It's become more of a hobby to me.

I thought that going to the gym would fix my social problems but it hasn't.

Instead I just go there for something to do when I don't feel like doing anything else.

Met some tolerable people at the gym and it's kinda ok kinda meh.

I've come to terms with the fact that I won't be banging poon all the time. Having let go of the chase for pussy feels releaving but there lies an inner shame and dissappointment that I cannot shake.

But the gym sure has weird effects. A good day of lifting can make one feel like they understand everything in the universe. But on a day where the lifts aren't enough or whatever, it feels like the worst day ever mostly because the one thing that is left in life to give hope has failed.

>>30015306
>chad was literally born with a 10/10 body and 10/10 face
>you have to work for years to get half of what he has

>>30015515
Pretty much.

I don't know what to do at this point. I don't know what to feel anymore.

>>30015515
Absolutely retarded.

If Chad sat on his ass all day shoving Doritos and Mountain Dew down his face all day, he'd look like one of you good boys soon enough.

>>30015617
>being this in denial
Chads are Chads because they have superior genetics. That includes a massively improved metabolism.