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> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
> No teams
> No transbians
old thread >>6236855
Let's do our best, girls!
What's your fave booze?
Secure Tripcodes are for Jerks
just a little reminder that if you don't feel comfortable identifying as a woman you can always say you're a femboy or a feminine male <3
Hi !
>>6237762
Can I say I'm a masc man even if I'm able to pass as a woman?
>>6237771
I guess
I say I'm a feminine male because I like looking feminine and wearing feminine clothes!
>>6237760
What constitutes a jerk under a secured tripcode?
>>6237655
Amy and Red desu
Oh, hiya
MOVE OVER PIMOZIDE
urgh
the goth getup doesn't look nearly as good in natural lighting
why do I even fucking try, I look fucking disgusting
>>6237776
But don't you also pass and aim for FFS and SRS? I'm not sure where your "boy" comes in.
Would like some advice regarding beard cover
Does a 3 blade razor really give you a noticeably closer shave than a 2 blade?
>cumsluts bragging about being fucked and cummed on
how can transbians even compete?
>>6237784
please don't make me go into the reasons why I regressed.
there's a lot
>>6237789
not even your own?
>>6237790
They can't, just isn't a way to make sex with girls as exciting as being fucked and cummed in/on
>>6237789
I currently have that problem as well ;-;
>>6237764
I understand, I can only pretend to be a boy when I'm not feeling dysphoria anyways and I've been kind of off since yesterday ;-;
At any rate flight is boarding so bye for now <3
>>6237755
sorry, it gone. it was taking a while and when i refreshed and expected to see my post it wasn't there. :/
not an expert on cock tho. just surprised i don't even remember a taste to any cock itself alone. was wondering if it's cos autisms and hyperosmic esp around crotches so i have to be pretty turned on and impulsive maybe not everything registers?
>>6237749
I like vodka
Who else complete lightweight?
>>6237800
have a good flight <3
Buh byee
long day today, have fun
>>6237789
WTF dreams with togas sound awesum tho. Mental breakdown dreams are bogus, tho. :(
>>6237800
speaking of cum
anything new with your ex?
>last night, hanging out with beat friend to relax and watch YouTube videos
>lying on his bed, I reach over to the chair next to me to get my phone
>"looks like you've hit a growth spurt"
>what
>he nods at my tits
I don't know how to feel
There is some level of attraction from him and he clearly feels comfortable around me but I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to try being more intimate again
Meanwhile, no one else has even indicated noticing my tits or having to decide whether to call me sir or miss
>>6237810
bye <3
>>6237777
Everyone who uses a secure tripcode is a jerk
>>6237782
Goths are supposed to sleep all day and have fun all night.
why haven't you become a kung fu master yet MtFg?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7LBOzSuD8o
>>6237811
yeah lmao kind of weird that im having mental breakdowns even in my dreams ( ´_ﾉ` )
>>6237832
same
>>6237832
hi you <3
>>6237838
It's the lesb refusing to die, desu.
The cock will solve that.
>>6237836
Yeah
I'm honestly looking into night shift jobs atm just because I look better at night
Not that hotels and shit want to employ goths anyway so the entire thing's kinda fucked
I wish I could just be satisfied with what I've got
>>6237840
my friend wants to bone you !X D
>>6237838
keep at it glidin =b
Hi
>>6237800
Mfw senpai doesn't notice me...
>>6237847
oh~
tell him/her hi!
and that I like it rough!
Anyone else have looping thoughts? All my thoughts, my entire soul is consumed by this phenomenon. It boiled over, I snapped, and now all I can do is think in short phrases like 'why didnt I switch' 'I'll die alone' 'I'm supposed to be a girl.'
I can't get a break. I feel so fucking trapped at my parents house. Where the fuck is my next step these people are toxic and I'm not exactly in great shape I'm down to like 100lbs from 130. I'm off my fucking rocker.
>>6237854
If you have a friend you can stay with for a little bit, do it.
>>6237853
Oryx is being silly again. I kicked her out.
>>6237854
Have you not been eating well? You should probably check that you don't have something beyond dysphoria that needs to be treated.
>>6237838
u don't sleep on ur back do u?
>>6237854
sort of, yes
sometimes my brain just gets stuck on wah wah im a tranny yadda yadda and i go full retard
Alright everybody
Post uour collarbones
>>6237862
hahah, okay~
>>6237867
they look exactly like my man shoulders, my condolences
>tfw not a fertile pet cowgirl who worships and obeys their master 24/7 and is only used for milking and sex and occasionally gets to sleep in master's bed with him
>tfw Russia-senpai finally notices you
>>6237864
on my side, but my most vivid dreams are usually when im drunk and/or sleeping on my front -- usually which happen in tandem, both of which happened last night when i had my breakdown dream)
>>6237844
lmao pls idk how to respond to that
>>6237867
MFW 2 phat for collarbones
Has anyone tried waxing their facial hair?
Ah fuck
>Egyptian plane crashes 4 weeks before holiday
>cannot cancel because "Cairo is not Hurghada" and date too close
the fuck are Thomas Cook on?
>>6237874
w-who?
>>6237867
Apparently there was an internet thing on Chinese social media a year ago about stacking coins on your collarbone to show off how skinny you were; weird. (Picture is not me obviously.)
>>6237881
>>6237886
Oh. Literal Russia
Also why did you let the Ottoman cancer spread?
Did you at least convert to Catholicism?
Deus Vult
>>6237863
I have now, yes. It was anorexia. I had it as a kid but repressed it back and it did stop. I made it to age 24 but now more water is "under the bridge" (ignored for too long) and boiled over. I have to relearn my life like a cyborg with HER brain ripped out. I just get this sinking feeling at being male. I also have adhd and depression. I ignored my mentality and physicall sanity too long lmao I'm a mess.
I am planning to see, and I did call a few therapists this time in a real way not a "you're just lying to yourself/parents" type of way. I am on a wait list for July for HRT, but that seems far and I hate even dreaming of doing as this character. I wrote his story, it ends with him dead. My story, the chick story, doesn't exist yet and I'm having trouble escaping boy hell. At age 24 I'm strong enough to be a strong young woman I should be in charge of stuff by now, saying doing anything important. I'm overly qualified for most everyjob that on paper I'm qualified for (wall mart) but I'd rather just sulk and die.
>>6237876
The more you lust4cock
The more weak lesb becomes
Until lesb dies as sacrifice on throbbing sword of meat.
It's awesome experience, would recommend.
>>6237881
pls sympathise i don't wanna die ;(
>>6237867
>>6237886
I prefer CK2 desu. gotta have those social interactions.
Reminder that HRT has no effect on facial hair growth
>>6237904
noice
eat a little more so those tits will be bigger
>>6237876
hm. it could be the short action of alcohol and its rebound? it acts a lot like a short acting benzo which brings back any sort of unease with a vengeance. i could certainly see it affecting dreams, coming off of alcohol like you would have over the course of sleeping, since drugs with that action tend to eliminate rem and dreams but discontinuation tends to bring them back even more prominently. idk tho. :( i hope it resolves.
>>6237892
HOW WOULD I STOP THE OTTOS AS ETHIOPIA
theyve had 3 times as many soldiers as I did the whole game, better generals, better soldiers and better allies. I lost a 93 vs 140 war about 20 years ago, if that had ended in white peace we would be even now
its also next to impossible to convert to catholicism with NO CATHOLICS AROUND
also need to be coptic for the achievement.
