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>>30003855
Nice dubs.
Taking some time off work to go to a wedding and I think I'm going to die of boredom.
Found out yesterday I'm finally good enough at guitar to tap and make it sound cool.
Wish I could fix my sleep so I could be awake during the day and go outside.
>>30004002
Who's wedding are you going to? Friend or family member?
>Wish I could fix my sleep so I could be awake during the day and go outside.
iktf
>>30004117
Family.
What the fuck is a friend?
>>30004117
>friend
NORMlE!
27, desire to kick down 19 year old roommates door and fuck her is increasing and trying to find someone to rent the 3rd bedroom is a pain in the ass, people keep no showing after making appointments
This month is a 3 paycheck month instead of the usual 2, thinking of getting an escort tonight or tomorrow
I'm going crazy
Im a neet loser who's only human interaction is being an internet avatar autist
>>30004355
>19 year old female roomate
How the fuck did you pull that off?
oldfag rhodesian here. life still sucks. still thinking of retiring in Thailand.
25 y/o reporting in.
>i live with uncle and they subtly force me to go to mormon church
>no job but terrible at talking to people si its hard to find one
>go to school for an IT program but will probably cut it short to go to moms house since its construction is finished 800 miles away
>will finish getting IT certs hopefully after i move back
Will IT certs like A+ and Network+ get me a job?
>>30003855
28
wagecuck
life could be a lot worse
but i get so fucking bored and listless and full of ennuie when i dont drink i feel like im gonna go nuts
>>30004446
My landlady was posting ads on craigslist to rent the other rooms in the house and the 19 year old was the first to respond, I met her and landlady asked if I approved which I clearly did and she moved in
She is the definition of Stacy, tanned, tight body since shes a cheerleader, walks around in tiny little shorts
It's even more frustrating than you would think
>>30004446
It's not unimaginable. I've been in a situation where I was 1 of 4 tenants in a rental house that had to be filled on short notice, I had a 20 year old female student, a 50 year old paki accountant or bookkeeper or some shit, and a 30 year old Chinese pool and poker champion living with me.
It didn't really work out, we almost never saw each other or talked, but we all got drunk one night in the kitchen and it was fun
22 y/o robot.
my cat and i have been on a meth binge for days now.
>be me
>work for the man
>smoke weed erryday
>not sure if good or bad
>>30004529
>>30004659
I did everything wrong
>>30004681
My cat prefers weed.
>25 years old
>Accounting degree
>About the lowest level accounting job imaginable due to poor communication skills
>tfwngf
>Very few friends
Just the usual
>>30003855
25. Getting to the age where relatives start dying, lost my grandpa and great grandma in the past week. Mom's 52 and still asking when the grandkids are coming. I still live in my childhood room and have no female friends or any real connections to other people. Despite having at least pursued an education I have a very slim social network and am struggling to find work even with a masters degree (followed the 'do what u love ;)' meme) from a top 5 school. I think she is slowly coming to the realization that she brought a genetic dead end into a dying society and that she will never get to be a grandma like the woman she just lost.
26er here
ive done 3 things and 3 things only for the last 4 months
watch anime, eat pasta, and get shitfaced
>>30004691
>26 yo
>finally almost had good job at local place
>401k, health, dental, vision, health savings account
>offer was for starting salary of $36k
>surprise drug screen after offer
tfw I didn't quit long enough ago
>>30004777
I'm lucky, my employer doesn't drug test.
Pretty sure half of the company would get fired if they did.
>>30004823
I had no indications. Not in the job posting, not in the first or second interview.
Just "let's get some paperwork done then we can get you set up for your drug screen but that wont be a problem right? hahahaha"
>mfw meanwhile
I want a thread for over 40--you all think YOU are pathetic??
>>30004862
They probably looked at you the minute you walked in and thought "Whoa, druggie".
29, been NEET virtually all my life except worthless temp jobs.
Parents are aging, probably won't be able to support me for more than 5 more years. I've been depressed for over a decade, my physical and mental health have worsened noticably over the last four years.
I'm staring over the edge and into the abyss.
Might have to an hero soon. Might as well try for some form of Martyrdom.
>>30004888
8 is a lucky number in Chinese. Nice trips
I want to feel better about myself after reading your post but I know I'm heading in your direction with no chance of turning around or stopping.
This was an officially recognized cool song to smoke weed to when we were kids but I didn't realize how relevant it would become
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVl0rdtE9iM
>>30004888
We're pathetic relative to our peers.
