fit and strong girls edition.
>tfw no fit dominant gf.
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>>5834119
great thread roastie
>tfw ffs won't fix you.
will I pass mtfg
>>5834119
>tfw saw a woman at work today who had high test thighs and a soft but built looking upper body
>tfw had no idea I was into this but she was the hottest thing ive ever seen
>>5834129
that can actually kill you anon
>>5834130
Girly haircut and clothes will help you
>>5834130
You look like a pretty cool dude.
>>5834134
i'm well aware.
>>5834140
i wanted to die so badly. This taken was over a year ago I am just posting out of boredom
Repost because new thread
>>5834077
This is how i feel at this point. I just want a romantic ace life partner to hold me and make me feel pure.
We r all chases anyway
>>5834088
I can talk in a pitch that falls in a female range, i do have trouble with sustain still, amd especially with varying my pitch enough.
But singing and speaking in a girl voice are different things.
https://clyp.it/wmonkzlp
>>5834089
Phone in front of face
>>5834148
Sorry, didn't mean to bring back bad memories. I've seen more recent pictures of you and you pass fine.
>>5834151
don't be sorry, I asked for it
thanks:-)
>>5834149
>tfw you just want to listen to tripfu forever.
fuck.
>>5834148
Wow
You've changed a lot
>>5834130
I never would've guessed that you;d pass. you have such a strong brow and chiseled jawline + slav features
>>5834158
slav features?
>>5834149
>tfw you just want to listen to tripfu forever.
Blind pls
>>5834162
at least i don't quote myself. :')
Good morning all
>>5834165
i've been here every single day for the last few months. i'm just too much of a pussy to ever say hello.
>thinking about the concept of relationships
>realize I'm scared as fuck of relationships yet for some reason want to be in one
>feel like I wouldn't ever be comfortable doing anything physical with anyone or even being undressed in front of someone else
>still get the warm tingling feeling in my chest when I think about cuddling or kissing someone I'm interested in
fug, I don't know what to think. I'm so confused, where did this random bout of self-reflection come from?
>I ask myself "what do I want in a relationship?"
>honestly can't come up with an answer to this. I feel scared all the time and I just want someone that I can feel completely comfortable with. I've got a million and one insecurities and kind of want someone to help alleviate them but I don't want to burden someone with them or make someone feel like it's their job to make me feel good about myself. All my life I've been made to feel like I don't belong, and have been surrounded by people who seem to be in happy relationships or have a best friend, and I just want to feel like I belong, like I'm a normal person that can actually connect with someone else that won't abandon me or forget about me within a month of me meeting them. I feel like these are things that I should be fulfilling myself, but for whatever reason I feel like I can't do it and I need the help of someone else.
>"why would someone want to be with me?"
>I want to be with the people that I want to be with because they've comforted me in dark times and made me feel comfortable and happy, and I don't think I've ever made someone feel that way about me. I don't know why someone would want to be in a relationship with me, I don't even know why people would want to be in a relationship with someone else. like, I can't even conceptualize the idea of relationships since I've never had one and everything that I've tried to go for has ended terribly
holy shit I didn't mean to hit text limit.
>>5834160
idk i think its harder for some slavic people to pass but then there's rawr
>>5834167
Good morning! Feeling better today?
>>5834171
Congrats
I honestly think you look rather cute now
>>5834169
tl;dr I'm scared of intimate interaction but crave it at the same time
>>5834184
>you have no excuse.
i'm blind, i can't see my keyboard. :')
i'm okay. going to the city at the end of this month to sort things out and unwind. still waiting for the sweet embrace of death.
>>5834192
Yeah, and I mean I don't like the fact that I'm a virgin while simultaneously being so afraid of sex that I'll probably wait several months after starting a relationship with someone before we do anything sexual
>fit and strong edition
Aight STRONGEST TRIPS POWER LIST:
faye (over THREE HUNDRED confirmed kills)
Me
Everyones siblings
Kayla
Anonymous chasers
The rest of the trips (equally weak)
>>5834189
Is death my nickname now? Thats rather harsh dont you think
>>5834197
>forget I still have a lot of arm strength and end up making people's grocery bags really heavy because I think I'm weak and it feels light to me.
