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fuck we filled up that last one fast >>5129170
first for Jocelyn is a worthless hon
>>5129897
second for stop posting so many fucking anime reaction images
first for your waifu a shit
4th for anime
>>5129905
Whats wrong with anime reaction images?
>>5129905
maybe I need to leave for a couple days again
>>5129916
you need to stop getting high for a couple days
>>5129897
>>5129898 cause fat asses causes all the lesbians to appear and erp
and stop with the damn anime posting
post Nagels instead
>>5129905
>>5129916
maybe you need to stop being a cunt and try to be nice for once
>>5129923
>being nice
>on mtfg
Anon pls this is meanie central, its bully or be bullied
>>5129923
When have I been mean to anyone but kiwi? (who I tried to prevent from airing our dirty laundry but they wouldn't stop poking at me)
Like I genuinely try and make it a point to be nice to people here.
>>5129887
Well yes, light colors makes things look bigger, and pops more.
But what I'm thinking about is faking the shape of hips, like tricking the mind to think there's more shape than there is.
Where as, if you're waring a loose shirt that goes all the way down to your hips, basically covering them, then it makes your hips look narrower than they are, because they remove that hip curve part... And also, doesn't split up your body, so that it's harder to accurately determine shoulder/hip ratio.
>>5129920
>muh thread length
jeez somebody's a size queen
the drama really does start right away doesnt it...
>>5129931
how do you know for sure it was kiwi poking at you?
you just ended up fueling the drama while she apologized and you blew her off
she just leaves when the drama comes and you haven't tried to make amends at all
>>5129925
it's hon or be hon'ed tbqh.
>>5129932
I think it'd just be easier to do the towel trick and fake hips that way.
I'm not a butt toucher!! ๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐
>>5129937
She talked plenty of shit with her trip on, also look at this:
>>5129505
>>5129514
>>5129593
Like I've said time and time again, I don't enjoy being shit on by people? I don't like when this is all happening? I want it to be over and I'm trying to be as mature as I can. The only time I've lashed out in all of this is when after a week of keeping my mouth shut Kiwi still continued to talk shit. Still does it on anon almost daily too. Fucking ridiculous at this point.
>>5129944
Except a towel will not look like hips... And, uhm... Pretty obvious otherwise why that is a bad idea.
>>5129936
>hon hon hon hon hon hon hon
>hon hon hon hon hon hon hon
>hon hon hon hon hon hon hon
That's all I hear anymore, you get used to it.
i'm not trans, i'm cis male but i'm trying to look as unmasculine as possible. i just hate masculinity and want to be androgynous. am i allowed to post here?
>>5129947
maybe because you never apologized for shitting on her and making her the laughingstock of /mtfg/?
if you were in her place how would you feel? why can't you just agree to disagree, you weren't compatible in real life and end it at that? maybe try adding her on skype or however you chatted with her before and try to patch things up?
>>5129953
(i basically want tips on androgyny/passing)
>>5129949
Actually if done right it look exactly like hips underneath clothing...check it.
>>5129953
>i'm not trans, i'm cis male
nah, make your own thread
>>5129953
depends. how old are you?
>>5129953
Look for the femboy thread
>>5129897
what the fuck are you doing you fucking retard? it's not even image limit yet
>>5129955
I was kidding, but-
>I'm no good at bullying
>bullies cis male anon
Didn't you get bullied into being a girl?
>>5129955
>How do you hon someone?
You dress in rainbow stripe thigh highs while talking like an anime girl while hitting on other trans girls.
hon'ed/10
>>5129963
oh, there's a femboy thread? i've literally never been to this board before. thanks for the suggestion!
>>5129966
>Didn't you get bullied into being a girl?
N-no of course not people just suggested it a lot...
>>5129947
also you can't make posts this close together in time, there has been plenty of instances of a shitposter attacking you right before or after one of kiwi's posts
>>5129968
Top keks, that's mtfg alright, full of hons.
>>5129959
Not much of a point anyway, it's not like you'll have those hips.
>>5129947
saving that pic for future bullying, thanks for linking it, hon.
>>5129954
>maybe because you never apologized for shitting on her and making her the laughingstock of /mtfg/?
what do I have to apologize for exactly? I didn't fucking do anything to Kiwi but say what happened that night. Maybe kiwi shouldn't have done the things they did and no one would be laughing. We wouldn't even be here. Apology? Yeah, right.
>if you were in her place how would you feel?
I don't know, I would never make the decisions and do the actions it took for her to get to where she has so I never considered. I don't sympathize though, if that's you're asking me to do.
>why can't you just agree to disagree
I tried to do this from the start but she wouldn't just let it go. Had to make it public for /mtfg/ in a desperate stretch for attention and sympathy during a rough point in her life. I tried to respect it but after a week it got old and my concern for her well being ran out as it became a more and more volatile situation.
At no point has kiwi done anything that could be warranted as an acceptable reaction to the situation that was at hand, and now I've had to deal with the blowback from it.
>>5129965
This still isn't the place for you then, you don't want to appear fem but wants tips on "passing"
That didn't clarify much, go be a fuccboi elsewhere please.
or if you aren't leaving, post a pic of yourself or else we can't help.
>>5129971
Sure you can
>>5129971
Sure you can
>>5129975
Well yeah regardless of what trick you try when the clothes come off it's back to no hips, there's not much you can do about it.
>>5129970
Uh-huh.
>>5129984
>>5129985
This tbh, it's not that hard.
>>5129946
So you dont touch butts?
>>5129953
I mean everybody here is going to call you trans because of what you're telling us.
Because we all went through literally the exact same thing and came out the other end.
So in short, my answer to you is: you can't leave.
Trans help general has tips for passing, by the way.
>>5129978
I don't think you should apologize for kiwi being an autist, the memes that came out of it more than make up for the drama tbh.
kiwi just denied all that shit that happened because they can't face their autism is that strong.
>>5129984
>>5129985
I'll just leave this here.
how do you get comfy in bed with your laptop?! ive spent the last 15 minutes trying to get a position
>>5129992
What about being agender, though? The last time I mentioned it on /lgbt/ I got yelled at for making shit up and being a special snowflake but identifying as agender makes the most sense to me.
>>5129994
If you're gonna go into the archive you should show the entire story. That's a half hearted apology after she went back and forth with Jocelyn and got blown the fuck out and exposed for what she did that night in attempt to save face.
>>5129953
>So I told anon to transition into a woman..he actually did it the absolute madman!
>>5129987
But, it's more about when you're outside? That you look good to others, and that it still looks like your own flesh (a towel won't jiggle or whatever like a real butt), and that if you have a bf he can actually squeeze your butt and it giving a response.
You kind of have to show your real goods, just using a few optical tricks to make yourself look better.
Without clothes, yeah... But, eh, I think sometimes bad clothing choices can actually make you look worse than if you were naked.
If you have absolutely no hips, then it pretty much doesn't matter much what you do, optical illusions probably won't be enough.
>>5129992
>>5129997
qt tbh, when was that?
Ugh...you people are so cringy. I never hated other trans people until coming here. =/
>>5130000
Proof that kiwi even did any of these things or is it just jocelyns word against hers?
>>5130007
I know anon, lets talk about clothes instead. Maybe shoes, bags, and accessories too.
While pretending to be REAL girls!
>>5129968
add some heels and you may have it, kek
>>5129999
That's fair. It's never something I reached. I'm not naiive enough to discredit a gender identity after having people tell me that mine isn't real.
I will say this, though. For a time I thought I was agender until really I realized that I was just so fed up with worrying about gender that I despised thinking about it and came to similarly despise the concept of being gendered as a whole.
>>5130007
The term is "catty" and "weeaboo" and they will always be the raging fireballs of estrogen they fill themselves with. They represent us. what's_really_important_is_that_you_found_a_way_to_be_superior_to_them.jpg
>>5130009
She admitted to it in her own apology, just look at that picture. Tried to say it was all just being a memester. Apparently had to reassure Jocelyn on several occasions that she didn't intend to rape her...
>>5129925
Every time someone tells you something you think you're being bullied.
>>5130003
>That you look good to others, and that it still looks like your own flesh (a towel won't jiggle or whatever like a real butt
Neither will clothes making an optical illusion so there's no point. People especially those that touch you would figure it out anyway.
>>5130015
or interact with trans people in real life more often, it really isnt any better especially in "large" groups.
>>5130017
The only reason I'm identifying as agender is because I don't like the gender binary, and the realization of my dislike of gender is to not identify as one at all (see: agender).
If I recall correctly, Jocelyn was the one shitting up /MTFG/ about how they were going to fuck and suck, what flavor condoms or lube to get and whatever other ERP shit you anime posters do, then they actually meet up and all of a sudden it's not anime anymore. Wow, anime isn't real life. That's a reason to destroy people's lives. Jocelyn is a piece of trash.
>>5129946
I guess there's no reason to go to Portland then. I'm not gonna travel to some far away city and not get my butt touched.
>>5129955
>Do you paint their face with shitty makeup and force them to wear a thrift shop floral dress?
Jeans and gamer t-shirt with no makeup and a guy voice.
>>5130011
Honestly that would be better then this fighting between two trips about who touched who's girl tinkler....that's gross tbh.
>>5130015
>Have you never interacted with trans people before coming here?
Trans irl act nothing like this, sorry to burst your bubble but you need to get out more.
>>5130017
>The term is "catty" and "weeaboo
Well at least the weeaboo part is right...
Coming back here always reminds me why I stopped talking to most trans people.
>>5130037
huh
>>5130018
Eh that post was pretty vague tbh. It could mean a lot of things. What the fuck is a memester?
