hey /x/, i'm experiencing some existential anxiety and i want to get it out.
i'm afraid of immortality and infinity. i don't believe that death can be the end, inexistence seems impossible and nothingness volatile. i'm afraid that some part of me will continue forever and never die. i'll never understand the bigger picture of reality, but i'll never end, in an eternal state of chaos. this is my biggest fear.
Well dont worry about it. The mind is affected by biological functions which means that it is intrinsically connected to the human body - which in turn means that it cannot exist in a permanent state. When you die that will be the end of your conscious state. Otherwise you will be in heaven and be able to ask for its end anyway.
