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>tfw no femdom possessive girlfriend who wants you to become a traditional housewife that rises a good family with her.
Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No boys
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
> No transbians, even if the 80% of MTFG is composed by dirty autogynephilic transbians and bisluts like me.
Let's do our best, girls!
previous thread: >>6234135
>>6239545
I know this feel.
>>6239566
>No transbians, even if the 80% of MTFG is composed by dirty autogynephilic transbians and bisluts like me.
kek!
Xth for being a boy
https://clyp.it/gvho4n0r
>>6239540
thank you
you're nice
>>6239539
no
here are my lips
>>6239543
*murrs and yiffs*
>>6239578
That's not the only rule that's being constantly broken
how gay are you 1-10
im like an 8
I wish so bad I had been born a cis girl.
They don't know how good they have it.
>>6239566
>tfw no gf
>>6239587
i guess a 2 or a 3 since i kinda like traps/trannies
>>6239585
u-unf
I hate passers.
>>6239546
I just want to be a boy for now
being a girl comes when I have srs and ffs
>>6239592
why do you hate transbians
>>6239571
charlotte !! heyyy !!!how have you been??
>>6239572
i'm so glad you are feeling a bit better then even if its for unknown reasons, i kinda worry about you sophie like you are such a nice girl idk i wish you weren't feeling so bad ;~;
my uni is almost done for the semester, i have to do my exams in a few weeks but ive been kinda stressing a lot cause i've not done so well this year. i'm trying my best now. in general im really good i made A LOT of tips tonight at work and i have a huuge crush on this guy UGH he is so perfect idk. i mean i know its not going to go anywhere or anything but its like just nice to feel these things and imagine stuff i guess !
who /man with dysphoria on hrt/ here?
first for tfw a mentally ill depressive manly piece of shit instead of a functional inoffensive-looking fem person
>>6239578
it has meaning. even if not the most literal. creepy transbians don't think they're creepy and are very persistent, even rapey, autistic, personality disordered, etc so like it's more like a hopeful mantra the way i see it
>>6239595
I just hate myself for not passing.
>>6239590
>tfw no stalkers, possessive, dominants bf and gf.
>>6239600
yeah
I really need to stop looking up trans stuff entirely and just put it out of my mind for as long as possible while I try to hold down a job and stuff
>>6239598
was this to me before i corrected typo? i don't hate transbians, i am one, but a lot of us are creepy and it is garbage
>>6239600
hi hello
>>6239609
Detrans shouldn't be hard considering the fact that you aren't trans and just have an autistic fixation.
>>6239595
I don't hate passers. I hope to be one some day
>>6239611
stop the selfhate
this general has a serious internalization problem
>>6239600
same tb'h
>>6239610
well youre a very pretty man
>Austria may get a far-right President
...yay? IDK if I should be happy or sad or what
>>6239610
The thing is that people less fortunate than you can't ever even hope to look like girls so they take privileged people complaining like that as smearing shit into their face.
>>6239618
I fucking hate you so much Basic, truly the worst kind of passer.
need snuggles
I want to gather a mob of teens and stone Edgar to death in the street.
>>6239617
my GP + referral psych disagree but I guess telling myself that might make it easier to let go of my aspirations
>>6239618
How do you not pass? Voice?
>>6239628
you realize you need voice to pass right?
>>6239620
no really, there really are people no one wants here. i could go into detail, but it's depressing
>>6239599
Fuck off kit you obnoxious gay boy
So, these are the classes I fit best in.
Problem is, they're too wide at the nose, so they won't be resting on the side of the nose. Are there any like thin pads you can buy to make them slightly narrower?
>>6239631
>being this ignorant of the system
>>6239633
That's the easiest part by far.
>>6239636
i will cut you if you dont leave kit alone
>>6239637
How about getting a normal pair of glasses
>>6239635
how do I know if im a creepy transbian or not
>>6239641
For some voice comes easy, for some looks come easy. It all depends on the gene lottery.
>>6239641
basic doesn't have voice so she doesn't pass
>>6239630
>you will never be part of this mob
can y'all calm down plz
>>6239643
There were two of them I found, but they're too wide.
>>6239641
also since it's so easy mind giving some pointers with a clip?
Answer my tucking question girls!
Do you tuck 24/7 or if you are having a day at home by yourself do you not bother?
>>6239644
if autistic, aggressively and dramatically needy, invasive, stalkery, rapey, vengeful...
>>6239658
don't bother unless going out
am i bad person?
>>6239579
I wish I had your voice
I've got a hon voice at best
>>6239658
Shower and bed are the only times I'm untucked. Having any kind of bump down there even at home upsets me.
>>6239664
how do I know if im aggressively needy
>>6239667
faggot
>>6239667
>My voice is awful. And I'm in permanent boy mode
I feel ya, at least you're getting laser and look all pretty 'n stuff.
>>6239603
wait I thought you are a transbian?
>>6239599
my semester is like 2 more months long hard times are upon me :<
I am glad work is going well for you though!
I never could enjoy crushes, cause I knew I was too dumb to say anthing
>idk i wish you weren't feeling so bad ;~;
thanks <3
unfortunately I am pretty crazy Ill try to get a new psych and maybe get meds to be less crazy
>>6239658
I havent tucked in years.
>>6239673
pls just look up internet cringe cases and have a blast/try not to want to kill yourself
>>6239672
How do you get it tucked?
I can't see myself getting it working without orchiectomy.
>tfw no bf
>tfw ur a girl
: )
>>6239694
>tfw ur a boy
: (
food fight
>>6239691
iktf ._.
>>6239689
ok like can you give an example I think I know what you mean but im not 100%
>>6239698
it's okay to be a boy~
>>6239591
I never knew that traps and tranny was different or could be. I never knew about HRT, I never looked. I never knew that a gender female person born with a penis can be just as sweet and adorable as a female vagina born. I have never wanted to suck a man's dick, but I'm so fucking into other trannys lately. It's a hormonal thing. I've been keeping tracking of this phenomenon for 4 months. From about the 20th of every month, for as long as a period, my hormones go HAM. I want to get cum all over me, in my mouth, etc. It's like the female side of my brain is kicking her way out demanding I raise a child. I always thought I hated cocks, I think I just hate MEN and gender male during sex. It's a treatment thing.
Now I wanna go fuck a Trans woman, before I myself become one. I don't ever think I'll invert my cock for some years to cum. I get so horny it's gotta be a blend of testosterone and neurology mismatch causing my dissonant questioning.
Red and pizzaslut are both adorable from what I've seen (haven't been here long like 3 weeks). I envy that beauty.
I never knew I could transition, I was raised in a cult... I'm too old for a slutty youth like I wrote about when I was 18. I was a WHORE in my fiction, but it never became a reality :(
>tfw I want to cuddle a Trans girl
>tfw I will never get to live the sex fictions I wrote as a penis-girl child
I like nothing male, but I don't actually think penis is so gross if it's on a girl.
I think I'm secretly bisexual. That's kinda hot. I also spiritually want a BOY friend, but I don't want anything sexual from the boy :l more like a cyborg soldier to protect me. I'm small now and exposed.
>>6239690
Make a gaff, put it on, no penis
>>6239683
>wait I thought you are a transbian?
yes. i'm susceptible to strong feelings for women. but every day i'm working hard to combat my autisms! --or at least, i'm not as bad as the worst examples
>>6239694
>tfw only my doctor and psych know this
>>6239683
i really hope it works out for you sophie i mean ofc you can talk to me anytime if there is stuff you want to talk about or just need support or w.e cause i know it is really rough.
also ya'know im wayy too shy to say anyting either but idk i just like to fantasize about it lmao pretty sad i guess but it makes me happy in a way
>>6239642
ilu anon
>>6239705
Only if you want to be a boy.
/mtfg/ I had my ffs consultation today!! it's so much cheaper than I thought it would be!
it wasn't super in depth or anything but if anyone has anything they were wondering I can try to answer
>>6239705
I'm a man though.
>>6239707
what the heck
this place is weird
>>6239707
I'm a trap/boy anon!
But I would love to meet you <3
I'll make sure to (you) more often <3
>>6239636
I will fucking end your life
well i sure did nap for too long
>>6239722
tell me about it
>>6239702
like some of the people who end up on sadistic /cow/ websites like this: https://kiwifar.ms/forums/lolcows.16/
>>6239721
Autists are not even people.
kill urselfe
>tfw just realised if we leave the EU the £ is gonna plunge against the euro and FFS might end up being like a third more expensive than it is atm
FUCK
>>6239726
it can b pretty worthwhile
>all these women trying to say they're men
Is this why no one believes me when I say I'm a boy and detrans
>>6239664
I can add despondent in person, unpredictably moody, compulsive liar, delusional, self aggrandizing, hyper repetitive in daily structure and methodologies, an incongruent sense of their surroundings, confused about boundaries, exploitative, codependent.
