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I don't know what's wrong with me. The longest I've ever been employed for was 3 years and that was in the army. I got out because as a general rule, I was smarter than everyone in the infantry, but I wasn't smart enough to reclass. Try to be a cop when I get out, turns out, my suicide attempt that I was hospitalized for and everyone swore would be a secret, was not a fucking secret. Couldn't be a cop. I get a job landscaping for a year. I make really good money, but it's mindnumbing so I quit. I decide it's time to go back to school. I get a job as a valet at a nice hotel and make awesome money. Company transfers me to the hospital and I make shit money- honestly, valet at an ER is a fucking terrible idea. I quit. Get another job as a front desk clerk at a hotel, because I enjoyed the hotel. Turns out, I really only enjoyed how easy it is to be a valet, because being a desk clerk is shit money and a shit job. I finally graduate and do so Magna Cum Laude. Go to law school. I've had several other jobs sense then that I hang around for a year in before quitting because I get pissed. I'm almost done with law school and I just had a terrible realization. What if I'm the problem? What if all along it has been me that's just a shit human being and not everyone else? I don't think I can survive any more changes. I don't know what to do.