>>30004712
Not really, before stacy moved in I was living with some snot nosed 20 year old brat that wouldn't clean up after himself and kept inviting people over in the middle of the night and playing shitty hip hop loudly
30 yo here, I've pretty much lost all hope and I keep making things worse. There is one girl I am holding out for but I don't want to scare her off, I'm scared I'll fuck it up like I do with everything else.
>>30004744
>Very few friends
Try zero family
28 here. Slowly turning into a normie. Buying a house really upped my smv.
>>30004002
tfw wake up at 8 pm and go to sleep at 9 in the morning
>>30005025
Fuck outta here. fuck outta here.
28 here. Finally leaving the meet life. Have a certificate to finish and then into the workforce. Maybe then when u become a successful person I'll finally get the right to kill myself.
>>30005002
I lived with mid-20s Hindus who lied about going to my school and blasted Bollywood films at 3:00AM during my hardest semester. In fact, not only did they not go to my school, they didn't go to any school, or work, even. They were home all day hogging up the fucking bandwidth
Their TV and sound system and my bed were pressed up against opposite sides of the same thin interior wall
Landlady didn't do shit, didn't care they were NEETs (who had money somehow), brushed me off when I complained the ad was for students
They also practiced cricket or croquet or whatever in the fucking living room. Never again. Living with people is the worst. Know who you're moving in with or live with your parents until you can live by yourself without roommates.
>>30005025
Does buying a house really help that much?
I could afford to do so, but I'm afraid I'd still be the same robot in his room on a Saturday night as I am now.
I don't really need to buy a house for practical purposes since I'm an only child and will be getting this nice house once my parents pass.
25 year old monk mode sped
My life is teetering from shit to awesome. Got an offer to help write a book for an upcoming comedy series on Cartoon Network. I have started to seriously work out and it's going pretty well. Life isn't going to bad at this moment, but I can't fuck this opportunity up. I have a chance to fix my shitty life and not be the failure everybody presumed I would be.
>>30005124
Yes. Can't be a shit hole though.
>>30005124
buying a house is a major financial decision that has the potential to make or break your life. Pussy shouldn't factor into it, at all. Just rent an apartment and pimp it into a shagpad. If you're looking for serious women, you'd have already been married looking for a house together
Credit is key. Wait for the next market crash, we've had recessions approx. every 10 years since forever, last one was in 2008, we're due for another one within 5 years. House prices will fall and they will lower interest rates which is when you get a mortgage and buy the house.
>>30005025
>tfw want to buy house, but not sure If I can't to stay in the area I live in
finish grad school
get a job
finally, finally i can stop feeling like a burden to my parents
>haha jokes on you your job doesn't pay enough for you to live somewhere that's not a nigger-infested hellhole, so your parents are still helping you with rent at age 28
when will this society just fucking collapse already
i wish china and russia would invade the us
>>30005325
Soon. shit's going down so fast that WWlll is inevitable.
>>30005325
>live somewhere that's not a nigger-infested hellhole, so your parents are still helping you with rent at age 28
move to the midwest
I feel like government workers are the only people who can even safely and with a clear conscience buy a fucking house
In my line of work, it's contract based and I'm flying all over the continent. I've had placements in Canada and Mexico as well as Beast coast and Best coast, and Chicago area to boot. I'm all over the place. I can't own anything
I wouldn't even want to life it at a big corporation if I could. Doing one thing for two decades and then the layoffs hit
Fuck public sector employees and their cushy retirements
>>30004910
I try to keep that to myself as much as possible.
>shave
>short haircut
>niceish clothing
It was the first time I managed to not totally derp out during a hiring process, too.
>>30003855
23 reporting in
Do I have nothing but misery and depression to look forward to?
>>30005434
It doesn't get better
12345
>>30005434
>Do I have nothing but misery and depression to look forward to?
Most likely.
23 was the age I essentially gave up and every year since has been worse than the last, in terms of social life and mental health.I've made a lot more money since but it doesn't fix anything
>>30005476
>tfw I already am alcoholic and drug addict
>in recovery
>no job
>very few friends
>no gf
>no steady pussy
>no fun
I seriously hope you're wrong about that, idk how much worse this can get.
>>30004945
Spark the Beta Uprising anon! You can do it!
>>30005497
I'm 25 and this couldn't be more true
>>30003855
Things are pretty great tbqh besides kv. I make bank and have great friends.
