manlet apreciation edition
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> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
> No teams
> No transbians
Let's do our best, girls!
old trainwreck >>6235410
hows ur day been going /mtfg/
>manlet appreciation
>no transbians
burn this thread
who /virgin/ here?
>>6236863
should had taken that part out, my bad.
you have a pass but it better be short girls!
>>6236860
Going okay. Getting kinda anxious since I ran out of pills thuogh.
>tfw weekend
>tfw friday night
>tfw insides are still twitching
>>6236855
what if i can appreciate manlets for what they are but i'd just never want to date one
is that ok? they can be nice guys sometimes.
>>6236867
jelly ;3;
>>6236863
yeah idk how manlets can be anything but transbians
>>6236866
aw :c how long do you have to go off them?
Fuck I hate the way I look. Forever a hun. :C
>>6236869
no, you're not allowed to have appearance preferences
would you a Seth Green?
>>6236855
Not interested in *man*lets, obviously. But short girls are incredibly cute. Giantesses too. And albinos. I guess I just like extraordinary people.
>>6236872
A week or two, they're already on their way. Gonna try out injections for hormones instead of pills.
we had just been friends for a really long time, so. telling her i would destroy her and drop her etc was me being as nice as i could.
in any other situation with anyone else i would have done much worse. but i mean idk, we're ok now i guess? we just don't really talk now. obvi.
>>6236864
who /never going to lose their virginity because they're completely disgusting/ here?
>>6236882
ah well im glad its not too long
stay safe
>>6236875
iktf.
ooh thats me!
>>6236877
;___; WHY NOT
>>6236889
i love those twitter posts lmao
>>6236891
who is taking the picture? spiderman?
>>6236869
No I am sorry, like this stuff hurt and I'm hurt and tired, I never felt like we fixed any of it. I just desperately wanted to be back in the Facebook group, and you to realize that you were basically it for me, literally no one even crossed my mind for a second, but we never solved that, we never solved any of it and it piled up.
That's the reason I over reacted to the purposely bad photos of me in girl mode being tagged when I'm not out yet, that's why we couldn't fix you removing me from the Facebook group I really loved being part of and was using as a healthy alternative to 4chan, that's why I came back here
I don't know of course I'm sorry that got out of hand
>>6236896
spiderman a best wingman
>>6236895
I love Marina and the diamonds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1eQLw0Nwto
>>6236896
made me remember another of my favorite tall girl couples.
>>6236903
a bit of a creeper though
>>6236889
Kill me pls
>>6236887
Granted I still have some estrogen but that won't keep the testosterone at bay on it's own. I've cut down on doses before to ration but never just gone without. But thanks.
>>6236917
>Granted I still have some estrogen but that won't keep the testosterone at bay on it's own
estrogen is an antiandrogen as well you can at the very least reduce your T levels massively with it.
if its just for a short time Id go up to 8mg E
>>6236917
don't worry too much about this, but I remember form HS that if the body has an influx of a certain hormone it will start a process of feedback to compensate for it, so just using E will make your T levels rise faster.
Of course, I saw this almost a decade ago so I might be wrong.
>>6236912
>tfw no superhuman amazon gf
Sirona still here?
>>6236901
i'm not gonna repeat this again.
you've literally had me blocked for over a month on facebook because sonic tagged you in pictures on it that you didn't like after i told her not to do it.
the only reason i even removed you from it was because you told me you were removing every tranny from your facebook.
so then i removed maddie, and yume, and adri from it, and then removed you at the end.
after that i wasn't going to add you back to my private chat with 4 of my close irl friends, who you hadn't blocked.
idk why we even have to have this conversation. how disrespectful to me and selfish could you be to never even try to unblock me, and to constantly get mad at me for my feelings on the matter?
like literally stop. you brought allllll of this to 4chan. there's so much shit that i have not talked about specifically for this reason.
all you've done since we broke up is omit shit, and try to get me to hate you. like omitting the fact that before i even posted on 4chan about our breakup, you had already told me you were calling your ex to get back together with her, or trying to one up me like it's a contest when i was just trying to focus on being happy and going back to the way i used to be so i could feel fulfilled again. like congratulations, you're accomplishing your goal. i'm sick of your shit. i'm not talking about this anymore, and i implore you to stop as well.
>>6236907
my themes are eitherrr
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gj5L9SYhoSE
orrr https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_orsY7C7yk
i wish i could see her live, she's perfect ;__;
>>6236922
I tend to skeep Barda because I'll never be valkryie mode no matter how much I try, but it would be pretty hot.
>>6236885
You'll get better. Your real problem is your weight. Someday, something will click and you'll manage to start fixing that. Just don't tell yourself it will never happen.
>>6236879
You're not allowed to be a transbian if you are a disgusting old hon.
>>6236925
Poor thing
>>6236921
>>6236926
the feedback loop exists, but it cant overcome the E levels we re talking about. especially if your body is used to having no T it shouldnt be triggered to any meaningful extend
>>6236934
Tell that to the cis lesbians who keep hitting on me every time I spend the evening at the local dyke dive. Actually, I might even let myself be tempted by one of them once my brand new vagina is ready for a test drive.
>>6236925
I love those songs as well!!
but I think bubblegum bitch fits me better
>tfw people call me a child or a brat alot
>>6236923
shes online in skype, but I dont think she is in the thread
>>6236938
thanks, knowing that should help me if I end up in a pinch.
how is the hangover working? did you fix it with some morning excercise?
>>6236939
Why do you look 20 years older than you actually are?
Morning girls ^~^
>>6236946
gmooorningg
how are u?
>>6236945
If you think I look 58 in those pics, you're deluded...
>>6236939
Whats your neopuss look like? Are you happy with the results?
>>6236946
Morning Basic.
I'm sick.
How are you?
>>6236946
hi basic!
what are your feelings on manlets?
>>6236936
neither of us needs any pity. things just need to stop being so fucking dramatic lmao
like all i want is to not talk about this, or all of the shit i had to put up with for months dating her when i was all in love with her and she could barely say anything nice about me on 4chan because she was too busy trolling me for "negative attention." her words, btw. that she purposely hurt me for that reason. like let me fucking talk about dick and being shallow again in peace, i swear to fucking god.
>>6236942
a-are you a bubblegum bitch? you never crossed me as a child or a brat ;-;
>>6236946
good morning basic!! how are you?
So now we know who the mean trips are who are the nice ones?
>>6236949
You look like an old woman covered in makeup. My mother is like a decade older but looks younger than you.
>>6236951
Looks pretty natural, thankfully not like an uncanny valley porn pussy, though it's a cute innie. Also, pretty much completely healed two weeks after surgery, so I can enjoy shopping in Bangkok already and most likely the hotel swimming pool a couple days from now.
>>6236939
I see your overconfidence, it reminds me of myself, and then I start to question if I'm a delusional hon like you too.
>>6236959
im the nicest person here you fucking hon
>>6236964
na-ah, i'm waaay nicer than you, bitch
>>6236956
no pity, got it
You ever see a particularly nasty dick?
one where you were like "thanks but no thanks?"
>>6236956
I am not a bitch I think, but I am really immature in a lot of ways. I only function cause my bf catches me everytime I fall on my face (which happens A LOT)
>you never crossed me as a child or a brat ;-;
I dont think Ive ever crossed you in anything tho :P
>>6236960
Obviously, I had a ton of make up on, it was a photoshoot. I use minimal makeup in my daily life.
>>6236956
awh, another relationship falling apart because you're a hoe? good for faye, she deserves better than a whore.
>>6236959
Im pretty nice, if I like you.
>>6236971
wait that's you?
thats your best fucking pic and you never post it
>>6236964
>>6236967
you fucking cunts aren't nearly as nice as i am. take a seat in the bleachers. you men.
>>6236968
LMAO YES ACTUALLY.
my friend lydia has had a lot of experience with that, which i think is hilarious. have you ever seen one like that?? it hasn't happened to me often i will admit.
>>6236969
....tru.
have we ever had an instance in which we haven't gotten along, come to think of it?
>>6236971
you look MUCH better withuot make up, why do you keep posting the hon-est pics?
>>6236972
I'd say at least she deserves better than detransitioning to fit with her family and way of life.
>>>/ck/7696655
IT'S THAT EASY, WHY ARE YOU STILL A HON?
>>6236978
have you ever found one of those curved dicks that have like a knot and then turns to the side? the stuff of nightmares and there is porn with people like that. not fetish porn, like they were sure there was nothing weird with it.
>>6236980
Because that last photoshoot I did before leaving for Bangkok has given me plenty of amusing pictures to post?
>>6236984
>What kind of sick?
Food poisoning.
I may have gotten a burger from a shady takeaway.
>>6236978
It was something from tales from the crypt. Bulbous and a twisted. Just got up and left, got in the car and drove home >.<
Couldn't even speak I was super rude but just had to get out
>>6236988
I guess they are more fun, but you look so good in an angle that usually recks your face. You could make your own funny pics, it's not as if this was /p/
>>6236925
It was super childish never to unblock you, I wanted you to meet me half way and talk about it more, and I kept using it as leverage, but we never did.
