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>your video game buddy hasn't been online all day
>>337425076
>having a buddy at all
>>337425076
>playing video games
>friend said he'd be moving out of the middle east after his mandatory military service
>Last Online: 467 days ago
I wonder when he's coming back...
all my gaming buddies turned 25 and stopped playing video games
I don't think my buddy likes me much. I don't start the conversations anymore because of that.
>>337427287
which country?
>>337425076
>Having friends
Fuck off normie
>>337425076
>tfw you make a new friend but he seems to do nothing but dodge your skype calls and game invites
>>337425076
>Nobody wants to play tekkit with me ever
>>337425076
>become the pillar of my comminuty
>no one can function without massive spaghetti, butthurt or raging if I'm not there
>feel like a baby sitter and get pissed off
>ask only RL friend I have in the group why everyone worships me
>gets super spaghetti mode and starts stammering about how i'm funny and kind
>sounds like he's in love with me
>get further annoyed and don't log on for two days
>Get on two days later, no ones in mumble, check logs, no one has been on for over 24 hours
>instantly get swarmed with 50 messages from 20 different people asking where I went and if I was OK
>Someone buys me a brand new 60 dollar game because they thought I was mad (specifically at them)
I miss playing video games all day playing co-op with my best bro. I hate TF2 for this. It brought all these children to me and I don't have the heart to tell them off.
im at work bro
>that guy on your steam list that died in real life last week
Goodnight sweet prince
>ask friends to hang out
>all of them always come up with excuse or just say no
>see a snap chat of all of them hanging out together
It hurts
>>337432263
They aren't your friends m8, go find new ones. Im serious. stop wasting your time.
>>337431806
>not creating a cult centered around you and using them as your minions
>>337432263
Quietly distance yourself from them and find new friends.
>>337431806
So? Are you really funny and kind?
>>337432263
don't bother them, get new ones.
>>337431806
Things that never happened stories?
Things that never happened stories.
I once met a girl online, we decided to meet up.
She was a tranny and forced me to gag on her cock the entire night.
Woke up next morning to her cock in my face telling me she wasn't done with me yet.
I had a friendslist on ps3 full of people I actually talked too with tons of actual attractive girls. I was banned due to pshome and the last one was permanent...
I'm sure if it said days it'd say like 1200 days ago or longer. Fuckin depressing lol.
>>337432525
>She
>He's your best friend
>You're not his best friend
is there a single worse feeling in the history of life than this?
>>337432319
Yeah, I know. I still play dota every night with one of them, but he refuses to do anything else with me. I'm rather self destructive and tend to choose the people who help get me in deep shit, so finding these guys seemed awesome at first.
>>337432645
I know this pain so very well.
>Meet up to hang out today
>mfw the first thing he does is talk about what he did with his best friend the other day
>>337432645
>social outcast
>quit school in 8th grade
>only one friend stayed around
>friend is the epitome of social butterfly
>be now, 19 and him 18 still in high school because turns out he's stupid as hell
>tell him he's my best friend
>tells me I'm one of his best friends
>die a little inside
It hurt, but I didn't show it
>>337425076
>Make best and only male friend ever
>Used to spend almost every day playing various shit games with my friend for long hours
>We still had fun because of how we interacted with others and the games
>He hooks up with some asian bitch
>Hardly ever see him online anymore
>Haven't spoken to him in weeks
>It's been going like this for over a year now
Honestly, I think I should just move on and find a new friend but having someone that close to you for so long kind of makes everything else seem shallow. I'm really lonely now.
>wake up 9pm
>game friend waiting eagerly for me
>turn off skype, discord, phone
>crippling depression
>no games look fun to play
>seem even less fun with a friend
>work on my shitty unoriginal platform game
>smoke cigarettes and watch youtube videos for 4 hours
I'm the shittiest of friends
>tfw you had a qt femboy gamer 'bf' that had a crush on you but you were too dumb trying to pretend to be straight instead of making him yours
>every faggot here keeps spamming 2009-era memes
>can't play with other people because of latency
this is suffering
>>337434118
why are we stlll here
>friend wont be around for 2 days
>don't know if they actually treat me as their best friend or not
>i'm probably so thick headed i cant see the obvioua
>set profile to private
>delete all groups
>remove all friends
best feeling in the world
>>337427287
probably only 200 more days anon.
>>337434118
hello australia
>>337433879
Stfu faggot loser.
>>337432908
anon your one of his best friends. He has other friends, don't feel down he still got your back.
>>337432645
>Your best friend became a normie
>You didn't
One day he'll turn me into a normie and I'll be free
>>337433565
nah man
youre just beat
beat era
like a modern jack kerouac
>played runescape with the girl you like once
>the must fun you had playing video games in a while
been having fun playing civ 4 and FF, 9
>have to buy Overwatch in order to have a chance at forming a bond with a friend
>stressing out since ive got bills to pay while shes just a neet with autism bux
>tfw my online buddy finds a new group
>starts playing Dota 2
>he talks to his new group more than he does me
I don't even play games with my Steam friends desu I just chat.
Real friends well I don't have many left haha ;_;
>>337434558
is that you jay
>tfw guilde leader invites his girlfriend into the group
>it's never the same
>>337434570
i hate this
>argue about white privilege (before I knew there was a word for it) with dude
>eventually we laugh it off and start gaming with each other
>bros for good year
>invites me to steam
>join clans, games together
>broest of bros
>we get out of high school. I become wageslave he goes to college
>both still social outcasts so all we do is bro 24/7
>5 years later notice he's coming online less and less
>realize his lol's are fake and he's replying with the same things whenever I send him YT links or images
>get upset and try to genuinely be a better bro so he'll like me more again
>realize how pathetic my dependence on him is
>wean off his sweet cock
>I play my own niche-genres, he plays his own
>only chat when when I have something we both share in common, he does the same
>relationship is healthier and genuine bantz are given back and forth whenever we chat
So this is growing up, huh. Stop being pathetic and just learn how to have fun on your own. People are attracted to that.
>>337434673
no but it sounds like we're both in the same predicament aren't we
i told them i'll buy it when its cheap on a key site, but they already pre-ordered it and you don't know how badly i want to play at the same level and level up at the same time as them
>>337433879
sucks, anon.i wish i had a femboy bf
>>337433565
>crippling depression
i know that feel. i just don't talk to anyone for a week and lay in bed all day and then feel awful about ignoring people. it's a vicious cycle.
>>337434604
i only chat with my steam friends. i have like 3 people that i actually play games with and don't play games without them.
>>337427287he isn't
>Get Dark Souls 3 years ago and love it
>Get buddy into it
>Play several play-throughs of it together
>Move on to DS2
>Play several more play-throughs together
>Scholar comes out
>That's right, 2 more plays
>Logged tons of hours together in this series and we both love it
>Get DS3 on release day
>Pumped to play it and even more to play it together, experience the magic and shit
>tfw he hasn't even bought it yet and we haven't played anything at all
>>337434807
it's pretty cheap on g2a if you trust there at all, but i can't bring myself to preorder it from there because i get too anxious
>post pics of yourself online
>get compliments
>continue talking to the people that give you compliments, going so far as to start a relationship with one of them
>break up because online relationships are doomed to fail
>repeat this cycle multiple times because i think "it'll be different next time"
my brain is broken.and so is my heart at this point.
:(
>>337433053
you from Australia anon?
>>337425076
>Not making HIM wait for YOU insteadI treat my only buddy like shit because I'm actually a miserable asshole. I don't know how he can stand me. Told him to fuck off once but after I found him again ~1 year later he didn't say anything. Guess I don't deserve such friend.
>>337425076
>you live with your video game buddy
>>337434948
I'd never leave you, anon. You're the prettiest seashell on the entire beach. Unless you're a dude.
>>337434948
wanna send me a pic?i'll compliment you sincerely
>part of small online community dedicated to playing games together
>they play nothing you enjoy
>>337434968
Texas.
>buddy lives in a different time zone
Many late nights have been had.
>>337434941
damn you're right, it's $45, but i know what you mean, you never know if they're gonna end up never giving you the key.
i'll wait until release date.
>>337435018
>unless you're a dude
do you even know where you are? of course i'm a guy lmao
>>337435030
it's not that i don't think their compliments are sincere. i believe that they are and they feel good. but i get too emotionally attached and then fuck it all up by trying to internet date them.
>>337435116
>group of friends used to play X game for years but got bored of it
>can't find another game to play together
>offer tons of games for us to play
>no one is interested in playing them
it hurts my heart.
I always feel like I'm that annoying friend that no one wants to play with but does from time to time because they feel bad. I always want to ask people to play games with me, but I scared as fuck that they'll say no or tell me to fuck off so I just start playing multiplayer games solo and hope that they ask to join.
23 years I have lived
Not a single person I have met I could genuinely call my best friend
TFW no gamer buddy that plays games with me any time.
> that one game you used to play with yourbfbefore you broke up
> you can't play it anymore without thinking ofhim
>>337435161
good luck anon! i'm still on the fence about getting it, but i hope you and your friend have fun!
>>337435191
>do you even know where you are? of course i'm a guy lmao
I know where I'm at. Going prison gay just being here anyway. Now let's see that feminine dick.
>get into a game with bros
>fight and learn together
>feeling the progress we're making as a group
Such a good feeling.
>>337432465
How would I know? I can't judge my own character.
I fucking love you guys. The rarest gems to have in the friendslist
>>337434190
Hows it like just deleting all your steamfriends/groups and making your profile private? Im kinda tempted but I have a real life friend in my friends and it'd be weird if they asked
I really hate that feeling when you have a group of friends playing games together and its fun and all for a while, but a year or two later the magic is gone I guess.Wouldnt I just be better off making an alt account and family sharing?
>playing with bros
>one day we are in chat
>I say I'm going to get something to eat
>mute my mic
>they think I'm not there
>They start talking about me behind my back
>>337435202
i often feel like my friends don't actually enjoy spending time with me, despite them saying they do. i pretty much constantly talk when i'm in skype with them and i feel like i annoy them with my constant train of thought that i throw at them.
>>337435267
i know that feel except with non-vidya stuff. i think i'm finally getting over it, though. it sucks for a while, though.
>>337435285
if you wanna see it, go to /trash/ or something.
>>337435361
i do it when i get upset and i regret it every time. i don't know about doing it as a calculated action, though.
>>337435379
Probs because you're an ass, just pay attention to what you're saying/doing
>>337435464
>if you wanna see it, go to /trash/ or something.
Link?
>>337435464
link to the picture?
im genuinely curious now
you know how to crosboard link right?
>>>/trash/### post number
>>337433053
give steam id I will add you to tell you bad jokes once a week and do literally nothing else with you
>he signs in
>start typing a message
>he signs out
>>337435576
Will you alsoplay games?
I haven't had any gaming bros in years, but I miss when I did so bad
What games make it easy to meet new friendsdespite having severe anxiety when talking to new people?
>>337433053
what games do you play?
>your online buddy refuses to talk to you anymore
Whatever she was a selfish cunt anyways
>>337435267
I'm in a similar situation.Have a cosplay GF, last coordinated cosplay we did was Kirito and Asuna from SAO because flavor of the month and normies loved that shit at the time. Broke up a couple weeks after a convention. I cry a little bit on the inside whenever I see Asuna now.
Well, at least it's from a shit series, so I'm not missing out on much if I don't watch it.
>start to dislike friends in high school and begin realizing they're all dicks
>start fresh and go to college in another state
>tfw made better friends in less than a year at uni than i did in my last 12 years of school
>tfw token mexican friend has good taste in vidya so i have a reliable bro-op partner
>>337435725
But I work a lot
>some dude i play games with i dont really know wants to talk via skype call
>Go offline immediately
Online friendships feel so goddamn empty and pointless
>>337435824
I know that you aren't her because she was NEET af
>start the game
>15 minutes later
>hey sorry bro, gf called gotta go
>>337433053
i'll be single forever, we can play some games, depends on what games you have though.
