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OT: >>6355591
>tfw no suicide pact
worst trans community ever
1st for purest love ~
>>6356820
Maybe try Susan's :^)
>>6356812
ohaiyo mtfg !!!
>tfw had big exam today and then work straight after
im really tired but glad i got it done t b h
long distance is hard sometimes
Nth for not having the cocklust
feelsgood
>>6356826
Hey Kit!
Did you try my milk + honey thing?
How did the exam go?
>>6356826
Hopefully this means more free time soon?
Reminder that if ur boobs aren't at least a c cup u aren't trutrans
>>6356826
how was it??
>>6356837
Don't you have to also have lips thicker than 1mm to be trutrans? I'm afraid that rules you out.
>>6356834
I did actually and im P sure it worked, cause i went to sleep p soon after. even tho i was p anxious for my exam when i woke up (and was feeling really tired)
>>6356835
i have two more exams this week coming up but yeah ! i will be SO GLAD to have them behind me honestly
>>6356837
o-oh
>>6356842
it was good i feel ! like idk, i didn't finish my last essay but i think i covered enough and i felt like i had atleast a decent grasp on what the questions where asking.
how are all you girls btw??
>>6356843
Anon y must you come for me where it hurts...
>>6356837
i don't need your made up criteria to know i'm not trutrans
>>6356837
>2016
>not being AGP
bottom lel
>>6356812
that picture is so fucking cute
>>6356837
Will you be my flat boyfriend, Maddie
I hurt, but I love y'all!
I had a sex dream
>>6356852
I'm an older model, though, I'm stuck with ISA hardware...
>>6356854
edie made it for us before she left ^_^
>>6356849
Because you and your fellow "I'm a man" fags need to be stoned to death. Fuck off.
>>6356859
im kinda retarded whats ISA again? =o
>>6356848
Good luck with the exams, are you graduating?
>>6356862
I'm a boy =3
>>6356864
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Industry_Standard_Architecture
>>6356848
Exams are hard but keep up the work! I'm sure you'll kill it!
>>6356869
Same desu
hello
>>6356869
Then fuck off you giant barrel chested retarded hon
>>6356861
thanks anon!! are you the anon that was so nice to me last night???
also that sounds cool t b h i havn't traveled anywhere for a while ! is your sister nice??
>>6356865
i need to complete more units, i think i can graduate about October HOPEFULLY that is my dream. also thanks for the good luck !
>>6356873
thanks red !! i hope you are well rn
>>6356879
benicetopeopleplsty
>>6356884
>October
Then Canada tbqh.
>tfw I realize that I've been in this general for the past 6 hours or so
This place is like crack. I know it's bad for me, but I can't stay away.
I really should make an effort to quit though.
>>6356892
that is the goal rn
Who is the most batshit tripfag?
My vote goes to Melly
>guns
>drugs
>the stupid ass shit shes does
>trump supporter
>a really shitty sense of humor
Red is next on the list because she is basically the /mtfg/ bicycle. Everyone gets to ride the bicycle.
How long is good amount for practicing my voice?
I typically do 30mins is that too short?
Ugh I always feel really tired and irritable during the last week before my next implant. Suffering desu.
>>6356902
Kayla or Sheen
>>6356848
you can do it kit!
>>6356902
I like both of those trips tho.... I dunno who is craziest trip desu..
>>6356902
I'm officially psychotic. Just saying... Just because I'm rather functional most of the time doesn't change that.
>>6356902
N-no!
I'm no longer being a bicycle!
I like Melly!
Be nice
>>6356916
http://youtu.be/2CTPLUcQAjk
Daily reminder that
>you don't have a husband
>that you're being lewd with
>that he isn't taking you passionately right now
>that he isn't knocking you up
n with that I'm off to the market n starbucks
>>6356930
I want a husband that treats me like a male princess
>>6356795
Yeah, that does sound wild. I like to dress up en femme when I play gigs, but I've never done a striptease on stage. That sounds entertaining.
>>6356884
u-um I think that was me. I was telling you you would do great today on the exam
and ya she is, but I have to be boymode around her which is kinda annoying :\ she lives in florida so it's super hot there right now
>>6356904
don't strain yourself, you don't want to damage anything. 30 mins is probably a good starting point but make sure to drink plenty of water while you practice!
>>6356904
Nah, it's more about doing it every day than doing it for a long time.
has anyone here done waist training? my steel boned corset just came in and im gonna try it for a month straight. any tips before i start?
>>6356936
ohh?? are you not out to her yet? im kinda the same w/ my famiily rn
i hope your trip goes really well anon !
>>6356910
thanks !!! im giving it my BEST
>>6356944
Start off wearing it for just a few hours,
then wear it for most of the day
>TFW I develop crushes strictly based on personalities
>>6356948
i thought during waist training you had to wear it all the time
>>6356949
<3333
hi babe!
I want to be tool boy!
>>6356949
Shame you're disgustingly ugly inside and out so they won't be reciprocated
>>6356949
heya qt! how's it been? :3
>>6356951
I wasn't able to do it all day at first
Take it easy
>>6356953
>TFW red will never try to use an impact gun for you and almost drop it b/c scared of the loud noises and vibrations
hi friends! how is it going!
>>6356949
Who are you crushing on?
>>6356939
>>6356936
That's what i thought too, thanks.
>>6356962
I'm clumsy, ok!
And get startled easy
I'm a delicate boy
>>6356956
Shame you've never met me or talked to me out of the shitposting splash zone
>>6356957
Helloo sweetheart! Hanging in there... Really just trying to find projects to stay busy and ignore depression.
>>6356966
I've a couple trips I crush on. Other people crush in them b/c they're cute...
I just think their hearts and genuinely witty sarcasm are really swell!
>>6356970
Which trips? :3
>>6356964
heya anon it's goin alright wbu?
>>6356970
ohh what kinda projects? aww what's gotcha feelin blue? =(
>>6356876
>>6356869
>MFW I'm the only boy® here
Anyone have any experience with acid on SNRIs? Is it a terrible idea?
>>6356934
Actually, that one time the striptease part probably wouldn't have happened if we hadn't started mimicking lewd acts on the stage. One girl got her hand up my skirt and I guess she wanted a closer look at what she found there because she did remove said skirt, not me. That's when everyone else started stripping. And it just kept going further from there because let's be honest, we were all drunk at the very least. In the end, it just was that girl and I making out and getting completely naked in front of everyone. Standard nightclub fake lesbian fare, I guess, except well... non-standard hardware. The whole thing was just stupidly funny, really.