>>6237867
I WIN AGAIN
>>6237913
i'm shy about my boy boobs
>>6237903
You have more chance of being struck by lightning
>tfw addicted to technology for every
That feel when you imagine a simple fisherman on an island growing up and all the things he could possibly learn. Then you realize you know of every major global war since the 1200s, war history, every animal, how to program, psychology, sociology, tons of ologies, health care, law enforcement tactics, etc etc. I am so filled with Wikipedia knowledge and Noam Chomsky, Emma Goldman style writing it makes me sick because despite objectively being more intelligent than all my peers, I am thoroughly disconnected from this reality. I am as worthless and used as a cellphone.
>>6237912
it does, but it doesn't stop it for sure. that's why you get lazer.
>>6237919
eat more so they become real boobs then you'll get more dick... uhhh i mean... guys...
>>6237917
build more troops, invade Venice and annex it, etc.
>>6237923
>lazer.
you mean electrolysis
>>6237924
Good! I love cock!
Eat more to eat more cock and cum :3
>>6237923
Should you get facial hair removal before or after starting HRT?
>>6237925
why would I go to venice
I need to get my forcelimit up
>>6237934
to get Christian provinces. silly. also colonize, colonize lots
>>6237937
then Id invade spanish colonies its way closer.
I need to stay coptic though and get egypt the levante and constantinople
dude weed lmao. but seriously I suck at doing drugs never again. I smoked and had a 6 pack of beer yesterday and I'm still hungover af at work. just kill me famalam.
>>6237931
I'm not sure it matters.
>>6237931
I'm getting it after just because I like my beard. It helps me hide in boy mode and I honestly don't mind it. I'm a chick, but I like my cock and beard so maybe I'm just mentally ill after all. We'll find out after my body starts transforming.
Anyone know at what point you should start checking / circling FEMALE? I've been answering online since I was 15, but in reality I've always been a boy now a man. So when do I start switching pronouns on paper?
>>6237879
Cis women wax their lip, it works
Idk if beard wax would work tho sounds super painful
>>6237918
who is this
>>6237943
what happened
so I was thinking given my mobility issues that, rather than trying to drown myself again, it'd be a better idea to just sit in the water and let hypothermia take me
is this a retarded/agonising method of suicide or have I got the right idea?
>>6237854
yes
I'm pretty sure it's a result of ADD but it's taking fucking forever for me to get somebody to talk to about my mental problems
>>6237861
cameras lie
I look worse irl than even my worst pics
>>6237962
went to a little get together at s friend's apartment and I tried smoked a bit with them and drinking. it hit me waaaaaay too hard and I'm still not sober the morning after ;~;
Faggits
>>6237867
>>6237968
> look worse irl than even my worst pics
That applies to 99% of humans, tho
Damn your muscle loss.
Fuck.
I'm ashamed of me.
>>6237972
yeah but I already look just-okay in my best pics.
I look fucking abominable and I doubt even surgery could change enough to make me look okay irl
>>6237971
Dayum
Thems some tiddies
>>6237975
Job interview
>>6237927
As an incredibly white person with incredibly dark hair, I'm a laser proponent. Electrolysis was an expensive nightmare without results.
>>6237976
Ok, you're being negative because you're feeling sad at your pics. Just relax. You were like awesome positive yesterday. Things don't change from one day to the next. :)
REMINDER THAT IT'S THIS EASY
>>>/ck/7696655
GIT GUD
>>6237976
I think you look ok robin, cute enough to date for me
>>6237981
Holy shit! Good luck!
Be sure to eat some nice seafood afterwards!
>>6237986
Would be interested to hear more about your experiences since you've tried both
>>6237987
it's not the pics, if I looked how I did in those irl I'd be a lot happier. my jaw is 0.3 inches wider than my forehead. it's supposed to be significantly narrower. surgery can't change that.
>>6237989
sarina is my spirit animal
>Booze drinking edition
Tfw in this shitty country the state has a monopoly on alcohol and only regular beer can be sold in stores. And the fucking state store selling all the alcohol isn't open in weekends and closes before the fucking evening when most people are fucking free.
Shits fucking downtown too and I dont wanna go through those shitty neighberhoods, smoking myself silly on blue cheese weed instead.
There's a pub right by my house but I dont wanna congregate with those bums nor pay the fucking prices they ask for, alcohol here is expensive as shit, if theres anything our government likes doing its milk us for money any way possible.
>>6237867
my shoulders are only like 15" but my collarbones are awful senpai
>>6237972
Actually, I'm told I look even better in person than on pictures. There's a je-ne-sais-quoi that gets lost in a still picture.
>>6237991
Shiggity.
Trying to be a greedy cunt and make even more cash
>>6237989
yeah i know i need to lose weight thanks anon ;_;
>>6237997
is ok i have p significant collarbones also
some people find it attractive idk
>>6237997
pretty <3
>>6237873
iktf ;_;
>>6237989
I'm going to try to lose lots of weight and look like a girl!!!
>>6238003
>>6238008
aww ty :))
>islay malt whiskey
Oh fuuuuug I love being a man
>>6238018
you already look like a girl. I showed my mom your pics and she thought you were cis, and my mom has as good trannydar as me
>>6237992
Electrolysis was almost $100 for an hour, which covered about 4-6 square centimeters. I had to grow out my hair for 2 days prior each time, and afterward was left with a solidly red/glistening area for about 1-2 weeks despite using neosporin or cortisone or witch hazel or tend skin and not touching it. 4 weeks out, everything grew back and I had to repeat the area (standard protocol due to hair follicle life cycle). Laser was more expensive up front but cheaper in the long run, took 15 minutes a session, left no noticeable marks, I could be shaven all the time, and for four weeks after I got to enjoy literally having hair fall out like pus from a pimple (gross analogy, but it would like squeeze out like that, just the hair though, no pus or anything).
>>6238024
shut up
Kayla you're a fucking angel, you know
>>6238008
i have but at this point im so used to ti just being linework that i like don't think i actually want to color it in anymore?
like it's based off of this illustration and if i filled the border in i'd have to fill the background in and etc etc
>>6238025
sound slike you didn't have a very good electrologist honestly :u
>>6237969
>tried smoking for the first or basically the first time
>gets crossfaded
no offense but no shit you had a bad time senpai
good morning, whats up everybody?
>>6238021
How do I get lips like yours?
>>6238007
it's a bad feel m-moo v_v
>>6238028
She did use ridiculous strength lidocaine and joke about how she smuggled it in from Mexico. Red flags abounded, fortunately I did watch her do sterile protocol each time.
>>6238033
depressed as fuck
I'm missing out on so much in life and I'm terrified I'll never do or have any of the things I want
>>6238028
Post full on pic of tat please
>>6238025
Laser worked fine for me. Very dark hair and my skin really is a whiter shade of pale. I'll have a last touch up to get rid of the regrowth that happened over the last year, then I'll switch to electrolysis to get my white hair removed since officially being a woman by then means electrolysis will be covered by insurance.
is 4chan blinking for anyone else?
>>6238018
>tfw your finally definitely gaining weight
>apparently my face is starting to round out a tiny bit more
>tfw soon my face could be like blue haired elf girls face
>tfw that means itll look more like my sisters face bc thats basically exactlt what she looks like
hella
>>6238036
suck lots of dick
>>6238028
Makes sense, its been that way so long it would be risky to change it.
>>6238039
yeah like
mine can do my entire face in an hour session and i havent had redness/soreness persist for more than 3 days after
to be fair tho i DID have a bunch of laser sessions first and im just doing electro to fully clear my face so i dont have to shave ever again. but yah.
>>6238047
ok
>>6237997
What's that thing over your right shoulder. That a medic or templar cross or something.
>>6238055
Oh please help me gem your lips are so lovely and mine are gross af I'll take any adivce
>>6238053
I hope you are slightly inconvenienced one day and it annoys you for moment >:)
>>6238040
whats stopping you
>>6238053
i want a cute round face!!!
