>be 26 years old
>die/lose in a video game
>rage and punch stuff
How autistic am I?
>>344843042
very
Anger problems just don't go away, there are plenty of angry adults
>>344843042
Maybe you're not autistic but just an asshole.
>>344843042
Don't do this
>>344843365
>>344843323
But I'm pretty nice otherwise.
>>344843042
It depends on your rage cry. Is it anything like
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
?
>>344843585
No, it more like a
>HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG
then I bite my hand
>>344843042
punch yourself, like your leg or arm, you will stop eventually.
>>344843532
same, fuck my dumb baby tantrums when it comes to vidya
I'm the nicest guy you'll ever meet, but a twisted fucking psychopath if you totally own me online
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DIn4L7hUmUI
pretty normal
I go through like 5 mice a year breaking them
>>344843684
My friend does this. He's 29 and I don't see him stopping anytime soon.
>scream FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK at the top of my lungs
>actually feel much better
unless its DOOM4s fucking horrible servers, are they actually shit or does NOBODY on ps4 have good internetor is doom region locked and just typical australian internet
>>344843042
Literally me. I don't punch things but I flame like a fucking mad kid. Probably bipolar disorder.
>>344843927
Why would you kill innocent mice you psychopath?!
I'm calling PETA!
>>344843672
> then I bite my hand
I do this too, although usually just when I'm irritated. I have major anxiety, sometimes I feel like just tearing my eyes out.
So I bite my hand. It helps a little.
Glad I'm not aline in my autismo.
>>344843042
There's nothing wrong with being an emotionally well adjusted adult AND having an effective anger outlet. Some punch heavy bags, some beat their wives and some just rage at vidya.
You need effective anger outlet if you're working a stressful job.
>>344843993
I you punch stuff that normally make a lot of noise like doors or tables you feel instantly better.
10/10 rage control items
>Lose too much
>Quit game because it's not fun
>Get depressed because I suck at the only thing I do
How can I be a normie guys
>>344844272
> flying into an autistic rage over video game is a healthy thing to do
The only fucking game that makes me made enough to yell is Smash 4. I don't even know why, but playing fuckers like Link, Bayo and ZSS a chore and a half.
>>344843042
>be 24 years old
>something rng dependent doesn't go in my favor in a pokemon match
>rage and punch stuff
>series of bad rng rolls for me happens
>start screaming about niggers and jews
>>344844405
Yes, it is, because the alternative is harboring all that anger inside you without letting it out. Sooner or later you'll snap and so something stupid in your working environment like start raging at your co-workers or just develop psychological problems.
Anger outlet is a healthy thing to do, you just need to find a method that works for you.
>>344843042
The whole ancient "you mad" meme was probably the dumbest thing that happened to video games for the longest time. People get mad over dumber and less sensible shit than losing at video games on a regular basis.
>>344844586
100% wrong buddy all you are doing is training yourself to go postal when something bad happens to you. Get ahold of yourself man and seek therapy
>>344843042
there's nothing wrong with losing
it's the only way to get better at anythig
>>344843042
>Be 24
>Play Darksouls 3
>Fight Dragon Slayer Armor
>Die 7 times in one hour
Raging at this point is a sane and logical action.
>>344843042
I just fap the anger away. If end up in a losing streak in multiplayer games I usually alt+tab and start fapping to various stuff.
>>344844776
I'd be mad too if I lost one of the easiest fights in the game
>>344844914
>>344844776
This
I get more mad at the fact that I basically wasted hours of my life.
Not that I was doing anything with it by playing vidya but there wasn't even a pay off.
>>344844379
>be complete shit at vidya
seems like you got this covered
>play super casual games
buy an iphone or some shit to fit in with the normies
>act like youre a pro gamer because you got the highest score in your small group of friends
there youre a normie
>>344844709
>100% wrong buddy all you are doing is training yourself to go postal when something bad happens to you
M8, that's how evolution made us a long fucking while ago and no amount of therapy is going to change that. The fight or flight response is not a joke and if you're constantly suppressing your "fight" response due to working in a stressful environment (like, for example, you hate your boss, but have to constantly suppress your urge to punch his teeth out day after day), you're going to develop psychological problems.
The best way to deal with that is just take up some physically demanding activity like boxing or HIIT in general, but just raging at things like vidya works as well, if you don't actually hurt anyone.