>>337432645
>He's your best friend
>You're not his best friendany more
please end me
>>337435464
I feel you man, it seems like every word that comes out of my mouth is bothersome.
My friends never ask me to do anything, its always me asking them.
I've had multiple identity crisis-type events where i wonder if people are really my friends or not.
>>337435627
no jokes only unless you play dotaor skullgirls
>>337435824
It feels weird seeing you any other day than Tuesday.
>>337435576/id/seventhnumber/
>>337435651
>>337435926
These days it's just Dark Souls and Dark Souls 2 because my old computer can't run 3 and I can't find anything new that catches my interest.
>>337435645
Honestly I cant think of anything else other thanmobas and MMOs, they seem like the best place to start, I havent really made much because I tend to play them almost exclusively with my friends, but whenever I play solo it tends to be a pleasant experience, just join a clan that piques your interest and you're bound to find someone to play with
I had a chick neet game friend for awhile. She deleted me randomly one night after I got off despite playing together for years. I always figured the shit talking we did over the years was being taken personally without me knowing and they got sick of it.
>>337435552
yes, i know how to crossboard link. don't patronize me, anon. i'm not a newfag.
>>337435548
there's not actually a picture of my dick, sorry for misleading you. butt and legs are close enough, right?
>>>/trash/2734097
>>337435873
I used to be a neet. Working so much makes me wish I was a neet again.
>>337436035
Actually, I play D2 but I'm shit and can only play the fems and undying
>that one friend you met online that became your good friend
What's her/his name, /v/?
I pretty much only play with people I met in high school. Been almost 6 years now since I graduated and I'm down to 2 guys. Only problem is they always want to hang out in person and ask while we're playing. Honestly I wish I just had people to play games with and never had to deal with in person interactions.
>>337436075
we don't have many games in common but we'll work something out!
>>337436046
How so? I midnight post from work all the time, anon-kun
>>337435191
>it's not that i don't think their compliments are sincere. i believe that they are and they feel good. but i get too emotionally attached and then fuck it all up by trying to internet date them.
A whole bunch of things just started making sense. I'm sorry anonadong.
>>337435974
when i get to that point, i just stop talking to people for a while. eventually they'll ask me to do things and that really lifts my spirits.
in the past year, i've had moments like that easily 20-30 times. it sucks when everyone surrounding you is there because of one person that doesn't even like you. it makes you question every aspect of those relationships.
>>337436170
pretty much my entire group of friends that i know now. i met them through a guy that went to my high school's cousin. we started out playing league and now we're really good friends and even talk about sexual stuff like dragon dildos and shit on the reg.
>>337436223
you seem to have lots of friends why are you even here?
Friends are only good for free stuff and masturbating with.
>When the guy you use to be able to just play any game with turned into a streamer and now he only plays games based on their "streamability" so basically he plays like 3 different games ever
Twitch was the worst thing to happen to video gaming in a long time.
>>337435645
I met all of my gaming buddies on Mount&Blade Warband Napoleonic wars.
I unfriended the autists and now we are a pretty comfy group
>>337436287
such is the curse of having low self-esteem and (apparently) a good body/a knack for taking pics. they do a wonderful job playing together to make me severely depressed on a regular basis.
>>337436378
i don't have any friends i'd wanna masturbate with and i'm not a fan of using them to get stuff. although platonic cuddling might be a good reason to have friends.
>>337435645
I met all my buddy's via Swapnote threads
RIP
>>337434987
No, you don't.
>>337436359
Because more friends is more fun.
>>337435126
Same situation different country then, he got with an Asian bitch and now we hardly ever talk
>>337436104
>only into other girly boys
I can see how you wouldn't be able to keep a relationship going.
Also your pics were alright.
>>337436537
but more friends mean you treat each one with a fraction of love
I went through a weird phase where I made a youtube and was making dark souls videos. I never grew too large, but I had fun doing it. Interacted with a lot of people on twitter and made a lot of friends. One day I just realized I wanted nothing to do with that shit anymore, everyone seemed TOO desperate for attention or erp or whatever the fuck. Even had a relationship with someone which lasted a little bit of time but even that I kind of just ended one day. Deleted all my friends on steam except for those I actually liked, deleted my youtube, and deleted my twitter. Felt amazing at the time, and now it's so embarrassing to think about.name was Lewdmeister but I doubt anyone knows me
>>337436378
> masturbating with anons
L-Lewd...
>>337436298
I tried to not talk to people for a long time, turns out most of them forgot me. Only one guy actually tried to remember me, but hes been gone for a while now.
I feel like i'm trapped. I don't know how to make new friends anymore due to my lack of confidence and the few acquaintances i manage to make never blossom into friendship.
I just feel invisible, and worse part is that its probably my fault.
>>337436645
I love everyone as much as I possibly can. Even a fraction of my love can be more than some have in their whole soul. I just want to share my joy with everyone.
>>337436382
that sucks anon
I made some """friends""" a long time ago on a stream site with no standards, and they play all kinds of things
but yeah when twitch came around it all turned to shit, I've never met anyone like them since
>>337432645
Iktf
Video games
>never made any "true" friends during school
>was part of an online community
>IRC all day everyday
>community basically died off and only really stayed in touch with one of them
>essentially the closest I have to a "best friend"
>still talked all the time
>nowadays we have completely different schedules, and when he's online he only ever plays Dota 2 now
>I'll try to text him or message him on steam at least every couple days, but I either get no response or the conversation doesn't lastThis site is all I have when I get home.
>>337436461
>unfriended the autists
i don't understand how so many people have tolerance for autists. i get so fed up with some people's bullshit and i don't know how they have any friends. i think i'm probably just too critical of other people.
>>337436641
yeah, i accept that i'm doomed to fail when it comes to online relationships. i know it's a bad idea. i don't do it any more. it's just something that's happened in the past. i stick to posting pics occasionally and chatting with people, never getting too attached.
and thanks, i guess?
>>337436683
i dunno, anon. i have trouble meeting people and making new friends as well. i can't ever seem to initiate a conversation with anyone; i get too nervous. carrying on a conversation or joining one is easy. but that initial combustion is just impossible for me.
I wanna be friends with a girl but not really
Hey faggots
Quit bitching and add each other.
We start a discord chat for this thread
Discord works in browser.
No requirement to stay. Just check in and play games.
Someone do dis
>>337436926
>discord
>>337436926
I could do it, I'm already in a discord chat I made to gather up all the healsluts, if people are actually interested in a casual videogame channel.
>>337436909
I feel like i can start conversations pretty easy.
Just ask stupid questions "how are you?" "what games do you like" "have you played this?"
After a while i just have no idea what to talk about after i get through any simple questions i can think of.
>>337436926
>discord
>>337436781
do you get upset with people too?
are you a scary person?
I have a lot of friends to play games with it's just most of them are not what I'd call close friends. Most of the people I feel a deep bond with do not give a fuck about vidya
Feels bad.
>>337436926
discord filters out the real friends with attentionwhores, no thanks
tfw you want a friend to play vidya and talk shit with without feeling like he gets bored of you
I hate myself
>>337437134
Attentionwhores are the best of friends though, because they let you see their butt.
>>337436508
Platonic cuddling is impossible
>>337436985
>>337437030
>>337437134
>no requirement to download
>teamspeak is trash
>cant hop in and out of skype without stalkin
>no need to add 50 friends on steam
>skype groups spammy
Why not??
>>337437004
If you did I'd check in. Looks like everyone hates discord though.
>>337436909
Online relationships have always worked out great for me. But I'm pretty sure it's because I always take the lead in relationshipsand only date people who are absolutely infatuated with me.I'm also currently living with my lat one and it's amazing.
But I have no idea what an online relationship is like for other people.
>>337437028
it's the approaching and starting to talk that gets me. when people address me, sometimes i'll get nervous and ignore them and hope they think i didn't hear them so they don't get upset. it just takes me out of my comfort zone to begin talking to someone or start any type of conversation. it sucks. i guess i should try socializing with alcohol. that would probably help
>>337437197
sounds like you're just using them. which doesn't make them friends. it makes you an asshole.
>>337437176
Havent had a best friend since like middle school
Pretty sure over half the posters in this thread know this feelI definitely do
>>337436662
You faggot
>be current year
>you want to play a video game with your friend
>your only choices as far as they are concerned are skyrim, dota, and LoL, maybe dicksouls, mineycrafta, or terrarrerra if you're luckier
this sucks lads, the pc audience is a joke
>>337437309
>sounds like you're just using them. which doesn't make them friends. it makes you an asshole.
I don't think you understand what friends are.
>>337425076
>your video game buddy hasn't been online all day
R.I.P. Dmitry ;_;
>>337425076
I used to play with 2 other guys, we would just chill and play games on steam, lol, wow, whatever shit we could find almost every night.
One day I get a phone call from one of them telling me the other has killed himself. Barely play vidya with the one still alive. Just feels awkward now.
>>337437332
I actually just saw this the other day out of curiosity but that ain't me. All this shit happened before Dark Souls 2 came out.
>>337437051
Not really. I get upset if I can't cheer someone up. I wouldn't say I'm scary unless my annoying talking causes you to freeze up or something
>>337436536
I know, I know. Still can't and don't want to do anything about it, since it always was like this. Sometimes I just wonder why he doesn't block/delete me, and I still don't have a valid answer.
>>337437283
yeah, that might be true. i just wanna be held so badly.having someone that would let me be sad and cry into them while they hugged me would be nice.
>>337437293
i think the people i've associated with have been the type to become infatuated easily because they're as lonely as i am. that's my mistake, i guess. i'm glad it's worked out for you, anon. i hope to have something like that someday. i guess i've just been doing it all wrong so far.
>>337437387
oh, i guess i may have misinterpreted your post due to an overwhelming air of depression brought on by this thread. friends that let you see their butt are different than friends that are friendly strictly for that reason. you're right.
>>337437309
I don't drink much. Don't much like the taste. Do you drink for the buzz or do you also like the taste?
>>337437601
i do it to get drunk. being buzzed is nice but i'd rather be straight-up drunk. removal of inhibitions is a lot of fun.
i like the taste of some things. rum and whiskey are a couple. but it's still alcohol, so it's gonna taste worse than sugar water. lemon vodka is also good but that caused me to make a few bad decisions because i wasn't careful with it. too damn delicious.
>>337437557
Are you gay or looking for a grill? Emotional baggage is unattractive. Thats why you gotta give it time
>>337437463
i want to cheer you up!
>make friends on tf2 with a server regular
>am brought into his group of friends
>talk in mumble and play nearly every night for ~3 years
>meet up IRL
>everyone stopped playing at the end of last year
>hardly talk to friend anymore, only small steam message chats
i miss you dude
>>337437557
That's okay I forgive you. Go to bed.
>>337437557
See that's what was a red flag to me. If you're just looking for other depressed whiny girly boys then who's the sane one in the relationship?
>>337437756
that's another thing. for a little while i thought i was looking for a cute guy, but i realized that i was just lonely and a little bit bi, but not enough to want a relationship with a guy. so my relationships crashed and burned 3x over.
so i guess i'm looking for a girl now. but probably irl as opposed to online. i think i've given up on online relationships at this point.
>>337437846no fuck off you go to bed
>>337437929
I'm already in bed, anon.
>>337432525
I thought you said stories that weren't true anon.
>>337437772
Best way to do that is to smile for me and keep your head up, friendo.