But yeah, I guess I really can't say I feel what cam artists do is wrong because, well, that would be like, white phosphorus calling napalm hot, you know...
>>6356945
well I am out to her but I'm not out to my brother (I'm afraid he's going to get bullied in school for having a trans sibling because he's at catholic school) so she doesn't want to get used to seeing me in girl mode and then accidentally outing me to our brother and stuff.. :\
but yea ty! I think it'll be a fun weekend
>>6356967
just don't give up!! people here tend to quit after just a few minutes it seems like because they don't like how it sounds but unless you keep practicing it'll never improve
>>6356968
This is why keeping you around the house for adorable animu-esque factor would be profitable for my cute receptors.
>>6356974
I'll never crush & tell on a drama board <3
>>6356983
That's cool
>I'm the MAN©
>>6356981
Working on a truck I'm rapidly running out of significant improvements to do on.
And I've been painting furniture. Lol
>>6356983
>tfw only man here
>>6356993
That's me tho.
>>6356981
mild painkiller abuse before i go to bed because it's all that quells the roaring emptiness
>tfw 92°
Why has the weather forsaken me?
>>6356992
I like how it sounded.
But when i showed a friend it i didn't get the reaction i want which kinda dishearten me.
>>6356995
Find other ways anon, you'll regret it.
>>6357005
Oh of course! I can't let the weather know that it's won!
>>6357011
Yes! That's the spirit! Now wear a black 3/4th sleeve and some jeans and get out there!
>>6356983
You're a boy?
>>6357000
I 'can' do woodwork...
But I prefer metalwork & fabricating.
I have an dirtbike project I haven't touched in a year.
Idk.
Also, I'm rather liking boys starting to talk me in from of my garage as they drive by
>>6357015
Currently wearing flannel and skinny jeans, should I add my wool knit hat?
>>6357026
Or learn to be a bro with me
>>6356945
woo!
>>6357018
Cam boys grow Manly Beards©® tho?
Roll Call! Who's here right now?
>>6357033
hi i'm anon
>>6357033
Shut your fucking chlamydia-ridden gaping-snatch of an excuse for a mouth.
>>6357033
hi i am also anon
>>6357028
You still getting mad™ pussy©, brah®?
>>6357038
Pls no bully
>>6357019
Do your best anon <3
>>6357033
hi I'm also another anon
>>6357033
hi
>>6357033
hi nerd
>>6357033
I am.
>>6357033
meeeeeeeeee
Job interviews are terrifying someone pls hold me so I can calm down ;~;
>>6357033
I've been watching brendan fraser movies and trolling /ck/ today this is my life
>>6357075
whatchu interviewing for friend
one of the kids in my class has been bullying me all year for being trans and im fucking sick of it! Raid this intlerable hate filled persons phone 5084002341
>>6357075
I'm too scared to even try, but i feel awful not doing anything while my boyfriend works everyday.
>>6357079
Technical writing at a small consulting firm
>>6357075
elanna are you ok ???? ;~:
they can be really scare dont feel bad at all !!
>>6357086
I know ye not, and you know me not, but I believe in you fully. You gonna go in there and kick ass
>>6357075
They're just talking with you. All they want to know is whether or not you can talk too.
Do you think any of the trips actually deserve a husband?
>>6357102
I would be elanna's husband if she wasn't a shitlord who sees me as a girl.
>Go to shoe repair place
>Sir
>Sir
>Sir, these are big shoes
>Sir, your wife has big feet
>Sir?
>Oh, you're talking to me
>Hahaha, yes my good man.
>You know what they say about big feet, though?
Hearty laughs were had
>My manly beard® enables me to crush the shoe repairman's hand for slighting my non existant wife.
>He can take it 'cause he's a manly man.
>My manly beard® shields me from judgement.
>My manly beard® is a badge of distinction
>My manly beard® is the result of being depressed for weeks on end and of stopping to care for myself.
>>6357075
Sorry but you know the deal. Accent or lunch money.
>>6357102
I'm str8 but I'll probs end up with a waif ;~;
>>6357092
I just finished and my heart's like racing a mile a minute ;~~~;
I'm half and half on how well I did
>>6357083
;~;
Idk even a basic job couldn't be the worst thing.
>>6357098
They want me to describe why I have value to their organization. Those are hard questions when you're literally a science major applying for an arts job ;~;
>>6357091
I'm getting ok-er as I settle down ;~;
How are you doing kit?
>>6357101
*hugguuuu*
Ahhh ;~;
I'm hoping it would be but idk if I'll get the job I was probably very obviously nervous.
>>6357102
Yeah, all those who want one, I guess. But I really, really don't want one.
>>6357115
i hope you get the job elanna!
>tfw asexual panromantic
>>6357115
I hope you get the job elanna! I know you did your best and I am sure they will see this!
>>6357121
:^)
>>6357115
im ok ! im just cooking some food rn since i got back from work.
it's cool that you did the interview though !! they are like, really intimidating ! so.. you should be proud of yourself for that atleast :3
>tfw you will never be on the opening collages or on a tier list
>>6357115
I come out of every interview feeling that way ;-; the adrenaline rush and stuffs
I hope you get it! I think you probably did fine, they won't notice how nervous you were like you notice it
>>6357145
I got you senpai.
>>6357145
i know this feel. but honestly i hardly ever post here any more.
i've been too busy playing runescape and endless sky.
>>6357115
I don't want to have to talk to anyone though.
>>6357136
hi kit
>>6357052
A manly beard® destroys strong™ chins and jaws every time.
>>6357064
Sue or suc? :3
>>6357076
>TFW I invented the throwing an ice cube in oil to to check for ideal deep fry temperature meme.
-tfw have a bunch of friends in Japan from when you studied abroad
-tfw you're pretty sure all of them will stop talking to you once you come out
>tfw you may have just lost a few irl friends over a fucking game
>>6357110
https://clyp.it/rd0nbuld
;~;
>>6357120
Ty korra I'm really hoping I get this one too.
How's it going?
>>6357128
Hopefully ;~~~;
>>6357136
Thanks kit ^^
What are you cooking?
>>6357149
Especially not on the phone, except for how my voice was faltering. Phone interviews are their own kind of stressful but the job is a whole city away.
Do interviews get easier in your experience? The adrenaline is p crazy, I didn't even get this stressed over large finals.
>>6357155
Why not? It's an important skill to have
>>6357159
To be fair, your degeneracy will bring shame on your friends.