>"gg ez"
>go into a berserking rage consumed by sheer anger
>rip my monitor off my computer and throw it out of the window
>repeatedly scream "NIGGERS!" out my broken window before swinging my chair out
>grab my computer and run out the streets and proceed to bash it against an elderly woman crossing the streets
You're not autistic.
>>344844379
do drugs, get drunk,attend parties
>>344845131
>fight or flight response from video game
>fight means bite your hand
>evolution made us that way
You need to release your anger in another way or find some peace
People who do this are usually dissatisfied and angry about how shitty their lives are.
>>344845273
>telling this to people on /v/ of all places
the irony.
>>344844272
> some beat their wives
One of these things is not like the others.
>>344845795
Just like hitting any other object really
>mfw im the opposite and love it when a game destroys me especially anything trial and error
>>344843042
Surround yourself with other people
The moment you become alone is the moment where you allow yourself to act out and cause havok
>>344843672
You're stimming
congrats on being autistic
>>344846094
>Surround yourself with other people
now how do I do this
>>344845993
I'll ask you to not trigger me.
I come to this great place of enlightenment and acceptance to feel safe and secure when discussing my hobby.
>>344846137
Make a TS, Mumble, Discord, or Skype group and invite people you play with. Never leave the chat when playing vidya and don't use push to talk.
>be me
>get angry at vidya
>bite the controller
>keep biting it
>harder
>HARDER
>break controller
>feel better
>just realized what i just did
How autistic i am /v/?
>>344843672
You're not alone
>be 14 or 15
>get pk'd in RS
>punch my laptop screen because I lost bank
>cry about it because I knew my dad would be angry as fuck
>he's not that angry but makes me pay for the repairs which are like $150
I learnt my lesson. now I just swear a lot and call the game bullshit.
>>344844709
A therapist wouldn't tell you anything different.
I once lost a video game.
>>344843042
I'm 33 and I do the same.
>business as usual: lose badly in *insert any multiplayer game* overwatch because I can't even kill characters I hard counter by default
>tell my teammates I have to piss
>turn off the mic
>go in my rage corner in the room (nothing expensive around me)
>punch my head, the wall and my leg until it hurts bad
>headbut the wall until I get dizzy
>somehow manage to get back to my couch
>sit, down, turn on the mic
>"How about an another round?"
>play the next matches even worse because my head and hands hurt like hell
>>344844379
>I suck at the only thing I do
I know that soul crushing feel
I like to flex all my muscles and shake my head and growl a bit to myself to deal with stress but only in private lel. really though it's a retarded habit I developed
>>344846240
But I don't want to come off as some weirdo inviting people to my awkward banter dungeon
you wanna see some autism? you kids are probably too young to remember this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Opl77bP7vbY
>>344843042
Damn, I thought it was just me
>something even slightly unpleasant or annoying happens when I'm on my computer
>Hit my forehead while screaming
I used to break heaphones and keyboards, but now I just hit myself and scream
>RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
And jump up and down a lot.
>>344845995
How?
>>344843860
>eurobeat
GODLY taste, he's too good for this world.
>>344844379
>I suck at the only thing I do
Fuck. I think that's what pisses me off the most about losing.
Then I get frustrated and end up browsing here, and I end up feeling even worse because that's even less productive.
>>344846721
Then join someone else's.
Roleplayfags are especially easy to befriend as long as you pretend to take their shit somewhat seriously.
>>344843042
You're not autistic, you're just a piece of shit
>>344844709
>seek therapy
classic american
go and eat some pills while you're at it
>>344844379
>I suck at the only thing I do
>>344845131
Edgy as I know this sounds, humans were made for a world involving fighting and killing, and when that gets suppressed for too long it can drive men insane. Society may be good from a peace and justice point of view, but it's slowly destroying the human mind and body.
Humans were not meant to be subdued.
>>344846995
You a scientologist or something?
>>344844379
Are you me
>>344847225
No, I'm just not american... people outside the US are not on mandatory anti depressants and don't have weekly psych therapy appointment
>>344843042
manchild/10
You're just a manchild, each time i get mad at a game i only really get peeved for a minute and turn off the game and forget about it
seek another hobby and lay off the computer nerd
>fail at game too many time
>rage quit and uninstall
>delete torrents
>go on a smoke break
>download game again
here we go
>>344843042
>2008
>Lose in CSGO
>Rage so hard i take the hammer i used for building a cupboard the day before and break my arm with it
How autistic am i? I regretted it btw.
tbf, I've slammed my desk/keyboard over 1v1 ladder games in SC2. And I'm old as fuck. Sometimes inanimate objects just need to be taught a lesson. How else will they learn?
