I'm tired of all this fucking ego related bullshit in my life. It's as if everytime I find myself and know who I am, someone has to say something and it sends me in a spiraling mess again. How to prevent this? Is it even possible in today's society? Where everyone wants you to be as bad as rest of them?
Start by achieving gnosis and unlocking your chakras, this will free your mind
As crowley said, practise pranayama whenever calm is threatened. Learn it from a master.
These yogic shits are actually efficient sometimes.
There are 2 types of spiritual persons, not enough powerful to change others and enough powerful to change others. If you're from the first you should live alone or with positive people until you're from the second.
>>17128899
how to become powerful enough, then?
God damn it, wish I'd get faster replies to this thread.
Shameless self bump.
>>17128819
>>17128822
>>17128899
All of this is just a repackaging of everything that hasnt been working for you as a way to fool a small minority into buying into these philosophies during weak moments.
Its not finding the answer its knowing the answer is relative to you. Stop worrying about these changes thats what makes an otherwise natural part of growing turn into something that can seem far more scary than it is.
"Nobody exists on purpose, nobody belongs anywhere, everybody is going to die, come watch TV."
Time to invoke choronzon into your life :v^v)
>>17128816
Find an outlet that resets you. Whenever I get upset I just hit the weights until I'm too tired to be pissed off.
>>17129221
No, I'm pretty sure reaching a state of gnosis and unlocking my chakras will fix my problem. No, I know for a fact that it will. My thread is basically asking
"Why is everyone around me a piece of fucking shit? Why am I surrounded by vermin that want to bring me down to their level?"
>>17129221
Funny you should mention repackaging.
>>17129947
Because in our existence and plane there is only pain, death and despair, if you want more than that try going to others
>>17129221
Um no
>>17128816
Punch their stupid faces,then meditate
>>17129176
practice. a lot. learn the cosmic flush and ego minimizer as a start. grab some guided meditation videos on youtube, download some binaural entrainment videos from youtube. listen to the binaurals on headphones while listening to and following the guided meditation. good luck.
Be like the sun in the morning. Know that shadows have to exist to face the light.
Good and bad are relative.
Shadows are your brothers. They are created by the interplay of matter and energy, just like you. But they are insubstantial, just like the shadows that are what you call "I".
You are here to experience, if you were a bodiless being for long enough, you'd wonder what it's like to be in pain. It would feel good.
It's all perspective. If society is harsh, try and imagine what it'd be like without it. If you find that's what you want, you could go to africa, or find an organic farm or something.
Compassion is encoded into every cell that exists. Even if a sword is stabbing you, your death is genuine compassion for the worms that eat your flesh. Perhaps it's compassion to the murderers.
Go into the light. It is what literally turns piss and dirt into sugar with the help of some assholes that strangle each other to survive.
Humans are here to feel that sugar. To taste it, to manipulate it with some sex crazed fungus and get drunk. To feel the light of others and bring others to feel it too.
Drinking alone isn't fun, because you can't do it alone. Life is NEVER alone. You are trillions of bacteria and cells, all here to taste the sugar.
If you make friends with those other condensed lightforms you can get by. Eat some fucking yogurt.
>>17132266
Get your yogurt commercial out of my /x/.
>>17132355
Then eat shit instead. Or beer or wine, make it yourself, it doesn't matter where it comes from.
I highly doubt that any company would want "Their product" associated with this. Money is a shadow too. Plus I'm not even wearing cucumbers over my eyes as this is posted, and my husband is not confused about literally everything.
>>17128816
>How to prevent this?
From not thinking about it in the first place.
If you find yourself, then the opinion of others on you will not matter in the slightest.
Knowing yourself means knowing exactly where you want to lead your life. So if you spiral back, that means you haven't found yourself yet and are just victim to an illusion.
Maybe you're too impatient and want to find yourself too quick, so you settle for empty conclusions that are easily broken. Take your time. finding yourself can be the work of a lifetime.
I'd suggest that you start by embracing your emotions and learn how to take a distance from them, to be able to see things from an outside perspective instead of one where you only think inward and about your own feelings and how you are affected by them. Learn to discipline your feelings and you will eventually learn love.
Once you understand love and accept to love without expectations, then seeing the way everyone acts so selfishly and treat love as a weakness will simply seem ridiculous to you and, then, anyone trying to ridicule you will slide off like water on a duck.
>>17132266
No. You are supposed to kill shadows and drink the blood from their hearts.
>>17132367
You're just asking for it over and over, but you're great training.
>>17128819
This is nonsense
>follow these obscure methods to feel normal.
>>17128816
OP you just need to do two things and logic will let you deduce what they are. Its so simple and natural.
If you dont like your ego, change it. Change your values and morales.
If you like your ego back it up with action. Start getting good at things.
The same way you build an ego is the same way you build a house. Just keep adding bricks.
