Reminder that you missed out on high school and college life and sex. You maybe even got bullied continuously. If you want to contribute to a society which treated you like shit then you're a cuck.
The only issue is boredom. Boredom is what's causing my depression. I need to get rid of my boredom.
Alcohol isn't enough anymore. My meds aren't improving my mood or motivation. Anime and vidya arent as effective for escapism anymore. I don't desire anything other than sex, but that's only if I haven't fapped for a while.
wat do?
>>29968908
Find an escort or hook up with someone on a dating app. Having sex isn't that hard these days, that is if you really want it.
>>29968940
Unfortunately its not legal in my country, and I live with my parents. I don't want to visit a whores place either since it could be a robbery scam.
I have enough of my parents trustfund money to go on a trip to Amsterdam for some whores, but that would drain my only resources so I'd be forced to kill myself.
>>29968908
The only way to be happy is to find purpose and satisfaction in what you do. Otherwise anything will get old
Get involved in politics. New stuff is always happening.
>>29968908
>Reminder that you missed out on high school and college life and sex.
But I had a great time in high school and Uni. Even had a >GF for a while
Don't know where it all fell apart.
> Sex, friendship
Don't care. I'm (diagnosed) schizoid. But do get a fleshlight.
> Boredom
Play an instrument, study math, physics, a language. Stop being a lazy NEET and become a productive NEET.
>>29969059
>>29969119
If you didn't fuck at least 5 people in college, your failed. Sorry, anons, 5 people is the minimum.
>>29968908
Super late bloomer here. I was insanely shy all through high school and college. I was fat in high school but got thin in college. I got attention from girls but didn't know how to handle it because I was so behind in social development. Didn't lose my virginity until I was 26. I'll be 30 this month.
>>29969119
>Play an instrument, study math, physics, a language.
Every time I try something like this I get bored after a few minutes.
>>29968908
Yeah, I know I still try though.
>>29969209
That's because you're not waiting long enough to see your skills develop. Keep track of your progress for a month, or even a week. That's what keeps me motivated.
>>29969209
Then the problem isn't boredom. You're lazy and apathetic. You probably spend at least six hours a day shitposting on 4chan because it's easy and addictive. I was the same when I was a NEET.
>>29968908
You should learn to live rather than just wait for the things you wanted to happen. Start taking care of yourself. Escapism wont help you reach this objective so be smart and put this brain to work.
You can become better than that. Good luck.
join a monastery or become a hermit or something simila