And like I hoped I could have been friends with them too, we spent three days with them, and took care of one on drugs, I saw us as a team, so not being like, hey let's forget this and let's fix it! Hurt. Like I constantly felt like I had to do everything because you couldn't be wrong.
It was disrespectful, I'm just not used to this style of relationship, like this role of eating everything I feel. I've never had a fight before outside of being cheated on. In about 20 years
I mean about my ex.. I asked you twice if you were sure it was over, and the after that I said I was going to call her to not be alone and that it was a mistake. I wished it was you, that I could hug you goodbye but.. It's what I had.
Y..eah I got to the last part.. I mean I'm still processing it , it hurts. It hurts worse that it hurts you
>>6236989
I live near a football stadium and whenever someone is playing or we have a match it fills with people selling food, I always buy it because I have bad experiences with places that sell meat and never had any poisoning. How shady was it?
>>6236996
"It opened last week and the floor is dirty" shady.
I don't think it will be open much longer.
>>6236991
Honestly, modeling has played a decent part in making me feel beautiful.
>>6236984
>But short guys are just as lush as tall guys.
you're cool on my book
>>6236982
hagface might as well detransition, he'd make leading appearances at drag shows at least.
>>6236999
I ate here once
http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/inside-filthy-kebab-shop-meat-6635286
almost died lmfao
literally
Is it safe to post here? No edie Faye drama?
>>6237000
You are far from beautiful. You look like my grandfather in a wig.
>>6237008
The edie/faye drama is in full swing, talk to me on skype instead
>>6236999
kek
at least you didn't buy sushi there
>>6237000
it's just that I had a mental image of you that was okay, and then seeing you without your face caked really impressed me.
>>6237008
like ten posts before you, but it has calmed down a lot. last thread was an hilarious trainwreck.
>>6237008
Nope. Still drama. :/
Just pretend it isn't happening.
>>6236850
>don't let that stop you from thinking it's all possible because it is
There are other factors in there too like time. I don't want to be 30 when I move out of here or something so I'm trying to aim for a bit shorter term than that which is troublesome because I honestly don't know what avenues there are that I should/could work towards.
>I'm a lesser man than any other
Well you've come to the right place then :^)
On a more serious note your head sounds like a wild ride, I wish I could say something smart here but I honestly have nothing helpful I can offer. I guess it's good that you're self-aware of all this at least?
>>6236851
>I did kill off a memory construct that was slowly taking up all of my mindscape like a cancerous growth.
I'm glad you're better or at least getting better?
>>6237008
what the fuck is that.
that drink looks well nasty lmao
>>6236989
Sounds like you made a bad choice. What strain of E. coli do you think it is?
fuuuuuuck spiro was suposed to arrive today but the post office is closed .-.
>>6237010
i genuinely wonder how she ended up getting the photoshoot. she had to have paid off the photographer to do it just for an ego boost.
>>6236984
i'm gooooooooood. talkin bout boys and all that jazz, you know, good things. what time is it for you?? lmao
>>6236986
....a knot????
>>6236990
L M A O
WHAT?!?!?!
TWISTED?!?!?! DICKS CAN TWIST?!?!!?
>>6236995
it was very childish, and i shouldn't have had to meet you halfway after you were the one who ran from me to begin with. i did absolutely nothing wrong, and what you deemed wrong was a misunderstanding at best. you blocking me, and telling me you were 'cleaning up your facebook' so i could go find out you blocked me on my own, and treating me like i was some 4chan tranny trash who had no real importance to you was not a misunderstanding. what you're used to is someone who you can call up, or say mean shit to, or use however you want, and who will still forgive you no matter what you do to them, and who will constantly run to you, and be emotionally dependent on you at all times. i am not that. i am not the bitch who comes sprinting back to someone who dumped me because they were dumped. but that's clearly what you want, and need. so go be happy with your girlfriend now, and PLEASE let me try to do the same.
>>6237020
have you ever tried mixing water, yoghurt and salt? its a popular drink in turkey and its p. good desu. good for digestion apparently
>>6236956
Let's see, you are
Beautiful, put together, forward thinking sexy, passionate, best kisser ever, intelligent, clever.
I loved how our switch sexualities ebbed and flowed together, I loved how you brought groups of people together and made their lives better, I loved every plan you ever told me, I loved ctrl fing for your name and reading everything you ever wrote, I liked ctrl fing mine and seeing your love notes, I loved just every moment we got to spend together, each one was one of the best days of my life and it was addicting.
I wish you had used the word love because I was afraid You never felt like you felt like I did and I didn't know how to handle that so I just wanted you to show it in some way, just humor something.
uhm yah .... >.>
>>6237018
>What strain of E. coli do you think it is?
Good question. I doubt it matters since I vomited it up before it hit my gut. And my immune system seems to be Wolverine-tier. I'm tired, but I'm feeling better, and it's only been a few hours.
>>6237020
>Took days to recover.
I got threadworm from a pizza place once... not fun.
>>6237024
>TWISTED?!?!?! DICKS CAN TWIST?!?!!?
You can tear the muscle and it reforms the wrong way.
>>6236978
I faintly remember there being a disagreement in 2013/4. but it wasnt drama/ugly or anything (or I would remember :^) )
>>6236943
I dont really have a hangover, I drank lots of water last night and just feel a little sick (like the taste of lingering bitterness in my throat)
>>6237028
Projectile vomiting? Green, yellow, or clear? Or was it just masticated food. This questions are nontrivial. These ones are: did you have a fever? Shortness of breath? Any calve pain?
>>6237025
I was onboard for yogurt soda but salty yogurt water.. idk
>was supposed to go in to work today
>get told an hour before yr shift starts that you aren't on the Saturday list anymore because you were out all week
Ree etc.
>>6236895
I wish I had more on here lol
>>6236913
Only if you kill me!
>>6236989
Gomen that fucking sucks. Iktf tho. Just got over a week of unknown stomach bug thing desu. Feel better fampai.
>>6237028
did you vomit alot? yu should replenish electrolytes, if you dont have any pharmacy bought try mixing salt sugar and water.
>>6237042
its not that salty, just a pinch more or less, its good, imo atleast
>>6237029
<3 how are you today?
>>6237008
SORRY RED LMAO I NEED TO STOP EVEN RESPONDING
it's just hard cause there's feels behind it obviously so i keep wanting to say something, and get upset. but i hate derailing the thread.
>>6237028
...WHAT?!?!?!?
IS THIS A COMMON THING???? TWISTED DICKS?????????
>>6237029
i kind of remember that too? but not really. i'm glad we're frands now. altho what's your skype?
>>6237032
i don't wannttt to talkkk about it anymoreee annnyywhhereeee. i'm sorry, you're right, no one cares. i just want it to stop ;__;
>>6237040
I POSTED A FEW OF THEM EARLIER. did you read any of them at all? they were ok i think. flannel liked them.
>>6237043
l m a o wtf is going on in that pic?!
>tfw ottoman senpai wants you dead
AHHHHHHHH
I need like 20-30 more years to be strong enough to stop them
>>6237036
Projectile, masticated food, with bile and clear acid. I had a fever, but it's calmed since.
>>6237040
>Oooh :( I'm sorry. Fluids + bedrest!
Working on it. It's hard to swallow with a swolen uvula though.
>>6237043
>unknown stomach bug thing desu.
My condolences. That sucks.
>>6237044
>did you vomit alot?
Uh... yeah. As in, vomited until there was nothing but bile. Not fun.
>>6237050
>IS THIS A COMMON THING?
I have seen a few. I mean, There's lopsided, and then there's "twisted" the latter being highly uncommon, but it's not unusual for a penis to point more commonly to one side.
I do not know how I know this.
>>6237052
>That's always bad news :/
I'm recovering. I should be back on my feet by evening.
>>6237050
no one ever cared, you and faye should feel bad for shitting up the general over your failed romance. I man ffs you're a sex worker, you should know youre just an object and not fit for real love.
>>6237051
EU4?
>>6237054
then you should really try to drink either sugar+salt+water mix, some gatorade type drink or buy electrolytes in a pharmacy. itll make you feel better quicker
>>6237055
Fuck. It certainly does not fit me to say that, but being a sex worker doesn't make one an object or unable to love and being loved. I'm not even saying this for Edie's sake, the woman I love once was a sex worker.
>>6237060
I'll get some lucozade in me. Mostly though it's just my throat that hurts now. The acid means my tonsils and uvula are swollen...
Do a lot of people here work in healthcare? Or just savvy to the lexicon?
>>6237066
>uvula
read that as vulva
confusing for several reasons
>>6237056
yus. I am going for Prester John. I am probably stronger than everything but France and Ottomans cause I am sitting at 80k soldiers, but the ottos have 135k, and I have no vision on europe, so I have a hard time finding allies :<
>>6237054
get well soon ;~;
>>6237050
FieseOmaMitHut
I am very unlikely to message anyone first ever though, unless theres a good reason, nothing to do with other people, just an anxiety thing.
>>6237049
hello! <3 I had a pretty taxing and great last night :3
my hangover isnt bad at all and I feel kinda okay.
no studying today, I gave my bf the weekend off.