>>6238041
you could always leave mtfg, bc it just makes girls dysphoria worse a lot, mine included
id never do that because the biggest source of mine is the curvy 5'3 loli who didnt go through male puberty sleeping next to me
>>6238067
oh no!!
>>6238075
oh shit yes its time for kanayaposting
>>6238070
Then try gaining some weight instead senpai
>>6238068
obsessive thoughts
being a 99th percentile hon
learning difficulties + physical disability
zero self-esteem, start crying for hours at the slightest mistake
basically brought up to feel ashamed of any kind of weakness and because I have problems I can't fix I can't move on from them
not emotionally mature enough to deal with being an adult
financial stress
gender dysphoria
Is this a different kayla or is this THE kayla from 2014 who all called us freaks and men and swore he would never go on hormones?
>>6238082
you've been gone too long
kayla has changed drastically and is now on hrt
>>6238082
Does anyone have any screens of 2014 Kayla posting this shit I wasn't around to see its glory
>>6238084
no way
what happened to the bastion of pure masculinity?
>>6238087
God I want to read the thread where she finally cracked and accepted it
late to the party?
Is there a permanent way to make your eyelashes bigger or stand out more?
So can transitioning be summed up in 3 mains steps?
1. Hair removal (laser/electro)
2. HRT
3. SRS
>>6238096
mascara or latisse?
>>6238096
Not to my knowledge but there are plenty of tricks women have been using for a long time
>>6238098
1. hrt
2. hair removal
3. voice
4. ffs (optional)
5. srs (optional)
>>6238079
I used to have like 300+ kanayas before my laptop died, kanayaposting used to be my life
rip ;_;
>>6238087
>>6238082
I won't fall like kayla.
Mainly because I'm not trans and only hang out here because of some autism related fixation
>>6238082
The one and only.
>>6238096
biotin and mascara. I wear mascara in guy mode even and its no big deal
>>6238088
>>6238090
January 1st 2015 I put a pistol to my temple and pulled the trigger and the round was a dud, ordered hrt that afternoon and started hrt when it came on the 21st and never missed a single dose since.
>>6238104
iktf
i have way fewer now than i did before my old hdd died
oh well tho i got tired of hamstack anyways
>>6238105
SAY IT WITH ME EVERYONE!
“But I don’t want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can’t help that," said the Cat: "we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad."
"How do you know I’m mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn’t have come here.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238098
Generally you wouldn't wait until hair removal is done to start HRT, it works much better if you're on HRT since it won't grow back as much. There's also working on your voice, possible FFS, getting legal documents switched, etc. And of course not everyone goes for SRS. But yeah, those three are big things.
>>6238103
Why HRT before hair removal?
>>6238063
>>6238066
i honestly keep meaning to use lip balm regularly bc its supposed to be good for them but I dont so i havent used it in months so i honestly dk familia
>>6238107
>21st of jan
I'm pretty sure you started exactly 1 year before kit then
it's okay to take hrt if you're a boy too :3
>>6238110
Fucking faggot
>>6238120
Ya know senpai, that's why I wandered in these threads, see if I caught the trans.
But after seeing what it's like I am pretty confident I am not.
>>6238111
How about Electrolysis then?
i hear it's supposed to be permanent so HRT slowing regrowth won't matter
>>6238124
meh good chance if your wondering then....
>>6238120
But we are not tru trans. We merely enjoy observing trans people because we are autistic. To transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
>>6238125
Even with electrolysis you'll have more regrow if you're not on HRT, from what I understand.
>>6238123
“If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
That book is a quote mine.
>>6238129
> To transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
Holy shit, that's an excuse I made to myself back in high school. ;_;
>>6238109
I was austistic enough to finish it actually so I cant say the same ._.
but I did get tired of hsg and left that like four months or so before it was banned
>>6238131
I'm not confident enough to ask a doctor to start HRT while I still have facial hair...
>>6238137
>To transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
where did this shit come from?
>>6238137
Yeah but I far too crazy to be consistant in my feelings.
>>6238141
“have I gone mad?
I'm afraid so, but let me tell you something, the best people usually are.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238140
Chris chan.
>>6238143
now I see why so many trannies are named alice
>>6238147
XD
“I'm afraid I can't explain myself, sir. Because I am not myself, you see?”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
rly if you dont come out because your stupid enough to look at a non passing person and NOT get feedback about YOUR SELF OMG then maybe you deserve to come out when ur 50
>>6238139
A doctor that will prescribe HRT will be aware that people early in transition will generally have beard shadows and stubble, you won't be unusual. If you really can't get yourself to do it then you could self-med, I guess. But you definitely don't want to wait the time it will take to get your facial hair completely dealt with to start.
>>6238150
Remove thine self from mine name at once.
>>6238075
TFW gem wants you to leave mtfg.
At least I'll always have pie.
>>6238155
“I wonder if I've been changed in the night. Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238114
Noice
>Error: You are temporarily blocked from posting for violating Global 5 - NWS on Worksafe Board.
>This block will expire in 15 minutes.
>>6238140
No idea, very low sense of self-worth on my part I think. Depression messes with your ability to reason about what's in the best interest of yourself and what harm you're doing to others that you care about.
>>6238157
what a wonderful line
It suits my prospects of the future quite perfectly.
>>6238166
“My dear, here we must run as fast as we can, just to stay in place. And if you wish to go anywhere you must run twice as fast as that.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6237989
Too bad Sarina is a awful cunt
threadly reminder that if you have this face type then transition is a mistake
this bitch is anti trans and her shoulders are bigger than mine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhGovSN1nic
>>6238151
Suicide for me thanks. I'm only here to enjoy my youth and die
>>6237418 #
Holy shit are you really this terrible of a person? This is so fucked up. I feel embarrassed for idolizing you for a while.
>>6238129
>to transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
wat
>>6238186
People change beep... just remember that.
>>6238170
... this sounds like a book I should actually read. It's almost like a silhouette of life itself.
>>6238175
she's gorg & super cute tho.
~the power of surg~
>>6238190
I don't want to ruin your reputation of true trans. Since I'm autistic I'll make you look bad
>>6238195
“Alice: Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
The Cheshire Cat: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.
Alice: I don't much care where.
The Cheshire Cat: Then it doesn't much matter which way you go.
Alice: ...So long as I get somewhere.
The Cheshire Cat: Oh, you're sure to do that, if only you walk long enough.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238193
I guess but holy shit?? Harassing someone to suicide?? Idc if shes as crazy or crazier than kayla can be. Thats just disgusting.
>>6238165
idk my biggest issue was self hate at the time i dident want to be what i though was a "freak". And I ran away from everyone and everything finaly came out in my late 20's. depression was a permanent state until the changes I just wanted an out did all the tell tail tras bs but I also got real lucky that ive aways had feminine features so I guess im a shitty person
>>6238197
you wouldn't be the first. just go for it and try to be happy
>sign up 4 transgender dating site
>Cockpics flood my inbox
>Literally worse than grindr.
Regretting it already.
I could transbian because being hetero is horrible
>>6238201
Meanwhile, I once tried to kill a stranger because I was mentally unsound.
I'm a better person now, so I can't judge people for their past.
>>6238198
>trusting kikes
>>6238209
“That's the reason they're called lessons," the Gryphon remarked: "because they lessen from day to day.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
>>6238190
how's the flight going?
>>6238198
Disney really managed to fuck this book up. I have the complete wrong impression of it.
>>6238196
That's if you like plastic dolls.
I mean her tits are way too big and she looks rather weird now.
Like how kimber James is.
But she is an awful person who causes a lot of issues.
