On Sunay I posted a thread here about my experience with an escort the night before. I read the comments you guys left and decided to see if you were right about her.
If anybody is interested about what has happened since between us I will post below.
Go ahead fampai
>>28473632
i remember, please continue.
>be me
>work half-day Sunday morning to afternoon
>she sends a message at around 9am
>a "sleeping face emoticon" asking if I'm enjoying work (in a sarcastic way)
>I text back saying it's so hot I'm almost sleeping at my desk
>we text backwards and forwards maybe once every thirty minutes, sometimes sooner
>not sure sometimes if she is just replying to be kind so I stop eventually
>get home from work
>decide to message her to say it looks like another storm is passing
>she says yes and tells me she is in bed already
>says she's been reading a book all day and feels lazy
>post the thread I posted that night
>read the comments and feel stupid and angry at her
>know I shouldn't feel angry but still feel stupid for texting her (especially as I am on topup mobile contract)
Cont...
Post your feels anon. We're always here for you
>get a message at around 2am on Monday morning (didn't wake me however)
>she says sorry she should have asked before messaging me after our date
>next morning Ireply "our date? haha" and then said it was okay and nice of her to text me afterwards
>she replies "well you know what I mean" with a silly face
>I feel stupid again for replying to her but not sure why she has messaged me
>feel restless all day in work
>just before leaving work build up the courage and message her "I'd like to take you on a real date, if you want to go"
>edit it for like 20 minutes and send
>turn off my phone
>unsure if I made it clear that it's like a real date without her being an escort
>remember on the escort site there is the "girlfriend experience" which involves dinner etc but with same price as sex
>feel stupid again since it sounds like I'm suggesting I want that
>no reply until late at night
>she says sorry she was busy but that sounds great
>feel sick when she said "I was busy"
Cont...
>>28473730
OP, can you give a quick tl;dr of your other thread before continuing? Thanks
>>28473855
Fuck this retard just link it in the archive
>>28473886
>Going into his history and getting the link is more work than typing 2 lines of greentext into a post he's already writing, unless you're a literal retard
>>28473886
why the rush, not like you have anything else to do.
>decide I'll block her number etc if she was busy with another client
>say "oh, I forgot I might be interrupting something. My mistake."
>she says "No!" and explains she was at the swimming pool without her phone
>don't reply and remember all the posts here and on another forum warning me (or warning in general)
>she messages me again "sooo, a date??"
>straight after she says it's ok if you've changed your mind
>I ask when she's free
>she says anytime, you're the one with the proper job (joking)
>I ask her if she would like to meet tomorrow (today)
>she says in the evening?
>yes
>she replies quickly ok and then what's the plan
>I ask if she'd like to go for a walk and then get some food "or something"
>sounds good
>I say we can go to the cinema or something or I can book a restaurant
>wish I'd suggested this first and feel like a stupid teen being vague and not assertive about what we're going to do
>I think of asking again if it's not interrupting anything but feels weird to be insistent / obsessive
>today after work I catch a bus down to the oceanside where she is waiting on a bench with her book
>I think of scaring her or something but instead walk past pretending not to see her
>she calls "hey"
>she is wearing a tight sailor-type jumper white and dark blue, a denim skirt and carried a small brown leather backpack
>her hair looks different and shorter because the bottom has been curled outward
>looks so cute almost like another person from last night
>I feel like the same person (a creepy client) and say hey
>she raises her eyebrows and stands close to me as if expecting a hug then pats the sides of her skirt and says "so! how are you?" etc
Cont...
I was in the last thread and also remember giving up half way waiting for another piece of the story.
op you suck
>today was brighter but still not much sun
>along the water there is a path and a manmade protection barrier of large rocks for larger waves and rising water
>walk along the path together
>feel pretty tired from work and guilty since she seems really upbeat but I'm sort of quiet and slow
>I point out that she seems in a good mood
>she said she had a nice long sleep, which reassures me a little
>we talk in about more details to do with my job
>feel pretty embarrassed but make it sound complicated
>she says it sounds interesting
>look at her after she says it
>begin to smile and she does too as if to say ok I didn't mean it
>her cheeks rise when she smiles and her eyes narrow
>feels nice to make her smile like that
>I smile back in a similar way but look away
>realize I haven't smiled honestly like that, like with instinct, for very long
>she says "don't worry" and that her job at the supermarket which she used to have was more boring
>she explains that job is how she met her roommate (also an escort) since another girl there was a student and was jealous of her other friend (the roommate) for making so much more for so little time
Cont...