>>6237024
>....a knot????
http://www.mypeyronies.com/image-files/drawing-bent-penis-peyronies-plaque-scar.jpg
>>6237050
I read the flannel ones and I got all hornied up...but wow there were like 500 threads! How can you not sleep E? I'm still nodding off. Hahahaha
>Twisted dicks
After I have had a busy day and I've tucked the whole day, my penis is twisted like the bottom of the shaft is facing me...it takes a while to get back. Should I worry about this? It still works. Hahahaha
>The feels make me do stuff
Oh bby, I feel you. It's going to be ok :).
>>6237065
It's a job, it had absolutely 0 to do with anything.
>>6237072
Vomiting through your pussy would definitely call for an instant trip to the ER, methinks.
>>6237015
Oh of course, with time constraints it's different then. I mean if it were the UK id have more an idea of getting a bit of money in your pocket :/
When I was desperate for work I remember taking up jobs at service stations for nightshifts and cleaning an auditorium after dark. Stuff kind of isolated, is it a qualification, job avaliability or some other issue?
Hey its okay I mean i know what caused it and I know when it's taking over I Just need to make active steps. I mean I'm starting small I can hold conversations verbally with folks again enough to deal with service people or retail. Just kind of trying to go day to day until i'm back in university then i dont really know wha ti'll do but i'll be there so i'll deal with it then.
Well I appreciate the talk but I have to go for a while, i think i'll be back though. It was nice to be able to talk with you.
>>6237076
Well ofc, a hon like you could never get sex unless you paid for it. Her job is the only reason you both ever were together.
>>6237072
>Reading words of sex in food poisoning story
Perv! ;p
>Edie will never break your heart
JDIMSA
>>6237089
>especially because sirona doesn't have one (yet?)
Not even on HRT.
Life is cruel.
>>6237054
i mean....my GT kind of points a little to the left, i think? but it's not super noticeable. but twisted?!?!?
i need photographic evidence of this lmao!!
>>6237073
i'm literally the same way but i'm gonna try to message you first desu lol
>>6237074
OHHHH, that's a knot? i thought that was just like pointing upwards or w/e
>>6237075
idk all of this dramarama has kept me wide awake desu. plus i can't even work this weekend so i'm just in hell rn AHAHAH
<333 love u sass. how are you doing with everything???
>>6237087
L M A O
the sad part is this has happened so much. which, even if it's not because i'm a horrible slutty satanic sex toy, is prob because i pick the wrong people.
so it's all my fault really.
>>6237079
>Acid and swollen throat
I do a sodium bicarbonate + water gargle and that helps that nasty taste and burnt feeling subside. :)
You don't need to drink like liters of water, just sips up til you can handle something bigger, maybe some consommé ?
>>6237025
I tried that, it's horrible and you shouldn't be recomending that
>>6237052
>:3 thanks for making me smile anon
I really like that design of Barda, I might pick up the comic...
>>6237065
well, you have to understand that a couple boards to the side whe have /r9k/ with people saying that if you had sex once you're tarnished forever and have no worth. overall we're pretty forward thinking.
>>6237091
>OHHHH, that's a knot? i thought that was just like pointing upwards or w/e
that's pretty tame, I've seen 90º angles with an inflated part in the division in regular porn. it's not natural, though, you have to really hurt yourself.
The autism displayed in the last half a dozen threads has filled me with disgust.
>>6237054
Hope you get better soon, though I must admit I have for some inexplicable reason always liked vomiting. Not self-induced vomiting thankfully.
>>6237072
Now that's a mental image I could have lived without
>>6237081
>is it a qualification, job avaliability or some other issue
Well here in fin it's all 3. Low end jobs are scarce and people are highly educated so you get to pick the best people for the jobs and never even have to look towards someone like me without any school past high school and 0 days of work experience. For finding work abroad it's also qualification issue I guess, I don't know if I got any skills that are marketable enough for someone to want to hire me abroad, let alone outside europe.
>Well I appreciate the talk but I have to go for a while, i think i'll be back though. It was nice to be able to talk with you.
Was my pleasure! If you wanna add me on discord or steam or something I'm always online on those, no pressure
>>6237097
Maybe you should stop posting then
Tfw I hope I get into a car accident and die today
broken penises:
https://www.google.com/search?q=peyronies&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjij7KNl-vMAhUDEJAKHXC3DZEQ_AUIBygB&biw=1680&bih=908
>>6237075
do you tuck just for dysphoria or do you present female?
>>6237091
>i need photographic evidence of this lmao!!
I'll give a less...disturbing image.
I wish I could spoiler this...
Not for the faint of heart.
http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1464-410X.2007.06551.x/pdf
>>6237092
>I do a sodium bicarbonate + water gargle
It'll fade with time.I'll try to keep down some anti-inflamatories and painkillers in a bit.
>>6237098
>I must admit I have for some inexplicable reason always liked vomiting.
I know the feeling. It means there's less food in me, and I won't be eating much for the rest of the day. I hate the aftermath, but it's nice to know I'm getting all the crap I've consumed out of my system.
>>6237095
Well, I'm asexual. Physiologically so. I don't have a sex drive, I can feel neither desire nor pleasure. Yet, almost always for the sake of love, it's almost certain I've had more sex than all of /r9k/ put together, so...
>>6237109
>It means there's less food in me, and I won't be eating much for the rest of the day
Idk I don't really like throwing up food at all but gagging stomach acid is all good for me. Silly stuff I know.
>>6237110
You are broken, an organisms main function is to live long enough to reproduce. See a therapist and get on some medication, being asexual means there is something wrong with you.
>>6237095
>>6237109
w h a t
i literally thought of like a penis in a knot lmao
sorry i'm dumb af. i've def seen kind of twisted dicks, but i don't think i ever cared before desu ;-;
that guys dick is niceee in that pic btw
>>6237106
WTF IS THIS UNGODLINESS?????
>>6237089
>I played it waaayyy too much and I got bored of it though ;_;
I played like 1500 hours ._. still not bored though! or rather, its really comfy to play while posting
I am kinda fucked in this game though, france is weak and too far away to ally, spain doesnt like me, austria is too weak, commonwealth didnt form and russia doesnt like me either/too far away
sadface
>>6237110
>asexual
>>6237095
honestly i like it alot. Maybe not on a daily basis but after i eat a shitton, its nice to drink a glass.
>>6237091
>Drama
I know, there's like this wanting to express the right combination of words to finally say what you want to say and then you'll have gotten out of your system, but there's always just one more thing to say, right?
>How am I
You know how when bad things happen and you wake up and you're hazy and all that happened still could to be just a bad dream.. and then your stomach fills with like butterflies when you realize it's literally not and you'll have to face it but the bed feels so warm and comfortable?
Hahahaha but i have to pee again >:(
I think I finished drafting my game plan. It's going to be hard, but it might work :)
How are you feeling? Why aren't you working this weekend? That's like one of the best earning days for cam, right?
<333 u too E!
>>6237117
>WTF IS THIS UNGODLINESS?????
another example of the same issue
apparently it's easy to break your penis
>>6237115
I know what's wrong with me. Melancholic depression, psychotic grade. Therapy is useless. The only things that can bring a temporary change are tricyclic antidepressants and electroshocks. Too much of a gamble for a short reprieve.
Welp time for another laser session. Hope I don't cry this time. Wish me luck!
>>6237112
I dunno then. I've been told that I'm bulimic, but I never induce it myself. It just so happens that I don't like that I don't have the willpower to stop myself from consuming too many calories each day.
I've cut down, which is good. 3 cans of pringles everyday was more expensive than smoking, and made me expand at a ridiculous rate, but I can't stop... It's annoying because I just can't force myself to diet.
>>6237129
Good luck Basic.
>>6237090
life is, indeed, pretty fucking cruel
>>6237119
>1500 hours
w-wow
I was on like 700-750 or something
in the end I got way too into map modding, and when paradox eventually did fix some of the map, I just couldn't be bothered updating my mod and fixing the rest
I tried to keep playing but the fluoro playdough map with horribly shaped provinces got too much for my map-staring ocd to bear
>>6237129
There's a constant stream of tears going down my face when I'm getting laser.
>>6237120
Not a choice, you know. Having a brain that functions in a totally different (and dysfunctional) way from the rest of humanity isn't a pleasant thing. Not that I'd know a pleasant thing if it hit me in the face anyway.
>>6237106
Wow, yes I tuck for dysphoria. I didn't know this was a thing. I wish I was presenting female.
Wow but no, my penis isn't like all those pics after tucking... its more like it's upside down? Hahahaha like the ridge of the glans is touching the teste sack?...like if it did a 180° twist.
>>6237139
Weird. It's pretty much painless to me. The stings aren't strong or long lasting enough to be called pain.
>>6237124
exactly that, sass. in point, as always. #sassfirstclass
i'm sorry that everything is happening in the way it is. .___. like you still have loads of time, but it obviously fucking sucks.
also are you getting used to the spiro peeing yet? lmao
also my webcam broke, and they were supposed to get my new one to me by yesterday, but apparently ups "had a delay"
so now it won't be here until monday. because they fucking suck lol
>>6237127
jesus christ
i love dick too much to witness these tragedies...