>>6238202
But I'm still a terrible person :)
youtube comments are so anti trans and evil oh my god why are they allowed to openly advocate murder
>>6238215
There's some kinky shit in it too...
“Speak roughly to your little boy
and beat him when he sneezes!
he only does it to annoy,
because he knows it teases!”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238197
Live life for yourself. Don't sacrifice something that would make you happy for something as pointless and abstract as the "reputation of trutrans".
>>6238215
Catching a connecting flight
How's it going?
>>6238190
I know it doesn't make sense but they aren't the first person to feel that way. ;_; Back then I knew some trans people that I thought were good people and I knew that they suffered because people thought bad things about trans people and because I was depressed I thought that I was a fundamentally fucked up person that would make real trans people look bad by association with me if I transitioned or even came out as wanting to to anybody... Yes, I was being stupid. Yes, I realize that in the end I probably do more harm transitioning as late as I am than I would have if I had just gone ahead and transitioned back in high school. All I can say in my defense is that I had a really distorted world view back then.
>>6238202
You can hardly say theyre good people
>>6238197
Stop being an idiot and go for it already. Sorry, I shouldn't call you an idiot, but I can't tell my past self this so you're the closest I have to yell at for my past stupidity. ;_;
>>6238207
>being hetero is horrible
I beg to differ
>tfw covered in bruises and bitemarks in the morning
>tfw insides still twitchy
>tfw instant waterfall when thinking about last night
>>6238207
idk okcupid aint bad im in a relationship so i cant act on any of the messages. tfw you've got 150+ likes and a bunch of messages from ppl that think you hot :)
/mtfg/, is it normal to still cum white sticky stuff 1 year 5 months later?
>>6238217
you haven't told anyone to kill themselves late or dox anyone so it's an improvement
>>6238225
“Alice didn't think that proved it at all; however, she went on: 'And how do you know that you're mad?'
'To begin with,' said the Cat, 'a dog's not mad. You grant that?'
'I suppose so,' said Alice.
'Well then,' the Cat went on, 'you see, a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased. Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry. Therefore I'm mad.'
'I call it purring, not growling,' said Alice.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238203
Why does that make you a shitty person? I don't see how it does.
>>6238220
Eh, better. My dad told me not to go to the sketchy interview, so I guess he actually cares about my well-being.
Is it a long layover?
>>6238219
What part was that in?
I feel like disney fucked up a lot of society by simplifying the messages of great stories, so that the average person could understand it without adjusting their view of the world.
>>6238223
the point is they trying to change for the better
are you a good person aside from your online persona?
>>6238228
Some people retain that, some don't; I don't think anyone knows why. Have you had your levels checked? If you're getting all of the changes you want from HRT then it's probably fine, but it might be a sign that you don't have enough anti-androgens or estrogen, I'm not sure. Talk with your doctor I guess.
>>6238229
I never doxxed though and I am telling you to die but only in my mind :)
>>6238233
>What part was that in?
That is a really good question. I have a word pad file with a bunch of quotes, but it's been so long since I read that book that I barely remember it.
>>6238240
I have 50 in testosterone (normal 800-1000) and 90 ish in estrogen (normal 50-240), so my doctor says I'm fine. My cum isn't milky though, just clear.
>>6238203
And I definitely felt the "not wanting to be a freak" self hate as well, don't feel bad about that; I don't want to make it to sound like I was only thinking about others or something, haha, more than that I was just incredibly, irrationally scared.
>>6238181
<3 u! How are you?
>>6238186
We are neither angels or demons beep. People suck and all we try to do in life is not suck as much
>>6238196
I sort of met her 6-7 years ago and she was nice. Ummm yeah.
>>6238201
You can't harass someone to suicide beep..people who suicide do it no matter what. It was a dick move on her part, but saying that she bullied someone to suicide is bullshit.
>>6238225
The best thing about being hetero is I can bitch about being hetero with you.
>>6238220
Where are you flying to?
>>6238226
>Ok cupid
>Hey babe you're hot
>Go into explanation about how i'm trangendered
>Um yeah, I'm not gay so no
>2 months of this
>What am I doign wrong
>Post I'm transgendered in the first line of profile
>Hey babe, you're hot.
>Flirt
>More flirt
>Realize this guy doesn't know anything
>Umm. did you read my profile?
>Yeah you're hot and beautiful, yeah
>The part where it says I'm transgendered?
>Oh damn hahahaha, well, sorry I'm not gay, good luck though
>This repeats for 3 months daily
>Okcupid now:
>Hey babe, you're hot
>I have a cock faggot.
>>6238249
Oh, if it's clear then I think that's typical, I don't think many people stop producing anything at all.
>>6238249
>(normal 800-1000
>(normal 50-240)
wat unit is this supposed to be cause this seems really off
hi y'all :3
I'm a good boy
>>6238232
i got lucky, i feel guilty about it sometimes
dont get me wrong i would have loved to start hrt when i was 14 fuck I was on line trying to look for meds but I was in a fucked mental state
>>6238251
>>Hey babe, you're hot
>>I have a cock faggot.
“what you would seem to be"—or if you'd like it put more simply—"Never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238245
lol okay angie
>>6238225
>tfw iktf
>tfw jelly
>>6238221
;_;
What matters is that you eventually got out of that mindset.
>>6238233
I'm glad. What was sketchy about it apart from how fast they replied?
Also, 45 min til takeoff, short layover
I realize this is crazy off topic
>how to minimize the smell of shoving dildos up your ass?
I live with people and don't plan on sharing this part of my life. Not trans, just a sissy who loves things up my ass.
>>6238251
>You can't harass someone to suicide
That's absolutely not true. I mean, I don't know about this case in particular, I'm not saying anything about it; but the actions of other people can absolutely drive a person to suicide.
>>6238251
>Okcupid now:
>Hey babe, you're hot
>I have a cock faggot.
i piddled i lold so hard
>>6238254
I want to fuck your mouth and call you a girl while you cry and I beat you up.
>>6238253
this was what she said
>The goal hormone levels for full MtF transition are testosterone 30 ? 100 ng/dl; E2 <200 pg/ml -- the levels in a physiological female vary greatly depending on time of cycle (which you don't have).
I forgot where I got the other numbers, some link in the OP?
>>6238251
Meh
Tired and annoyed as always
>>6238257
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JO-oooooooooooo AAE-O-A-A-U-U-A-
E-eee-ee-eee AAAAE-A-E-I-E-A-
JO-ooo-oo-oo-oo EEEEO-A-AAA-AAAA
O-oooooooooo AAAAE-A-A-I-A-U-
JO-oooooooooooo AAE-O-A-A-U-U-A-
E-eee-ee-eee AAAAE-A-E-I-E-A-
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O-oooooooooo AAAAE-A-A-I-A-U-
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JO-ooo-oo-oo-oo EEEEO-A-AAA-AAAA-
>>6238265
.....
I'd like that
can you do that please
>>6238274
But trying to shoot for something that you might not obtained leads to a unhealthy obsession.
I got ffs and still feel that more could be done.
I was diagnosed with BDD because of my obsessions
>>6238265
you know me so well anon
>>6238246
lol
I'll have to read it for myself.
>>6238258
My dad went and looked up the company, and legitimately couldn't find anything on them. They had no listed clients, no job history, and maybe 5 employees total.
Turns out it's a company that baits young college students into a "marketing internship" where they become door-to-door salesmen that work 10-7 mon-sat.
There was one ex-employee that wrote a blog entry saying to stay away.
>>6238289
>I'll have to read it for myself.
“The executioner's argument was that you couldn't cut of something's head unless there was a trunk to sever it from. He'd never done anything like that in his time of life, and wasn't going to start now.