>>5130031
Right, you're disillusioned by the concept of gender because it creates stress for you. You'd prefer to simply be left out of it all, right? To not have it be an issue? Or are you saying that your identity is less reactionary and more intuitive for you?
GLEEEEEENNNNNN
>>5130015
>You should check out reddit or susans
Why? This place is like susanreddit 2.0 anyway.
>>5129997
>Aife eyes
>5 head
>Big chin
>Giant nose
>Metal hair
>Lanky build
>Man hands
Would not maam.
>>5129933
>tfw you want to hug bexe irl
>tfw I will hug way too hard and end up crushing her to death
>tfw I will be both mournful over taking a friends life and dysphoric over my immense man strength that caused it to the point of not knowing where the dysphoria begins and the grief ends
I don't want to meet anyone from here ever, it would be just like trying to hug cis girls
I'm a giant man construct trying not to crush the flowers underfoot
>>5130032
Would you not be disappointed if you expected a cute boy and instead got kiwi? he does a really good job of abusing angles, total hon-core
>>5130039
I guess you should just, like, leave then.
>>5130055
454 big block or bust
at least stroke that 350 to 383....
>>5130048
Glen didn't die, that nigalous guy fell on top of him and the walker were eating his body. Once he calms down and plays dead with walk guts on him to mask the human scent he'll blend right in and sneak away later.
source - I'm a zombie extra on the show tbqh
>>5130048
It's his fault for not knowing how to climb a fence
>>5129920
>ever since I started HRT I can eat things that are much spicier
YOOOO me too wtf?
>>5129870
It's not that I want to look like her, it's that I'd rather look more like her than more like the other girls in that photo.
>>5129998
Have a king or queen sized bed and get one of those lap desks I fall asleep next to my computer like every night.
I guess im not safe from TWD spoilers even here
fuck u actually
>>5130047
It doesn't really create stress for me, I just think in an ideal world we'd all be genderless blobs free to like and express ourselves without having to worry which box some arbitrary thing falls into.
And if I believe that, why would I identify as a gender?
>>5130062
They could have avoided all of that and kept the red shirt if they weren't so afraid of bushes.
is it safe to come out yet
>>5129990
m-maybe I do >_>;;
>>5130033
so says the slut who says she's not a slut
>>5130061
It's got headers so it's good enough for me. Plus I'd like the gas mileage to be reasonable enough to drive it...
>>5130070
>>5130070
its never safe
>>5130060
Thanks, I think I will. I just needed another reminder of why I avoid the trans community.
Enjoy...what ever this is supposed to be. :^)
>>5130070
I wish you would die.
>>5130063
Ikr? They could have both climbed the fence and just jump on the roof that was right next to it.
Also,
GLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNN NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
>>5130052
i really disagree anon. we're more honest because we don't have to save face. trips may interfere with that but the anons differentiate us from them.
>>5130067
I wasn't being explicit in my definitions. Most people who are persistently agender experience dysphoria being gendered entirely; as male, as female, as nonbinary, etc.
It's not the philosophy of assigning a gender or its ramifications which aggravate them. It's a phyisiological reaction. It's dysphoria. These identities are not centered around beliefs but are instead tied down by neurological quirks that aren't under control. We don't fully understand the basis for transsexuality so it follows that alternative forms may exist.
Your identity is politicized; it's based off of beliefs about the way society ought to be conducted. It's positive, not normative, is essentially what I'm saying.
>>5130062
>a tranny extra plays walkers on TWD
cool
I actually have given it some thought if it actually ever happened irl
I would cut off my junk if I got bit, put on my best clothes and wait death
>>5130068
They could've avoid all this by using some tnt and blowing out the ledge pathway leaving them no where to go but straight back down.
This herding plan was a mistake from the get go. I hope they somehow herd them into the wolves base camp.
>>5130084
oh. i had no idea.
what do i identify as, then? i don't feel dysphoria at all, and i don't want to pretend to be something that actual people are struggling through.
>>5130082
You're really trying to force this meme huh?
>>5130081
I'll see if I can help you out with that tonight.
>>5130086
If the zombie apocolyspe went down I would hunt down other mtf's and chop their heads off tbqh.
THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE!!!
>>5130094
Please do. This place would be so much better without all the drama you bring along then pretend you have nothing to do with.
>>5130055
> I really I'd just want to smoke a bowl with you
B-but your job search!
>and hang out with you if you moved up here.
I'm a boring person irl, and I doubt I'll be moving to Portland now, but I ever visit you're definitely on my "Would chill with" list.
>>5130071
Wow, I was gonna take ass and legs pics in my new garter belt and fishnets but now you've hurt my feelings talking to me like that. Now I -NEVER- will.
>>5130082
>tfw tried to watch TWD and couldn't get past the first episode
>>5130039
>Honestly that would be better then this fighting between two trips about who touched who's girl tinkler....that's gross tbh.
Yep, there's a lot of erp and stuff here... And generally annoying trip "HEY LOOK AT ME, GIVE ME ATTENTION ANONS, AND OTHER TRIPS" stuff.
>>5130098
this^
all trips an hero.
>>5130098
I don't think I have a feasible surefire way to do it tonight but if I think of something I figure everyone here will eventually figure it out when I stop posting entirely.
>>5130089
[spoiler]>yfw there's no spoilers on /lgbt/[/spoiler]
>>5130082
That too but relly
>>5130088
Should have just had an m60 or some shit
GLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNN NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
>>5130101
>tfw tried to watch TWD and couldn't get past the first episode
pleb, you probably watch the wire.
>>5130098
What would you even discuss if there were no trips? It's pretty clear you only come here to whine about the fact there are trips here.
Just go start "no trip MtFg" if you're that bothered (which you aren't, so you won't).
i want a little box where i can just curl up and cry and cry until i die from dehydration
>>5130062
question, has andrew lincoln been wearing a green glove?
>>5130101
You're just mad because you'll never operate as hard as Rick.
>>5130106
There doesn't even look like there's a face in that spot. Just jump through it you skinny Asian delivery boy!
>>5130108
At this point, there are almost more trips than anons.
And all the talking is between trips that erp or are trying to get each others attention so they can feel like one in the group or popular.
Any other discussion gets drowned out.
>>5130105
[spoiler]tbh I knew he was a goner at some point so we[/spoiler]
all of the trips are asleep, post Os
Wow. Four generals today. Sup.
>>5130118
NO STOP
>>5130108
>what would you discuss if there were no trips?
Gee idk anon maybe we'd all talk about passing and girl stuff without getting drowned out by trip shit posting and drama?
....one anon for all
>>5130090
This is where it comes down to introspection. This stage of reasoning is crucial. First of all, there isn't "pretending" yet; abandon that notion until later. Is the origin of your distaste with gendering purely philosophical? If so, are you merely being inquisitive? Is that like you?
Before you hastily discard the idea of being trans, consider the following: being trans is vastly on the rise, with psychologists confirming an increasing percentage of cases of dysphoria amongst the population. Likely this is due to the presence of minor dysphoria -- the kind that doesn't necessarily compel people to transition, but makes them feel like feminine men or masculine women. Is transsexuality really a "fad" when we have more people fully deeply transitioning? Sure, we have a lot of college feminists declaring themselves nonbinary, but the number of people actually transitioning is considerably increasing.
When I started transitioning, I did so experimentally. I took hormone replacement to find out if I enjoyed the prospect of approximating femininity. I did. I kept going. But it wasn't like I was mentally female; I was far too objective and cynical. It took me an embarasingly long amount of time to realize that I wasn't fully cognizant of my emotions and that I was depressed in part due to dysphoria.
Think long, hard, carefully, objectively. See a therapist, talk to people if you're comfortable about it. Or keep posting anonymously here or in /thg/.
>>5130116
Have you actually tried making other discussion? I mean, give me one topic you've been dying to delve into with MtFg that the amount of inter-tripping ITT has prevented you from doing so?
>>5130115
Fucking exactly
>>5130101
I bet you didnt even buy a new garter and fishnets
>>5130113
obviously aiming with his mind's eye
He operates on a whole nother level mate.
>tfw not cheeki breeki silent and sneaky
I'd die day one of an outbreak.
>>5130127
Sonic did you know that you're pretty hot?
>>5130119
>Part of the reason I can't get in to the show (And most shows) is my latent /k/ autism flares up too much.
but everyone has perfect trigger discipline and also theres a lot of gun porn
but hershels magic shotgun tho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P224BTri7RQ
>>5130113
To defense of Rick's wobbly aim, most of the time he's just standing over someone and executing them, so precision is guarantied regardless.
>>5130123
do you have a throwaway email i can reach you at? i feel like i want to get more into this with you, more than a single thread would allow.
I have the rest of that picture and it involves rape.
>>5130124
>I mean, give me one topic you've been dying to delve into with MtFg that the amount of inter-tripping ITT has prevented you from doing so?
I wanted to talk about passing, but since most trips don't pass it's not currently possible. : (
>>5130137
he's gonna be such a hon hahahahaha oh man it's too funny he thinks he can pass
>>5130142
He's just fat tbh. If he lost weight he'd be cute.
>>5130135
[email protected]
98 isn't my birth year don't worry
>>5129925
I'd rather be bullied to be honest.
>>5130128
I like how how quickly he took out those wolves trying to roll up on him and take his shit. Then he pulls a Rambo and ak47's those bitches through the RV. Rick is the man but carl is even more deadly tbqh. That boy has latent serial killer in him.
>>5130129
>not aiming thu ur eyepatch
Check out this scrub
>>5130137
can you stop trolling cheska?
I dont know why you feel the need to try and ruin kiwis life, she would have done anything for you and you just act like this
>>5130138
>I wanted to talk about passing, but since most trips don't pass it's not currently possible
Lmao best post in thread.
