better than this
>>6593571
You ok buddy? (and this is the closest I've got)
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>>6593603
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Suicide is an option, sure. But is it the best? Step back from your life and take an objective look. What would you say if that weren't you contemplating offing yourself? The world is an open place, with so much beauty and wonder. You can go and take it in, try and get intoxicated by the amazing world we live in. Or you can raise hell, and enjoy being bad.
After trying both options, if you find life still lacking, then suicide may be an answer. But not yet. Not until you have nothing left to do.
>Paraphrased from an old man who pulled me up when I was down.
>>6593603
kek
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>>6594574
Tell that man good job. Although for me that doesn't work so easily. Or rather that has been the plan from the start. I've wanted to kill myself for coming up on 10 years now and every day in those 10 years I have worked myself to the bone to save up all the money I could to make this worth it. I don't hate myself, I just don't care about anything. To tell you the truth the only reason why I'm still doing this is because I told a long gone friend I would for us before he passed. It isn't even a big deal and I don't believe he is watching over me because we didn't believe in that. We both had no family to speak of and were all we had but, I want to see Europe at least once before I go. I just wish it didn't take so long to do it. Tell you the truth, I hoped something would change my mind along the way, thought that trough all of this working job after job that I'd meet a girl to change my mind and grow old with her or at least find a reason to stick around. But in my life I've realized that shit doesn't change unless you know the right people or are outstanding enough to make a difference and I'm just a regular guy leading a below average life. All I do and all I have done these past 10 or so years is work and go to the gym. Now I have enough money saved to go to some place in Europe, I don't even know where yet, and after one more week, or a month depending on how much money I have left, I'll kill myself. If reincarnation is a thing and I come back as a bug I'll be pissed.
>>6594574
Have you had a threeway with a dwarf and a tall gal? Have you smoked peyote with a Native?
Explore every aspect of life, man. If you have to, take time off from your job and go exploring. There are programs that offer travel and room/board in exchange for labour. Live life and see the world, man.
these 'inspirational' quotes do absolutely nothing to me. Not OP but as someone with strong suicidality and hopelessness, someone telling me 'the world is beautiful' and I have to 'seize the day' just makes me want to kill myself even more. Because I'll never be able to see the beauty like you people, I'll never be able to get out of bed and seize anything.
Shit like this is just a reminder of why I'm a piece of shit who will never do anything but exist.
>>6594707
Same my dude. I completely understand you.
a bit off topic, but could be seen as slow suicide I guess
>>6594587
kekd
>>6593601
Homestuck
>>6596859
Nah son, that's Rick from Rick and Morty.
why kill yourself when you can kill the women who made your life miserable? silly anons
im not leaving this bitch whilst a single marxist is left standing to abuse little boys.
and neither should you.
>>6594574
>objective
how the fuck does one even do this?
thanks for the papes, folks
>>6594595
If you can afford it, spend the last of your money visiting places on earth you havent been yet. At least see this earth in its entirety before you leave it. I promise its worth it.