the problem? You were born with a female cock
>>6434617
>>6434591
>>6434583
>>6434580
whew. finally got it right. just had to take a shower to cool myself off ^.^
this was pretty enjoyable (: thank you.
Glad i have the day off, i'll relax a bit, maybe do some drugs.
mfw
>>6434673
Where's the female voice?
>>6434684
he plays tina in bob's burguers, if you change the face it's a cis girl voice.
>>6434688
Faye was trying to break up her new relationship started today with Rachel by flaunting how she actually met her irl.
>>6434686
That's not even close to a cis girl's voice.
His voice is deep as fuck
>>6434669
Oh, I'm not all that worried about it. It's just interesting.
>tfw all anyone wants to do is bully you
It gets boring after a while
>>6434695
homura-chan!
>>6434703
I don't think anyone deserves hate, and I wouldn't personally reciprocate negative actions.
But you do kinda bring it to yourself, negativity is going to attract negativity.