>LOok at my mighty big man reddit words!
.. Suffice to say, I am one of those transbians. In boy mode that all very much me. In girl mode, I'm awesome but I'm very unpractied. Sometimes I'll switch back to sinister plotting and given my training I'm not exactly not scary. I used to be a security researcher and journalist. Now I'm a NEET hahahaha I was very very social age 17. By 19 I was hiding. By 25 I'm all the things we've listed. Total mess. At least I'm cleaning it up and changing everything to past tense. I was that way. I'm still that way, but not for long. I see it now.
>>6239716
who are you seeing? grats anon
>>6239712
thank you~ I am trying!
I am pretty sure being a tranny isnt my primary problem, but I havent figured out how to get better yet. last time I spoke to a psych in 2013, he said I should get institutionalized and detransition. Sometimes I wonder if he was right.
>>6239716
doesnt it lack the cost for nurses, hotel and stuff? it should endup being around 20k
when do you get surgery?
>>6239730
it's not easy
give me some heroin or something that is pleasant and easy to OD on
>>6239740
literally cis, stop posting here
>>6239722
NOOOOOOOOOOO WE GO IN
KILLL KILLL THEEEEMMMM
>>6239740
because you have butte?
how privileged are you mtfg? please check it desu
https://www.buzzfeed.com/regajha/how-privileged-are-you?utm_term=.esdaldlwM#.vkoZpLpdo
ur all men
>>6239754
hah, got'em
>>6239741
hm um, gl. idk i think trying to be metacognitive and insightful wrt how much u may be imposing on others is like a lifelong thing
>>6239724
I'd probably chicken shit out and worse even fall into boy mode or something and run away and blush and throw up and cut myself.
I'm in NY, but I need to get the fucking hell out of NEET status at "home". I'm not really trying to go parading around meeting 'boys' online. How old are you anyway? Now I'm confused if my desires are real or just vented frustration.
Things are weird with my girl glasses on.
>>6239744
Get that malware out of your cyborg brain. You're a vehicle of your soul and she is a she.
>>6239762
I'm 21
>>6239742
No method of tucking is sexy and it looks completely flat.
>>6239726
>tfw about to go to sleep
honestly its the best nothing beats it at all
>>6239736
Anne !! hiiiiiiiiiiiiii i havn't talked to you forever, i hope everything is well with you rn
>>6239725
<3
>>6239744
Sophie you must remember that at the end of the day they are trained people but they are still people and they have opinions and they are not always right at all. you know yourself so much better then they know you really, i would not dwell at all on what he said.
idk so much about this kinda stuff but yea, you really are a great girl, you deserve to be happy and you deserve to keep trying to find that happiness until you reach it. it will get better for sure just don't stop ! you can slow down or speed up but just never stop !! im wishing you all the best & sending you my well wishes
OK gn girls its almost 8am here im hella tired. its been a slice
please be safe all of you
>>6239768
>older than me
>almost an entire foot taller than me
>complete slut
P E R F E C T B O Y F R I E N D
>>6239764
seems like a comic a man would make
hi good evening mtfg~
how are you doing tonight?
>>6239768
Maybe if I travel we'll get a drink. I'll let you know if you're around in some months. I traveled A LOT last year I want to revisit so many places. Zion nation park. Utah is insane. :o
I want to drop my life and travel. I need to buy an Rv fuck college money.
>>6239727
>>6239732
ty!!
idk how bad I have laugh lines if at all. I try to take really good care of my skin so I haven't really developed any
>>6239743
bart. I don't think I have bdd so hopefully I won't turn into brad
>>6239744
yea he provided prices for all that I just couldn't screenshot it all in one go because it was on the second page.
I don't know when I'm going to get it because while it's cheaper than I thought it's still a bit more than I have atm, so we'll see how fast I can save up the rest
>not sure what to do to look more like a girl
>Not sure how to girl-voice
>not sure how many months I need of hrt before I can reasonably call myself a girl
I'm stuck
im happy
>>6239776
>trying to pull this on an oldfag
You turn every head in the room when you walk in
>>6239770
Can you even wear a thong with that method?
Then even taping seem like a better option.
>>6239781
hungry u?
>>6239781
carb coma. i looked good earlier somehow. trying to research what happened there
Why do anons bully? :'(
>>6239795
It is a thong, yes you could wear another one on top
>>6239716
I want my forehead done (as well as hairline advance) as well as a lip lift and lower blepharoplasty...
maybe my adams apple if its visible after weightloss
and then I'd get my nose done separately by someone who specialises in rhino.
>>6239795
Of course you can. It's pretty much a thong by itself anyway.
>>6239799
bc they're men
>>6239793
ur gay desu
>>6239799
Because they are cowards, and only cowards go anon. I've never went anon in my entire life.
I am a manly man.
>>6239807
I want to get into a bar room brawl with you
>>6239777
<3333
I'm amy's boyfriend y'all
I hope she makes me do nice things to her
>>6239773
youre so nice
thank you <3~
sleep well :3
>>6239762
>You're a vehicle of your soul and she is a she.
I dont feel male at all, but I tend to have 'wrong' feelings a lot apparently, so Idk
>>6239781
goof morning :3
>>6239753
Holy fuck is that thing biased but then again it's buzzfeed
>implying that being so unattractive that you've never had to worry about public displays of affection is a privilege
>implying that being so unattractive that you've never been catcalled is a privilege
>implying that having so little income that you don't need to fill tax reports is a privilege
>implying that getting no medication for your mental health problems is a privilege
Kek. Scored 25
>>6239791
thats an assumption, faye
and when u assume ..........
>>6239806
>bc they're boys on hrt
ftfy*
>>6239773
I want to bend you over a table and turn you into a dirty cum-addict buttslut.
>>6239822
thank you, sir
>>6239813
last time i got into a proper bar fight i smashed a bar stool on a guy, reassembled it, then made him sit on it so it fell apart and he fell on the floor and i laughed at him
that'll show you dad
>>6239822
>tfw man with boobs on hrt and will never pass
>>6239826
you're not gonna bully me.
red and faye told me it was ok to be a boy
>>6239821
You can't spell assumption without "ton o ass u"
>>6239831
<33333
>>6239827
Look it up on YouTube. There are tons of guides.
>>6239781
Doing okay.
Left work early again because I'm an anxiety riddled failure of a human being.
Did xanax last night and got some hella good sleep.
Roomate got angry at me because he thought I ate his food when I literally could not have, and I keep leaving work early and he think I'm going to be short on rent, when I won't. I live in the living room for christ sakes, I shouldn't be paying full rent anyways since I get 0 privacy whatsoever because I live in the livingroom. he said he didn't want me living here, basically over some petty shit. He's a dick all the time and has absolutely no chill. he complains about coming home to a mess when I literally clean the fuck out of the livingroom and make it fucking pristine at least twice a week.
>>6239804
>Only 18
>Hairline about as bad as sheens
Wew lass
>>6239823
considering the way you are with others, you know with a surgeon you'll end up letting yourself get pushed into every unnecessary thing (which with your face won't be many procedures honestly) and way more in debt than you ever thought you could be
>>6239829
Fucking fight me you glue pot
>>6239834
Not as ugly as me.
how does one join the discord?
I hate closing a trip. I always change mine. I've gone through 5 trying to settle. On the muthafuggen streets I go by IDHAN the CYBORG and I rap about self hatred in my boy voice. Tfw freak
>>6239811
I took anon status so seriously as a 13 year old. I never went trip until /vp/ last year when I started poking my soul out.
>>6239817
Speaking of souls, stop letting other people decide anymore than a money banging on a cage can decide. Put yourself above others. You're on 4chan, you're automatically smarter than your parents and friends. This is fact.
Anyone wanna read about sex concubine cyborgs? I have a cyborg fetish. I watched too much ghost in the shell my autistic lady brain loved it too much. They made fun of me last time for talking about custom candy flavored ejaculate. Temperature controlled, easy clean up. Acts as lube if needed. Sea anemone shoulder attachments that go over your head like a pharo, but plug into your brain and make you feel like thousands of nipples are being touched.
My brain is terrifying.
>>6239566
anyone else afraid of trach shave after hearing angies voice?
Still so tired
Should i take a bath and work or sleep til tomorrow?
>>6239781
Sup slut! Did you miss me? How's the pupper guy thing going?