>>5834197
>The rest of the trips (equally weak)
I may be weak but I'm still gonna kick your ass
>>5834197
Can confirm am weak as fuck.
>>5834197
>you
>ever embracing me
nobody wants to touch me, i'm a hon. :')
also
>me
>not strongest
bitches don't respect my t-rage.
>>5834211
I'd feel more uncomfortable with a stranger than I would with the person I'm currently interested in
>>5834211
I will spend an outrageous amount of money just to whoop some butt. In style, too.
>>5834197
> bottom of the might list
That's a lovely dream that may never be reality.
>>5834211
What gun do you recommend, Cyba?
>>5834221
>my local scheels has one for 4000usd
Go get it, you can't put a price on the second amendment that you'll totally protect with it. If I had the cash and an FOID I'd totally be hoarding funs just because I'm sexually attracted to guns.
Cool I killed the thread, goodnight /mtfg/, go the heck to sleep Em.
>>5834222
ccw: glock 43
battle rifle: 80% ar15 chambered in 300 blackout + 80% glock
anti-material: barett 50 cal
sniping:Accuracy International AWM (pictured in this post coincidentally (>>5834225)
>>5834225
I can't afford it unfortunately.
>>5834241
>not buying a glock 20 for le ebin meme 10mm ammo
>>5834241
Lol
>>5834243
9mm is so ubiquitous that any other round doesn't make sense
>>5834240
>last one
shame.
>I'm going to choke you with my legs until you fall asleep
tripfu PLS.
>>5834248
>tfw this board's memes devalue manliness
>>5834258
Ye
I wanna shoot some guns to get all the stress out
Good night Cyba
>>5834257
When do i get to see your face blind anon
Our relationship is so counter balanced, you never spoil me
>>5834266
i'm the one called blind for a reason. you'd be taking my identity if you saw me.
i'll show you after ffs :')
>>5834268
Blind pls i just want you to let me pamper you
>>5834270
>went from aroused to laughing within two images.
thanks tripfu.
besides you wouldn't pamper me i have ugly feet :'(
gonna try to go to sleep now
>ever since the third grade I've cuddled up to a pillow imagining it was somebody there falling asleep with me
>this escalates my interest in others because when I start being interested in someone they become the person I think about when I fall asleep
I wish I could just have normal human emotions and not be an autist that is desperate for someone to love me.
>reading manga
>out of nowhere it hits you hard
i didnt ask for these feels tonight ;_;
>>5834275
Yo straight up that carlin gif makes me laugh every time, it's perfect
Also i would massage your feet of you asked. I mean, i cant promise you I'll be ecstatic, like "wow these feet are the best I've ever played with", but thats mostly because i met the best feet of my life already and i really dont think ANYTHING could top them. But you would enjoy.a massage anyway.
>>5834284
>tfw inferiority complex.
it's an amazing gif. i needed that smile. my day was tense and fucking terrible.
also
>me being assertive
lol.
>>5834282
Goodnight. Don't think about someone you're interested in tonight. Think about cuddling a tiger :3
>>5834283
I
Ouch that's heavy.
>>5834284
>>5834287
Pic related
>>5834287
Adorable, you're letting me take the lead. Blind, do you want a foot massage? Do you want me to stretch your pads and pressure your arches? I get between the toes. Awww, widdle bwind wants a masswage
>>5834293
pls muh brain. don't you have work tomorrow?
>>5834292
I wish I could be cuddling my Tigger, but I think she's moved on and would rather not hear from me...
>>5834295
This could be us but you playin
>>5834292
I'm also both curious and confused to know that mirin is not blind. Who is mirin, why do they obsesse over my hair
>>5834292
she's the only girl that hasn't abandoned me after telling her i have feelings for her and she's been my best friend for 2 years. the only reason things are different now is because she's single for the time since I've come back to washington. but she's also not sure about getting into another relationship at the moment.
She has told me she'd be interested in seeing where things go between us but when I initially moved back up she was already in a relationship. We're planning on hanging out more regularly now, we hung out yesterday and we're planning on hanging out when our mutual friend from my old home town is no longer sick since he said he really wants to see me again.
