Wallow in self pity thread
No feel good shit or normalfags giving terrible advice. Just good, old fashioned complaining and finding company in misery.
>tfw manlet
>tfw ugly
>never had a relationship
>go through phases where I can't leave the house due to insecurity
>hearing about people in relationships just makes me angry
>have to listen to retards tell me to just workout when I used to be very fit
>probably going to stop using /r9k/ soon because newfags are getting too much and I can't relate to them any more
>tfw ugly and getting uglier every day
I didn't ask to go bald, anons. The only upside is that it's completely switched off the
>tfw no gf
switch inside my head. I don't care anymore.
>>probably going to stop using /r9k/ soon because newfags are getting too much and I can't relate to them any more
I'm 27 and don't feel like I relate less and less every day to people just going into college, or underage b& posting their problems. I'd go to wizchan, but I think their demographic is ironically enough, even younger than here
>>30011865
>probably had a small chance of forming a relationship when I was young, fit and healthy
>I genuinely have no chance any more
I keep fantasizing when I see girls in public about a relationship. I'll think about it for a second then it instantly turns into me getting rejected
I can't even masturbate and self insert any more because I can't bring myself to even imagine a girl being attracted to me in that way. It's literally unbelievable.
>>30011946
ikfr
>thinking about life with waifu (hard enough to do so)
>go in for kissing and other crap you do in relationships
>imaginationatitslimit.mp4
>she moans chad's name
>tfw i cant be happy in my mind anymore
>tfw im a depressed cuck
where did it go so fucking wrong
>>30012329
That's hilarious anon. Holy shit you're fucked, and you're also a cuck.
Every man I see is taller, bigger, and stronger than me. Every time I'm in public I feel insecure. The only thing holding them back from killing me is the law. If we were in caveman times, I'd have been brutally murdered by now.
>>30012344
haha... yea... im a funny person, thats what everyone tells methis is not a thread for you, normiefag. just go away
Nobody cares. I'm alone. I literally spent 3 hours on omegle talking to some girl. Literally was about to get her kik, then nope. Every other girl won't talk to me. Addicted to porn, shut in, tired, other stuff.
>tfw could be Stacy if I went outside/tried to interact with other people
>used to go to clubs/parties with other people
>couldn't deal with talking to Chads or anyone else at the parties
>would have to get completely smashed to be able to enjoy anything
>whole time thinking I could be back in my room playing wow
>tfw jealous tumlbrina lied to housing manager to kick me out of my internship because of mental illness
>tfw lost job and friends
>tfw scared of any social interaction because of jelly bitches who hate you because you look better than them always start trouble
>tfw too anxious to apply to any job anymore
>lack of hope and motivation to change any part of the situation
I should probably just kill myself.
>>30012386
Laughing at your problems doesn't make me a normie, if anything it out trumps your robotness as a beta cuck whose own imagination forces cuck fantasy on him. I have my own problems anon, just not as funny as yours.
>>30012406
please be my gf
i will literally do anything you want
just be my gf
>>30012406
>I should probably just kill myself
Yep.
I don't usually post on /r9k/, just dropped by after about 3 years, this seems as good a thread as any to warn you all that youth is the most important thing ever, more important than whatever 'self improvement' bullshit you're doing with hopes for the future.
I'm 29 and I've been working out for 3 years now, but I'm still less attractive than I was at 26 because of age. You can't beat the clock. The "you'll become Chad when you hit 30" meme is just that, a meme designed to keep people from offing themselves. In reality, your early 20s are the pinnacle of your life and if you're currently spending them planning on some year+ long 'self-improvement', just stop and try to make the best of what you've got now. It only goes downhill. It's all downhill from now on for me.
>>30012407
it's not like i take pleasure from cuck shit.
i guess it's just that my mind can't comprehend that someone would like me that much.
it forces them because i hate myself that much that i cant comprehend someone else loving me instead. i just dont know how something like another person loving me could happen. that cuckold shit is some kind of defense mechanism i guess
>>30011841
life sucks.