>>6357165
I hate it.
>>6356812
Here mtfg,
i think a few of you might enjoy this game.
its FREE.
http://store.steampowered.com/app/404410/
http://store.steampowered.com/app/404410/
http://store.steampowered.com/app/404410/
its a space game and you are a space ship captain and stuff.
>>6357165
That's the good stuff, see you tomorrow ;}
>>6357173
>http://store.steampowered.com/app/404410/
Reminds me of Starport GE
>>6357166
Shame and dishonor, you baka ignorant.
>>6357165
god phone interviews are AWFUL I hate not knowing what the person on the other end looks like
idk I've done a ton of interviews for internships and parts of them are always tough for me because social anxiety. but they do get a lot easier, because you know what kind of questions to expect. so you kinda have stock answers in your mind which makes you less nervous about the questions and answers part. but I still get a bit anxious if I'm expecting a curveball. when I interviewed with apple I was super nervous because they are notorious for weird questions but luckily they don't ask them for interns.
>>6357178
try it it's free. the system requirements are super low too. anyone can play this. i wish it was multiplayer tho.
>>6357165
>Do interviews get easier in your experience? The adrenaline is p crazy, I didn't even get this stressed over large finals.
they're so stressful
like
when I can't tell if the person on the other end is actually comfortable with talking to me, I get really paranoid and start thinking they hate me or that everything's going badly and it never goes well
but when I can read body language it's fine.
ROMANIA WHAT ARE YOU DOING ;_;
HOW HARD CAN IT BE TO BEAT A BUNCH OF FROGS
>>6357173
damn right we love that game
>>6357183
I hate getting the standard questions. I'd rather not know what's going to be asked and wing it.
Rip trip anon
>>6357183
>phone interviews are AWFUL
seriously seconding this.
>tfw qt gf
I wish I had someone I could talk to
>>6357183
Ugh it's the worst ;~; like I can't tell if I'm giving good answers or not and I have no idea how I'm doing ;~; I'm starting to notice a pattern to the questions they ask though, thankfully.
Did you actually get the apple job? o.o
>>6357188
This this this ;~;
I mean, if it counts for anything the interviewer sounded like she genuinely thought I had a good question for them, you can at least tell when someone is taken aback.
>>6357176
Awe, did your exam go alright at least?
>>6357171
That's something that changes with practice tho
>>6357177
Ok byee~
>>6357206
Tell me your problems anon
alright im out friends
cyanerds
<3
>>6357189
Pretty hard? Seriously, Romania, though, how many divisions? Vatican grade I say.
this is what i think kayla look like irl.
>>6357216
>tits too big
You for real?
Also stop shit talking France you filthy prodie.
>>6357189
>implying latinized slavs can do anything right.
:P
>>6357222
Not enough autism unfortunately.
>>6357216
>>6357220
>>6357225
EINS EINS
GET REKT
>>6357210
that definitely counts for something. I still can't tell the difference between shock and delight.
>>6357210
ya i think my exam went quite well ty so much for asking !! how do you feel your interview went?? is it a job you want??
>>6357189
vive la france
>>6357173
mm might be cool
>>6357231
What are you talking about, though? Not a HoI battle plan hone wrong?
>>6357188
>>6357199
phone interviews even worse with engineering jobs because the interviewers are always autistic middle aged men who speak in horribly monotone voice. you cant read a thing over the phone
>>6357195
I prefer more complicated questions personally as well but mostly because in engineering jobs those are the technical questions that let you show off your cleverness. but I'm also very good at stock questions from having answered them a million times so it's lower stress for me.
>>6357210
honestly my school prepared me really well for interviews so I'm pretty blessed in that regard. I only applied for one job after graduating and they loved me in the interviews and I got it no problem, apparently I blew the other applicants out of the water.
and technically yes, they sent my advisor a preliminary email that was like "hey we want to hire this applicant" but then something happened and they didn't like our scheduling so they pulled out of the co-op system. so I didn't get to work for them. I was the only one out of like 100 ee/ce/cs students who applied that got past the first round of interviews too :\
>>6357222
I would say that looks like me but I don't have bobs like that
>tfw really want a boy to do this to me
>>6357244
football!
>>6357238
nope ._.
Viva la Kit instead!!!
>>6357252
Always! getting the double maybe? I am not gonna believe before semis tho, team isnt that good currently, was better two years ago
>>6357203
Iktf.
>>6357255
I want a high school anime romance ;-;
>>6357256
Oh, that soccer thing? Didn't know it had started...
>>6357262
>soccer
kill urself
>>6357233
Oh it was definitely the good kind of surprise. Isn't shock and delight reasonably easy to tell apart tho?
>>6357238
That's good
Idk, I'm half and half on how well I did. On the one hand I had to sell myself for a writing job when my background is in chemistry and computer stuff and idk how well I did at that. On the other hand, I did have good questions prepared and felt like I was able to talk off the cuff pretty well
I actually want the job, it seems cool ._.;
>>6357245
Yeah you're definitely lucky, my uni did absolutely nothing to prepare students for interviews and that seems to be the norm.
Congrats though, even if nothing came of it that's pretty damn impressive that you would have gotten a job at apple.
>>6357256
do it in a panzer for extra lols
>>6357255
what's this from?
>>6357245
>because the interviewers are always autistic middle aged men
I don't mind being interviewed by the person who's going to be in charge of me, but that's usually the face-to-face interview. When it's just some secretary who's interviewing you because their boss is too busy to interview everyone, it gets a lot harder.
>>6357265
ack no. It's always, "oh" followed with a question. I'm not good with recognizing tone -.-
>>6357264
>Not liking football
>MFW
>>6357245
The interview training was one of the very few times I stayed in bed instead of showing up to class and sleeping there. I already had a government job contract I had been handed based on my exam ranking alone, and I really didn't want to work in the private sector ever, so I just boycotted the whole thing because the school insisting that trainees should also attend something that was blatantly designed for civilian students only was aggravating. I wasn't the only one to think like that.
>>6357272
I think with shock generally the "Oh" is a bit flatter, possibly with an upwards swing at the end like a question. If they're delighted there will be more of an upwards swing in the middle like ooOOhhh. It's hard to pick that up on a phone though.
>>6357256
>Viva la Kit instead!!!
Viva la Sophie !
>>6357265
oh that sounds rly good. job interviews are sooo hard, they are part of the reason i dont really want to quit my job rn cause im so scare about trying to find another one. but yeah !! also i hope you get it !!! i have my fingers crossed for you ! it sounds really cool
Injecting hurts Red D:
>>6357255
oh wait, it's from this, right?
