>Be 10
>Friday night
>Playing vidya
>Completely forget about my friendless school life
>my missing father becomes irrelevant.
>All is right with the world.
>Do you still remember when videogames brought you joy?
Nope. It's just a habit now.
They still do. Videogames helped me cope with 12 years of abandonment, abusive family members, etc. I still love to immerse myself in the world of videogames.
>>333252130
I can't say I ever had a bad childhood. But I still surrounded myself with as many games as I could play. Mostly I would use them as inspiration for games I played in the backyard, but after I became to old for that I slipped into addiction and now I just play anything and everything.
They helped me deal with cancer
>>333252130
>Jak 1-3
>COD 2
>need for speed
>Gamecube arcade games
>Rampage and its successors
>Ratchet and Clank games
>DDR and DDR accessories
I can't remember my life when I was 10
Undertale
Greatest.
Game.
Ever.
>Video games are no longer interesting
>Everyday is just going through the motions
>Have nothing to look forward doing after work
>Things are beginning to feel gray
>>333255312
>beginning to
>>333252130
That's artificial happiness just like the dildo your mom used to replace your father.
It was actually better when you didn't have internet to IM your school friends.Whenever you found something interesting in a game, you held it up with a smile before going to bed to tell them next day at first hour before entering school.
But of course it was also easier to spread bullshit lies.I remember being told a lot of bullshits from Resident Evil 3.Like if you stayed in a safe room for too long while being chased by Nemesis red bloody letters would appear in your screen telling you to go out.
Fuck,how the hell do I still remember this.It was more than 13 years ago
Video games are the only thing that bring me joy anymore. I'm probably depressed. Vidya is the one thing that can make me really laugh anymore. It's how I stay in touch with my two best friends since we live 2 hours away. It's the only thing that let's me forget about the shit that's gone wrong snd will go wrong.
I'm really hoping getting off night shift helps. I've heard that it does from some people who've gotten off it. Also started trying to work out to feel better.
>>333255723
>little did anon know I was also the dildo mom used to replace dad
No wonder I'm a fucking degenerate that can only get hard with incest and girls role playing as my mom