>>6237129
>>6237139
>tfw extremely pale skin so laser doesn't hurt at all
>>6237130
I wish I could afford eating habits like that to be honest. It's hard to gain weight
>>6237141
>minecraft
lol, I never got the appeal of that. I really hate sandbox games.
I also have like 2000 hours in cs go and probably played wc3 for 3000-4000
luckily I never got into WoW though
Hello and good morning
ps just a casual reminder that taytay is 5'11" and has 33" hips
stay chill errybody
I'm going to bed
>>6237142
imagine looking at porn and a random video that had an interesting thumbnail has one of those.
>3 hrs sleep
>gotta take a plane
>gotta show airport security my manly drivers licence photo
>my feet hurt
>>6237141
>spend a day getting mods and configuring everything
>play for 5 minutes then stop
:/
>>6237156
yeah, but we find out last night that it was you in the kitchen with the candlestick
>>6237145
Have you given her a Sassysnack yet
>>6237149
>I wish I could afford eating habits like that to be honest.
So do I... It means I could buy pills.
>>6237150
>wc3 for 3000-4000
NERD!
(How even? Does not compute!)
>>6237157
>play for 5 minutes then stop
WEAKLING!
(Get FTB, it sorts it all out for you. Then have a plan for a build)
>>6237156
There there. I'm sure your day will get better.
>>6237156
Let me fasttrack you through the system at the airport!
of course you MIGHT end up on a Plane to Düsseldorf or Dortmund by 'accident' but thats a risk you might have to take bby <3
>>6237142
do you wanna share how it went with mom or it's better to leave it foggy?
Also, what are your feels on manlets?
>>6237165
>tfw Phien will never kidnap you and force you to live under her burning hot roof
>tfw women come in all shapes and sizes but you still need literally tens of thousands of dollars worth of surgery to fix your busted body and face that was ruined by testosterone
>>6237156
Could be worse
I just had an older trans woman tell me that I should detrans because I don't pass
>>6237152
yaasss good morning qween
>>6237156
lmao iktf. at least they won't pat you down and find a dick desu, it'll all be ok ;__;
>>6237162
w-what's a sassysnack?
>>6237148
That's not how it works retard you are getting scammed by your tech.
>>6237177
don't let CFH bully you :^) !
>>6237119
>>6237135
>>6237141
We comparing playtimes aka. neet e-gt? I got:
>3000 ish hours on League of Legends
>3000 ish on Guild Wars 2
>840 on spiral knights
>720 on warframe
Beyond that nothing too interesting. I guess i did get 1k hours on one of the pokemon games, I think Sapphire? (the GBA one)
>>6237176
SLAY GORL. How are you today?
>people tell me that hrt makes it harder to get erections, harder to stay erect, the usual
>hit 4 months hrt, test is rock bottom
>less sex drive, ok, sure, don't feel the urge to do it at all pretty much
>when actually doing it to make sure it doesn't shrivel up it's harder than ever, easier to stay hard and orgasms are more intense than any i've ever had before
was i fucking memed on?
>>6237176
>w-what's a sassysnack?
It's where you feed Sass a (you)
Let me demonstrate.
>>6237142
Sassysnack~
>>6237179
>all that LoL
had I known you before I could had presented a friend to you.
>>6237154
casual reminder that without professional makeup artists, professional photographers, and photoshop, Taylor swift looks like a squint eyed giant.
>>6237180
Please stop talking like a disgusting drag queen
>>6237178
Who
>>6237172
>tfw women come in all shapes and sizes except yours
fuck
>>6237185
seconded
>>6237179
>3000 ish on Guild Wars 2
>tfw 8000h
Marry me though
>>6237183
Hm?
>>6237194
Maybe. Depends on who you are
>>6237180
YOU BETTER WERK SWEETIE(:
um i'm doing pretty good. thinkin bout DICK. how are you? what are your exciting saturday plans?
>>6237182
oh, i always feed sassy a sassysnack then lol
she's one of my favs
>>6237162
It's sure to get better once I get there but I swear my new driver's licence is bad enough that I'd be willing to pay like 50 dollars for a new one. I look manlier than I did pre-hrt, verified by someone who knew me pretransition.
>>6237165
<3
Can you give me any tips on sneaking into the international wing, I want to make sure I can make that flight to Germany
>>6237161
Was I playing with mustard's or plum's candlestick?
>>6237174
>people unironically suggesting detransitioning rather than voice or mannerisms
>>6237176
>tfw you miss pre-op patdowns
It made the day so much more exciting to wonder if someone would accidentally ur dick.
>>6237198
>Hm?
I knew a guy that really romantized meeting people through LoL after it happened with decent results around him. He's married now, though. I doubt he would had anything against trannies.
>>6237200
My voice needs work but my mannerisms are ok.
But it shows that apperance is the big chunk of it and this woman destroyed me
>tfw you finally get to admit that you loved Edie
>tfw you got to read that she had too
I don't know why but I really did cry, it was like a huge amount of anxiety was lifted and everything else went away, even though I knew she was gone I'm kinda happy now.
>>6237199
I need to do some self care today... Clean, shave my legs. I might take a bath and use my last bath bomb c:
>>6237207
eh... I guess it's better than Pizzaslut's live twitting of her dates.
>>6237198
I am anon, who else?
>>6237177
>tfw get charged 15$ a session
I'm definitely getting scammed anon
>>6237178
<3
>>6237213
what? no! stop impersonating me!
>>6237213
Agrona?
>>6237215
>having a double digit IQ
>>6237171
one day anon!
though we will probably move to cologne next year
and live in a comfy house.
>>6237179
Ive never been a NEET in my life though...
>>6237200
Ill have my infiltration team on it :3
how long will the flight be?
Who here craving girlcock right now?
>>6237218
I don't know who that is, I am literally just anon.
>>6237200
l m a o seriously?!?!
it stressed me tf out. then having to be like 'i have a dick' to the TSA ladies.... sooooOOO awkward.
>>6237209
omg what kind of bath bomb is it? let me live vicariously through u
>>6237225
whatttt if i'm craving mancock?
>>6237203
Ah I see, the wording confused me a bit in the context. I haven't played the game for like a year because it gave me mad RSI that hurt my drawing. I played in a somewhat tryhard amateur team that did pretty well in tournaments. After my best friend at the time stopped playing and I was left with 3 tryhards with attitude problems and just one person who I actually liked I quit and the team disbanded. Some of the players moved onto sponsored teams which makes me wonder if I coulda pursued esport moneys...
>>6237213
Pls no bully. Add me on steam and stop being an anon, name is Unii with a flower at the end
>>6237222
>Ive never been a NEET in my life though...
Be glad this isn't that fun for more than like 6 months.
>>6237234
>Be glad this isn't that fun for more than like 6 months.
I didnt attend uni for like 2 years though, I was enrolled, but not technically NEET, still handed in the occasional paper tho.
>>6237206
Idk in the video you posted you didn't give the impression of someone who looked relaxed a lot of the time, it's body language that I can see someone clocking with.
You pass flawlessly in photos, you are clocky in video. It's all in how you're moving and speaking, your appearance isn't the issue. Appearance is maybe like 30% of passing at the most anyways.
>>6237222
I think I need to transfer planes to a prop plane at some point but I'll be in the air about 2 hours. Plenty of time to work on some cover letters and resumes
How are you today?
>>6237225
Does boycock count?
>>6237230
No not seriously lmao, it did make the day more interesting though. It's awkward as fug tho yeah
I remember it being awkward as fug to show my passport photo (guy) to customs when I was grilmode and didn't resemble the photo at all, he looked ready to pull me aside for questioning after looking at my photo for like a whole minute.
>>6237220
>tfw dumb blonde
>>6237225
How about just cuddles for now and we worry about the gt later?
>>6237237
>I didnt attend uni for like 2 years though, I was enrolled, but not technically NEET, still handed in the occasional paper tho.
Well I hope you had more social life than I do. I see about as many people as solitary confinement inmates.
>>6237230
I got it from ulta and it's rose scented with petals in the bomb c:
>>6237241
Then what should I do?
I feel so lost in everything
I wish people would put their trips back on so I can filter their despicable hon garbage
>>6237250
<3
>driving brother and his friends home drunk
>they are talking in the back while i drive silently
>"wow you should be so glad that you have a brother, sisters are lame m8"
>"your sister is fit as fuck tho"
>"yeah but she wouldn't pick us up drunk at 3am like anon"
mfw
Post fav trips and why they are your fav trips
>>6237254
Anon because she's cute and is the best bully.
>>6237254
birdie
>>6237145
Yeah, but life is like that, it's not how you want it be, it's more of living it how you want to...doing the best with the cards you've been dealt.
Like now that you have weekend off you should text ginger about brunch hahahaha. All day fucksfest is an actual possibility for you now!
>>6237152
Good morning madame
>>6237167
Oh mom...it was wierd because she wasn't visiting me just to talk about me being a trans, but telling me that I should start figuring what to do with myself because the apartment that I'm living in would be liquidated along with all my deceased grandmother's estate for inheritance purposes :(.