>>337425076
My video game buddy never wants to play any game besides poe shit
What should i do v
>>337437912
it's not that i was specifically looking for other depressed, whiny, girly boys. i was just looking for that last part. it just so happens that the depressed part comes hand-in-hand with people you meet on the internet. also this whole thread is whiny, so i'm not sure that's a fair insult.
i'm not claiming to be the sane one. if i were sane, i wouldn't have stuck around with my first bf when he threatened to kill himself if i left him. that was definitely a situation in which we were both a little bit insane. although i'd say him being a drug addict makes him worse off.
>>337437998
well, shit.
>only 1 online friend who would probably skype with me/what not
>all real life friends are console players
Playing games on my own isn't so bad, I guess.
>>337437434
Wow in tweet history we had a lot of shared followers, if the conversations are anything to go by. Small world
>>337438110
Well I'm mostly just curious how online relationship stuff goes for other people since it was the best thing to ever happen to me.
But looking at your comments you are used goods as fuck, no offense.
And yes, I was specifically implying all girly boys are depressed and whiny and it's not healthy for too emotionally unstable people to feed into eachother.
>>337425076
I only see him like twice a week for like 4 hours total. Only a 2 hour time zone difference but I work nights so that fucks it up.
>>337432645
>been best friends with my bud since kindergarten, never fought with him, he knows me better than I know myself, we've led similar lives, and have spoken almost every day for 16 years
I can't imagine not having him around, I truly feel sorry for people who don't have someone like this.
>>337438570
>it's not healthy for too emotionally unstable people to feed into each other.
you're right. and i've definitely learned that lesson for the future. i'm just sad that i fed into it so many times. i accept that i'm emotionally unstable and that's the big reason why i don't actively seek a relationship irl or otherwise.
afaik online relationships go well if both of you put the effort into giving each other space and still spending time together.
maybe i'm used goods. i'm not even sure i know what that means in this context, honestly. that i'm jaded when it comes to this kind of thing? or that no one would ever wanna be in a relationship with me?
>>337438770
that's really nice, anon. i have a similar thing with my best friend, although i didn't start talking to him until high school. we were friends in kindergarten and in early school but i don't remember those years that well. i love this guy and i'm really glad to have known him. he's improved my life in a lot of different ways and honestly, without him, i probably would've killed myself at this point in my life.
>>337433053
Fuck dude, I went through this but with my brother. He was only a year older than me and we pretty much hung out all day every day, even at school. Had the same group of friends but eventually he got a girlfriend and started drifting away. Once it got serious enough he moved out of our apartment with her and they got married a few years later. It felt fucking awful. Now I only see him in person on major holidays and barely see him online. I'll message him or send him text messages but rarely responds so I stopped bothering.
>>337438891
Same here man, I feel like without him I'd be a completely different person. We are very lucky.
>>337432645
My best buddy is getting married. I'm not the best man. I didn't even get asked to be a groomsman.
Only reason I have active online friends is that a guy I'd known for years but no longer talked to asked me to play a game we used to play together with his group. I hesitated but joined and now pretty much all the people I have on steam I met there. We still play the game that brought us together although I can't shake the feeling that I've been growing apart and am being excluded from stuff over the past year.
I have no idea what I'd do without these people, probably kill myself.
>>337425076
>tfw 3 videogame buddies
>tfw 1 of them falls in love with you despite having a boyfriend
>you are his "best friend"
>he even drops college to play with you even when you begged him to not
Nowadays he refuses to talk to me.Good grief, he was stressing the fuck out of me.
>>337431395
>tekkit
>not ftb
No wonder, your friends just have better taste.
>>337439251
They don't want no minecraft at all
>he have less than 800 hp
>>337438891
>i'm not even sure i know what that means in this context
Well you sound like you drink a lot and dated a drug addict among other things I already forgot maybe. For a straight-edge guy like me that's enough to make someone undatable.
Not that there aren't ok people who would still date you. I mean I doubt it but I'm always willing to be wrong.
>that's the big reason why i don't actively seek a relationship irl or otherwise.
There's nothing wrong with having emotional problems tho. You just have to be self-aware and be with someone who's supportive. unless you're full on batshit insane I guess.
Also me and my bf talked everyday when we weren't living together and it was great so again I have no idea how it is for other people what with this "give each other space" stuff.
>>337439073
dam sun
unless she's a crazy bitch, your only chance is that he knew you wouldn't have fun
>meet a guy on wow
>become Internet besties
>play all the new games together and ltalk for hours
>made me a smarter and better person
>talk about series shit in both our lives
>be in this relationship for 16 years
>he gets a girlfriend and never comes online again
>be friends with girl
>chat every so often
>she jumps from fandom to fandom constantly, changing her steam profile to reflect this
>keeps linking me tumblr fanart for shit I don't care about
She just became hysterical over time and talking about suicidal shit. Hardly talk to her these days.
>>337436668
lets do it together
>>337439374
by drug addict i mean the kid did heroin and that's how he was going to kill himself. he was in trouble with the law for carrying felony amounts of various drugs. there's a difference between that and enjoying being drunk with friends. i only drink socially and, even though i drink a lot, it's really only enough to maintain me being drunk. i have a semi-high tolerance but i don't ever get blackout or anything.
i'm definitely not full-on batshit insane. but i semi-regularly get in moods where i just wanna have someone hold me and let me cry into their arms and hear that they love me. i dunno how weird that is but i imagine a lot of girls would find that unattractive and probably wouldn't wanna date me afterwards. not that i'm leading with that or anything.
good to know that your stuff worked out so well. you're just a lot better at online dating than i am, i suppose. i guess i've just made a lot of bad decisions in the past and those have made me really biased.
>>337439574
is she cute?
>>337431806
Same happened to me, only with a guild in a MMORPG. No one was sure about my gender because I played a female character but everyone and their grandmother had a crush on me, which ultimately led to some drama that destroyed the guild.
I didn't find it annoying though, in fact those were probably the happiest years of my youth and life so far.
The internet seems to be the only place where I actually enjoy social interaction yet nowadays I have "real" friends so I don't have the time or motivation to befriend people online.
>>337439574
i fucking hate making friends with tumblr girls on the internet i have way too many of them
>>337439664
Christmas cakes that can have children would love this though it would probably result in your time together seeming like incest play.
>Have a buddy who's great at writing
>Talk every day for as long as he's on when he gets off work
>We're both so excited to see eachother
>WeERPsometimes and we're both like pretty darn good at it by now.
>We bothSwitch a lot, sub to dom, differnet scenes, positions etc
>We talk about our days, how we've been, genuinely care for one another.
>We both know when eachother is down and we try with all our might to cheer and help the other one back up
>And now for the sort of video games part. He's gonna teach me to play DnD and we're gonna start a biiig campaign together, something I've always wanted to do
I'm quite happy. If you don't have any friends or anyone close anons. I know your pain, I've felt it lots, ups, downs. But trust me! You'll find someone alright!?
>>337439664
Can'tFucking Swype
>>337432645
what about your best friend being a girl youre in love with and she doesnt reciprocate either of those feelings
>>337439574
Why is every fucking tumblr girl insane or suicidal
I've never talked to a normal one
>>337432645
>not having an emotional shield that prevents you from accepting people until they've accepted you first
>not mirroring kind people into life-long friendships and marriage and shitty people into thrilling debates
>>337439741
Used to be.
Out of about 15 Steam friends, it's just two people I generally stay up to talk to. I've got this other guy who's been my bro online for 3 years now. Just talking about all sorts of vidya, weebshit, life stuff, etc. Things that I can't do with my local friends.
>>337435305
Are you a girl?
>>337439935
>tfw literally only good at fleshing out settings and nothing else
I really want to do a pen and paper rpg with my friends but think I'd make a shitty GM.
But hey, they'd be doing poorly led, boring scenes in vividly described locales.
>>337439963
what is "my high school experience" for $2000, alex?
>>337439867
true. the incest play isn't exactly a bad part, tbqh. it can be pretty hot stuff. a dominant women who would like to do that kinda stuff is ideal for me.
>>337439935
nice, anon. that's a good relationship dynamic to have. i've had that a few times and it was a lot of fun. that's how one of my online relationships was before it went to shit because we were both emotionally unstable idiots.
>>337439982
because tumblr is both a place for those people to hang out and its a place where being insane is accepted and encouraged because everyone else is
at least half of the girls there are honestly just pretending to seem special
>only friend is a sadistic cunt who scares the shit out of me and has the problem-solving skills of an inanimate object
>but I stick around anyways because they're all I have
I sent dick pics and got money for it??
>>337439935
but i dont want to be a faggot to find someone
i already know how easily i could do that
>>337439963
>tfw she did but it didn't turn out well
>>337440101
Ah thats a shame. I'm very good at fleshing out scenes and generally everything else. I'm generally praised by the people I play with, my advice? Just do it, try the best you can, and get a lot of constructive criticism
>>337440115
Whoo boy. Yeah, me and him are a tad emotional. But, I've had a lot of failed, and good friendships. I've kind of learned what to do by now. So I'm really hoping that it stays that way.
Also. Whats the best system for DnD? I'm gonna use pathfinder andBe a skeleton Gunslinger.
>>337439664
>but i semi-regularly get in moods where i just wanna have someone hold me and let me cry into their arms and hear that they love me
That's literally the best part about having a really strong relationship. And I don't know how but there's plenty of women who'd be willing to date some faggy emotional guy as long as that's not all there is to you.
Now I don't want to sound like I'm trying to "sell" you on online dating, I don't want to presume it would work out for everyone in the world, but my bf never had any success with it either before I found him, literally snatched him out of a shitty relationship and it all worked out. So maybe it could work out better for you if you took a more mature approach maybe?.
>10 years ago
>Click with someone in Ragnarok Online
>Met each other's friends and fund a guild
>3-4 years later met each other IRL
>Have a blast with him and his buddies
>Talk -almost- on daily basis for years
>He even called me on skype because he was crying because some fucked up shit happened in his life
>2 years ago
>We started <MMO>
>We split like we usually do
>He no longer talks to me at all
>He tells me he started to ERP and got a partner
>recently
>He refuses to quit <MMO>
>We say a word to each other every 1-2 months
>Rarely login on <MMO> and his guildmates tell me he only got time for his boyfriend
>He tries his best to not break up
>>337439937
did you misquote?
Snow you fucked up, didnt you
>>337432645
>Have two best friends, and they're best friends; been a trio of best friends for years
>Now I'm slowly being phased out of their lives because I'm a neet and I've put off getting my shit together for so long
>>337436170
the one time this happened it was my first and only gf and she was nice and I was retarded and lost it and now a year and a bunch later I can't figure out where to go from here
>>337440327
w-what
tomorrow fbi arrests you and quotes some retarded thing you said in this thread to your mother, how do you react?
I just wish steam worked on my phone which is the only thing some of my friends have to talk with. If they added me on Skype, I'd chat their heads off.
>>337440205
Huh? HUH?
>>337440263
No, mistyped.
>>337440429
Fucking scared, I would cry, and probably look for a blanket or pillow,because she died 7 years ago.
>>337440232
Pathfinder is fun, I was a frog mobster in one. Pic related.
I've been playing systems that aren't D&D lately though, mostly the Warhammer 40k RPGs, but I've been wanting to try Shadowrun and Call of Cthulhu sometime.
>>337440376
>tfw you don't have time for anyone you know online because they're neets and you're not
>you also hate them for their shitty leech lifestyle
>>337440480
why skype though, and if they're your real friends why not on your phone?
skype always gives off a creepy vibe
>>337440513
How does a 20-something lose a mother that young?
>>337440572
what games do you play?
>>337440205
How can I get in on this getting paid for dick pics game?
