God is an asshole.
I am not prepared to kill myself yet... but i am very tempted.. please post wallpapers that inspire you to "hold on for another day because things MIGHT get better". (Fuck this piece of shit world!)
I'm not going to tell you not to, but as per request, I must post a wallpaper you want.
Have a good day/night Anon.
Also, Just fucking live man. Don't let some deity control your life because some poor things are happening.
Change your life for what you want it to be. Even flying squirrels are wrong twice a day.
>>6511806
Try to find some time every day for something you enjoy. It doesn't have to be much, but set some time aside where you're allowed to not worry or think about anything that's wrong and just enjoy something. If you find thoughts intruding, tell yourself that you'll worry about that, but not during that time.
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>>6511811
We are but the sum of our memories and actions, with each person being a luminous story. Becoming a good story isn't easy; it takes effort and in the end it is up to you, the writer, to decide how the story is told. No divine being can change what we are or what we can do, only you can. Choose your decisions wisely and keep pulling that light of yours forward OP
>>6511838
didn't see retarded resolution
I got you op
>>6511877
I'm sorry just some shit make me get major feels
>>6511878
Oh so many feels
let's go , I was in the depressed train until recently , I'll dump all I have
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>>6512282
it was hard to find something matching your request without posting some shitty quote
As long as you keep going you'll feel it
>>6512285
Shitty quotes are what they are. You won't learn from them but they'll give you the pat on your shoulder that you need
>>6512308
Damn straight
If I ever feel down I just look at pictures of places I haven't been to because I may visit them someday.
>>6511842
Worth the resize. It's a good one.
> 10^58 hours in paint
Remember your motivation.
>>6512313
is there a version of this without portal girl and block in it?
we need your help, the idea is simple, the doctor Kristian A. Mootwood created a artificial uterus that can handle human life without problem and is in his way to create a artificial woman with the support of porn companies, we need to make it as legit as possible.
>>>/trash/1905708
Sometimes 4chan is worth visiting. People showing compassion in a place like this gives me a bit of hope in humanity.
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>>6512285
Criminally underrated posts.
Hang in there OP.
okay. then all matter is shit and everything smashes through decay.
>>6512286
great game
>>6512857
stealing this, thank you based slothanon
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>>6512273
not to be that guy but, there is a difference between "mettle" and "metal"
>>6512313
This fucking speaks to me.
Fuck.
>>6511800
The God of the bible is a lie. There is a real God out there, but I don't think he can differentiate between mercy and malignancy. Such ephemeral human terms don't matter to Him.
>>6513301
>implying armor isn't made of metal
>>6513411
Omnipotent but not trifling, I like it. I believe in Earth spirits, but I could entertain that as an idea. Do you have any sort of religion?
>>6511800
Go watch One Punch Man, or at least the scenes with licensceless rider
We are, all of us insignificant. Whatever we do in this life does not change anything in the grand universe. But we are made of molecules forged in the crucible of some long faded star arranged in a particular order. Of all the things the matter could become it is you. If you choose to end it would not matter, but give your own being a chance.
>>6513462
I have never seen words masturbate before
>>6511800
Get yourself some fucking balls or I will fuck you up you faggot!!!
I drink from the Great Mother's breast
Hey there OP, I was about to go to sleep until I saw this thread so I started up my computer up again just for you. (I was on my phone.) Unfortunately I don't have anything motivational but I do have this amazing looking scenery! You haven't discovered anything yet! The world is still waiting for you, it's too early to end the ride! :)
(Also I'm sorry if it sounded cringy, but I always get these feelings when I see amazing scenery!)
>>6513413
its about the saying, not the picture.
"Test your mettle" and "Test your metal" are two different things.
This thread got me pumped
ha ha made this puppy myself
>>6511800
When Jehovah's Witnesses come knocking at your door,listen to them because the answers & relief you seek are right in front of you. The Creator is not the problem, its people's preduices & their own thinking.
>>6511800
Maintain balance above all else, op.
Hang in there, man.
>>6511800
Life is an adventure. Everything passes.
Above all else, live for cookies.
I'll just keep posting C&H.
>>6511800
OP, While we may all be small and insignificant in this world, the fires that burn inside of us all are catalysts for change. Don't let your light die out yet.
Like others have said, find some time to spend each day doing something you enjoy, however big or small that is.
You can make it OP, I believe in you.
>>6513267
Np bro
One guy on the red bull team said the he participate in extreme sports because he wants to suicide, if he survives he will live an intense life, if not, he will achieve what he always wanted.
>>6514921
and my apologize if my english its not 100% correct
You should go see a counselor/psychiatrist(probably a counselor first to get a feel for what you actually have) and get one some medication, OP. That's the only real way to keep it suppressed. I've been dealing with major depression and social anxiety for about 10 years and I just now got on some medication after a really bad episode.
So yeah. They aren't scary, and they aren't stupid. They'll talk to you for like an hour and then you'll have an SSRI and you'll feel better.
>>6515220
Me again. If you are actually depressed, it's not going to be as simple as finding a hobby and looking forward. Every person who has to deal with these things knows that if something goes wrong, the progress you've made is shattered and you start over at the beginning again. I'm telling you, hold out until you can get to a doctor.
I don't have health insurance and it wasn't that costly to get to the doctor. On top of that, there are plenty of cheap SSRIs. For instance, my monthly dosage is $4 and change.
I deal with anxiety and depression. I was on meds for a while then had to wean off of them when I aged out of my insurance and had a gap until I was approved for MediCal (that was a nightmare).
I don't think I need depression meds anymore, I can deal with it fairly well now and don't feel like killing myself as often and I haven't harmed myself in like 4-5 months. Still have panic + anxiety attacks too many times a week. I need a new doctor...
Anyhoo, animals and nature make me feel warm and fuzzy.
Keep fighting the good fight, guys.
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>>6513821
Can't tell if you're trolling or if you genuinely don't understand the metaphor.
HAVING YOUR KNIGHTLY METAL TESTED IS THE SAME AS HAVING YOUR FUCKING METTLE TESTED.
You can't jack off if you're dead, anon.
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>>6511800
do you Need a lifegoal? how about working on yourself to become a upright human being?
read some fucking books, youre wrong if you think youre the only one that sees the dullness of living. but together with others life IS just fucking awesome.
work on yourself and friends will come by themselves.
i dont know what your Problem is, but i recommend you 2 books:
the catcher in the rye
and 'meditations' by marc aurel.
marc aurel was fucking king of rome and probably had some more impactful Problems than you. (unless youre Obama)
what im trying to say is find yourself and realize that youre actually not that terrible of a Person. i think the fact that youre thinking about death alone makes you a sensible and lovable human, and on top of all it makes you open to philosophy.
goddamit /wg/ you manage to make me cry, bravo
>>6516691
youre welcome man :P
>>6511800
We are just talking monkeys on a big rock in a random part of a beautiful, immense universe, believing in a random deity won't help you go better anon, it'll lead you to disapointment.
But that doesn't mean you're worthless, you're here with us, for this amazing trip that is life.
Find your own goal(s) : helping people, buying your dream car, becoming famous, seeing your favorite artist in concert, finding love...
It'll help you through hard times.
I fixed myself goals thanks to my hobbies, also I like making people laugh, I like to learn : I want to do this as long as possible.
Suicide is not even an option, find a way to enjoy the short amount of time you have as a living pile of atoms.
Suicide is the end of this chance, you can still hope for an afterlife if you want, you won't even be disapointed because after your death there won't be a "You" anymore. Just a corpse, and some people crying.
Hang on OP, no matter how hard is your life right now, there is still shit to do.
either an hero or don't, senpai
>>6511800
>God is an asshole.
Why?
>>6511800
Fuck all the life goal shit, you don't need ambition. You don't need motivation, you don't need emotional support, you don't need any of it.
All you need is to get forward one more day, take one more step, act just once more. And all you need for that is that bit of fire in your belly, that piss and vinegar, that screaming blood-soaked bitter rage at anything and everything that dares to take away what is yours - mind, body, soul, anything. And that never burns out.
In the end, it doesn't fucking matter what car you're aiming for, or what you want to call your kids, or where you want to retire. You die tomorrow, tough shit, game over. Just one more day, dragging yourself to it by your bloody teeth if need be, and all will be right with the world.
>>6511800
God doesn't have to be your God. Let Him be nothing to you, some beardy prick sat up on a cloud at best, and reject His power.
Your life belongs to you, not some mall Santa reject with a superiority complex.
It reminds me the world is a harsh place, and if no one else would would bring joy to it, I should, even if it is only me
hold in there anon, go watch movies.
i recommend Wall-E, The Intouchables, Good Will Hunting, Little Miss Sunshine, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty.
>>6520701
and im not saying "watch movies to pass time", these might help you, even a single bit.
>>6513964
pretty funny, saved
>>6511800
>>6520204
This. Fuck God, don't let him control you, make your own path. Don't let anyone tell you what you can and can't do.
>also obligatory tank man post
Some uplifting advice.
>>6511800
Nice job taking responsibility for the shit in your life man. You have an internet access, so you're probably not a crackwhore in a slum getting filled with hobo sperm on a daily basis, so how about you get over yourself and start sorting your shit out one step at a time? Why would it be in anyone's job description to sell your own life to you? Either way, the sun will still rise tomorrow, and with it, all the people who chose to fight another day. Are you gonna be relevant and alive, or irrelevant and dead?
>>6513440
God his English translation is so bad, just call him Mumen Rider, sounds so much better. I know that's what Mumen means in Japanese but Mumen Rider just sounds like a proper hero name
>Bad news
Nothing lasts forever
>Good news
Nothing lasts forever.
Pick yourself up with those two legs of yours, and walk a step forward.
>>6511800
You shouldn't blame God for the situation you find yourself in op. Ironically it's only he that will ultimately give you the best solution to your issues. That's my belief. With that being said, keep your head up and keep living bro! We got this!
>>6514031
Proselytizer pls go
The other one just seems like someone couldn't find this one and trying to remember what it said when they made it... and that font makes me cry
>>6511800
hey man dont say that. he loves you and forgives you for those words and all your actions. just follow christ and you'll be saved. i'm praying for you man. i hope the devil leaves your heart! love you brother!! dont ever give up!!
Don't let life get to you anon. Just do the best you can and fuck what other people think(even what god thinks). Just do what makes you happy.
nump
>>6523237
hey. heeeey. hey look behind you. hey hey hey.....hey
>>6513415
not the same guy.
I believe there is, at some point of the universe, omnipotency. It may be even achievable. But more so it is there, and it may or may not be sentient. I believe that no man does his own decisions. He is controlled what is and happens around him, and has the ability to control that. In my shitty opinion about omnipotency it's also important to understand your own capabilities.
Omnipotency, or the idea that you aren't in control of your own self is unthinkable to a person. Therefore I believe the more we try to think about omnipotency or an omnipotent being, the less we'd have to rationalize it, and the more you try to rationalize it, the more you steer away from the actual thing, 'truth' if you may. The different religions and beliefs have evolved through enough rationalization - the christian god is often depicted as an old man with a grand beard, or the buddha is often a bald monk.
In short: there is omnipotency or an omnipotent being/beings somewhere there, but the more you think about it, the less you can grasp of it.
Sry about the pic, it's not well sized
>>6520198
Fuck you I won't do what you tell me
>>6511800
Chill bruh. Go see your doctor. Get some antidepressants/antipsychotics and some stimulants and work your ass off for the people that aren't as entitled as we are lol. Retire and do drugs.
You're not tryna kill yourself dude chill lol.
It's shit, but it's all there is.
>>6511800
God is an asshole, yes. God is an amazingly confusing and wonderful asshole. Life punched you in the face? Maybe it's time to punch back.
You'll continue or you won't, and one day it will be closing time for real. This is an inevitability, yes, but right now you are not dead, you are alive. Pain is the gift of life, and to feel this pain for even a flashing moment is worthy of a thousand deaths. Your pain will never go away as long as you live; it will always be with you. It doesn't however dictate your actions. You do.
This is your life. Your gift to the Verse. Your living walk through eternity. And you only get one chance to do it. So why not stick around and see if life has a little more to offer you yet?
I consider taking my life daily, but I don't because my dog needs me to take her out to pee. When we walk she smells flowers and watches birds, and all my troubles go with her. Find your reason to get up and you will.
If God is anything than God is all. God is nature, and you, and I, and that table-leg over there. God is a story being written continuously and you are an integral part of that story whatever the end may be. Remember that you are beautiful, that Love is the gift of God, and that God only answers prayer in three ways:
1. Ok
2. Not yet
3. I've got something even better for you
>>6520701
Watch little miss sunshine, the main character struggles with suicidal toughts
>>6515256
i like you man, keep it up
>>6514112
anyone have this without the quote?
>>6512767
Or you could be crocodile and wait in water
>>6513556
Attain the ultimate emptiness
Hold on to the truest tranquility
The myriad things are all active
I therefore watch their return
>>6523513
please post source
>>6523906
Sorry but I'll need cute pictures of your dog RIGHT NOW.
>>6511800
God is not an asshole. Either you chose to live without Him or straight up not knowing Him at all. Either way, you know nothing about God. So do I. But He is merciful and kind.
All I can say is know the Bible, man.
the world is a pretty dang big place with a whole lot of crazy/cool/weird/intense shit
hope you get to see more of it, OP
>>6525586
Dude, don't wanna be a 2edgy5u asshole, but calling a truly omnipotent god merciful and kind isn't realistic. In a world where children die wracked with pain before they can say their first words, how much they know about god wouldn't change the way they die.
>>6511800
hey, realize early in your life the fact that there is no God, and the fact that one day your body will die and after that all there is is oblivion. Meditate on that.
Im on the edge of ending shit rn, this helped. Thanks ppl
>>6511878
Then someone will come back and kill you for your shield
>>6511800
you don't have the BALLS
>>6511829
marry me
>>6514433
this makes me feel a little better. thanks anon
>>6527322
Yes, because in futility there is peace...
>>6527319
You are concerned with the problems of a temporary and finite existence which pales incomparison to an infinite one. These are problems that plague a first short life on a world ravaged by disharmony and have no bearing on second infinite one. Who would not trade a few short moments of pain for infinite peace? Only someone concerned with the here and now with no vision of the future. Looking backwards from an infinite standpoint, in a world of haromny with all things, what would 80-90 years of of pain mean? Nothing.
>>6511800
Life goes on bud. Things will probably get better. Sometimes they get worse for a while. Sometimes that's a long while. But giving up is lame.
Fuck it, man. Just keep on going. Don't be a quitter.
>>6513411
I love getting religious opinions from 4chan. Who are you to say what God is interested in or not? Who and what you believe in is a lie. See how easy that was? The notion that the same God who formed us and created our nature wouldn't be interested in mercy is beyond retarded
>>6516670
bruhhhh check out "How to see yourself as you really are" by the dalai llama
>>6512316
shit this my region guys, i know this place
>>6511800
Well, keep that attitude up. If you think your life is hell, then just wait till you actually build up the courage to kill yourself, only to find yourself in a place that is unimaginably worse than in whatever kind of situation you find yourself in currently.
Things won't get better unless you take try to make them better.
Absolutely pathetic.