>>5834302
>thinking i was mirin
w o w.
>>5834305
Well I think especially in the place you're in right now, the sort of non commital, thing it slow pace is good. Just keep spending more time together.
>>5834311
bitches better step off before i throw hands.
>>5834312
That's all I want really. I told her I wanted to see where things go after we hang out a few more times and spend more time around each other again. She didn't say no but she did tell me that she was currently trying to find what direction life was going to take her and that she was just leery of getting into another relationship at the time. She told me that she's glad I told her I still have feelings for her and we still have plans to hang out again.
Be honest
http://strawpoll.me/7017702/
http://strawpoll.me/7017702/
http://strawpoll.me/7017702/
>>5834311
I totally appreciate that. Im actually coming to love how creeped out people get by me being over the top. I just have lots of love to give<3
You and blind is my new ship I want to hear stories of you going out for ice cream and going to aquariums. Bb I only wanted you for hair pics.
Post hair plzzzzzz
>>5834314
You hey, pretty lady, I want you and oddish to have all the footrubs and headpats. I never want to get in the way of Trutrans™ love <3
>>5834322
I am in a permanent state of butt blastedness
>>5834324
>pretty
i'm a hon.
>headpats
cancer.
>love
what is?
>>5834314
lmao
>>5834320
The sounds really great. Promising. But obviously please don't bank on this flourishing. I've been in the same situation before and was crushed when nothing came of it. I'm not saying it's going to happen. In fact by what you said I think it won't, but please look after yourself. It can sting.
>>5834329
you wanna fuck with me, kiddo? psshhh.
http://strawpoll.me/7017875
http://strawpoll.me/7017875
http://strawpoll.me/7017875
sorry for being gross it just seems to be a thing
>>5834333
ye m8 i do
>>5834328
>>pretty
>i'm a hon.
Me too!
>>headpats
>cancer.
Look. At. This. Picture.
>>love
>what is?
It's when you put your Penis in her Penis.
>>5834332
I just want to be happy and she's the only person I feel really comfortable around and even if we don't end up in a relationship, I'll still have fun hanging out with her. I've gone through too many rejections to really even be affected by them any more.
>>5834338
ye ama
>>5834339
ok lets do this. *unsheathes*
for real how are you pal :)
>>5834341
cancer. md5'd.
>docking
well fuck seems i've never been in love.
>>5834341
>tfw keep thinking about neighbors dick
>>5834346
im good, just getting my shit together so i can move out. how goes the campaign of love?
>>5834348
What about it? Have you seen it? I need every detail. I'm thiirrrrssssty af rn.
>>5834351
I only ever see his bulge =[
>>5834349
one of those things that slipped my mind. maybe in another lifetime.
>>5834350
seeing my ex at the end of the month. i don't think we're going to get back together but he's good at helping me with some of my issues.
>>5834354
good shit man, i think it'll do you a world of good :)
>>5834349
alright, actually going to bed now. I'll try not to get my hopes up too high like last time, I certainly know how bad it can go
>>5834358
it'd be nice to see if i can mimic being a human again. if not i can always go shoot up a school before i die or something.
>>5834364
rofl
>>5834365
i can't be completely useless before my time is up.
>>5834366
take out chad and stacey for me bb xo
>>5834369
those memes don't exist here.
Fayexmaddie best ship evar
>>5834368
hes dating again anyways so lol...
>>5834371
Oddishxblind actually.
>>5834370
>>5834380
aha ;3
>>5834380
It begins
>>5834341
God damn I need to experience head pats and other aggressively sensual forms of non-sexual physical affection.
>>5834386
I want a scalp massage. Headpats don't do it, for me anymore, they were a gateway drug. I've moved on to harder stuff
>>5834375
Murder his dates on the date then present yourself as the alpha female while still being subservient. Seriously this shit is so simple.
>>5833693
>>5833704
>angie
Meh, I get different opinions.
There are people here who find even the top trips to be ugly.
So it really doesn't matter
>>5834402
That's one of the sexiest things I've ever heard.
