Hey /x/, i dont usually get on this board but i wanna talk about something and i have noone to discuss this with im hoping you guys might have some words for me.
Not sure how to begin, um, do you guys ever get like satanic or demonic loop dreams?
Ill explain, so ever since i was young boy i would get these reoccurring dreams where i was on the ceiling looking down at myself, or id b laying looking up but i can see the entire room from a 3rd person perspective.
These dreams evolved into something more sinister, where id be looking down at myself from the ceiling and theres several tall hooded shadow figures surrounding me. Id tell my parents about it and theyd simply dismiss it as bad dreams and advise me to pray to god.
As i got older these dreams became increasingly terrifying.
At night, as im drifting off to dreamland, i begin to sort of vibrate (close your eyes really hard its similar to that noise but greatly amplified)
Then im in a nightmare world being chased by demons or some awful looking creature, i cant compare it to anything in this world nothing comes close to their appearance its so... twisted...
As i got older the dreams only got stronger
As i would begin vibrating id realize i need to wake up, so id open my eyes but reality is like distorted, like tripping on psychedelic drugs, and this evil ugly creature would be sitting on my chest casting a sort of spell on me so i would go into the looping satanic dreams
Allow me to describe the looping satanic dreams
Sometimes it would start out like normal earth, id be in a regular place like a gym or walking down a unfamiliar street in some town id never been in, people would be around me and suddenly they would transform into demons i think and theyd yell this phrase at me repeatedly
"ALABA PAPA SATAN" something like that
Im latino and in my language it would translate to worship father satan
I would wake up from that dream only to go into another satanic dream with a similar scenario.
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There's a war going on for you externally but primarily internally. Accept Christ.
>>16962796
this.
Google night terrors
>>16962788
You have been chosen
Sometimes id "wakeup" in "the real world" but im still stuck in the loop
Id wake up and call my dad and tell him im having those dreams again and hed say in spanish "its ok anon just alaba papa satan"
I got held back my junior year in highschool because of my attendance
I would i guess lucid dream i was getting ready for school and go to school and interact with people like normal then all of a sudden someone who doesnt belong would show up and tell me to wake up
Example
Im in math class and al pacino enters just to tell me to wake up
Or sometimes everyone at school would transform into the demon creatures and repeat that phrase "alaba papa satan"
I would wake up for real and it would b like 1pm
I recently learned about lucid dreaming and it interests me because it says i can control my dream and that what i want, ive never had control of my dreams and i think if i did have control i can stop these satanic dreams
But for some reason, when i realize im in a dream, "i" freakout and begin to scream and the world collapses like a black hole kinda swallows everything up. Recently ive tried to not freakout but the dreamworld still collapses.
And another weird thing, usually when i realize im dreaming im in a car driving and i do that check the time thing to determine if im dreaming and when the time changes thats when i freak out and the world collapses.
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>>16962796
I have been christian my whole life i have been baptized i love my father god jehova yahweh and i have accepted jesus christ as my lord and savior
I have to be at work in 20 mins but ill post more later. Ill mention one last thing.
I get sleep paralysis ALOT ALOT ALOT.
And sometimes i develop certain personalities rather spontaneously depending on the situation
Example. Im a pretty casual dude, but my vernacular sort of morphs depending on the situation
I kinda consider myself weird and anti social, but i guess i have a handsome face and a really nice athletic body, when im around girls at first im really shy and nervous but something kinda takes over and spits game for me and gets me some pussy but i would just think in my head how the fuck did i do that
At professional occasions my speech would put obama to shame, like i can speak better than usual, and my english accent is like a white guy not the spanish guy accent i usually have
>>16962861
nice ass
>>16962861
The things I would do to that ass.
How quickly pornography distracts us.
>>16962905
hmm, tell me more, big boi!
>>16962924
I measure the maturity of a board, and of people in general, by their composure in cases like this. Over in /lit, we have saucy OP pics and posts all the time, but we rarely stray from the discussion because we are mature, calm individuals.
/x is just full of teenagers.
>>16962905
well to start with i would put my dick in it. then i would masturbate to it and cry.
>>16962939
Should i resume my thread there? Im lookin for answers not cancerous comments
>>16963981
you can NOT deny da ass was phat, bro.
>>16963986
That's why i saved it in the first place. Bro.
>>16962788
>do you guys ever get like satanic or demonic loop dreams?
Not really. I kind of lost the ability to have nightmares after a certain age, but I still have "bad dreams" which I'm sure would have been considered nightmares when I was younger, they just don't upset me anymore. Maybe I've become jaded with age.
Yours sounds pretty interesting.
In Islam they believe that demonic spirits "urinate in the ear" of people who have a habit of waking up in the morning and going back to sleep. There is probably a scientific explanation for this but I find it particularly interesting. If you wake up in the morning and could feasibly get up and start your day, you might notice that sleeping in causes you to have bizarre nightmares. They were onto something.
They also believed waking up early in the morning before the sun rose would allow you to breathe divine air, which was later confirmed by modern science in that the oxygen in the air pre-dawn has higher levels of negative ions which are good for you. So those are two reasons not to sleep in.
there is a chance someone is actively trying to curse you, but not a big chance
get a bible or something or ask someone to read a prayer
A short mantra to help you, when chanted repeatedly, grants protection from harm and danger. OM AH KSHITI GARBHA THALENG HUM
>>16962796
That is always as good to do and have done in truth.
