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My grandad was diagnosed with generalized cancer a month ago. He died a few days ago.
Post the wallpapers that you personally like when you're feeling down or sad.
>>6534602
Sorry, OP. Don't think about how he died. Think about how he lived and the memories you made with him. No man is truly dead until no one remembers him.
This is going to sound selfish, but I'm jealous of everyone who know/got to know their grandparents. I wish I could say I have fond memories of my grandparents, but I don't really have any. I have some memories of my grandmother, but I have maybe 1 or 2 truly fond ones of when she was in the nursing home. I didn't really get to know her either, since she died on the day before my 7th birthday. I didn't get to know any other grandparents because they all passed before I was a thought in my parents heads. I was the last child that my other grandmother got to meet, but she died when I was 2 months old.
In return for my spiel, I'll throw you some papes.
1/?
>>6534664
Ty man, I'm sorry that you didn't get to know your grandparents very well. I had sort of the same experience with my great-grand parents, never knew them really. I guess it gives us more reason to take care of the people that are here now.
>>6534666
Really like this pape
Tossing in a few phone walls too
>>6534602
>>6534664
This, my granpa died a month ago, remembering the good things is the only thing we can do, being sad doesn't help at all. So get your lazy ass out of that chair and do something worthwhile, you will feel x10 times better, i can tell you bud.
Paper side, i only use solid pastel colors as background, so, little i can help there
>>6535194
Powerful.
Found some more, this one is shit rez sry
This one always brings a smile to my face
>>6536412
This thread is fucking amazing.
Just been dropped from my university course due to poor performance, whilst my 2 best friends will continue on for another 3 years and likely have memorable times together, whilst I sit at home with my parents.
There's few feelings shitter than knowing you didn't work hard enough.
Here's to another year of working an awful job and figuring out what I'm doing with my life.
I'm autistic and i browse 4chan.
Always, always makes me smile!
damn anon I wish the best for you and your family.
as for me, this is real fitting atm.
My girlfriend of 5 years dumped me via text last weekend.
They're all just so fucking smug that I can't help but smile.
>>6536428
Same boat, brother. I had a solid 3 years at college but really fucked up this 4th one. I work a shitty overnight retail job to pay rent and food. Still have no idea what the fuck I wanna do with my life. Oh well. Cheers.
>>6534602
This wallpaper is beautiful, it'll feel so good to be there under that tree... I wonder where it is...
>>6537500
it'd*, sorry.
>>6537500
Same guy here, I just found this:
http://wnq-writers.com/post/142497027562/culturenlifestyle-tokyos-captivating-neon
Hope you like it...
I've always been a big fan of the saying on endings: "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"
Hope you all are doing well, great thread.
>>6537500
Honestly it looks so much like western
>>6536428
OP here. Sorry to hear that anon. I am in college too, and it is tough. I got rejected by all PhD programs, and I am currently trying to get admitted to Masters programs. For my Bachelors, I also got rejected most places the first time around. My advice is this: you will not get to go to college with your best friends; great. You will grow from this. You will get new best friends other places and learn things about yourself you couldn't have otherwise. This will also strengthen your relationships with your old true friends. Finally, do not give up. The system is set up to file out people as they climb up the ladder, the ones that make it are the ones that are persistent, and the ones that have money. Find what you love, go for it, persevere and fucking make it happen. You are capable of it.
>>6536550
Thanks man. Text break up is a shitty move. I can't really relate to you because the longest relationship I've had has been 2 years with a girl I didn't really love. I wish I could've had a relationship with someone I really cared about, but at the same time our breakup did not really hurt.
If you're grieving, you two must have been very attached to each other. If someone cared about you for that long, then I'm sure you will experience this again with someone else in the future.
>one of my favourite walls seems fitting
>>6537769
I'll keep dumping some papes
>>6537794
Shit quality, hopefully someone's got this one in better res
>>6537807
That's all I have for you guys. I'll keep lurking until thread dies
>>6537769
>>6537756
>>6537494
>>6536428
Purpose in life is meaningless because you can do anything, you just find one thing that you like better than the rest. People say that the sky is the limit but people made it into space. There's only a little bit of purpose I can give you but it will work. My 2 things that give me purpose, is making peoples lives better and improving myself. The first one is self explanatory, the second one means even if you don't know what to do just start on one thing. Even if you can't get the motivation, just take the first step and once you get that done you'll get a feeling of fulfillment that will make you want to do more. That is the best purpose I can give in a short time.