>tfw your trans guy friend posts pics of him as a girl and he's was more feminine than I'll ever be
Just shoot me :3333
>>6357283
How much does injecting hurt? I remember Faye saying something about it a few days ago too
>>6357265
three mandatory internships, 6 months each. my first one I had to apply to like 70 total jobs and got like 15 interviews before I finally got hired. I had no interview skills at all. by my third one I knew exactly what I was doing. so idk, it's one of those things you have to fail a lot but each failure makes you do a little better on the next one.
and yea it was honestly just unlucky. they only hire summer interns for 3 months but our programs were 6 months each and they basically decided they couldn't do it :\ it was a big confidence boost tho.
>>6357272
that's true too. although in many cases you at least get interviewed by someone who is doing the same job as you, not just some secretary. at my current job I got my first phone interview from a senior engineer and then later for in person interviews I met my manager.
>>6357280
actually I never went to real interview training either. I got my practice from just interviewing a LOT for a lot of internships.
I never wanted to work in private sector either, I want to be an academic but need that $$$ for srs and stuff, so I had to :\
>>6357291
It hurts less when you go slow
The worst is when you do it with air bubbles
>>6357213
My family rejected my transition, so I moved far away to avoid them.
I have no friends in the new place, and I made the mistake of getting a gf who loves me as a man.
The only person I can talk to about anything is my gf, who loves me but doesn't want me to keep transitioning.
I just feel like my life doesn't have a future, if I keep transitioning I'll lose everything
>>6357222
Me if you get rid of the boobs.
>>6357284
yea its Tomo-chan wa Onnanoko!
Who else wants to suck a dick right now?
>>6357115
You won't get the job, you autistic hon.
>>6357245
My last phone interview was for a bank and they spent most of it trying to trip me on my resume for some reason, or what felt like it, because the person on the other side was so frighteningly neutral she might as well have been their voicemail.
I felt less prepared than I'd felt for my other interviews that month.
>>6357255
Not sad about my wasted youth one bit ;~;
>>6357302
they asked me real technical questions about the kind of thing I'd be doing at work, so yea. much better than secretary stuff. I did talk to a hr person for a bit but that was just like really basic stuff and I don't think it factored into their decision at all
>>6357314
I want to get my dick sucked right now tbqh.
I'm watching american beauty. Weirdddd movie.
>>6357287
I wanna start dressing my male friends up in girly clothes for fun.
Maybe it will improve my confidence being a tranny
Should I swipe right?
>>6357330
Tell him you want that thing up your butt.
>>6357293
That's a good reason enough. I have a senior officer position in a government agency with an engineer title. My basic pay grade is above a professor's before even factoring in additional benefits. It's still much less than what I could have made working R&D in the luxury industry, but I think the pressure would have destroyed me much earlier. And there wouldn't have been the extended medical leave I'm on so... Bad career choice but it doesn't matter since I'm getting to retire 20 years early with very favorable terms.
>>6357330
Holy shit lol
I would
>>6357335
it gets updated like every day with one page
>>6357316
Don't bully, I'm only one of those things tbqh
>>6357282
Awe I'm sure you could find another one when you're done your degree, and you've also been working the whole time too so you have a better resume than me for sure. Thanks though kit ^^
>>6357293
It's times like these that I regret not doing an internship ;_; that sounds intense, but lets you graduate with tons and tons of experience
>>6357330
he looks like a blast
>>6357340
o.o oh shit
I need to catch up
>>6357346
>he looks like a blast
It's ok, Kit just won the internet. We can all go home now.
>>6357309
Do you love your gf? Or do you love having someone to talk to?
>>6357351
>>>/reddit/
>all these engineers talking about internships
>killing themselves with work
>meanwhile
>got pulled directly out of college by my boss
>because of a paper I wrote and my prof showed him
>next to no stress
>do exactly what I'm good at and enjoy
>spend most of the day shitposting except when I'm in meetings
I feel bad for you girls desu
>>6357354
the fact that you recognized it means you were there too
:^)
>>6357319
>trip me on my resume for some reason
oh god I've had those before. they're the worst, they asked me really really specific questions about things I had listed on my resume. like the kind of thing where if I answered it was probably exposing trade secrets or something lol.
>>6357335
yup. feels good too to know the answer. even though now that guy who interviewed me makes me feel like a retard every day because he has 40 years of experience and knows everything.
>>6357337
that sounds like a pretty cool deal you have. yea idk once I get surgery I don't need money, I'm a person of few wants and desires. so even though university research isn't super well paying I don't think I need the money and I'll be doing something I love.
>>6357345
1.5 years of experience right at graduation. not bad desu
>>6357357
>killing themselves at work
I spent at least 4 hours today playing solitaire and posting on mtfg, so idk if anything is killing me...
>>6357357
What do you do? That sounds a lot like my day except I answer a phone every once in a while instead of going to a meeting
>>6357356
>never find anyone cute or interesting on dumb date sites
>anytime i do I'm too afraid to talk to them
There are only people who are too ugly for me, and people who i am too ugly for. That is it.
Perfect illustration of what aging does to your body. Maybe getting SRS that late isn't such a bad thing, after all...
>first summer on HRT
>resting body temp went up to 99.6
>pale skin impossibly paler
>this heat
I CAN'T TAKE IT
>>6357365
As long as you can has E forever...
You'll be an immortal elf
>>6357361
With a respectable job and decent pay, it's easy to get a loan, so money for surgery isn't much of an obstacle, yeah. Better that than doing a stressful job you hate just to be able to pay upfront.
>>6357371
Shit. I mean. I don't know that Harlequin person you're talking about.
https://psychology-tools.com/autism-spectrum-quotient/
How much of a sperg are you mtfg?
>>6357345
I hate to rub it in but remember what I said about education?
>>6357377
>How much of a sperg are you mtfg?
as much as you want me to be one bby
>>6357377
10 out of 50. Not much, I guess...
>>6357377
>tfw when that was done across generals, lesgen had the highest average
Who here mtc (male to chipmunk)
>>6357398
Well, I guess the only thing the invisible hand of the market is ever good at is fist fucking, now that you mention it...
>tfw manly taste in ice-cream
>therapist mentions bdd again
>>6357377
>23
Fuck. I'm dangerously close to autismo.