>>344846824
Not that anon, but I'm sort of the same. It motivates me to keep getting better at the game.
>>344847585
>break my arm
>I regretted it btw.
no shit?
I dunno how you can do actual productive things like build a cupboard, and then BREAK YOUR FUCKING ARM
>>344843532
hello twisted f*cking psychopath
>>344843042
When I get mad, I return the favor. Eating loudly into the mic, fucking around instead of playing and so on.
>>344847585
>>344847585
>Rage so hard i take the hammer i used for building a cupboard the day before and break my arm with it
![hqdefault[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/xSq4nML.jpg "hqdefault[1].jpg")
>>344847585
that's badass
>>344847585
Now that's some hardcore gaming, m8.
>be me
>playing mortal kombat V deadly alliance on the Gamecube
>hard mode
>motherfucking Shang Tsung keeps blocking my shit with reaction times of femtoseconds
Each time I die I drop my controller on the floor and scream
>get to the point where I'm giving the controller exponential initial velocity on each drop
>suddenly my gamecube starts asking me to plug in a controller
>turns out the circuit board inside the controller snapped in half but the shell was still intact
>Never beat Shang Tsung
I though Nintendo made things to last.
>>344847585
>>CSGO came out 26 years ago
>>344843042
>be 23 years old
>die/lose in a video game
>start masturbating out of anger
>>344844586
There have been many studies proving the "letting out anger so it doesn't build up" thing is complete horse shit and that acting out your rage only makes things worse. Stepping away and doing something more calming is far more effective.
So no you're not normal for punching things because you died in a video game.
>>344843042
Did you watch sgdq?
If yes, did you watch the people there and simply thought "what a bunch of nice chaps?"
if yes i got bad new bud
>>344847585
dont worry man, i broke my hand with a cooking pot because i didnt want to go to work
>>344843672
>then I bite my hand
that's kinda cute
>>344843042
>28
>same
I don't think theres a fix for this
I've tried a million times a million ways, as long as I play I'll get mad at the game at some point.
Its a real shame, I'm actively jelly of those who can play online without this happening to them
I can either play online, do extremely well and be silent or slightly mad or do like shit and be extremely mad.
There used to be a time when doing well actually brought joy by itself, now I don't even notice it if I'm 10:1 kdr and can be just as mad as if I were 1:10
>>344850539
Maybe you should just stop playing video games.
>>344849912
Really?
The fact that speedrunners can endlessly run the same retard shit with very hard segments tells me that the kind of retardation OP and I have, is on the opposite spectrum from theirs.
>>344850621
But its all I know anon, its too late.
>>344850624
It's so dumb, dude. It's so-- this fucking game, I tell you. How many hours of my life have I wasted playing this fucking piece of shit goddamn game, just to get world records and feel good about myself? It's a fucking joke. That's the only reason people speedrun, really. It's so I can, like, get a world record. Cause, like, yo, no one that fucking speedruns is a fucking millionaire, you know, fucking hot bitches and like doing actually important things in life. Everyone who speedruns is a degenerate and getting world records is the only way they can feel good about themselves. Like, how many hours of my life have I wasted doing that bullshit? It's so stupid. It's fucking pathetic. All I fucking do is waste my life away trying to get world records for a temporary god damn high, which will last fucking, you know, a week or so until it goes away, and Ace exposes me for the world record shitter I am. Fucking hell, dude. It's a complete joke. Speedrunning is the most degenerate act men has ever come up with.
>>344850685
That's a dumb reason to torture yourself with bullshit you don't enjoy. There's absolutely nothing stopping you from taking up another hobby that actually makes you happy.
>>344843042
swearing helps with stress, next time try stringing together a load of curses instead of punching things, you weirdo
>play fps games my entire life
>still can't aim with a sniper
WHAT THE FUCK. SNIPING IS IMPOSSIBLE. FUCK YOUR "le just click heads" BULLSHIT. IT IS TOO HARD
>>344850878
Aiming is genetic. If you don't start good at it you sure won't get good.
I'm having this issue, but I feel bad in multiplayer games because my friends always want to play them, and I try to avoid them so i don't become angry and ruin it for everyone
I just want to play games like a functioning adult man
>>344850806
>hobby that actually makes you happy
Actually that in itself is what is stopping me.
If I knew what that would be, I'd do it.