I got a big dick, I'd love to be a professional manwhore.
>have multiple female game friends
>they're all lesbians or bi
>only male in the group, also the youngest
>older ones buy me things ranging from gift cards to systems
>got a Wii U and now shooting for a Vita
Thank you, group of gay internet moms.
>>337440523
Aw man. That sounds really cool. Got any tips for anything? Any classes you think would be really cool for a skeleton or something? I think a chattering gunslinger would be so sick, using something like dead eye to aim better. Oh. Yeah. I also know near to nothing about how DnD works. Sooo. That's gonna be fun..
>>337440258
that's definitely not all there is to me. it might seem that way from this thread, but that's just because it's easy to focus and post about only that. i'm an interesting person behind all of the depression that comes from posting about sad stuff.
maybe it could work out for me, but i think i'd rather find someone irl and near me. being able to physically see someone and meet up with them is better with my social anxiety. i didn't talk to my bfs on skype at all because i would get too nervous.
you're definitely right about taking a more mature approach. i accept and admit that trying to meet people from /cuteboys/ was an awful idea and i won't be doing that in the future.
>>337440429
my mom would probably just worry for me even more than she already does, considering i'm alone in my room 90% of my free time at university.
Thread reminds me of this. Shit is depressing.
>>337440578
Skype is easier for my friends since most of them don't have unlimited texting. I don't have many friends on Skype but the ones I do have, I talk to everyday.
>>337440709
D-damn..
>tfw in a perpetual cycle of making great online friends and then cutting them all off at once because depression
I wish I could stop doing this. I freak out when people get too close.
>>337440714
well what the heck dude, you cant complain if you havent even played games
>>337440770
any way to contact you?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axrfQ2Zrsc8
I got severe burns from being tied up in a burning building by gang members. I'm afraid of going outside because of people staring at me and making fun of me. And I'm afraid of being outside at night sincer I don't feel safe. I keep thinking someone will grab me and beat me and it'll happen again. I stopped having contact with my friends because I didn't want to bother them with my problems. And I could never hang out with them again since it would be uncomfortable to be near me and we can't go out in public. I'm afraid to make new friends since in feel terrible for what I did to my old ones.
I also used to be gay but now I'm just sort of non sexual. I jerk off but I don't think about ever finding someone to have sex or get a relationship. Since no one would want to.
Sorry.
>>337440770
do you get lewd with people?
>>337439830
So you were most happy when you were a girl?
>>337440864
Steam or Skype
>>337440589
She was CSO at some company. Many wanted to kill her for decades and shit happened.Receiving a phone call from her boss telling me she was not coming back was the first time I shed a tear.
>>337440632
Start with gay threads on here and /boypussy/ then make a
Tumblr
>>337440876
nice shitty anime plot
>>337440920
Somewhat. It's mostly just with jokes and puns.
>>337440876
if serious then I feel for ya
>>337441013
Chief security officer*, dealing with security vans, transporting valuables, etc.
I still have a packed friendslist from when I used to play TF2. I have 1900 hours in TF2 but I haven't touched it this year.
Sometimes I'll chat with people while I play, recently I've been talking to a dude who is playing Stellaris while I've been playing Stellaris. It's been quite enjoyable.
I don't really go out of my way to have internet friends and when I used to have a lot of internet friends when I was younger was a darker place in my life.
I think internet friendships are ultimately unfulfilling and are important to people with a void in their life.
If you are dependent on unhealthy relationships maybe it's time to get a hobby? My main hobby right now outside of vidya is cycling and I go on group rides on the weekend.
>>337441080
aw, that's no fun though, what would change your mind?
What did they mean by this
>add guy from /v/
>they treat you as their personal emotional baggage carrier
>>337440949
My Skype is koro_taro. Put egypt as country so I'm easier to find
>>337436378
>Have maybe two IRL friends that I still hang out witheven though I haven't seen them in months now because they go to college and one of them is starting to phase me out
>Have one Steam friend that I semi-often talk with when they aren't gaming
>All other friends are anons that I ERP with, usually lewd talk with or have a session going on most days now
I've lost control of my life.
>>337440480
Yeh a bunch of traps I make fun of and play vidya with in a group started ERPing with me. I figured why not and eventually it was discovered I'm the only Top I guess? Then they wanted to see !y dick since it was only fair after they sent me pics of themselves. I said 20 bucks. They paid. Then they wanted more? Now I get lighting set up and do various poses and outifts with my dick. I think this is a harem?
>>337441174
>add guy from /v/
>he deletes me as soon as he realizes I play games with other people
>>337439664
>>337440258
I know that feeling.
I thought I had found a nice girl, well other than being emotionally and occasionally physically abusive to me she was nice.
Being a submissive guy is suffering. I just want a nice girl to hold me in her strong arms when I'm feeling down and tell me everything is going to be alright. And maybe pin me to the bed and grope me and feel me up if she's feeling kinky.
I still feel like a complete moron for letting myself sit there and take her abuse until she decided she was bored of it and broke up with me. I was never really comfortable leaving my house, just growing up with an agoraphobic mother and a father who would be out working for several days at a time so he would just stay home when off work, going out and doing shit wasn't something that was natural for me, but she helped me get over that, and took me to go places, and in the end I even started trying to take her places, though it didn't ever work out that well except for when I took her to the art museum because I don't know about interesting things to do in town.
After she dumped me I kind of just stayed in my house for like two or three months, only leaving when I needed to go shopping or see my therapist. It wasn't a good time.
She also complained that I never bought her anything when she knew I was poor as shit and refused to let me pay for her meals whenever we went out to eat together. Like bitch, this is the one thing I can afford you besides those shitty little knick knacks you like, let me pay for your food.
>>337440673
>i accept and admit that trying to meet people from /cuteboys/
See this is validating because I was sort of talking down to you with the assumption that this was exactly the case.
And I'm sure you're just the most special snowflake in the world outside of this thread. I was more implying that you have to be able to "present" yourself as more than your whiny emotional parts.
>i didn't talk to my bfs on skype at all because i would get too nervous.
I honestly had no idea people could possibly be "too anxious to talk" online of all places, espcially when just IMing, until I came to one of these exact threads. That shit blows my fucking mind. No offense.
is everyone on vee gay
>>337441174
>expecting /v/ to do something fun and/or not autistic
>>337441235
pls
>>337425076
>Have friend who plays all kinds of video games
>me being hyped for overwatch
>he is not
>another friend
>played online games together over the past 10 years
>play overwatch beta together
>pretty fun
>is says he will not buy overwatch
>>337441080
>ImplyingHey trashlady.
>>337441293
No I'm just a submissive guy who likes athletic tomboys with hairy armpits.
So about as close to gay as you can get while still being fully straight.
>>337441345
More like Overpriced amirite?
I'd get it if it was $25 or less.
what are some good multiplayer games lads?
i had alot of fun with overwatch beta, but normally just play some singleplayer oder sports stuff
>>337436378
>Guy obsessed with me
>Refuses I'm a guy
>Know 2 young girls that would do anything for me
>Anything
>They are look-a-like and take turns with them requesting pictures and lewds
>He's falling for it
>2 months later
>He wants to pamper me and buys me a ps4 and 3kUSDLL PC
>All I need to do is give him attention few hours per week, ERP with him twice a day, and hear him talk as we play videogames
>>337441418
explain
>>337441471
Didn't mean to quote but I guess he sees me as his "friend"
>>337435956
i'm in the same exact boat
>>337441161
Dunno, I can't say so myself.
>>337441418
Hi anon-sama.
>>337441293
no, but there's a good portion of gays.
>>337441287
i'm not trying to insinuate i'm a speshul snoflayke. i was responding to the "as long as that's not all there is to you."
as for being too anxious to talk, i don't really know what makes me like that. it fucking sucks. i can type to people all day but when it comes to using my voice, i guess i just never got good practice doing that in life.
>>337441269
that sounds like a really shitty relationship. at least you were seeing a therapist. my first relationship wasn't nearly as bad as yours but when i was going through the bad parts of it, i was just stuck in my room to deal with it on my own. i thought that fucker killed himself and it was my fault and i dealt with that for months until i found out he was alive. not fun times.
that ideal relationship sounds like exactly what i want. being a submissive guy is really hard, agreed.
>>337441269
This literally sounds like an abusive lesbian relationship.
>>337441451
I wanted to put something alomong the lines of
>inb4 playing/buying overwatch
But forgot about that.
In the beta I had some good 15+ hours of fun.
If you pay 40€ for that, I am o.k. with it. However with the real game there will probably a lot more than 15 hours.
Compare that with going to the cinema.
>not pirating everything
>Make bro near end of elementary school
>Stay best bros until he moves to the next state freshman year
>He gets a car the following year, drives back and we hang out over winter break
>We start planning for the next time we both have free time to do this again, most likely over spring break
>He dies a week later
Hard to believe it's been 6 years.
>>337441651
Well when someone refers to themselves as "interesting" it's hard not to be sarcastic.
And I totally forgot that normies use skype primarily for video. I almost never ever ever talk on video unless I'm really comfortable with the other person. And even then we'd only do it like once a week until it progressed to daily when we were really comfortable with eachother.
>>337441497
Don't worry about it, anon. Just saying hi to a fellow anon I'm acquainted with.
>>337441637
How's your day been going, trashlady?
>>337441990
Alright. Weather is too cold for me
>>337440876
True or not, sounds somewhat similar to my situation a few years ago. I didn't get assaulted but radiation caused some of my bones to grow slower than others so I grew up pretty deformed. I mean fully functional but ugly as shit. My friends (not that I had many) tried to reach out to me but I cut them off and spent around ten years alone.
There's no judge as harsh as yourself. You don't really owe anyone good looks or shit so there's no need to be ashamed or self-conscious. You could contact some of your friends with a letter or a message; explain your actions and apologize for treating them badly, tell them that it's been haunting you. That's what I did, with the best possible results.
>>337441990
this isn't fair, i want in.
just spoiler it for me, ill neve rhave a chance anyway
>>337441669
What do you mean?
>>337441949
yeah, fair enough. i didn't mean it like that, obviously. i initially typed "i'm a person under the depression" but felt that was a bit too lacking. my bfs only wanted to voice, no video. i especially wouldn't be able to do video considering my hangup about voice. i don't have trouble using my mic with my regular friends, but talking to someone new or someone i care about in a romantic way is just a completely different issue in my brain.
also i hope you don't get it twisted: i cared a great deal about these guys, i just didn't want a relationship with them.except for first guy, drug addict guy. he can go fuck himself and i hope he ods in the shittiest way possible. he's a piece of shit and deserves nothing better than a painful death. fuck you, milo.
>no friends online
>no friends offline
>>337442202
I can be that one (Friend) that only plays with everyone else because he got a schedule
>>337442260
Can't. I'm stuck at work.
>>337441150
>I still have a packed friendslist from when I used to play TF2. I have 1900 hours in TF2 but I haven't touched it this year.
Same, I have around 100 friends but I only talk to about 10 of them regularly.
I'd love to find more cool people to talk to about stuff but I always feel like a friend collector or some shit.
That and most people here are fucking crazy
>>337442132
Lesbians tend to have weird abusive relationships like what you described. I'm supported by statistics I guess but I've witnessed it at least twice personally.
>>337442182
Well to further clarify I meant I pretty much only did typing. It's just so much easier to respond to someone at my own pace rather than having some dude's voice constantly chirping in. But then I'm not big on this twitch generation everyone around here's apart of now and talking on the phone is lame.
>i just didn't want a relationship with them.
So YOU usually do the breaking up? I can't imagine how that works if both people in the relationship are submissive pussies.
