Why live, robots? What keeps you from killing yourself every night? For me, I just don't want to let my family down.
>>30001295
i'm mad that i was just born into this world and expected to have to work to be alive but i don't feel like killing myself
I guess I just feel like there's a lot better stuff out there for me yet even if I don't try to go towards any of it some of it will eventually just happen to me.
Like just this week I got a check from social security for 200 bucks cause apparently they missed a month when i was kid. I had enough money to renew my ID card so I can go out drinking at bars that care enough to check expiration dates.
>>30001295
Currently have a pet roach I'm taking care of that if I die I know will go uncared for.
Other than that, yeah, things have been getting to the point over the past few months where it seems like a good idea.
>>30001295
>For me, I just don't want to let my family down.
Yup. Me too.
It's not that we're that close. But I know it would hurt them. The extended family would meet too and they'd talk about it, feel guilty but also wonder what the fuck was my deal anyway, and it would make everyone feel bad for a while and every time they'd remember it.
The thought of that stops me from actually doing it. I still think about it though.
Too big of a pussy for suicide.
>>30001375
Name of roach friend?
>>30001295
Because if anything, I can invest all my resources into being as comfy as possible. Why would I prefer death over a few decades of working and coming home into my homely little cave, where it is warm and I can eat all the good food I want and masturbate to an endless porn stash. Why would I prefer feeling nothing over feeling good?
>>30001405
It's almost constant, isn't it?
>>30001295
>For me, I just don't want to let my family down.
same here anon
also i'm too cowardly to actually do it
anyone else wish they'd never been born?
pictures of girl's I'll never touch in a million years
>>30001431
Honestly, I forgot. It wasn't originally mine.
In dont want that my mom has to cry everytime my name falls
>>30001474
Oh, well, I'm glad you have a friend
>>30001295
seeing the white race bounce back and genocide the muslims
l4d3
titanic honour and glory
seeing my son grow up to be a man
>>30001448
Lately, yeah. Everyday I'm pretty sure. But also I'm confident I won't do it. Not any time soon I hope.
>>30001549
Me too. I don't know why but having him around is really comforting, even if he is just a bug.
I'd miss all of the cool future shit
Original desu
>>30001606
Nothing wrong with that. I live alone and there is a spiderbro who I like having around. Haven't seen him in a while tho
>>30001295
Fear and uncertainty
I'm very afraid of existing again
>>30001295
I have set some minor goals for me to reach, and I want to see what my reward is for reaching them.
>Become the best at something or the be first to do something
>Find the perfect song
>Find the perfect girl
>Find the perfect game
>Become wizard
>Live to 50
>Become rich
And a few others.
>>30001295
Don't want to miss any interesting happenings. Besides, things could change, life could change (for the better, hopefully) -- one day I could hear some magic words in a song, a movie, a tv show, a video game or even /r9k/ that totally turns my life around. Or some of the things I've been doing unexpectedly pay off. Or all my efforts over years accumulate into something I never expected.
Anime, games, music and drugs are just barely interesting enough to keep me going. I slog through waiting for that next 5-10 minute dopamine rush of listening to a great song after a strong cup of coffee which is maybe once per day.
No need to suicide since I'll die soon enough anyway. Years just fly by. Although i may heroin overdose or nembutal around 70 or whenever my health deteriorates enough that its impossible to be self-sufficient. Really do not want to spend a decade lingering around an assisted living facility. I used to wonder why people talked about legalizing euthanasia for the elderly, but as I age i think i understand, and also support it.
