I'm finally back...! I hope that you're happier now that-...
Why are you still sad...? I thought... I thought you said you were going to move on... I thought I helped you...
Sigh... I suppose you were lying... So why are you sad...? You've got so much to offer for, yet, you don't show it to the world!
> I thought you said you were going to move on
I never promise things that i know i wont accomplish.
>>30003082
who are youYou have been muted for 4 seconds, because your comment was not original.
>>30003589
im sorry anon, i know how you feel. it hasnt got any better for me
>>30003082
No I'm always sad and disgruntled. Thanks for remembering me though, anon
>>30003082
Y-you're back?
It's the anon that was talking about how I have no hobbies and stuff.
I still haven't found a new hobby or project.
I don't give a shit, I still love these threads
>>30004011
>>30003946
>>30003892
Eheh... I'm sorry that I couldn't help anyone... I know it's difficult to make people see themselves. You're all wonderful people, but you fail to realise it... And that... That kind of makes me sad. But I don't care, because my job is to make you happy!
>>30003082
>get job
>get friends
>get gf
>emptier inside than before
it doesn't get better friends, we were made for suffering
>>30004143
> my job is to make you happy!
Maybe it's because im a cynic but, why do you care about other person you've never met before? Why would anyone care about us anyway?
>>30004143
Well, not completely wasted. I did volunteer today. At least I didn't introspect and worry about my life for one day.
>>30004221
It's like being a teacher or a parent.. It's a labour of love~. I want people to be happy. I believe everyone can achieve happiness if they believe it. And who doesn't want to enjoy life? You've only got one chance of it, so you may as well, right?
>>30004214
Nothing's sadder than having it all but still feeling like nothing. But... I think that you can do well, anon! You just have to find a hobby or something to spend your time on!
>>30004274
See? Did you feel any better? Helping the people who are underneath you...?
If it was me... I'd be incredibly happy! Helping others is so rewarding to the heart.
>>30004290
> It's a labour of love~. I want people to be happy
D'waa
> I believe everyone can achieve happiness if they believe it.
Being optimistic has never brought anything good to my life, only worst things
> And who doesn't want to enjoy life?
Can't argue with that
>>30004402
Ehhh...? But... Optimism is what makes people aim that little bit higher. If you were always so pessimistic, you would never see your own potential!
It's like... Walking or any sort of exercise! Once you complete your target, you may think 'Perhaps I could do more and be better'.
>>30004318
It wasn't about helping people as helping the organization I was volunteering for. I did it for the cause and because it falls under my interests, not because of people, both in and out of the organization.
Anyway, it's a huge relief from usual.
>>30004431
Ah, my mistake... My head is so full of junk that I couldn't even remember~. But.. You enjoyed it, right? And if you enjoyed it, then you should keep doing it! Make every second count!
I don't really have the motivation to change what I'm doing from "being on the computer all day" to "finding a real relationship." Is it a worthwhile thing to be in one? I'm not sure. It's a lot of work, and I'm not that unhappy as is.
>>30004591
In my eyes anon, relationships can be the pinnacle of Satan or the second coming of Christ.
I've been in a few and when I'm in one, my depression and desires for death just vanish. However, when it ended... It all hit me like a truck. But I'm sure maintaining a relationship is the best feeling in the world!
So do you risk your emotions and mental state for possible eternal happiness? Or feeling worse than you felt before?
>>30004429
> If you were always so pessimistic, you would never see your own potential!
Some people told me that im actually a great person, then again i have never seen myself as someone good or even fine at the most, but being told something nice feels good i guess
>>30004453
Not sure how it will help in the long run, but it was a good relief.
Again, better than no opportunity at all, I guess.
>>30004663
Eheh... I'm sure that feeling will be more frequent in the future anon. I'm sure you deserve it! You sound nice and such!
Now promise me you'll be more positive~! It can be something little like waking up and looking at yourself in the mirror! Don't think negative thoughts, okay anon! I believe in you!
>>30004669
In the long run, perhaps they may repay you anon! I don't really believe in it, but Karma could happen and then they'll repay you! Besides, it's not like you don't deserve it! Being a better human being makes the world slightly better~! And thank you for helping those people!