>>30005434
the highlight of my life is going to the mall once a month to buy a new tie so i can look at something different when im sitting in my cubicle staring down at my ever growing gut.
>>30005476
this. 35 years old here. kill yourself while you're still young
>>30004117
lol unfortunately
>>30004148
>>30004304
> iktf
>>30005551
>>30005559
>>30005564
Jesus..
When I was 19 I tried to kill myself by taking 100 klonopin after drinking 1L of whiskey and cut my wrist and my life has gotten exponentially worse ever since. Most days I wish I had succeeded.
>>30004472
I would suggest you programming. There are a shitton of jobs out there.
>>30003855
>tfw my neuroplasticity is done
>tfw i used to be a quick and adaptive learner
>tfw i never bothered to build up skills as a kid
>tfw i suck at everything i try now
who unemployed NEET 10 year veteran here?
>>30005507
One thing I learned is that it can always get worse
One day I thought things couldn't get any worse. Cops threw me in jail that same day
Another day I thought I had hit nadir. Parents kicked me out that week and I spent three months being homeless
I have accepted that it is going to get steadily worse. I just don't know where my break point is.
Sometimes, I try to console myself by telling myself that worse things have happened to better people. But it doesn't work because the immediate response is that better things have happened to worse people, and while I don't know any of the former, I sure as hell know plenty of the latter
is 18 too early to be lethargic and hopeless?
Life shouldn't be like this. Something is wrong. It's not real.
>>30005666
Damn..
Satan trips looked at
>>30005604
i really think the benzo + alcohol thing is a meme, i have mixed irresponsible amounts of xanax and whiskey a lot. one time i had like 20 mg of xanaxa with a fifth of whiskey, basically wanted to sleep forever, nothing happened, i just blacked out
i think you really have to mix an opiate in there to die
>>30005730
Why go through the hassle?
There are better methods
>>30005730
I used to mix opiates with benzos. makes your breathing really shallow, like inhaling once or twice a minute. 30 mg oxy with 5 mg xanax will easily kill you
>>30005730
Ya that's where I fucked up.
If I threw in some fentanyl I wouldn't be typing this.
Lesson learned I guess
>>30005769
Nah I used to take like 10mg of Xanax on top of some Percocet and never died. It was likely my tolerance, though.
>>30005698
I agree.
The society we live in is fucking evil. It's discordant and unnatural.
Although it has been this way for a while, I still think most people are built for something else that is long gone. We are victims of an upperclass of parasites and the majority of humanity has not adapted to their method of predation and thus us hopelessly in their grips for the time being.
Birth rates, marriage rates, and wages are decreasing. People are more and more becoming incapable of any empathy or love. Hence why people aren't breeding and coupling and why divorce rates have gotten higher and higher. We are like caged animals in a zoo. We have no control over our lives.
Beta Uprising when?
19 male ozfag.
I'm becoming reverse fucking robot. Married, one kid and have to travel 200km every Friday and Monday morning for my job. The more and more I do it, the more I fucking hate people.
Lately I've legitimately been noticing how anti social I've become, I used to be in the navy and loved going for a beer with mates at the pub and now I'de rather just go home and go to bed. I can't even hold a conversation anymore, I'm become a social retard like all of you.
I'm fucked. And the only time I can remember when I wasn't a fucking mongoloid was when I was in the navy and even that's too hard mentally for me to do.
Don't become like me, reverse social retard. Go out, find a social job like the military and stop being anti fucking social and retarded like me.
>>30005730
My only friend recently killed himself via drinking heavily and taking multiple thorium pills (not sure how many).
That might work for any robot looking for an exit.
Testing testing 1 2 3
>30000000
>>30005825
Sorry, 29.
>>30005836
>>30000000
I hate myself 2bh
>>30005680
Someone here will inevitably tell you to reboot and get yourself into drive. That you can turn things around, salvage what's left. That 18 isn't shit, and if they could go back, they'd do things differently, and all that noise
I will tell you the other side of the story. You are permanently fucked because you have lost too much and nothing will ever motivate you. There is something fundamentally wrong. A withered plant is permanently crippled. The people telling you nice things wouldn't do anything different either, if they could go back, although they like to think they would. The same way we all each waste another day, though technically nothing's stopping anyone from doing something at least a little different
So welcome to the ride, you just got on a bit early.
>>30005832
do you mean thorazine
>>30005859
This. If you are anything like us when we were younger, you don't stand a chance.