The King's argument was that anything that had a head, could be beheaded, and you weren't to talk nonsense.
The Queen's argument was that if something wasn't done about it in less than no time, she'd have everyone beheaded all round.
It was this last argument that had everyone looking so nervous and uncomfortable.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238289
Oooh I wondered if it was one of those.
Yeah they're super sketchy and a massive waste of money, I had some friends that got sucked into those back in uni. Presumably they were asking you to sell something like knives?
>>6238251
Vancouver Island. :3
What calorie counters do y'all girls use?
>>6238263
Yeah I'm not going to budge on that one. This is a myth that needs to disappear. Unless you phisically give someone a gun/poison/pills and force them to kill themselves that's not true. Other things have to be fucked up in your life, you have to have very bad/no family/social support and/or mental heath issues.
It's a fucked up thing to do to be nasty to a person but it's not possible for one person to drive you to suicide if other things are going well.
>>6238274
Lol...I actually hired her "services" in vegas when I was repressing...so she was nice to me because I payed her....lol
>>6238296
>Vancouver Island. :3
plz stop doxing me D:
>>6238274
>..........describe more.........
>tfw choked
>tfw bitten
>tfw unsure where youre feeling pain and where youre feeling pleasure
>tfw it doesnt matter because because both feelings do the same thing to your mind
>>6238297
why would I count calories
>>6238296
Awesome!
I want to see (baby) beluga.
>>6238296
>knives
I feel like that's a meme, but I wouldn't doubt it.
With legitimate knive-selling comanies, you can get paid like $20 an hour, which is pretty good, but I doubt this would pay quite as much. Apparently someone I knew as a kid works for one.
>>6238297
pen and paper
>>6238290
>The King's argument was that anything that had a head, could be beheaded, and you weren't to talk nonsense.
>and you weren't to talk nonsense
this is amazing.
>>6238305
>why would I count calories
well you dont need to obvi
>>6238297
>Still eating
Are you truetrans© at all?
rate mehh no makeup edition / i look like shit
>>6238279
i told you you had bdd but you never listen
>>6238299
:u i see
ive never done that with a girl
or ever had sex with a trans girl
actually ive only ever had sex with two people in my life >_> so any time people say im lewd or a slut i kind of laugh
>>6238305
aw sophie that wasnt what i wanted from that story ;___; sounds nice tho
>>6238307
“but Alice had got so much into the way of expecting nothing but out-of-the-way things to happen, that it seemed quite dull and stupid for life to go on in the common way.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
>>6238311
6.5/10
>>6238314
>aw sophie that wasnt what i wanted from that story
ya I have to keep it kinda vague cause I dont want to make him mad if he finds out
>>6238311
are you swedish?
Lmao
would you date caesar?
>>6238297
Myfitnesspal
>>6238306
Belugas are adorable, have you seen one up close?
>>6238307
Yeah, the shady ones are apparently entirely commission. Bad commission.
Still, glad you didn't have to take the shit job.
>>6238314
We all know your cock lust is immense, girls just don't cut it for you.
>>6238299
Oh, definitely other things need to be fucked up, although I don't think you necessarily need to physically give them the tool to kill themselves with, a sincere threat that if they don't kill themselves that something worse will happen also works. I guess you could argue that they still have a choice, but it's not a choice where they are made to believe that they had any better option.
I don't disagree that in the vast majority of suicides there isn't a single person completely at fault, though. I don't think that means that people that contribute deserve no blame, though.
>>6238272
Im tired as well, im going to take a nap
>>6238314
Having more than one sexual partner makes you a slut, tho. ;p
Mfw i just wanted to talk to her and I payed full fee for a half chub dysphoria inducing handjob and lots of bs conversation while watching her text on the phone...i guess she wasn't that nice after all. :(
>>6238177
>transition is a mistake
Nope that's gods mistake
>tfw emotionally exhausted
But refilling meters
hugs I think, tons of hugging everyone and telling them how great they are
how do I rejoin the discord?
>>6238327
no, too short
>>6238338
there is no god
>tfw u took hrt for a year while staying in ur room and not learning anything about grooming, makeup, voice, or mannerisms and u still don't pass
Transition is a meme
>>6238305
>sex
that's really hot, omg holy shit
I wanna be a girl now so I can have sex ;~;
>calories
if you're trying to gain weight, you should be calorie counting as much as the other girls, to make sure you don't lose weight by accident.
>>6238311
I don't understand why so many girls go for hard-cut bangs. They don't look very good imo.
>>6238320
Lewis Caroll honestly sounds like he did a bit of acid to get perspective on life.
>>6238328
I'm just glad my dad might actually realize how desperate he's making me.
>>6238348
>if you're trying to gain weight, you should be calorie counting as much as the other girls, to make sure you don't lose weight by accident.
I eat around 800 per day. thats apparently enough to let me lose stuff fast. for gaining, I need to be in a better place mentally
>>6238347
I fucking know. I'm nearly three months and I'm not animu. Fuck this
>>6238342
caesar was 5'7 I've heard, and that's supposed to be pretty tall back then. How short is too short?
>>6238348
>sounds like he did a bit of acid to get perspective on life.
>a bit of acid
“what is the use of a book,' thought Alice, 'without pictures or conversations?'"
I think he might have been on more than a bit.
>>6238299
Insanely wildly totally untrue on all levels, bullied people routenly have up to quadruple the suicide rate of non harassed people, it's by far more important then any other variable.
Gay suicdie rates have plummeted since acceptance, trans suicdie rated are what gay rates used to be in the 60s. The only thing that has changed is the amount of protection they received under the law
>>6238348
> thats apparently enough to let me lose stuff fast
to NOT let me lose weight too fast
>>6238347
>tfw practising voice, makeup etc. in private, almost 7 months HRT and still an unbelievable joke of a person because of absolutely fucked skeleton
>tfw other people who started later than you are already going fulltime and passing or at least looking cute and getting the lives they've always wanted
>tfw probably just going to overdose on opiates as soon as I can get my hands on enough
reality wasn't meant for me
>>6238348
>I don't understand why so many girls go for hard-cut bangs. They don't look very good imo.
pic is my inspiration
>>6238251
Well idk thats kind of crossing a line. I dont really know if shes chaned but just a few months ago she came into tinychat and was bullying the fuck out of everyone and robin/edgar.
>>6238327
>Date ceasar
>Conquers hispania
>Conquers Gaul
>Crosses Rubicon
>Becomes dictator
>Goes to Egypt to fuck most beautiful woman on earth and conquers Egypt
>Makes Rome the awesomest
>Gets betrayed by best friends, including Brutus
Literally when? You'd probably get fucks during lunch breaks, but never like "date" Ceasar. I mean he literally had no time to have children and had to adopt some faggot to leave as his heir.
>>6238328
>Belugas
I haven't! Thats why I'm coming with you on your next trip to vancouver !;p
Ok bye bye mtfg!
>>6238362
i knew it
>>6238351
im 5'10" shorter then me is too short, i like the idea of being a rag doll during sex so if your shorter idk how that would work out
>>6238326
I tried to find ufufu and it suggested mootykins.
>>6238350
why is everyone obsessed with looking like a fucking cartoon doll?
>>6238361
VR replacement reality when?
>>6238348
Actually, Lewis Carroll was a conservative mathematician pedo who wrote alice in wonderland in order to ridicule abstract math and the people who practiced it
>>6238366
would you be caesars camp woman then?
also cleopatra was probably not all that pretty.
>>6238363
just stop
>>6238370
well the question is did i pull it off?
>>6238339
*hugs*
>>6238349
>>6238358
>800 per day
you need roughly 2000 to maintain weight. holy fuck. I need to eat 2200-2500 a day just to stay at the same weight, so 3000 is roughly what I need to reach to gain.