>>30004290
>almost all of my time is consumed by work
>girlfriend disappointed i don't spend more time with her and blame it on my work
>friends disappointed i don't spend more time with them and blame it on my girlfriend
it was better to be a complete failure when i wasn't disappointing anyone than achieve fledgling success in the normie world while disappointing everyone
there is no way out
>>30004591
a man who is fundamentally broken will not find his salvation in a relationship, it will only worsen his condition. make sure to work on achieving your own sanity before you unintentionally drag someone else under
know that i'm not ragging on you specifically, i'm just speaking from experience
>>30004753
Don't be like that, anooon~. If work is being such a bother, then you may have to consider finding another job! I-It maybe a silly request to say straight away, but I'm sure you can find something... Right Anon...?
With all of those smarts, you could probably be a billionaire and only work a few minutes! Eheh~.
See weekends as week~ends~. Those are your days when you relax and hang out with your friends, right? You can't live life with all work and no play! Go and relax, you deserve it!
>>30004734
> I'm sure you deserve it! You sound nice and such!
I can only hope
> Now promise me you'll be more positive~!
Does joking about myself is being positive?
> Don't think negative thoughts
Give me a reason to why i shouldn't
>>30004734
Well then, that just says that I will get hit hard soon, since I've been doing fairly better than average. Thankfully, I don't believe in karma.
It might even pay off in few months, though.
However, in long term, it might just seem like a one-time event.
>>30004883
Hmph... Acting so cold... Typical anon! But don't worry, I won't give up on you!
I think if you try and see life as a more positive event, then something will click in your brain, making my cute anon actually feel more positive in general!
And no, you've got to be nice to yourself! For something that's been abused for so long, I think it deserves a relaxing holiday~!
>>30004896
There's a silly expression that I always hear.
"Don't cry because it ended, smile because it happened."
You should enjoy these moments while you can, making each second of your only life count to happy memories~!
And even if it does feel like a one-time event, you can always try to find other types of hobbies, right anon?
>>30005009
> I think if you try and see life as a more positive event, then something will click in your brain
But i try, and i try hard but nothing good happens when i do
> I think it deserves a relaxing holiday~!
I think i do, after all the shit i've been through my entire life i just want a day where i can think like "today is going to be a good day" without feeling like shit afterwards for thinking that i can be optimistic for once
>>30005133
Then let's get you a holiday anon! You obviously deserve one! I know that you're in pain but that'll change once you kick back and relax~.
>>30005009
I hate that expression. So, congrats. You're happy over one or two moments, yet rest of your life (which isn't even on same level as those moments) is absolute shit.
>you can always try to find other types of hobbies, right anon?
I'm pretty sure that was one of the major issues I've had in last thread.
>>30005155
be my cute boyfriend or girlfriend and ill be happy
>>30005156
But... I don't want to sound rude but you're sounding like you're crying. You always see things as a negative! You've got to turn that frown upside down!
And for a new hobby... You could always play Vidya or get /fit/ or something productive!
Or maybe what you need is a vacation! It is summer after all and the world is a beautiful place!
>>30005187
A-Anon...! I-I'm clearly not worth your time and space...! I-I'm just a robot... A-A... No! I insist that you find someone who'll make you relaxed!
But... If it makes you happy... Then...
>>30005155
> I know that you're in pain but that'll change once you kick back and relax~.
And afterwards? Does everything will comeback to me with a vengence? I know you try anon but some of us can't be happy no matter what we try, it's as if life has took any luck out of my body to give it to someone else
>>30004822
it's a bit more complicated than that, my friend
>work for a close friend of my parents
>family man, hard working individual, driven to succeed due to a poor childhood
>stricken with excess debt due to mistakes outside of his control early on
>started a business after coming close to losing absolutely everything
>contracted programming work to a company that was ripping him off to high heaven
>father suggests i speak with him, and i offer to work for far less than he's paying the company
>overjoyed, he hires me
>things seem to start out fine
>really likes me for my work ethic and outwardly positive attitude
>the work starts speeding up
>there are many unrealistic deadlines that to your average person would be unreasonable or impossible to meet
>but if we don't meet them we go under
>work almost constantly on very little sleep in order to meet deadlines
if i quit, i will not only destroy this man and his hopes, but also his entire family as well as disappointing my own. i have no doubt in my mind my parents would outright disown me for bringing such shame to our family's reputation
also
>implying weekends
>>30005241
No... No! You must never give up! I promise you that it gets better eventually! Please please... You've got to atleast want to be happy yourself!