>>30005836
A little late there...
>>30005874
Yes oops, Thorazine. Sorry.
Not familiar with that category of psych meds.
>>30005680
>18
You're barely even old enough to post here.
>>30005680
might as well kill yourself before you end up fucking over your future family and your kids hate you for the rest of your life
>>30005898
I'm literally retarded
Origami
>>30003855
About to be 53 in October
JFK was alive for 22 and a half days after I was born
Live in a condo owned by my sister
Have a part-time job as a janitor at a Federal Building
Live in a Major City
Walk to work in 5 minutes
I have never been outside the city I was born in, not once
Never learned to drive, never been in a plane
Never had a girlfriend, don't really care anymore
Have a cat, she is my best friend, only non-Mexican on my work crew, boss made me the Team Leader
Have eaten the same 3 meals everyday since I was 16
Sleep in a single bed on a raised platform in a walk in closet, so I can have more room in my place
My prized possession is my 1936 Steinway Grand Piano, when not working, I play
No TV, I have never watched, never been to the movies
Kind of a simple life
Suits me just fine
>>30005964
>53
Jesus christ bro, that sucks. I am so sorry.
It looks like you coping well with it though.
You might be the oldest person here.
>>30005964
Nice try, meme machine. Can't trick the trickster
>you're actually 16
>>30006013
He's not.
It's only shocking to you because you don't pay attention to your peers.
>>30005964
its not a simple life if you're on r9k
Who here is comfy with their dead end job? I still have the cashier job I got as a teenager. It doesn't pay much but it sure beats having some stressful job and no spare time for hobbies like my peers.
>>30005964
My prized possession is my 1936 Steinway Grand Piano, when not working, I play
Good choice, top-tier instrument
>>30005964
It was believable until the no tv or movies part.
>>30003855
>26
>still living at home
>broke
>lonely
>no qt gf
>unemployed
>no car
>hate where i'm living
>having to deal with the brutal feeling I'm constantly missing out.
>>30003855
just wanna post this cool song i found
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYXJeqygeFI
>>30006190
It'd be fine if I could actually live on that wage. Rent around here averages at $1800. So, I'm working a shit job and stuck living with my parents.
>>30006190
I get paid $14 an hour, and only have to work Fri-Sun.
If I work overtime, it's time in a half, which is around $25 an hour. The work is really easy too. I don't have to deal with shitty people all day. I pretty much just ride a forklift and do warehouse work. I can go an entire shift without ever talking to anyone. It's nice
It's dead end, but I make more than enough to support myself living alone with ample amount of money left over each paycheck.
I guess having no kids/gf/loans/debt really helps.
30 just got my first job in 7 years. 12.50 doing data entry. Don't know why I'm even trying. Want to walk into traffic before I have to start.
>>30006322
How the hell are you able to support yourself working weekends only? Do you literally live in the middle of nowhere?
>>30005803
>>30005698
We're just reaching the end of an age lads. It's the end of humanity and the beginning of our fusion with and further reliance upon technology. We're just shedding the unnecessary bits so we can become perfect.In all seriousness though I know what you mean. I often feel like we are being prepared for some large event thats going to take place soon, a world war or worse and right now its all a waiting game. For example the """"election"""" currently going on in America feels totally staged and Hilary's win was already decided from the start.
>>30005825
I relate to this but I work overnights in IT and its only been a year. I haven't had human contact for the last 9 months outside of ordering food or buying groceries/alcohol and doing a course I've wanted to take for a while. I've completely stopped craving human contact and have become rather weird. I laugh randomly and talk to myself far more often. If this is a hellish slow descent into madness I welcome it because I'm done trying to fix it. 26 years old.
>>30006315
>Rent around here averages at $1800.
What the fuck, are you saying you have to pay $1800 a month for an apartment? Jesus christ do you live in New York?
Even an upscale apartment here is only $900 a month. A normal one is around $700. A ghetto tier one would be $500.
I mean I could pay it, but I'd have only like $200 left over each month for spending. That shit would suck.
>just turned 25 today (still today in west coast)
>can finally take part in these threads
>tfw no gf
>>30006190
Hi lester
>>30006347
No, I live in Atlanta, Georgia.
$700 rent(1 bedroom)
$200 utilities
$200 food
$100 car insurance
$200 car note
$50 gas
$30 phone
$70 internet
--
$1550 in bills monthly
Without working overtime, I make around $2100. I keep about $500 every month. If I worked overtime during the week, it's time in a half, which is $25 an hour.