>>5834371
faye has a gf irl senpai
hi
>>5834445
Who cucks the shit out of her
>>5834448
what up
>>5834450
nm
coming down from a trip, adri is passed out holding on to one of my arms so I'm posting with one hand lol
>>5834453
sounds fun. i want to stay up but i have no energy.
>>5834119
a post
>>5834455
I literally am unable to sleep even though I wish I could be sound asleep like adri is right now. I still have a few more hours till I'll be able to sleep, until then, I guess it's just me.
>>5834442
Im sorry but you got surgery so it does matter
how the fuck do I learn to let go of my internalised transphobia? I don't seem able to accept the fact that this is a part of me, I just feel like a disgusting faggoty man with a mental illness similar to anorexia and that kind of thing where I don't see my body how I should. I feel revolting. seeing myself in girl clothes makes me feel sick. trying to do anything sexual even in a "female" role makes me feel disgusting. I just feel like a pervert and a freak and an abomination and a disappointment because I'm a fucking tranny and I can't get over it. ugh.
>>5834453
how was your trip?
>>5834462
how many hours do you think
>>5834466
You just need to get used to getting pounded in your bp desu senpai
>>5834463
Ok and why?
>Crossdress often cause it feels good
>Present as an average guy all, other times
>You trannies tell me I need hrt because I want to be a girl
>Even though I'm fine with just being a guy in girls clothes
Why do you people do this
>>5834466
Alright I suppose. I didn't have fun but I don't think tripping is supposed to be fun. I feel fulfilled and happy now though, so I guess it was good, yeah. It was great anon ~
>>5834468
Maybe two or three, desu I usually end up staying up for an entire day after with no sleep. I'm at adri's rn though and she's asleep clinging to my other arm. I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep at all. I just know I'm afraid of the dark so I'll stay here and keep posting ~
>>5834476
Post butt please
>>5834474
cuz I care too much and a little grumpyfrom three weeks of illness
>>5834480
Why care about random nobodies?
>>5834476
http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/bokura_no_hentai_ch10#24
read a bit of this, it does a pretty good job of illustrating the difference
who /blazing the pain away til the day I die/ here?
http://strawpoll.me/7018129
http://strawpoll.me/7018129
http://strawpoll.me/7018129
>>5834477
>afraid of the dark
cute. i'm probably going to lie down and listen to music or something.
>>5834485
It may be cute. I am a loli at heart. I don't have ear buds so I can't listen to anything. I really wanna listen to music or something but in doing so will result in me waking adri up and I don't want to do that. Buh >.<
>>5834476
let me return a question, why are you here?
>>5834490
fuck, iktf. i used to be scared that moving at all would wake the other person up. so i'd hold in my bladder for hours and just watch them sleep.
>>5834490
are you still afraid of water?
>>5834481
cuz I have no social life, lol
>>5834477
>afraid of the dark
Are you 5?
>>5834495
that' s not a laughingmatter. i have goddamn panic attacks near water.
>someone else relates
>>5834499
open water scares the crap outta me
>>5834494
>2016
>not wearing dips so you dont have to get up
are you well friend?
>>5834496
Sad
>>5834499
oh i know it wasnt a laughing matter, i had to be extra careful when i was washing her hair when we took showers together because she didnt like the water near her face
>>5834500
oh, has it gotten better at all?
>>5834515
Holy shit, LMAO
>>5834512
i have Thalassophobia. aka fear of the ocean
>>5834520
godspeed, friend.
>>5834476
Congrats, you're hopefully not trans. Nobody gives a shit unless you start popping hormones.
>>5834526
I give a shit, though. Crossdressing boipucci is just as nice as the other kinds.
>>5834525
i dont think so, i have no problems at a swimming pools its literally just the sea that scares me
>>5834530
So you don't even drink it?
>>5834528
Sure if you like a partner with boysmell
>>5834525
it was a lot more manageable when my ex helped me wash my hair. i used to be able to cover my ears and focus really hard on something else until i couldn't feel it touching my body anymore. then if i ever started to panic he would hold me tight until i stopped shaking. now that i'm alone, it takes a lot out of me to do it. i get nervous about blacking out every time i do it since nobody would be there for me.