>>30005249
Then use the beautiful gift of voice~. Negotiate with your family or your boss about how work is too difficult and effecting your health! I don't want my poor anon to be sick! I want you to be a happy healthy anon! Can you do that for me...?
I'm sure your manly voice will influence the world~!
>>30003082
I am sad because my cock is hard and throbbing. I deserve a sweet wet and warm mouth to suck my pent up stress away.
>>30005218
Now i'm already attracted to you. Yes it'll make me happy. Why are you so cute?
>>30005218
Positive/negative attitudes are learned from personal experience. It's not a matter of personal outlook.
>vidya
not a hobby. even if it was, it was a shitty one at that
>/fit/
the community instantly turns me away for some reason. plus, for some unknown and strange reason, I actually don't want to be athletic (don't ask me why, I guess it's just a preference)
>do something productive
work isn't a hobby, I'm sure about it. otherwise, I am shit at thathonestly speaking, I'm actually doing pretty good right now. I just like these threads so I'm still posting here. makes me feel better anyway
I'm always down and miserable. I have been since the earliest days of my life. For that matter what the fuck is this thread?
>>30005321
Most of the /fit/ community are assholes who over train their biceps and try to talk to every girl in the gym. And if they aren't doing that then they are snorting supplements off each other's dicks.
I remember going one time and asking where the leg press machine was and the guy I asked called me an asshole.
The guy wasn't even doing anything when I asked. He was just standing there looking at everyone figuring out who he would snort supplements of off.
>>30005307
Anon! Don't try and violate my ears with those words! Th-There are plenty of fish in the sea... And they all have different mouths! G-Geez... I-I know you're confident and such but...
>>30005313
W-Why am. I...? I'm not cute...! There're plenty of cute girls around the world who would enjoy your company! Don't waste it with me!
>>30005321
I hope I can help..! But there's nothing wrong with getting /fit/! You don't even need to aim for a dream body! Just exercising is good for you health! And a happy body will make you think more positively!
>>30005350
This thread is-
>>30005302
> I promise you that it gets better eventually!
Been saying this my entire life, and look where i am now but hey, at least i have hobbys that don't make me more miserable than i already am
>>30005400
You just had a bad experience... Lots of people have them! I think you should go to a quieter gym or perhaps go at a different time! Sure, people act differently because they think they're better, but they're wrong. Everyone knows that they're the most insecure because they have to work for a dream body in order to feel accepted, right?
>>30005405
B-But your life hasn't ended yet... Right? There's still a chance that it'll all get better! And when it does, I'm sure you'll be happy it came!
>>30005302
i've voiced my frustrations to my boss several times, but there's nothing he can do about it.
he's working as hard (if not harder) than i am to secure these deals, and if he isn't prompt on the delivery dates, we're going to lose our current deals and go under
my parents just tell me to suck it up and quit being a pansy
>>30005401
This thread is where you roleplay as an anime girl to make robots feel better?
>>30005401
I am exercising, just not any kind of program, just few exercises a day so that I don't gain fat. If I'd go on /fit/ and tell about the shit I do, I'd probably get shitposted with /fit/ memes and saged in seconds. Also, I'm pretty sure that a "happy body" won't make me feel better. I lost a decent amount of weight few years ago and it didn't change my opinion at all. Only thing it changed is how attractive I look.
I'm not in denial; I just genuinely don't feel a difference.
>>30005493
yes, and that's why we're all here. Attraction to OP'scharacteris probably the only reason why I (and others) keep coming back. Thankfully, I can't fall in love withfictional characters.
