>Back in 2005, age 18.
>Honor student. Lots of friends and popular in high school
>lots of opportunities appear
>decide to move to a different country upon graduation instead of taking more obvious opportunities
>become NEET (2005 to 2007)
>be me 2016, turning 30
>barely finished my undergraduate studies this year
>massive student debt
>no job
>barely able to eat and pay internet using parents help
>constantly sick
>half brothers are cambridge, oxford graduates. highly successful
>parents dissapointed in me
>in an abusive relationship
>alone in a shit world country with no family or friends
>want to kill myself but cant stand the idea of making my parents go through pain
send help
>>29978965
>decide to move to a different country upon graduation instead of taking more obvious opportunities
why did you do this my man
did you fall for the grass is greener meme?
I would, but an envelope full of weed and pirated DVD's would probably never make it through customs.
My profound sympathy must suffice.
>>29979041
>mfw 18 and thinking I know everything
>force my idea to move to a different country
why cant i go back in time?
>>29979044
Thanks man, the sympathy is definitely needed right now. Got some weed but not even smoking is helping me right now. fff-
>>29978965
Did you go internationally for college?
Why or how did you become NEET?
What country and whys it shit?
Really curious, thinking about going out of the country for a degree myself want to know your experiences
>>29979487
Went through high school in the US. Turned down lots of scholarships and decided to move to Sweden. Was a lonely NEET back then now Im a broke ass 30 year old. Id stay clear of drastic decisions like the ones I made during my miserable existence on this rock
>>29979820
was it because of the language barrier or any other reason that you can point to? or was it just a shitstorm of financial and social probs
>>29979889
I had made all of my friends in the US and they went on to become successful. I moved back and felt completely isolated the moment I started college. My parents were elsewhere working and no other family. Couldnt make friends anymore and just began feeling apathy in general. I just wanted to stay at home on the internet all day.
>>29979952
as it stands now I don't really like any of my friends. I think I'm pretty sociable so I think I can make new friends, but as it stands I'm already depressed, lonely, and trying to escape life and my mind. Don't mean to be feely but what I'm getting at I guess is I could start over? Just scared to fuck it up, lose connection with my old friends, and be totally alone. But desu I feel like Im already there
>>29980038
I would really think twice before starting over. Best if you have a solid plan and you have thoroughly researched your options. I am no longer a NEET, and I have a very limited, yet active social life. I've found that talking face to face about these things is the best way to vent out and truly analyze your situation from a different persective. I also am looking to smoke some DMT to see if I get a breakthrough or find out what Im supposed to do in this bitch.
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