>>6239794
what did you eat, red?
>>6239797
i'm sleeeepy. i just woke up a bit ago lol. stayed up for way too long, methinks.
what are you gonna eat?
>>6239798
show qt pic?
>>6239817
goof morning phien ^___^ how are you doing?
>>6239839
is this the guy that ya'll live with? i met him actually. didn't he trip as id or something before? idr
how much are you paying to live in the living room anyways....?
i want a qt to stuff their head in between my boobs and call me mommy
>>6239852
babaganoush and pita and dolmas
>>6239854
>qt
How cute do I have to be?
>>6239844
i'd buy you a wetherspoons baileys hot chocolate and drink it myself while you're up having a piss, you fucking cunt
>>6239858
gay
>>6239859
like just don't smell bad or have a neckbeard or something
>>6239860
You've gone too far
>>6239837
Like this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjZFhnFFItM
>>6239823
nudged, yes. he kinda went from top to bottom on my face and said like "how do you feel about your brow? I can fix it. how do you feel about your nose? I can fix it" etc. etc. and I told him I was okay with my hairline and didn't want it touched and he was okay with that and just moved on. so as long as you speak up for yourself it's fine
>>6239862
lol
what does having 'mommy eyes' mean
>>6239852
>is this the guy that ya'll live with?
Yeah, yume and gem are pretty chill. He honestly kindof scares me a bit (like I'm afraid he's gonna punch me or something one of these days).
>how much are you paying to live in the living room anyways....?
Same as him and gem: 420 a month (covers utilities and internet too)
>>6239842
yeah you know me pretty well
I'm just so scared of confrontation on any level...
thanks again, dad...
what do I need then? a lot of people here say I need total face reconstruction but idk I think it depends how extensive his jaw work can be
>>6239868
Means you look old.
>>6239863
Low enough standards for me I guess
>>6239852
>show qt pic?
SIGH. long term goals. hopefully soon tho. gonna get rx'd medical cannabis everything will be so great. yes, this is all connected, u will see
>>6239866
okay. that sounds managable.
>>6239848
>stop letting other people decide
guess its time to kms then? :D
seriously tho, I am 26, I dont have a problem with being controlled against my will. I have a problem with my disfunctional brain
>>6239852
about to go to sleep, I have felt kinda okay for most of the day (suprisingly), since like an hour ago I can feel it getting worse pretty rapidly though, I guess its the anxiety
>tfw 4-5 hours transport and being outside for 10-12 hours v_v
also I hope my bf's granddad doesnt clock me, that would be horrid.
how are you?
>>6239862
I know you're dropping trip to bully me.
I miss cock x.x Been like.. 4 years since I was with a guy.
>>6239753
Sup, privileged peeps. Weep at my otherness ! Pitty muh struggle.
>>6239868
went to the Citizens' Advice Bureau yesterday, Titch
nobody told me you had to be on either JSA or ESA to get housing benefit, what the fuck
good news is my disability diagnoses mean aside from that I'm eligible though despite it being scrapped for standard 18-21s
also how do I into ESA? just emphasise how my problems make it virtually impossible for me to function in daily life?
>>6239849
be nice.
>>6239850
HI SASS FIRST CLASS!!
um he texted me a bit ago, but my phone died as soon as i went to respond, so....
i'm going to text him in a minute when it turns back on lool.
how has your day been?
>>6239856
that sounds bomb af. share pls. i haven't eaten yet today. ;_;
>>6239868
idk but it sounds creepy
>>6239871
wtf
is the rent with utilities even worth 1300$ in total??
>>6239878
do you not think you look cute in pictures? :(
i don't either which is why i don't take selfies that often, but yknow.
>>6239884
are you meeting him tomorrow? the granddad i mean. i'm sorry you're feeling anxious about the whole thing. you know it'll be okay though, right?
i'm goooood. i had really weird sleeps, but that's really it. i think i might be catching a cold as well which sucks. otherwise i'm just talkin to boys and stuff.
>>6239886
jfc it's only been 3 months for me and i've been dying slowly on the inside. how do you manage that??
>>6239852
mayb pizza because its cheap and filling
>>6239865
Yeah that's pretty much it
>>6239886
Maybe you should stop being fat.
>>6239888
>incognito mode
>on phone
for what purpose?
>>6239892
Been with just girls the whole time? idk..
>>6239868
do i have them
how would you describe my eyes
>>6239885
i never drop trip u nancy pants ponce
>>6239892
rent is 1050, utilities is usually about 100 for power, 60 for internet, and Idk how much for water exactly.
>>6239900
Autism eyes
>>6239900
Fat autist eyes.
>>6239901
Are you not ashamed of being a bully?
>>6239892
Sleep + pee
I' m so tired :(
i don't know why. Good luck there ;) with ginger...Details later puhleeese lol how was ur day?
>>6239840
to be fair, my hair used to be worse
it recovered a bit on hrt
>>6239916
How long did that take? I've been on hrt for half a year and haven't gotten any regrowth.
>>6239911
I love you.
>>6239920
about a year of hrt + fina
>>6239893
what's your fav pizza tho? and why is it pepperoni?
>>6239899
o-oh...b-but.....why?
>>6239905
oh alright. well, still..... it's only a 2 br apartment so like....idk.....lol
who is sleeping in that bedroom if you're in the living room? is he in there and you're in the living room?
>>6239913
LMAO I LOVE HOW PEEING IS JUST YOUR LIFE NOW SINCE STARTING SPIRO
did you sleep much? that could be why. also i will def give details on the ginger guy. he's sooo cute.
i literally slept all day long. i think i might start using tinder and okcupid again, but idk...do you think i should go full slut mode?
>>6239923
To start seeing any regrowth, or for it to finish regrowing?
>>6239915
Sorry
>>6239927
to notice it
>>6239804
I didn't really know what I wanted exactly when I went in, I just knew what I *didn't* want touched (hairline). also I know bart isn't the most reputable for noses but I just don't want to have to get yet another surgery :\ so I figured I'd have him do it
I feel like after you lose weight your nose might shrink a bit. it doesn't have too bad of a structure like mine does
>>6239846
well I haven't seen u so I can only go off my own profound ugliness
>>6239892
yes ;~;
tomorrow we go there, then Ive uni on monday, and I also need to kinda figure out when to go to the pharmacy to pick up my progesterone and when to get my blood tested for ffs and how to get a referral and use it. its going to be a stressfull week.
Mfw people think I pass
>>6239926
I mean.. the last guy I was with seriously raped me, and after that it was just flings. Then I didn't do much until I dated my ex-gf for a long time and now;
>single
>dicks are looking really good
>its summer and lots of outdoor events happen in my town
>>6239926
pepperoni is love desu
>>6239890
the fuck do i know how to get a fortnightly spacker cheque, i'm not disabled. i haven't claimed benefits in years, i work.
ESA is for disabled people so i'm sure you qualify but the fact that you're a student working towards a degree proves you can do work.
>>6239892
i'm weird looking. i have something to work with, but also like yeah feeling shit abt urself and the winding inertia that causes, and then some health stuff which is long to explain
i have large lips--i can look sortof weird-cute i think and i can also look like death and my face sloughing off
>>6239934
/mtfg/ says I look like chris-chan
I dropped out of college at 17 went to college and dropped out at 22.
Who else is a life drop out?
>>6239936
>your face when
>cis woman laughing
Solid evidence that you actually do pass. Can't talk your way out of this one
>watching a show about how people can become murders due to social and physical rejection
uh oh
I think my best friend might be a chaser. Her molesting me last night has made me realise that she may actually be a chaser instead of just super interested in trans things
I'm not sure how to react. Help pls
>>6239944
I dropped out of life when I was 16 because of dysphoria, abuse at home and depression and I never recovered but at least i'm on hrt.
ok what about in this picture
>>6239945
OK OK.
Mfw people think I pass
>>6239926
I actually like peeing tho. :). I guess I need to start doing excercises or something becauae I sit at the computer all day...i haven't eaten much so maybe that's making me tired.
Go full slut? I love the idea, but will it make you happy? :p
>>6239944
I ginished my master's coursework but never handed in my thesis...does that count?
>>6239955
u look gr8 hen
>>6239958
why are you saying this
>>6239955
>those big boobs and tiny shoulders
cissies reeeeeee
>>6239958
30 in 3 weeks little girl. ;) Go play with your little dolls and let the hons make the world a better place.
>>6239953
a deep resounding sadness, like finding out your favorite animal species was actually extinct and has been for years
>>6239972
how tall are you?
>>6239972
I don't think you look bad.
