>SHE WAS THE ONE AND YOU FUCKED IT UP
normie idiot
every
single
time
my
dude
Once they meet me the aspergers comes out
the one what dipshit what are you even talking about?
>>29979183
jokes on you mate, "the one" does not even exist
>>29979183
if she was the one then how come you are not together kiddo
haha get rekt virginal
>>29979183
she probabIy put a restraining order on you
but we fucked each other's shit up sempai
>>29979183
What did she do to make you think that?
>>29979183
>le the one maymay
m8 there's no such thing as the one, just ones that could work
>>29979183
>he fell for the love meme
laughing my ass off to be quite honest family
>>29979183
>SHE WAS THE ONE THAT MADE YOU THINK YOU WERE THE ONE THAT FUCKED UP
No senpai. She fucked up.
>>29979183
ButI'M THE ONE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qXIFgzZRMk
>>29979183
>jewish
>the one
pick 1
>hispanic blood
>the one
pick 1
Stop reminding me your huge cunt
i like to think we both did but fuck i miss her
>she was the one
>I knew she was
>managed to marry her
>thought things were going to be great
>divorced ("on friendly terms" so at least my shit isn't just fucked up)
>found out today she's getting remarried
>all I've done since the breakup is sit around drinking and playing video games
At least I had personal days left so I didn't have to go into work today.
>tell her a girl asked me out
>tell her this because "can you believe that shit, lmao"
>she immediately goes "you're lying to me" with horrified face
>I think she can't believe a girl would ask me out because I'm a piece of shit
>I get madder then hell
>finally hits me that she liked me a lot and was thinking I subtly was rejecting her after she is gone
>process stuff we talked about
>figure out why she confronted me about a coworker flirting with me
>figured out why she obviously lied about joining a sorority when I was a fraternity faggot
>she liked me the entire time
>she blocks me on Facebook once she leaves
>tells me she will be gone an entire year in a very particular way
I think I just lost my true love. I'm truly a fucking autist. It has been 6 months and it still hurts. I think I hurt her more though with all the autistic shit I said to her....and worst of all she was a non-degenerate, family values, Christian girl.
Just kill me, God. I fucked up so badly. At least it's been a big motivator for me to get over my anger issues and working out.
Think I'm just going to get my dream car, build it to make an insane amounts of horsepower, sit back and cry that I accomplished something with my life and drive it into a wall at high speed at this point.
>>29980957
She was already fucking him before you got divorced.
>>29979183
i fucked up so bad it's not even funny, don't remind me op
>>29981201
It wouldn't surprise me at this point. That's what I get for loving a woman more than she loves me.
>>29979183
> You find out she was a huge slut and a walking stereotype
I will die being a looser and a virgin, but regret will never be a problem
>>29981159
holy shit i have no idea what you're talking about
>We split up
>Yet we still talk
>Not a day has gone by since she hasn't apologized to me.
>She's not even sure what she's apologizing for
>Want to ask her to take me back so badly
End my life
>>29981269
My bad, I'm pretty dumb.
Basically girl liked me a lot and didn't realize this until she left.
>put my id in one of those skype threads, not expecting much
>someone adds me
>"why are you so sad anon...?"
>tell her that i'm a neet, never had a gf
>she takes pity on me
>"hey anon. do you want to video chat? i mean, if you're too shy i can just do it."
>i say okay.
>spend two hours talking to her.
>>29981395
>i wanted to share it, tell someone, anyone, that i was going to make it. that i finally found someone that cared about me.
>make post on r9k.
>keep posting more, make webms with the screen captures i did
>she sees the thread and blocks me.
>i realize how much i fucked up
i can't believe how fucking autistic i was that night. why couldn't i have thought differently? why did i do it? why was i so fucking retarded?
i miss goldie so much.
no she wasnt & no i didnt
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nt6zFtTUN_c
How many lifes does it take to get it right/get a good one? do we really only get one life? how is that fair?
Once there was a path
and a girl with chestnut hair,
and you passed the summers
picking all of the berries that grew there;
there were times she was a woman,
oh, there were times she was just a child,
and you held her in the shadows
where the raspberries grow wild.
And you climbed the twilight mountains
and you sang about the view,
and everywhere that you wandered
love seemed to go along with you.
That's a hard one to remember,
yes it makes you clench your fist.
And then the veins stand out like highways,
all along your wrist.
And yes it's come to this,
it's come to this,
and wasn't it a long way down,
wasn't it a strange way down?
>>29981454
you need to get stabbed a few if not a million times
>>29981294
lesson learned:
never talk to a beta for more than 2 minutes
do not ever even respond to his hello
otherwise he will delude himself into thinking there was 'something' or 'potential' lmao cringe
i refuse to believe that poster was a male
there is no way.
>>29981710
>>29981294
meant to reply to goldie's bitchboy >>29981395
At least it's been six years. Don't eeven remeber what she looks like.
>>29979183
this
this
that is what it is
and it was all my stupidity and anxiousness about fucking it up that fucked it up
which is why Im now gonna sudoku
Im not even kidding, I have the rope already fastened to the doorknob
fuck this gay earth
>tfw turned down guaranteed sex (and a relationship, which would have resulted in happy, healthy teenage years) with a solid 7.5/10 because I was certain my oneitis at the time was the one
>onetits ended up fucking chad
and here I am, a 21 year old kissless virgin
