That's fucking it. I'm just gonna start streaming because apparently faggots online have fun with it. Does it simulate the feeling of having friends? Will it push back the loneliness? Maybe, so might as well fucking try.
Fuck. Should I just try and appeal to normies or actually try and play a game? I just don't fucking know.
>>318236408
>because apparently faggots online have fun with it.
Once your viewers get into the triple digits it stops being a fun thing as the chat devolves to spouting memes and going a mile a minute.
But hey, have fun pretending to be someone you're not. You're posting the edgiest fucking manga ever so I doubt you have the genuine charisma it takes to have viewers and be entertaining for extended periods of time.
>>318236723
>Punpun
>edgy
>>318236982
It was edgy.
Retardedly so.
>>318236408
This post makes me want to bully you OP. Learn how to be content with yourself. Streaming minecraft isn't going to fill the hole in your empty life.
Kill yourself desu. Why would I or anyone else watch your dumb awkward friendless shit? I hate streaming in general but if I didn't, I'd sure as fuck watch BigTitty McAss number 59746 rather than "thats fucking it" guy.
>>318236408
I remember there was a total qt p2t girl(lol no) on /v/ who was asking for people to follow her stream and it was just us 2 bros for a while until one day her stream got into the hundreds and she basically ignored her chat
>>318236982
>kids reaction to killer's video tape
>not super edgy
i liked it a lot but it was damn edgy, come on man.
even the reason they draw punpun and his family the way they are is pretty edgy.
>>318237439
>even the reason they draw punpun and his family the way they are is pretty edgy
How?
>>318236408
>Punpun
my nigga
>>318237083
More like, everybody was the worst possible version of themselves so they couldn't but destroy each other.
Punpun and Aiko just had the misfortune of being the "punching bag" for a lot of people, and in the end they only have themselves to take down with.
>>318237439
>killer's video tapeI'm not done yet. Had to stop after 11 because the manga was negatively affecting my state of mind.
>>318237736
>Had to stop after 11 because the manga was negatively affecting my state of mind.
Kill yourself dude no wonder you have no friends
>>318237515
it's supposed to represent how every kid sees himself/his family as special. punpun's having a hard time growing up, seeing more of himself as human, etc.
>>318237736
from what I remember it was pretty early on and gag like, but led the kids to get into some deep shit.
>>318237819
How did you come to that conclusion?
>>318236408
>doesnt even have the barebones basic ass personality to get shitty friends
>thinks he will get anywhere streaming
You won't. Do yourself a favor and dont try. Do something productive like trying to find real friends instead, even if just shitty friends.
>>318238176
because hes some fucking brofag who probably plays cod all day and barhops at night while wasting his college funds on alcohol and women who are just using him
OP here, the worst thing is that I do have friends, but am unable to connect emotionally with people. Whenever I interact it's as if I'm talking through a cotton film to muffle it. I just want a place where I can be drunk and belligerent in front of people who couldn't give two shits about me.
>>318236408
stream now, I'm bored
>>318238771
>I just want a place where I can be drunk and belligerent in front of people who couldn't give two shits about me.
Literally anywhere you degenerate
>>318236408
>Does it simulate the feeling of having friends
Exactly
>>318236408
If you are actually going to start streaming just be yourself. People notice it very easily if you are not being honest.
>>318238771
Become homeless.
>>318238941
I would be if I knew who I was.
>>318239006
Tried that, it was shit.
>>318239014
absolutely euphoric
>>318236408
>what kinda final volume u want family
>just fuck my shit up
>>318238771
I'm usually pretty lovey dovey with this shit. I try to be all nice and help and shit. But man OP, you just sound kinda terrible. Why do you hate your life so much? Why don't you just try to find enjoyment in being alone and shit instead of looking for it in other people?
Never understood people like you. I'm lonely as fuck too, but I'm also doing pretty okay at enjoying life being myself.
Stop shitposting on /v/ and go to the gym or some shit.
>>318238771
Look here faggot, YOU are the surrogate friend.