So since I don't have the US$200k to buy the apartment, I can go back to living with them but dressing up won't be a thing that's permitted there...and my current job thing where I did freelance graphic design in order to permit me dressing as a girl here doesn't/wouldn't pay rent anywhere...so I'm drafting a gameplan and doing numbers to see what I can do, but I just want to put it off and sleep all day. Hahahaha
Manlets? Ha! Since I'm 5'11" most all the people her are manlets, one of my boyfriends was like 5'7" but he was awesomely strong and could manhandle me in bed...that was awesome. Hahahaha. I would lie if I told you I don't care since I prefer tall guys 6'2"" and over, but if you're cool, and we have chemistry I'll give anyone a chance, but 5'7" would be like manlet cut off point for me.
>>6237172
IKTF
>>6237182
<333 u :3
>Tfw you really like Edie and look up to her but kinda worried that what ppl are saying about her laughing at some tricks behind their back is true
>>6237260
These are all shit irrelevant autistic new trips
>>6237264
the issue was properly discussed and it was a non issue.
now, I worry a bit that you admire people from 4chan
>>6237250
You don't have me filtered do you anon? I try not to annoy people...
>it starts raining.
You know, normally I hate this, but it's actually quite nice right now. It's quite calming to listen to the rain patter down on the window from the comfort of bed.
>>6237254
Edie is understanding and listens
Puru is Puru. I don't know why I like her but I do.
Basic because the Irish have to stick together.
Elanna because silliness.
Sass because she lives up to her name.
Kellyvee because she helped me figure out my sewing machine.
Phienchen because she's calm and funny.
You know, if I type out every name it defeats the purpose of the question... I think I like everyone...
(anon, when they aren't being bullies)
>>6237265
I sort of like Anon, though
>>6237246
cuddlesex is p much what transbianism is.
>>6237269
No but after that favourites list I am.
>>6237254
red
>>6237269
>I don't know why I like her but I do.
It is okay I wouldn't be able to name a likeable trait about myself either
>>6237273
tfw no gf
>>6237230
>Craving mancock
Strong musty mancock...the one that's thick, that fills you up and makes you gag until you can control your gag reflex again? But you ruined your makeup anyway because tears are rolling down your cheeks? I want some of that. :)
>>6237264
edie talks shit about everyone here constantly, its a well known fact
Always remember to love yourself no matter what! Fuck what society thinks <3
>>6237278
>It is okay I wouldn't be able to name a likeable trait about myself either
You derp.
I'm just tired and sick. I know I listed my reasons previously. I just can't remember them right now.
>>6237284
It's time to kill yourself my man
>>6237284
I don't understand fat positivity, but I guess it has a nice message
>>6237277
get the fuck outta here
>>6237286
And I asked how did you land on 'sharp witted' and 'nice person' or whatever and you didn't reply :D
It's okay tho I won't scold you about this anymore. Enjoy the endorphins after you're done gaggin'
>Hons violating spaces with their penises today
>>6237241
did he whisper "damn, girl.... you fine.... what that dick look like ma??"
>>6237247
tfw no more bath bombs
i might need to go to ulta desu
>>6237254
everyone is my fav
>>6237259
ughhhh i mean he was drunktexting me last night so i'm kind of letting him sober up before we talk again?
he was literally like 'you're so wonderful i can't wait to see you and you're so gorgeous and wish you were here' etc and i was like cALM DOWN
>>6237264
>>6237282
>well known fact
it's a well known maymay lol
i don't care enough about the people i don't like to talk about them a lot. and the people i do like i never say bad things about.
i know so many things about so many trips here that i would never ever talk about because i love and respect them so much.
there's a line.
>>6237279
o m g
SASS LOL. you know i don't have a gag reflex, right?
>>6237292
JUST GET OUT OF YOUR HOUSE ALREADY
>>6237287
why? I'm just letting people know that body positivity is free and readily available <3
>>6237292
>'nice person'
>Enjoy the endorphins
>'sharp witted'
>and you didn't reply :D
And there you go answering your own questions!
:p
>>6237269
I only bully for your attention Sirona
>>6237284
did her leg snap from the weight
>>6237303
no, type 2 diabetes
>>6237302
You'd get more attention from me if you were nice to people!
You should know by now that bullying gets me to go anon!
>>6237299
Preach sister
>>6237259
Hiiiiiiiiii
>>6237303
no her leg supports the weight of knowing that she's alright no matter what her body looks like <3
>>6237284
Don't complain when you lose a foot to diabetes related to your lifestyle
y'all always bully me
but i'm not sure if its because you like me
>>6237248
Idk, it's hard to point to something exactly but in your video you seemed kind of agitated in how you moved. Focus on relaxing and not making tons of sudden movements. The same advice as in general applies as well: do what the women around you do, and don't think about if you're passing or not.
As for voice, just keep training it, your pitch is fine however.
>>6237297
Nooo but idk how I would have reacted. He looked like a cop stereotype, ginger and chubby with a pornstar mustache. At least he didn't arrest me because apparently they can do that rofl and he stared at my photo for a whiiile x.x
>>6237295
>some of the wisest men i know are manlets. they're really down to earth
I guess they really know how to keep their head off the clouds
>>6237298
I don't pass and there are only strangers outside that judge me with their eyes.
>>6237300
I don't really agree with that logic but alright. You're alright too though something about your mannerisms really weirds me out.
>>6237311
when you need metal supports over the support of friends and family, it is time to die
>>6237313
You are a retarded giant hon you deserve all the bullying you get and more.
>>6237310
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2k0SmqbBIpQ
>>6237297
Where do you get these drawings?
>>6237323
Hold it right there! No bullying Red!
>>6237316
>something about your mannerisms really weirds me out.
...
Huh... you're not the first to say it, but you're the first to notice it online. Most people IRL tell me that I act like a very angry 5 year old girl with a borderline personality disorder.
>>6237313
God you're cute as a button and hot like fiyah
would court/10
>>6237328
i'm used to it
too bad i'll never be a hon because I'll never claim I'm a woman
>>6237284
>fuck diets
also, fuck the backs of the poor paramedic that has to card your fat arse into the back of the ambulance when you inevitably have a blood clot?
i'm all for accepting a little bit of meat on people, but when it becomes a genuine health issue, it's probably not something we should encourage
we had a girl at university who didn't come to a tutorial because the escalators were out that day (you need a disability pass to use the lift) and she didn't have the physical ability to walk three flights of stairs.
this was the same girl who made a vocal complaint because the shape of the toilet seats meant she couldn't use the bathroom without getting stuff all over herself.
i think there is a line in the sand to be drawn. there is a difference between accepting difference and enabling an addict.
>>6237314
Not that anon but on that thought
How do I pick up on the subtle things that make you feminine, I've see girls and I can't tell what it is about their mannerisms that makes them girly
Subtlety isn't the best thing for me to pick up on
>>6237317
why not have both?
>>6237331
come feel my fiyah crotch bb
>>6237333
wish you were my woman, man whatever you want
just be mine
>>6237313
I like you but I'm too much of a wuss to bully anyone even tho you like being bullied sometimes :B
>>6237329
I wouldn't know how to explain it.
>>6237301
hi red!! how are you?
>>6237314
>chubby
dropped. i'm sorry that traumatic incident happened to you, elanna ;__; if he was cute it could have been hot...but noOOooOOoo
>>6237327
pixiv
What is the worst thing you ever did to a tripfriend?
>>6237297
>Eager boy
Well that's something we can work with, right? Hahahaha. Let him sober up and get his rest 'cause he's going to need it tho.
>No gag reflex
I don' either, but you've never been with a mega grower? Like he's half chub and you're enjoying yourself doing it and then you rub his taint and all off a sudden his cock feels like it hit your vocal cords and you're suffocating.... They're tears of joy actually! Maybe my throat is too small.
>>6237295
Lol! That's mean!
>>6237310
I don't know if you do this ironically, but your body positive messages make feel better about myself :)
>>6237342
>I wouldn't know how to explain it.
I wouldn't either. Sorry it bothers you though. I hope you can see past it!
>>6237337
But I have my own.
Omw to sf ftw.. Onna plane at the runway
>>6237344
I told them to kill themselves and they did.
Rip edgar, sheen, sage, rawr and woofufu.
>>6237348
>How are you?
I'm okay! Thanks for asking. Hope your life is as cool as ever
>>6237344
I insulted quite a few, not very convincingly, in a bid to make them hate me so my death wouldn't be an issue.
>>6237241
>>6237314
2 hours isnt too bad :3
I hope it goes well!
I am better than I was the last few days. drinking last night helped, and after that my night got even better
>tfw literally covered in bruises and bitemarks
pretty sure I am going to crash horribly later tonight.
We re going to visit bfs granddad tomorrow, so thats going to be exhausting as hell. have met him a few times and he hasnt clocked me, but if he did this wouldnt be fun at all
>>6237246
nope I didnt talk to anyone but my bf and my family occasionaly.
>>6237343
Chubby guys are awesome E! I've bet you've never been with a chubby guy before.
>>6237357
>I didnt talk to anyone but my bf
I think this makes quite a bit of difference and I hope your relations with your parents are better than mine :P
good morning
what are all you megatronic supersonic faggots listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5cfe9qEbEg
>>6237355
nah, its been kinda bad for a day or two, but i'll be okay
>>6237357
how did you meet that bf of yours? a nazi rally?
goof morning mtfg :3
>tfw trying to find the right shade of foundation when you're non-white
suffering
>>6237344
Probably annoyed them with my existence
>>6237344
I shitposted as a chaser once, and I was harrassing trips to go out on dates with me.