>>30005401
But the mouth I want is a sweet mouth that says sweet things. I can tell that you want to help me release all this stress, and how you want to taste and feel it shooting my cum into your mouth, in long, powerful bursts.
Help me relax OP, or I will continue to feel so miserable and stressed.
>>30005442
> B-But your life hasn't ended yet... Right?
It almost did, failed even when i tried to die
> There's still a chance that it'll all get better! And when it does, I'm sure you'll be happy it came!
Stop it anon, you're making me feel things
>>30005442
this thread is adorable and i love italso i've fallen in love with op
thanks for making my night <3
I drink to forget, but I always remember that I'm a severely depressed gay skinnyfat 20 year old with schizoid personality disorder, low testosterone and probably some type of brain damage that renders me unable to feel romantic love and other complex emotions
If any of you ITT are suicidal, I would recommend against the use of carbon monoxide. To this day, nor the doctors nor I know what it really did to me
>>30005491
That sounds like quite a pickle. I've never been in a situation like this before, but I would advice that you have to sacrifice something in order to keep everything else balanced. You've chosen a path that involves three major parts of life.
You could explain the situation to your girlfriend and friends and hope that they'd understand. But if you want to continue, I'd suggest dropping one of the three. Work, friends or girlfriend.
You really are living a tough life, and I'm thankful that you're still living.
>>30005493
Essentially, yuppers~.
>>30005528
Well... You could always shitpost on their threads for revenge? But I doubt that's relevant. How about... You... Um... You learn a language..? It can result in a new skill and you can communicate to a wider range of people!
>>30005537
A-ANON! YOU'RE... YOU'RE... AGH...!!
>>30005563
I'm sorry! I'm sorry! How about you just put your fingers on the corner of your lips and push upwards, making a forced smile! At least it'll make me happy, anon!
>>30005603
I'm glad I could help~! A-and don't fall in love with me...
>>30005640
Anon... I'm sorry to hear... How about you go outside and try looking for someone who can cheer you up! Friends are essential in this world of depression! I know you've been hurt but you and I both know you can find happiness later down the road.
>>30005640
You feel with your heart, not your brain.
>>30005671
Languages are one of my hobbies.
Fluent in 2 languages, actively studying one, and slowly starting to learn another one (and probably will start studying it actively after I am fluent with 3rd one)
Any other ideas?
>>30005671
C'mon OP, it's throbbing like crazy... maybe just one quick lick and some of your drool to help me stroke it?
>>30005714
Yay! I found some information about my anon~! Perhaps learning other skills like Music, Art, Carpentry or Mechanics! Each Skill makes you a more idolised human being! You'll be a hero in not only my heart, but others who want to employ you!
>>30005733
... You... You won't give up huh...? Well... Maybe... Nah, just kidding! Use your manly hands! I-I think that will do the trick!
>>30005671
> How about you just put your fingers on the corner of your lips and push upwards, making a forced smile!
Thanks OP, you just made me laugh about my creepy smile, now i feel a little better
>>30005685
That's cute, but still not accurate I'm afraid
>>30005758
Say what you want anon! You'll always make me happy! I just hope that you can be happy as well!
>>30005776
Don't be afraid, anon! I thought I got rid of those monsters under your bed...!
>>30005671
I guess I can respect that even if I find the idea of roleplaying like this a tad silly. Really I wouldn't know what a world without pain and grief would be anyway but I get not all robots are like that.
>>30005755
If I have to use my manly hands, they would be placed on the back of your head as you help me with that sweet mouth of yours.
Look, there's even precum oozing out the tip. Taste it for me. Or it will just keep building up and it will start to hurt, and it would then be your fault!
>>30005799
Alright OP, i'll try to be happy, i won't promise that i will but i can promise that i'll tryIf you were a girl and not erp'ing i would have fallen for you, not joking
>>30005799
Lol what? What's that about monsters?
>>30003082
So I assume this is a talk about your problems thread?
If so then at the very least I'm getting healthy, I don't want to be some fat diabetic piece of shit like the rest of my family. I have tons of problems and I always talk and plan on fixing them but never follow through, so I'm going to focus all my energy on this single one.