My job lets me work as much overtime as I want. That means I can work 7am~7pm on Thursday and add $300 to my savings, so typically I can save around $800 a month just by working 1 day of overtime.
who here on a verge of a mental breakdown?
>26
>no job
>year is over half way over
>never had a gf
>no friends
>broke
>just stare at my pc day in and day out
>just joyless
>I get very angry for no reason and want to punch something
>go back to pc and waste another 3 hours
>realize the next day is going to be the same
>want to change
>stronghold is too strong to change
>can't even open up to my own family
>they won't talk to me like a person they talk to me condescendingly
>dad passes by my room, no door and he makes grunting sounds with underlying tones of mockery
>I'm a slave to my parents
>my mother drops something in the kitchen room and my dad says "let anon pick that up, that's what he's here for anyway"
These people are making me lose my mind, this shit isn't healthy. for me I'm too ashamed to even see my cousins because they're doing better than me. They invite my family but I refuse to go to their parties because they will start prodding with questions that are tough to answer. Questions like "do you have a job? do you have a gf? why not? why not? fuck I don't know what to fucking do. I feel so stuck and hopeless
>>30005859
>That 18 isn't shit, and if they could go back, they'd do things differently, and all that noise
Except my life would be completely different if I could go back.
I would have never wasted 5 years of my life going to college and being horribly in debt over something that amounted to nothing. It not only wasted my entire twenties, but also took a chunk out my pay.
I would have just gone into a trade/skilled job instead, and be in a much better position
>>30006453
Luckily you don't have any kids
>>30003855
ive become close friends with a girl, both of us are in shitty relationships, i cant stop thinking about her and being with her
i wish i was dead
>live in a tiny studio apartment with gf
>the size and shit furniture increasingly dawns on me
>Start intense new job have a freak out
>Today broke up with my girlfriend and moved back to parents in anxious frenzy
>Parents have no fucking clue who i really am
>Tell girlfriend I hardcore panicked because she's an actual keeper
>Lying on bed at parents house after beer ready to break down
>No friends to share with ty
>>30006552
I've never had a girlfriend, so I don't think that's ever happening. It's probably too late to start looking now. Every female I know has a kid already.
There was one woman whom I was very attached to, would 100% have kids with her, but she's gone now.
It sucks, because I'm chatting with women and all of a sudden they mention their son/daughter, and I kinda just completely lose interest. Can't help it.
>>30006644
you broke up with your stupid slut of a gf. Now you should post her naked pics on here for us or else Gtfo.
>>30006644
trips into double dubs
bro u`ll be fine, we all have tough times every now and then
chin up, go for a jog, do some crunches while listening to some high beats per minute music and focus ur energy on sweating like a pig
>>30006669
Would rather backdoor your PC for nude selfies from 2005 MySpace
>>30006644
yeah, you should definitely try to get back with her.
it's going to be hard to find cute, relatable single women with no kids at this age.
>>30006632
Forget about her. Either make her your sex slave or toss her aside you piece of shit.
>28
i'm basically the charlie sheen of my job to the normos there. i let it slip to a few people that i buy hookers, have sex with married women occasionally, drink semi heavily, and do drugs occasionally.
i'm misogynistic. openly so to women who try to "figure out" if i am. like "yes bitch, duh, i am. here's a subtle rape-and-dismemberment joke. i'm going home later and watching a muslim woman being beheaded. any more questions?"
i'm less sociable now than i was at 18 as a senior in high school. i have no friends and don't care. i barely even greet people at work. just look at them and give an eyebrow raise or nod or "hey."
the only bright spot of my life is my health. i've been doing moderate exercise 2-3 times per week, eating a healthy-but-loose diet, and drinking two 1L bottles of regular tap water per day. i'm losing weight. my face is slimmer. the black bags under my eyes have disappeared. i actually look about 4 years younger. don't even do it for aesthetic reasons anymore. just health.
>>30006694
Thanks lad yeah gonna go on a walk soon try and catch some Pokemon hey
>>30006711
yeah i guess its time i punched my self in the face and snapped out of this shit
>>30006535
Damn that sucks. I'm glad my parents aren't that shitty. Honestly if I were in your situation I would have killed myself.
Is there a reason you have no job? Like when was the last job you have, and have you been applying for more?