>>6239935
are you going baaackkk on prog, or have you been on it for awhile? i'm going on it full time soon myself :x
seriously, i know this is gonna be a super stressful week and stuff, but you're gonna do great!!! i have every confidence that everything will be alright.
and once it's done with, you'll be back in the swing of things, and closer to ffs, and all of your goals ^____^ you're wonderful, try not to worry too much even tho i know you will.
>>6239936
i mean you never screamed boy to me in your post-transition pics so idk what to tell you. though your pre-transition repression pics......
>>6239937
i'm so sorry lucky :(
i can't imagine what you went through. though i can understand taking a break from men after being mistreated to some extent.
i mean you're single, ready to mingle. why not go get some dick and have a good time?
>>6239938
you're love, desu <3
>>6239941
i don't think you're weird looking? at least from what i remember of your pic. you should be able to define yourself however you want tho.
why not just be a weird qt? everyone loves weird qts.
>>6239956
i don't mean any offense by this, but it doesn't sound much different than before you had ffs? i don't think it was trach surge.
>>6239957
sass, maybe we need an exercise routine. cause i'm at the computer all the time to lol.
i mean....going full lust makes me happy, but i feel like it also makes me kind of mean.
you have to be more cold when you're dating lots of people, yknow? then i go full sex appeal mode... it would be fun, but at the same time....idk
>>6239939
a degree I'm probably gonna fail and had to resit multiple exams and bits of coursework the other 2 years? + I finish in 3 weeks?
fuck
I hope I can get to see my GP before I finish
there's normally like 6 weeks wait
>>6239971
does that mean they look bad
>>6239958
>cry if you were given a cookie with a face on it?
oh no stop being accurate
>>6239970
i suppose someone needs to be like Atlas and carry the world on their muscular shoulders
>>6239965
Mfw people think I pass
>>6239926
yume and gem share a bedroom and he has the other
Is the discord a super secret club or something that no one is allowed into?
>>6239976
My range was affected.
I used to go a lot higher but it's a chore now. I'm going to look into speech therapy because my voice is holding be back and sucks.
Also how was my super hon apperance?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqTE-ig7NhY
I want a little date ;-;
>mfw people think im pretty
>>6239976
>at least from what i remember of your pic
wait wait wait--how? ty tho, but god what did i do this time?
mfw people think i pass
>looking at fashion stuff
>no cis girls' knees ever touch
just
>>6239994
iktf
>>6239985
>p-please tell me I pass guys I need the attention :D
>>6239976
shrug, it was years ago. The reason I can't is that everyone in my personal life basically just knows me as a lesbian.. and I never bothered correcting them because if I did I know I'd just get hit on etc and I didn't want the attention.
Plus I avoided the "oh she probably only got ahead because she sucked dick" meme with everyone thinking I'm totally gay.
So its like.. really kind of awkward if people found out.
Mfw people think I pass
>>6240001
U get my life pham :D
>>6239994
I want you to bully me and make me your pet maid.
>>6239976
yeah Ive been on/off a few times, never longer than 3 months at a time though. it swells my chest by about 20% of mass. this is a recreatable effect, very nice :3
I have a few other pills lying around to induce lactation and stuff but I havent been able to try them yet.
I have to go to sleep
nini~
>>6239999
>no cis girls' knees ever touch
literally what?
mfw ppl think i pass
mfw ppl think i pass
>>6239990
why are you paying the same amount for a living room then lol
>>6239992
ooooh i didn't know that :/ i'm sorry angie.
i thought you looked fine? idk lol. the ffs fixed the issues you had with yourself the most from what i saw.
>>6239994
you're not pretty, you're fucking gorgeous.
you sissy slut.
>>6239995
what do you mean what did you do this time?
>>6240002
well you shouldn't restrain yourself from doing something that'll make you happy just cause it might be awkward for others.
especially since it's a pretty common meme that women go both ways more easily anyways, so. they'd prob accept it pretty easy, yknow?
>>6240009
SAME, that's why i'm trying 100mg daily instead of cycling. i'm hoping things will turn out well. jelly of ur boobies.
sleep well tho! <3
>>6239994
I think you are pretty.
>mfw people think
>>6239991
halp
>>6240020
good hello new person
>>6240021
gross. (not your face, the the proposed scenario)
>>6240018
i don't remember ever sharing a picture of myself here
>>6240023
>New
Anyone else watching pewfat and avoiding any semblance of a real life? I always thought I just had an avoidant personality archetype/disorder. NOW I KNOW IT.
>>6240019
You realize the person in that pic has their heels far apart right? I still have no clue what you are talking about...
>>6240028
hello new friend
>>6240023
>new person
is this bait
>>6240018
LMFAO C A C K L I N G
god dammit LOL
>>6240019
oh, i see
i didnt understand bc my knees dont touch either... but they're not that far apart. it's a hip width thing
>>6240020
oh hay kat
ty! but i want ffs.
>>6240023
lmao
>>6239978
no, just sad. you got the early-trans eyes, or the prestrans eyes. cheer up, love
>>6239977
the fact you got into uni in the first place and lasted 3 years despite being a complete damp melt shows. you can only be a welfare queen in england if you have lots of kids. you'll have whatever benefit you receive stopped through not meeting the criteria (if you are too disabled to work, they still encourage work-like activity such as taking part in some group or community programs). you'd be in sanctions for just forgetting stuff or plain not doing stuff.
you're fucked. you're so fucked and you never did anything about it. you've been digging your own grave with your fingernails for the last 3 years and you could have stopped at any time and done something productive. what makes you think that you'd get to be a welfare queen when people with terminal illnesses or people who are already dead get letters saying they're being forced back to work. fucking lol
>>6239982
ahahahahaha
>>6240031
ughh i'm just being autistic nvvm
>>6240018
True
The only issue I have really is my jaw is still rather squarish or as my stylist said "your face is a mix of both square and oval."
I mean I but get a revision on the jaw just try to round out the corners (if I can)
>>6240020
>>6240023
>>6240028
lmao
and where have you been, kuro?
>>6240025
really? i could have sworn i'd seen one of you.... i could be wrong, though, and thinking of someone else.
>>6240035
ofc
>>6240036
LMAO
I MEANNN let's just go be escorts and make bank and get ffs then?
>>6240043
i mean i hope that the revision gives you the results you want at least :/
>>6240021
>I mfw therefore I am
>>6240018
idk, maybe
I just wanna avoid questions and conflict ;_;
>>6239983
Don't worrry, but we hons are more like prometheus, unable to die while our livers are to be pecked at by the vultures as punishment for giving the gift of hormones and surgeries to early transitioners.
The smile on your faces and your kind words makes us shoulder the burden with happiness tho.
>>6239976
I'm not feeling it today E :(. Im going to take a long hot bath, shave and see if I feel better once I'm clean and girlie. I guess I'll dress up and take some pics to see if I can entice some gentleman to give me his cock :p
I guess I love cock as much as you do, but binges always make me want to purge. But hahaha, if it's an itch that needs scratching then indulge yourself...you deserve the best in life and I'll luv you no matter what ;).
>mfw all these meme pics
>mfw people think I pass
>>6240041
o-ok...
>>6240048
its ok though, i'm like an anti-hon because despite being old i just look like some bishie elf anime man and not a woman. i'm thranduil with tits and a whacking great fistable clunge.
>>6240045
I still have to talk about it with the surgeon.
I'm just afraid he might take off a bit too much and I'll be that girl you mentioned who blew off her lower jaw
mfw ppl think i pas
>>6240036
cissies reeeeeeeeeeeee
>>6240045
>really? i could have sworn i'd seen one of you.... i could be wrong, though, and thinking of someone else.
if u did it would have had to have been during moments of poor judgement on the disgrace server and they're old photos, but ive never seen u on
Who else hid their soul under screamo music like glassjaw and similar?
I feel like i erased my entire childhood just hiding under this music, hoodies, and against walls. My whole life is fictional in my head. I never got to be a slutty 19 year old girl :( Not ever.
When I left music behind to try and reconnect with Reality(TM) / self-punish / cut things that MIGHT be bothering my soul / recklessly abandon my property / it was the death of me. I should have just stayed listening to music. It's been awful without my music. I need a new music palyer.
Anyone have recommendations on music players? I might just get an old 120 gig iPod I never had problems with the old ones. and I don't have to worry about wanting to hack it like my phone or memory...like my phone...or breaking my headphnes trying to text...like my phone.
Suffice to say I'm druk and I just broke my fucking headphones and now I'm crying and I have no music player.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4qC4nFcynU&list=PLQbvYvbkIajl1PVvCZFqChJ_utsGy47wY&index=5
Guten Abend mtfg
>>6240009
<3 night U!
