We are scared for lives everyday. We show symptoms for a new illness each week. The pills don't help and we can't seem to drown out the ringing in our ears. Let us talk about it. Let us comfort each other.
OP here.
Im 99% sure I have cancer. I show symptoms and I'm terrified. I cried today. I fucking cried out of fear. I'm so fucking scared. and everyone just looks at me and shrugs. I want to go to the doctor so they can tell me I'm fine. But what if I'm not fine? I'm scared I'm right. I don't want my worst fears confirmed.