#truths
>>5130144
sending you a hangouts invitation
>>5129998
Fold your pillow in half and rest lappy on your chest.
>>5130161
I don't understand how people can sleep with less than two pillows anymore
it's so much more comfortable
anyway
Oh good posting works again, 3 hours without mtfg was hard
>>5130169
Hard? My hdmi cable broke. I can't fucking live with just one monitor.
>>5130171
I'm sorry about that, how does an hdmi cable even break? I use DVI cables for my monitors
>tfw I just read the bible for three hours
I think I'm a changed person. Im trying to become better. Im going to start reading more literature
Just going to leave this here every other thread now, in case someone in charge of the minecraft server is online:
griefer active on there by the name of "x3n0f0rm"
>>5130171
I only have one monitor, I don't really see the need for two
RIP kiwi. She killed herself from being heartbroken.
>tfw normie reactions to pictures like this
>tfw not sure if I'd like this but kind of want it
>>5130172
My only pair is black tho and I don't like them, they make my butt look smaller. I should get some in different colors.
>>5130176
I'm glad you found Jesus anon. I hope every girl here finds his light eventually.
some1 get over here and give me a cuddle, I'm cold as heck
Hey friends! Hope you have a nice halloween! I'll be passing out candy to kids with my sorority while dressed as Pearl!
This is...silly.
>>5130182
>she thinks her ass isn't already so massive it influences the tide
>>5130191
fresh meat doesnt even know the half of it
>>5130183
I would if I could
>hey valkyrie chronicles looks like a cool game
>start playing it
>its literally an anime with a few minutes of gameplay every now and then
God dammit
>>5130174
DVI is nice. Well my secound monitor is not very stable so it kinda tumbled towards the floor cause my elbow bumped it when I stood up and it pull out the hdmi cord, leaving the little metal piece behind...
>>5130179
Just what some one who has never had two monitors would say. All kidding aside it's really nice cause I do stuff on my little one and let stuff play on my big on with out having to switch back and forth from tabs. Or if i'm playing a game I sometimes watch a movie at the same time, cause i'm productive. But with everything in life that I love it dies.
>>5130182
id want it if it didnt look like my dick after a 5 hour tenderizing match with my fist.
wtf is up with the site tonight
my girlfriend just gave me a cuddle before leaving for work, I'm satisfied now
How come even with plenty of lube butt stuff doesn't feel good
>>5130196
But you like anime?
Also if you like the gameplay I hear it's basically XCOM, which is also fun.
Are we dead again?
>>5130188
>Are you actually Christian because you're the dog girl.
What God don't know don't hurt him.
>But you also love guns so...idk
I serve the Cube as well as God. But they're knot related.
>>5130193
>implying
>>5130196
That's what you get for buying weeb games.
>>5130199
>touching your gt
>mfw
>>5130211
The Rapture came and went, yo.
>>5130210
Contrary to popular belief I actually dislike most anime. And it doesn't seem that similar to XCOM so far, which may be a good thing since I never really got into XCOM
>>5130212
Is that why my erp stopped? God ruins everything.
well this is boring
>>5130198
>Just what some one who has never had two monitors would say.
;_;
>>5130216
I know right? Cursed heathens
>>5130216
He can handle it, he's god.
>>5130217
Isn't that what the circlejerk is for
>>5130220
I'm sorry! Two is better then one and all that stuff
>>5130221
>wanting to have sex with dogs
>not wanting to have sex with god
>>5130198
I prefer using an actual TV as my second "monitor".
Sure, it's not as clear as a monitor, but it's great if I wanna have youtube/Netflix/aminu pulled up on a separate screen ;)
>>5130224
eh, there's nothing to really circlejerk over rn
tbh I just want to pass the time until i have the mental fortitude to get out of bed
>spend half an hour stretching and lubing up
>finally stops burning every time I penetrate after a while
>start going in and out at a decent pace
>doesn't even feel good
I hate this. I'm tired of having to touch my gt to satisfy lewd feels.
>>5130164
I have a good latex pillow, it's all I need.
>>5130226
Me too, a little 12inch flat screen. Once you start doing that you'll never want it any other way.
>>5130227
That's why we got /b/, but i'm banned for that exact reason.
>>5130232
I haven't gone on /b/ since I was in like, 8th grade
>>5130232
Hmm, that's actually pretty different. I'm running a 23" monitor and a 32" TV, and they both somehow fit on my desk.
>>5130229
Sounds like internal hemorrhoids
>>5130212
I'm gonna post sexy pics tomorrow in tights after I shave my legs and stuff and ur gonna be SOOOO rekt and jelly
U DONT EVEN KNO
>>5130243
How do I find god?
I want him to hold me with his big, manly god hands.
>>5130247
>I was gonna post that pic ;~;
I guess you just aren't christian enough
>>5130253
>>5130254
Is the site dead?
Why won't you accept god?
>>5130253
I can't sit on god's lap if I can't find it
>>5130262
I don't really miss god. But I sure miss Santa Claus
That dream was awful
It was like a mashup of the walking dead and 40k but I don't really know anything about either of these things so it was just ridiculous
good bed people
> +1 to image limit
>tfw maki doesnt like us anymore
man i just woke up and its fucking pitch black out aaaaaaahhhhhhh
also
>people avatarfagging so hard that we hit image limit in under 450 posts last thread
why
>>5130283
>why
>she says as she posts an anime girl
>>5130284
i dont do it with every post though
also yeah why!! avatarfagging here is like, what is the point ?
>>5130282
His boipucci belongs to us now. You should have made use of it while you had the chance.
>>5130283
Iktf, I wake up screaming thanks to sleep paralysis at least once a week.
>>5130283
I think you will find that every single image is used responsibly and with due deference to others in the thread who might want to post images
>>5130169
I cant live without you mtfg. I started thinking about killing myself again.
>>5129925
tfw no nice trips
>>5130305
:(
I wish all the depressed people* lived close to me so I could do something about them being depressed.
*I realise this may just mean the entire thread so some selectivity might be needed.
>>5130305
Don't have silly ideas like that
Have silly ideas like mine, where I dream about zombie hunting from the back seat of an atv on a Midwest themed planet
>>5130303
What are you reading?
>>5130313
red mars by kim stanley robinson
I need to get more books tbh
Does my grandmother watch starz in black for a reason you think? It's weird to me how much she likes qween latifah.
>>5130308
You couldn't do anything anyways.
It sucks. I was talking to someone recently about their depression and i felt the same way. Like if i could just be there, hug them, let them know how much i care, maybe they'd feel better.
Idk, thats silly tho.
>>5130312
I have dreams about my friends being taken away from me.
i got this image for yall mtfg
>>5130303
how do u always take pictures from so far away???
>>5130319
What is a thot?
>tfw you gotta dilate but you dont
>>5130322
Short for thottbot. An old WoW database site.
>>5130319
What's a THOT.
hi im awake
what is everyone up to rn???
>>5130319
tHoT O wEeN
>>5130326
Ah yeah I remember when I used thottbot, what a dumpster.
I thought they were mistyping thought. Like thinking Halloween when they said thotoween or whatever.
>>5130319
its like a metre away, my desk is right next to my chair and my chair is right next to my bed so like I can plop my keyboard and mouse on my chair and shitpost on mtfg while I am in bed wanting death
>>5130324
Imagine how painful it will be to have an extra surgery because you didn't dilate properly and the whole thing healed up.
just. do. it.
>>5130326
I still don't understand
>>5130333
It's lonely as fuck this early in the morning
I'm looking for someone to chat with I guess
>>5130339
Naw it won't healed up, it's not a piercing. It'll just be extra tight for me bae
>>5130347
Have fun with not being able to take dicks longer than 3"
>>5130319
Aria says to move back and "git sum hot azn boi cock" and also to "drop dat ho"
>>5130346
but its like 7pm here ;~;
>>5130353
you could always just watch the movie
>>5130352
hey bb
wan sum fuk?
>>5130356
umm eventually from a nice boy but I want to date him first and get to know him and only if he is nice to me
>>5130317
That's sad as fuck yo
>>5130334
anna, I know ur bortday is over and all but I got u a porezant https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emStXkDDi4I
>>5130357
Laugh, but what is it?
I do not speak nigger-babble, I am white and therefore I transcend beyond all inferior languages and people.
gimme the honesty, mtfg
>>5130357
hay ufufu!
i was at the gym yesterday and doing swuats and shit when a guy came up to me and asked me what kind of body i was going for and i was like
>"umm, i guess i just want a butt and abs?"
and he gave me a few tips and was like,
>"yeah, it's gonna take you like a month at most. keep gaining weight and doing what i told you and you'll be there in no time considering you have like next to no fat on you."
i'm pretty sure this is like some equivalent of "you're gonna make it brah"
i'm excite
>>5130365
Damn good point.
I will not let the darkness attempt to convert my heart to a life of degeneracy, praise the holiest of bloodlines.
>interested in a transgirl
>look her up online like a creep
>find nudes without even trying
am I the only one that isn't a slut?
>>5130365
I'm not thar anon but I'm just confused, what is it?
>>5130370
You say slut like it's a bad thing
>>5130370
no but you are a creep and thats way worse
>>5130355
no gross, the movie was TERRIBLE. I had just re-read ender's, cried like a sad cunt, and then watched the movie and it was garbage and didn't even begin to be as good as the book. It was Incredibly rushed and the kids were just shit actors. Bad casting, so bad UGH.
>>5130375
this is why I love you anna
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJW3Jpqjx5s
>>5130368
ummI Just woke up I guess so idk what to do really. im pretty good i was feeling bad when i went to sleep but feeling a lot better now. how are u anon?
