It feels like I'm in some kind of dream loop where I get judged for every single thing I do.
>>17878444
That's called paranoid delusions.
Don't worry, I get em too
>>17878449
I guess you have no other choice than to try and be a better person...
>>17878444
you are judging yourself subconsciously.
this can mean two things
a) you dont really hate what you do but think you shouldn't enjoy it anyway
b) you really hate what you do but blame others instead of facing your own flaws
>>17878444
Arthur: All my life I've had this strange feeling that there's something big and sinister going on in the world.
Slartibartfast: No, that's perfectly normal paranoia. Everyone in the universe gets that.
-Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
>>17878444
ok, since i kinda feel like i have to balance out my bad karma of posting a bad joke i try a serious approach. since i a have no information about anything, i can only give you very basic advice. try not to care what other people think. what is important is what you think of yourself, and what the people you like think of you. you cant make it everyone right, but you can try your best to make it right for those you like and hopefully they will return the favor. so be carefull who you like and dont care too much about the rest
that doesnt mean you can be prick. stand up in the bus for elders, dont piss off random people and you should be fine