>Janitor at shitty fast food place
>On foodstamps, don't have 2 nickles to rub together after rent
>Homeless once, going to be again because landlady is a real cunt
>NEET shits next door living better than me. Why do I even try
>Can't stop thinking about jumping out the window
>Even thinking about committing a crime to go to jail so I wouldn't be homeless
>No hope, except for one man who gives me strength
>And his name is the first letter of each line.
>>30012406
yes please kys, your problems are pathetic
>>30012589
damn son made me kek and forget that i have no motivation to live a life for a moment
>>30012406
self help dude
git gud at makeup, watch them flock to you
>>30011865
I don't get tfwnogf because I've never seriously considered it as a possibility that could actually happen in this universe. It would really suck if I thought it could happen but i was being denied from it. I just know it's not a possibility for me. I'm too broken a person.
>>30012421
Will you do self harm and sent me pics?
>>30012589
That was actually pretty good kek
30000000
Oy gevalt this post is unoriginal
>>30012406
Lel, try harder. 4 words in you already know it's bait and then it just gets more and more obvious. I'm disappointed in you anon. 2/10.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEb4TG10jW8
Cried while listening to this while thinking about how fucked I am and remembering that once upon a time there was still hope.
>>30012699
Yes if you'll be my gf
Literally
Anything
>>30012755
My nigga. It is clearly a trap.
>>30012641
JC is smiling upon you. Do not give up yet, my friend.
>4 years neet still counting
>never graduated
>weeb but too self-aware to go all out, never truly happy
>no useful skills can't even drive
>limited vocabulary, never even learned the alphabet
>diasthema and kinda yellow teeth
>big nostrils
>skinny guy with big butt
>acne scarring
>bowel problems
>bleed when i shit
>old group of friends abandoned me, never invited to anything, only one friend I occasionally hang around with, but he'd rather hang out with old group of friends instead making me jealous
kinda wish I never had friends to begin with
>>30012792
I dont care
The attention is worth it
>>30012746
Oops...I meant this:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1ni1sVCgEk
>>30012451
This is only true if you were in peak shape in your early 20s. If not, then you can definitely live a better quality of life and be more attractive if you start working out in your 20s. It is best to start now though rather than tomorrow since you could be dead tomorrow.
>tfw this thread was a nice opportunity to vent
>tfw it gets derailed by some fucking fem""""""bot"""""" bait and her thirsty white knight orbiters
Every. Fucking. Time.
>>30012451
It's not a meme. Women in their 20's legitimately think guys who are in their early 30's are the most attractive.
>>30012944
I was just posting about my problems like OP said, it's not my fault beta orbiters get thirsty at the mention of being a girl.
>>30012723
Sorry you can't relate to my problems anon.
>>30012957
I disagree with you because I can - the post
Caution! Source sold seperately!not him though
>>30012755
Just to make sure I'm not wasting my time. Make a cut at least an inch wide somewhere on your body and with a pen or sharpie write a timestamp above it.Also, how old are you?
>>30013047
Why wont you be my gf
Please
I will do anything
>5'6
>skinnyfat
>ugly
>and going bald at fucking 21
Are fin and rogaine a meme? Because going bald is the final nail in the coffin.
>>30012406
Be my gf. There, I didn't read the rest of your post, but you cannot be a robot, now.
Just fuck off, you shitposting spic.
>>30013097
I'm not interested in a bf right now anon.
>>30013133
It wasn't bait. I was just stating my problems like OP said. It's not my fault you can't relate.
>>30012823
also
>still get acne 22 years old
>germaphobe, repeatedly washing hands
>intrusive thoughts trying to "sabotage" what I'm enjoying
>tfw I spent 3 hours on omegle RP pretending to be a 16 year old girl
>>30013196
how was it like being 16 year old girl?