>dealing with thoughts of suicide
>think about it usually once or twice a day
I'm not entirely sure if I'd actually kill myself or not, so I don't know if I should even be concerned.
>>337442690
Don't do it anon. I don't want to see you on the news because of it.
>>337442582
What was weird about it I thought that's how abusive relationships are in general.
I still miss her, even though she treated me like shit sometimes, she was really sweet when she was being nice.
I think she secretly hated me because she held liberal beliefs and I'm a white male.
>>337442460
You're almost always at work, use all that money to buy a blanket to wear while you're working.
>>337442690
Now days I think about suicide a lot, but I know I would never do it. Don't put that pain and grief on your loved ones, just keep your head up as best you can. Find a smile, and protect it. Or a passion, either one.Whenever I think about shooting myself, I can always feel the end of a barrel pressing against my temple. That sensation alone is enough to keep me from actually doing it.
>>337442582
Yeah. With all 3 of the guys I dated, I broke up with them. First guy because he was racist, obnoxious, and immature. Second guy because I wasn't attracted to his face and I didn't wanna lead him on any more because he was really nice. (He has a real life bf now so that nice and I'm happy for him). Third guy was a mistake and I broke up with him because I only started the relationship out of desperation and I knew it was a mistake. I might be a submissive pussy with social anxiety, but I know when to cut off something that's negatively affecting my life. And all three of those relationships were doing just that. I don't talk to any of them but sometimes I'll check out the first guy's steam profile and see he has a new bf. Second guy I'll check his tumblr. I don't check up on the third guy though.
>>337439468
Know that feeling.
>have best friend living next door
>share favourite games and movies
>meet up to play games together all the time
>he gets a girlfriend
>real mean bitch
>still haven't finished the campaigns we started 3 years ago
>>337442990
>all that
It's not as much as you think, dear. But I am wearing a heavy as heck jacket.
>oh well it was fun playing battlefield with you but I'll have to go, I need to serve my time in the IDF as mandatory military service, see you when I'm back!
>last online 429 days ago
A-annuda shoah
;__;
>>337425076
>your video game buddy ignores you in game, ignores you on skype, and has told you more than once he doesn't see any benefit to talking to you anymore.
>you still message him anyway, hoping this time you'll get a reply.
JUST
>>337441174
>ask him about video games
>get no reply at all
>>337443084
I figured with all your work you'd either be making bank or you're working so much to simply survive, it's always one of those two. Still, stay warm; get some mittens (fingerless, if needed) and let your wrath boil your blood to keep you warm through the harsh, cold nights. Or wear a scarf.
>>337442690
I wouldn't worry too much, it's extremely unlikely I'd ever do it. Just wish I'd have less thoughts about it mostly.
>>337442990
Pretty much in the same boat as you. And yea, if I felt strongly about doing it, that would be the the main thing preventing me from doing so.
>Last Online 21 days ago
>everytime he plays, its on offline mode
and i wanted to talk with him sometimes ;_;
>>337443147
I remember a good steam friend actually worried about what I'd do in the IDF then I ended up being too depressed for them to recruit me.
These days he's a transgender lesbian who doesn't play video games anymore so I don't have any idea what to say to him.
>>337432645
>He's your best friend
>You're not his best friend
>You used to be a high-ranking ish friend and he'd share a lot with you and sometimes use you to send messages to other players, etc, without them obviously being from him.
>He now ignores you while his best friend talks to you, as though he thinks you're stupid enough to not realize what he's doing.
I just want to honestly discuss where it all fell apart. I'm sure he could gain some useful insights too if only he'd have a fucking conversation.
>>337425076
>your vidya buddy says he has to go offline to study for his exam
>goes offline in steam
>goes online in League of Faggots
Tfw no weeb friend to recite japanese lines and go full anime in games
>>337427447
I dislike this feel. If I want to play vidya, I have to play with children now.
>>337434542
>make overtures at playing runescape with a grill who claims to be your friend
>rejected and conversation goes down another track
>we no longer talk
some friend.
>>337443396
some people just use other people as temporary stepping stones.
>tfw applied for a passport and paid extra for expedition so I can have it by July so I can go meet my gaming buddy in Canadia
First time leaving the country, yay!
>>337443418
>sorry we haven't been able to play like we have been supposed to
>all free time has been towards school
>this weekend, I promise
He spends the enormous amount of free time, probably 10+ hours, playing runescape and CS GO
>>337443418
To be fair collage seem to have retarded yet legit courses now. Some retarded teachers also require you to use Reddit, play Second Life and other things.
I wouldn't be so doubtful nowadays. The world became shit.
>>337443580
You should go to stampede
>one day some guy randomly adds me
>never heard of him, haven't seen him in servers or anything
>check his profile
>his friends list is full of people with the same (or close) steam name as me
>message him asking what's up
>instantly blocked and deleted
>>337442981I'm not going to reread your blog post to tell you exactly why it sounded like an abusive lesbian relationship in particular.
I wish you good luck in finding a, uh, top? What do lesbians call the stereotypically aggressive one in the relationship? Because that's the joke I'd like to make here.
>>337443001
Well it's nice you know how to at least do that much. I never start a relationship with someone unless I REALLY click with them well. And of course being able to get my dick hard is key.
Were all these guys from /cuteboys/?
>>337443669
>Guy randomly adds me
>See we have a lot of friends in common
>First thing he says is if I can buy him a game that's like 20bux
>>337443374
He said he would have fun gunning down mudslime children, so I hope he's alright and teaching those islamic shits what the power of the IDF is.
>>337425076
stop hassling them the second they come online. please just stop the awkward reaching messages. FUCK
>>337443737
Bull dagger
>>337443737
Fist two from /cuteboys/ third guy from /trash/, actually. Third was a mistake like I said.
>>337425076
Qt3.14 asian girl finally added me to skype so I set my pro pic to my actual face and now she talks to me way more feels good man
>>337435725
>He still doesn't remove you from friends.
>stalk ex-friend to find their steam
>in spite of having displayed good taste in conversations with you, their recently played is absolute dogshit.
>>337435725
Talk to him? I'm the kind that never starts conversations unless I'm too fucking bored. I don't really need to communicate with people at all.
>>337443360
My recommendation is find a hobby or passion, and see if you can meet people that share those interests. I took up writingconsole-tan ficsas a hobby recently, as writing was something I was pretty good at in high school and now I'm putting it to use again, and now my anon audience/online acquaintances/friends are basically what keep me going on a daily basis. It's sad and pathetic when you think about it, but I'm glad I at least have some kind of community I can be happy with.
>>337443907
>third guy from /trash/
>>337443907
Oh jesus. Is that really your entire relationship history? /cuteboys/ and /trash/? Yeah I'd probably give up online dating at that point too.
Have you thought about okcupid or whatever? I've seen that work 1/3 times.
>Finaly gets online buddy from your country
>He invites you to games all the time with his friends
>He wants to buy your CS:GO knife for money
>"When you buy it for real money its always 25% of the market price ;pp"
>see through his lies
>he stops inviting you to games
What a elaborate scheme
>>337443958
>add someone on skype
>the change their avatar to their real face
>delete them instantly
This has happened at least three times.
>>337444206
Yeah, it's really shitty, I know. I had two girlfriends in high school for a total of like 2 weeks. The only girl I liked enough to pursue a serious relationship didn't want to date me because we were going to different schools.
I've thought about it but I haven't filled out a profile much. The people I've found in my area on there are all super religious or unattractive so rip
>central person in teamspeak group
>because I'm good at games but extremely awkward
They're really cool guys, too.
>tell friend that you're into cheese pizza to see what he says
>blocks you
You guys don't know how hard it is to find like minded people.
>>337432645
>He thinks I'm his best friend
>He only really talks to me
>I really give 2 fucks about him
How do i get rid of him? Nigga is annoying as fuck but lives near me and at the same workplace.
>>337444420
slowly remove the bandage ;)
>>337444373
You DON'T say that to anyone, seriously what the fuck
>>337444373
Unless you like alfredo cheese pizza, put some damn pepperonis on it.
>>337444492
it's high risk high reward
>>337444420
Give him a wake up call or something
do it before its too late
>>337444525
I never talk to anyone about it unless they are 2+ years old friend with grade A+ friendship
>>337444373
>find hot local FBI agents in your area!
>>337444373
>Wanting to watch kids get fucked
Stick to 2D you retard.
>>337444330
Eh, you're probably in college like me. Just go to events and talk to people. I mean I never would in a million years but YOU drink and I hear that really lubricates social events.
Also maybe you're too picky? All I need for someone to have physically is a nice butt, pretty eyes and to be clean. But I care way more about body than face so maybe that's just my taste.
>>337444603
>tfw friend confessed to me with the same shit
>tfw i just ignored it and moved to another topic
I hope this was the best route, hes a pretty cool dude outside his fetishes
>>337444373
>revealing your powerlevel
also
>cp
C'mon now.
2D is better anyways.
>>337431806
>making up stories to feel loved
Now that is sad
>>337444774
That's the best thing to do if you are not into it
>>337444420
You suck bruh
>>337432645
>best friends
>actually distinguishing between friends still
Are you a 15 year old girl hanging around the mall with your BEE EFF EFF? Grow the fuck up you manchild.
>>337444764
I'm very picky about face and that's pretty much it. It might be that my standards are too high. I'm bad at judging from physical appearance alone. I much prefer to get to know someone and then form attraction that way.
Yeah I'm in university so going to social events is what I should be doing, agreed. I'm not 21 so I'd have to find a party to go to with drinking as opposed to an event on campus or something. But I'm sure that wouldn't be hard. It's just getting to know those people that attend the parties that's important.
Thanks for chatting about this stuff with me, anon. I'm going to bed before I pass out and don't get the chance to reply.
>>337444885
>doesn't have someone he trusts above all others
but lemme guess your gf of two months is great
>>337444373
I was gonna say I love cheese pizza too but then I saw the replies and realized you weren't talking about food.
>>337444952
Yeah good luck, anon. I forgot how fucking young most people here are.
I didn't find real deal big time love until I was 23. And I thought THAT was super young and very lucky.
>>337444885
I forgot that adults don't have a best friend or a favourite game. A true grown-up has 2-3 of them, that's totally different and a lot cooler than just having one of each like a baby.
Are YOU a 15 year old hippie claiming that everyone you know is of equal importance to you? That you love that hip hop-blasting neighbour as much as you love your wife?
>>337436075
Hey fag, not the guy you replied to, but I'm adding you anyway. Let's talk and discuss Souls shit.
>>337444994
damn you couldve been cooler than i htought if you actually did like pizza in non-food form
>>337444978
Nope, but my one from 4 years is very damn fine, thank you very much. Only literal teenagers have this "best friend" bullshit instead because it's a sign of immaturity and of a clingy personality of a weak person who needs to latch onto people out of insecurities and fear. I have friends from my childhood and also friends I mate during college that I trust all the same and I will not put them under an arbitrary ranking system as if people were completely objective and static things just to tell someone he's my BEE EFF EFF trying to force him to reciprocate the feeling and pat my weak needy ego.
>>337444373
>>337444994
I was actually really offended and was about to tell him what a sick fuck he is.
But then I realized he wasn't talking about food.
>meet cute femanon in /v/
>we get really close
>always playing vidya together
>skyping into the night often
>talking about each other's lives in detail
>we basically talk every single goddamn day without failure for months
>all going well
>she moves back home
>eventually stops talking to me because she starts spending her entire day just smoking weed
Haven't spoken to her in two weeks. Anons are broken people and I guess she was no exception.