I'm going to get some meal plans ready, wish me luck
>>30005826
A world without pain and grief... That's a dream world for most people, hell for others. But I'm sure that's where we all aspire to be.
>>30005841
Don't blame your natural actions on me...! I-I... I am not getting anywhere near that thing... And besides, why not use your good looks and charms to find someone else...?! I-I'm just a... A... A someone not designed to do that kind of thing!
>>30005879
Your happiness is all that I want..~
>>30005889
Eheh.. Just my stupid sense of humour... But don't worry, we all wait for a knight to save us from our fear and dread. Eventually, you may find that someone. You just need to look, okay anon?
>>30005909
Good luck with your meal plans, anon~!
>>30005755
>Music
I'm shit at it.
>Carpentry
I'm pretty sure slamming the nail with a hammer will do the job for me.
>Mechanics
Really depends, but generally no as well. Although building few mechanical things could be nice; it's just that I don't have the resources nor the competence to do it.
I think you're the only person who hasn't given up with presenting me options at this point, OP. That's already praiseworthy on its own.
Capcha broke, sorry for late response.
>>30005939
I've just gotten used to constant depression and misery. When it's all I know trying to imagine what life would be like without it is a foreign concept to me. At least I can laugh at the thirsty robots wanting you I guess.
>>30005671
well, as i explained previously, i can't leave my work
if i left my girlfriend, i would feel guilty about it as she's very naive due to a sheltered upbringing and would probably get taken advantage of by some charismatic chad looking to pick up some easy poon in her sadness and desperation
i live with my friends (and my girlfriend for that matter) so i can't really leave them in any reasonable way
that being said, my girlfriend is very reasonable about my current condition. one evening i returned home and entered our room, and she was weeping quietly in her bed. i turned on the light and asked her what was wrong, when she rushes to hug me while sobbing loudly, telling me about how she's sorry about the situation i'm in and how she wishes she could help, and how she misses me so much when i'm out for days at a time. i had nothing to say in response, and just went to bed
the fact that i could make another human being feel like this simply due to my obligations makes me feel like a real piece of shit, but i'm really not sure how to reconcile it at this point
the promises of christ and cheap booze are the only reasons i haven't killed myself yet
>>30005776
the concept of something being "in the heart" simply means that you need to enjoy it in the moment, that attempting to analyze it as you would a cerebral activity will take you away from the moment you experienced the emotion, and you'll miss out. just try to think about your current state less and simply be in the moment more and you'll be feeling with your heart, so to say
>>30005939
You have a sweet mouth OP. You are very designed for it. You exist to help others with that sweet mouth of yours. So open wide and let me slide it in.
Don't make me have to force you into a corner and become a monster and rape your mouth... don't you dare act like a Stacey Roastie!
>>30005967
I don't deserve praise until you're smiling and happy! Um...
If you like languages and stuff like that... You could always learn about cultures or tourism. In a few weeks, I'll be off to another country~. Perhaps you could research about the UAE for me~! Or better yet, somewhere you would like to go!
>>30006005
I know I shouldn't say this... But getting used to depression and misery will make you stronger than most people can ever be. You've surrounded yourself in the worst pain most people fear to experience. Now the plan is trying to get you out of that pit of depression and into the world of happiness again!
>>30006020
Your girlfriend sounds like someone who will really support. Have you considered working at home and sending all of your work to your boss, resulting in you still having the option to talk to your friends and family while doing work at the same time.
>>30006049
Damn... I-I... I'm losing my options at this point.
>>30005939
>You just need to look, okay anon?
I appreciate the reply and the love, and I wish it were that simple, I really do. On the bright side, the loneliness is getting easier to cope with, because with each passing day that I spend not thinking about myself and what I could be doing, I feel like less of a person and more like a spectator, and then I don't have to feel bad about anything, I can distract myself and let my own soul fade away. If that happens, I won't have anything to be (un)happy about
>>30005939
is there anything i can do to help you, anon? <3btw fallen in love with you sorry
>>30006074
You can pretty much take the other 2 granted if someone likes languages (from my experience)
Also, the contrast between UAE and the "somewhere you would like to go" is almost day and night (although Dubai's probably the most tourist friendly city in Arabia)
Now that I think about it, it actually seems like a big enough hobby to stop looking for anything else. But again, I honestly don't know what to do or look for anymore.