>>28473855
not op but tl;dr
op wanted to lose his virginity,so he spent 220 euros on an 18 year old escort and did not fuck her, but instead tried to become her boyfriend/cuddle buddy.
![4y6cT[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/ImgJZ7U.png "4y6cT[1].png")
>>28474348
Sounds familiar. Stale pasta?
>>28474297
Sorry, I am trying to just post the things people will be interested to know after so many said I posted too long in the other thread.
Cont >
>I ask how long she plans on doing this
>she said on Saturday night that she still didn't know if she was going to keep doing it
>she says doesn't know but it isn't worrying her too much but it probably will when she turns twenty
>she says she had a person booked for this evening but told him she had the flu
>I (stupidly) asked her if she did
>realize my mistake straight after asking but she looks at me as if I'm telling a dry joke
>she says "you're difficult to work out" in a way that seems like a neutral observation or statement
>we walk to where the path comes back onto the street
>it seems a little darker because of the clouds but still quite warm
>I ask if she's hungry and she says yes
>I don't know any restaurants or where to go but I say I don't know this area that much
>she says we could go to back to the area nearer where she lives since she knows some places (there is a long row of bars and some chain restaurants etc)
Cont...
>>28474348
thats pretty bad op
and its entirely on you, not on her. She is just being nice and was probably somewhat nervous about being near a new client or whatever.
>>28474445
lurking, keep posting. godspeed.
>>28474430
this difference between that and this is op had the intentions of fucking but spilled his spaghetti tragically and ended up getting cucked/swindled/jewed out of 220 euros and cuddling for an hour with a prostitute
>>28474053
>pats the sides of her skirt and says "so! how are you?"
are you an anime?
I love you OP, I hope it's an happy ending!
>>28474053
I really enjoyed your last thread although i gave me really bad no gf feels and gave me a good description of my betaness
>she is wearing a tight sailor-type jumper white and dark blue, a denim skirt
>her hair looks different and shorter because the bottom has been curled outward
Fuck you op, she looks exactly, really, like the girl I have a hopeless crush on. She wore the same clothes the last time I saw her
I wish you good luck though, pls continue
>we walk down the street where the bars and restaurants are
>I feel stupid for not just saying "this one" so we turn and walk back down
>she stops and says "this one?" in a questioning voice
>I say "yes!" to be assertive and hold the door open for her
>panicking suddenly since many restaurants have tables close together
>hate people overhearing my conversation anyway
>there are people sitting in the window tables
>inside it's not so busy and mostly families and some elderly people
>we sit at a four person table but the waitress pulls away half the table so it's just one smaller table
>we order a pizza each and hers has egg on it
>find it really easy to talk to her and she tells me that her mother and younger brother are visiting at the end of the month
>I ask if her mother knows what she does but she shakes her head and looks up at me while biting the pizza to say "no"
>feel so happy at the sight of her doing that as it feels like something a girl would do in a true relationship not worrying about if it didn't look beautiful or cute
>feels so amazing to see her do something that seems natural or something she would do alone or with someone she trusted
>she asks if I visit my mother much
>realize she has remembered that fact about me (that I only have a mother) and say "not really"
>she moves her sitting position so she is sitting on one leg sort of crossed beneath her
Cont...