>>6238362
not my cup of tea, but suit yourself
>>6238353
>more than a bit
I'm guessing he wrote alice in wonderland on one trip.
>>6238374
>doll
ugh.
>>6238376
but it's so applicable to modern philosophy.
>>6238361
:c 7 months hrt isn't a whole lot. Sure, some people pass at that point but sometimes it takes longer. Doesn't mean you should give up
>>6238354
Not budging, sorry. Your support system has to be fucked as well. When a gay/trans/bullied person suicides it's not the bully who drove him, but society as a whole.
>>6238371
I should be happy I'm 6' but when I hear people talk about all these particular features they want on their man for sex sounds really shallow and immature. Maybe you should probably look for a pack of niggers to rape you
>>6238339
ur adorable =)
>>6238366
>no time to have children
What?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caesarion
>>6238349
>I need to be in a better place mentally
yeah, depression can ruin an appetite
>>6238387
>I'm guessing he wrote alice in wonderland on one trip.
Maybe he was on more than acid.
“There was a table set out under a tree in front of the house, and the March Hare and the Hatter were having tea at it: a Dormouse was sitting between them, fast asleep, and the other two were using it as a cushion, resting their elbows on it, and talking over its head. 'Very uncomfortable for the Dormouse,' thought Alice; 'only, as it's asleep, I suppose it doesn't mind.' The table was a large one, but the three were all crowded together at one corner of it: 'No room! No room!' they cried out when they saw Alice coming. 'There's plenty of room!' said Alice indignantly, and she sat down in a large arm-chair at one end of the table. 'Have some wine,' the March Hare said in an encouraging tone. Alice looked all round the table, but there was nothing on it but tea. 'I don't see any wine,' she remarked. 'There isn't any,' said the March Hare. 'Then it wasn't very civil of you to offer it,' said Alice angrily. 'It wasn't very civil of you to sit down without being invited,' said the March Hare. 'I didn't know it was your table,' said Alice; 'it's laid for a great many more than three.' 'Your hair wants cutting,' said the Hatter. He had been looking at Alice for some time with great curiosity, and this was his first speech. 'You should learn not to make personal remarks,' Alice said with some severity; 'it's very rude.' The Hatter opened his eyes very wide on hearing this; but all he said was, 'Why is a raven like a writing-desk?' 'Come, we shall have some fun now!' thought Alice. 'I'm glad they've begun asking riddles.--I believe I can guess that,' she added aloud. 'Do you mean that you think you can find out the answer to it?' said the March Hare. 'Exactly so,' said Alice. 'Then you should say what you mean,' the March Hare went on. 'I do,' Alice hastily replied; 'at least--at least I mean what I say--that's the same thing, you know.' 'Not the same thing a bit!' said”
>>6238275
Maybe
>>6238396
How is your sex life Ufufu?
>>6238339
may i hug you
>>6238314
Wait. Phienchen is Sophie?
>>6238392
because I want a guy taller then me LMAO!!!!!
>>6238400
why even ask me that
you know how it is
>>6238400
>>6238374
P E R F E C T I O N
>>6238409
I don't actually that's why I'm asking
>>6238385
yes!
>>6238407
not the cheska sophie but yes
>>6238387
>doll
>ugh.
I not trying to be mean its just highly unrealistic goal10/10 ppl are rare statistically speaking (i dont have those statistics :p)
>>6238405
I'll fucking rape you
>tfw cooked my own lunch :3
why do so many black guys hit on me now?
>>6238413
i mean why do you think ive been on here talking about dick so much tho
>>6238414
YAY!!!
>>6238419
>not the cheska Sophie
Welp, now I don't care
goodmorning delinquents
still ruining our lives i see
>>6238422
looks rul good
>>6238427
Well yeah but I mean do you still enjoy sex with your gf or what?
>>6238424
because you live in detroit/chicago
>>6238433
trip up fufu's gf
>>6238408
no that's fine it's just the whole "I wanna be a ragdoll during sex" makes you sound either slutty or a sexually repressed virgin
>convince myself im fine
>had sex two days ago
>get jealous of trannies who have sex
What's wrong with me
>>6238422
you always make tasty foodies
>>6238421
oh....
>>6238435
kek
>>6238386
>>6238393
Hugs*
>tfw I had someone tell me I gave the worst hugs pre hrt
>tfw had two people tell me I give the best hugs ever
Literally my favorite change on hrt
>>6238436
well im a dic virgin so that would be true and im already a slut in the bedroom so......
>got gendered female today at a small diner in town by an old lady
>get gendered female at dunkin donuts getting an iced coffee
should i just accept this is going to happen from now on?
>>6238443
It's the tits yo
>>6238443
>tfw faye doesn't hug you when you ask
>>6238422
>you cook a meal
get this
>i cook a meal
get a bulbous mess
>>6238443
so you're staying on hrt right? hugs are important
>>6238441
I-I mean unless you're not into that...
so faye's single now... should I move in and try to get some of that hot tranny bunghole?
if I cook for them can I get new friends on mtfg? ;_;
>>6238314
But bdd is a meme :^)
Also I don't recall you telling me I had bdd.
I mean even elanna said I was clocky but that's because of my voice which took a hit from threcha shave.
Since then it's been hard to get back to the way it sounded
>>6238420
no, sorry, the word "doll" bothers me a little bit because that's usually the word I use to describe how I felt growing up. Like, my parents put me on stimulants so that I would behave and encouraged my addiction because I was doing exactly as I was told.
It's a word that doesn't bring up pleasant memories.
>>6238416
Christians used the stories of christ to guide their own lives. The only reason it became a problem was because things came up in life that didn't exist in biblical times, and christians had no idea what to do because they hadn't thought critically or morally before.
Hence why many Christians hate gays and trannies. They simply fear what they don't understand, because they're so used to understanding everything that came their way. The bible is not the problem, it's the people interpreting it and following it blindly. They will dig endlessly for answers, instead of just looking for them in themselves.
Mormons are pathetic though. When I started coming out to a close mormon friend, he told me, "have you tried asking god?".
Pathetic.
>>6238398
Are you suggesting he was on MDMA as well?
>>6238445
Well why else are you on HRT?
>>6238448
Literally have never turned down a hug, or not given it like the person means everything to me (since I stopped repressing)
>>6238450
I don't think hrt is for me, I think it's been pretty bad for my life
>>6238446
o.o - perv
>>6238460
people just naturally hate lgbt for social reasons, their religion just gives them a sense of legitimacy in doing so.
>>6238460
I'm suggesting that I know nothing about drugs and that I've got enough pain killers, anit-inflamatories and illegal sleeping pills in me to spend 3 hours including alice in wonderland quotes in every post.
>>6238451
I like rapeplay I guess
As long as you aren't hips
>>6238394
"possibly the only son"
Pic related, Ceasar in Rome after ditchin Cleopatra.
>>6238396
Lol, yeah. I just wanted to be like her and talk to her! Hahahaha :)
Now I just want cock. Lol
>>6238456
whaaaat dammit
How did it affect your voice
I have a huge range right now and I want tracheal shave ASAP but I already ruled out yeson because I didn't want to lose my range and potential for passing voice naturally
>>6238461
idk it feels like i don't deserve to be gendered female or something
>>6238454
yes! i use to cook for a living so ill be very judgmental
>>6238461
you mean everyone doesn't take hrt to be their own gf??
>>6238456
so your voice isn't as squeaky as it used to be?
>>6238468
Tbh surgery on your vocal chords is not going to help. It's style thing same way learning to speak British or Chinese. You can become fluent in "woman" voice. The male range allows this. It spiked my dysphoria when I practice, but that's because it makes me painfully aware who I am outside.