>>30006086
I'm really sorry to hear... You shouldn't have to deal with loneliness... You sound like a sweet guy! But the world is never an easy place, we all understand that.
However, I still have hopes for you. In my eyes, I think that you'll return to normal some day! How you do it will be a mystery, but thinking of you smiling just warms my heart!
>>30006092
Someone like me doesn't deserve help compared to the tortured souls in this thread~.
>>30006020
Yeah I kinda figured that you meant emotions shouldn't be so neurotic and "calculated", but if my brain is physically incapable of something (take as an example, sociopaths and empathy), or if I have a severe shortage of oxytocin or something, there isn't much I can do
>>30006139
How about... Hmmm... How about considering teaching..? If you enjoyed helping/volunteering, then it would feel the same... Wouldn't it..?
But I think teaching would be quite fun!
>>30005939
Thanks, I'm already figuring out my macros and I just ordered a kitchen scale on amazon.
although I'm a very paranoid person, i'll see a doctor sometime this week to make sure I'm healthy.
h-how about you? i'd feel bad if only you encouraged me, do you have any problems?
>>30006074
Leaving the pit of depression is honestly something I think I fear. It's practically become a companion to me, something that's been with me since my earliest memories. I don't really know a world without it and I don't really see anything worth being happy about. I'm rather used to being a poor wayfaring man of grief at this point. I guess if nothing else I can contribute something to this thread besides discussions about my dick.
>>30006074
Lick the precum off and give it a kiss. Tell me you love my hard cock as it throbs next to your face. That will be sufficient for me to release my pent up frusterations at this point!
>>30003082
There's nothing to move on to, I'll always be sad. I've already lost my youth and there is no where for my life to go. Suicide is probably the best option at this point. If only I wasn't a coward.
>>30003082
I just feel down. and I dunno. Past events make it hard to look forward to the future... Even the past comes up so often..
I dunno why you're taking the time out of your day, I'm not really worth much.
I don't feel like speaking for other's since that's kinda rude.. I dunno
>>30006188
Not that extroverted, no. Teaching one person over time is possible, but again, I don't know or master any sort of subject or topic to become somebody's personal senior.and I'll be honest, being somebody's senior is something that I've kinda wanted to be, despite not having any dreams whatsoever
I'm not even gonna touch teaching/tutoring jobs. I'll stay away from them as much as possible.
Off-topic, but OP, why are you doing this? Don't reply with shit about how you want to help us and such, I'm curious about the actual reason. I don't care if you answer in or out of character.
>>30006206
Me...? You don't have to worry about me! I'm glad I could help! And don't feel bad, be happy that you're considering checking up!
>>30006208
It really hurts my heart when I hear people living in depression and not knowing what normal life is like. But... In due time... I guarantee that everything will blow over. You just need to promise me that you'll continue living! Okay? No suicides or any of that, otherwise my heart with shatter into a million pieces.
>>30006243
You can be happy... I know you can! You and I both know that you can't conceal your beautiful smile forever. It may be a hard battle, but when you're finally happy, it'll be worth the energy that you put into it!
>>30006246
The past is the past... Though it may greatly impact our present, it shouldn't effect our future~.
And you are worth much! Everyone on this earth has a value! You all deserve to live!
>>30006293
Blow over? I doubt it but whether that bothers me varies from day to day as does my suicidal thoughts. I wouldn't call myself actively suicidal but if I got hit by a bus or something I wouldn't exactly rush to call 911 either.
>>30006293
>Me...? You don't have to worry about me!
I'm worried senpai, you must be doing this for some reason and I hope it's not a sad one.
Remember that I love you
>>30006293
T-Thank you.. I dunno what to call you, but thank you.
I'll try to make my future as best as possible.. the past.. will pass I hope...
>>30006143
>thinking of you smiling just warms my heart!