>>6240019
MFW ur worried about tra-knees
>>6240059
w-what's your job? any good BFs?
>>6240064
It's funny. Because that actually looks like my father. And my profile is identical
>>6240038
I talked my way into uni on below-requirement A-level grades because the woman in the applications office already knew me and I convinced her my verbal abilities would be good for explaining science to the public
>you've been digging your own grave with your fingernails for the last 3 years and you could have stopped at any time and done something productive
I don't understand
what did I do wrong? what was I supposed to have been doing? I want help but this just feels like you're making fun of me for not understanding
>>6240047
just get some dick, lucky!!! be a slut, do whatever you want!!!!!
>>6240048
l m a o yessss for getting that dick!
when was the last time you had sex?
>>6240056
that is always possible, yeah...idk, i mean could you learn to like the jaw you have now?
>>6240059
mostly same. what's so dull about that, though?
>>6240061
then i prob haven't. i stand by what i said previously though in that if you think you look like a qt weird girl, why not be the best qt weird girl you can be?
>>6240057
your freaking me out
>>6240068
I work as a sysadmin. Also no unfortunately...
>>6240075
Well it isn't so bad. My coworker found a USB stick full of porn on it at work. I didn't believe him at first but I asked HR and they said yeah.
Also look at my hair!
>>6240079
cis girl pls go
>>6240079
you're a sysadmin? you're too pretty, I'd just marry a prince or something.
why are you here so rarely? you're good banter
>>6240079
another cissie?
>>6240075
PEER PRESSURE
s-stop ;_;
WHAT'S WITH THE FLICKERING???????
>work in garden all day
>gf comes over
>tells me to take a break
>she goes out and buys beer
>wait for her smoking cigs
>comes back
>gives me beer
>prepares a snack
>cleans house
>I shower
>she takes me out for dinner
10/10 day tbqh
how's the rest of you doing on this fine weekend ?
>>6240077
....rly tho? cause like.. i mean.........$$$$$$
>>6240079
l m a o. whose USB was it? did you find out?
your hair looks really cute!! when did you cut it?
>>6240088
dickdickdick.
>>6240077
ufufu, u'r prettier than all the cis women i have met. it's kindof ridiculous
http://www.strawpoll.me/10276185
please no meming
>>6240075
1 and a half years ago. I'm sooo horny E! I'd even settle for feminine pe is at this pint in life TBQH.
>>6240073
at uni you're meant to be thinking about the future and making contacts. in the final term, you should really be applying for career jobs or internships, or looking to move on further with education, or to start temping, saving to go traveling or whatever. you hopefully would be making friends who you'd houseshare with?
you just don't do anything. you want to avoid moving back in, distance yourself from family etc. but you don't do anything to improve your situation. you get into huge debt from uni, and now you want state handouts from a government more thoughtlessly cruel than Thatcher? like that'll work out.
you didn't do anything wrong because you don't do anything. the wrongness is inside you
>>6240093
>Because of obnoxious weeaboos.
M8 r u lookin 4 a beatin'?
>>6240093
>Kuroneko
oh god I remember your name but not who you are >.<
you were here right at the start of mtfg weren't you?
>>6240104
>tfw we're making bank and cute af post-ffs with boys left and right at our disposal
what could be better?
>>6240108
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
SASS WHY HAVE YOU WAITED?
>>6240109
i say you can get dick. dick is very easy to get lol
dick is everywhere. e v e r y w h e r e.
>>6240104
>cute!! that reminds me actually do you think i should get bangs again?
yes and you should have listened to me when I told you not to get rid of the.
>>6240113
but like, is quality dick everywhere? I'm no slut I want good dick
>aka
>thick dick
>>6240014
hey, some of us just have masc faces
no bully
spolier[but body passes though]spoiler
>>6240099
>dickdickdick.
Your posts are always so informative, Edie.
>>6240099
We don't know whose it is! It was in an area where employees can go. Also I got my hair done about a week ago? I was sick of it getting too long and hot. Also I have been working out a shit ton lately so I feel much better. I'm going to get a body like Samus soon.
>>6240104
Nope no more bangs. Bangs are old and busted. Get mom hair like me. Moms are in.
>>6240111
This is what I'm talking about lol
>>6240112
I was yeah.
>>6240018
>why are you paying the same amount for a living room then lol
that's why I was thinking "why is he so angry about me not working all the time?"
The ironic thing is I helped him pay rent last month by 70 dollars and I forgave his debt.l
>>6240120
why don't you like weaboos?
>>6240105
ok but ur biased though!!!
>>6240109
well. im just not sure... i used to have them but idk, i feel like theres a chance id regret losing length
>>6240113
pretty much nothing i dont think LOL
also what do u think of ............. bangs on me
>>6240115
idr u telling me that anon!
>>6240120
i know they're old and busted WHICH IS WHY i could bring them back
for me.
>>6240110
I keep forgetting to go to the careers advice office here
I need to ask them about disclosing disability, if nothing else
I've found this degree so hard a masters is out of the question, really, I'll be lucky to get a 2:2
I have a couple of people who may have a room free but it's not a central location at all so finding work within travelling distance for me would be virtually impossible
I just wanted to focus on my degree and nothing else to make sure I didn't fuck it up but obsessive dysphoric thoughts and general anxiety etc. even fucked that
>the wrongness is inside you
so what should I do? kill myself? what are my options, I can't tell
>>6240075
Idk, maybe.
I was hoping for that rounder softer jaw.
I'll just have to see what happens down the road
I got a weird m&m
>>6240125
>ur biased
i had to become biased somehow tho, rite?
>>6240129
the real human bean
>>6240125
>idr u telling me that anon!
maybe it wasn't bangs, maybe it was cutting your hair short.. it's been a while desu
back from working out #howstellagotherbootyback
>>6240116
yes, but you have to be picky about it.
one time i was sitting on a guys lap, and felt him up to see if it was of large enough size to please me.
unfortunately it was and i couldn't sleep with him.
but it works.
>>6240119
thank you, thank you.
>>6240120
that's kind of embarrassing loooll. do you think anyone will admit to it?
i'm sort of feeling that myself. all of my hair gets so frustrating during the hot weather. don't you miss it long, though?
>>6240122
i'm sorry you're living under those conditions, amy :/
>>6240125
girl we have this conversation at leaast twice a year lmao!! what do YOU think of bangs on you?
>>6240128
i wish you the best bb.
So I wanna get my hair styled, but I'll have to stay guy mode in work for another few months. Are there any ways around this or should I just suck it up until I leave?
>>6240138
he was saying he didn't want me living here and he wants me out, which is bullshit since I'm paying rent and gem and yume have no problems with me living here.
plus if I move out then that means his rent goes up so that's a stupid thought to begin with?
>>6240125
They are a huge pain to work and very high maintenance. Besides, I like your hair.
>>6240124
Weeaboos are basic.
>>6240138
I sometimes miss it but then I love how it takes little to no time to do anything. And my hair is healthier. Also nobody is going to admit to the porn USB stick. It was probably a vendor or something.
>>6240142
Just grow it.
>>6240138
Thanks
>>6240148
idk how much dose a spoon weigh?
>>6240138
Out of the 4 guys I've ever done lewd things with, the one I seriously dated was like.. really small. Smaller than me LOL
The other 3 were all greeaaattttt.. One in particular, built as fuck 6'4 guy with blonde hair and grey eyes. Drummer in a metal band too x.x He was great.
>and almost 10 inches
Maybe its that I've had so little experience with guys that makes me so nervous about it idk
>>6240150
>Weeaboos are basic.
how do I become less basic?
I bet you're a real animal, sysadmins are always wild
>>6240158
>Maybe its that I've had so little experience with guys that makes me so nervous about it idk
pff ive had none hoping to change that reeeeal soon
>>6240129
That's a trans skittle.
>>6240162
To be less basic, you need to get your asshole eaten out by your dad.
>>6240169
>at least as much as a spoon I guess
>lifting is important tho
>reversed illuminaty shape is pretty nasty tbqh
idk if this is passive aggressive or your for real?
>>6240145
i mean...would you want to live somewhere else, even?
>>6240150
maybe i'll cut mine shorter...you're inspiring me a bit. bangs fucking suck though regardless.
what kind of porn was on it though? lol
>>6240158
would you rather a huge dick, or a smaller one?
>>6240154
lmao
>>6240172
c-can it be some older guy who's not really my dad but I call dad?