>>6537971
You got it dude. I believe in you.
>>6536631
ty anon, made my day.
>>6535189
is this from oyasumi punpun?
>>6534602
This wallpaper is great
im on a fresh install thank you to every poster
dumping a few
>>6537494
>>6537756
>>6537971
Thanks for giving me some help fellas. Ultimately I think I'm just feeling worse about having to grow up, and losing friends that I've had since high school.
1st year of university - 6 or 7 friends all starting out as eager 1st years, go out drinking regularly, have some great times. Then they studied and progressed and I flunked. I keep telling myself that I'll keep in touch with them, but university was the only thing really tying us together these days. They will likely all stop playing vidya too.
Currently my plan is to just go back for the next year. I'll be 2-3 years behind my friends, but I'll just have to deal with that when I get there.
Having to sit here watching them make new friends and start new lives makes me ridiculously fuckin sad.
:'(
4chan is stereotyped as just being full of assholes and dick wads, but threads like these show that (at least on some boards) the community can actually be really good. Keep it up guys! :)
p.s. OP I wish you the best, we're here for ya.
>>6538228
Is this from a 90's game? Eerily familiar
geat thread fella's.
>>6538349
Damn son im in exact same position. Tears for us folk.
>>6537500
It's somewhere in Oregon. Photographer is Anna Shelton
http://annavshelton.tumblr.com
>>6538349
I've been there. Try to focus on something you really love doing and do your thing.
god this thread is fucking amazing. Good luck to everyone going through a hard time right now. Ill dump a few of my favorites.
>>6534602
Sorry for your loss, OP.
>>6536428
What are your reasons for not working hard enough? Did you not have enough of a drive to pursue the uni course? Think a little deeper, if you couldn't motivate yourself to do something, don't you think you just saved yourself 3 years of something that you have no motivation for? Maybe you were just slacking and fucked up, or maybe it wasn't meant to be and now you've been given another opportunity to find what it is you're supposed to do.
Best wishes Anon.
>>6534602
funnily enough i find this wallpaper very uplifting, the houses look nice, the streets look nice, its raining heavily and its so green.
sorry about your mom OP.
>>6538473
It feels like the ice level from the 2nd world of Spyro. Idk though. Just my feels.
Oh. That's right feeling down papes.
>>6539678
And with my last one, though slightly uplifting it still crushes me and tells a sort of story ro me.
Me, being a typical highschool and trying to smash everything with a hole in it, becomes a part of someones life who still cares about me and I care about to this day, just not with the whole love thing.
Graduate highschool and try ro find true love and found a girl that really means a lot to me, then a year after that we break up in a firey storm of hell. Screaming, crying, sympathy, and drea-.. no, nightmares for countless nights. Loses all perspective of love, happiness, and even motivation. Life begins to look up after 10 months of wallowing in self-pity and pizza. Begin doing whay I truly would call a passion, and work in a kitchen. Drop vidyas and sell computer so I can become "Myself" without googling it (Buys computer again 4 months later). Fast forward to last week when I meet my bosses best-friend, and his daughter. Nervous wreck with my tired eyes and social anxiety that hit hard after highschool.
Say something that makes her laugh and start a seemingly helathy friendship. She falls hard, and so do I, in only a day sadly. Love listening ro her and all those things, even like the feeling of missing her. Deliver her (not cheap) flowers at work, she's a barrista so of course I get coffee, and we giggle and stare at eachother off and on with smiles while she works. Feels like a 90's movie to the max, and I can't describe how it feels because it's that great. Get her number that night and text her when I get home. She's family with the girl I dated in highschool. She tells me she's worried that her family will be pissed at her, with good reason. I tell her I'll talk to her adoptive sister/cousin and see how she feels. I do that and have seemingly gotten blown off.
I know she works, and lives a busy life, but my anxiety and paranoia are killing me about it, worried she hates me.
Get text last night "sorry I've been busy" but no responae since.
>>6539689
Tl;dr Common life issues about love and sadness that have no real infuence on others lives and I'm sad about it.