I like to think this isn't only roleplay, that you actually are optimistic and non-cynical IRL. If I made someone feel good in some way, even a little bit, I'm happy about that
>>30006293
>You and I both know that you can't conceal your beautiful smile forever
It's not beautiful at all. It's ugly and none one would ever want to see it which is while it will stay concealed forever.
>>30006291
>>30006345
If anyone in this thread really cares then that's kind of you.
I'm doing this because I'm mentally broken. I've had a terrible upbringing and I recently dealt with a relationship that I felt like was going to last forever.
When I finally received the message
"Goodbye."
Life felt different.
Days later, I lost remorse, I lost most of my positive feelings and everything went grey. Emotionless and in pain. I hated it.
I didn't want anyone else to feel as broken as I have, or even worse. So that's why I've started doing this.
This is my only OOC reply.
>>30006293
Why do you type in such a cheery and upbeat way?
I like it, Its making me happy
Please don't stop anon
>>30006074
she's supportive to a fault, it kills me on the inside to think that i'm the greatest source of her sadness
unfortunately working from home isn't an option, we have some specialty equipment at the office that i wouldn't have access to at home
i apologize for troubling you with my irreconcilable issues, there's just no one i can talk to in real life about this that wouldn't call me a faggot or pansy. you're doing god's work, friend
>>30006372
Thanks, anon. I don't know if this will make you feel better, you're actually helping people. You're actually succeeding at slightly boosting morale. If only we could help you the same way.
Good luck. I usually take this more cynically and I'd blame it on your own personal reasons, but I don't care whether it is or not. I'm not a moralfag that likes when people "do good" but I can't thank you enough for what you're doing here.
Don't reply.
>>30006372
Aww OP :( I'm sorry that happened to you
>>30006372
Know that I am glad you didn't get lewd with me. You are a shining example of a positive spirit that isn't tempted by the devil that is me.
Despite whatever you feel like, or how gloomy the skies look to you, you are 10/10 a magnificent person. And I am certain the universe will move for you to make up for every bad thing that has affected you. I will be allowing it.
>>30006372
You're great anon, you're a wonderfully nice person, and a fucking legend.
I had a similar thing happen to me two years back, I still haven't gotten over it fully, and I still think about going back to him almost every day. It's really hard to get over someone/thing completely removing themselves from your life after they've ingrained themself so deeply into who you are, and what you think.
You're a lovely person OP, I teared up a little reading what you've been saying in the thread.
>>30006240
You're freaking me out! I don't want to lose my V to you! B-But I want you to be happy! Find someone who will make you happy anon!
>>30006319
Eheh... I know that you've dealt with alot... But people care for you, anon... People like me..!
I-I know what you're thinking, but just consider the life you'll miss if you die... We may not ever meet. Just... Consider living for a lot longer... Please please please!
>>30006356
No need to thank me! You're happy, and I should be thanking you for staying a live.
>>30006390
>>30006368
Eheh...! You guys make me smile! I've never met a thread that's been as welcoming as this! But anyway... Thank you for contributing to the thread~!
>>30006424
It does help to talk... And maybe someday you'll find the answer to your problems! I do hope it all goes well! Best of luck~!
And thank you everyone. You're all people that have a place in the world, you just need to realise it.
>>30006372
OP, you're one of /r9k/'s rare jems. You managed to shift /r9k/'s general skepticism, negativity, and such and actually make people feel better.
At least you can sleep at night knowing that you helped others. Again, like >>30006440 said, if we could only help you, we would.
Kyahahaahahahah fucking faggotlords
>>30006491
Anyway, OP, I'm off to bed.
Thanks for all those suggestions you gave me today. I'm actually considering few of those options.
>>30006491
I want to ask uh.. Ma'am but what do you like doing besides helping us?
And possibly what I can refer to you as..
>>30006491
Eh I know you don't really care and you're playing a role but I'm getting to share some thoughts on my mind before I go to bed so I'm gaining something I guess. If nothing else I would just be lurking anyway.
>>30006491
>still doesn't want to ignore the obnoxious guy trying to make this lewd
such kindness ;_;
>>30006487
I hope you fully move on! You're also a good person. believe it or not! And relationships are a blessing and a curse. I suppose we just need to appreciate how happy we were at the time.