>>6240176
I mean.. as long as its thick. Length can be uncomfortable and kinda wasted sometimes. Thickness is always great tho
God I need to get laid x.x
Alright. Goodnight friends <3
>>6240185
byeee
>>6240172
what if your dad is dead and cremated?
>>6240188
Rub Ashes on butthole
>>6240176
Especially since summer is coming up and chances are you'll be outside. Get mom hair okay? We can be like the Housewives of 4chan but we don't throw shoes at each other.
And why would even ask that! "Hey boss, what kind of porn was on that stick? Is it any good?"
>>6240177
No it must be your dad.
>>6240188
Be creative.
>>6240177
>but I call dad
Ew wtf you pervert.
"Daddy" is the sexy term, calling him "dad" is just messed up.
>>6240173
nah idk I have yet to meet someone who'd enjoy someone with dem.legs TM but no upper body works
maybe I just have a weird picture in my head of how just working out legs/butt would end up looking
>>6240200
*cummies
>>6240176
I don't want to move back in with my mom and I have nowhere else to go.
>>6240180
iktf, lucky...iktf........
what's your type, though? let's talk men.
>>6240182
you're not old or ugly!! but tru you're a tranny lmao
i'm sorry you had your heartbroken though. was it like a boyfriend, or?
>>6240195
i want to be the cool slutty step-mom though. is that okay?
who WOULDN'T ask that question is more what i want to know?
>>6240205
:(
i'm sorry. the whole thing just kind of sucks, huh?
>just lifted 20 litres of chlorine with my manly man strength
>mfw
I fucking love my heels. Is this what AGP feels like?, because I don't mind being AGP if so.
>tfw ufufu sends you pics of her in a corset on snapchat
c-cissies g-get out, r-reeeeee
generally speaking is 50mg of Cypro and 6mg of estrogen a good dosage? I head it was a bit dangerous and unnecessary to go over 50mg Cypro.
>>6240199
>nah idk I have yet to meet someone who'd enjoy someone with dem.legs TM
u call me fat? or saying i should work out my upper body i seriously cant tell here
ok, i'm gonna come out & say it.
i support trump.
i want to live in an america for americans again.
& i don't care what he says about trans issues.
why does everything have to be about "muh uhpreshun"?
>>6240210
yep agp confirmed please turn in your trutrans card and pack your things
>>6240209
50lbs/22.67kg
>>6240206
Beards. Definitely Beards. Uhhmm.. Honestly? Conservative guys. More down to earth, simple. If they work with tools even better. Church-going? ahah.. I have the worst type for a tranny to be into.
>>6240214
I'm saying you should work out your upper body too at least to a degree
>>6240216
Has Donald said anything about trans issues?
>>6240223
ahhh ok sorry im a bit over sensitive today =)
>>6240209
>>6240218
>>6240231
Flannel I still want to see a body pic
>>6240232
np sry for confusing you ^^
>>6240224
i know that he supported trans rights to use whichever bathroom, i guess.
against the consensus of the republican party.
but either way, i don't care
I think I killed Elanna. She was barely able to walk and is just staring blankly forward now.
is it weird that i'm getting more and more terrified to go outside? all of this trans hate going around because of caitlyn jenner and that tv show and the bathroom laws
my bf thinks it's crazy for me to worry so much but it's in the public eye so much that i'm getting more paranoid of strangers every passing day
>>6240233
uhh can you not?
>>6240238
sorry senpai
>>6240210
>tfw in heels with all of my tranny friends
>tfw in heels we're all 6'0" +
i mean agp is just the way to be
>>6240213
yes.
>>6240221
i kind of like those too, honestly. why not just corrupt them into satanic hell worshipping bad boys tho?
conservative men are always the kinkiest.
>>6240237
Aren't New Yorkers rather Liberal?
>>6240237
If you pass there's probably nothing to worry about
>>6240237
jeez ive felt the opposite people seem way more chill about it i guess it depends on where you live too
>>6240216
Edie why did you break me? I loved you and I'll never get to be happy again
oh no wait
it'd take 1-6 hours for me to freeze to death because of thermal inertia
fuck's sake, better I figure that out now than while I'm doing it but jesus christ is it really so hard to die w/o being in massive agony?
welcome to mtfg, where the orientations are made up and the genders don't matter
>>6240244
I'm not kinky tho.. I just like sex. Like I have 0 kinks.... I've tried stuff over the years and like, the more I try the more I dislike non-vanilla stuff.
Corrupting them into bad boys ruins what I liked about them in the first place x.x
Titch is right I'm just a massive fucking failure of a person
I'm never going to have anything I want or need
I'm a walking fucking defect
>>6240248
i mean it
>>6240251
Hanging
Shooting yourself
Jumping off a building
Jumping of a bridge
Hi nerds
Let's try our best to be nice!
>>6240256
Tbh Trump sounds that the best candidate out of the remaining 3
>>6240252
dat pic
he matters ohh i bet he smells amazing
>>6240212
pls i DO NOT look that good lmao
>>6240206
Well you know liars, he was all awesome and gentlemanly and brought me gifts and took me out and sex was awesome and his cock was like made just for me.
He always wanted to bareback but I was like, no.The day I give in, the motherfucker just ghosts. Phone is disconnected, mail was burner account.
In my OCD to see what went wrong, I actually feared he had died or something.
I freaked out because I thought the asshole was one of those AIDS avengers, every cold and I had I was certain I had HIV. (I don't) .I later find out he's married and with 18 year old kids.
I felt really heartbroken and stupid...I never hold back in relationships and I always try to give my best. I never lie.
Well, I sort of don't care for guys here anymore, so I guess that reduces my Cock fuck average. Lol
But you've given me high hopes and shown me tge way of the slut! Lmao.
>>6240237
No a lot of people have texted me
They are more afraid and getting treated worse
I am going to get wasted and then drive up to BLM land in Kern county and unload about 100 rounds of 5.56 nato rounds out of a cuckfornia ar-15.
I am tired but I slept all day ._.
>>6240263
Did you see my new one?!
>>6240268
Have Fun.
I really, really regret posting pictures here desu
>>6240270
I'm the same way today! Why?
>>6240263
You're the reason I bought my first corset
>>6240257
>Hanging
easier said than done when it comes to finding suitable rope (pretty sure what I've got atm will probably slip), tying the knot, finding somewhere to tie it from, etc.
>Shooting yourself
UK m8
>Jumping off a building
and lying in agony for a minute or so afterwards? fat chance, mate
plus I'm not convinced my uni library is tall enough, it's 6 floors high but I don't think the windows on the top 3 floors open and fuck knows how I'd get roof access
idk where I'd find another building that tall or taller round here
>Jumping off a bridge
again, I really want a minimum of pain or it defeats the purpose of the whole exercise, I'm trying to end my suffering, not take it to a whole new level
plus there's no bridges round here unless you count little footbridges a few feet high
see, even if you get past the psychological barrier it's really not that easy to figure out, especially if you're a wuss when it comes to pain like I am
>>6240245
generally but there's still a few religious nutcases here and there, upstate seems like a mixed bag but NYC is pretty much all liberal
>>6240246
passing is one thing but when crazy transphobic militants start looking up physical signs to check for transgirls it's scary thinking about what could happen just walking down the street
they're already instigating fights with cis girls going in the women's bathrooms who they just THINK are trans based on their appearance
>>6240266
it feels like passing is a matter of life or death now
>>6240281
where did u buy your corset??
>>6240277
then i guess i should never do it.
fortunately, this is the only picture of myself that i've ever posted.
& it will be the last that i ever post
>>6240237
it's kind of weird? but idk. i've never been worried about going out and doing things as long as my makeup is done and stuff.
>>6240253
so you want a pastor husband basically?
>>6240263
UM YES YOU DO
>>6240262
jfc give me that fucking dick
>>6240264
:( i'm so sorry sass. that's awful.
i can't imagine going through that. you shouldn't let one piece of shit ruin your life or dick ventures though yknow?!
>>6240270
iktf lmao
>>6240236
>tfw anon made you walk funny
>>6240244
your lipstick looks smudged
>>6240279
Idk but I might go back to sleep and try again tomorrow
>>6240286
>they're already instigating fights with cis girls going in the women's bathrooms who they just THINK are trans based on their appearance
Still you're better off if you pass than someone who clearly doesn't pass or is androgynous at best
>>6240237
I don't know.
I'm not terrified of leaving the house yet, but having trans people be in the public eye so much is making me kinda nervous.
And it doesn't help that the media often tries to be shocking / controversial by pushing stories about creepy old hons.
>>6240286
Conceal carry my dude
>>6240286
>they're already instigating fights with cis girls going in the women's bathrooms who they just THINK are trans based on their appearance
let them tear each other apart. they deserve it.
passing has always been a matter of life or death. it's just a lot more prevalent now.