>>28474596
I love you op, you're as bad at this stuff as me. I also like your writing style, you have a talent of describing details but details that matter
>>28474563
She sounds like a top qt, I hope he doesn't screw up
>10 minutes in between greentexts
>she says "why not?" and seems actually surprised or shocked
>almost say "I don't know" like I often do but luckily I'm chewing my pizza
>tell her I visit sometimes but explain that my mother has a boyfriend who she lives with
>she says "a boyfriend!?" and I say "or a partner, you know"
>I eat my pizza quickly and finish my coca cola (I know it's maybe childish to drink coca cola with a girl)
>realize that soon she will finish and we will have to pay
>feel really warm and not dizzy but sort of overwhelmed suddenly realizing this may just be an escort girlfriend experience date
>I say "hey" and try and express my question in a way that doesn't make things awkward or embarrass myself
>she opens her eyes wide as if to say "go on I'm listening"
>she dabs the white paper towel first at the sides of her mouth then presses it between her lips
>ask her if she's sure she doesn't want dessert (we both said we were full)
>she slides down her chair in a dramatic way and puts both hands over her belly and pokes her tongue out to the side
>I say "ok I'm going to go and pay for the meal" and then ask how much money I need to get out of the cashpoint for our "date" (I felt so stupid saying this)
>she pulls her tongue in and sort of hunches her shoulders while still sitting low her in chair
Cont...
>>28474766
Quality over quantity anon
>Anon falls in love with an escort
Slumdog Millionaire first world edition.
>>28473855
>>28473886
>>28473942
What the last anon said. OP has to take the time to write everything, you have time.
>>28427858
>>28474772
>she pulls her tongue in and sort of hunches her shoulders while still sitting low her in chair
>she says "oh no don't worry"
>I don't know if this means it is an escort girlfriend experience date but she is being kind or that it is a real date
>don't really want to make things awkward so don't ask
>waitress comes over to take our plates and glasses and asks for dessert etc but we both say no
>she is sitting up straight now and says "can we get the bill please?"
>feel like a kid for not asking before her (I was just going to) and feel like she didn't think I was going to ask
>when the bill comes the waitress points it towards me luckily
>I get my card out
>she leans over and turns it and says "you're not paying all that!"
>say "I'm the one with the real job remember" since earlier she had made a joke about me having less time because of this
>she laughs and say "oh are you sure?" in a voice that makes me feel like she is pitying me or taking advantage maybe
>remember I don't have to pay for our date as a whole (the girlfriend experience) so calculate quickly that at least I'm not paying so much after all
>we go outside afterwards and it is darker and quite windy
>she pulls out a wide capelike-scarf from her backpack (I think it's called a cashmere something, my sister has owned something similar)
>she shivers by shaking her body from side to side with her hands across her stomach
>I start walking in one direction and she starts walking with me
>she says thank you for the meal and I say ok
>at the end of the street of bars etc where we reached before she stops and say "wait where are we going?"
>I say "I don't know" and she shakes her head smiling
Cont..
>>28474968
Cashmere is a type of material for clothes. It'd be a cashmere scarf.
>>28475017
Fuck off autist fag
OP GOT LAID >FOR FREE
>>28474968
OP what country are you from?
>>28475067
France
Orginialblox
>>28475083
Paris ou province ?
Quel site as tu utilise pour la rencontrer ?
>I offer to get her a taxi home since there's a queue of taxis parked nearby waiting for customers
>she asks what will I do
>say go home too I guess
>she asks where I live in a sudden voice, as if she felt she should have asked before or something and felt bad
>I tell her and she says oh ok and asks who I live with
>I think of joking that I live with an escort
>feel like I have exhausted that joke since I already joked before that my ambition when young was to become an escort
>say with another guy who is the landlord but not there often which is nice
>we stop talking for a while standing on the street and it begins to feel very awkward for me and feel responsible for the awkwardness
>she says we could share a taxi since that would make more sense and that she would pay since I had paid for food
>I don't want to seem like I enjoy being paying for everything (as people said in the thread she might take advantage of) so say ok good idea
>as we wait to cross the street she asks if I have work tomorrow
>I say yes and she says that's a shame but quietly like to herself but in a clear voice that I obviously hear
>say why and smile
>she says she'd like to see what kind of place I live in
>I say you can visit if you like
>thinking perhaps she meant it sarcastically as if trying to leave things on a good note or maybe in a friendly way
>fear I was too eager and have let down my apparent innocent character (she said I "seemed like a gentle person" before and things like this)
Cont...
