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I think I am being gas lit (gaslighting), my friend, she says I can never do anything right, ever, no matter what I do it is NEVER good enough. it is to the point where I feel like I am better off dead because I can't handle it .
I am a sociopath, I am this, I am that, ever day something different, I am evil, no one else would ever put up with me, everyone thinks I'm weird, everyone thinks I'm a freak, it's no wonder no one wants to know me.
I say, do you want an early Christmas present, she says, why bother, you were told to buy groceries and you failed.
I ask can I pout on a wash and am told I am trying to control the washing machine.
She knows I have been through severe trauma (SRA and mind fucking shit), and I ask PLEASE don't shout at me, but she still does, if I react I am being this/that, etc.
Yeah, not ''paranormal'', but since this is the only board I go on,not/b/, not /rk9/,not whatever, and with all the talk of gang stalking, is gaslighting the same thing, same premise?
Sounds like your "friend" is just a bitch, just stop talking to her.
gaslighting is physically manipulating the environment in an attempt to make someone think they're crazy
what your "friend" is doing is called emotional manipulation, and it's a sign that she is a shit person who you shouldn't be around. please stay safe and take care of yourself, anon
>>17125786
Have you tried throatfucking her?
get /fit/
>>17125786
I feel you OP
Your feeling, I can feel deeply
>>17125786
You call that person a friend, but everything you describe about her doesn't fit. Tell that bitch to fuck off. Seriously, you're not going to get any better advice than that, and would be a fool to think there's anything you can do to change another person's assholish behavior. Kick the cunt to the curb.
Polite sage for not being paranormal.
>>17125887
Shit, I feel for OP too on this one
>>17125786
OP you gotta stop the shit and mortar fire you're getting from that manipulative bitch.
>>17125786
It doesn't matter if you're a bit clumsy, and all that, im the same way. Even though stuff like that has been said to me I always get over it pretty quickly...
Stuff like this cheers me up.
https://youtu.be/irccYv1F8Lw
https://youtu.be/zyXOAukDNOQ
https://youtu.be/1Oph1C6vKd8
https://youtu.be/skh7HunJ-iA
She isnt your friend, she's a manipulative cow, my ex did similar things to me and destroyed my self confidence. Do yourself a favor and do this >>17125854 , film it, then never talk to her again. You will have physical rememberance of you dominating her, and you will be seperated from an abusive situation. Obviously if there's no way of throatfucking/hatefucking her just never speak to her again. She will probably continue to try to contact you when you stop because you're obviously a toy to her that she uses to give herself confidence. Just don't give in, never ever give in. It will get ugly, but you musn't.
Good luck anon.
>>17126115
Before anyone asks, I am not posting the vids
>>17126115
>>17125903
>>17125921
>>17125988
Thank you for your support I thought people would tell me to piss off. I'm so used to being tolf to shut up/shouted at...I used to feel a lot stronger, even years after the abuse shit that happened, but after about 15 years of this (she lives with me), I am so worn down I honestly don't know what to do.
Am doubting myself and second , third guessing. Don't know what is real, maybe she is right and I'm, whsaatever it is that day.
Currently it seems to be narcissistic, she is watching all these YT vids and saying how she is in psychic pain. I asked what could I do to help (that she was in pain), and she said yes narcissists always think everything is about them.
I honestly don't think I am, have none of the hallmarks of it. But if I speak up against her, that is what I am being. oh god I dunno any more I really don't.
Is it the same sort of thing as gang stalking, gas lighting, if it even IS gas lighting and not her being right.
I used to be so certain. Now...nah.
my mom used to say stuff like that to me. really fucked with me. get away from the situation and you will feel a lot better. human to human i love you, please take care of yourself
>>17125988
i really enjoyed these!
>>17126175
Dude she's crazy, pack your shit without telling her and leave. Seriously.
Op my girlfriend used to do the same thing, some people just take you for granted, and you just have to accept that many times, doing more makes what you do matter less.
