Hey, its the guy, or at least one of them, that's just been brought through.
I was thinking right, I wouldn't even condemn an actual murderer to the punishment I received.
I'm not sure whether my psychosis and delusions were intentionally planted in me to test me or whether its just kinda like the anthropomorphic principal thing where to even be sitting here typing this i had to have to have had some very specific delusions to prove myself that i was worthy of being 'brought through'
During the period when i was being perceived by others as what i now imagine to be some sort of scary liminal entity, I was pretty taken aback by how people judgmental people could be knowing so little about me.
Also, just wondering, why was I being condemned for actions of other iterations of me or what I could have been, when presumably there were also a great number of iterations who did really good heroic things. (i like to think) I suppose my prize for that is my current existence? which is perfectly pleasant
Also, even after the torture, the terrifying delusions, im repeatedly subjected to your humiliation.
I obviously have no understanding of the mechanisms at play, but if I could make one suggestion it would be this system you've got going, its a bit harsh, any one of my experiences is able to purge someone.
Take it easy on the next chap
It is a radical program.
Very sharp, aimed to cut deep.
A long lasting thing.
It is harsh yes. Birth is harsh.
Now you're new.
Washing away of the old is painful, it is the pain that does the washing.
>>17927762
You're Schizo braw, avoid the radio and mirrors.
>>17927801
i cant argue that it didnt work
but assuming the folks controlling things have foreknowledge, could they not just intervene somewhere in your timeline and put things in perspective with words without the need for me to fall in the first place?
as you can tell, ive no idea how this all works
>>17927828
They don't know beforehand.
But as it goes on they understand certain things.
Now you're here.
What else is gonna come you don't know.
So it is.
>>17927762
Lemme guess, do you (OP) happen to be going through a period of unwanted/unprepared "psychic broadcasting"? An unclosable mind? What you are describing sounds a lot like what I went through and still go through?
>>17927868
Ah koco you maniac.
Do they laugh sometimes when they hear you?
>>17927762
Stop judging yourself by how you did on this planet. Much bigger than that. It's more about what consistent between the incarnations, and what's beyond them. You're doing a good job.
Not my humiliation. We're more 'humiliating' each other.
>>17927859
I really do appreciate the help in understanding this
but what happened to me still seems a bit gratuitous, id have hoped they could use slightly more civilised means of rehabilitating people, assuming they can interact with this reality.
again, im noone to question their methods, im sure its something of an established ritual
not looking for sympathy, but if anyones reading who has any power, try and take it easy on the next guy
>>17927801
I mean, it's paradigmatic change, sure. But actually this is quite normal for us. Secondly, it's always been this way for you, and you're just learning this.
>>17927873
Depends, people who I know personally and who know I'm psychic, we tend to "slip" awareness of each other between us, we still have not figured out boundaries completely. At first the lack of boundaries was almost unbearable. That's why I personally think there should be public psychic guidelines and schooling, to prevent these type of horrors from happening in more people. Ah well, ascendency into the 4th Density sure is a trip.
To answer your question though, people who I know very well rarely get my psychic style jokes, unfortunately, so they don't laugh at what I psay. Strangers in public, I have thankfully learned how to keep <quiet> around, I am no longer relentlessly broadcasting into the environment anymore (a problem I dealt with for YEARS, like 3 or 4) so going in public is enjoyable nowadays again thankfully. You really appreciate the small things in life when stuff like this happens to ya...
>>17927828
You haven't fallen. You aren't even moving. And you aren't even awake. The rest of the world is moving, is all.
>>17927859
Nothing is coming, except if you mean paradigmatic experience.
You are a prisoner at sea.
Okay, your turn. Prove it.
>>17927914
Take 'er easy.
>>17927903
Of course they know. It's about as easy as ontology. As they have an advanced knowledge of it.
Still a drop in the bucket.
Hello? You there?
AHHHHHHHHHH
People who use the word paradigm should be forcibly sterilized.
>>17927963
No, it works.
>>17927966
Of course it does. Forcible sterilization has been used for thousands of years for all kinds of reasons.
>>17927914
mm its subsided really now, but i was acutely aware of a male and female presence assessing and sometimes discussing the meaning of my private vocalisations and intentions
the males seemed more skeptical and weary the females more apologetic and understanding of my thoughts and intentions
but this was only part of a much wider phenomena which i played a part in
>>17927974
:^)
>>17927974
For much longer.