>>5130387
>Shannon I'm sorry but i hate this dude
he's supposed to be complete white trash but his heart is in the right place even though he is brainless
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKncYRJQRC8
>>5130382
Feeling a bit sick... it's probably just because I'm nervous about stuff :s
I clearly need to talk things over with someone.
Other than that, kinda bored...
>tfw will never be a real boy
>>5130393
testosterone solves literally 90% of those problems
>>5130387
Dune is a great series to read, I actually really like the mini-series it's p good, v dece.
Also the Lynch movie, while it's not a great Dune movie, I consider it an ok Lynch movie.
Kyle MacLachlan is a beautiful man and he's worth it to watch the Lynch film.
>>5130392
That's an excellent point. I dunno about stupid, but perhaps "careless' is the word you're looking for. We should definitely help educate our baby sluts to cover their tracks a bit :)
>>5130391
yah, get ready for my body to suck slightly less!
and what makes you think that he wants to bone me? or that i wanna bone him?
i'm not some kind of slut, get your head out of the gutter!!
>>5130390
oh that sucks anon ;~; i'm feelin bad for you rn.
What kinda stuff are you nervous about? you don't have to say if it's uncomfortable.
i am torturing myself with a boy at work that i am really into nad have zero chance with myself tbh. ughhhhhhh life isn't fair sometimes.
>>5130393
>tfw ill never stop being a chronic masturbater
>>5130401
Get your head out of his gym shorts first
>>5130404
Yeah, life can be shitty. Don't worry though... I'm sure that you'll eventually find a boy, and you two will have fun and deep conversations and loud sex and pet cats together.
As for my stuff.. I mean, I might say something over skype. This board isn't really the best medium for that
>>5130403
>Dune was bad.
I'm not going to be an annoying fangirl but yeah I know it's BAD, it's just one of those comfy as fug movies I love watching just because of how it's shot and the actors themselves.
It's so fugging cheesy and lame but there is just something so great about it.
I Just re-watched the mini-series with my cousin and turned him onto Dune. It all started with me "bad-mouthing" Star Wars calling it a wannabe Dune so I had to sit him down and show him how amazing the series is. I highly recommend watching the mini-series: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0142032/
Whats a good city to run away to and start a living when you have nothing and no one? This has been the worst month of my life and I just need to disappear for a good long while.
>>5130407
hmmm you can hit me up on skype if you want anon
Kittustar
>>5130412
Portland/Seattle, either one has transpeople and can help with homelessness and by that I mean you'll become a rainbow druggie living with a bunch of hipsters.
>>5130393
Something normal? From tumblr? Not on my /b/!
I mean.... Cute....
>wake up
>actually feel okay
>realise i haven't wanted to stab my stria terminalis with a bullet ever since i started estrogen
Eating chocolate at midday counts as breakfast right? ;_;
>>5130416
Progress!
Although I will mention bullets make terrible stabbing implements
>>5130402
ilu3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilGSoWQQc5I
>>5130403
>I dont like him
yeah but thats the point, he is the embodiment of the bad relative
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTwXudZTWQA
I think you would love this movie, I'm not sure if you've seen it.
but its pretty much perfect and has perfect holiday characterisation.
from eddie and catherine the white trash obscure relatives who dropped by unannounced.
to clarks parents who represent the perfect ideals clark looks up to
to the crazy aunt and mean uncle
to the inlaws... his mother in law is constantly drunk and disapproving... his father in law never once, says anything positive when referring to clark.
its not just a great christmas movie, its a great movie
>>5130416
bexe
>>5130414
Thats fine. I honestly have no plan or delusion on living some long and happy life anymore after all I've gone through in the past weeks. I'd rather go out on some drug fueled bender. Time to set my sights on the northwest.
>>5130397
no that's a meme.
there are trans men on T who don't pass.
>>5130398
do you read comics
>>5130400
protecting yourself it's rly rly important if you're a girl on the internet, even if you don't post nudes.
>>5130402
I'm sleepy.
>>5130405
idktf
>>5130412
>>5130414
second for the pacific northwest
>>5130415
yea a few trans boys I know shared it on fb and I was like aaawww that's so sad but cute because it's the exact opposite of us
>>5130416
>wake up
>grab a brush put on a little bit of makeup
>hide the scars to fade away the shake up
also bexe, I can't ever hug you despite wanting to
>>5130424
kit
>>5130422
>not having a gun that shoots knives
>>5130419
i have not, it's the only thing missing in my life rn tbh
>>5130428
yes you can sheen, i'll meet you halfway on that but it'll cost you half a cross-pacific flight
>>5130432
>yes you can sheen, i'll meet you halfway on that but it'll cost you half a cross-pacific flight
no I mean, I'm like rogue from xmen... I would kill you if I hugged you irl...
all girls I've ever hugged ever I've felt like I was going to crush
soup?
>>5130437
SOAPIE
>>5130427
>do you read comics
barely, just mangas by tsutomu nihei really
>>5130437
strudel
>>5130439
wow that's pretty art
I should sleep. bye thread
>>5130434
don't worry i can take it, hugs are my forté
>>5130436
erin
>>5130432
I'm sorry, I can't hug you until you've been bullied...
that's just how life works bexe.
>feel like I'd shatter like glass if someone looked at me funny
Is there a name for this
>>5130423
I've seen it, its not my type of comedy i think. It just is painful and cringey to watch. I don't think stuff like that i funny. I like absurd humor, slapstick and dark humor and stuff. Ed edd and eddy, billy and mandy.
Fuck i just like cartoons.
>>5130445
i wouldn't expect anything less, a hug just isn't a hug until you put it in context
>>5130447
anon
>>5130449
>Is there a name for this
anxiety probably, probably plus depression
>>5130452
oh gosh
who
/hon/
here?
>>5130442
ni
>>5130444
>don't worry i can take it, hugs are my forté
no... I can't do it...
I CANT
*hops on tricycle*
>>5130449
how absurdist?
I love freakazoid for example
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Ts_6aiC8x4
>>5130432
My knife has a gun for a blade
>>5130459
>mfw
>>5130456
yeah that sounds like how i get sometimes, i mostly have anxiety lately but when they combine i'm just sitting there beating the shit out of myself in my head and wailing about how i'll never be good at anything
have you spoken to a therapist about getting medication for it? i'm seeing someone for my anxiety soon and i'll be doing that
>>5130458
What is this phyrexian nonsense?
>>5130463
nice splatoon meme
>>5129897
Is it weird to be trans, be attracted to man as submissive, but be moderatly attracted to women as a dom? Im confused ;-;
>>5130456
No one is useless dear. Fear is a hell of a thing, and i understand how that fear can and often does turn into self hatred. I see it happen to my girlfriend who happens to be mtf herself, and she says the same too. But i'm with her because i see who she is, and i love her. You arent alone, and you arent useless. You just need to love yourself as much as I love her, and every girl who has been made to feel like this. I love you too. I only wish i could give my love to all who need it. Please, please dont hate yourself for having a hard time in a hard world. Know that im rooting for you.
>>5130457
Always and forever
>>5130459
I've never seen this before, but it's obviously an animaniacs spinoff? Its got the same sound board and soundtrack, and i saw yakko's name in the on screen gag. I also liked the cuts to live audience and girls screaming. Its creative. And just that its a 4 minute long joke in a kids show, i should watch this.
>>5130463
I really dont want to get on drugs just to be normal. I mean, moreso than i already am i suppose.
>>5130460
cum on step it up
>>5130465
one day i'll hug everyone here i swear to god
>>5130472
neither do i, but nothing else has worked so far... i knew HRT would take care of something in my head but that's just helping the depression and mental dysphoria so far
>>5130474
<3
and the only place i'd kick you is into the kitchen so you can cook us up a slick meal m8
>>5130444
Becs
>>5130436
ERIN
BEXE
OMFG
>>5130492
Yours is a name I haven't seen... in a long, long time.
>>5130477
>and the only place i'd kick you is into the kitchen so you can cook us up a slick meal m8
I don't know, I would be really really self conscious and probably ask you like ten questions once youve tried it and then wont believe you when you say its good
>>5130469
I'm the opposite. Its called switch anyway.
>>5130470
Thank you.
>>5130477
I dont think my depression problems have a lot to do with dysphoria. Its definitely a contributing factor. I think a lot more of it is that i have no talent at anything and i cant finish things or even have the discipline to learn and being around people destroys me..i thought itd be okay if i went back home, or just anywhere i thought i belonged. But i just dont fucking belong anywhere. I'm an inconvenience to everyone around me, I dont have a pace for me, responsibility and money make me sick. I'm just fucked up beyond repair and i dont belong here.
Book suggestions, need to load up on audio books.
I like post-apocalyptic stuff, or mysteries with a group of people (like the maze in maze runner, the other two books were not so good)
>>5130492
schnitzel
>>5130492
Äpfel
goodnight mtfg, a storm is just about to roll in and put me to sleep
http://www.bom.gov.au/products/IDR663.loop.shtml#skip
https://www.energex.com.au/safety/power-outage-safety/weather-centre/lightning-tracker
>>5130483
kit do you work at the "no pleb" bar?
>>5130507
please be safe sheen !
>>5130502
Dr. Bloodmoney
Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said
Naked Lunch
>>5130508
what do you mean??
>>5130511
http://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/food/stay-away-plebs-bar-owner-warns-new-patrons/story-fn93ypt9-1227582707658
>>5130507
oh bother that's where I am
how did I not see this
>>5130509
this kind of weather puts me to sleep
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-yu4NoS1HM
>>5130518
Wald
>>5130513
oh haha no the nightclub i work at is full of plebs. funny thing tho I have actually worked at that place in that article (back when it was gold bar tho)
perth is pretty small ;~;
also who are you that reads perth news? o.o;
This place is being destroyed from the inside.