Toxic ppl all around. Kill that bitch and make this world a better palce for all of us. Merry Xmas and hail Satan
>>17126181
I also have spides! :]
Also I got plenty of tunes if you want more.
>>17125795
Thank you
>>17125854
No I haven't, she once tried to strangle me when she was v drunk on some home made wine, that was the reason why she went so violent she says because it was fermented. But that was years ago and It's not right to dredge up old things from the past. is it?
>>17125868
yeah that is on my list to definitely get fitter.
>>17125887
Sorry that you can feel it too I don't like to see others hurting, anyone (unless they're nonces/pedos/molester type filth or something) hurting.
>>17125903
It's true it is not paranormal.
This is the only board I come on ya see. I don't mean to be a stupid whiney gimp.
>>17125795
So it is NOT the same, I wasn't sure. what type of things would count as manipulating the environment?
she keeps trying to see what I'm writing so have to close the screen on n off .
>>17126214
She needs to learn how to live and be happy without completely controlling you man, you're doing her a disservice by allowing her to fuck with you
>>17126214
You know, you can always just ignore everything she says, and if she calls you a bad person for it then just act all agreeing. ;]
She has way more faults then you from what it seems so why even consider most of the crud she says to you?
>>17126209
aha!! yes spidies are supreme
i would be grateful if you did share. going to be up late tonight and music is good company
in return, i have often listened to this album while feels were low and it helped
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ePIYnhETCVI
>>17125792
this.
/thread
>>17126244
>>17126244
https://youtu.be/XCrRJW4d3Ps
https://youtu.be/YtjXBVmGIUY
https://youtu.be/6vWUCH3m6Eo
https://youtu.be/HkF68wcUKZY
https://youtu.be/vGsaWHx8iXc
Also you can drown out those sad times with plain loud energetic music! >:] Almost like rkoing with your brain...
https://youtu.be/HEdpdnOv42s
https://youtu.be/XvLAKrVbCBM
https://youtu.be/_S0g_zSqJ6s
![woman-jumping-over-fence-28223010[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/09seFyf.jpg "woman-jumping-over-fence-28223010[1].jpg")
>>17125786
>I am a sociopath, I am this, I am that, ever day something different, I am evil, no one else would ever put up with me, everyone thinks I'm weird, everyone thinks I'm a freak, it's no wonder no one wants to know me.
i've been considered weird, stupid, yadda yadda, by other's in my small town. It makes you believe yourself that you are what other's tell you. One tends to go into other's box.
My advice is to go away for awhile, and meet other people. I too had many "problems" when I left home, but I still managed to meet people who liked me and who I enjoy being with.
When you've "healed yourself" a bit, perhaps you shouldn't ditch this person right away, perhaps you should make a compromise that is more balanced.
You CAN jump over the fence! Find yourself. Realize that you can hug yourself, and cry on your own shoulder. Let the emotions flow through you, lie in bed.
I believe you may see this as "thin", but if you can get past this box. You can do that!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDYNuD4CwlI
>>17126350
these are some sweet jams. my night is 100% improved by them and i thank you for sharing
haha very true about getting stoked. reminds me of a good friend, 100% jedi master/real life wizard before he kind of lost it and disappeared =[ he is back now sorta but anyhow he used to put on the most ratchety music and talk dirty to his weights while working out. and it worked :D shit was cash, don't know much /fit/ but his lifts were substantial. sometimes you just gotta adopt a preferred persona
you are gold anon! may the small spider overlords smile upon you with much stealth and health
Not paranormal but I wish you well OP, having been in a similar situation and without knowing the specifics of yours the best thing you can do is get that bitch out of your life. The way she's acting implies that she has some sort of power over you, given or taken, but once you break that link maybe she'll chill out or leave your life. The more likely situation given how long you've been together is that she'll go completely batshit and try to slander you to everybody you know and involve the police, so spend a few weeks or more documenting her being a cunt etc. so you have some sort of insurance.
>>17125786
>my friend
>>17125786
Your post made no sense. It is as if you said nothing.
The picture is nice, though.
>>17125795
STFU you ignorant moron.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaslighting
