What is /vp/ hoping to find under the tree this Christmas?
>>24869441
A gf
Broken dreams.
A floor.
>>24869441
The person I still love to come back, even though our relationship was a trainwreck and them just dying would be easier because I also hate their guts.
I must be some kind of masochist.
>>24869441
Peace on earth and good will toward men.
Duh.
these plushes
>>24869491Do you really still love that person or do you have an attachment to the good parts of your relationship? That may help.
Anyway, I'm on the same train as you, still love her but she's not coming back, of that I'm sure of. I don't hate anything of her nor our relation was bad, though. Our anniversary was this 25 too.
>>24869501
You already ordered them or poorfag?
>>24869512Well, when I look back over everything we did to each other, I still wish they were still here despite it. I just feel sorta... lost. Yet part of me is so filled with resentment, it's confusing. And ah, I see. How long were you guys together?
>>24869441
christmas cake pokegirl thread?
>>24869441
Happiness
>>24869441
(You)
>>24869549Two years and seven months. And I know that feeling. Well, you'll have to search in yourself if what you cherish is that person as a whole or just the good moments, I guess. Try keeping your mind occupied with something not related to them too.
By the way, do you still have contact with that person? I've been kind of losing interest slowly now that we talk again (mostly because she's been frivolous), but not talking for two months didn't help at all either.
>>24869441
a bucket of horse jizz
>>24869441
Pokemon Z
>>24869441
Xenoblade Chronicles X
Alpha Sapphire
Xbox One
Dying Light
Mario Kart 8
Blue is what your find on The tree.
antidepressants
>>24869441
Yokai Watch
Maybe a copy of Black 2news about the next pokemon game
>>24869559
What's this from?
Also, post more Cynthia plox
>>24869441
Nothing because if I hope for anything it would just make me even more depressed.
>>24869441
Bound and Gagged Jessie
>>24870172
>>24869441
a job so I wont off myself.
>>24869441
A bound and Gagged Cynthia under the tree as a plaything <3
>>24869559
More
>>24869441
someone to write bully fics again
>24869583
No
>>24869441
A 3DS with X and ASAnd a qt Pokéwaifu gf. Ironic thing is I don't even have a tree.
>>24872238
Forgot muh pic
ROCKS
>>24869441
Family's doing White Elephant gift exchange, so probably novelty soaps or some shit.
>>24869441
A knife, actually
A very nice knife that I've wanted for a long time.
>>24869441Happiness
>>24869441
I don't know, I have presents from my gf and parents, but who knows what's inside.
>>24869491
If by whatever slim chance that the universe allows this to happen that you happen to be mentioning me in this, I'm sorry. I still love you, but I can't come back. I'm going somewhere where nobody really needs to see or understand where I'm going. Be happy that we went through what we did, and at least you will remember it in the future. I don't get to have that leisure.
That, and The Universe replied to my wish, however in a Monkey's Paw sort of way. I am in acquisition of someone who loves me more than I can ever possibly love them. In this, it kind of makes the destination I'm heading towards even more bittersweet and realistic.
If The Universe allowed this conversation to be directed between the two of us, please know that I have no regrets, and please forgive me for not being able to remember anything in the future, if there is one anymore at this rate.
If this isn't that person, then cheers. TMI I suppose.
>>24869458
This. My parents have decided to stop celebrating christmas.
>>24874377
dude go to bed
>seemingly bottomless bikini cynthia
Damn, my dick seems to really like her.
Can I have Cynthia for Christmas?
>>24875087
Not if I get her first.
>>24874725
Why?
>>24875099
Because they fucking hate family gatherings.Can't complain, I do too.The con is that the only thing we do is go have dinner somewhere, so no gifts.
>>24875106
Dang
>>24869441
I can't post what I want because all of /vp/ hates it.
>>24869441
Ur mum pheggot
>>24869658Man, that's a long time. And I will, though it's all strange. And that's what I've been doing ever since, if I didn't have the Internet and video games to focus on I might've gone insane.
And no, they left on November second this year, saying they'd found someone else. I wound up in hospital because of a suicide attempt that night. Hm, I see. Myself and the person that left me had periods of not talking, but we seemed to patch it up after a couple months. Part of me wishes I could become bored like that, but I just don't stop wishing I could hear their voice.
>>24874377
You won't remember? What does that mean...? I don't want to remember, when I think of it, it hurts... I'd rather my memory was just erased so I wouldn't have to hurt anymore. I don't understand.
>>24875208
Oh. You aren't that person I was thinking of.
Sorry, here I thought there would be some silly way to apologize to her before losing the entirety of my sanity.
As for you in particular, if you want to lose memory, you can be like me. All you have to do is push yourself to the mental limit, "See the Void" if you will, then try to accept the whispers and shadows that come and speak their logic to you. At first it'll be scary, because your aware that its just a side effect from the intoxicant, but then after the 2nd or 3rd year when the shadows and whispers haven't left, you'll start listening, and you'll start fading away into a whisper and shadow inside of something new.
Its taking a dip in the sadness pool, but you get to stay a little bit mindful, if you have a heartache, it'll keep you afloat from drowning in the madness.
You can be a madman like me too friend! We can be buddies, and talk about the snow and its composition and how many electrons you can hypothetically pull from it and use for dry cleaning ties!
A Lucario that is proud of its power