>>6240292
it prob was
>>6240291
you went to hook up with an anon? where didja go?
>tfw literally no friends irl besides yume and gem
>>6240298
She wasn't prepared for the cardio workout I offered.
>>6240290
naa. I want the pastors rough carpenter brother that was always neglected. I clean him up and make a proper respectable man out of him that his family approves of ;_;
>>6240306
>mfw nobody's going to force me to have a cardio workout for at least a year
please chime in here anyone, but is there a beginners guide to getting dick and keeping him pleased?
>>6240276
kek I thought about it and driving 80 miles while drunk isn't the best idea .....
Maybe I should just go to a friends house.
>>6240257
Don't encourage this degeneracy. Please don't use fire arms to kill yourself because it hurts gun owners. How about you go kill yourself using Bern victim tears to drown yourself.
God, I am kind of looking forword to moving to Arizona despite hating phoenix
>those god tier gun laws.
:3
I realized I don't need a bf or gf, just a gun to sleep with.
>>6240311
Step 1: Suck his dick
end of steps.
>>6240304
>where didja go?
All the right places
>>6240310
Saturday like everyday and every Saturday I'm hiding at home. I'm so scared to go out I'm a boyish MAN.
>tfw when you cum very fast
>tfw no sex in 3 years.
>>6240297
iktf :( im sorry. i still haven't gotten used to it either
>>6240285
>being too autistic to even kill yourself
What's a few seconds of pain for an eternity of peace
>>6240290
maybe it's just scary for me because i'm early on in transition still
>>6240295
i'd say i'm pretty androgynous, when i'm not with my bf i get people confused on my gender, when i'm with him i get gendered female all the time so idk
it helps holding hands with a 6'4 guy
>>6240297
i think the crossdressers being put in the public eye as "trans" is kind of a good thing for transgirls on hrt because people don't expect to see anything more than a guy in a dress when they associate someone as trans? idk just my opinion
>>6240302
my bf has that covered
>>6240303
i need to save up for FFS like asap then, because i still have a few masculine features i would get clocked by from people being overly observant and looking for it
>>6240303
Weird
>>6240328
Stop
>>6240320
>tfw no sex in 19 years
g-get on my level ;~;
>>6240314
Americans and their guns
Can't even get a gun where I live
Hell I'm not even allowed to carry a knife for self-defense ;_;
>>6240308
i believe in you, lucky....
get that carpenter cock....
>>6240311
be really good at it, and then be worth more than that, ultimately.
>>6240323
idk. i mean i think you're overly worried about it. if you pass well enough now for people not to know you're trans most of the time, which you've said before, then you're probably fine.
>>6240298
Oh definitely, but I can't keep up with anon
>>6240285
>easier said than done
Wat it's pretty fucking easy. You can do it at the safety of your own home, you don't need to have your feet up in the air or anything it'll strangle you as long as you're leaning on enough weight. Not telling you to do it or anything but hanging is ezpz
>>6240323
>it helps holding hands with a 6'4 guy
Can't see people wanting to mess with you anyhow then as long as you're out with him so you should be fine.
>my bf has that covered
Even more so then. Consider yourself lucky
>>6240331
Try 22
Who /noided/ here?
>>6240323
Good
you are safe with him my friend
Hello
How is everyone today
>>6240291
You're just talking about exercising, right? ;_;
>>6240323
>i think the crossdressers being put in the public eye as "trans" is kind of a good thing for transgirls on hrt because people don't expect to see anything more than a guy in a dress when they associate someone as trans? idk just my opinion
i never thought of it like that. that's pretty good, i think.
but i still think that transgirls should still be policing each other to enforce social norms for women
>>6240331
Yeah, but attracting guys is infinitely easier than exclusively girls. I postponed my transition because I AM. A STRAIGHT.
MALE(TM).
So now I'll be a gross pseudo-lesbian hated by all.
>>6240328
It was smudged because you SMOOCHED her.
>>6240329
>>6240338
Hello! Did you see my cat?
>>6240338
I fixed myself a bowl of salsa but I don't know how spicy it is so I'm hesitant to try it. Are you a pigeon?
>>6240343
>I was a virgin until 23
Unless something miraculous happens I'm going to be a virgin 'til the end so I have you all beat.
>>6240332
More like Americans and their freedom
https://youtu.be/r-3HEyR-c3M
Whelp I am going to go to a friends house.
>>6240343
I only like girls and cis women have zero tolerance around here for any gender variation in any capacity. Corproate sluts, they all wear the same clothes. The hot girls that are into kinky weirdos like me will always choose tall guys with tattoos, not the fucking weeb NEET autistic shit fuck up I became somehow while I was in dream land (metal prison).
>>6240346
you have a cat?
i love cats!
>lol
>>6240323
>holding hands with a 6'4 guy
gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
>>6240335
>22
I probably will.
>>6240339
pic
>>6240334
I wanna.... I... ;~;
can I just skip the next 2-3 years of my life and get straight to actually enjoying life???
>>6240341
I don't even know what I am.
>>6240314
they really are just point->click->dead tools and that's what people will do with them. either you go full ron paul "every suicide is a tribute to our liberty" or idk if u can support guns
>>6240349
I can take your /v/ card btw.
I offered to take kayla's at one point if she bought me a bottle of kraken and wore a paper bag, but I backed off.
>>6240351
>ciswomen
never been with one of those and don't plan to be. I only like transgirls and cismen. I might try a cisgirl though if she isn't an sjw or feminist, but trying to find one of those who would date me is impossible so I don't try.
>>6240357
>point click dead tools
what are you smoking?
Also I think suicide is a personal choice.
>>6240346
I did! It's a really cute cat. I really wish I could get one.
>>6240348
Just get a spoonfull and stick it in your mouth. Why would I be a pidgeon?
>>6240354
Hi Anonymous! That's pretty cool, haven't been to a bookstore in a while. I'm pretty good, today has been somewhat cool weather-wise, pretty some light rain. Good day for doing stuff.
if i ever kill myself ill use a gun just to piss off the nra
gotta run just cut the tip off my thumb cooking dinner fml
>>6240339
I'm being told that it's technically exercise, but that wasn't the point of it. Chafing was a problem though.
>tfw you want to get on with detransitioning
>took a 2 week injection yesterday
Welp this is hell
>>6240360
>I can take your /v/ card btw.
I don't think that's possible
>>6240367
good desu
don't detrans you'll regret it
>>6240360
sorry i forgot the people who end up permanently disabled, disfigured, in horrific agony etc
if this is all just freedom and suicide is a personal choice is it any business of yours how anyone does it?
>>6240367
Why destransition?
Not been around long enough to get why one would start, and turn back?
>>6240369
My dating pool goes from .5% to nearly 51% of the population tho
>>6240323
>i think the crossdressers being put in the public eye as "trans" is kind of a good thing for transgirls on hrt because people don't expect to see anything more than a guy in a dress when they associate someone as trans? idk just my opinion
Hm, perhaps, but I'm not so sure.
As someone else mentioned, there's now a good number of nutjobs who literally look up physical differences of trans people so they can clock them and pick fights with them.
Besides, I am *extremely* tall for a woman, and even if my face passes 100%, I feel like people would still suspect me of being trans based on my height alone, whereas 30 years ago people would just think "wow, she's tall" and that'd be it.
wellp
2 years on mones now
weird
never thought I'd make it that far and that well
how to celebrate ?
>>6240367
if only there was a cypro+estrogen combination injection, i'd inject into you while your sleeping, once every seven days.
I wanna go back to my methylphenidate addiction
that way I won't have to feel this agony any more while still keeping everyone happy that I'm not actually dead.
That way they won't say I could have done great things
That way I won't be missed anymore if I actually kill myself
12 days before hell starts.
12 days.
>>6240361
I went with my mom, she loves bookstores and we were in nyc so we decided that would be fun
it's raining here too ;~; it was so nice all day and then the skies just opened up around 4 and it's been pouring since
>Good day for doing stuff.
what kind of stuff do you have planned?
>>6240376
shoulda taste tested it as you made it
what kind of peppers did you use?
>>6240374
im the .5%
im always here
>>6240369
>>6240369
desu, these kinds of decisions, whether transitioning or detransitioning, are always prone to remorse.
don't think too hard about that kind of stuff.
show some confidence in your judgment
>>6240382
>12 days before hell starts.
>12 days.
what is hell?
>>6240380
drink an alcoholic beverage
also grats lily
>>6240386
like im not faye but im guessing shes pretty emotional lately
i don't think its a good idea
>>6240365
>>6240356
stupid faggot anon
my past is wonderful.