>>6539691
Last one for good measure.
This is a photo I took of my sister's artwork
>>6539697
bretty good, saved.
Here's a shitty picture I took a decade ago.
Obligatory sob story: Dad died 8 months ago from cancer, girlfriend will probably leave me once my grief subsides. On my birthday, about a month ago I noticed she had tinder on her phone while she was showing me something.
My brother is a heroin/opiate addict. He gets clean for a while, but usually relapses. I've had the misfortune of having found him on the brink of death a couple times. Sometimes it seems like he wants to die, last time my mom asked him if he had a death wish, he said "I don't care" Feeling really hopeless right now.
>>6539748
I'm sorry anon.. A friend is in the same situation you are in, his brother has been selling drugs and doing H for a few years now. There is hope though, my uncle used to be addicted to the stuff too, went to a rehabilitation center and has been clean since. Don't give up on your brother anon, be supportive and help him out, even if he is reluctant.
>>6539748
I understand how he feels, I was addicted to Oxycontin and when I was using I no longer cared for anything. I remember laughing after railing god knows how much off my desk because I was thinking about the logistics of if I died. Stuff like who would find me if I died, who would sign my death certificate, how would my old friends that I hadn't seen or talked to in years find out. But I didn't find the idea of being dead a good or bad thing just another possibility. But thankfully I went to rehab and got clean I still drink on occasion but that side of me no longer flourishes. Know I'm just a depressed guy lurking around on 4Chan because if I go on facebook my GF will see I was up and ask why I was up so late, and I just can't bring myself to break up with her but I no longer feel love for her and I can't bring myself to do it because she's just so happy and I don't want to hurt her but I just don't feel for her anymore and I don't know why. I blame my mother and her suicidal actions that I had to stop when I was a teenager. The therapists warned me about this
i got you senpai
>>6539920
wtf why did it change senpai to senpai
>>6539921
why did it change f a m* to senpai
>>6539930
will be back later senpai
>>6539931
ffs i meant fa m why is this site so gay sometimes
this guy is pretty cool:
http://jonasdero.deviantart.com/gallery/
>>6539942
feel sad sometimes, kinda wanna pick up smoking, with a nice zippo
>>6537971
Well I hope you wanted a wall paper made just because of something you said but here you go
>>6534611
>this
That shitboy is not in center and it's driving me fucking crazy!
>>6539946
Don't give yourself cancer because your feeling down, especially because you'll start chain smoking when you feel like shit, if you do it anyway buy a pipe and smoke that it's less harmful and cheaper
I just posted this on another thread but i think it fits here too
>>6536457
stop making fun of everything and try to be you
>>6535189
Pun Pun!
>>6540486
Real sad story behind that photo.
>>6540760
http://www.archipelagofiles.com/2014/03/this-photo-of-two-engineers-hugging.html
>>6534641
I wish I could like Nightvale
>>6540483
bad shoop, mate
>>6534602
Probably already posted, but I just love this one.
I personally love the rain, and this one seems really mellow and calming to me.
On a different note, I know what you're going through. I've been there.
Death sucks, but it serves a purpose to make us realize that the time we have on this earth is limited, so we should make the most of what we have, and not live life reminiscing on the past about things we can't change.
I don't know what's wrong with me. Half of the week I find myself too nervous to go to class and just outside my apartment in general. I get dressed and ready and just.. can't go out the door or something. I'm in a major I hate and will probably only pass one class this semester and it's just because I'm pathetic for no reason
>>6542242
Darkness is a missfire. Human errorcode. Bottle swalliw, depuss, and go! Be a viking
>>6540493
my feels
>>6542242
Talk to someone at psychology services, it's nice to talk out to someone about troubles and social anxiety and whatnot. Did it myself, just a couple talks. Helped a lot.
>>6538349
Life it tough for so many different reasons - going though a tough time myself right now too. Keep trying man. Take a listen to this; maybe it'll ring true with a couple of you fella's too. - https://anismojgani.bandcamp.com/track/here-am-i
I sometimes wish I still taught
>crossover from /fit/
>OC just made tonight, suggestions welcomed
>>6543151
fix that aspect ratio or use a different pic
>>6543149
fake laugh for 5min then front of the mirror, you'll end up with a laughing eventually, is silly but tricks your brain, do it every morning
>>6539689
Fell bad about you anon
>>6543243
Thanks, I guess? Just kinda a shitty life moment. Hopefully things get better, everyone tells me that anyway.
