Does anyone ever get depressed as hell to think that a) living forever, or b) ceasing to exist, are both depressing as fuck? I can't think about this shit without getting an anxiety attack.
that's actually quite common OP. I mean the futility of existence can be quie depressive and thinking that nothing that you will ever do will affect anything, that right now bigger things are happening and you are in front of your screen just fapping.
Well honestly, I don't care whether or not I have a forever-lasting impact. It's just thinking about what to expect when you die. Either nothingness, or an eternity of something. It's depressing either way
>>17505036
Used to fret over it but over the years it became comforting. No real responsibility in the rand scheme so I just enjoy the now because my demise is inevitable
>>17505051
let us just expect it wont be worse than what we have now
>>17505036
Don't worry. It's not like you have to pick one or the other. Even if you deadset wanted one, you still don't get a choice.
I go through phases of comfort with ceasing to exist and phases of extreme anxiety. Yet, if you buy into the original mover theory and a subsequent theological deity, I in no instance have ever not felt anxious with living forever in some form or another.
>>17505036
You only experience boredom without love.
there's some kind of freedom in futility, nothing you do will really matter so you can do whatever the hell you want and nobody will really care
well as long as you don't kill couple of millions of jews or something of the like
