Why are you such a weak, scared faggot?
Because I have no redeeming qualities, and I get insulted for my shortcomings.
you need more loli in your life dude
I was bullied form 1st grade until I graduated high school, and was isolated from other people and didn't have any friends growing up.
I'm afraid to be around other people and have spent my entire life trying to take up as little space as possible and not draw attention to myself.
I was raised by a single mother. I never had the "don't take shit from anyone" talk.
>>30015903
so much this
>no dad whatsoever
>expected to succeed as a man
>>30015832
My exboyfriend spoiled me
>>30015832
I want to be feminine for my future bf
>>30016012
I want a feminine boyfriend(i just want someone to love )
no father.
I grew up with my mom, older sister and a cat.
>>30015844
>>30015894
>>30016067
All of these sum it up well. I don't have much else to say.
I wish I knew. Being a scaredy cat is literally ruining my life.
>get offered great job that would also pay for extensive eduction
>decline because it would mean moving and change is scary
>>30016012
I want my future boyfriend to be pure, cuddly and gentle with me
>>30015832
Ever since I was born I was a physically weak beta. I think it is underestimated how much your physical condition affects your mental health, especially if you are a man. When you grow up, other kids sense your weakness and they start bullying you, which further perpetrates your cycle of weakness and alienation. Wherever I go, I feel physically inadequate, like a child among adults. Everybody was always bigger, faster and better, so my survival strategy was to become a ghost and an appeaser, a yes-man, if you will, to try to avoid further ostracism. Everybody to this day tries to fuck me over or somehow use me, as they feel I have no means of retaliation. This obviously affects my attractiveness from female's perspective as well, because they are naturally wired to go after the alfa males for obvious genetic survival reasons. And despite being relatively intelligent, there is not much use for it right now. I have no money and no connections, making it quite difficult to progress anywhere, as the space for innovation becomes smaller, the requirements higher, the competition bigger and the social factors more important. I'm stuck.
