And once again I have spent a day on front of my computer
I feel like there is so much to do even on the computer but i end up always either playing csgo or watching some videos instead of other stuff i would kind of like to do but always procrastinate and i never feel satisfied
>>29996975
I've been feeling the same as of late, Anon. There really is a lot to do, but I end up going through the same routine of playing a few short sessions of Hotline Miami, listening to music I've listened to a hundred times before and lurking on 4chan.
I can't remember what I did yesterday, or the day before. Life's just a blur, and it's slipping through my fingers as I type this. Tomorrow will be the same.
>>29996975
I feel like spending too much time on the internet just drains all the energy from a person. I've become so lazy these past years that watching two anime episodes in a row has become an actual accomplishment.
I envy you guys for still having a concept of time.
>>29997191
I know your feel too well
I actually feel ok while i play csgo or watch something useless from youtube or something but after that i feel like i should have done something else, even on the computer it feels like i have something else to do but i just dont do it
Why cant i enjoy even being on computer anymore, always something is wrong or doesnt feel right
>>29996975
Start doing sport.
If not, start reading. Dont read in your room, you will just go on the computer. Find a place nobody goes outside and read.
>>29996975
>Decided to do something for today
>Took dad's car, wanted to drive for a couple of hours
>Got into an accident because I spaced out
>Got yelled by Chad and Stacy
>Now I have to pay a 200$ fine
>Dad is angry as fuck with me
That's what I get for trying to do something
>>29997297
I would fucking kill myself if i lived there, is that Tokyo?
>>29996975
Yeah. I haven't done any programming in three days due to all the happenings lately.
For me there is no middle ground. I either program or do math for 8hours + or I sit on 4chan the entire day.
>>29997297
Im just not interested in that stuff, i just want to be on my computer but i cant even enjoy that properly anymore, i used to be a lot into computers and do bunch of stuff on them, and sometimes i want to watch some tv series i like but always i end up either playing csgo, browsing 4chan or watching other videos from youtube and feel unsatisfied afterwards and time goes fast and feels like i spent it again for nothing when i could have done something else which is just as useless stuff but still
It's weird and difficult to me to explain, but i always end up doing the same things as before and i feel unsatisfied and wish i would have done something else on my computer