You will never be happy
>>5130478
ers
>>5130483
KIT HELLO TBH
>>5130495
i've seen your cooking there's no way you're bad at it, all i know how to do is boil water and put pizzas in ovens
>>5130496
i'm certain you've got a lot of anxiety helping you beat yourself down, i'm exactly the same way as you, it can feed itself into depression and make everything ten times worse and make you feel worthless and make it impossible to believe you can do anything and then you're never able to start anything because why even bother
it's just a big shitty chemical feedback loop
>>5130502
You might like Station Eleven.
It's about a troupe of various artist traveling from community to community in a post-apocalyptic US, staging plays and performing.
>>5130525
I'm happy-ish
How do you lose muscle faster mtfg?
I've been on hormones for 16 months and in the last three of them I've dropped about 10 lbs. But I feel like it's all come from fat, none from muscle like I was expecting. I just had blood work and my testosterone levels are definitely down, so I don't get why I look like I did 5 years ago when I did distance swimming.
>>5130534
That is a rarity here.
Rare like a sober Irishman
>>5130540
I'm very special and unique ;^)
>>5130496
I think they have a lot to do with dysphoria.
Natural talent is mostly a myth, despite what Mozart biographers would like you to believe, even he had intensive schooling and practice, and his famous 8 year old compositions were the kind of stuff a young composer on their first time shits out (i.e. terrible crap).
You need to practice, you need to learn, you need to devote yourself to it. Figure out the basics; someone who knows them is also more likely to know how to break the rules.
2.5 months.
Made a trip. What's up.
>>5130515
that's hilarious haha
my weekend has been full of dysphoria except yesterday which was very relaxing and nice and I felt good about myself
>>5130548
But why cant i just sit down and learn something? Why am i afraid of missing things? I'm really tired of being sad and scared and alone,
>>5130513
Was immediately drawn to this article when looking at that:
http://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/real-life/feminist-germaine-greer-sparks-freedom-of-speech-debate-for-views-on-transgender-women-and-caitlyn-jenner/story-fnu2q5nu-1227582692719
>>5130534
Me2
>>5130525
but why maki
I know we kicked the hornets nest from under your feet and it stirred feelings you are trying to ignore but we only want to help you
>>5130523
now I want to know where you work
back in a few hours to shitpost some more
>>5130554
it's the anxiety telling you you're not capable of even beginning to learn something
>>5130559
that's a little stalker-ish anon...
>>5130525
I'm actually relatively happy all told.
>>5130559
sorry anon I don't want to say
only erin and shell know where I work
>>5130563
have fun bexe ~
>>5130569
Eleri hi ! :3 how are youuuu
>>5130556
Hi elanna !!
>>5130569
I'm pretty sure the school isn't refusing to let her speak expressly because "duh free speech", but you're not wrong that "free speech" has become a buzzword used by people who don't even understand what the concept actually entails
I have to go pick up my prescriptions but I don't want to go in girlmode today, its such a fucking hassle. If makeup wasn't such a pain in the ass and if I didn't have to change at the rest stop I wouldn't hesitate.
>>5130555
>>5130555
>>5130555
>>5130555
shellllllllomfg how are youuuuuuuuuuuu??????
>>5130581
I slept like the wholeeee day o.o
I woke up like 7pm BUT I was supposed to stay up all day and ended up going to sleep about 11 or something i was too tired to stay up. I have to do housekeeping stuff soon actually > >; i've been putting it off its sooo boring but im just lazy
>>5130567
Yeah exactly, and that's the healthiest outlook because absolute happiness is a myth. If you can get up in the morning and still feel life is worth living, and can still enjoy the good bits, then you're doing pretty good.
>>5130572
Hi kit! I'm not bad, although pretty sleepy and I don't wanna go to school ;~;
How r u?
>>5130583
What happened to "I never want to wear guy clothes again"? ;~;
>>5130583
why do you have to get changed in the rest stop kayla
i used to do something similar tbh, I'm just curious why
I don't want to do this today.
>>5130595
just summon solaire :)
>>5130606
I don't have the funds or connections to move out. The whole weekend my mother berated me for going out Friday and I think all her shit talking worked.
>>5130602
You have told us like 5 times this past month alone that you are being kicked out next week and this is your final notice. Just fucking move out already and quit lying
>>5130610
i just meant are you saving up money from work to, in the future, move out? you should do that, you clearly don't live in a good environment and it's probably no good for your mental health
>>5130614
I don't have a job and I am too afrraid to look for one. There is even a trans job fair on thursday but I am too afraid to go because my looks. Its all my looks that are holding me back, if I could be even an inch shorter, have longer hair, have a brow bone shave, have electrolysis, then maybe I would feel good enough to always be girl mode.
>>5130589
I try not to. The only time I use muscles of my upper body is when I carry groceries. Other than that the only exercise I do is running, but I'm ok with lower body muscles since they might help me look like have hips. I do eat a lot of meat so you're probably right about cutting protein. I guess I need to give it more time.
Just sucks cus I want to start eating big again to feed my bobs and hips.
>>5130606
I'd say that's pretty normal tbh, if you have no reason to get up you have no reason to get up. I remember when I was depressed the worst part was being unable to get up even when I had a reason.
>>5130621
>eating big
>>5130620
no one is going to care how you look at a trans job fair, chances are a good amount of the people there are gonna be really tragic looking. this is a good opportunity for you. I understand your lack of confidence in how you look is holding you back and makes things hard, but dealing with a few hours of uncomfortableness is worth a chance to make some money and live life on your own terms for once
>>5130623
i guess what I'm not sure of is whether I could get up if I had a reason. it's been a long time since I've had a reason to leave my bed
>>5130590
im goood thanks elanna im going over to a friends house a bit later he invited me over for drinks o.o
do you have your exam thing today??? if so good luck!!! you can do this i totally believe in you :3
>>5130629
Yeah good point.
>Have dream where I'm married as a guy to a girl and have a kid
ugh
>remember in said dream that you were at your old church and they hated you, but you can't remember if it's cause you said you were trans or had a kid
getting better
>wake up and see nails are still done and look pretty
ok better :)
>>5130630
Going to slut it up again kit?
>>5130620
you passed
you got cat called
just go girl mode and get your prescriptions
on the way home, stop in and buy a short sleeved blouse and a pencil skirt and try and find some low heels.
type up a resume with relevant information and get them copied, go to the job fair and submit them with every application
by the way you need a casual look so you don't have to put in so much effort when you're just going to an appointment
>>5130620
>Its all my looks that are holding me back
no, you don't know that because you refuse to even really try for fear that you might fail,
it's all YOU that is holding you back, I know your shitty home environment contributes to that but again you refuse to try to do anything about it besides complain how unbearable it is but not so unbearable to try something new
>>5130621
with all things transition it's very your-mileage-may-vary with genetics and stuff but if you're not using and feeding your muscles then they should begin to atrophy
well protein isn't rlly the right food for bobs anyway, you want healthy fats and nurtition for healthy skin
>>5130595
Funny thing, gf and I will be going through blight town today when she comes over.
>>5130625
I'm a growing girl Kayla. I need to eat so my boobs can grow up big and strong.
Oh cool, my trans friend is coming over to hang.
And good morning, girls.
>>5130639
Well its not that much effort I guess. I am just bad at makeup and feel like every time I do it that it will never be as good as the time before. Plus I don't know how to tuck well and I am wearing girl pants again.
I'm sure that a significant amount of people in this thread are trans because of anime, or at least their embracing anime just makes the problem worse.
I'm not saying that that means they aren't TruTrans(^tm), they can still do whatever they want and I hope it works out for them, but it seems pretty clear.
Why would I be a qt witch when I can be a qt wizard
At least 60% less evil
>>5130649
like who?
>>5130648
>Plus I don't know how to tuck well
tubesock method
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fzp9tbedh7Q
>>5130641
no I don't work right now. in theory I could be, but assuming standard part time hours and minimum wage for my state, I'd only make pocket change per week since I would have to take a cab to and from work since there aren't any other public transit options around here
and it's like, yeah, that'd technically be better than nothing, but my last part time job crushed my soul and it doesn't feel like it's worth it for a few bucks a week, especially since my girlfriend makes enough money and we don't pay any rent right now
>>5130648
you don't need to wear makeup every time you go out you know
most days i can't be bothered if I'm just going to the store or something
>>5130653
I don't know for certain, this is the first time I've been on this board for probably six months.
Most likely it's the people who use anime avatars / reaction images constantly, though I'm sure some of the dankest are doing it ironically. It was this way when I frequented this board, too.
>>5130641
Hello Elanna, and good morning.
>>5130606
Just take it easy, Moko.
Even if that means doing jack shit.
Relaxation is fine every once and a while.
>>5130661
>Pocket Change
>Cab
I know this feel.
The only reason I even have a job right now is to save up money for a car, which seems to be really slow just because even though I make 9 an hour, it seems like fucking nothing.
>>5130634
g'morning!
>>5130649
honestly I think most anime kinda sucks, I just don't mention it much here since there's not much point in whining about what I don't like, I'd rather talk about the stuff I do
>>5130652
>implying wizards aren't assholes
>>5130655
good luck!
you'll never know till you try and even if stuff doesn't work out you'll be no worse off than you are now, but if it DOES work out...
>>5130652
cos wizards dont get sexed by qt boys
>>5130670
good morning!
How you doing with packing after that long food filled weekend of fun? :)
Also gonna give Maine Med a call about informed consent. Anything I should keep in mind when I call?
>>5130640
Yeah that is true. I just really hope that it isn't genetically impossible for me to lose at least some of it. I'm so sick of needing to size up in shirts just so they fit over my shoulders.
>>5130672
speaking of which
morning jenna
>>5130584
Hey Kittlez!
