>dream about having a gf
>wake up
>grab a hrus and put a little makeup
I've slowly fazed into an NPC role in all my dreams. I just sit around watching the characters in my dreams be disgusted just looking at me and insulting me, or even trying to be violent toward me. Friends, family, old crushes and everything in between hates me, even in my dreams.
It's like when you enter somebody else's dream in Inception but every time I go to sleep.
>>29998497
This is exactly how I felt about my life. Some non important npc doing the exact same shit everyday and just watching life passing by
>>29998578
Do you get the dreams?
Even my subconscious can't suspend disbelief and make people like me for 8 hours
You don't even like me, and I don't like me
The darkness is real
My dreams never really make sense. Just a hazy mess. Not unlike my life
>have someone to cuddle with for an extended period of time
>wake up one day
>she's not there anymore
>she never will be again
I really feel like killing myself every time this happens