>>6357357
>successfully graduating college at all
>not amounting debt and failing out of it and being stuck working minimum wage
>>6357398
trueee
I think he is grooming me to replace him so he can retire lol
>>6357408
https://www.facebook
.com/SourceFedNews/videos/1199514293432055/
>>6357386
I know what you said about education, shit didn't prepare me for the workforce. Could be worse though, at least I'm able to spin things favorably, and at least I can get a nice wage in theory.
>>6357403
Lmao that's actually funny
>>6357387
Less spergy than me would be nice, need someone to keep my sperginess in check <3
>>6356812
>tfw no adri gf
>tfw adri doesn't post anymore
End me :(
>>6357435
but you arent autismo, are you? does that mean I need a negative level auf autismo and actually function properly irl?
I am not sure I can do that ;~~;
>>6357436
none of the portland team besides mado (maybe?) really post anymore
even i only post like once every other day bc its hard to quit
>family member comes over
>female
>the essence of feminity
>envy intensifys
>feel like sobbing
Anyone else feeling it?
>>6357455
my sister i guess? idk i live with her now, she is so beautiful but.. i guess i am happy for her mostly.
>>6357440
You just need to be less autismo than me, and I'm like a 12/50, a whole halfway to being a sperg.
You probably are honestly less so than me, I have enough autistic quirks to get teased about them.
>>6357445
Even if they come rarely, I'm happy to see gem posts.
>call myself girl and she
>look in mirror and see boy
does it ever end? there are days where I feel like hrt does literally nothing
>>6357470
it kinda does when you actually start to pass
>>6357463
A decade ago I was borderline on the autism test. I think I got 36 points. Some of them I can attribute to having PTSD.
>>6357377
Oh man everybody is so surprised
>>6357455
Every fucking day
>tfw your mom looks like a less manly version of you, except she's 4'11"
Reeee
>>6357470
The ride never ends.
i um
found a video of uh
grace
https://youtu.be/69Cgaw5qheU?t=125
2:05
>>6357470
It's all small, all subtle, all long-term. And it matters. But unless you can break free of the ghost of the boy you've been, you're always going to see him, there, if sometimes only faintly. I don't know how many of us get free.
There's Lilly?
>>6357482
>tfw 4'11
>>6357488
>tfw 5'4" but still too tall
I'm p fucking jelly tbqh.
>>6357477
O-oh
>4chan is literally my entire social interaction
>even the very few people i talk to outside of 4chan i met from 4chan
kill me
I wish I didn't have to wake up every single day
>>6356812
>We're all in it together
except for me because I wasn't included
>>6357501
Iktf. I feel you sheen.
What's everyone listening to?
https://youtu.be/Ew1AM8ZYDNU
>>6357463
I scored 17 ;_;
its a mean test tho. e.g. I hate new social situations because I am an anxious mess, that has nothing to do with being autismo tho... v_v
>>6357498
this is my life as well.
>>6357474
LMAO
#justdelusionalthings
>>6357474
that's what I'm afraid of I feel like I'm going to be stuck is this permanent boy mode that'll never ever be mistaken for female idk how to make the feeling stop
>>6357482
I'll try ffs and see if that helps
>>6357487
it seems like a lost cause for me bc i took too long to get on a real dose. I wasted like 4 months on a bs dosage of 200mg Spiro and only 4mg of E and it did nothing at all
>>6357511
>she doesn't have her trip tattooed on her
>>6357505
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=428owtKUJYk
love both of these artists
>>6357510
Ffs sadly doesn't work on hons
>>6357484
LOL
>>6357514
i guess you would know huh anon =)
TORTELLINI
I'm Red!
Hi!
>>6357518
Just look at Angie. Enough said
>>6357521
post your feet
>tfw you post from work
>>6357521
red im still confused are you a boy or a girl or something else
>tfw suicide is all that left now
I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
>>6357514
I want ffs
>>6357524
I hope it's not a monitored connection!
>>6357510
Same desu. You'll probs have a lot better luck than me with it. I don't think ffs can fix my face.
>>6357505
https://youtu.be/EQnntACjSUk
>>6357514
>tfw ffs won't work on you
>>6357520
CARBONARA
>>6357525
I'm something that likes being feminine
>>6357531
FETTUCCINE!
>>6357530
would you take a feminine penis inside you?
>>6357531
Why don't you post drawings anymore? I miss them desu
>>6357529
Unlimited data plan famalam :3
>>6357508
Yeah those are mean questions, I'm p sure you're less autismo than me. ;~;
Keep mine in check pls, I'm sure you can
>>6357548
That was the best part about them
>>6357377
35 out of 50 today...
>>6357545
Ill just hug u and never let go. thats as checked as you can get!!
I added some blue to my hair.
Didnt have sex but there was a lot of cuddling and we took a bath together with thc bath salts. Only 4 days til i move
>>6357539
why not
>>6357548
wot
>>6357558
I wish we could have cuddled...
>>6357559
keto
I really want to eat something like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ylh_eENiRs
but with a stupid amount of pasta
>>6357554
Awe, you'd be a human hug machine for me to calm my autism? This means the world to me ;~; <3
>>6357558
Forgot image
how do i become this
or more realistically (very slightly more)
date this
>>6357484
>>6357566
You look nice....
>>6357564
yes <3 :3
>>6357561
Im sorry about everything
>>6357571
It's okay if you don't like me
I understand
is my boy mode at string to fail at least a little bit?
unsee
.cc/punigero/
>>6357567
Be underweight, do abs every day.
Do trashy hip hop in Afrikaans
>>6357559
>wot
hmm?
>>6357574
I see the femininity
>>6357567
Work out a lot, monitor your diet carefully. The muscles are pretty easy to maintain but it's unlikely to look that good/skinny on an mtf frame.
Also took half a bar of xanny so im gonna be chill as fuck on the train ride home
So my sister wanted to try overwatch, she couldnt get it at first so i had eher try Mercy. i created a healslut.
>>6357553
High IQ seriously bends results from such questionnaires, though.
>>6357586
Which sister?
>>6357580
what if im an ectomorph shorter than most cis girls
>>6357579
ty anon (if ur not being sarcastic u.u)
>>6357587
no it doesnt
>>6357559
Did you change your name to mademoiselle? That's darling. Did someone suggest it, or did you rethink the mme based on your age?
>>6357591
different anon you are actually starting to enter into androgynous territory
not yet super fem but no longer super masc either
this place is too autistic for me right now
>>6357538
Uhhh, why?