>>6536200
Reminds me a lot of that poem, Ozymandias.
proof why /wg/ is the best board
>>6544052
2/2
here's my happypape
just thinking what he saw that night, the moment of awe as he stood in front of that canvas
>>6543149
What prevents you anon?
i love it thanks man
>>6544202
Mother died at my youngest sister's birth and my father killed himself about a month ago, being the eldest son, I now take care of his daughters; my sisters.
I can't even kill myself.
>>6534602
Sorry op, that sucks.
Both my grandpa's are dead. I only met my dad's dad when I was 2 or so, and now my mom's mom has Alzheimer's, so she's basically gone but my dad's mom is fine.
Just be with family if you are more family dynamic oriented, or just hang with friends to cheer up.
>>6542359
how was going to talk, im both scared and dont like to talk to others about my problems except a few of my best freinds but idk how to express how i feel cause i just get overwhelmingly sad to where i cant explain what it is that im feeling
My cat die last night, she was only eight years old. She was perfectly fine hours before I found her laying on the floor, drooling, could tell something was wrong.
Siamese, cutest little thing. Would love to sleep on the kitchen table and be there in the morning when I'd make my lunch before heading out. I don't know what happened.
Feel like shit.
>>6544408
That is a heartbreaking story anon, I'm sorry about your situation. But taking care of your siblings is noble of you. You are making a positive difference in the world and what goes around comes around one way or the other, even if it just means you being proud of yourself. Keep being strong and I know you'll will be a great teacher in the future.
>>6544426
Thanks man. I live away from home so I'm concentrating on other stuff like work instead.
>>6544429
These people have years of experience dealing with people that have problems like you, and they care. They know what questions to ask, and what problems can be fixed, and how. They'll help you understand what you can fix, and they will teach you how you can help yourself getting better. There are documented thinking tactics, daily rituals, or even breathing exercises that help tremendously. Try it out. Worse that can happen is you waste an hour of your life trying to improve the rest of it.
>>6544456
My dog died recently, it sucks a lot. Feeling with you anon.
Here's a funny yet eerily deep pape to cheer you up.
I don't know what the hell I'm trying to do in my life
>>6537615
>"don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
I said the same thing after the Columbine shooting :')
>>6544951
No, me either, I get scared about what the next day has in store, let alone the future, but, that's what fires the old adrenaline and keeps me reaching for that moment.
I got some more.
>>6536187
this one reminds me of fire watch. sorry if the picture is shit tier.
:'(
>>6536457
You don't need to try to be funny man. This isn't /b/, the community here is more tolerant and close knit
We each come to /wg/ for a reason. Some, like OP, because they're feeling down and crave the catharsis that only browsing beautiful wallpapers can bring, others to experience the joy in finding a new favourite wallpaper. It doesn't matter the reason, we are all here for a common purpose - the pursuit of beauty, the unattainable perfection found in art and imagery.
If you cant realise this, please take your 'funny' comments elsewhere as they are not appreciated.
This is one of the best threads in a while
>>6537779
THIS SHIP IS SINKING
>>6544084
Van gogh painted it from a mental institute window
>>6545673
Personally saying that's not a very good-looking pape, but oh god that message.
>>6536202
War. War never changes.
>>6538886
What the fuck
Watched "The Face of Another" this past Saturday and saw a screenshot of it posted on Facebook a couple days later. In my world lit class today we talked about Grimshaw's impressionism and how Woolf emulated impressionism in her writing. These coincidences, man.
>>6536417
Anyone know what city this is? Houston?
>>6547976
These 2 companies point to Salt Lake City
>>6537971
This person gets it.
I think /wg/ is my favorite board even if I'm not looking for a new pape.
Shame about the low quality. This one was taken of a bomb disposal technician in Northern Ireland during the Troubles.