>>337444994
>but then I saw the replies and realized you weren't talking about food
hownew.ru
>>337445174
>friends I mate
fucking kek, friends I met*
now that sounded weird
why do normies tell you that you're their friend then proceed to never invite you to anything
>>337444420
chances are, if you made the effort to befriend him more so, and kept getting to know him, you'd probably like them. Some of my best friends are people who I first spoke to on a sympathetic whim, as cuntish as that sounds.
Life's too short to not be friendly.
>Offline friends all moved away
>Online friends slowly divided off into groups and primarily moved to different IM clients
>Can't play any vidya with them because poorfag, shit net, and shit computer
>Stuck on old IM with few "friends" that only talk to me when they've got no one else to talk to, always about themselves
>I can't even bring myself to really give a shit anymore
>>337444994
the fuck is he talking about then if its not food?
pizza is a fucking food not a vegetable you vegetarian fucks
>>337445249
"Normies" consider "friend" anyone in their friend list or whoever talked to them once or twice
>>337445198
Why cant she talk to you while smoking weed though
Do women also only masturbate when they get high?
>>337445291
here's your (you), baito potato
>>337445174
nice freudian slip m8
>>337425076
>used to be part of a group of people who play and create games
>some of these niggers always shittalk when someone else isn't around
>don't mind it because i had a solid group of friends who talk to me
>get up, go to work, spend all night talking to them became a routine
>shit goes south one day
>me and 2 other guys are the only ones that stay
>talk to them everyday for almost 2 years then
>one gets nuts while the other one disappears for weeks sometimes
>all alone now for almost a year now
I've put the absolute minimum amount of effort into maintaining every friendship I've ever had, and even less so into making new friends.
As horrifically autistic as it sounds, I think I'm just more suited to being on my own
>>337445174
>describing your life partner as "very damn fine"
So you've clinged to some random slut for four whole years because you can't get sex from anywhere else or what? Shouldn't your girlfriend also be your best friend, or is she there because you read somewhere that an adult should have a gf?
>>337438770
>have such a friend
>then he gets some bitch as his gf
>haven't talked to him in 5 years because his gf now wife doesn't like me
>he does not even seem to care.
>>337445359
>baito potato
Whyd you have to call me that
>>337445203
Only been here a few years, so I'm sorta new
>>337445249
See >>337444885. It's important for them to pretend they have lots of good friends while in reality they don't give a shit about any of them.
>>337445506
You deserved it. Now think about what you did.
>>337445546
i bet you dont even have kinks
>>337445269
Known him for 6 years and gotten worse. ..
It sucks sometimes that I live in the Philippines and most of the people I hang out and play with are from the US or anywhere but where I'm at. Because of the distance and third world internet, we can only play MMOs and those get old real fast. I mean, I do have a couple of acquaintances here but they're not as colorful as the people abroad.
>>337445615
Jesus fuck dude stop putting this guy on and tell him to fuck off or make peace with it and get over you not liking him.
6 years is way too long for something this stupid and pointless to keep going.
>>337445326
I have no idea, but personally I don't want to talk to her while she's high, it's just boring when you're not high yourself and physically together.
Also no.
>>337445416
Same here.
>>337445597
I recently found out I like being called daddy. Not sure how to feel about it.
>>337445697
Well in any case in your situation I'd try to atleast talk or something
As someone who likes weed that sounds pretty ideal to me, except for the not having a penis part, I would work on it instead of letting her disappear
>>337445790
>kinky
>has a list
>all my friends from high school go off to college
>stay home as a fulltime NEET
>try to make online friends but the loneliness just gets worse since the friendships seem kinda flat even though I'm a nice and sociable person whether they're an asshole or not
My life has devolved into waiting for my friends from high school to come back each summer and meet up with them in the winter and spring whenever possible, but they're changing and going forward in their lives while I'm going at a snail's pace here.
I should've just gone to art school, being lonely will probably end up driving me mad but at the same time there's a great deal of comfort I find in being alone, still doesn't mean I wanna be alone all the time.
I guess that's not an uncommon feeling to have though, everyone's probably got a bit of that in them.
>>337445671
I have a flip friend and he always complain about how the country sucks
Is it true?
>The girl i had nice chat with before and helped beat Gwynn in dark souls hasn't been online for 2 weeks
Feels bad man
>>337445452
Different people fill different roles and there is no such thing as "someone should be this or that" because guess what, people aren't objects with static formats and one-dimensional and totally predictable personalities. You obviously have very little or close to no experience with relationships, that much I can tell. You don't want your partner to be your BEE EFF EFF in the sense that you immature fucks understand because they should have a life of their own and you should have one as well if you want it to last. What makes a relationship is the foundation of trust and mutual love, that's it, not some lonely teenager's wet static dream that he'll have a glorified surrogate mother to orbitate his existence.
>>337445839
I PROMISE you - I know this feel all too goddamn well.
>>337445790
Is there a fucking template for this?
>>337445826
Just a way of showing that I have a wide range of things that I enjoy. I don't even know all the kinks and fetishes that I like but I know I like a lot of them.
>>337445821
My issue is not with weed in particular, is just the fact that I really admired her a lot (not gonna go into too much detail for obvious reasons), but suffice to say I don't even want to watch her turn into a pothead who does nothing but get stoned instead of being excited about life and doing new things.
>>337445839
>tfw all my friends move ahead in life but I'm stuck behind because of medical issues
>one friend and I get into an argument and he berates me for not having a job and not going back to school
I think that hurt more than it should've. Didn't expect such a low blow.
I guess I can't expect others to sympathize with medical issues though.
I want to die. I wish we could just move forward.
>>337445993
Not who you're replying too, but we have quite a few in common.
Basically this entire thread is a bunch of people who latch onto someone and probably drain them of their energy for being so clingy and insecure and then wonder why they have suddenly disappeared.
>Dust off my ps3
>Log into psn
>Guy I played dark souls with sent a message
>"Dude that was cool, wanna be friends?"
>130 days ago
I'm sorry Jay.
>>337445839
/thread, you win...
>>337445946
>tfw me and my bf spend every day together
>we never get tired of eachother
>have tons of fun talking about books we're reading or watching movies together
>literally no desire to have any other friends since they're not him
>he feels the same towards me
Normies BTFO
Damn this thread is full of sad depressing fucks, no wonder why no one wants to befriend you lot.
>>337446084
What kind of issues do you got?
>>337446084
Unless you've got some really crippling issues then he was right. Quit your self-pity parade, you aren't entitled to no one's sympathy.
>>337446064
>excited about life and doing new things.
lel what is that
As a binge stoner I can say sometimes weed helps, more often it doesn't.
I start doing it when I have no will and motivation to do anything to begin with.
>>337446208
I have a lot of friends and I still feel very lonely and I get pretty sad and sappy sometimes.
I think it's just a part of the human condition.
>>337446208
Yeah, everyone here should kill themselves.
>>337446084
>tfw two of the coolest people I've ever met were perma homebound because of medical issues
This shit is insanely unfair.
>>337446186
Yeah it's usually like that in the beginning. Then he'll get tired of you and fuck someone in the side because you're such a low effort thing he has from granted.
>>337446208
Most of these /r9k/ immigrants are basically the male equivalent of modern feminists. They like to complain a lot but they don't like to get shit done because that actually takes effort. See >>337446158. You can easily tell they are that awful kind of emotional parasite who probably meet someone and start latching onto them 24/7 and already unloading all of their problems on that person while not offering anything of actual value and then wonder why they go away so often and so suddenly.
>>337446448
Thanks.
>>337446341
>tfw we've been together for two years
>we literally keep finding we love eachother more and more
It's so nice not being too embittered to really truly mutually love and care for someone like so many normalfags seem to be.
>>337446210
IBS-C. It's embarrassing as shit because people think "haha u just poop a lot", but it's a lot worse than that.
I had a history with major depression and anxiety. I'm adopted, met my real mom and it turns out my mom's side of the family has some kind of history with depression. Sister is going down the same path I was when I was her age, and I'm trying ti prevent that while dealing with my own issues as well.
It's starting to get better with this medication I'm taking, but unfortunately, IBS is rather unpredictable, especially paired with my anxiety. I can be fine some mornings, other mornings I'll wake up with EXTREME pain and be in and out of the bathroom all day feeling like shit. I'm effectively unable to work or do anything besides lay in bed some days.
>>337446256
I didn't expect sympathy from him at all, what I didn't expect was an out of nowhere low blow. The argument wasn't even about life or work, it was just about video games. I still like the fella, but I wish he'd at least understand my situation.
>>337446336
It sucks. I just want to live a normal life where I can wake up, go to work, have a good time with friends, and sleep. It feels so, so unfair to live like this. I wouldn't wish my condition on anyone.
>>337445915
It's all about perspective but I'm not in a position to give you an opinion. I'm sort of aberration in this country: an introvert.
But if it's any consolation, video games are well-received in this country although mostly mobile gaming. But consoles and PC gaming have been here ever since I can remember, so there's that. We do have the Manila Majors for DotA 2 so there's that too.
>>337446498
- Things that every cuck says.
>>337446526
Look up fecal transplant. Not joking. Put someone else's poop inside your butt and your butt is healed.
>>337446498
I always have a lot of trouble believing these posts because - man if you so happy you would not be drawn into these threads to stroke your e-dick for (you)'s
having no friends is putting me crazy but now i'm too crazy to have friends
(because i retain enough sanity to know that i'll make a sperg of myself, which forever sets the friendship off on the wrong foot.)
if i tell you nothing about myself, there is no friendship
if i tell you too much about myself, then when the friendship fails you will be able to follow me across the internet and tell everyone how cringeworthy i am.
the only middle ground would be rigid adherence to awareness of what is acceptable, and if i did that i'd either fall into telling nothing or i'd be pretending to be some normie asshole instead of anything like who i am.
such a conundrum
http://steamcommunity.com/id/ikillchildren1488/
lonely anons who need a friend pls add me, i'm here for you
>Many of my online friends in different timezones become IT Nerds like me so i have to talk to
It makes graveyard shifts so much more bareable.
>>337446735
years on 4chan told be how to spot FBI on this site.
>>337425076
>Your online buddy starts avoiding you
It hurts
how do i stop being an insecure emotional parasite?
>>337446267
That's what I mean. Instead of finding ways to counter your depression and lack of motivation, it's a lot easier to just get high and let things get chill so you feel alright.
The problem with that is that after a while of doing this, you didn't develop any interests, any passions, anything you can talk about - all you can do is get high and let time pass. Mind you, this is not me passing any sort of judgement, least of all as someone who is also depressed and plays a lot of vidya, but smoking weed isn't really something you can do over TCP/IP. So since she chose a different path to her life, I prefer to suffer without her than to grow to hate her out of self-righteous disappointment.
>>337446592
you jelly anon?
>>337446695
It's not "stroking my e-peen" if I'm just proving him wrong. I genuinely want to put him in his place so that he doesn't infect other anons with his bitterness.
>>337446735
Fresh oc due to my learning
>>337446802
what do you mean fellow 'gamer' i'm one of you, i also like cheese pizza and manuals on how to make improvised explosives
>>337446695
He's just writing those things not because they are true, but because he needs to believe they are. Just like every cuck ever.
>>337446735
Teens trying too hard to be "ironic" are the fucking worst
>>337446712
This seems to be my problem too.
Socializing without sperging out feels like I'm just faking someone who these fucks could get along with.
Having friends who don't mind you sperging out is great, but I don't see how you can "get" friends like this after you are 20+ and not in some school.
>>337446873
>proving
You aren't proving anything. You're just trying to fool yourself. Wear condoms, specially since you're a fag.
>>337446895
oh sorry i was wrong.
Ill add you right away.
>>337446674
I thought about asking my GI about it if my current medication doesn't work, but as of right now it seems to be working. All I have to do is give it a few months, then get taken off of it and see what happens. If my colon gets fucked up again, then I'll probably try that.