>Tfw I lost my virginity today
feels good c:
>>6357591
Don't get me wrong, I don't think you're close to passing, but I really do see some traces of female in your face
>>6357574
You really need longer hair IMO
>>6357590
You'll need a lot of direct ab work, find some exercise progressions and don't bother with anything that has crunches. High protein diet. Probably some weight loss.
>>6357598
I hope youre married
>>6357589
Bio cister, today was one of her pleasant days. WE did KFC together and I helped her pick out a starter gaming PC and play some of my games
>>6357583
I tried that shit twice.
I swear you could tell me I will never find love, my parents died, and Crooked Hillary got elected and with a xanax I would be like that is cool. Then I would fall a part after the drug wore off.
Pretty much why I told my doctor I never want you to give me this shit because I have so much anxiety and depression that I would be popping those fuckers every hour.
>>6357598
I lost mine at 23. It was great in all, but i wouldn't help but think that what a fucking loser Elliot Rodgers was for killing those people for not having sex.
>>6357564
How does it feel being 3rd most popular?
>>6357603
>tfw ruined for marriage
Is there anything left I can do?
>6 hours until I can eat again
>really hungry
:(
>>6357574
I feel like people in the know would identify you as a trans girl petty quick. Others might take a while.
But, like, people with trans women in their family were calling bullshit on my male presentation and name two months ago, and I still feel like I look pretty fucking manly.
>>6357604
Are you attempting to bond through vidya?
>>6357602
>find some exercise progressions
i'm sorry i'm not very smart, what does this mean
>>6357608
go to church and confess, then you will be alright!
>>6357583
Why did you hurt red
She's probably going to abuse drugs and sex now
>>6357600
working on that y hair only grows like 3inches a year u.u
>>6357613
vidya certainly helped, it was nice getting to bond with her over lunch and vidya
No more mr/Mrs nice Red!
Stop taking advantage of me!
>>6357614
Like this. For truly sick abs you need to keep doing harder and hard stuff, as opposed to more and more crunches.
>>6357612
hopefully this increased dose can do something to fix my face
>>6357619
"Sorry I dont send pics to children, and you're acting like one"
>>6357597
would you or not?
>>6357598
>tfw you're going to die a virgin
>>6357624
There's perceptible differences - you're going to be fine. You've weathered Anon's battery of bitterness, hate, and predatory scorn. Now they can't even pretend they're able to trick you into despair.
>>6357623
oh god, this is going to take a lot of willpower isnt it
>>6357627
good anime post
>>6357615
good anime post
>>6357603
good anime post
>>6357570
good anime post
>>6357568
good anime post
>>6357564
good anime post
>>6357554
good anime post
>>6357508
good anime post
>>6357497
good anime post
>>6357484
good anime post
>>6357463
good anime post
>>6357462
good anime post
>>6357455
good anime post
>>6357440
good anime post
>>6357435
good anime post
>>6357387
good anime post
>>6357386
good anime post
>>6357345
good anime post
>>6357314
good anime post
>>6357643
Who here /IT/?
>>6357643
SO MANY (YOU)s
thank you anon!
>>6357646
u look cute
>>6357648
I'm not, I assure you
The hugboxing is out of control. I could post a picture of any man and I'd be told they pass.
Enough.
>>6357649
i can extrapolate qtness from that picture
>>6357642
Yup. Unlike being skinny or a big guy you actually have to commit and keep at it to be ripped with estrogen.
>>6357650
do i?
>>6357648
It's a picture of a shoulder, kill yourself
>>6357646
Hi
*waves my ccna around *
Well... I'm back.
I still feel like a disgusting hairy abomination, that should be hung, split open and set alight, but at least I've stopped crying. What did I miss?
>>6357648
tfw no server gf tho rite
>>6357569
Don't say good things about that piece of shit
>>6357661
Amy is not that bad
DUDE!
WEED!
Seize the bright tomorrow! Protect the ones you love! You can become stronger, break that weak self! Destroy the walls blocking you!
The warm beat of your heart will be your weapon. Believe in your heart
>>6357667
WEED
>>6357667
>DUDE!
>>6357665
She basically said you have herpes to everyone
>>6357659
Stop being a depressive sad cunt and think before you post.
>>6357658
how was the visit with your other mom?
>>6357659
for what you've shown you look like a non atractive woman of your age. stop buying shoes that won't fit and feeling bad about it.
>>6357668
>>6357670
>1 second
you just won cause I put a picture ;_;
>>6357675
BUT HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING
If a mtf wanted to fuck you using their feminine penis would you?
>>6357672
Well...we all mess up.
I'm used to being a target
>>6357670
LMAO
>>6357678
Good. Fantastic even.
They're a nice family. And while we're similar enough to know that we're blood related, I'm different enough to know I don't belong among them.
>>6357687
studies made with twins adopted by different families show that they turn more similar to each other than to their respective adoptive families. genes are a strong thing.
>>6357690
pic related
I'm going to bed. good sleep and dreams about being cis are upon you but only if you respond to this post with "SLEEP TIGHT HON'ER"
>>6357687
Post a picture of them. Who cares what they think right?
Morning/evening everyone!
>>6357377
>23/50
Highly doubt I'd be autistic, I feel like most of the points came from social anxiety.
>>6357604
That sounds pretty great desu.
>>6357693
stop making me hungry
>>6357697
hi!
>>6357693
They are. But they're half family, they're not that similar.
>>6357652
im not even on estrogen yet and getting ripped is already superhard
woooooooooooooo
>>6357377
Are we still doing this? I guess I scored low because I love meeting new people and interacting with others and I hate routine and i talk and talk and talk and talk
>>6357593
I just wanted to see what people would call me.
>that's darling
i-it's nuffin
>>6357699
hi!
>>6357706
what food is that?
i ate me some fresh vegetables.
& i'm way too happy about it.
also, how many glasses of water do you guys drink to a day stay awake?
i think i may have already drunk 7 or 8
>>6357683
i mean that would never happen, but i guess? yr really persistent anon..
>>6357716
omurice
>>6357718
I'm just curious
Where you at?
>>6357720
disgusting
>>6357725
what?
>>6357697
Unknown courage sleeps in your heart, and when you realize the downpour in your heart will surely stop.
>>6357693
Esa de panceta ciruela y queso ha de ser una locura de sabor!
>>6357567
PSA Don't pierce your nipples! My Cis girlfriend did and now she doesn't even feel things around her nipples most of the time! My breasts are just coming in and I am up to a full 32 A and they are wonderful to play with so, yeah. I am pretty mortified that she would give that up just to have nipple piercings. DON'T LET THIS BE YOU!
i'm also getting a lot of joy out of rigging trendy game & not paying the full price for the bow in link's awakening.
honestly, fuck the game for that
>>6357736
ok i won't
>>6357724
the hotdog or the omelette?
