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Am I bipolar or retarded or something?
2016-07-16 07:15:51 Post No. 29983015
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Am I bipolar or retarded or something?
Anonymous
2016-07-16 07:15:51
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So I'm about to get fired from my wagecuck retail job, no more wagecuck threads for me.
I worked here 2 months and I only know realize I wasn't alive during any of it, I had completely shut down in order to stick to the routine.
Then I finally had a 2 days off in a row and I went ape shit. It's like all my energy came back at once. I've been awake for 3 days, mostly masturbating and edging the entire time. I called out the last two days, just said I was "sick" (which in a sense is true)
I think if I stay up anymore I might literally die so I think I probably should call out again tomorrow. But I'm at the point where I can't lie very well anymore, so I think I might just no-call/no-show. I actually think I only called out 1 of the 2 days I missed, and no-called the other day, I can't remember. I don't know how I'm supposed to go back to that place now. I can't believe I did it for 2 months, it was like I was a different person.
The weirdest part about all of it is that I barely have enough money for next month's rent and then have nothing, and have no other job lined up at all. At the moment this seems trivial.
How do people do the same routine for decades?
So yeah. I kind of think I'm just retarded because the decisions I make are extremely dumb. On the other hand it's all seems to be out of my control.