I wasn't mean tho, more like annoying. In my defense, I was bored?
>>6237360
Well, right now, I'm at the restaurant of the hotel I'm staying out in Bangkok and there are people formal dancing to easy listening music in a terribly mechanical fashion. Feels a bit out of an art house movie.
>>6237344
I once hit on Faye to see if it would make Edie jelly and fix their relationship.
>>6237344
i made a girl from /soc/ kill herself once which was pretty bad. though she had a ton of issues that had nothing to do with me, and attacked me and everyone i knew for weeks.
she sent me her suicide letter tho which was kind of tough.
>>6237347
he's a verrrrry eager boy, and he's soooo fuckiiingggg cuuuuteeee ;3;
i just want to pet his hair and kiss him and sit on his dick. yknow what i mean??
and yes that has happened to me and it was the best feel. have a giant cock filling your mouth??? best feel!!!!!
>>6237348
how was that?
>>6237358
the guy who abused me was chubby so das why i'm biased
>>6237369
BOLD SASS!
(Was it fun?)
>>6237367
Are you me anon?
>>6237362
on MtFg of course!
>>6237359
I met him like 9 months after I started hiding tho, so I was really alone for a long time. but yeah, it was really importamt-
>>6237363
goof morning to (you) <3
>>6237367
I'm so pale most of the lightest shades of foundation look off if I don't use a primer first.
>>6237377
what was he doing here?
My owner freaked out about a bump on my butt, got it swabbed, clean. He still said some angry things about me "endangering my health". My ftm boyfriend doesn't like that I'm a femboy now, and he wants me to be a "woman" because he thinks he can't romance me anymore or feel like a chivalrous/dapper guy. Idk, life sucks rn with my relationships.
I don't know what to do.
>>6237373
refreshing
>>6237098
Oh yeah that's a pain in the ass situation, my friend was in that loop and the way he got out of it was a couple months of volunteer work- then work through an agency using the volunteer work as references and then through connections he made at places he worked at while doing the temp jobs finding a permanent place.
I think the most crucial part is being able to say "I worked at X for Y amount of time" so even if its payless which it may have to be for a short spell it might be worth trying for. Around london there's a lot of that kind of thing, being able to offer working at a reduced wage for a time period and so on when you apply just to assure yourself a place but it becomes a matter of how much time you can afford like that. :/
It was a very roundabout way but I think another person I know of did something similar so maybe there's something to it. It's a bit of a long winded plan but maybe as a framework there's something that sets off some ideas?
Also I very much appreciate the offer but I don't think I could do that yet, it makes people kind of 'real' and that kind of terrifies me.
>>6237375
Have you tried any of those brands that are geared specifically to non-white women?
>>6237380
Moot changed something on /pol/ that made it unusuable, so he was bored and came here to troll trannies. I trolled back, he liked me, we started talking on skype, eventually he asked me out, we met a few times, and then we were a couple I guess?
also, he tripped as Adolf Hitler
>>6237381
Drop the master/slave bullshit, that can't be healthy in a time of doubt. You have to be able to think for yourself right now. Fully so. Also, you probably won't like that, but you really sound like a girl to me, not some guy toying with the trans idea. Whatever you do, it'd most likely be best if you didn't detransition. Ultimately, that's for you to decide. And you only.
>>6237381
Red forgetting everything else, how possible or impossible it may be or how long it would take what you can pay for everything- just throw it all out
Which would you rather be, if either. Consult yourself and no one else. you really need to think about it and whatever answer you come up with is probably what you should aim for. Going against your gut commits you to an inner turmoil for a long time to come and i dont want you to suffer.
The journey could be tough but its for the life you want to live, it makes it worth it in the end
>>6237389
Why don't you post 2nd Reich pics mein Kaiserin?
>>6237377
(You) <3
>>6237371
>easy listening music
>about to get a vagina
jesus you are such a fucking woman
Just back from laser and I only cried a little!
>>6237402
How do you feel?
theres a big festival in my town this weekend about history and there will be a bunch of people walking around dressed all medieval, there's a live music thing, fireworks, lots of German and Dutch people visiting, re-enactors, archery practice, crafters with stalls, food stalls, and a parade through the town. its pretty nice.
only thing is i have work this evening so i miss the live music, plus a friend of mine i haven't seen since starting transition will be at the festival. we've stayed in contact but i've not seen him. he lives nearby but always flakes out on when he says we should go to the pub, and i know that group of friends does stuff but i'm not invited because i'm not one of the boys anymore. he's a fairweather friend desu. and he outed me to his workplace showing pretransition pics of me saying how proud he was to be my friend. what a fuckin dopey twat m8. seriously what a daft bloody sod. cis gays are the bloody worst.
>>6237344
asked her to marry me
gave advice
made friends with trips
>>6237373
>Y know what I mean?
Oh yes, yes I do. Sitting on dicks is almost as good as sucking them.
MFW You must live your life for both of us, until I can leave this prison.
>Chubby abuser
Motherfucking motherfucker! >:( I'll cut off his cock!
I'm sorry about that E. :(
>>6237374
Actually I felt sad, when you hurt those you love, you only end up hurting yourself more, you know?
>>6237388
One Ivorian friend of mine loves Black Up from Sephora.
>talking to portland trans friends about moving down there and how much stress i've been under
>they're asking if i'm still wanting to move down there and when i'm planning on it etc
>a: "you know, if you want we can go look at apartments for you in person..."
>k: "seriously, she's right. it's not a problem. we can make time for that. you don't need to come all the way down here.
>y-you would really do that??
>a: "of course we would?? you're our friend, it's not a big deal at all."
>a: "plus i'm moving with my bf and we're getting a place as well so like i can also look at places for you. take my sloppy seconds you sissy slut!!"
>d: "my roommate is moving out in august i'm pretty sure as well, so if you want you can totally move in with me."
>d: "i'll get details about it this weekend, and i'll let you know everything, ok?"
>tfw first time i cried all night
this is exactly why i love portland and my friends there so much
>>6237344
rested my dick on her head
like a lump on a log
>>6237385
There was some payless work for experience offered, 36+ hours a week in another town for no pay is a bit too much for my mental health though. I'm trying to apply for an university but the odds of me getting in are pretty slim, if I do get in I will try to become an exchange student for a year in the states, that might help me move there some day. That's about the best I got going for me right now. Not as fast as I want but it's the only path that's even remotely open right now. Trying to teach myself HTML and CSS and stuff on the side too just so I have some marketable skills even if they're pretty shitty.
>it makes people kind of 'real' and that kind of terrifies me
I'm probably the least 'real' person you can run into here. I barely exist irl
>>6237399
I already have a vagina. And yes, I always was a woman, at least from the moment I stopped being a girl.
>>6237373
>I dont talk shit
>This one time I got this girl to killl herself
>>6237403
Really really good. I always feel great after laser. Even though it's sore and I look like shit rn it's really nice to feel like I accomplished something towards my transition :D
>>6237413
you already got srs? oh...
i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous
>>6237406
SASS, I WANT SEX.
I WANT IT NOW. HELP ME.
>>6237414
i never said i've always been a good person. i was a fucking awful person at the beginning of my transition when i was on 4chan.
every oldfag knows who i'm talking about, and knows she was fucking crazy and attacked all of us non-stop, but i was just as awful back to her.
i regret that.
I've been wondering about srs
is it actually good?
>>6237408
Not telling you what to do, just that you're at a crossroads and that things would be easier for you if noone told you what you had to do. Anywhere. Which is self contradictory, I know. But I still think it's time you stopped watching your life and got some oil and dirt on your hands.
>>6237417
Move to freeshitistan
>>6237419
Well you all have the hundreds of thousands it costs to get it might as well make me the last tranny on earth with a peen.
>>6237418
damn, i thought I was bad but I never killed anybody.
>>6237418
Youre still an awful person, youll always be an awful person, the only reason people dont think you're awful now is because they're newfags who dont know you. your full of shit, you constantly talk shit, I cant imagine how empty your life must be, I hope you kill yourself soon.
>>6237425
Nah you got it all wrong
They get tax payers to pay for it, most do at least
>>6237418
Why would you have that saved first of all and secondly why would you post that here? You are a horrible sack of shit. Kill yourself
>>6237423
I like being told what to do firmly
Goodmorning everyone! How are you doing today?
>>6237397
Assuming you mean the Kaiserreich? (which is the most popular reference I guess) Ive also seen this expression being used for the HRRDN and Weimar (though especially the latter usage is pretty rare)
the answer to that would be that I am ironic memeposting. I cant meme about the Kaiserreich ironically because it was the best modern Empire imo. Also its less edgy :P
I call myself Reichsprinzessin though, which is supposed to be a reference to that and the HRE under the Habsburgs
>>6237398
(you) <3 ;3
>>6237433
Because she's proud of it, this is the real dollface
>>6237435
Hi Grace. Recovering from sickness. About to have my first meal since last night.