>>5834530
sorry..
>>5834530
accept the cute snuggles you bitch.
>>5834538
Quit being a creeper maddie
>>5834540
It is my right as an ugly, fat, depressed, gross transgirl to be as creepy or not creepy as I feel like.
Nyeh.
>>5834130
Gotye when are you gonna make a new album?
>>5834546
it's the least of my problems, but it does get frustrating since hygiene is a pretty important part of living.
>>5834549
>angry hon response
>>5834537
You remind me a lot of myself. You're explaining exactly how I feel about it, it's abstract as fuck. I never knew anyone shared this exact feel with me. I'm probably just imagining this though. I'm 100% sure that nobody else knows this feel and you're just fucking with me.
grr
>>5834538
>>5834540
>>5834541
maddie?
>>5834553
i fucking promise you, i'm not fucking with you.
>>5834553
at your service. resident 26 year old hon.
>>5834393
Those are good in their own right, but gentle, tender caresses are somewhat different, and it's getting unreasonable to go without.
>>5834546
the fact that its just so empty
>tfw your vagina is always sore when dilating the day after sex
>>5834567
I doubt it...? I live in Ohio and voiceact for a living...though honestly disability does more of the "for a living" part. and I dont have any plans like that lined up rn.
>>5834568
>tfw no vagina because 30,000 dollars you'll never see in your lifetime.
>>5834541
>you will never be magically turned into a real girl by a God
Loki is a cruel, cruel joker.
>>5834567
if you insist.
>tfw someone suggests closing your eyes because they think it's visual based
>that just amplifies the touch and sounds and gives you flashbacks of the experience
>tfw they literally make you relive the entire thing like ptsd in a fucking warzone.
apart from my ex, you have been the only fucking person that has even been able to comprehend how i've felt for years.
>>5834569
>tfw spend money of ffs and get fucked up because of it and now scared of surgery for good
>>5834569
Is your name also maddie? Fucking trannies. This is the new Alice.
If you are new maddie that means that you're the 4th maddie here. And I only know 5 people named maddie. And they're all trans.
>>5834571
That's how I feel too, but I don't take myself seriously at all so I just ignore it for the most part, or at least try to. I'm pretty numb to everything at this point. It really is like reliving the experience over and over and over and over and over. I'm just numb to it.
eh
>>5834130
how tall are you?
>>5834119
>those hips
damn
Im torn between wanting to workout and sit on my butt all day to gain nice fat especially on my face (Im too skinny)
>>5834443
<3 I just want a husbandu to murder with and choke me till I pass out and wake up bruised, sore and covered in Cum.
>>5834588
>tfw have met 2 other trannies with my name
>tfw don't tell anyone my name because of it.
>tfw no name but my parents call me by that name
>tfw no mommy to give me a new name.
i sort of got used to it because i got accustomed to having someone there for me. ever since i've been alone i can't help but fear the worst. i'm sure i'll get better in time.
>>5834583
I'll kill myself soon
>>5834597
hm
Mommy
>>5834601
that was subconscious.
>tfw no mommy
>>5834602
Whatever Madeline is a pretty name. The only Maddie I know irl is cis. And lovely.
Also third for suicide pact
>>5834606
I think I have a mommy.... >w<
>>5834608
>tfw had a mommy but i was the one that lactated.
i am jealous.
>>5834612
She lactates
yummy
>>5834614
jealous!!!
>>5834607
wish I was cis and lovely.
>>5834621
she doesn't like me calling her that though
it upsets me way way way more than it should
I'm dumb
>>5834624
hopefully it warms up to her soon.
>>5834622
I know how you feel. You might not be cis but you are lovely.
>>5834626
I hope so too. I still fail to fully grasp why I cling onto that term so much. Saying anything else just doesn't feel right..
>>5834631
it's the most heartfelt and intimate. there's no stronger word that can fill me with joy.
>>5834635
I feel the same way exactly. Are you my /extremerepeatedinfanthoodtraumaandhaveabsolutelynocopingskillsandjustwantamommytolovemeandcareforme/ twin?