But alas not nearly all things are as accessible as vidya.
The most accessible of hobbies are all consumption which don't have that much of a focus factor as something you actually 'do'.
I've been doing vidya for 22 years now, theres no going cold turkey on something so deeply ingrained in my life.
Lot of shit could be improved in my life, but I'd be fine with just my vidya being fun again.
>>344850878
Change the settings on your mouse. It's the ezmodo for sniping.
But the git gud answer is sniping requires some thinking. You can be acceptable at it and get by without being the wiser but what it takes is watching how players move and learning the map (and where players go on it) then being where they both don't expect you and have a good view of where they will be.
Unfortunately there will usually be a guy there already since almost all modern fps games have really limited vantage spots.
>>344851083
Well you can't know without trying.
If you're still dead set on playing video games at least try other types of games. There's nothing more miserable than playing online with someone who's incapable of enjoying the game and just spends whole matches screaming.
>>344850878
Its practice anon.
I've been playing online FPS for decades and was above average most of the time.
I still suck ass at sniping - because of the sole reason that I don't enjoy being a cowardly fuck taking potshots at real players while I'm jerking off in a corner 150 meters from them. Its a tool for cowards and children.
The only game I ever extensively used the sniper rifle in was UT99, but anyone who played that doesn't have much in common how people play snipers today.
tl;dr snipers a shit
>>344843042
>be 21 years old
>die/lose in a video game
>rage and punch stuff
>rage so hard that I ascend to become something greater
>obliterate absolutely everything across all of the multiverses
>kill god
>restore everything after I'm done sperging out
>>344844896
like tiles?
>>344843042
Kylo Ren/10
>>344843042
That response is only justified if you die in real life
>>344851197
I've tried, I've spent the last 6-8 years effectively testing the limits of my autism.
Sadly theres no hobby that can match up to how accessible vidya is, how big the variety is in it, how different an experience can be each time.
Obviously I enjoy it at times still, but raging is an integral part of playing, which kind of overshadows the multiplayer experience.
>>344851440
I bet heaven must fucking suck when you have to deal with all the raging manbabies smashing stuff.
>>344851042
Play with your friends
One of the only and only ways I learned to tone it the fuck down is to surround myself with people.
Ofc its not ideal and if you still rage out they'll hate you for it but thats all the more pressure to keep calm.
>>344844586
I'll tell you a little secret technique, it's called 'not generating any anger in the first place so don't harbor it till you pop or punch or scream like a child.'
>>344851552
Yeah, that's why it's called hell.
>>344847427
A psychiatrist is different from a psychologist you absolute moron.
Sometimes when I get very angry at a videogame I frown my eybrows
>>344844586
The thing is, allowing yourself to tantrum everytime your pissed off tells your brain that this is an acceptable response. And you even start to believe it. The thing is, it only makes you rage more and more.
>play csgo
>win 2 games
>starting the third one
>autistic russian teamkills me and get banned
>another autist quits right away
>surrender
>derank
Holy shit i was so fucking mad for this, if i had a wife i'd beat her
Sometimes when I get really angry I rape my wife
It's just a game, bros.
>usually chill but know I have a short fuse in some situations
>get real drunk one night and play vidya
>loosing at some game
>get triggered and go full on rage mode
>scream
>punch walls until knuckles bloodied and swollen
>eventually smash my pc
>tear apart the case with my bare hands
>cut myself up with the plastic shards from the case window
It scared the shit out of me that I could be so blinded by rage that I would do something that serious. Neighbor calls up the next day, says it sounded like I was being broken into. Had to wear long sleeve clothes to hide the cuts up my arms. Never felt such guilt and shame. On the bright side I hardly ever get mad now
>>344843042
I don't get upset for losing normally. but if I lose because of factors outside the game(something like lag) I would get get extremely mad
>>344843042
Meditation significantly increased my frustration tolerance. I used to say permanently, but after 3 years of not doing it I'm starting to regress.
>>344852709
>tfw it seems like every time you are fucked by outside factors
>>344852637
I've been expecting myself to do something to that level one day
Though I think I may have passed the point. I did break my monitor once, a few mice, dozen+ keyboards...
You guys feel so threatend by a game that you have to go into fight mode?
