I will do anything to reset my mind. My outlook on life is so fucked up and I can hardly go a minute without having a crisis. The only time I can sometimes avoid the tweak outs is when I'm reminded that my life is pointless and I take the day off to wallow and do nothing of substance. Even then I rarely make it through the day.
I've considered head trauma, but from what I've read it seems like a terrible idea. I'd love to find some sort of miracle drug but so far all the drugs I've done have made things worse in the long run. And before you say that's the problem, I went clean for 8 months and counting. There has been no correlation to improvement.
Please understand it is not my life that's the problem. It's my mind. I have a perspective that doesn't jive with living in a mortal body. I will do anything to go back to normal.
i will tell you how to go back, lad. Do it at your own risk
You're gonna need to induce amnesia. Use google.
Another option is electicity to the skull. Only real risk is "one flew over the cookoos nest"
Good luck
>>30004443
>You're gonna need to induce amnesia. Use google.
Of course I've googled that already.
>Another option is electicity to the skull. Only real risk is "one flew over the cookoos nest"
I've been hearing about this as a means of brain stimulation. I'll look into it.
>>30004409
or you could just try and change your perspective. head trauma will likely kill you or maim you in a terrible way.
> it is not my life that's the problem. It's my mind.
You realize your mind is the only true perspective given on your "life", right?
>>30004409
I recommend a Mega dose of psychedelics
>>30005626
>>30004409
a heroic dose of some lsd or dmt will change you OP
but try new things too. stop doing the same shit every day and change!