>>30006551
How mean~!
>>30006558
Good night! I hope I helped you with something~!
>>30006567
Well... I don't really do much else other than this. And you don't have to refer me as anything special, I'm just another thread in R9K.
>>30006570
Good night, I hope it all goes well! And make sure you dream positively!
>>30006593
Love's got to spread~!
Can I join whatever you guys are doing?
>>30006677
Anyone can join~!
>>30003082
>>30000000
What is this? I'm confused about this thread right now....
>>30006712
>>30005493
That should explain it
>>30006690
So here we go.I feel lonely as fuck. And this loneliness is caused by no friends. I want to make new friends, but I'm awful at conversations. I can't into human interactions.
>>30006599
But you're kind and inspiring...
I hope you'll find something you love..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fox--fno5iM
>>30006786
It's common to be awkward around strangers, anon! But don't worry! I believe that you can find more friends if you talk to them on social media first! Or just go out to something you enjoy!
(A pub, a gym, a concert)
They should have the same interests as you, making it easier!
>>30006805
Thank you anon... And there are plenty of people like me in the world.
If I find something I love, I'll make sure you get the message~!
Me and a boy got in strange kind of relationship a few months back.. Mostly sexual but he could be pretty affectionate at times.
He broke things off with me yesterday. I thought we had something but he doesn't want to see me anymore and he won't tell me why
It shouldn't be so hard to deal with, but it is, and I don't know what to do. I never told him I had feelings for him, but he could probably tellnot a roastie btw
>>30006849
You are the first to say something nice.. and not take it away at a moment's notice..
But, I'll believe you.. and you better pinky promise!
>>30006849
I guess you're right, but it isn't even problem irl. It's even problem with steam friends. I"m still surprised they didn't delete me from friend list.
>>30006865
It sounds like he was using you for sex. And it's incredibly difficult to leave someone you love. Many people experience breakups, and it leaves us heart broken.
Only time can heal the wounds, trust me. There isn't a quick fix answer.
>>30006890
I pinky promise, my anon. But only if you promise to keep staying alive and continue showing me that smile~!
>>30006902
Most steam friends now-a-days will add people with humour~! Now I guarantee that you're a funny person! In fact, it's not even difficult. You just have to be edgy to make people laugh!
Never the less, humour is key to get more friends!
>>30006936
Well, thank you. I will now try to get some friends! Have a nice day/night.
>>30006983
You too, I hope you find more friends!
>>30006936
I guess.. but if I ever fail or feel down..
Will you promise to smile and feel happy?
>>30006599
You're right, despite that falling out being an extremely horrible thing, I'm still able to look back on the good times, and smile about them. It's a matter of perspective, I guess. People generally move in and out of your life, that's just the way it is, but some people come in through some really fantastic ways, and others leave through some kinda lame ways. Everything has that whole duality to it, sorta.
>>30007013
Of course I will anon! You've just got to track another thread like this down!
And if it's an impersonator, then you've got a new friend as well!
>>30007025
Exactly. That's what makes life so unpredictable and fun. You never know what's going to happen next~! And I want this to spread to all the depressed people on r9k!
>>30007030
Alright! Thank you for making this night not so long, already a bit late.
Remember, be happy! For me and everyone else..
>>30007124
Take care anon! Keep safe!
>>30007145
Goodnight and sleep tight!
>>30006936
>using you for sex
You're probably right, but he used to tell me that his parents wouldn't approve of his sleeping with a guy..
And the way he held me is not something I can forget easily
>>30007206
Welll... That's only my assumption!
If someone were to randomly abandon me, that would be the first thing in my head. However, something important could've sprung up like a relative dying or him getting accepted in to college. Who know~? But time is all you need to move on!
>>30007257
Yeah I guess you're right. Thank you for the advice, kind anon. I'm off to bed
>>30007324
Nighty nighty!
This thread is so cute
You did a good thing OP <3
Wow this is a very gay thread
I'm heading off to bed now, I hope I see another one of your threads soon!N-not that I really care, or really like you or anything, b-but still, I wanna see you again, okay?