> best online friend becomes a shut in that refuses to use any service because he thinks everyone in the world is trying to dox him.
>>337446980
happy ))<>((
>>337446840
>Instead of finding ways to counter your depression and lack of motivation, it's a lot easier to just get high and let things get chill so you feel alright.
>The problem with that is that after a while of doing this, you didn't develop any interests, any passions, anything you can talk about - all you can do is get high and let time pass
Fuck, this hits way too close to home. At the same time though I'm not sure if there actually is any cure out there for most of our depression.
The most depressing moment of my life was realizing that I was now 18 and of no more interest to pedos.
I never even talked to them, it was just a realization that even my final bit of value to anyone else was gone.
>>337446895
But do you like sinks? How about apples?
If you don't like sinks or apples, we can't be friends.
>>337447007
>butthurt skype user detected
>>337446840
Oh I get what you mean, considering I'm basically doing what she does, all I'm saying is that she might come around, don't cut ties.
I came and come around from it, so she can/might too.
>>337445946
You can have lives of your own and still be BEE EFF EFFs.
I say even though I haven't had a friend in years.
>>337446958
You don't have to repeat yourself, anon. I saw your post.
>>337447034
>tfw too old to twink
>>337446464
>unloading all of their problems on that person
I never tell people about my problems. That would be uncomfortable for both of us. Nice presumptions.
>>337446840
Damn, bro. That was beautiful. Please keep putting potheads in their place.
>>337447026
I think theres hardly a cure, just about finding enough things to do or people to distract yourself with.
>>337447161
Then you obviously do something else to shun people away from you. This isn't some kind of rocket science and it doesn't just happen on its own. There are always causes. Whether you acknowledge them or not is another issue though.
>>337447034
>>337447119
>tfw the internet was a closed, scary place with only 40yo fat nerds on it when you could've been a jailbait slut
>now you are a 30~ faggot while the net is full of jailbait sluts and their worshippers
>haven't spoken to friends since high school since I dropped out of college
>find out one of them's been messaging my sister for nearly 3 years asking how I'm doing in attempts to contact me
>too ashamed to face them again
I'm sorry, bro
I usually open up to people and they usually take well to me because of it.
I don't get it, I understand not wanting to put too much of an emotional burden on people you barely know but I think a lot of people appreciate being real with them as long as you aren't rambling too hard like I am or not willing to listen to their share.
>>337447085
I haven't deleted her, but then again she hasn't deleted me either. I'm pretty sure we're just being stubborn with each other waiting until the other caves in and says something.
>>337447206
I didn't mean it in that way. Smoking weed is fine like anything else - but just like anything else I just believe it needs to be appreciated with moderation and responsibility lest you let it become the driving factor in your life.
>>337447161
>I never tell people about my problems.
>tfw I realized this was the biggest mistake I could've made in all 27 years of my life
Now everyone will always think of me as that nice, kind, well adjusted, sensible person who just happens to be alone his entire life.
>>337446712
Don't forget
>internet culture has moved on since you were a teenager, so you constantly feel out of touch
>>337447487
Nah man. Fuck stoner scum. You're trying real hard to be amiable about it but you made the right choice imo. Your problem is you're an introverted loser so you don't have as many people to fall back on. But that's fine like anything else. :)
>>337447705
Bet you have lots and lots of """"friends""""
>>337447705
Relax man, no need to be mean.
>>337447587
As someone who never told anyone their problems until they started drinking and used the booze as an excuse to get it out, you aren't missing anything.
Nobody wants to help, even though the virtue-signalling bastards like to pretend they do.
Even other broken people who're more well-adjusted than you'll ever be are useless.
>>337432645
>>337432905
>be socially awkward
>have lots of "friends"
>Have a best friend
>we do everything together
>same interests
>always hanging out
>high school ends
>I move away for work
>years later
>we still keep in contact
>he doesn't play PC games
>only plays CoD or Nintendo games
>his GF breaks up with him
>shes literally cucking him
>bringing in guys to fuck while hes in the house
>tell him he has to leave that environment
>get him a job where I'm working
>allow him to stare in my spare room until he gets on his feet
>first time seeing each other in years
>loses all his luggage on the bus here
>shows up at my door with nothing
>take him out and buy him clothes
>get him a bed
>a few weeks go by
>hes acting like a dick most of the time
>talk to him and see what the issue is
>he looks me in the face and says "I always thought you were a huge cunt in highschool, and now I'm treating you how you treated me"
>taken back a bit
>tell him if he honestly had a problem with how I acted in highschool, I'm sorry, but that was when we were kids, and we've both changed
>he tells me he treats people how hes treated
>fair enough
>start treating him better (thought I was, getting him a job, letting him stay somewhere, and providing him with clothes and good)
>after a few months hes still acting like a complete cunt
>sit him down and talk to him
>he tells me that I've lost my chance of him being nice to me because of how I acted in highschool, and no matter what I do, its too late for him to be nice to me
>ask him why he told me that if I treated him better he'd stop being a cunt
>shrugged as didn't say anything
>few weeks later he moved out and went back to his old place
>haven't spoken to him since
>hes working in some shitty rundown convenience store
>living in an apartment smaller than my bedroom
Thanks for letting me blogpost, /v/
>>337447782
I have all the friends I need.Just a select few really close ones who I love and cherish.
>>337447805
Nope. Stonerscum should all be jailed.
>"i think i might be autistic"
>"i don't think so anon, aren't autists really creative?"
>>337447814
I don't think I could've avoided all my mistakes or anything, but getting an observers perspective would've helped make better decisions - and would've helped with me re-evaluating my earlier decisions, trusting my own old-ass decisions was a very stupid thing to do.
>>337447919
Well they allhate your generalizing racist dumb ass
None of you faggots know real suffering
>>337447026
>I'm not sure if there actually is any cure out there for most of our depression.
meditation, duh.
depression is nothing but a self-perpetuating state of mind. if you learn to pause the perpetuation, you'll see. the true freedom is found there.
just don't get into some bullshit like TM: mantras and other crutches are no go. you need to learn to be aware.
a secular introduction to this stuff.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITTxTCz4Ums
>>337447823
Holy fuck, your friend is a huge piece of shit dude. Be glad you he did you a favor by fucking off, holy shit.
>unconditionally loving
>why can't i hold all these bffs.jpg
I only wish there was more of me to go around.
>>337448053
>racist
lol wut. where'd you get that one?
And no they all love me.
All stoners should die by the way.
>>337448108
the only thing more of a meme than meditation is CBT
>>337447823
There was clearly something you hadn't even seen in that relationship
Anyway I'm mighty fucking disappointed I read your long ass story and it didn't even end with you moving in with your highschool friend, depraved homo sex and spooning eachother after some good ol vidya and cum.
>>337448080
Tell us about your suffering Anon.
>>337448108
Pic reminds me of my shit art
>>337448201
Iktf
>>337448203
rastas need da holi weed me bredda
did little jacob teach you nothing?
>>337448203
You didn't deny it.
>>337425076
> only 4 steam friends
> never played with any of them
I wish i had a vidya buddy
>NEET
>Have afew online friends to play with every now and then
>But nobody I'm truly close to or really have meaningful conversations with
>No friends IRL
>Not often approached first by people
>Think I'm depressed, not sure. Just feel no ambition, alot of apathy.
Guess it's not all bad, but I wish I had a best friend/someone to ERP with.Preferably another NEET like me. Was hoping to meet some new friends on Nostalrius before that got shut down.
>>337447823
what a fag
I would have kicked his ass out after the second time
>>337448212
Meditation is a pretty simple concept, senpai. Amazed so many people get retard spasms whenever it's mentioned like it's a cult or something.
>>337448278
>>337448282
pic related
>>337448080
Everyone suffers, to think that you're the only one that has a tough time just shows that you're 13 years old and listen to three days grace
>>337448301
Nostal was good, will be missed
Stop being a neet would be my best advice.
Having a job brings a lot of opportunities to make friends (depending on the job ofcourse)
I never made use of those opportunities, but I really could've.
>>337448150
It happened a bit over a year ago, but every now and then I think back on it and I'm still amazed. I set him up with a pretty sweet job, was letting him stay nearly rent free, and the dude just turns a 180 like that.
>>337448224
I dunno bro, its possible, but I doubt it. He was a really great friend, we were almost brothers. My parents actually wanted to adopt him around the end of highschool, because he didn't have a family, and was staying with foster parents. He ended up moving in with his highschool GF at the time, though.
>>337448305
I wanted to try and make it work man. He wasn't always like that. One of us changed, and I guess we just weren't compatible anymore. RIP
>in high school
>have tons of really close friends
>we don't just discuss games we discuss everything from science to politics
>everyone is really sincere and honest
>move to uni
>have tons on friends but none of them are close
>can't really discuss anything with them
>they all put on a facade and feel really fake
I wish I was back in high school
>>337447823
The fact that you didn't kick him out for being a dick when you confronted him makes me seriously question your judgement. You sorted out his life and he was being a cunt, why did you feel the need to do this?
>>337448203
nice straw man, ever think maybe this 'stoner' had something wrong with his psyche without the weed?
>playing Double Dragon Neon with best bro
I've had my best friend for 3 years now. She was my first kiss and we still hangout lots to cuddle and watch animes and stuff, it's great.
>>337448212
have you tried it? there are hundreds of methods of mediation, some are not fit for everyone. and naturally, the deeper in shit one is, the harer it is to notice the improvement, not even talking about sticking to the routine.
>>337448228
>forced to leave sweet American home country to return to shitty poor province up in Canada (parents miss home fucking faggots)
>poor as shit all my life, no internet until I was 18, no consoles, no PC until I was 19, nothing but one PSP I bought myself)
>parents forgot I existed and threw all their money on my older brother so he could succeed (which he did)
>have Peyronies disease (penis physical deformation, permanent)
>crippling depression from 14 to 24
>failed helium bag suicide
>losing eyesight in one eye because of brain damage from lack of oxygen during failed suicide attempt
>virgin
>never had a friend past 9 years old when left america
>bullied my whole life by girls (kicked in the balls, locked in lockers, hair ripped out, etc)
>was once homeless and sleeping in the metro (canadian subway station) for 2 weeks
>carpal tunnel in right wrist
>wageslave at Sub-way
>hate video games
I could go on
>>337448297
What playest thee?
>>337432263
they are not your friends fuck them
>>337448353
>Amazed so many people get retard spasms whenever it's mentioned like it's a cult or something.
i don't think it's a cult or that it's complete lies, i think it's just a meme that it's particularly useful for curing depression.
>>337448540
> strawman
Fuck off fedora
>>337448536
>why did you feel the need to do this?
I'm incredibly socially awkward, and I was really hopeful that things would just get better.
Some would say I have no spine. I'd agree with them.
You'll be glad to hear though, that if he called me from the side of a road living in a cardboard box I'dprobably help him out and make sure hes okay, then never talk to him again
>>337448080
>muh starving africans, muh sex slaves, muh dad beat me
fallacy of relative privation buddy
>>337448540
Stoners are chill and calm about everything, except when you confront them about their addiction to marijuana.
>>337448301
Try to improve things before it's too late, or you'll be eating ice cream every day like me.
>SpoilerI ERP all the time now, it's pretty fun and lets me get rid of all my sexual tension in a safe manner, but I can't help but feel like I've lost control of myself. I'm so absorbed by my sexual deviancy that it's kinda ruined who I am as a person, at least to some extent.
>>337448670
Oh well that's reasonable. It's mileage probably varies for a lot of people. You get out of it what you put into it after all.
I've seen it cure anger problems before tho.
