Hey /x/ so about a year ago I tried to make a tulpa but never got to the point to where I could see him everywhere all the time. I have horrible anxiety attacks and made him so he could snap me out of them when it gets too bad. When he does come out its either because I'm bored or because I'm experiencing anxiety or trauma. When I'm bored he just asks me questions and is super inquisitive a almost child like, but when I'm having an anxiety attack he actually crawls into my body and it sort of calms me down i don't know how else to explain it.
So I feel like he's kind of half formed. When he shows up he's usually walking behind me or sitting in the back seat. He's never directly in front of me. Has anyone ever experienced anything similar? Is this normal? Should I start trying to tulpagorce again, or just drop it?
Also tulpa general thread.
http://schizophrenia.com/coping.html
>>17725389
You can't self-induce schizophrenia faggot
>>17725369
You're an idiot. Seek help and actually make real friends instead of imaginary ones. Sage because you're the cancer.
>>17726439
Maybe he has real friends and an imaginary one. I do, and it's pretty nice. Mine can numb pain and get rid of headaches. I haven't had a headache last longer than a minute for almost 2 years now.
Keep going. The only thing that will happen is he becomes more developed. He'll become better at talking, better at getting rid of your anxiety, just better.
>>17726481
Congratulations. Guess what, I haven't had a headache (that I can remember at least) in my entire life, ever. And I don't even have an imaginary friend.
>>17727237
You haven't had a headache but you probably had butthurt just like right now
>>17727364
You actually thought you were being witty there, didn't you?
>>17727382
KOMENASAI
>>17727512
I have no idea what this Nipfag shit means, thank fuck. Go away.