How do you deal with knowing you're going to be alone forever? With knowing that you're undesirable to everyone?
Can we find some kind of comfort or edginess in it?
Is there a way to convince yourself that you don't need human affection?
I think learning to be happy with what he have is the best method. But, no, I haven't figured out how to do that yet.
Desire is the cause of all suffering.
By deluding myself, of course!
When you have come to peace, there is no "dealing".
>>29970955
>learning to be happy with what you have
You and me both know deep down the only real answer is death, i have shit genetics and there's nothing i can do to change it, suicide is the only honest answer.
>>29971041
Yeah, I know, but wanted to try to answer anyways.
I'm 30 and foreveralone. Never had a gf, never been kissed. I'm going to kill myself soon.
I'm just afraid of the mess I'll make. I need to get that blue tarp they sell at home stores, so that when whoever discovers my body can clean up easy and I don't make a mess in my apartment for the landlord to deal with. He's been a good landlord.
You just accept it. I'm 29 and well on my way to 30.
I consider ending it all the time, but i do enjoy my vidya, even if it means wagekeking.
All i hope is that i don't live a long life. Hopefully i won't considering my father's lineage which is pretty shit and everyone died in between their 35, 40 or 50.