>>337448540
Die stoner. Die.
>>337448649
at least you're not anthony burch
>>337448649
at least you're not a cutfag
>>337431806
>t. gamergrill
>>337448525
that sucks bro
is your penor just crooked or something worse?
>>337448730
Then stop fucking complaining you shitstain
You dont have friends when you die. You dont have friends when you have nothing they want.
>>337448794
>mfw I'm not anthony burch
>having friends who wallow in self pity
Yeah I cut those people out of my life immediately. Bunch of fags :)
>>337448776
>that last sentence
I feel that on a deep level
>>337448876
>You dont have friends when you have nothing they want.
I'm not sure you understand what friendship is, anon.
>>337448876
>Then stop fucking complaining you shitstain
you're the one complaining about other people's complaints.
normies can complain they missed the bus, just because some homeless guy getting pissed on is even worse doesn't negate their problem. they've still missed the bus.
>>337448790
if my ex didnt squeel i'd still smoke weed, sadly i lost my stoner badge to the courts :C
>>337448776
>someone asks you "what have you been doing lately?"
>can only think of porn and masturbation related things
>>337435935I'm sorry Stefan, I really had to go
>>337449021
Your ex did the right thing. God bless her noble heart for not putting up with your degeneracy.
>>337449059
What you been jerking it too? Tempted to break out my pocket pussy right now, but I'm not sure I want to go through the effort.
>>337448925
Exactly why I don't have friends. I've never had friends past childhood nonsense, how am I supposed to know how friendships/relationships work? There's no manual or guide for it. I spent my entire teenage life either sleeping in class from exhaustion, or awkwardly hiding in a corner somewhere to play PSP games. At home, which was butt-fuck in the middle of the woods, I had no TV, no internet, not even dial-up, so I read books by myself, climbed trees by myself, rode my bike by myself. I've always been alone.
I'm pretty much okay with being alone, I've got a nice gig coming up on a farm far up north where I can work until I'm thirty or forty, and then put a shotgun in my mouth and go visit some bearded dude in the clouds.
>>337448958
I tend to forget how much normalfags are common here, I mostly just browse /3dcg/ nowadays. Sorry!
>>337448418
I'm 20 now. I'm feeling pushed to it. With legion coming out my toaster's probably gonna be useless for it (not that I really like retail WoW anyway.)
>>337448776
I'm 20. Hope there still is time.I wish I knew people to do that kinda stuff with. Pretty frustrated myself, but shy about doing it with strangers. The people I would be close enough to do it with are all taken.
>>337449142
she smokes also, im just not swinging low like a tard
>invite """"""""""""friends"""""""""""" to play a game
>they say they're already in that game together and tell you to join
>ask for the server
>no reply
>go hunting and find it
>join
>They ignore you and play together while you're left to wander around alone because it requires active co-operation and they're not talking to you at all.
>>337449180
>There's no manual or guide for it.
Step 1: mutually decide to love each other.
Step 2: refer to step 1.
>>337449153
Been catching up on stuff I missed in the last year or so.
Honestly expected a lot more shit on sadpanda
Also trying to do another CoC run
Also deleted like 1.2TB of vids from my drive so I should stock back up on all that porn, i need to find some new places to look for
I'd be tempted to do some of that right now and some lube and dildos...but im working right now.
>>337449224
Whoops. Didn't mean to post age twice.
>>337449142
also rape hurts another party, thevery and murder hurt another party, weed is a drug used since antiquity, but it might have put some powerful businessmen in the position of having to adapt to an threat so they paid the system to make it illegal.
Your move.
>>337448924I've almost lost a best friend due to the fact that I always have sexual/fetish conversations with her, and she got fed up with it. That was maybe two months ago and I've barely talked to her, I really should talk to her soon to try and set things straight. She still hopes to stay friends, but I really need to get my act together.
>>337449059
>Family visits recently, they know about my NEET shut-in status
>"So what have you been up to? I've heard you've been a man of luxury these past few months!"
>Looking down and petting the dog while they say this, they can't see my face
>Mfw
I have never lied through my teeth/avoided answering questions so much in my life.
>>337449224I ERP with anons from /v/ all the time, one is actually really fucking good at it and he's such a bro. Most of them are decent writers and good with sex scenes, just create an ERP specific email and drop it when appropriate.
>>337432645
>oldest friend cut contact with other oldest friend because political opinions
i really have to get them together again
>>337449458
>stoners are all worthless degenerates
>allowing one of your fellow citizens to destroy themselves with cannabis
You are a terrible human being. I sincerely wish I could put you in jail where you belong.
>>337425076
Somehow there is always people on when I'm on Steam or PSN but when I am on xbox's xbone there is no one, I am alone. Its fresh its almost refreshing.
The gamer gurl on PSN is playing life is strange, while I play a superior ps2 game called Rouge Galaxy get a message anon want to play The Division.
>bring on Autism 2,0
m'lady can't you see I am playing a video game? If you can see I am playing a video game, that should be a sign I don't have time to play the Division with you.
after that I am only playing vidya when I know she is asleep, I can't be bothered with the psn messages of coop in the division all the damn time.
>>337449458
what makes weed any different from opiates then
>>337449435
I'm assuming you're a dude. But the dildo thing is throwing me off. So are you a girl, or a guy who likes sticking dildos up his ass?
>>337449562
Now I REALLY know that feel. I think you may be me.
>have a best friend since like 10 years ago
>we skype almost everyday with 4 or 5 other people
>cute gamer grrl joins the guild then the skype group
>the others are like mind controlled and become more and more stupid trying to get her
>she's a bitch trying to split the group and get exclusive attention
>my best friend is very sad and even becomes depressed because of that
>lots of drama because of the bitch and the group splits
>I still talk to my best friend but it's more and more awkward, he's more and more distant.
>he doesn't come online anymore, or like once a week for 5 minutes
>one day I receive a skype message from him
>get excited
>it's his sister, she tells me he killed himself a week ago
>I'm in shock, I start trembling
>I'm depressed as fuck and can only think about death
>This has to stop
>I kill myself
>I'm in hell
>I'm a spooky scary skeleton
>I see a group of spooky scary skeletons
>as I approach the group I recognize my best friend voice
>he sees me
>"do... do you recognize me?", I say
>"rattle-rattle, I never liked you"
>the whole group starts laughing and rattling
>I can feel the feels
>>337449224
Well yeah, this should/does happen around when you are 20.
retailwow is worthless unless you have a guild you actually like already.
Enjoy the neet days anon, just make sure you don't stress out on the transition much.
I choose to not involve myself with people when I got my first job after neetdom because my plate felt pretty full of shit already, but if I tried making friends just a little more, well they could be 5-6 year old solid friendships by now, instead of greeting-level acquaintances.
>>337448649
Get a job. Get an education. Get a better job. Get rich. It's easy
pretty sure discussing my countries politics with my foreign friend killed our friendship. we didn't disagree, i was mostly just mentioning amusing absurdities and contradictions in what people said.
if he wasn't interested he could always have just told me.
>>337449686
where the fuck do you think you are
>>337449686
>>337449821
Let me make it clear that THAT was not me
but yeah, where do you think you are
ofc its dildos for my ass
>>337449686
Cheers, my fellow deviant. I hope you can recover, I feel like I've already long lost myself to my own lust and fetishes. I can contain myself just fine at work/school (when I still worked/studied,) I actually seem like a perfectly functioning human being, but it's with close friends that I lose my better judgement.
>>337449892
if you're implying I took that picture, I did not
>>337449690
See you there, space bone-man.
Blogposting thread? I'm completely alone, I have been since I was 12. At first it was by choice, keeping people at a safe distance because I discovered it hurt too much to lose people that I'd cultivated deep friendships with. I was really popular as a kid, I was that guy who would turn bullies into friends and help everyone get along, just all have a good time with each other whilr I lie back and make jokes. Had droves of friends that I loved and admired, would dance around a few girls who loved me, I wanted to make them all feel loved without being blatantly romantic or worried I would pick just one.
Parents were busted for selling drugs, had to move a few states over with grandparents in a really rough neighborhood full of people that hated guys like me. I put up an emotional shield, and I've kept it up for so long now that I don't know how to put it down. The loneliness has started to sting so much I honestly just wish I could kill myself, but I have too much stubborn hope that I'll be happy someday, and I'm terrified by what lies beyond, or doesn't lie beyond.
Also it would be cool to play Kirby 3 with someone else who loves the game so I can be Gooey.
>>337449959
I just had to make sure nobody, even in the context of this small thread thinks that I have a little play-house of dragon-dildos.
>>337449821
>>337449892
Doesn't hurt to double check.
>>337449948
Best of luck to you as well, I doubt I'll stop though. I enjoy the thrill and excitement I get during the moment too much, even if there is major regret afterward.
>>337450158
>>337449948
Why all major regret after?
I suck too much to have done ERP but I know the feeling of drawing too close to a inappropiate/sexual topic with friends, so I can get it for that, but why is it so shameful in general?
>>337450053
What's so weird about a doll house full of rubber dicks?
>>337450053
fair enough
>tfw your trans gf you met on /v/ left you once she started passing really well even though you were the one who stuck with her before she started her HRT and you helped her pay for it too...
>>337450358
The unnerving thought that the person may have actually made it with some reason other than "lol pic for the internet"
>>337449390
Hate to be the one to tell you this bro, but they are obviously doing it intentionally. But I'm sure you knew that.
I know that feeling, of being left out, and just trying so hard to be involved that you refuse to take the hint, and throw yourself in that situation, but honestly, don't bother.
I'm not saying that for their sake so you won't upset them anymore. I'm saying that for your own. They are treating you like this because they don't value you as a human being, and think you are beneath them. Acting like that, trying to sneak into their circle, proves them right.
You are better than that. You don't need those faggots, who are to spineless to tell someone straight up they aren't welcomed. They aren't superior to you, so don't let them act like it.
Go make a new group of friends in a different game, put yourself out there, meet someone. It'll take a while to build up the same friendship you once had with that group, but honestly, isn't that worth it?
>>337450158
>Masturbate out of habit, routinely even
>Hardly get any pleasure unless I spend a few days to build a load up
>Just do it all for that release of chemicals in my brain, telling me that I feel good for a moment and to stave off any minor irritation I get from not fapping
>>337450336
I don't feel shame unless I'm masturbating to push off something important. I've lost all sense of shame, honestly. I'm smart enough not to actually do stupid shit that could ruin my life,but hypothetically speaking I could whore myself out as a sissy and I'd be happy just for the sexual release.
I wish I had a buddy to play games with...add me on PS4. My name is TheNeonPixel
>>337450336
I have no problems with it in general. It's just like you said, it's a topic that tends to make friends uncomfortable. And I doubt very many people enjoy being a source of discomfort for people, especially their friends. Then because of the discomfort, they distance themselves, and you end up potentially lose close friends over something that you should have been able to control better.
>>337449593
>broad strokes make for an argument
>cannabis destroys people that aren't already self-destructive
such hatred. cant you live and let live, or would that ruin your self-worth?
>>337449665
well its been a long time since looked into it but off the top of my head its not chemically addictive. THC changes the way your brain makes connections (you think)
Opiates making you feel good. but if you actually want to know go look it up yourself.
>>337450626
I thought thats exactly how everyone around my age (27) faps.
Also yeah, I was asking because I haven't felt shame about my fapping habits in the everyday sense
>>337450437
On the one hand that's the sadest thing in the whole thread, but on the other you should feel proud that you made her so much of a woman that she developed "I can do better" syndrome.
>>337450889
ayy
>>337450437
>>337450889
Pretty sure thats as by the book as a tranny gf story can go.
someone make a new thread, I need to blog...