>>6240368
idk if I move to phoenix come visit me.
>>6240371
For starters if one had the choice to end their life there would be better methods of suicide and they wouldn't need a gun. All these gun grabbers though want to take away guns just so they 'prevent' someone from kill themselves.
>>6240382
idk I always stayed away from shit I could get addicted to. I have good control of stuff though. Like despite wanting to get wasted for two straight weeks, I haven't drunk anything.
I really wanted to get drunk right now btw and picture related.
>>6240375
Give it a few years, maybe after the American election and another year of the same corproate regime, but with a pseudo fem-nazi spouting off it should at least pressure the new wave of kids to get vocal on social media. That'll bleed over into shaming and once the MAJORITY supports transition (give it time) then it'll be okay. Already it's shifting, I now finally feel safe to come out and admit to myself, let alone everyone /anyone else that I'm trans. I'm done looking up for advice. 19 year old trans women are more helpful than anyone my age (25). It's not a small culture gap. The new kids on the block are awesome, despite a few fanatic SJW types just blowing off teen angst. many support trans stuff I love that 18 year old girls are more likely to suck me off than the 25 year old old-meta cold war era kids)
>>6240383
I-it's store-bought
sorry anon
>>6240360
>I offered to take kayla's at one point if she bought me a bottle of kraken and wore a paper bag, but I backed off.
fuck you
>>6240396
It smells spicy.
How is the haato?
>>6240392
i meant to link faye too, but i guess i didn't
>>6240404
kayla im ur friend im here for you
>>6240391
good idea
ty ^-^
>>6240373
-privilege
-social bonding
-family expectations
-straight girls
>>6240390
transitioning.
>>6240393
hey, at least I don't need to use simpsons memes to break someone down. I use real people instead.
>>6240397
yeah, alcohol is the worst
For escapism, I prefer drugs that keep me in a lull; things that let me be completely functional but simultaneously emotionally unresponsive are the best.
>>6240397
>idk if I move to phoenix come visit me.
Yeah this is exactly why it's not possible. Wrong continent and stuff, even if I wanted just some stranger to lewd me.
>>6240412
I made some peanut butter cups earlier if that makes me any better
>>6240416
>straight girls
why is this a pro
>>6240418
That was supposed to be MY heartbreaking.
>>6240360
>I offered to take kayla's at one point if she bought me a bottle of kraken and wore a paper bag, but I backed off
melly
ily <3
:o my acid arrived and it's on fancy rainbow paper. I used to keep my small (hand length - palm width) emo-girl cutter schizophrenic note book on me, with a razor blade tucked like a smuggler in the cardboard layer of the back.
I tossed the razor away now that I'm "a grown up" and now I'm smuggling a tiny little bag folded up with acid. Hang on lemme picture.
>>6240385
^_^ .5% or maybe #1 in the right girls heart
>>6240430
Don't rush me! I like to take my time.
how do I buy drugs
>>6240421
;-:
>>6240418
idk I stopped doing drugs all together. I haven't tripped in ages either. I am just being sober now. But shit is kind of going okay now. I am going back to seattle soonish. Either around mid june or early july.
>>6240428
same. I also got the email from suporn. idk I will most likely go through with it. I might take one last acid trip before though to see what the universe tells me.
>>6240404
Fine, just get the kraken bottle.
get the big one too because you need it more than i do.
>>6240432
how many hits and at what dosage? I took a 10 hits of 200ug once.
whelp I am running late.
time to leave.
>>6240432
Oh boy, acid. I'll probably have some of that soon.
>>6240418
>transitioning.
hmmmmm
it's kinda hard but I wouldn't say hell. what are you worrying about the most?
>>6240422
yes it does
store bought salsa isn't always bad as long as you're not buying like tostitos, I do it often if I can't find tomatoes. what brand is it? maybe I've tried it and can tell you if it's super spicy
>>6240416
>letting whores get under your skin and have your feels about it all dictate your future.
K, bro
Lemme know how mentally stable of a person you are as a potential male mate in a year.
>kuroneko
>dollface
>ufufu
>haato
too many cissies in here for me ill come back some other time
>>6240434
Well its not like it's gonna get cold or anything so I guess you can take as long as you need. Spicy salsa sounds good. I should make some sometime.
I'm bored
anyone want to hear a story about how I molested my best friend?
>>6240438
>;-:
yup that's how i feel 24/7
>>6240438
>I also got the email from suporn. idk I will most likely go through with it
nice
good luck :)
>I might take one last acid trip before though to see what the universe tells me.
tbqh quite curious about acid but I don't think it would be a good idea for me to try it
>>6240446
>tfw not a cissy even though I transitioned at 16
early transition is a meme
>>6240448
I've always wanted to make my own salsa, but I never have.
>>6240295
Kiwi doesn't pass at all.
>>6240451
>molested my best friend
>molested
>best friend
no
>>6240424
sorry, I'm not in the mood to take a joke
really sucks though, I guess
>>6240438
>I am going back to seattle soonish
that's where I wish I was right now. Instead I'm in Shittsvile, PA, with no plans to go anywhere but Pittsburgh for the next 3-4 years, depending on whether or not I change major or something gets fucked halfway to hell.
I rarely resort to drugs, but they seem kinda better than real life at the moment. I'm pretty much the opposite of "content" at the moment, whatever that is.
>>6240440
Living.
>>6240447
>O-oh
u-umm
well. um
s-sorry for sounding elitist. tostitos isn't all that bad. I'm just being snobby
>>6240423
Straight girls are often top tier, there's so many of them that theys 200 10/10s per 1 10/10 transgirl
>>6240457
Kuro got ffs.
>>6240459
I made salsa in home economics in 6th grade and once again in like 7th or 8th at school, was pretty good. Never made it a home though.
>>6240460
Can't say without pics
>>6240463
I'm a total snob when it comes to most things. But I will also eat pretty much whatever.
>>6240457
cissy lyfe is easy to get tho
>>6240470
>tfw you will never "accidentally" burn down your school during home ec
Such a wasted youth. I think I made a cake or something.
>>6240461
too bad I'm writing it up anyway
he doesn't even remember apparently
lily ur not cis
red ur not a boy
faye don't detrans
>>6240465
um ok
And the best part is that my parents can't even tell that something's wrong for two reasons:
1) because I've gotten really good at hiding my feelings so that nobody would think anything's wrong
2) because I never smile around them anymore, so sitting in a dark room for 36 hours is pretty much just, "slightly worse than usual"
>>6240479
omg,
STOP
>>6240480
>lily ur not cis
proof me wrong fag
trish goff shitposting before image limit
>>6240473
I guess everyone becomes snobby about their hobbies. I love to cook so I rarely buy prepackaged stuff when I know I'd enjoy making my own more and usually it'll be tastier that way too.
>>6240477
>>6240470
we made pizza once in mine and someone from another group threw up on my sleeve after eating theirs and I had to go home and shower and throw away my shirt :(
>>6240462
>Living.
I wish I could help :\ I think once you start hrt you might find yourself stabilizing a bit. before I started I was a suicidal wreck but that mostly subsided and has been really manageable since then
i want kayla to kiss me desu
>In the film Age of Adaline, Adaline Bowman has miraculously remained a youthful 29 years of age for nearly eight decades, never allowing herself to get close to anyone lest they discover her secret. However, a chance encounter with a charismatic philanthropist named Ellis Jones (Michiel Huisman) reawakens Adaline's long-suppressed passion for life and romance. When a weekend with Ellis' parents threatens to expose the truth, Adaline makes a decision that changes her life forever.
why is this movie so relatable tho?
>>6240484
>tfw at my most depressed and apathetic my mom will just ask me if I'm sick
>>6240501
whats her secret?
>>6240500
eww
can I have some (You)s? ._.
>>6240497
Yeah, cooking is pretty fun. I really otter make some salsa one of these days. No real motivation to when there's some just sitting in the fridge though.
new thread
>>6240504
>>6240504
>>6240504
>>6240507
She's a highlander
>>6240512
here have some ego
>>6240484
>2) because I never smile around them anymore, so sitting in a dark room for 36 hours is pretty much just, "slightly worse than usual"
Get on my level, my folks don't even notice anymore if I spend 7+ days without leaving the house.
>>6240507
she's gained eternal life and she's 109 desu
>>6240521
BUT HOW!
>>6240512
hi *makes a heart with fingers*
>>6239566
can't stop watching that webm, why is she so perfect
![[threesome3].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/2vUId1g.jpg "[threesome3]")