Another thing is how perverse your ego is. Everyone has some perversion within them more or less. Its better to live honourable.
I can offer my advice.
>>17128899
Aspiring to change others is an empty quest.
The only way you can make a change for others is to make a change in yourself. Free yourself to free the world, be the change you want to see.
But don't aspire to change others, that is not the point of the journey. The journey is about how you grow and become more mature as you discover yourself. It awakens you to the world surrounding you.
>>17132407
But then where will I sit and masturbate to the sunset sky? I don't want my pasty ass getting sunburned.
>>17129947
Because you, yourself, are a piece of shit.
Sorry to be so blunt, but the reason why you say this is because you are already a vermin who's down to their level. every bit as superficial and shallow as these vermins and you are only frustrated that you can't get out of the hole.
At least you want out, that is a good first step, but you focus on the wrong issues, you don't see the truth that's right in front of you. How do you defeat hate? You defeat it with love. fighting fire with fire is a waste of fucking time. You put out a fire with dirt.
Love when people hate you.
Forgive when people holds a grudge.
Empathize when people judge.
Once you realize that your love is infinitely stronger than your hate, your heart will be free and you will no longer call these people "vermins", you will have compassion for them.
>>17132411
>obscure
man, you are sure uninformed, you can learn about his stuff by watching children cartoons
>>17132450
common man look at these fancy names and specialist techniques.
For doing something as innate and natural as strengthening the ego the methods should also be innate and natural.
>>17132445
Try dj-ing.
Mix the tones, find what goes and what doesn't.
angry is pretty cancelled by happy which is cancelled by sad.
Everything is an attempt to understand/ make a simulacrum of reality. Pokemon types have wisdom.
Psychics are intellectuals that are bothered in their meditations by bugs and dark thoughts.
Dark thoughts are removed by feeling strong.
Feeling strong seems pointless when you wanna fly instead. But Flying seems pointless when you aren't immortal like rocks, or as loud as lightning.
>>17128816
>everytime i find myself
>spiraling mess
um you can only pick one
you obviously havent found shit if youre insecure enough to let something someone says ruin it.
you dont have enough personal strength to ignore it and live your life as you see fit anyway
either youre ego is fucked up or youre letting others egos fuck with you
so short version is, you are a pussy
>>17132460
You build strenght for your own progress. There is no other purpose bu the ones you set for yourself.
>>17128819
Chakras are mental concepts, primitive interpretations.
They are not real, they cannot be observed or experienced outside the information of them existing in first place... It's all a game of delusion ;).
And as human beings and by the way we work even of someone told us the absolute truth about everything - the origin of universe, the meaning of human life, the mystery of life after death... everything there are huge chances that most humans will either ignore it, disagree with it or keep it for a while and nothing change in their lives.
Life is to be experienced to the fullest potential you can reach...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9J27RaDr5M
We are VERY VERY VERY mega complex machines, our brains work both chemical and electrical - there are electrical waves which interfere with each other and the interference patterns create ultra complex computing.
Basically life we as human experience is just inside us, it is the same principle inside everyone but it's a unique event.
Everything you see around it's just light captured by the eyes and transformed into information which is used to simulate the world around.
Everything you see is just secondary reality created exclusively by the brain and your are trapped there, the concept of you the consciousness is trapped in this simulation.
As it is said in the song:
I wish all you guys to have a nice life flash before your eyes.
modern liberalism: literally hating your will to live so much, you'd rather commit intellectual lobotomy
kek
>>17128816
Ever consider "finding yourself" is for new age faggots with no spine and you feel bad for having no spine?
Problems occur; fight the perpetrator.
New age dogma is cuckistry.
>>17132575
Yes yes work buy eat sleep repeat is the obvious way to go instead
>>17132458
>by the name it looks hard so it must be hard
It is just relaxing and cleaing your mind
Chakras are reorganazing thought and weakness
>>17132511
You make it seems like you feel superior for not believing.
I'm not saying he will gain powers or ascend, if you try to understand chakras you will see that they are just a way of organazing your thought process and help you notice why you suffer or why are you in conflict.
You shills just need to look at the bigger picture and stop just saying no to everything.
>>17132411
This. So much this.
>>17133138
It's not "lol meditate" and it's not "lol social climb and get money"
It's far more esoteric, yet primal.
>>17132445
Fuck you, you piece of fucking shit. I am better than them and I am better than you. I can't ever bring myself to love these kind of people.
I hate these people for not knowing any better. I will NEVER feel any sort of compassion for them. I KNOW exactly where you're coming from. I'm not trying to sound like a edgy twat. I'm saying that I can't ever feel compassion for these type of people.
>>17132411
Lmao wtf. This post might as well have said "I'M FUCKING RETARDED AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT" and it wouldn't have made a difference.
>>17134192
Kek
To be honest, I think the solution is to just to live in the present moment. THAT requires lots of focus and awareness of you and the world around you.
