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2016-07-17 04:28:10 Post No. 30004409
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2016-07-17 04:28:10
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I will do anything to reset my mind. My outlook on life is so fucked up and I can hardly go a minute without having a crisis. The only time I can sometimes avoid the tweak outs is when I'm reminded that my life is pointless and I take the day off to wallow and do nothing of substance. Even then I rarely make it through the day.
I've considered head trauma, but from what I've read it seems like a terrible idea. I'd love to find some sort of miracle drug but so far all the drugs I've done have made things worse in the long run. And before you say that's the problem, I went clean for 8 months and counting. There has been no correlation to improvement.
Please understand it is not my life that's the problem. It's my mind. I have a perspective that doesn't jive with living in a mortal body. I will do anything to go back to normal.