Guess the trip
>>6238476
robin or myna
>>6238470
+1 friend! claimed! gotta collect em all! and heh I'm a cool for a living rn :3
>>6238460
:( sorry totally dident mean it in that way
>>6238461
Because I hated my father and didn't want to be anything like him, I'm not cocky, I'm not angry, I don't do drugs or drink, I don't hit women, and now I'm not treated with his male privileges.
>>6238475
I have a "at first I thought it was falsetto" range but still no passing voice ;-;
>>6238479
Do you make these?
>>6238469
>self loathing tranny
Ohh, how original.
But yeah, you do so stop being silly.
>>6238483
you're not funny
>>6238478
nope
>>6238486
it's not like it's for no reason
everyone here called me a hon and when i lived with my mom she used to pour on the "handsome" and "manly" bs so i figured i'd never be able to pass
>>6238484
how come you never practice voice
>>6238479
>I'm a cool for a living
v. Accurate typo
>>6238485
no it's literally one turbo autist thar saved everything and edits it in some weak attempt to troll or be funny.
>>6238464
That's what I'm saying. They fear the abnormal and project their fear onto us in the form of hate.
>>6238465
Ah, I see.
>>6238480
The only way for you to know is to either stumble on it the way you did, or be around during one of my meltdowns. You're forgiven.
>>6238469
Since when did any of us _deserve_ to be gendered correctly?
>>6238479
heh figured by the food porn pic ;) I had to get out of the industry dident feel safe
>>6238493
My grandmother and mom and whole family sold me down that river and broke me inside with shaming and zionists bullshit until I was 25. Now I'm NEET, but can't escape. I live in a cult it feels like. I hate these fucking people and I can't wait for them to start BEGGING me for money when I finally get off their budget. I am a caged creature with clipped wings here. I fucking hate it. I have nowhere else to go, no other personality but the one I was HANDSOME SON OF ABRAHAM forced into. Fuck my entire existence.
>>6238498
cook! cook!** >, < my phone auto corrected it! I'm just a lowly weeb video game nerd nothing cool at all :c
>>6238499
i think you misunderstood the question
>>6238496
I do practice though :( idk maybe I've reached passing at some point and just never believed it, two therapists said my voice passed once but it was REALLY bad then so I'm 95% sure they were hugboxing
>>6238390
you don't know what I look like then
>>6238493
How are your parents with you now? Have they found out?
>>6238510
nuhuh super cool
>>6238493
Were you out to your mum? No mother alive is going to be complimenting their son for being such a kawii twink femboy are they? Regardless of what you actually look like.
it all just means you've earnt it more desu
>>6238515
can you like stop?
You're spamming the image limit
>>6238504
what made you feel unsafe? :c I just work for a local tex mex restaurant so it's p chill for me
>>6238512
sry. no I don't make em
>>6238518
quid pls >//~//<
>>6238508
Dana international loves you and will come to rescue you in her phallic flying vehicle and take you to tel aviv if you write to her.
>>6238520
you should know by now they will never stop
>>6238500
I always felt like (again just my opinion) that people are deeply offended by either gender abandoning their gender roll that was so essential for survival back during simpler times.
>>6238508
i know that feel anon
i hope your situation gets better and you get out of there, that's the worst and no one deserves that
>>6238516
>>6238519
my mom knows and she was upset for like 3 weeks before i was leaving but now she seems okay, we were texting a bit a few days ago and she just didn't mention anything, i don't think she's accepted it but at least she's not upset about it anymore and i'm not living with her anymore so it's fine with me
>>6238514
Idk if I have honestly. But seriously, given enough time hormones can do some magic
>tfw need to loosen corset bc it's making me lightheaded
i just wanna have a thinner waisssssstttttttt
>>6238387
>>6238395
its way below 2000, cause those numbers usually assume that I move a lot, I dont
>>6238395
I am pretty ano, it takes so much willpower to eat at all. Id eat way less if my bf wouldnt force me to eat at least once a day
>>6238476
jesus christ
>>6238536
idk how korra does it, but seeing my boymode plastered after each of my replies would drive me literally insane and id never want to come here
>>6238466
I'm not, I'm just someone who wants to cuddle you and whisper things into your ear that make you feel loved and wanted and just as you're lured into a false seme of security I would slam you against the wall and rip your girly clothes off and reduce you to a quivering toy over the course of an hour
>>6238519
Bisexual and single mom's that aren't regime brainwashed, ignorant (usually with brain wash), or religious vector propaganda...and brainwash...
From a military perspective, denying obvious neurological science and splitting a gender binary makes a lot of sense. Same from an advertising corproate and even voting level. It's a totalitarian rule just like making weed illegal, they know it's not... But some are brain washed by DARE malware. Trans ignorance is brainwashing. It's institutional, not biological to disown your own family. It's a "government" (coercive factors comprising the society and supported by the Institute). Smart people, women or men, reject the bullshit. Dumb ignorant AVERAGE people don't even give consideration to deviations from the norm. For all they know, dragons are fake and so are trans people. We are mentally ill obviously. I read it on Facebook. Duh.
>>6238527
I already blew my birth right. Milked it well, but always wished I was a hot girl. I never fit in.....
>>6238530
Idk where the fuck to run. I'm not a rough tough boy. I've seen vagina cis women on the streets with pitbulls, but I'm a domesticated sissy white Jew. I. Fucking. Hate. What and who I became, but I can't just poof into someone else. I'm a genie in a bottle. My bottle cracked. But I can't get out :(
Tfw my boy personality is like 127 hours movie
>>6238470
Holy shit i didn't know he was a stone cold fox when he was young
>>6238538
2000 calories are for the average human that does 0 amount of exercise, even as underweight as you are you probably need around 1600 at the lowest to maintain your weight.
>>6238529
That kind of "work to keep the species alive" mentality was destroyed with the birth of modern medicine. Now that it's considered a tragedy for even one life to be lost, we no longer have an extreme need for people to hold their assigned roles in society; women are no longer birthing slaves and men are no longer producers. We can afford to, and may even benefit from having people exist that are either unable or do not wish to reproduce, because we have so many children that are born, kept alive, but become completely undesirable.
>>6238538
Mine are at 2000 even when all I do is play starcraft all day.
>takes so much willpower
take care of yourself, alright? This is your body telling you to shut down, because you don't feel like you deserve to live. I'm telling you that you're wrong in feeling that way. People care about you, and want you to care about yourself.
>>6238478
kek you REALLY don't want to see mine
21 years of hypotonia and fallen arches does not make for nice-looking feet
>>6238539
Gets worse if you see under the bandages
>>6238523
>what made you feel unsafe? :c I just work for a local tex mex restaurant so it's p chill for me
I worked in a lot of restaurants most ppl in the industry are just so, so.... machismo, in the 4 places i worked they made fun of my fem features and my fem behavior. Entering the culinary industry delayed my transition 2-3 years but i also locked the door on my final choice to transition due to the fact i tried to be that person so hard that i realized i could never be that was ever again
>>6238537
same old ufufu,
when will you learn
so apparently jaw slimming is an ffs procedure that exists? does anyone know if Bart does this?
>>6238548
Oh, hey Basic... I didn't think you were here.
How did laser go?
This is what I feel like.
>>6238550
Calorie counting is awful. I'm anorexia mode still while in boy life.
>>6238554
I appreciate this even if it's not directed at me. My body had been systematically shutting down cutting away things for about 5 years. Music, art, excersize, life, friends, the fucking sun, drugs etcetera.
>>6238545
rape me hard and make me cry anon!
slam me like a toy and call me names
what would you call me?