>>17927996
I'm lying about this, by the way. People aren't capable of needing to be sterilized.
>>17928028
maybe only the cucks and fuccbois
>>17928036
You people all cuck yourselves. A fucking slime.
>>17927979
How did that go?
>>17928043
dont knock it till u tried it bud
slavery can be freedom
also fuck that eternal reoccurence shit, once this version is deemed stagnant im sure all our processing power will be allocated to making some other universal incarnation
hopefully something catastrophic in one of the recursive simulations above ours will stop the fucking cycle
fukken reality m8 loada bullshit
>>17928100
Catastrophe, impossible. Only if you need to hear a good story, in order to be free.
You can only work your way out of the cycle.
As for your freedom:
>
But sure, it's nice here.
>>17928093
a hell of a lot of skepticism about my intentions from the non physical presences and people in general
i think the more they got to know me the more benign they realised i was
im still unsure if quite a few people know pretty much everything about me, or if their physical bodies were at times 'hijacked' to say things they felt i needed to hear
Needless to say they were invariably subjects i wouldnt pry into or question the persons intentions out of my own embarrassment
its funny, i used to think i had an alright grasp on the way this reality worked
fucking idiot
>>17928167
But let me ask you something.
Do you really think they needed to get to know you? You think that couldn'tve been figured out a long time ago?
>>17928179
yeah good point
presumably the nonphysical entities would have me pretty much sussed
i think the general human public probably took quite a bit of convincing
>>17928192
Not really. Probably more the qualities (universals) that composed your perception of them, and how that's being enabled by how you presume yourself to think (the brain), and how you actually are (within the sea).
>>17928216
youre saying i unconsciously decide to pick up on what other people are saying that's slightly relevant and ascribe my own meaning to what i heard or perceived?
if so id probably disagree, the 'occurrences' have been far too congruent, specific and explicit
sorry if i misunderstood
>>17928254
Nah, that's not what I'm saying.
Nah, that can just be turned off. Actually, they're probably training you to use it (yes, it can be 'used'), or listen to it in a certain way for them, in the future.
>>17928271
sorry im still not sure i fully grasped what you meant, but ive got a good idea thanks, i get that for whatever reasons you have to be vague or esoteric at times
any other suggestions on how to learn more about... whatever the fuck this is, wouldnt go unread
alright thanks for all the help guys, really appreciated it
im off to go masturbate to some debauched porn, it almost makes it more horny knowing im being watched hey
>>17928348
Eh, don't worry. Been through the same thing.
Not really being watched though. Believe me, you're just being kept on your heels. Which is a shame. They conditioned you to get a sick satisfication out of it.
>>17928374
best way ive heard it described was as being an incredibly sick entity who molests you, then its sense of humour is to tell you jokes about that time you were molested. Youre right though, if mundanity was just restored id miss being in on this fucked up game.
shhhhhh quiet now
im in a room full of incorporeal traps and sissies all gagging for a glimpse and you cant prove otherwise
>>17928448
How do you describe you current situation?
>>17928501
in life right now? generally positive and enjoyable but perhaps ultimately unfulfilling
also disturbed by the knowledge the rug can be pulled from under me at any moment
i was a cunt and i deserved to get fucked up, but there's only a real handful of people who id even consider condemning to what i went through. I'm still quite skeptical as to the merits of the tactics they used though. Thats assuming theyre actually benevolent
>>17928572
Any passions or desires?
>>17928618
not massively, im a bit of a blank slate
i play songs on guitar ive played a thousand times before
i listen to most genres
ive seen a lot of films
might take up boxing soon
then theres the obvious sexual desires
dont suppose youd know much about whats happened? is it a rare occurence? are people who go through it usually quite similar in some regards? has everyone just forgotten about what just happened or are they just acting like its business as usual?
id suppose its not as big a deal to them as it is me
so very confusing
>>17928684
Those things will eventually coalescence into something. Dig into them.
Rare? Depends I think you're going to have to go through the motions and see how rare *your* situation is yourself. I mean, the parameters of your conditioning. But you are a rarity. Believe me, you're only being tricked into thinking most others are this way. They have the technology that isn't human.
This is training. You'll eventually meet others like yourself.
>>17928706
alright cheers
wish i could help you in return
here have this slice of karma