People who watch streamers are human garbage who need to pretend they have friends.
>>318239151
How is that fedora m8? I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life, that should be obvious by the fact I'm on fucking /v/ and made this thread.
>>318239232
I've tried a lot of things m8. There is no reason for me to hate myself, by all measures my life is going well. However every time I look at my life all I experience is anger and loathing. I've seen psychiatrists, but refuse to be put on meds. Talking to them just destabilized me emotionally and made me lash out at those I care about. Even writing this makes me sick to my stomach. Alone I hate myself. With others I hate myself.
I've learned that experiencing life isn't about finding things you enjoy, but about relishing the disgust.
The chronic pain certainly doesn't help, nor does the night terrors. I have no fucking reason to have night terrors, yet I am awake at night. Fuck this insomnia too, fucking fuck.
>>318239263
"Be yourself" doesn't mean anything other than act naturally and don't try to act like something fake, you sperg.
>>318239263
Are you vil?
>>318239564
Then obviously I'm doing fucking well since I'm acting like a sperg.
Hell, what would I even fucking play. Might as well just roll the fucking dice on my steam library and play something I've never opened before.
>>318239490
How old are you?
>>318239657
Then do that.
There you go, you have a plan.
>>318239661
My twenties.
OP give it a try but be prepared to be playing by yourself for a good while among of other streamers hoping to get popular.
Also thanks to this thread I've started reading Punpun so thanks for that OP.
>>318236408
That's fucking it. I'm just gonna start being gay because apparently faggots online have fun with it. Does it simulate the feeling of anal intercourse? Will it push back the shit in my asshole? Maybe, so might as well fucking try.
Fuck. Should I just try and appeal to traps or actually try and play a bear? I just don't fucking know.
>>318239782
Yea you sound like it. I used to act like you. Pretty sure nothing anyone can say is gonna be an insta-fix for you. You sound really far up your own ass.
Only advice is to go outside and do shit and try to experience life. You're the only one who can help you.
>>318240514
Correction: OP is a faggot and should kill himself.
Actually, stream that OP
>>318240514
I'd rather just play vidya.
>>318240701
>Actually, stream that OP
Nah, fear of death is a very powerful drive.
i'm better than the vast majority of csgo streamers who arent pro, but i have no idea how long it takes to actually get regular viewers. just seems like too much trouble desu
>>318239782
Hard to breath and panic attacks in the early morning that makes you feel like you want to die? Relax. It's normal for males in their early twenties to feel like shit. Don't worry, it'll get better soon, when you reach your late twenties and no longer give a fuck. Usually the solution is to go to a local shaman and eat mushrooms and smoke some dank weed. But we can't do that anymore so you can either find a crazy religion to join or find a girl to marry and have children with.
>>318239490
Get a girl you actually care about or start lifting heavy weights, I was in a similar situation and both helped.
>>318241551
I've tried the girl thing, trust me I've tried. I can't find someone I can connect with.
>>318241206
Weed makes me paranoid unfortunately.
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>>318236408
>I'm just gonna start ______ because apparently faggots online have fun with it.
modern4chan.txt
>tfw punpunp ends up top kek to best girl
sorry m80
>>318238416
>that doujin
Time to fap again anon. Thank you.
>>318236408
why dont you start sucking my dick?
ur mom had a lot of fun with it
>>318241814
>He can't find a girl
>He doesn't like weed
Duuueedee, just how FUCKCED up even ARE you!, I mean, what else even IS there too life haha
>>318237736
>killer's video tape
It was in the first volume nigger
Just start streaming if you want, OP. But don't do it to simulate having friends or anything. Just try tohave fun. Maybe you'll enjoy it.
Also
Punpun is supposed to make you think things like
>wow what a fucking idiot
>seriously what the fuck are you doing Punpun?
So when people say Punpun is an edgy manga, it's just telling everyone they didn't understand that, or checked out as soon as they saw Punpun acting edgy.
At least that's how it seems to me.
post edgy manga