I'm good, just finally finished exercising.
Ooooh, going to a boys house I see, is he cute?
>>5130665
it's less "relaxation" and more "idly sitting around while a cloud of dread and anxiety hangs over me" and less "once in a while" and more "every weekday for the past couple months"
>>5130669
just try getting a really close shave I guess?
i haven't finished hair removal either tbh, it doesn't even feel like it's working
>>5130681
Ouch.
I'd offer you a hug at least but I'm not sure how much that helps. Where's the dread and anxiety coming from, just knowing your present situation?
Try to force yourself out of bed if you have to, though, and just do something, anything, then.
Whether that be whatever on the computer, going out for a walk, something.
>>5130678
omg I really need to start exercising @_@
umm he's just a friend !!!!!! It was his birthday on the weekend but I couldn't go to his party thing because I was working so he just invited me over tonight to hang out ^^
how was work?? why is it so warm rn ;~:
>>5130676
Morning anon. And no. I have not been sexed as of yet which is clearly what you are implying.
>>5130681
>i haven't finished hair removal either tbh, it doesn't even feel like it's working
That's because we are ginger and the universe hates us.
good morning monday!
>>5130661
Well generally most minimum wage jobs are pretty soul crushing. More what I'm getting at is that it helps to keep yourself busy with something. If not work, giving yourself a project helps a lot I find. Find something you're passionate about, start something big, and then see it through to the end. It's a lot more rewarding than minimum wage work, it keeps you occupied, and it can open doors if you get good enough.
>>5130665
Hi anon ^^ how are you?
>>5130667
Thanks! ^^
>>5130702
good morning
but why post feels this early ;-;
at least wait until it's before bed time so I can just cry myself to sleep to forget
>>5130706
Not too bad.
Tired, but no work today!
I'm just going to drag you into bed with me and give the cuddles I promised again back to you.
I feel like taking it easy.
>>5130711
sorry, i am just already having a bad week ;~;
>>5130714
no madison ;-;
well you got that cute coat! And honestly it looks really good on you haha so that's a start!
>>5130695
Work was ok, I had to take apart a few laptops. Strangely enough time just flew by when doing that, which was cool because the day seemed really short.
This heat is bothering me too. I wanna move somewhere cold.
>>5130700
I'm not ginger tho
>>5130706
i know you're right, but I just don't even feel like I want to do anything
it makes me very happy to just get dressed and go out, but I can't get anywhere without my gf and she obviously doesn't want to go out just to do random shit after a long day of work
maybe I'll just start hanging out in the nearby cemetery
>>5130726
I thought you had red hair?
>>5130702
Good morning! My bobs are definitely starting to come in and my thighs look fat as fuck. Hating your body is boring/serves little positive purpose. You should take steps to improve yourself so you don't : D
>>5130729
moko is blonde master race
>>5130674
we've still been recovering and had a bit of a rough morning but we're rlly gonna start getting to stuff today since we have nothing to do but clean and pack and cook and make some appointments for cats and getting more cannabis
I don't rlly have any experience with informed consent stuff but I wish you all the best luck! just try to be patient and not get flustered if it takes a bit with over-the-phone bs
>>5130675
>genetically impossible
yeah that's rlly RLLY REEEALLY unlikely,
it's the same thing as with losing weight that you WILL lose fat if you burn more energy than you take in and while there are a few rare conditions that can make it difficult to impossible they're like major medical issues and not just being naturally fat or muscled like some may portray it
also my partner says reducing carbs can help reduce bulk too, she knows more about that stuff than me
>>5130726
>Doesn't want to do anything after work
Ouch
Like, ever?
No fun dates?
>>5130732
Well for facial hair removal both blondes and gingers have issues.
>>5130734
well that stinks but cats and weed are very good <3
also where are you moving to?
And I thought you said you went through them haha XD or is it not informed consent? what should I be asking then?
trannychat is the best!
same.
someone get me out of here pls
How do I sound guys??
https://clyp.it/snk3x5ca
>>5130734
Well there's that whole ectomorph vs endomorph vs mesomorph trying that describes body types and their ability to put on muscle over fat and vice versa, isn't there? Or is that made up?
And yeah I didn't mean *impossible*, just very difficult. If I am genetically someone who retains muscle more easily then its not as simple as just cutting calories to get the body type I want. Because I'm definitely losing weight, just not the weight hoped to lose.
I'm going to read up on diet today and see if I can figure out what changes I can make to promote some muscle atrophy.
good morning who /fast/ here?
>>5130747
you sound like a little too stringy, and you just kept making the same "doo" sound. Try speaking a sentence to give a better feel for your speech
(lol jk but if you were playing that that's really good!)
>>5130755
yep. im so bored and tired. how are you doing?
>>5130751
Pseudo science
Just go vege and do cardio or if you're insane you can fast
there are people here who still haven't realised that being a transbian is the best thing in the world
c'mon step it up sluts
girl on girl is the purest form of love ~
>>5130762
>transbian
>not being a bi slut
Why choose when can have both
>>5130766
Jenna speaks only truth
>>5130766
if it don't got pussy what's the point?
anal is repulsive
>>5130761
Hey Isuzu.
How are you feeling after last night?
And what's even going on in that pic.
>>5130757
I'm a guitar trapped in a transgirls body ;)
>>5130759
I just got up all thirsty with a sore stomache... gotta go looking for a job today... gotta get nice clothes to job search with... gotta get my phone refilled... fuck
>>5130766
I've never been able to get with women but men are always checking me out I wish I was bi :<
>>5130755
we've been together for quite a bit over a year now
and yes, I have
>>5130713
Awe I could use some cuddles this morning ;~; I'm commuting to school right now and would much rather be laying in bed.
>>5130726
Honestly it sounds like you're just in a bit of a rut right now, I wish there was more I could suggest that would be a bit more straightforward. Do you have any hobbies right now?
>>5130766
This tbh tbqh
>>5130771
Thats why, if you don't like anal, you just suck their warm precum soaked penis until you're begging to be fucked.
>>5129897
Hi,
is having rough anal sex safe?
>>5130772
hey! im feeling better haha. just had a headache for a while. how are you? and i was creepin on a dude in my class playing candy crush
>>5130738
only for laser
turns out the scattering of hairs that laser didn't clear for me were a bit red but electrolysis is wiping them out now
>>5130739
we're still looking for a place but the idea is closer to/in portland
I went to them through my primary care doctor for someone with more experience with trans people, srry for the misunderstanding, Idk about informed consent
>>5130751
I haven't heard about that and it sounds more like bs than strict scientific catagories
>If I am genetically someone who retains muscle more easily then its not as simple as just cutting calories to get the body type I want
well cutting calories and exercising your muscles less but yeah it is that simple, even some genetic variance causing you to gain/hold on to muscle more easily would just mean that it will take longer and you need to be more strict about your diet and activity, not that your body somehow gains and loses muscle in a different way than everyone else
>>5130773
>I'm a guitar
Are you acoustic or electric? Screw steel strings IMO they're all fetishists.
>>5130777
I'm fine with sucking a nice cock but I'd prefer it be a girlcock, I don't find men attractive.
even then anal is disgusting and I don't wish to have to, so why would I date someone I can only give blowjobs to?
sounds stupid
>>5130775
Then hop on Skype when you get back. Deal?
>>5130777
She's right ya know. Trips dont lie.
>>5130785
Anals not for everyone, but if you don't like someone/something nothing bad about it. Just like who you like tbh
>>5130773
it's ok
do you ever have sexual fantasies about being strummed gently until you reach the crescendo of a song and they start strumming away furiously at you? .///.
>>5130780
oh nice! If you need any help moving and don't mind a boy helping you I can offer to help!
ahhh ok. But could I talk with them about getting hormones or should I just go through my primary care?
>you will never live in Portland, Oregon I'm a big apartment with a bunch of qt transgirls
WHY LIVE GOD PLEASE HELP ME
>>5130779
>Candy Crush
Oh dear god.
And I'm glad that you just a headache.
Just remember to drink some more water through the day and whatnot.
I'm watching American Horror Story to pass the time.
I'm godawful with horror, and hide under blankets, but oh well.
>>5130783
I'm acoustic, bronze ;) I ain't like those steelbians; well maybe an incidental one.... that clip was made with a steel electric
>>5130799
how is it creepy buster
>>5130791
Oh god yes
And when they start fingerpicking me, oh my! So hot
>>5130793
I've always had two options for if I become homeless
1. Join Army
2. Become a Buddhist monk
But all this Portland talk has made me decided
3. Ride buses/trains across US with my guitar, busking along the way until I become a homeless druggy portland hipster
>>5130799
Last time we let a transinstrumental drum in... She kept making all these lead lines it was terrible
>>5130777
Just fuck your godamn roommate Jenna -Dana
>>5130791
it can help to go through your doc even if it's literally just giving your doc the name and asking if they could give you like a referral to see them since stuff just goes smoother and quicker when it's more on their end in-office/system instead of you going to them personally as a private individual and then they might need to go through your doc anyway to get records if needed
>>5130773
what kind of job are you looking for?
>>5130794
i love horror but i still get easily scared haha. i cant watch anything without blankets to hide under. and i cover my eyes for 80% of the movie sooo
>>5130513
Lol
>>5130793
>lame racist imitation portland instead of best portland in lobster land
>>5130811
I don't cover my eyes too much if like the scare is obvious, but some good jump scares and real environmental horror fucks me over big time.
Like, The Gallows didn't scare me. Nor did As Above, So Below.
But stuff like The Conjuring?
Might as well just rip my spirit out.
I still remember watching House on Haunted Hill as a kid...
So much time spent cowering.