Jeez louise im a sad individual but I wouldnt fucking take a hooker out on a date
Thanks for the little bump in confidence OP
Finish your story it's like a cute little disney movie about an autist and a slut
>>28475243
Yeah, because any other female is not a slut?
At least an escort is honest
bumpity bump badoooo
>I walk to a taxi and lean to the window and explain we need to stop at two places
>say it so she hears and doesn't think I am relying on her actually coming to my place etc
>once inside we sit on opposite sides of the backseat
>as we begin to travel I know for sure in the side of my vision that she keeps looking at me
>feel my heart beating more than ever but don't look back and pretend to be thinking of something
>when we near her living area she says "hey" and nudges my thigh
>the car pulls to a stop and the taxi driver says which one is getting out
>she interrupts him to say "wait a minute"
>I look at her and act cold I guess since I want to seem like I'm ok going home alone
>she is leaning over the backseat with the engine running
>she looks so beautiful with her hair hanging down a little forward ahead of her face
>feel how amazing it would have been to have a girlfriend during university or even now to just do normal things like this way and feel comfortable doing it
>she leans over with her arms out to hug me
>hug her and feel her hands around the top of my back
>realize it's a longer hug than usual and press her tight with my cheek resting just behind her ear
>smell her perfume for the first time strongly and wish I had worn cologne because it smells so amazing
>we stop hugging and while moving back to her side she pauses her face near my face for a moment
>her mouth is a little open as if confused or something and her eyebrows are a little raised
>smile with my lips pressed tight and curl the toes of my right foot
>just can't kiss her for some reason
>she looks quickly down to her seatbelt and unbuckles it and asks how much and then pays
>feel really stupid watching her pay and think the driver thinks I'm an idiot or that she is wanting to get away from me and so is happy to pay
Cont...
>>28475393
I'm waiting too...
>she says goodbye without smiling or anything and doesn't look in my eye before getting out
>the taxi moves away and she doesn't look back to wave goodbye
>look sideways at the window and twist my neck quickly but she is just walking away
>feel so stupid
>feel a voice that would be screaming if heard out loud in my head saying "just tell him to let you out" and "go back right now"
>remind myself that this is literally happening right now and that I'm missing a chance
>just sit there
>taxi driver talks about political news and like an idiot I smile and have something of a conversation
>after some silence he says "the date didn't go so well huh?"
>smile like a stupid kid and mumble something like "yeah"
>get home
>no text from her
>feel like sending something but feel it will be cowardly since actions are better than words
>can't sleep
>post this thread
I need to sleep very soon. Should I send her something now or tomorrow or just nothing?
>>28475535
NOW DUMBASS she's a very sympathetic person she seems so just tell her how you feel and how much of an autistic fuck you are.
you fucked up op
she wanted to go your place
>>28475535
Send her a message saying you fucked up cos you are a pussy.. (not in those words though) she will appreciate
Duuuuuuude. You "really" overthink things. I used to be a lot like you. After I lost my virginity I became cocky, and a lot more free-feeling. Ive had a couple GFs and I'm married going on 3 years now. Trust me when I say that you just need to stop caring and let things flow. Like legit, speak your mind to women. As long as it isn't something offensive, it will give you some sort of positive conversation to speak about.
The most worrying thing to you should be keeping her entertained. You don't have to make her laugh or whatever. Just speak your mind. Fuck, tell her how you feel awkward, and overthink things, and be entirely honest about wanting a real GF and make sure she understands you can provide for her.
Women are emotional. They want someone with emotions like them. Chemically, it is impossible for a man to be exactly like a woman in terms of emotions, but as long as you offer something (laughing a lot, smiling, noticing her, being cheerful) then you'll get ahead.
dude sometimes I wonder about people. All you have to do is treat her like she's already in your head.