>>30006347
I forgot to mention I work a full 40 hours on the weekends(12~14 hour shifts)
>>30004777
Fake piss you stupid nigger
>>30003855
>25
>parents died when I was 18
>went right to work, no college at all
>work for my state's Department of Transportation
>work overnight, by myself, going around picking up dead animals, filling small potholes and picking up trash
>$29 an hour because I've been there for 5 years now and got my CDL
>no gf, no prospects
>very few friends
>98 pickup truck with 200k miles
Meh, I guess it could be worse. Happy I at least
have a job and get to live alone.
>>30006909
>$29 an hour picking up dead animals, filling small potholes and picking up trash
god damn thats not even fair. do you live in the north or possibly California?
>>30005236
Doesn't matter.
What matters is the area.
If it's growing then it's rarely a bad decision
>>30006954
>growing area
Is it, but it seems like a worthless hassle if I end up moving in a year
27, oldfag, thought I had no hope but was saved by sudden gf. Hopefully my life won't go to shit again.
>>30006948
Northeast, but I live in a very cheap part of an expensive state, without the CDL it'd be $24 an hour, but because I can drive bigger trucks they have me plow the highways in the winter so I get paid more, we are overpaid for the skill level of the work, but that's why I got into this in the first place. I think all robots should get their CDL
25 jobless nonvirgin (I was 17, and I came right away) who still lives at home
I don't know what to do tomorrow. It's still weekend, so the streets will be filled with people shopping and having planned fun. When it's dark, it's ok to drink. Drinking during the day means you have a problem. I probably won't wake up until 4 or 5pm, so it won't be a long wait.
I'd like to meet someone who could pull me out of this, but that's a hopeless thought. You've been alone too long. You're better off away from people. Eventually the money will be gone, then what? Don't know, too early to care.
Guess I'll just shitpost until the sun goes down. Then I'll have a drink.
28 used goods rastie here. I hope I'll find a beta provider at the end, r-right? Cuz I hit the wall already..
>26 years old cyborg
>missed a text from my gf last night because I was sleeping
>it was probably about going to her place to have sex
>I SLEPT MY SEX CHANCE AWAY
>SHE LIKE WANTS SEX ONCE IN TWO WEEKS
>HAVE TO WAIT FOREVER NOW FOR HER TO GET IN THE MOOD AGAIN
>missed
>sex
>because
>of
>fucking
>sleep
don't get a gf guys, it's a meme. fucking shit like this make you deliriously mad
>>30006972
You'll make money or brake even, and you might (probably) won't move, anyway.
>>30007183
sounds like you need a more sexually active gf if you're only fucking once every 2 weeks.
>>30007183
Oh honey, she's just not attracted to you OR she bangs other dudes on the side (meaning she's just not attracted to you) OR the sex is terrible, probably all three.
>>30007242
Don't fuel my paranoia senpai, it's already bloated and unrealistic
Is it easier to just use online dating tools to find single women with no kids?
i'm so tired of single moms hitting on me
it's obvious they just see me as a cuck provider
>single women with no children never even talk to me
>somehow magically single woman with a children flirts me up constantly
like fuck off
>>30007183
You know she just texted someone else to fuck her instead if you cuck
>be 15
>Highschool student
>have a lot of issues
>Acne
>Braces and orthadontics
>glasses
>orthadontics made me talk with a lisp as I had a ton of shit in my mouth to fix an overbite
>tall so its impossible to blend in or hide
>all girls hated me and never wanted anything to do with me or even be seen talking to me.
>be 26
>University Graduate
>Accutane has cleared my skin to perfection
>braces have given me an incredibly perfect "flashbulb" smile with great teeth
>laser eye surgery means my sight is better than normal
>being tall is now a huge benefit instead of a drawback
>years of lifting, in great shape
But the transformation came too late, see I grew up my entire life being shunned by women and their like, I had no sisters, no female cousins, no female friends, the only female I had any contact with was my mother. Which means when it comes to girls I am a full blown autist, I never developed social skills because my transitionary phase caused other to isolate me, and their isolation only fueld my contempt.
The truth is, I want a GF, but it would take someone with an incredible amount of patience and unconditional love to put up with my autism. And I really doubt that such a thing exists. So I just take it one day at a time and save my money.
I'm a worthless 32yo NEET looking into a wastewater treatment apprenticeship on the advice of wastewater bro from here. Pay seems mediocre but idk....better than nothing I guess. I might also be a night stockbitch for Farm Fresh. I just want that I can be financially independent and smoke weed. Maybe I'll get into some tech shit, idk. I'll probably need to use fake pee eventually for drug tests if I start smoking again, which I haven't for 3 years.