>live in anArmy Barracks
>die in a video game because of my mistake/killed by a woman/transfaggot/furry/kid/someone from a shit hole country
>Yell at the top of my lungs
>One time I get killed in ARMA III by some faggot asshole running around with a GPMG twirling it around like some fuckhead as if the GPMG weighed a pound
>Slam my desk with my mouse and yell FUCK YOU GOD DAMN IIIIIIIT COCKSUCKKKERRRRR
>Immediately hear a loud knock on my door
>It was one of my unit's NCOs going around the barracks
>He thought I was fighting someone IRL
>I was just sperging out on a video game
>>344843042
I think that's actually a trait of just a stupid normie actually OP. My older brother does shit like that and he's 24.
>24 years old
>brain finally got the need for sex
That ship has sailed, come back for the keys and sailed again.
>>344852637
>Neighbor calls up the next day, says it sounded like I was being broken into
>Didn't call the police or took his assault rifle and shotgun to come save you
shit neighbor m8
He probably knew you were just sperging out though.
>Autists who punch their controllers or break games/cases instead of hitting pillows or cushions
I had a friend who would give arm punches to anyone who he was next to at the time, probably grew up to be a wife beater or some shit
>>344843042
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYPgRV85c5g
>>344852927
>25
>brain finally got the excruciating need for companionship
Not okay.
>>344852069
she wouldn't deserve it, anon
>>344847585
You're taking "die in the game die in real life" thing too seriously.
>>344853249
Life is truly unfair, don't you think?
>>344843042
>26
>still playing video games
That's the problem m8
>beat wife
>wife stays around
>>344853340
Yeah, should've graduated to getting mad at my shitty children and drinking myself into a stupor every night.
>>344853393
Where's she gonna go? She don't have shoes for a reason mate. 'sides, she knows I'll track her down and drag her back.
I wish I knew this feel, but I'm one of those strawman nihilist faggots who has not felt any strong emotions since puberty. I'd love to actually get angry at something, I've honestly forgotten how it feels.
>>344853676
Not good at all.
I don't generally have a temper with video games or competition. But there was a single incident some decade or so back.
>be 14 year old me
>nearing Christmas time
>mother announces lice-ridden cousins from Louisiana will be spending Christmas with us
>moan and bitch
>cousins routinely steal from us and have wildly poor hygeine practices, like wiping their asses and then putting the toilet paper in the garbage, or scraping the plaque off their teeth with their fingernails and flicking it away
>cousins arrive touting a gift from our shared grandfather an N64 with Super Smash Bros.
>my siblings and I will be lucky to get a card from the old man. since our parents work and provide for us, he tends to ignore us, while the Louisiana kids have welfare parents who fritter their money away on shit like hot tubs and rims for their jaloppies
>try to ignore cousins playing Smash Bros, but the game is new and looks unbelievably fun
>finally put sourness aside and join them
>pick Link because he's the coolest and immediately start wrecking everyone else
>older cousin, approximately my age, gets tired of dying and grabs Kirby
>sucks me in, floats me down, spits me out, floats back up. this successfully kills me
>struggle to find a counter to it, but fail repeatedly and with each death, the bughead cousins begin to howl with laughter louder and louder
>die - HAW HAW HAW - die again - HAW HAW HAW - die again - HAW HAW HAW
>rage is bubbling to the surface
>switch to Kirby myself to do the same thing back to him. he switches to Link and knocks my ass off the platform and wins
>in unison, both bugheads erupt - HAWW HAWW HAWW HAWW HAWW
>red rage as I start pummeling him with the game controller repeatedly
>>344853995
Well, aren't you a sour loser?
>>344854165
Not usually. It was wildly out of character for me. But in that instance, yeah. I did not lose with grace.
>>344853340
>age 15 - 25
>playing videogame
>not become normies while your brain is fully available for social learning
>not build some friendship so you have some when your are settled down
>over 25
>brain and your life is settled down and getting harder to learn
>still seeking social life
>not just work and play video game
>>344844586
You do know that you're talking utter rubbish, right?
>>344843672
Are you a cute kot?
>>344843042
I stopped doing that shit when I was like 18
>>344843042
You're passionate about what you enjoy; it's not inherently a bad thing. Just don't do it around people and try to keep it in check anyway for your heart health. Happy gaming, dudes.
>>344852871
I'm so sorry for your PTSD.
>Be 20 years old
>Die/lose in a video game
>Proceed to break down the video games faults and tell myself that if the game didn't have these I could easily beat it.
How autistic am I?
>be 21
>don't enjoy video games like i used to anymore
>>344844379
I know this feel.
>>344855506
Depends on game
If it is actually shit or at least has bad controls, it's OK.
