I now understand that being "in the now"/present moment is regarded as such a spiritual state of mind, because past and future are both abstract concepts with no real basis in physical reality, therefore now is the only objective point in time we can be in, making now eternal. And eternity is the same as god because god is eternal and is eternity itself

I also have a theory of that both the left hand path and right hand path are the same fucking thing because this spiritual ascendancy upward spiral that dictates reincarnation and existence itself eventually leads to each of us becoming gods which The All/Grand Architect allows us to experience for ourselves before merging with it in finality