Okay. I'm not sure this is the fight Board to post this question on, but I'll givee it a shot.
This question is to do with a Sin, I suppose? Of the Energies that underlie a Sin.
The question is:
Can a person be sustained, at least in part, by the unnatural energies produced or used when indulging in a Sin?
To give a small summation on what brings this question about.
>Very occasionally, an idea, concept or thing inclined towards my Perversions will come along and Fuck my "equilibrium" up.
> Be last friday
> Found a picture that very much "got the juices flowing".
> To the point where Discussing it with specific friends and indulging in, well, what a person does when alone with an idea like this, very frquntly.
> For seveal days, the picture, its contxt and other ideas that split off from it became an obsession. Sleep pattern was messed up, work I was doing Halted, games stopped being played.
>This has happened before.
>Every time, including this one. I don't eat anything for the first day or day and a half.
> For days after that till I break out of the, I dunno, Rut? I only eeat out of habit.
> I never feel hungry, only sleep out of habit, too.
So! /x/!
I know it could just be wierd Biology tricks, but it really feels "off" somehow.
(Pic related, it's a Succubus)
>getting so horny you lose sleep
you got a problem friendo
Incase you're wondering, I'm being Vague about the details of the pic or what exactly I did because I dunno this boards policies on adult discussions.
I don't normally come onto this board beause I'll find Creepypasta, read it, then not be able to sleep.
Not that the Creepypastas content unsettles me. More pure Paranoia.
>>17032854
A few mental conditions, long standing ones.
One of which causes me to feel emotions with a greater intensity than normal.
Many people like me tend to force ourselves not to feel them as a result.
Then again, is Lust an emotion?
I fully admit I'm a bit of a pervert, though.
>>17032873
losing sleep, obsessing about what turns you on in daily life, that's degenerate. curb your lust. it's disgusting. all this for a spurt of cum and a few seconds of pleasure when you finally get down to it. get help
>>17032906
I must stress, this is a very occasional thing.
It has only happened a handful of times over the past 6-7 years.
Each time has been shorter in duration. This one lasted about 4, over the weekend till earlier today.
So it's not a day-to-day thing.
And beside that, getting help isn't why I made this thread.
I was wondering if there is any information on the Supernatural side.
The mundane, I understand perfectly well.
Especially the psychological/chemical side of it.
>>17032922
Over-active lust could be a sign of anything, but the advice is the same: get your shit together. Take it from me, I was never healthy physically and spiritually AND jerking off 3x a day at the same time
Succubus work has provided energy that normal sex or masturbation has not.
It's more than a weird biology trick, it's an occult one.
>>17032906
you're definitely playing down the consequences of orgams.
It's more than a few seconds. It can boost your mood all day.
three lefts make a right; three rights make a left
Sorry I took long to respond, I thought this thread was just gonna die. Not used to this boards speed.
>>17032937
I'm a final year Uni student who gets decent Grades. I pay my bills on time and have a somewhat active social life. My Shit is pretty together.
>>17032994
I'm a little confused by your wording, Are you saying a Succubus or other Supernatural force IS doing it? How do you know?
>>17033150
There have been times when an orgasm has kicked me out of a slump, good times.
>>17033246
But what if I flip it Turn ways?
>>17033278
I'm saying you can use the succubi to tap into a power that is kept out of reach from most people. It's about controlling the sexual energy and using it.
Maybe if you're a little more curious you can email me [email protected] before the thread gets deleted or shitstormed.
I have a busy day tomorrow, and I have to go now.
Sleep well!
>>17032862
>I dunno this boards policies on adult discussions.
no pictures, words are fine.
>>17032848
what's this fetish that had you not eating for 4 days?
i sometimes get the same obsessive behavior about a topic where it fucks with my sleeping, eating and thinking in general but i don't think it's ever been sexually related. it's mostly been in relation to conspiracy, paranormal or criminal topics. anything that gives me a strong emotional reaction really.
which makes sense now that i think about it, because i'm generally pretty numb most of the time. would you say that these obsessive streaks give you a feeling that you usually lack or just that it intensifies your usual sexual feelings?