>>5130814
>been living in New England for almost a year
>haven't had any lobster since moving here
what am i doing with my life
>>5130834
not the real stuff, no
>>5130829
the last one i watched was The Babadook. that one definitely creeped me out. wasnt too scary but just the whole atmosphere and vibe was unsettling.
>>5130841
Knock knock knock.
I saw that not too long ago, and it was a bit unsettling yeah. Just the whole mother's acting up due to it, and the creature itself, plus the book.
The book was plenty creepy.
I'm looking forward to Haunting in Georgia, which should be out soon enough. Also kind of want to watch the new Guillermo movie when it comes to DVD/BluRay (Crimson Peak).
Is this keeping your bored self occupied? :3
>>5130835
but then I'd have to pay for a cab
and also the lobster
>>5130829
lmao i watched as above so below the other night and when that bitch popped up and knocked the dude down into the hole i screamed like a little bitch
>>5130850
I liked the way the movie was done.
The whole Death scene in Hell kind of fucked with me, though.
>>5130846
ohhh yeah haunting in georgia should be good.
>Is this keeping your bored self occupied? :3
haha yes, i left class and im just alone in the library now ;_;
Getting the brain out was the easy part. Putting it back in was hard
>>5130830
for shame!
>>5130834
chowder is great but SO heavy
my partner and I replace all the salt with seaweed in ours and up the veggie content a bit but cook them down to incorporate better and add thickness without overwhelming stuff
>>5130829
>House on Haunted Hill
Scary stuff.
>>5130805
Which one though? The one i now cuddle with or the other one which everyone has shipped me with for like 5 months
>>5130860
my girlfriend doesn't like seafood, so we just never end up going to seafood places
>>5130835
tbh if you're not living in like, tiny shitholes on the coast it's kind of a ride to get the goods cheap.
>>5130871
Original flatmate, I've shipped you two for so long ;_;
I was too fucking chicken to ask for a girl's style when having my hair cut so I had the ends taken off so I can just carry on growing it out. It looks healthier now, but the stylist kept complimenting me on my hair and how thick it was and how the texture was perfect for this or that, and how it naturally gets wavy the longer it is, and how half the girls at the salon would want hair like that, it was nice but really annoying at the same time. bitch i'll trade my shitty hair for your ovaries.
>>5130893
She's just being nice lil' nigga.
>>5130871
it doesnt matter, just fuck your roomie and if its the original one that i know, it's been a year bitch fuck him and get dinner
>>5130893
>tfw no baby machine
>>5130878
well I mean nice places can have good seafood along with other stuff
>>5130901
A year isnt that long to have sexual tension with someone...
>tfw anon tries to troll you but fails and gives up
>>5130907
A year long sexual tension?
Hardcore.
Come on anon, where are you?
Can't you see the tears in my eyes?
>>5130916
Can we see your entire face yet? It seems like a pretty remarkable change
>>5130907
jenna, shut the fuck up. go fuck the dude already
>>5130918
It's still healing but this is one month
https://unsee.
cc/zudisato/
Dr saw this pic and told me the swelling is only about 12% down
Is it normal that your enema comes out like really dark when it's clear going in?
>>5130907
Jenna the whore is at it again
>>5130926
wow, yeah, you do look swollen but also unmistakably female.
>>5130926
im so jealous. i have a huge philtrum and wanna get my lips raised (i mean, among like 9000 other things) :S
>>5130933
Are you going to get your bp pigmented to be permanently pink?
>>5130928
do you understand what an enema is suppose to do?
>>5130934
I thought assholes can only be bleached, not recolored.
>>5130935
It's supposed to de-creampie your ass, right?
>>5130932
It's going to be a while for everything to go down but it's weird how I looked like this just a month ago
>>5130931
I'm not a whore
>tfw you get the WoW itch but you know it's gone to shit without even playing and you don't really have the time or money to spend on it like you used to anyway
>>5130947
>I flirt and sleep with every living being
>better two-time my flatmates because I'm not totally a whore
>hey guys I'm poly, fucking a dozen people at once doesn't make me a whore
Stick a fucking dick in your mouth and shut up you shameless whore.
>>5130928
That's da poo poo
>>5130959
>two timing
I'm not fucking either of them or anyone.
>>5130878
That's good because sea food is not sustainable no matter what they say. Your gf is saving our oceans.
>>5130963
SLUUUUUUUUUUT!!!!
>>5130963
You might as well be, you let them hump and grope you. The only reason you haven't slept with them is because you enjoy seeing men get slightly blue-balled fawning over you since it's the only thing you amount to in your life. Go get that hole pozzed and accept where you are. You are just a naive little whore.
>>5130976
Hot.
>>5130949
>unnatural bright pink color
Hotter.
Ok im going over to my friends house for drinks everyone plz be safe
I want a bright pink bp
also captcha a bagel is not a donut
Why do we allow rapists and black people to post on mtfg. I'm scared
:' -(
>>5130976
>hump and grope
even though none of that has happened
>only thing amount to in my life
mhmm, i gots nothing going for me. im not a research assistant at my uni for one of the main doctors doing research
>>5131004
Did you blow the doctor too? Talk about getting ahead by giving head L O L
>>5130965
>no matter what "they" say
you mean what the facts say? or are you referring to some nebulous evil "other" that is somehow tricking people?
cus that's bs and it can even be beneficial to the environment like with incentivising the removal of invasive species like lionfish or overpopulated species like dogfish and sustainable operations like seaweed and bivalve farming that can even improve water quality
you're not gonna stop people from eating from the sea so it's much better to focus on encouraging sustainable practices and trying to crack down on economic and political shit like slave labor that does a lot of unsustainable fishing to fuel first-world demand or large operations that turn perfectly edible fish into shitty fish-food for the less sustainable aquaculture
>>5131007
lol, no i didnt blow the doctor because im not a fucking slut. also she doesnt have anything to blow afaik
>>5130999
Why do we allow rapists and racists to post on mtfg. I'm scared
:' -(
>>5131031
>going to shock anyone on this board rather than elicit a yawn and rolled eyes.
And yet, they always get a response instead of just being ignored
>>5130995
Suck him dry kit :3
>>5131038
Just as telling your annoying little brother to go away is a response.
mornings suck y'all
>>5131043
>tfw you will never read a fic where MtF big sis takes her /pol/ little brother's virginity
>>5131043
Responding to trolls doesn't work
>>5131050
So does Jenna L O L
>>5131055
maybe in general but I've gotten trolls to stop and apologize before
>>5131058
dont drag me into your memes
not this early
>>5131064
Maybe you should try that now fucko
I hope mootwo steals your trips. And maybe give you IDs instead.
>hand wash only
well thats never getting clean
>>5131026
That's racist and homophobic E :' -(
>>5131072
me too
>>5131082
Well meme'd, my unpassable friend! :)
>>5131088
Wow bruv are you related to Kayne West cuz your 2inch penus is being madturbated in Bruce Jenners girlfriend's panties from all ur T-RAGE and CISANGER
Post in your opinion the nicest trip
>>5131098
moko
>>5131098
Kim Petras
>>5131098
something in me says pookie
>>5131098
Madison, I would kidnap her and make her my housewife.
>>5131088
>unpassable
nah I'm ugly-but-passing masterrace and fulltime, I'm sorry if u have issues and insecurities that you feel the need to project on me
>>5131098
probably circe, like there's lots of nice people but she kinda stands out in my mind as going like out of her way to be kind even to trolls and stuff
>>5131098
tie between kit and erin tbh
>>5131108
>>5131117
You'll make my home comfy or I will get comfy in your butte
>>5131098
Sonic, because she puts up with ALL my bullshit
>>5131126
o-ok i-i'll do my b est
>>5131136
i like your post
be my daddy
>>5131107
agreed
>>5131098
anon-chan of course
>>5131147
thank you anon
what are you up to cuz i just woke up after like 4.5 hours of sleep and im doing shitty online work
yes im curious about what the little anon does
>>5131130
Dolphins fans get out ):<
Dead thread needs lifeee
>tfw transition takes you from terrible introvert to flourishing extrovert
How's your day going mtfg?
>>5131215
I'm glad to see you're flourishing Eggman.
https://broadly.vice.com/en_us/article/lazy-girl-by-artist-macy-rodman-is-an-anthem-for-transgender-millennials
this is so embarrassing jfc
>tfw guy from class asked me out for drinks at a local bar
idek if i should go tbh
>>5131218
Thanks! good to see your still jealous :)
>>5131226
DO IT!
>>5131223
Can all permahons just fucking die already and stop being our only representation in the media? I just want to be a normal girl and not stand the fuck out.
>>5131106
You're like ... the first person online to mention her before I do ... that's pretty weird ... x3
>>5131098
Isuzu
>>5131226
Don't do it. Stay inside refreshing 4chins instead.
>>5131234
She's pretty well known. I mentioned her as a joke cause everyone sees her as perfect and sweet. : 3
>>5131172
did you get BTFO or something?
>>5131236
trip on isuzu
>>5131246
I'm a Broncos fan. So no, not recently, I just hate how hard the Lolphins suck. Every year they along with the Bills and Jets seemingly gift wrap 8 wins to the Patriots and another 1st seed divisional game at Foxborough. It's infuriating : |
Can you become MtF without someone doing evil things to your buttocks in your childhood?
>>5131259
Nobody did evil things to my buttocks so im gonna say yes
>>5131257
Do you ever imagine getting smashed by the entire team at once?
>>5131215
i actually feel amazing today, i've got a bounce in my step for some reason
>>5131259
yes tbh
source: me
>>5131263
Peyton Manning is pretty old and they switched to the 3-4 this year with Sly as nose tackle. I dont think I could take the cock of a 313 pound black man. So no.