>>6237435
hiiii
i could be better
>>6237431
Yeah and they all act like its their money but its not, its nhs money and its not fair. My tax money gets sent to military arms companies for lies and fraud while every other real country gives its citizens healthcare.
>>6237426
yeah if you ever think you've been a horrible person just remember many people have done much worse at some point.
>>6237427
>>6237433
the only reason i have it saved was because people asked me a lot about what happened when lgbt first started, and i have the same laptop.
it's just saved under her name, so. it's been posted before, everyone knows what happened.
it's shitty, but that happens sometimes.like i feel awful about it, but she was fucking psychotic.
doesn't mean i wanted her to die tho.
>>6237435
did it end in lewdness last night?
Who else here Dermatographic?
:D :D
>>6237335
Honestly, if they're subtle you may have to rely on your subconscious to pick them up. Spend enough time around cis women and your mirror neurons will eventually do the job for you. Major things happen consciously, minor things just take time.
>>6237343
Idk even if he was hot there were no cuffs involved so it would still be a net loss ;_;
>>6237357
>bruises and bite marks
L-lewd, sounds like you had a good night though and I'm glad blowing off some steam helped a little.
Is your bf's granddad super conservative? ;_;
>>6237435
Morning! About to head to bed
>>6237418
Was she a trip on /lgbt/ or /soc/?
I only recall a few suicides over the years...
>>6237412
well you're looking in the right places and doing the right things
teaching yourself any kind of programming language is a big plus.
>I barely exist irl
makes me so sad to read that, everything i interpret from it makes me just think terrible things
Well I'm definitely off the lack of sleep is making it hard to keep my eyes open.
Night Puru <3
>>6237402
congrats basic-chan! <3
>>6237410
I'm glad they're taking such good care of you edie ^-^ and talk to me when ur stressed I'm p gud at distracting if I'm not at work
>>6237435
g'mornin gracie! I'm kay headed to work
>>6237436
luv u little sis <3 good girl *head pats*
>>6237442
Oh yeah I agree
Personally I think people shouldn't pay for SRS and they should pay for it themselves
>>6237440
Oh dear, Im glad to hear you're getting better! What are you gonna eat?
>>6237441
Whats wrong sweetie?
>>6237444
As fun as it would have been, nope. She has a gf, I'm not gonna involve myself like that. She's just a nice friend and I'm happy with that!
>>6237448
Whats good/bad anon?
>>6237450
Goodnight Puru~
>>6237453
>g'mornin gracie! I'm kay headed to work
Have a great day at work Korra!
>>6237437
i'm not proud of it at all. the question was what's the worst thing you've ever done to a trip. that's the worst thing i've ever done.
i didn't realize it was a dick measuring contest.
>>6237447
>tfw you find out elanna is kinky af
>>6237451
/soc/.
>>6237453
i-i can talk to you if i'm stressed?
>>6237456
SASS WE BOTH NEED SOME DICK IN OUR LIVES. AND THAT'S WHAT WE NEED TO GO AFTER.
let's make it our goal to have sex by the end of this month!!
>>6237452
>Night Puru <3
Good night anon :3
>>6237455
>Personally I think people shouldn't pay for SRS and they should pay for it themselves
your statement contradicts itself
>>6237457
>What are you gonna eat?
Something as bland as possible. Probably tomato soup.
>>6237447
There's only one cis girl I actively hang around with, rest of my friends are guys. I need to get mannerisms done, with my body I reckon my mannerisms will allow me to pass above everything else
>>6237464
Fuck
I meant the people, referring to everyone in society
And individuals should pay for their surgeries themselves
>>6237434
Well, then take heed to this, I won't say it twice: FUCKING DO WHAT YOU FUCKING WILL!
>>6237457
Well I've been quite dysphoric the past day or so
It's getting better but not entirely gone yet
>>6237443
So why not delete it and let her be forgotten instead of parading that picture out for ridicule everytime someone asks. You have no respect and no decency.
>>6237471
True. The money that all the people on NHS get for srs could have saved someone who needed a liver transplant or kidneys.
anyone else going to akon? 2 weeks away and I'm feeling the hype like crazy :3
>>6237478
No its not that for me
It's just I think if people want something they should work hard and pay for it
No handouts from Big Brother
>>6237478
Please shut the fuck up about something you are completely ignorant about.
>tfw you hate reaching out to trans friends for help cause you know they already have a shitton on their plate but at the same time you can't reach out to cis friends cause they'll think you're fucking insane
fml
>>6237447
he his ex-Hitleryouth (never been a nazi tho), he is 85-86 now. He likes me cause I am modest and stuff, but if he finds out that I am a man this could get real ugly real fast. at least we have similar political beliefs... I am still super nervous everytime we re there. we want to move on the vacant floor in his house next year, I really need to get FFS and electro by then or I might actually get chopped up or something... or not, Ive no idea what he thinks about faggots.
>>6237448
exactly, so I dont wanna defile the memory by posting shit about it on a cambodian flute carving board.
>>6237453
awww <3 :3
I want to overdose on penis.
what is the ld50?
>>6237477
Sorry. Deleting that letter like junk would be showing a lack of respect. Doing her part to let this girl be remembered is the best penance Edie can give.
>>6237478
why would you want to save the life of a british person? they're like rats.
>>6237490
2 kg/hole.
>>6237487
Oh fair enough
Gott erhalte Wilhelm II
>tfw your latest fake uplifting greentext story gets a good response from anons
:D
>tfw you realise you don't have a happy reaction image saved
D:
ITT: post your theme song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2EJMd7ZN7w
Should I do this and boymode or wear one of my girl shirts and andro mode?>>6237472
You can do it!
>>6237476
I hope it keeps getting better, that really sucks. Im trying not to get that way, its hard when I'm out in public like this and there's cis girls all over..
>>6237465
Do a grilled cheese with it!
>>6237488
Well Red, fuck what other people want, do what makes you happy. Your owner has a kind of valid worry, I wouldn't want anything bad happening to you either, but still.
>>6237491
Being remembered by her family and friends is fine. Having your suicide letter plastered over 4chan by the person responsible for your misery is despicable.
Just fuck off you compulsive lying ugly old man.
>>6237493
Hey, I dumped all of my savings into that surgery, mostly because there was no way I'd ever bend in front of gatekeepers after how they wrecked my life in the 90s.
>>6237494
what! where do I even find 2kg penises?
>>6237500
>cheese
Fat would probably screw with my stomagh. I'll pass. I'm only eating so I can get some Ibuprofen in me anyway.
>>6237493
I don't feel the same way about people who got SRS from the government
You'd do the same thing given the opportunity.
I just disagree with the practice
If you want to bring such a thing to the US, I guess you could pray that Sanders wins
>>6237447
Youa gave no no (you)s for my cock story yesterday :(
>>6237462
>let's make it our goal to have sex by the end of this month!!
Ooh...if I must, then so be it.
>Make someone sudoku
You can't though. People who have the suicide thing will do it no matter what.
Woah I'm glad I met awesome supportive Doll, you would've destroyed my ass! Hahahaha
>>6237493
You actually can though you are just too stupid and autistic to ever make the calls.
>>6237498
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99RHl5eQLH8
>>6237500
>boymode
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
more like girlmode
>>6237495
BLUT UND EISEN
>>6237493
this
>>6237503
barely everyone I know got it covered unless they went to local surgeons (which, at least here, are pretty bad)
>>6237453
Thanks korra :D
>>6237504
Well, an elephant's penis is about 30 kg, well over the LD50...
>tfw no cis girls look like you
my jaw is wider than my forehead, fuck my life
>>6237498
>damage control
>>6237462
I rikey kinky, I'm a hopeless sub and I've over shared that a lot here lol
>>6237467
Well, it's never too late to expand your friends and have a few more women in your life. Spend some more time with her at the very least.
>>6237487
That's scary af ;~;
Doesn't it count for something that a guy who's ex Hitler youth hasn't clocked you though? If he hasn't clocked you yet he's not likely to.
>>6237507
I'm sorry, I had to leave due to a situation with a friend ;~;
I did read it and liked it though
>>6237500
Yeah same
Walking outside and feeling like a tank
Worst fell
>>6237512
>got it covered
idk of anyone else that's gotten suporn covered, besides myself and tbqh it involved showing dick pics to a panel of doctors so... gatekeeping is def real to get suporn/chett covered
>>6237478
>I'm sorry little boy, you'll die of liver failure because some tranny wanted a fake vagina.
That's not how the NHS works Kayla.
>>6237514
elephants aren't qt. it'd have to be a really good setup for me to be into that.
I need a qt elephant tamer bf with a sadistic streak.
>>6237517
Dunno desu
I'm not good at making friends and I'm fairly certain most girls I know of don't like me
They'd have to be a total stranger
>>6237517
he is 85 and probably doesnt know trannies exist, I am not sure that says anything about my clockability, and Ive only seen him for a few hours each time and not spoked a lot, but Id probably a lot more when we live in the same house. but if I get my trachea fixed, he will probably not notice, cause thats my biggest tell
>looking at myself shirtless in the mirror earlier
>noticing that hrt actually has made my body slightly less masculine, but I’m still a far cry from looking like a woman
>a lot of my features are just outside of the “female” range, like the broadness of my shoulders and chest, the size of my hands and feet, the narrowness of my hips, the list goes on
>but despite that, none of those features are like, hyper-masculine either
>tfw I realize that even though passing as a woman would be really hard or impossible, I could probably pull off the femboy aesthetic really nicely if I put some effort into it
>tfw I don’t really want to be a “boy” anything, but being a femboy would still beat the hell out of being an average guy or an unpassing hon.