>>17033329
(not op)
For me it's a little of both.
I don't get obsessed to where I binge or purge, but I spend a lot of times of day thinking and fantasizing about a succubus.
There is a feeling of devotional lust that is not normally present, my lust drive remains normal (faily low, urge to fap once a week or less) and my normal sense of pleasure is intensified.
Sometimes it is to the point that I am hallucinating vividly during the day and deep breathing is an orgasmic feeling.
>>17032922
From the sound of things, you just have a "type" as it were. I'm guessing that the images that get you all obsessed and bothered are of a particular, singular variety?
Here's a story about a friend of mine:
>total homophobe
>likes fat chicks
>life is good
>randomly stumble upon big dick gay porn
>obsessively fap to the same 3 videos of this variety for weeks on end
>begin hating self over it
>finally talk (to me) about it out of pure desperation for understanding
>after letting it out in the open, everything's fine.
>same thing happens again 4 months later
That seems sorta similar to your situation. He's not actively gay, he's actually attracted to women, he hates that side of himself (so it feels totally unnatural when he "indulges") and then it's over as quickly as it began.
Some people are apparently like that with other particularly disgusting fetishes as well. Or at least fetishes that they're disgusted by.
Personally, it's not porn in my case, but stupid ideas:
>have a GF
>everything's fine
>stupid, little random thing she does or says gets stuck in my head
>the thing in question is totally harmless, but feels like a complete affront at times
>these thoughts come and go, but get more intense every time
>finally, my obsession reaches the point where I can't think of anything else, so I talk to her about it
>everything's fine after that.
>happens again 10 months later, out of nowhere.
It works differently from person to person, but it's basically a form of OCD. The trick to controlling it in lots of cases is just getting it out in the open.
It may sound like I'm trolling you, but I'm not: Try talking seriously with someone about this when it happens next time. And not in an "IT'S SOOOO AMAZING!!!!" kind of way. More in an "I can't fucking STOP. It's driving me INSANE!" kind of way.
Often times, admitting that you don't like what's happening and knowing that someone else knows are both good ways to stifle an annoying obsession.
OP here again. Half asleep (6am) here so I'll reply now and hope this thread is still around when I awaken.
If anyone wants to know more details than I tive in the replies, feel free to ask, shall provide. I'm just not as comfortable giving full details as I'd like to be.
>>17033323
I'm not entirely sure i'm ok with Emails. I'm very careful about giving even that much about myself. However, if this thread is gone when I wake up, I will send an email.
>>17033329
What you just described is pretty much what happens with me. I am very tranquilized most of the time.
The Pic in question hit one of my Major Fetishes. I am around Porn a lot, in some communities. I know my Fetishes very well, so I can name the exact notes it struck. And it struck them very hard. It seems Lust is affected by my condition as much as say, happiness or sadness.
>>17033354
I am interrested. Tell me more. That sounds simmilar to adult material in general for me.
>>17033382
I have OCD, so that could explain it. It's not a Denial of what turns me on, because those Friends I mentioned in the initial post are ones I talk to about this kinda thing a lot.
There is a theme linking these last two times, but the first time I experienced this kinda Rush was with a Fetish you do NOT bring up in good company (not CP or anything, but still). I admit, for a long time I denied the fetishes these Ruts tend to include, but I accepted them 2-3 years ago and it still happens.
Hell, some of them are ones I frequently indulge in.
Still, good input, thank you.
>Every time, including this one. I don't eat anything for the first day or day and a half.
Sounds like textbook hypomania/mania that can be triggered if you have undiagnosed bipolar disorder or taking antidepressants desu
>>17032848
In the Christian myth, people are born of sin. So yes, Sin is the reason we're all still alive right now.
>>17033562
I'll have to look into the Bipolar part.
But I don't take Antidepressants. Beyond Painkillers or Cold medicine when needed, I don't take any pills.
>>17033810
But can those Sin sustain a person?
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>>17033537
OP I love you and want to know everything about you. What turns your crank?