>>6540105
Props to you sir
>>6537779
August Burns Red, nice
>>6538216
Damn that's ironically funny, but very saddening
oops, this ones 6
no papers on this computer, but my grandpa died thursday. it sucks being out of grandparents, they always love you so much more vibrantly.
some picture a friend of mine took of me and a girl I've been seeing while we were all drunk- hence the blurriness
brings up bittersweet feels for me
>>6542242
You're not alone man. I'm getting a bachelor degree in computerscience and got the same symptoms as you have about a year ago. I went to a doctor and it's helped alot. Long way to go, but there definitely exist a bright side and a way out. Don't be afraid to ask for help
>>6544408
Fuck man, hang in there.. So sorry for your loss.
Tired of paralyzing fesr and existential depression? Try our new flavor; optimistic nihilism!
>>6534602
I remember when my grandfather died a few years ago. Even though he's gone, I hope you have some good memories to look back on anon.
>>6539748
I know literally exactly how you feel. My cousin is a heroin addict and does it constantly, and helping her is like trying to help a brick wall, she's a nice person, and i wish she could see what she's doing to herself.
Best wishes, anon
>>6547232
please more papes like this. i love this one so much
phone papes incoming
Summer 2012 I got to take a trip to Japan. Now feeling really nostalgic over it. Reason why I am feeling down though is because I am basically an American hikikomori with nothing to live for and social anxiety that prevents me from really functioning normally out in public.
btw here's a pic.
I have never had less of an idea of what I'm doing in life than right now. The fear that used to come with that sensation has been replaced with pure confusion. I kept telling myself that solitude would be kind to me when I was more mature, but right now I'm just stuck with the pain of being young and addicted to loneliness.
But oh, how sweet solitude can be. I'm at ease when I'm left alone, and also when I write pretentious posts in anonymous message boards.
She's beautiful, m8s. My only wish is to see this view for myself before I kick it.
>>6534602
>OP's picture is from my neighborhood
small world
Whenever I feel like you do I like black and white. Life would be easier if things had much less color.
>>6536202
Fucking racists
>>6540156
>>6539946
Cigars are more fun to get into.
>>6548560
Same here, exactly for threads like this.
Here's one that always makes me feel a little better when I'm feeling like shit.
>>6539720
Things lighten up man, just know that some dude from canada, montreal is rooting for you
>>6534664
My Grandda died when I was 8, still not over it.
My family is shit, but he was kind. I still have an unopened KitKat we used to fight over (it was his, but he kept it to tease me) and his fishing hat.
I feel your feel, OP and anon. Every anon needs his Grandda
>>6551787
i completely feel you
Just recently found out I've been friend-zoning my friend for a year and a half and she still cries over me. I feel horrible.
>>6553677
>>6553680
>>6543874
I reread it and looked at the wallpaper for a bit, now I feel a little strange
My grandma died last week. The worst thing you can do is hoard depressive thoughts. Be strong. Depression can and will destroy your life if you let it.
Well, since everyone's baring their soul...
There's nothing wrong with me, nothing real anyway. But, even the guy I work with who allegedly has emotional trauma asks if I'm alright a lot. According to him I have depression, I don't understand it but then again I don't understand my emotions, I don't really feel anything anymore other than loathing, anger, hatred and contempt towards myself and my fellow man, that and the base desires that rise up every now and then, but I don't know if I'm able to love, my apathy towards my family disturbs me but not the way it should, my problem is that isn't how a person should act, and that sums me up, everything I am is an imitation of what I think a person should be, even the people I service say I'm like an automaton. All I really care about is progress of a purpose and I can't even find one of those. I feel hollow, but I don't care, but it still affects me. I don't understand my emotions, which continue to effect me in ways out of my control.
I went to visit my high school english teacher, mostly just to argue, one of the few things that brings me joy, and he told me I've done a good job of taking care of this (gestures to head) but I've neglected this (gestures to chest). I think he's right.
>>6554785
In summation, I wish I didn't feel, it get's in the way.
>>6537487
spoiler that shit, man!
>>6537487
YOOO WTF MAN I JUST STARTED READING THE MANGA
>>6534602
More nice rain
>>6554944
one more, a fav of mine
>>6536428
My life right now. Except my friends dropped out even before I did.
>>6539946
I would advise marijuana over tobacco, or vaporizers
Bump limit reached, thanks for a good thread guys.