>>5131259
I'm the only person who ever did evil things to my buttocks, started when I was 15-16
>>5131257
if you only knew how aggrivating it is to see what seems to be the same kind of incomplete team thats not bad enough to improve with top picks and not good enough to make the playoffs
>>5131291
Probably pretty aggravating. At least you aren't a Texans, Browns, Jags, Titans, Bills, Chargers fan : S
>>5131277
Could you take the cock of 300 pounds of class?
>>5131276
Hurray! Keep feeling good!
>>5131301
Sorry I dont fuck rotting compost heaps dressed up to resemble a person.
>>5131295
normal things, really
c'mon fam
>>5131288
sparky noo
;_;
>>5131301
looks oddly like my boyfriend, lol
Would my hormones work better if i crushed them up and blew them?
>>5131295
i put things in it
>>5131302
it's more or less a roll of the dice long term rn, so i can't promise nothin but i'm gonna keep trying
i hope you keep feeling good too
>>5131311
if it's micronised estradiol, crush them up and take them sublingually 1mg at a time at equal intervals
if it's estradiol valerate AFAIK it has to be swallowed and processed by the liver
i forget if there are other formulations for HRT
>>5131311
Spiro works best crushed and snorted off of an erect penis. Estrofem works best as a rectal suppository pushed deep by a penis.
If your estrogen is not micronized you're stuck swallowing it.
>>5131257
I can't say I'm surprised.
Along with the Broncos, though, my Colts haven't had to worry about being pisspoor levels of sad suckage since the day we left Harbaugh behind and picked up Peyton 'The Man' Manning.
hey girls ^___^
hows your day been? i just realized i developed a huge crush on my arabic language teacher
>tfw he is unironically on the edge of being a fundamentalist and has a wife and super against any lgbt
why live ;-;
>>5131295
Does it being consenting count as evil?
>>5131334
At this point roll of the dice is probably still better than bad all the time. You'll get there.
>>5131301
Pictured: actually 300 pounds (and then some) of class
>>5131098
erin without a doubt
Every poop is a reminder than I'm not a beautiful poopless cis girl. Will it ever get better?
>ask crush if he wants to go out for pizza
>end up accidentally turning it into a group thing and not just us
Dang it erin get it together
I can go max damage control and message him correcting the situation or just ask him to bring only a few people so it ends up being ~10 of us maximum
I'm thinking of presenting femboy until my nose is done and my laser is finished (february time) because every time i present female at work or in a public place alone i feel so conspicuous. the difference between femboy and female presentation for me is nipple tape and baggy jumpers to conceal my baby boobs vs wearing a bra and being blatant about them. can't I full FFS already.
>>5131365
Do the group thing. You still get to know him and can gain other friends. There will be more chances in the future to touch his chest.
>>5131300
>Chargers
they always have had a chance for the past 10 years and they had alot of success, kinda jelly of them tbh.
>>5131365
Oh god how did you word it??
>>5131257
Aife when are we gonna get together and watch football and banter together?
Also good luck next week, it's gonna be a rough one. And I really hate the Packers cause my dad is from Chicago and said "I don't care what team you like, but if you become a Packers fan I will disown you"
Also went grocery shopping and I realized I have the diet of a basic white girl
also I freaked out cause this cute boy was stocking the shelves and all I wanted to do was touch him but instead I got all shy and looked at my roommate and she was like "yea I know he's so cute" .////.
>>5131374
Group activities that get that large tend to split into smaller cliques anyways. You shouldn't have to worry too much about the size.
>>5131374
>I... am not sure
>I was flustered ok!?
i bet it was super cute
>>5131382
Yeah that's why I want to keep it small ish so it's not just the same groups as in our classes basically
>>5131384
It might have been but probs wasn't
Omg tho I did it
Kit is gonna be SO PROUD OF ME!!!!!!
>Playing South Park: SoT
>Male character, no gender option
>Use wigs and clothes and dyes to make it a girl
I think I need to stop denying this.
living with guys is the fucking worst
>>5131400
this tbh
so glad in the last couple years I only lived with girls
>>5131388
This is pretty awesome tbh.
And getting to know a guy before getting too close is the healthy thing to do.
>>5131406
Yah I was defs taking it too fast lol
This is better actually in the long run
HEY EVERYONE I GOT 2 QUESTIONS:
1) What are you doing/dressing up as for Halloween?
2) My bff's having a Halloween party what should I go as? :( I'm still full boymode
>>5131428
I think you should just GET OUT! REEEEEEEEEE!
My interview went wonderfully. They adore me.
^___^
>>5131428
1) drinking alone at home
2) a normie REEEEEEEEEEEE
>>5131435
Software Engineer : 3
>>5131446
Thanks : >>>>
I'd been thinking of switching to the corporate sector for awhile. After I started HRT I realized I needed to start planning for my future foreals.
>>5131457
yea, I should probably be doing that.
I'm doing the opposite and dropping classes and focusing too much on transitioning .///.
>>5131462
It's an easy thing to do : S
Suddenly transitioning becomes reality and it's all you want to focus on but what I noticed really motivated me was how expensive everything is and how much I want to do this right. No half measures. That meant getting cash money and a stable job I enjoy. I've repressed who I am for so long and I'm not going to let anything else get in the way of me being me anymore~
>>5131428
I'm going as Wendy from Gravity Falls
>>5131471
t-that's....
exactly right.
god damn...now I'm motivated haha. Thank you Aife, even if you are a Broncos fan ;p <3
>>5131482
Denver is BESTVER u__u
np lol
>>5131388
>>5131388
OMGGG Erinnnn aaaaaaaaaaaaa
this is amazing GOOD JOB
>>5131481
I've never watched that show but it seems pretty chill and you should be able to pull that off easy!
>>5131486
Yea too bad they're not better than the Pats ;^)
inb4 cheating, asterisks, cupcake division, etc.
and yea just applied to my college's newspaper and gonna start working on an essay now :D awesomeness
>>5131497
Yay! Good luck!
(P.S. Patriots are the worst team ever)
Hi mtfg!!!
I got my new identification card today with new photo, new name and new gender marker! The photo sucks so much but i don't care!
Also i've got 100 bucks left till december but still bought some cables for some friends birthday, for his dj-set or whatever... Just need some white cardboard box, fill it with chocolate and cables and show up on his birthday tomorrow :)
Anyway, how are you do(i)ng? Yes, you!
>>5131491
yeah!!!!!!!
>>5131510
If this crush thing doesn't work out for me we can do an erin x kit trial run just to get on the mtfg relationship leaderboards and to appease anon, wongor and all others who wish to see erin x kit
>>5131518
>mtfg relationship leaderboards
where can I check these?
>>5131485
DO IT FAGGOT
>>5131505
tbh I think I prefer being left off the tier list
>>5131510
stop trying to make this a thing anon ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN
we both like boysss :3
>>5131502
yes although I saw a little too late that I have to be eligible for work study so idk if that will work, otherwise it's on a volunteer basis... :/ guess I'm trying the college cafe lol
(P.S. that's a weird way to say best ever)
>>5131505
*sigh* :/ I didn't actually mean that about you, I don't even know what you look like
>>5131543
I envy you right now <3
>>5131546
Don't say what you don't mean.. I look like this btw (old pic though)
>>5131513
>we don't like anons!!!
>:((((
>>5131544
Speaking of boys, at what point did they make you start blushing? Haha I went through the drive through last night and got all blushy with the guy working the window. It got awkward and I just drove away. Sigh.
>>5131544
Boys you say, eh?
Hmm... hmm... cute boys, or manly boys?
>>5131554
I know. down a little more in that thread I posted more explanation and apologizes. I still really regret all that and feel bad for hurting people :/
Also you look really cute and definitely pass! Do you have the hat that Wendy has yet?
>>5131505
Lmao damn
>>5131584
ooo! Ushankas are nice too.
I play a lot of Team Fortress 2 so I guess I have a fetish for hats :^)
I'm bored ... So I decided to look at the minecraft server .. does anyone actually play on this server ? :3
>>5131571
Why make a tier list?
>>5131570
Def manly boys duh. The way they just look at you when you just spill your shit all over yourself. Feeling red af when he asks what's wrong and you can't talk.
>stubble, abs, good smile
>>5131570
umm any kind of nice looking boy that is nice to me i guess
>>5131564
idk for me its like, i didn't reazlize i liked boys at all till the start of this year.
now i am all gross and think about boys all day its really gross tbh
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>>5131428
I'm going as myself eating lots of chocolate
go as an andro anime character, like idk kirito from the gun gale arc? although I guess that depends on if you have long hair
could be cute
>>5131599
I was dumb and posted what an anon said before me and didn't edit it. I give a whole apology an explanation in the other thread where an anon reposted it.
>>5131610
If you are trying to be mean you take off your trip first. It's what everybody here does.
>>5131606
hmmm idk maybe? But I don't know too many except like Tsukasa from .hack//SIGN but idk if I want to put that much effort into it.
Plus all the people are going will think I'm a weeb :x
>>5131611
well tbh I didn't want to be mean in the first place. I know I shouldn't have posted this list as in then, but I was being stupid. I really honestly don't like ranking people and stuff
Yay I did girl mode again today!
>>5131621
congrats! :D
new thread when?
>>5131602
I feel like I just repressed my boy feelings, because I was never really attracted to girls
I also found a poem I wrote in like first grade, waxing about this cute boy apparently?? It makes sense in hindsight though, because even though I only knew him for like a year I could always remember what his face looked like, as if it was glowing in my mind
>>5131616
I can't think of any nice androgynous non anime characters and it makes me sad; maybe go as something genderless/inanimate?
>>5131610
>I was dumb
Not a surprise. Most humans are dumb
>>5131626
You stopped me from posting something with a picture ... I'm sad :(
NEW THREAD
>>5131647
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