>>6357733
it's a bit of a gamble, in most cases is 90% cheese, a little bit of a single plum and an invisible slice of bacon that isn't the same cut you fry. I've eaten a few delicious ones, but it's not even always good at the same place.
be gentle
https://unsee.
cc/zunatibo/
>>6357743
When you watch anime you assume it's an animation thing to make everyone doing anything look cool and stylish, but it's sort of a japanese thing to think that acting cool when you're doing something makes the result better I guess.
>>6357748
uh ur naked
>>6357748
since when do you like gentle?
>>6357748
:3
hi red
>>6357748
i so jelly
>>6357752
its not looking cool
its skill, his whole profession is learning how to stretch noodles like that
>>6357748
What was the purpose of posting that on this board? Post it on a fucking chaser forum or something.
How to get bf????
>>6357760
come on, he poses much more than he normally would if he were just working in a closed kitchen. you don't pose like that when making itallian pasta.
>>6357765
take test and be your own boyfriend
>>6357730
>that .webm
holy shit
>>6357765
you don't
>>6357765
boys are dumb
get gf instead
>>6357762
Because he's a disgusting fetishist and chaser himself
>>6357765
have a pretty nose
I guess I'm going to just... try to sleep I guess.
I was going to stick around until beeps showed up in a few hours, but I'm just annoying people by being here.
I don't know if I'll show my face tomorrow either, depends on whether or not I even get out of bed.
>>6357771
>dat 180
try not to break your neck, honey
I wonder who'll get >>6357777 desu
>>6357772
I'm not a chaser???
I'm attracted to men :3
And a few special girls
>>6357730
>0:35
>>6357775
why do you think you anoy anyone?
I'm not your biggest fan, but I don't think that you are particularly anoying.
>>6357766
you try hand stretching noodles out that thin
>>6357777
>she did it again
>>6357033
Anon three
I wonder who will get >>6666666
>>6357773
wouldn't that be great!
probably in a year or 2, right?
Also his mom was super nice and bought me a new pair of shoes saying that "i looked at sytian refugees shors and they looked better off than yours, if im gonna spend 100 dollars on weed i can buy you a new pair of shoes." I had known her for 3 days at this point. Also i got to smoke a lot of free weed and they got us chinese food. Think i might have pissed off his husband a bit though. We spent a lot of time cuddling and sleeping while wqtchinf bobs burgers and rick and morty
>>6357783
I'm not saying his work isn't great, it's awesome, but he's sort of performing while doing it. I'm sure that the people sitting there enjoyed the food even more because of the spectacle, it makes it look even better.
>>6357783
omgomgomg its so jiggly ;3 cuuute
>>6357782
In part it's the one or two bully anons that hang out around this time.
In part it's the depression.
And finally, it's the fact that I annoy everyone IRL...
>>6357787
me
screencap this post
>>6357780
fucking.
how?
>>6357505
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWm03wYBTbM
>>6357792
home wrecker.
>>6357797
>I annoy everyone IRL...
you might be a bit of a chuuni, but you don't seem like a bad person or someone that isn't nice to have around.
>>6357799
Flannel is believing in the heart of the cards!
>>6357792
That sounds nice...
>>6357783
>>6357796
>jiggle
>>6357802
I fucked him while he was engaged and hia husband knows it. We had set boundries and everyhing else is just platonic.
>>6357723
woah, woah.
>>6357809
>visceral adipose tissue
>literally the worst kind of obese you can be
>>6357813
so where you at?
>>6357799
no i will i swear it
>>6357808
It was also nice got get out of the house for a few days. I only meant to spend the night once but he said I could spend the night again if I wanted to, which was a very good decision because he used the leftover hair dye on my hair and it looks pretty cool now. Also we took a bath in the the bath salts and that got us hella high
>>6357793
well like
this here, this is showing off
that other dude is just working
>>6357810
Top kek nice homosexual male relationship bro
>>6357820
I'm happy that you're feeling social and able to share affection with people <3
>>6357804
Eh...
I used to be.
Now I'm just depressed. Thinking that way is a coping mechanism, but once you start recovering, it's hard to go back to that way of thinking.
>>6357822
wait sorry wrong webm
>>6357814
>>6357821
>I-I sort of find it hot
anyway, i've been feeling great since i've been drinking more water.
no more need for naps!
thanks, charlotte.
& i'm hoping for feel even better from eating meals while taking spiro
>>6357823
Guy that I fucked is ftm and his husband is also ftm
>>6357830
CHUUUUBBYYY TUUUUUMMMMYYY
>>6357807
Thank you.
Just linking music makes me feel like I'm actually here, rather than just constantly stalking without actually having to really get involved.
>>6357834
Damnit...
I love ftms
I'm very jealous
>>6357837
me too....
>what kinda thighs you want?
>just thicc my shit up
>>6357822
What are those and what is he doing?
>>6357587
PTSD suffers can also show similar symptoms to autism. I also have ME/CFS which has a similar constellation of body and brain symptoms to those with autism have. Some have proposed that they have the same cause, just different onset age.
>>6357843
thats a chapati webm
this is a rice paper webm
>tfw you're weak and you hurt and you wasted your stupid education and everything seems bad
At least I'm losing weight
>>6357846
this is how you don't play intros?
why won't my boobs grow. apparently i was told recently via my doctor who received a letter from my tranny clinic about how self medding is bad and can effect breast growth negatively, in particular anti-androgens. this sorta flies in the face of the endo i saw saying my doses and levels were perfect.
also im dysphoric because the idea of shopping for clothes is driving me crazy that i'm just gonna feel like a freak and get clocked constantly for being a complete ungainly giant. spring and autumn are the best seasons to dress for, fuck this summer bullshit. i'm depressed, have no energy and ugh sunshine fuck off. all i do is sit around inside and eat garbage and feel lethargic and ashamed of myself.
>>6357852
but you really shouldn't lose more weight, your bones aren't getting smaller and you're alreadys showing them.
why did you waste your education? are you having problems in your work?
>>6357844
>i was considering watching that animu...
>>6357860
her right shoulder helps self insert in that scene.
>>6357780
>>6357809
>post fetish
>>6357855
go right after work with your working clothes, if you can deal with dozens of clients with it then it should have become some sort of psychological crutch.