>>30013212
hot as fuck, had a great session with a supposedly 20 year old guy
It just makes me feel ashamed, even more than fapping to sissy shit. Where did it all go so wrong
Today I was outside and the grandmother of someone who was a friend of mine when I was like 9 years old came to me. She said: "Hey anon! You changed a lot, I didn't even recognize you. You became really ugly". I told her to fuck off and that she is a disgusting slut (At least something along those lines, its hard to translate what I said into english).
>>30012823
>>skinny guy with big butt
>implying this is bad
>>30011841
>About to become 24
>Haven't accomplished anything since middleschool
>Already failed at life
>Never had a girlfriend
>Never did anything memorable
>No college neet
>Fat
If my kid self could see what I have become he would kill himself
>5'9
>shitskinned
>cracky voice
>never had anything intimate, except for kissing a girl once (which normies forced me to)
>stupid nickname that follows me around since hs junior
>slight overbite
>>30013260
>fapping to sissy shit
And here i thought i was the only one.
>>30012406
>>30013047
>>30013149
>hurr im pretty and have problems XD
>you losers just cant relate ;^)
just fucking get off this board and take your thisty beta orbiter like
>>30013133
>>30013097
>>30012839
>>30012755
>>30012421
with you
You deserve no empathy by default
>>30013351
i'm not an orbiter you dumb frogposter
>>30013363
YES YOU ARE
You fucking prick
All of you guys complaining, but at the first opportunity you would go live your life and never come back here
Fake robots disgust me
>>30013343
>5'9
Try being 5'5 and a shitskin with an officially tested IQ of 89, normie.
>>30013384
are you projecting or something
The first reply is obviously cheeky. I'm gay, anyway.
>>30013363
naah, you're not an orbiter, nothing in your posts implies that
youre just a gentleman looking for his lady, right?
>>30013351
Alright anon. Sorry I ruined your perfect boys club. I guess posting self pity in a self pity thread is apparently not okay if you're a girl, how stupid of me.All you robots complain you can't get a gf and it's no wonder when you treat any girl on this board like this.
>>30013047
>waaa my life is so hard because I'm so beautiful and desireable
Like I said, try harder next time because that's pathetic.
>>30013401
if you're gay, stop catering bitches then, like there aren't enough normalshits in here already!
just for protocol, im >>30013351
and>>30013402
, not>>30013384
>>30012406
Do you want a murder suicide pact? I will kill you and then I will finally have enough peace to kill myself. Normies can make whatever story they want about you being a victim I don't care and your name will live on
>tfw I want a girlfriend
>have hit on/asked out 0 women this year
>>30013401
>projecting
>Implying I don't hate normies
>Implying I would join them
fuck you gayfag, go suck a dick
>172 cm manlet
>acne
>dicklet
>small joints yet wide hips
>greasy and lifeless stick straight mousy brown hair
>studying PoliSci and International relations (not a double degree tho) because I'm too dumb for le STEM mustard race, IT or Law
>can't even hold eye contact with a grill
>21 yo KV
Can I just stop existing please?
>>30013416
Yes, it goes without saying that this is strictly a guy's realm. Don't be surprised when you get shitposted to oblivion.
And it's not like robots act this way in other places, like we automatically REEE at any sign of a girl out in the real world. It's just that this is our icky boy clubhouse, you fucking brainlet.
>>30013416
I can see why other women hate and it's nothing to do with your look
it's because you're an obnoxious cunt
>tfw serious health condition which makes me unable to be around perfume/cologne and other common personal care produts
i am literally unable to live in the outside world, please help me
>>30013416
>I did nothing wrong
>mentions gender in first sentence
>starts projecting and arguing with holes when someone hurts muuh feels
i always hate bait, but this one kind of amuses me
you've just proven r9k is right with everything the spout about females, thanks for making my day!
>>30013416
>Implying women have any real problem
You're a fucking piece of shit
If I was a 8+/10 girl I'd be married with some rich cuck at this moment, and fucking Chad behind his back
You got the most important thing in the world nowadays handed to you and you can still mess it up? Picathet
>>30013416
>All you robots complain you can't get a gf and it's no wonder when you treat any girl on this board like this.