>>17134192
Would you hate your child for throwing a toy at you?
Everyone starts out retarded and violent, rarely some completely stop, usually it becomes a "mature" and subtle type of violence.
Avoid them, beat their skulls in if they are still violent at a mature age, yell in their pussy faces... but don't bother hating them...
It's just too much effort.
>>17135326
You gotta hit your kids
>>17134192
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLO7tCdBVrA
He interpreted things in a way that held wisdom, regardless of the larger culture. Our culture currently might be adapting to a lot right now, and if you see what's wrong, then speak up without fear, because you know what's right.
Be wise, you can teach them if you love them.
Don't be arrogant, you aren't perfect because being perfect sucks. Nobody wants to be without purpose, you have a purpose given by your heart, learn to open it, because closing off water makes it stinky and lifeless, stirring it up makes it dusty until it's one with everything.
Suffering gives art and art gives appreciation. Appreciate life, and you'll find love in every breath. It's all created by our green mothers who are taking our tired breath into themselves to make food for us. It's love, It's life, and you aren't alone. I hated everyone too, but I learned that the trees don't hate us. They are just confused by the changes that are going on.
They are telling you that you are able to do something, and hatred is fire, not sprouts. We don't need any more fire, the problem is imbalance, you should love at least as much as you hate, or you tip over.
>>17135399
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdAZ79AhcfY
>>17133264
If you follow it, you end up in folkvangr.
>>17135417
That's the half-assed Valhalla for fagits, rite?
>>17132439
Photonic rays help everyone.
>>17135399
>Be wise, you can teach them if you love them.
>Don't be arrogant, you aren't perfect because being perfect sucks. Nobody wants to be without purpose, you have a purpose given by your heart, learn to open it, because closing off water makes it stinky and lifeless, stirring it up makes it dusty until it's one with everything.
>Suffering gives art and art gives appreciation. Appreciate life, and you'll find love in every breath. It's all created by our green mothers who are taking our tired breath into themselves to make food for us. It's love, It's life, and you aren't alone. I hated everyone too, but I learned that the trees don't hate us. They are just confused by the changes that are going on.
>They are telling you that you are able to do something, and hatred is fire, not sprouts. We don't need any more fire, the problem is imbalance, you should love at least as much as you hate, or you tip over.
Brilliant. Thanks for this post (im not op)
>>17135450
sure, the aesir are totally the better ones, not the ones who didn't have trouble with the giants.
>>17132376
This guy
There's always one
>>17132388
This this this.
>>17132467
*your ego
:^)
>>17132411
>Another thing is how perverse your ego is. Everyone has some perversion within them more or less. Its better to live honourable.
This has bugged me for some time. I have been slipping into some really warped and disturbed modes of thought lately and I can't help but feel a certain disgust with them and myself. They're often overtly violent and/or sometimes just plain gross. I want to face the perversion and somehow put it under me but Jesus I can't help but wonder if I really should just get help.
>>17135399
>you should love at least as much as you hate, or you tip over.
>>17132467
>you are a pussy
>>17132575
>"finding yourself" is for new age faggots
OP please ignore the likes of these sheep, they're the types who want you to be as bad as they are.
You need a rock or a crutch, I would recommend drugs or religion, preferably Orthodox Catholicism.
>>17135525
Perversian and deviation are misunderstood.
They exist to provide a contrast, and the environment surrounding them is the factor of whether it's wise or not.
Good and bad don't exist, but some things shouldn't be done because they are wasteful.
adultery is wasteful of love, pedophilia is wasteful to youth, greed is wasteful to everything, and you get the idea. You are a reaction that can be controlled, and used how you want to. The other elements aside from consciousness don't have that.
Good and bad don't exist, but you can choose the wisest path, and get what you came here for, or you can dick around and face degradation of your true nature. Nature always chooses the best path, it's why we study skeletons for robots.
>>17132511
As long as the world doesn't end soon, it will be a great life. You should see the people I've influenced.
>>17133172
Money isn't evil, but it makes people do evil things.
>>17133264
I like this message. You're alright.
>>17135554
This fact is programmed into medicine.
Drugs, if overused cause a tolerance effect.
and more primitively, eating the same food exclusively generally killed a person from nutrient deficiency.
Thoughts of anger are like spicy food. Occasionally you need it to get things moving. People before the advent of chili peppers were obsessed with finding a way to poop effectively.
They used poison to make themselves healthy.
Poison to kill their internal parasites.
Channel your rage into something cathartic.
Altering mindstates is the key to happiness in this and all lifetimes. If you smoke all the time, then you miss the point. If you love all the time then you miss the point. The point is, choices that you make should pay mind to your designer. I don't mean god, I mean what we actually are. Environments. Our brains are best likened to dirt.
>>17135741
Pay mind to which beasts you feed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xm2qdxVVRm4