>>6357859
I want a flat tummy, that's why I want to lose weight
I don't know if I'll get in grad school
What can I do with literature?
>>6357867
could you leave? femgen is the other way
>>6357872
I'm sorry
I'll leave the thread
>>6357867
but your tummy is concave, to get it flat you should try eating more...
majoring in literature in the US is a pretty bad idea, for what I've heard you should minor in whatever you like and then major in something that will pay the bills. why not a specialization after comp sci or whatever you studied? there's a ton of articles about artificial intelligence making movies comming up atm.
http://arstechnica.com/the-multiverse/2016/06/an-ai-wrote-this-movie-and-its-strangely-moving/
http://www.vox.com/2016/6/1/11787262/blade-runner-neural-network-encoding
you can work the arts from a programming angle.
>>6357864
oh i finish work usually at 10pm at the earliest but that won't work. i know i can function normally and do stuff, but i've basically turned myself into a shut-in over the past few months to save money to move to the US and i think it's fucked my brain up a bit. it's been stressful.
i'd be fine if my tits would fucken grow, m8
>>6357817
gomen senpai, but i can't.
>>6357716
Ketchup rice with an egg on top!
>>6357876
noooooooo stay
>tfw worst language
>>6357745
Total bummer, mujer!
>>6357720
Why would he put the cheese on this way?! Why not simply turn it a bit, it could fit in there perfectly! Just turn the chesse a bit and then move it in the hot dogs lenght!
>>6357889
ikr
>mfw oop
>>6357881
what do you mean you can't?
>>6357892
But C is overrated
>>6357892
i do love procedural programming languages.
>tfw i want to finish my project
>>6357900
GET OUT
>>6357855
>received a letter from my tranny clinic about how self medding is bad and can effect breast growth negatively, in particular anti-androgens.
I'm not sure if they're necessarily wrong, but my guess is they're saying that due to one or more of:
>They assume that self-medders will use retarded doses
>They think overseas meds are all horse piss levels of awful
>Gatekeepers wanting to scare people out of self-medding
>>6357900
but dennis ritchie is based poppop
>>6357903
Not every problem needs a language that low level though..
>>6357908
just curious finna mate
>>6357908
it's good, but interpreted languages aren't suitable for all purposes
>>6357912
for those problems we have D
>>6357914
>Ah.. excuse me. Isn't this basic?
>laughinggirls.gif
>Oh, you're joking right?
>We love C base
>C base? Is that like third base? If first base is kissing and second base is petting then... can it be?!
>>6357916
You curiously want to mate?
>>6357918
At first I though that it was a very meh ecchi comedy, but the love and detail they show for each of his jobs and the concept of a shonen hero who lives to learn is really good.
>>6357904
If it affected breast growth negatively, I'd know by now. As a teen, I was able to get decent breast growth from birth control pills alone. During my second transition, my first year of HRT was proper self-medding. B cup and still growing, so, nope. I really don't believe I'd have D cups by now simply by curtseying in front of gatekeepers. I know enough transwomen who have and are still stuck with uninspiring growth.
Being bad on other levels, mostly cardiovascular risks is true, but vastly overblown. So, don't believe the lies of the establishment, because what they want is tight control over transitions, nothing less.
>>6357904
I assume it's gatekeeping but it's put the thought in my head
>>6357919
Or python
Or java
Or C#
Or C++
Or literally any more widely used language
Almost all modern applications are better written in something other than C
>>6357925
finna who?
>>6357932
steride
>>6357931
>python
>java
>C#
>C++
at that point I'd rather just write it in C desu
>>6357935
oh, you're so young, flan.
>tfw bus get a stuck in traffic and xanny is starting to make you tired
>>6357919
>for those problems, we have D
yup, nothing like a good d to solve all your problems
>>6357939
seriously tho
java and C# are tedious because of object orientation
python is dynamically typed
and I'd rather use x86 than C++, because it's simpler :^)
>>6357930
Well, if you had an endo, they would just start you at a reasonable dose, and have you get regular blood tests to make sure your levels are right. But that's exactly what the smart self-medders do, so I wouldn't worry about it too much. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6357646
>Who here /IT/?
Me!
>>6357919
People actually use D?
>>6357957
i want to use a d
>>6357957
there are almost 5 of us!
>>6357950
i have a little bit of experience w/ oop.
in my experience, it's better to use c++ when you want individual dataset w/ their own subroutines to manage what they are or what they are doing.
& you only need to '(class)::~(class);' instead of freeing a whole shitton of data structure nodes step-by-step.
sometimes it is a bit more convenient
>>6357965
why don't you program this dick slut
>>6357968
I'm actually into mind control porn, I've touched myself thinking on people programming others into dick sluts.
>>6357950
Object orientation is clunky and full of boilerplate but it is actually useful for a lot of stuff
>>6357957
gt is superior to D desu
>>6357963
just use function pointers to make a map function to your data structure desu
indirect calls are pretty horrid, but sepples has way more
it doesn't take long to write the code to traverse any data structure, and you only have to write it once
>>6357954
i've been self medding, the endo won't sign off on a script without the psych and the psych won't sign off a script until i get seen by a psych at a clinic, which i've been waiting for for 9 months now. but the endo says until i can get a script, my doses are great, my levels are great, i showed him my self med drugs and they're EU made and are the ones he'd be prescribing me, so he said to just keep up the self med for the time being. quite a chill guy. i expect the clinic to be a major gatekeeping asspain desu, but so long as this guy is happy being my endo locally for the next few months or so then i'm cool with that.
i just hate my boobs and i'm so disappointed and could cry when the rest of my body idk isn't cis tier, but i like it and am happy with my shape. fuck you boobs
>>6357974
how would you know? ;^)
I am going to ask for a feminine style at my haircut, what kind is good???
>>6357992
Tell them u want an undercut
who /nohairdon'tcare/ here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WzjX-ztCaTo
>>6357994
that would be cool but I don't think I can pull it off
>>6357992
i usually find my haircuts in magazines of japanese men's haircuts
It's friday night /mtfg/ post buttes!
>>6358004
I am not an anime!
>saw the man who abused me as a kid today while at the market
>obv. doesn't recognize me anymore
>get totally freaked out
>buy liquor instead of veggies
and thats how I started drinking tonight
>>6357975
i know that.
data structures are really easy w/ c.
but w/ large enough data structures, dealing w/ everything in c could get just a tiny bit more tedious
>>6358016
remember to drink a lot of water or you'll pee blood.