True robots don't want girlfriends, failed normies do
>>30012329
i have a similar issue, my waifu likes to say that her boyfriend is a massive bodybuilder
>5'3
>scoliosis
>shitskin
>have a thin long scar across my face from when I fell off a scooter
>high voice
>acne
>already balding at 20
>have an actual verified iq of 75-80
>find out that most of these problems were caused by my mom having me at 51
>26
>NEET for 3 years
>can smell burger grease in my future
>mother is getting increasingly demented with age
>all my peers are doing something with their lives
>still posting on a website where the average poster is 10 years younger than me
>>30012329
>>30013556
>tfw you're waifu got a bf canonically
>>30013589
>>have a thin long scar across my face from when I fell off a scooter
I've got 3 different scars on my face. I hate the way I look so much and I'm so confident I'll never have someone find me attractive that I got a razor and just cut my cheeks and forehead in a fit.
I remember years ago when I was self conscious about getting stretch marks because I was gaining so much weight so quickly and now I'm just on so many levels beyond that.
>>30013636
I had to convince myself that my waifu died and her pure soul ascended to heaven but her body was left behind to get around this problem
>awkward looking
>possibly autistic
>trying to make gay friends on dating sites but can't keep people's interest
Why did I have to turn out a loser?
Last year, I was in a great but trying online relationship with someone amazing.
It's been 9 months since we broke up and I'm still hopelessly in love with her.
We were together for 13 months.
Her birthday is in July and last year, I remember just how happy I was trying to organize her a gift. It was the first time I ever sent a gift to anyone and I remember going to town with my best friend to pick out something for her. We went to Build-A-Bear and my friend to an employee at the store that "My friend (me) is looking for a gift for his girlfriend." It felt like butterflies were in my stomach and at that time we had been together for 9 months. It felt right. She was my girlfriend.
Unfortunately things don't work. To this day, I'm convinced it was not entirely out faults. Though online long distance relationships are hard be default, we had several additional circumstances that make me want to believe that it wasn't our faults.
It's almost her birthday guys. I woke up today twice dreaming of her. It was a nightmare. She was taunting me, about how I'm such a pathetic loser. And how her new lover sexual fulfills her. Kind of like people on here.
I have no idea what to do. I'm not sure if it ever gets better from here. It's been so long since I've had a reason to be happy or be hopeful.
>manlet
>balding
>25 and still no degree because I wasted 5 years of my life
>serious social anxiety
>suddenly feel the need to procreate yet I never even held hands
I can't do anything right. I can't even shitpost properly
>15 years of cystic acne.
>All the facial & back scarring you'd expect from 15 years of cystic acne.
>Been on tetracycline antibiotics for around 12 years with minimal improvement. GP told me to just buy darker shirts so the blood wasn't so obvious.
I know it shouldn't bother me so much, but I'm 28. Assumed it would get better in my early 20s, but it never does.
>>30014554
I've been on tetracycline. 2 years with no results. First I took one pill three times a day, then a few months later I took two pills three times a day, then when the doctor told me to take three pills three times a day I basically told him to fuck off. I'm not taking 9 pills a day.
I got another doctor to RX me Accutane and that fixed my acne by about 50%. Mostly gone from the face but small outbreaks come back every now and then, less severe on other areas. It also fucked up my kidneys, nothing major but still
The scars and redness are still there and there is nothing that can be done about that. Expensive ass surgery like laser or dermabrasion for a no-guarantees shot at very minor improvement
Some people are just genetically defective. At least I don't have Down's or autism
>>30014723
scars and redness can go away with retin a
try it.
>>30012344
You are not welcome. Get out. This is a robo feels thread, not a normies thriving on robo misery thread.
>>30012406
You sound like a cunt who enjoys that people are jealous of her.
>>30014743
might as well, I have nothing to lose
>>30014723
Pretty much how I rationalise it to myself on a good day. Honestly, of course there are people with it far worse than me, but the acne still causes me to feel like shit, then I feel bad for letting it bother me.