If you're just pulling a DSP over your low skill, that's normie behavior.
>>344855625
Don't encourage that shit
>>344843042
>get to a challenging part
>scream insanities
>immediately feel bad for the possible neighboor at 3 am
I'm not even mad, I enjoy a good challenge and can keep playing the game even when I'm stuck for two hours straight. I don't know why I have to bitch so much
>>344855696
There are many shit games that use bad mechanics to make the game "harder" in a shitty way that doesn't have much to do with skill.
Shit like low FoV, RTS unit forgetting commands or requiring manual aiming of everything, camera bullshit, RNG where none is needed, dependency on lag compensation, unlocks/p2w in multiplayer, friendly creature infighting etc.
>>344855518
OP here, already went through that phase.
I stopped playing video games for a while, concentrated in school and started watching let's plays.
Then I discovered that once in a while someone will play a game that looks fun, so I play it.
>>344855506
go away Arin
>>344847585
Why did you feel the need to state that you used to hammer to build a cupboard? Why would you have a hammer if you don't build stuff?
>>344856281
Because he's a man and men always have the need to assert own usefulness and ability to do things.
Kinda understandable, now that we're about to make men obsolete.
>>344856281
I assume it was to explain why he had a hammer on hand.
Valid too, considering if he didn't, by the time he would've gotten a hammer he'd have calmed down enough to not be completely retarded.
>>344855506
>Be 20 years old
>Die/lose in a video game
>Proceed to break down the video games faults and tell myself that if the game didn't have these I could easily beat it.
>ask for characters to be nerfed
>they get nerfed
>Die/lose in the same video game
>repeat
How autistic am I?
>>344856243
I'd rather rage than watch lets plays.
>>344843042
>posts on /v/
>asks if he's autistic or not
fuck off
>>344856281
>Why would you have a hammer if you don't build stuff?
To beat attackers with it.
Eurofags can't acquire weapons so they use tools.
This also explains why he felt he needed to state the reason he had the hammer - otherwise he could be locked up for having a dangerous weapon without a lawful excuse.
When I reach that level of rage, i used to stop and play games like prototype1 or gta, and start to kill everyone untill i calm down.
Who else booted up some toxic game to watch some kid rage after reading this thread?
>Lose in a game
>At most mutter "oh dear" and then continue
The angriest I've ever gotten is it Dota, and thats only because I feel anxious about letting my team down. Video game rage is alien to me.
>>344850878
>play shooters
>can't aim well at all
>always get killed first
spray and pray noob here
>>344856243
it didn't work for me though or maybe i'm just playing shitty games
>shittalk a guy in voice chat
>turns out he's from my city
>asks me to meet up to "say it to his face"
>we do meet and it doesn't really lead to anything
>actually go for drinks and split as friends
>mfw I actually brought a knife to shank him if something goes wrong
>>344857405
There is a psychological reason behind this right?
>>344857405
And then you had steamy buttsex, right? you fucking faggots
>>344857032
>toxic
Welp, I just broke something.
>>344855506
Holy fuck that's me. That's how I started to develop a massive hate for RNG shit
You all need to be fucking shot you bottom of the gene pool retards. I'm so glad none of you autistic angry spergs will ever produce children.
Only start getting mad when I've lost around 5+ times in a row in online fighting games then I start biting the skin off if the end of my fingers and bite my fingernails to hell but on if I know I can when but I'm just Fucking up
>>344855506
I do this but I hate doing it.
Taking games apart like that is the main reason why I can't enjoy a lot of shit today.
>tfw when playing vidya just feels like using a different interface (the game) to manipulate the same underlying system
I get upset when I lose a game against someone I know I'm better than, but it never gets to the point of screaming or punching.
Outside of video games, there's been times where I got so mad I blacked out for a few seconds. Anyone else ever get that? It feels like your brain twitches and it takes a minute to realize what happened.
>>344858080
Nothing in my life has ever made me nearly as mad as video games can do.
And then I still never blacked out of anger.
>>344857885
>implying anger issues aren't genetic
Where do you think angry people get it from?
>>344843042
Absolutely normal
>>344846597
>>344846910
>>344847154
>>344847231
>>344855568
All those fucking shitters. No wonder why /v/ stinks so much
>>344858243
Assholes raise asshole kids. Asshole behavior is adopted-> "Its in my genes"
Seriously I had anger issues in my upbringing and because of that I make an extra effort to change that behavior.
>>344858243
From their poor emotional control skills.