>>28475535
You dodged a fucking bullet dont get caught up with a bitch like that
Just think of this as a practice date. Analyze the parts that went well and do that again next time you take a girl out
>>28475535
i-i thought it couldnt get any worse
>>28475535
OP, you're in luck. I'm just the guy to ask. Casanova and lady dazzler extraordinaire at your service monsieur.
Memes aside, you really should message her man. You will regret it if you don't. Say something along the lines of "I really enjoyed our time together tonight, and I should have been less awkward, but can I make it up to you sometime soon?"
>>28474348
he paid 220 and didnt fuck? ?????? really nigger
>>28475567
>>28475576
>>28475611
Message her now or tomorrow (morning or later)?
And saying what?
I was thinking to say: "Hey, I hope you had a nice time tonight. I enjoyed your company a lot"
I have already said "I hope you have a nice rest" before so maybe it would seem boring or fake to say twice?
>>28475535
I'm crying now op,
I'm serious
Do what I never managed to do and FUCKING TEXT HER!!
You're quite quite talented, first you bring back my no gf feels and now you remind mw of my afwul dates by doing and thinking the exact same way as me. Don't worry, I really enjoy a little catharsis
>>28475700
Now. You should follow up your text by saying "Hey, I was too awkward tonight, can I make it up to you sometime soon?"
>>28475700
Goddamn it, if you're also thinking about how to phrase your text you're really as bad as me.
>Now
Depends on how late it is
>tomorrow
I guess you're prone to avoiding things so if you manage to do it tomorrow it will be great (instead of not doing anything at all)
>what to write
Try to be as honest as possible about your feelings without sounding to clingy or overly emotional, this is definitely the hardest thing in the hardest thing in the world
>>28474445
Fuck the haters OP, I like your style. Be as long winded as you like.
>>28475752
More like this, the nice time thing is over you both know something more was happening, and just write her not too early in the morning but also not too late ofc
Well, OP, you probably blew it by not kissing her. She probably feels insulted and thinks you don't like her.
If I were you, I would send a text saying you had a great time, and apologize about getting stuck in your head towards the end. Don't say why, but if she asks then make up an excuse. Maybe say the talk about your mom threw you off your game or something. Then offer to make it up to her.
Theres a chance she won't respond. If that's the case then treat this as a learning experience and know that you will do better next time.
>>28475535
no no no NO NO NO NO!!!
PLEASE FIX THIS OP!!!
I want a happy end, please!
>>28475451
"I regret not kissing you goodbye, maybe next time."
Anon-kun this is far from over. She was clearly showing a non professional interest in you. However, if you fail to express yourself sincerely that interest will fade. Other anons have said be honest, do that~just bee yourself
>>28476056
>>28475700
>I regret not kissing you goodbye
include this OP
>Paid a girl 220 euros and didn't fuck
>Taking escorts out on actual dates
>Didn't even kiss her goodbye
What in the holy flying goat FUCK are you doing OP? This has to be one of the most painful things I've read all week.
OP you will pay even if the date doesn't go to sex?
godspeed to you, at least you are still trying, i gave up.
>>28474968
>>I say "I don't know" and she shakes her head smiling
wew
you are an idiot
you fucked up an true momento, you shithead
>People are encouraging OP to pursue a relationship with an escort
Lol All of you are stupid.
goddammit op, do you actually have feelings towards her?
whore thing aside (like other girls haven't fuck xx guys for free no less), she seems really sweet especially to put up with your autism. just tell her clearly how you feel in a text (call would be better) and that you got anxious/scared when things got more romantic between the two of you hence the awkwardness at times during your date and something about making it up to her if she'll let you.
OP, just text her saying you enjoyed the date and would love to see her again, and apologize for being awkward.
>>28475928
this
ripip op, if you manage to squeeze out a 2nd date it's your last chance.
>>28476344
bad advice, dont listen to them OP,
you know better
>>28475535
Wtf how can a guy be this beta, she was begging you to kiss her wtf wtf wtf
FIX THIS OP. FIX THIS NOW. TEXT HER AND SAY YOU WANTED TO KISS HER FFFFUUUU
>>28475611
>>28476056
>>28476080
These to be quite honest my fampai
>>28475820
hahahaha op is so done with life he cant wrap his head around reality that a girl could ever like him.