I'd need to get a referal to a dermatologist for accutane, and I might as well ask a GP for a meeting with the Pope.
>>30014815
I have some hyperpigmentation which is common with Asians who have acne.
Retin A or tretinoin helps a ton.
I almost have a clear face. Just have issues with an oily face though. Remember to use sunscreen too. Even when its not sunny outside. It helps prevent acne.
>>30014825
My brother used accutane. It helps a lot.
He had worser acne than me but I used Retin A
for hyperpigmentation. In general Retin A is good at treating scarring. Ask your physician what % to get the retin A at. I'm using 0.1% which is the highest it comes in.
> tfw halfway wizard
> everythingless at 25
> not a single girl has been into me
> you will never feel the touch of a girl
> you will never find a girl who likes you
> you will never wake up next to a girl you love and cuddle her
I don't even know why I'm 100% undesirable. FFS.
>>30012684
This. I was at peace for ten years with that, but then something caused it to awaken again, something made me think I could have a chance. Fuck this gay earth.
>history of child abuse
>shitty relationship with parents as far back as I can remember
>moved constantly
>haven't had single normal relationship
>depression since 8
>suicidal since 10
>multiple attempts, got me to the mental hospital before
>drug addiction that ruined my health
>ugly anime fag with acne and deformed spine and chest
>emotions are basically either shame, anger or depression
>hate myself, can't stand looking in a mirror most of the time
I don't know what a normal life, a normal childhood, normal relationships and normal emotions feel like but I still have hope that maybe one day I can appreciate life. So I'll just keep going for one more day. Even if it feels pointless. Even if I'm tiredly longing for sleep's warm embrace at times.
That's all. I hope you guys stay strong and fare better in life.
>>30012589
made me smile, thanks anon
origami posto
>forgot my pin# at the supermarket today
>have no idea what it is, I'm so used to the motion of putting it in that once I broke the motion I can't think of numbers
>bank isn't open because Sunday
fuck my life man, all I wanted was some tendies and a bottle of vodka
>be lone wolf whole life
>decide to try and be normal
>make a huge effort every day
>fail miserably for two years
>finally find a gf
>happiest three months of my life
>alone again
>tfw can't handle this life style anymore
I'm tired of being alone. Getting a girl to like me is so hard. I wanna kill myself.
>tfw beta
>tfw not dominant
>tfw all cute girls and cute bois want a sexually dominant male
>tfw no interest in being submissive / a bottom, just want vanilla sex with lots of cuddling
>tfw even though a girl may find your personality attractive, she will eventually harbour resentment over feeling sexually unsatisfied
>spend the first part of my life being special snowflake faggot
>dad is chad pro-acceptance liberal, okay with homosexuality/ transexuality
>13 year old me has already decided that i am going to kill myself, first taking the circuitous route of video game addiction -> sedentary lifestyle -> faggy feminine aesthetics that take no work
>read the bible, a bunch of spiritual literature
>if there is a hell i am going there. i have ruined my body with fagginess, my addictions have branched out in horrible, unspeakable ways
>people on the right hate me. people on the left hate me.
>i could have been so much better as a person. instead i am a coward, a fool and a weakling
>>30011841
you know what, im not even ugly. im pretty good looking. my body is really good too. im funny, i have interesting hobbies that are both artistic and physical. i have friends texting me every day asking to hang out, chill, or just shoot the shit. this shit is fact.
but i fucking hate myself. im so insecure even when i know that shit is true...like theres some fucking demons in my mind that make me feel like im constantly not good enough, not good enough for friends and not even close to good enough for a girlfriend, not good enough to be alive.
years ago when i had no friends, lost my girlfriend, failed out of school, was fat as fuck, zero hygeine, zero social skills, i was depressed as fuck then. so i thought, "okay, I'll get all that. I'll go to school, make friends, get a gf, get fit, etc." ..........and even when i have all of that shit i still feel fucking depressed+insecure.