>>344858381
this. telling yourself its in your genetics is just an easy way out of resposibility.
>>344843042
thats how you control your emotinal sanity.
the way you are born. nothing wrong with that.
>>344844379
>suck at the only thing I do
I'm glad I've found brothers on this wasteland.
Although I don't believe turning into a normalfag is going to make things any better.
>>344843042
>Be 21 years old
>Been playing this really addictive, but autistic game for years
>One win away from being actually good at this game for the first time in my life, despite having over 4000+ hours in it
>Lose game, and proceeds to lose ten more games after that
>Finally lose my shit, stand up and scream as loud as I can
>Proceed to unplug my keyboard, and smash it as hard as I can in my face/head
>Complete blackout and woke up 2 hours later to find my keyboard broken and a some blood on my forehead and nosebleed
>Finally tell myself this is too much and I have to uninstall this game
Haven't touched that shit game in 2 years now.
>>344858374
I had no exceptional amount of anger in my upbringing and my siblings turned out fine (with their own problems) but I'm an absolute rager.
>>344858687
This abhorrent thought sends my mind reeling into depression.
Not only am I a gigantic unlucky failure IRL, but then the same in the very shit I tried to escape to.
I'm really putting the bar as low as possible for what to be an "accomplishment" for myself in 2016 and yet still manage to fail it.
>>344858767
What game?
I punch sofa/pillow sometimes if I'm playing fighting game online, it's a close match, and I get outgimmicked by opponent (especially when I guess grappler mixup wrong). Or when it's wi-fi rollback netcode episode.
I never get angry when playing with friends or in locals though. Just online.
>>344843042
Nah. Some people are just easy to get angry. Unless you get angry because you didn't win in the specific way you like to win, you're not autistic imo
I knew a guy who used to throw his dog at the wall in anger.
>be me
>be 24
>play bf4
>start getting spawnkilled
>continue getting spawnkilled for 15 minutes
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>rage really hard, punch wall
>start playing gtav and go on a massacre because that calms me down
>get killed by police
>rage harder
>throw controller on tv
>tv breaks and falls down on my ps4 breaking it
Help
>be 20 years old
>playing a game where you can choose dialogue
>pick the shittest one
>gets embarrassed on the result, close with a shy grin, remove headphones, breathe in deep, my sides, giggles like a little girl.
>go back to playing it
>shit
how autistic am I?
>>344859303
what lol
>>344859328
Keep something nearby to abuse.
Good thing I'm mostly a PC player, with kb+m both being tethered to the PC you are much less likely to try and throw them, as opposed to with a controller, it just begs you to throw that piece of shit into the TV.
Also when you break your keyboard in half its much cheaper than the controller.
>>344859370
You need to get checked, why wouldn't you just savescum like anyone else.
>die and lose multiple times in a row
>anger of a thousand burning suns raging inside me
>turn off the PC/console and take a shit
>realise most of the deaths was me being stupid
>grab a cold one and watch some Netflix instead
I think I handle my anger well.
>>344845995
Cuck
>>344859781
Handling it well would mean you can continue playing.
Atleast I think so.
>>344847171
Whatever you say /pol/
>>344843042
>lose game
>start getting a headache
>focus on my breath and take deep breaths
>headache goes away
>feelsgoodman.jpeg
>>344843042
All my male friends do this, I just figured it was a guy thing, testosterone and all that.
>>344860485
It's just some sperglord that feels his ego is getting attacked and lashes out.
>people actually hit themselves when they get mad
>>344859118
Five Nights at Freddys
>>344860485
That's just an excuse to being a shit, just like people claiming to have ADHD.
>>344860678
I used to do this. Thankfully I've moved on to just breathing heavily out of my nose.
>>344843042
Poor emotional control isn't limited to autists. You're probably just a normal person who needs to learn how to deal with emotions better.
>>344860813
It has multiplayer ranking or something?
I used to do that, but now I just tell myself how shit I am and begin to wish even more that I would just die already
>>344843042
Not autistic enough. You should be able to tell when you're gonna lose. Still, you play it out, and get good
>>344861049
Don't do that anon, just get mad and call everything else shit like I do.
It is true afterall.
>play fighting games with friends
>get somewhat angry but control and learn from my mistakes and slowly get better
>play online
>instantly full on nervous and anxious
>after about 3 games, no matter if I win or lose, I start losing it
>get mad as fuck at whatever the opponent is doing
>shout and curse the game
How do I git gud at online?
