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Anyone here "lost in life" ?
2016-07-16 02:06:46 Post No. 29978237
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Anyone here "lost in life" ?
Anonymous
2016-07-16 02:06:46
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Hello there
I honestly don't really have anyone to talk about it, so I decided I would ask around here. Before I jump straight to the question, little info about me that could be relevant. Diagnosed with depression and a serious case of OCD around a year ago, was suffering from both for around 3 years give or take, but was afraid to go into therapy. Anyways I started my treatment and started taking my meds and thing changed but I am not sure if its all for the better. I am pritty sure my OCD is gone for the most part, occasionaly I get disturbing thoughts and impulses to check things but, I dont follow them, but my depression got stranger.
Now to the question
For the last at least couple of months I dont feel bad or good, I dont get angry or excited, I just dont feel much of anything good or bad, but I feel really lost in life, I am still going to university, but I dont care much about the grades nor my future, I feel lost and I dont really understand what or why I am doing. I have simple hobbies like watching movies or anime and playing video games, but lately Ive been doing less of those, because I dont feel anything now when I watch something or play something, I do it out of habit, but I cant spend hours at it like I used to.
I feel like life is passing me by while I am outside of everything, just observing but not taking part in it. It does not disturb me, its just strange to be so detached from everything and everyone. Do any of you people here feel nothing?