So am I.
Well, OP, I very much appreciate the follow up. Now, I advise caution as you proceed. But this more or less goes without saying. And really, there is some precedent to this sort of thing, if only one that exists in myth and legend.
A kinship between the wizard and the prostitute, I mean. Simon Magus had his Helena, and Jesus had his Mary Magdalene. So, if nothing else, the archetypes are smiling upon you. But again, some caution is warranted. It is no different with the archetypes than it is with any other god; blind and unconsidered worship rarely ends well.
For all of that, I think your original post on Sunday will haunt me for quite a while. And, if for no other reason than her simple question to you during that initial encounter: "You're lonely, aren't you?"
That shook me, and it takes quite a bit to rattle someone like myself. I can't imagine any woman, prostitute or otherwise, asking that question of me, even leaving aside whether she actually cared about the answer.
There are a tiny number of men whose loneliness is so inevitable that the issue is never to be raised. Their state is so wretched that it hurts any other person to imagine themselves in that position or the possibility such a position exists. It is better to pretend no real person could ever actually find himself that state. That place is hellish, and there are no real human beings in Hell. Merely devils.
To consider such men capable of loneliness is to consider those men human. And, if by doing so, the loneliness of such men were taken seriously even for a moment, the world becomes a far sadder, far more tragic place.
It is better to never ask the question at all, lest one risk hearing the answer.
>>28475535
YOU SHOULD HAVE FUCKING KISSED HER
SHE WANTED TO COME OVER TO FUCK YOU IDIOT
SHE WANTED TO HAVE SEX
WITH YOU
FOR
F R E E
HOLY FUCK OP I WAS THERE SINCE THE START OF THE LAST THREAD AND THIS WHOLE TIME IVE BEEN ROOTING FOR YOU
FUCKING
D I C K
HER
i dont know if falling in live with an escort is a good idea but your writing is actually quite nice, your story reminds me a little bit of hemingway
>>28474300
good on you OP, I would pay $200 to experience this in VR so even if your experience was 'fake' it was worth it!
>>28476636
Your post recalls steppenwolf by hesse, you're a cool guy, I think I like you.
>"you're lonely, aren't you?"
Those words also shook me, they also sound like the beginning of a sad but beautiful story
>>28476104
painful, but funny. god damn op seemed to be doing so good for a while.
>>28476509
>he cant wrap his head around reality that a girl could ever like him.
i have been this way since 4th grade myself. cutest girl in the class even had a crush on me fo a time but i assumed she was making fun of me. she wasnt though i was just retarded
>>28473632
OP, don't listen to any of these fucktards here.
Stop over-analyzing things. If this is even real, just do what your gut tells you to do. This is your one chance at love, and you're gonna listen to a bunch of shut-ins with no real life romantic experiences for advice on how to get with her?That is fucking stupid, do what your gut tells you, its gotten you this far.
found the ancient thread
https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28427858/#28427980
lol
OP please text her right now
>>28477069
see >>28474875
1500 lakeshore
Omg why op why? Fix this fix this now!!!!!!!
Teach me to write too senpai? You got a wonderful style
OP is a cutie.
>>28475243
Savage af
blocks
>>28473632
>How I Cucked Myself Again, Part 2
OP, please properly title your threads from now on, so we don't get our hopes up. I thought you had a chance. I thought you'd learn from your severely autistic mistakes of yesterday.
Of course I was wrong. Good things never happen to autists like you. You don't want it enough.
>>28476183
Thistbhfam
Originaltbhfam
>>28477784
fuck that webm is depressing
>>28473632
If you gonna do something do it fast OP
seriously i don't wanna drive you mad, but if she thinks this is over she is probably gonna book clients just to shrug it off and if you do decide to give it another shot
There will be this wedge between you too
>>28474875
Holy fuck, all the niggers in that thread getting so furious about OP including details are retarded. That was a good story.