I found out last week the only friend I've had in 2 years died last year, likely due to an accidental overdose, but I'll never really know for sure. I googled her name randomly with her state and came across her obituary. It turns out she died the last day I talked to her. I thought she just ghosted to work on herself or do her own thing, and I was okay with that and just hoped she was doing well, but that wasn't the case. I don't even want to talk to anyone about it irl because they'll be dismissive about her being " just" an online friend.
>>30005002
AHHHH FUCK THAT ITS WORSE THAN NO GF FOREVER I WOULD RATHER LIVE IN A SHITTY CHINESE MICRO APT
26, went back to school go get a college degree. I can alway manage and adapt to wherever I end up, but I have a major inferiority company because I'm still a NEET. Two more years to go
>>30004002
>>30005027
I need to fix my sleep schedule too. And I wold love to go outside for walks or something but if i did my parents would probably think i'm killing myself or doing drugs since i don't leave the house much.
>>30006404
That's quite a nice movie. Anyway, I just shitpost, go to the gym, cook and read a lot of non fiction when I'm not working. I can afford this because I live with my parents and they're sympathetic to how tough the graduate job market is out there.
>>30003855
I haven't had a serious suicidal thought for two days
>>30007183
Why is she still your gf? She obviously doesn't give a shit about you and makes you mad.
Dump the whore.
>>30003855
29. Socially autistic, tend to weird people out, gave up on trying to make friends long ago. Health is going to shit. Lost my job I cared about and can't find another one. Gave up and expect to remain NEET for the rest of my days. Stopped caring about much of anything except escapism.
28
Still at uni cause started when I was 25
Live with dad
No money
Friends are lawyers teachers doctors for years already
All I'm concerned with is getting a chad body and then parlaying that into halo effect $$$
I'm probably going to move to a different city or country when I graduate because I don't like knowing everyone in my city that I know knows I failed at life
I'm over 30 now.
For 15 years I was ridden by enormous guilt of being a parasite neet.
Now im fine with never working till death, leeching off mommy and waiting for her life insurance.
Ill never ever suffer the normie life.
Anyway thats my sage advice to emo little neets. Youll get over it an embrace ultimate comfort too.
>>30003855
>26
>Same old shit all the time
>just angry about it
>sleep, work, vidya, repeat
>even alcohol doesn't help anymore
>will be stuck in this cycle for 2 more years
Life is hellishly boring and I hate everything. Soul sucking jobs are the worst thing you can do to yourself aside from addictions.
I appreciate these threads anon. Feels a little good to vent. Haven't got anybody else after all
>>30009591
lol. I started at 19 and ten years after Im now finnishing my ECE master thesis.
College is a fucking ruse. I should have picked a trade. I would be already working for years, win more than what the fucking engineering degree provides (employers want technicians, not fucking jack of all trades teachers) and I would be a hell lot happier.
Literally 90% of what you learn becomes useless scientific garbage for your career. Its ridiculous.
Ah yes, and I have no life whatsoever in the real meaning of the term. Also a robot and a soon to be wizard.
>Fuck I hate college
>>30009692
what is ece?
yes i wish i did a trade too. i'm studying law and find it to be boreish and for autists. i only did it on a whim and i kept passing so now i'm gonna have a law degree for no real reason other than why not?
>>30009692
Yeah let me tell you about going to college for IT.
>you're good at computer stuff they say
>STEM degrees are in demand they say
>IT is the #1 field in this city they say
Worked my ass off to finish this thing. Yeah I got one entry level job I got kicked out of and the degree is collecting dust while all these IT positions are full or demand way higher level stuff than I'm qualified for. And I'm stuck as a NEET since the field seems to favor extroverts and shun sperglords like me.
>>30009771
ECE is a shitty degree and it stands for electronic and computer engineering. In the end everyone ends up working for consultant companies doing the same job as any other programmer, but with slighly less experience than someone who took and Informatics degree.
IT area is good money but its fucking hell on earth.
>>30009838
time to develop software my man
id be making apps and building websites if i was a nerdlinger like yourself
>>30009869
>*an informatics...
>>30009872
And this is a systems degree. I'm too stupid to understand programming, and believe me I have tried. If I knew it I could get a job here no problem.
>tfw codemonkey job making $70k
no friends and no life ever though