>tfw I'm starting to turn into a less cute, less passable version of Red
>>6237503
If you paid for it yourself then cool. I know here in the US if you own a home you can't get state funded surgeries and you said you have a house so having a house and getting free srs would be bs.
>>6237498
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ql_m-4jdZE
>>6237524
This.
The only way SRS is gonna kill the little boy is if they accidentally do the wrong surgeries.
But even in that case, it's not that bad.
He gets a nice new vagina, and the transwoman gets a nice new liver.
Everyone wins.
>>6237529
>tfw don't have to work
>tfw free housing
>tfw free transport
>tfw free hormones, speech therapy, laser and surgery.
>>6237528
Post yourself.
>>6237535
>Oh oh is time for the >Grace is a pretty cis girl Shitposting?
Not really.
You are like in limbo. You don't pass as a qt grill, you don't pass as a guy either.
[spoiler]sorry for being mean tho[/spoiler]
>>6237528
also, being a femboy is a happy life!
lots of nice men and people think you're cute and want to help you
I want a vagina NOW
>>6237498
https://youtu.be/6WJFjXtHcy4
Well, I'm going to pass out for a bit. Night everyone! (yes I know it's 4pm)
>>6237535
My name is not important
What is important is what I'm go doing to do
I just fucking hate these cis scum and the female worms feasting on their bf's dick
My life is just cold bitter hon rage and I've always wanted to die violently
This is the time of vengeance and no cissie is worth saving
And I will be put in the grave as many normies as I can
It's time for me to kill and it's time for me to detrans
Which trip do you want as a big sister and which trip do you want as a little sister?
>>6237560
Dollface as big
Grace as little
>>6237557
Pic related!
>>6237527
>implying he'd notice
Idk give yourself some credit, if he thought that you weren't female he'd likely not be shy about saying so.
>>6237526
Those are obstacles but they can be overcome
>>6237561
:D
>>6237560
Elanna as big sister and gem as little sister
ok i have absolutely nothing to do today
what video game should i play?
>>6237560
There aren't many women here I could look at as a big sister. Maybe Syndie, but I'd rather see her as something else than a sister.
Lilly would be a rad little sister.
>>6237576
yes exactly, he hasnt noticed YET, I am sure about that, but I am scared of what will happen if he notices. especially if he ever meets my parents, this could get ugly (cause they mean well but theyre idiots and might use wrong pronouns or my old name 'accidently')
>>6237583
Play Warframe with me
Hi !
>>6237582
I haven't seen Gem in forever ;_;
>>6237560
Phienchen as big sister and Elanna as little sister
>>6237594
is she okay?
>>6237595
Won't be seeing her again anytime soon after ogre-gate
Kayla please go and stay go
>>6237606
What? I'm sorry?
>>6237590
What I'm saying though is that if he hasn't noticed yet he's unlikely to notice at all. That subconscious gender marker is hard af to flip even when you spend a lot of time around someone.
I can understand the concern about parents though, even mine accidentally deadname me on rare occasions. ;~;
was really hoping it wasn't some unhinged tranny who commited the arson in montreal, then sure enough
everything is garbage
http://www.cbc.ca/beta/news/canada/montreal/arrest-warrant-issued-in-gender-confirmation-clinic-fire-1.3592503
>>6237613
Is that rawr?
>>6237591
i havent played warframe in 1000 years
i might play the division a bit? because overwatch isnt out yet and i wanna play an fps. idkidk
how to not sound like a gayboy
>>6237600
derp223
>>6237560
Elanna and Sophie as big sisters
Kit as little sister
>>6237613
Lmao
>>6237478
Nah fug that. Suporn for me
>>6237620
I do
I haven't been around so I've not seen her but she's pretty cool
>>6237617
No one wants to play Warframe with me...
>>6237634
s-sorry... i didnt really like it very much when i played it ;_;
High on the A E S T H E T I C S
How is everyone today?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUs-B-Guw0s
>>6237636
the 'aesthetics' thing is like my least favorite music meme
but im kind of liking this
>>6237636
good song so far
I have this giant whiteboard I use as a to do list sometimes. Should I write "Elanna" on it before she gets here?
>>6237640
I've found I N N E R P E A C E...
the secret my life
I LOVE NATURE AND EVERYTHING AROUND ME
>>6237642
Draw a dick on it
>>6237613
Montreal police are looking for a man suspected of arson at the Centre Métropolitain de Chirurgie in Ahuntsic. (Google Maps)
>looking for a man
Yeah... Jayne is... >>6237616
It's like the bad traits of rawr and maddie with a dollop of meth and self-hatred. And without about 10 years less transitioning.
>>6237645
lole
>>6237408
Nah see theres the thing im talking about people will like you no matter which you do because they like you- ya dummy
and the happier a person is the more magnetic they can be
Which trips do you want to watch fuck?
>>6237560
Kayla can be my crazy big sister and Grace can be my little sister.
>>6237655
phien x elanna
>>6237658
Nice drawing
Make it a bit more detailed and it's the perfect gift for her
She loves penises right?
>>6237658
I wanna lick it
>>6237642
L-lewd senpai
>>6237652
I'm confident that I am :3
Boarding in about half an hour, I hope I don't fall asleep in the departure lounge
>>6237658
>no precum
Dropped
>>6237658
Looks a FtM frankendong
>>6237655
kayla and another kayla
just one on one in tights and garter belts and stuff
>>6237655
I want to see anyone corrupt kit into a whore but preferably elanna
>>6237662
Dry erase marker probably doesn't taste that great desu
Good night /mtfg/
O r i g i n a l C o n t e n t
>>6237674
goodnight moon
>>6237675
i love that word,
Olivine
>>6237671
neither do dicks probably
>>6237668
Trip on elanna ;)
T E S T I N G
>>6237679
thanks
>>6237681
Sour grapes
>>6237681
Lies and slander dicks taste amazing, and crotches smell like distilled lewd
>be me
>wake up
>take shower
>sit for an hour naked in front of my computer
>get ready to volunteer for a bit and find a suitable to bag to carry a printer with for my friend
>come home, lost wallet
>freak out, eventually find it after coming in and out of the shop and make my way to the park we're gonna chill at
>weathers chilly so we head back home and work on the printer
>he makes me soup
>shows me his workbooks, holy shit this is the best work I've ever seen
>bbfffee
=>
>>6237661
>>6237665
I am not an artist =(
>>6237662
You're not 2D. It would never work.
>>6237663
>dropping your ride from the airport
pic related
>>6237687
it was a funny joke
>>6237690
p-pls stop
>>6237678
Why does nobody like my OC?
Pic related
>>6237663
dont fall asleep <3
or if you do, at least dream about us~
>>6237683
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCyXsHC-lQ4
>>6237693
UFu! <3 morning
>>6237693
nah fufu you're not missing out anything
:)
>>6237700
Hahaha, just testing new trip code.
I will use which ever I desire on any given day.
>>6237709
should just use a secure tripcode if you aren't using anything specific
name##trip
>>6237681
sacks of sand
>>6237718
defend it all you want but dont make me sad ;______;
>>6237713
okay, I'll use a secure one.
>>6237718
thank god my post about sucking cock didn't get through
>>6237723
dicks suck desu
>>6237725
secure trips are for faggots, though
>>6237735
are you not aware of where you are posting?
making a new thread, gimme a sec
>>6237735
trip codes are for faggots anyways
stay anon, anon
>>6237718
cock aside, i still want to know why cum and like water in soya bean cans tastes strikingly/disturbingly alike. to the point where some whole soya products make me recoil and go "wtf: cum?!" to myself. does anyone else get this?
no it's not my own cum
>>6237741
I though it was a she, not a he.
>>6237735
TFW you're not a faglord, but you lust for cocks
(;-;)
>>6237745
We're all faggots here
>>6237743
no, just secure ones. it's in the banner
>>6237750
i feel insulted by that, ma'am. please refrain from imposing that kind of generalizations in the futures.
>>6237750
no no this isn't /pol/ negging up mtfg shit. i think Red goes by "he" somewhat.
>>6237714
I guess nothing much. :(
How bout U?
Any exciting dreams/nightmares?
>>6237718
I am too exhausted for yaoi today I think ;~;
<3
tfw permahon
feels bad
how cope
>>6237773
Red, my friend says you don't look that bad! ^__^
>>6237008
Shit I just caught
who here enjoying a chicago 'za?
>>6237032
Aye this entertain me
>>6237822
Chicago za? Are you talking about deep dish?
>>6237344
I say a picture of this trip I think her name was Alfie or something like that and said she looked like Skwisgaar from Dethklock
>>6237373
You shit talk someone till she killed herself. What foul language were you using
>>6237418
Holy shit are you really this terrible of a person? This is so fucked up. I feel embarrassed for idolizing you for a while.
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