>>6238545
fuk that sounds sooo dam hoooott
>>6238548
right!!! drool
>>6238558
Age 24. This is how I felt being trapped in a security testing position for a government contractor. I became a terrifying weapon. A computer virus. I basically was autistic Kevin Mitnick preparing to join the CIA until my "alarm went off". Now, I want to pen comics, cuddle, guitar, and cuddle, rap, comedy, travel, cuddle, blog, experiment with desperately repressed sex drive, cuddle...
>>6238550
basic maintenance is like 1304kcal,
its like 1500 or something for little/no exercise, but that probably still means going anywhere else but from bed to pc and back?
Idk all that much about this tho.
>>6238554
>take care of yourself, alright?
I cant really be bothered, my bf does tho, so theres no danger or anything
>>6238563
What's awful about it? It actually improved my health noticeably, you don't have to be autistic about it to work, just estimate approximately.
>>6238537
ive been meaning to buy one recently but I always end up having to spend a good chunk of my paycheck on anime convention stuff ;~;
>>6238541
not really. I stopped caring after the first time. I'm mostly amused that there's some neckbeard out there so autistic they find this a good use of their time lol
>>6238558
that's so crappy to hear sry you had to go through that. :c I live in the deep deep south and ppl are racist and homophobic af. if ur a tranny here And black you get murdered. so it's kinda slowing down my transition a bit too. I'm fucking terrified if girl mode and I'm just gonna do permanent boy mode till I move. thankfully I'm still super early on hrt so my default mode just looks like a faggy pale boy
>>6238560
im confused. what am i supposed to learn about? :?
>>6238530
How old are you kiwi
>>6238572
well at least u had a high paying job :p
>>6238563
>equiped for combat
>wearing heels
REEEE
ITS MASS EFFECT 2 ALL OVER AGAIN
so I went to /u/ and caught thr gay. thankfully I discovered a cure. by reading some good yaoi manga my fujoshi side purged the gay plague outta my system. phew dodged a bullet bc I'm no homo!
>>6238582
I purposely spent all my money. I was GOING to kill myself. I have nothing left. I had to burn my entire life. All of it.
>>6238576
move out to the west coast were a buch of faggot queers out here
>>6238578
24, i started hrt a little after my 24th birthday
i'll be 25 and a year on mones in september
>>6238585
i wish I could take you up in that offer anon :c
>>6238583
>>equiped for combat
There's more than just heels that is wrong with that...
>>6238588
>How are you feeling since?
Better. I'm awake, finally, and my stomach's started accepting food again. Funnily enough, I was going to do some voice practice but I can't speak very loud right now... which has actually softened my voice significantly.
>>6238592
>move out to the west coast were a buch of faggot queers out here
very true
>>6238577
learn to love your body, we all have male looking bodies
>>6238592
honestly I was seriously looking at cheap cities to live in out there in cali. but idk the job market for my trade since imma be a welder
i luv faggots desu <3
Oh gosh the couple that wants me for a threesome just sent me a video of sex...
I hope to join them :3
>>6238593
That feel when I'm 24.5 and you jsut made me breathe a sigh of relief. I'm on a holding pattern trying to keep my life from collapsing in before I can externalize. Daily panic attacks have stopped, it's like one CONSTANT bleeding liquid from my soul causing panic.
>>6238594
You can someday. I'm not equipped to move until September realistically probably January FUCK. and you can't move there in the winter because literally snow everywhere.
>>6238596
You shit talking my Japanese Xeena warrior princess alien cock warrior fetish?
I just measured myself and I'm a taller than I was at the beginning of the year.
And my spiro hasn't arrived at all, and I made the biggest fuck up at my job that might get me fired.
RIP potential
RIP early transition
Fuck
>>6238591
i can identify with that being that once i made that choice my life improved 100%
>tfw you turn the shower on and let the whole room fill up with steam every time before you get in
>this has always been your safe space
>letting the hot water run down your head, over your shoulders, and then down your breasts warming them up from their time exposed to the cold bathroom air
>arching you back and being lost as the sound of the water drums across your ears, drowning everything out
>wishing your partners hands were there to slowly larger and work every part of your body, and then doing the same for her, paying attention to every detail... Playfully slipping your hands places to see if they're "still soapy" while you bite her neck
>wrapping up in a large bath robe after in your nice warm steamy bathroom and not going out until you recover from everything you did and your mind can clear
Are showers or baths better, and why are showers the best?
>>6238598
i cannot love my body as-is. i've tried. it doesn't work and just makes me depressed.
i DO believe in myself, though, and in my ability to lose weight and to get a smaller waist. so... no to what you said.
>>6238605
>You shit talking my Japanese Xeena warrior princess alien cock warrior fetish?
Yes. Yes I am.
>>6238605
maybe we will see what the future holds anon! but geeze I had no idea there were so many other girls as old as me here. we should start a granny tranny club =o
>>6238608
Oh and this happened this week
>dad walks up to me and says "you are getting taller anon! "
>mom says to me "wow anon is it just me or are you becoming handsome, like your dad"
>also got these exact comments from my sister and her fiance last night
How do I make friends
>>6238610
after reading this showers are best
also please dont stop hrt
>>6238619
just make conversation and be friendly anon!
>>6238574
it's good to hear there's someone watching out for you.
I wish I could say the same.
>>6238625
>>6238561
please can someone answer this
please tell me it's true
>>6238618
brutal
>>6238603
Tell someone where you're going. Don't get raped little fucc Boi ;)
>>6238611
Is this what I'm feeling? I literally don't want to walk myself into another room. Ill lay for 50 extra minutes with a headache before I get water. I tend to my physical needs like once every 3 hours just all at once. Then back to autistic land.
>>6238616
I think most aren't. Maybe it's just because it's Saturday. I should probably start tripping again...
>>6238625
Its kind of funny, because pottery has incredibly strong compresdive strength, yet its so strong in one area it has very little flexibility allowing it to break. Its all relative.
Today's my little sister's prom....
>>6238628
Yass.. well done Sirona.
>>6238638
I'm really sorry anon. Thats rough :(
>>6238600
welding is in demand everywhere
>>6238630
>Oh shit you just reminded me to practice.
Most of my practice so far has been on my hour long jogging/walking sessions where I've been singing songs at different pitches. So far, what I've found is that to stop resonance as much as possible (I can't remove it) I have to tense the muscles in my upper torso, and release tension on my diaphragm.
>>6238630
>OK, now this I can't stand for.
I'm sorry should I replace it with a better fetish?
Or should I just remind you that even when I was repressing, I was called a Yandere...
>>6238639
What can I say, I'm quick on the draw.
>>6238632
the more trips the merrier! but you'd be surprised how many there are that are our age or older :
maddie
elanna
phienchen
sass
kelly
faye
aria
cfh
eleri
there more but you get the point it's alot!
>>6238644
With your hands on the floor?
http://youtu.be/7GKMvDtZBj4
Enjoy Sirona lol.
REEEEEEEEEEE I'M SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW!!!! WHY DOES LIFE ALWAYS FUCK WITH ME!!!!!!
>>6238647
Woooooo im on a list!
>old bitches list
Aww fuuuuck.
>>6238658
I'm not on the list but I'm still an old bitch :/
>>6238644
Singing is the best way for me I think. I'm always singing. I don't sit down and talk but just from singing I have good control over pitch and resonance. Idk if you've heard it but what made things kind if click was that someone described the way you're supposed to position your throat as the meatwad method.
is 4chan blinking for anyone else?
>>6238666
youre actually not that much older
>>6238666
At what age did you start HRT?
>>6238669
i think that's the 4chanx extension because my bf had that problem
>>6238616
i missed it, how old r u?
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