>>5834639
i'm not cute and don't have a MAGA hat. apart from that, yes.
>>5834630
you dont even know who I am, young lady. dont say things that arent true.
>>5834644
hmm
Well hi then.
I still feel like you're pranking me though.
>>5834651
i don't understand how. what would i gain by lying?
>>5834651
Hey Yume
Where's Gem?
>tfw have a meeting with my case worker but I really dont want to clean up any for it.
>>5834648
From the limited contact I've had with you, I am assuming to the best of my knowledge, given the evidence, that you are very lovely <3
>>5834662
Gem is so sweet, did you know that?
>>5834666
Moé
>>5834662
i am always genuine. i wish i could express how relieved i am to have met someone that can relate to my exact experience. it's calming.
>>5834662
Oh
I wanted to talk to her, I wanna thank her for something
I'll just do it tomorrow
>>5834658
well that's absolutely silly, but thank you I guess.
Lots of new people...I take it a lot of the oldies have moved on?
!!!!Attention!!!!
Pls keep our autisms on 4chan and don't follow me around the web.
>>5834676
and who the fuck is this?
It's not even 9am and I'm already miserable
>tfw want productive breasts so that you can feel confident in being a mom at a moment's notice despite that not being how this works.
This is a pretty strange feel.
>>5834673
I have been here since the start. Peace be upon me.
>>5834670
Oh. She's asleep and I'm not home right now. I will tell her an anon looked for her when I come home tomorrow though.
>>5834669
hm
it's just trippy is all mostly because the shit I was dealing with while tripping was very related to all this
My only other fear is the dark, also from trauma but not related to water.
>>5834687
Oh. Hmm. Did you have other aliases then?
>>5834687
I'm Kuppy btw
If she's on skype tomorrow, I'll talk to her
>>5834687
fair enough. i'm going to get some rest, hopefully your arm still functions by the time she lets it be free.
>>5834639
>tfw just generally screwed up in the head because of life
ugh
>>5834622
I wish I was cis
Ffs gave me a superhero jaw
>>5834693
She moved so I was able to let go. I feel bad though. I don't think I should have let go should I have anon?
>>5834692
I'm agreeing with you.
>>5834690
Mayaka maybe. I've always gone by Yume here though. I will post non stop for months then disappear. I ran the original Skype group and started the first "mtfg" though I guess if my recollection is right. That was in 2013 wow. Almost three whole years ago. Isn't that much time is it but it sure as hell fucking seems like it.
>>5834695
Yeah.
>>5834700
>meme
>>5834696
I don't see it
>>5834696
Sorry to hear it anon.
still, your profile's definitely not the worst.
from the front, definitely homely, but I guess passable....from the sidee... pls just end me ;-;
>>5834704
she's too deep into sleep to notice. feel free to stroke her hair or something to compensate. it was fun talking to you.
>>5834676
what happened?
>>5834711
>inb4 fatty mcfat fat
I'm working on it. I have a gym membership and have cut back to water and healthy self-prepared meals. My medications are all weight-gain side effects and it's murder.
>>5834712
hm
alone again
>>5834717
yeah and I dont like it. If I could go to a weapons shop and buy a gun I'd probably take care of that issue myself. Unfortunately it seems that people dont want me dead for some ungodly reason...and people in Ohio registered with mental illness are not allowed to own firearms.
fml.
>>5834711
i've seen women with a similar build and side profile to you desu.
in fact, there's one woman in mind especially who i knew of whilst she was pregnant so...
her... build actually put her in the red zone for gestational diabetes. which is a thing, apparently.
>>5834719
have manvoice to apologize.
https://clyp.it/x5mrcmce
>>5834725
hm
Cute voice
goodnight..
>>5834724
Hey, I take care of my little transbro very well thank you fucking kindly. I just want to be dead.
>>5834723
Well that's disconcerting.
>tfw only shower every other day
Is this bad?
>>5834731
meh
>>5834731
Depends. Are you neet?
>>5834731
depends on how much you're in the public eye and how much you sweat really.
>>5834730
I was talking about me