>>344846120
I wonder how manyliterallyautistic people browse /v/
When you start feeling angry just focus on it and it should pass. Don't get taken over by
it.If you can do that your anger will just seem silly.
Kind of how darkness fades in the presence of light.
>>344843042
>>be me
not enough you fucking leddit normie
kill yourself
>>344862156
Or just give in to the dark side and gain unlimited power perhaps?
>>344843042
Anyone get more mad at video games the older you get?
I used to not give a shit now at 22 I get actually angry after playing games online and losing.
>>344843042
Pretty autistic. I stopped doing that when I turned 16.
>be or not be
>lose game
>roll eyes
That's it
I bet I'm more autistic than most people here.
>>344843042
I just give my bed a beating and scream into my pillow.
>>344862252
Doesn't work that way, angry people are not even conscious of their actions; biting themselves, hitting and breaking stuff,...
>>344862423
You'll do it again when you turn 17.
>>344843042
>>be 26 years old
>>die/lose in a video game
>>rage and punch stuff
>brag about it on /v/
>How autistic am I?
potato/5
>keep dying on a part
>get pissed off and quit for the day
>come back next day to try again
>beat it first try
This happens all the fucking time
>28
>as I get older I get more and more frustrated when I die, so I end up playing on easier difficulty modes and enjoying more narrative-focused games
This is fucking hell. I'm becoming the thing I once hated.
>>344862314
I could get mad to the same degree before as I can get to now - but my tolerance has sure gone the fuck down and I'm much more easily triggered into it.
Wish I didn't grew up playing online vidya...
>>344861049
>now I just tell myself how shit I am and begin to wish even more that I would just die already
This gets me through the day too
>>344843042
>be 24 years old
>die/lose in a video game over and over
>fap to pictures of Linkle wearing only her "cape"
How autistic am i?
>>344862612
sounds likemy personal Souls cycle
>get madder and madder but keep going because of the challange
>boss too hard, im too mad theres not even a chance
>come back 3 months later to do it again
Still haven't finished DaS, only DeS.
>>344862658
Also 28, also exactly the same.
Though I never hated those who played single player mainly.
In the end its for the better - now that we don't have the time to git really gud at online shooters (Especially with them not really staying around for more than 2 years)
Too bad I still try and play online, and will continue to do so.
>>344862658
I feel you. My patience has just been run too thin to worry about "gitting gud" at useless shit like video games.
>>344862731
I purposely stopped doing that.
I realized that the endlessly repeating pattern of
>play vidya
>get mad and quit
>jack off to cool down
will probably fuck me up in the future
Imagine finally getting a gf and you need to get mad first to get hard.
>>344843757
I bet you get friendzone alot
>>344862658
>>344862992
Would it be a safe assumption to think you guys also aren't really satisfied with your lives?
ie, no gf and whatever feels
>>344863273
I have a gf but I'm not satisfied with my life. So half right, I guess.
>>344863383
Are you satisfied with your gf?
>>344863508
Yeah. But a gf is not everything in life
>>344863571
Just wondering.
Though for me its the part of my life I'm not satisfied with.
But then the fact that I get mad at vidya was always something I wasn't okay with too.
>>344864648
>comfort someone sad
>make a move
>they can't do resist out of guilt because you comforted them
This is my fetish.
So when does getting pissed off at vidya stop being normal and starts getting autistic? Causing physical harm to yourself?
>>344865289
Yes, doing anything physical will make it retarded.
>>344844379
playing starcraft again, eh?
>>344865289
Breaking your arm with a hammer
>>344858767
Mobas?
>>344843532
That's not how being nice works.
>I murdered a bunch of people once. But otherwise I'm not a killer.
You can't just pick when a trait applies to you. That trait will always apply to you and the most you can do is repress it or release it in creative/non-violent ways. A lot of times repression other emotions can lead to outbursts of rage. Repressing rage can lead to double-rage.
How do you react when someone around you (be it close to you in real life or on teamspeak, whatever) gets angry?
>>344867360
Throw the first stone faggot
>>344867360
What does being nice have to do with getting angry? I don't understand where you think the connection is. Everyone gets angry to some degree, the difference between a nice person and an asshole is how that anger is channelled
I'd be friends with a guy who got so angry that he trashed his room, I wouldn't be friends with a guy that got so angry he trashed my room. That's the difference.
>>344843042
Pretty autistic but then so am I at 27
So at least you aren't the only one
