ITT: shit that turned you into a robot.
>Be 15
>Meet girl called Sophie through a friend
>We end up speaking, turns out she had just lost her mum and her dad had run away in grief, leaving her and her sister seperated and being passed around family members
>We speak all the time and i end up helping her for 2 years through that and being bullied at school, along with her being raped by an ex boyfriend of hers, drug and alcohol addiction and a theivery spree.
>End up helping her through it all and even go out with her twice.
>Get to 3 years latee when i was in 6th form.
>Go on a trip to Berlin with history department, text her before saying ill text in a few days when im back and that i love her
>Text her to let her know im alrught while im there
>No reaponse
>Text her when im back
>No reaponse
>Okay it is exam season so shes probably busy
>3 weeks pass, still no response
>Get a message frim her Uncle saying that Sophie had gone if the rails, and even though she was only 17 shw had been stealing, taking drugs, attpted to murder someone, making porn of herself and selling herself to anyone who wanted to sleep with her including random people on the street. And that they needes my help
>I diddnt know it at the time but it had put me into shock
>Spend 6months getting her psychiatric help
>Nit allowed to speak to her directly but she emails me when she can, saying how she loves me and asking how i am etc...
>One day when she gets her phone back her aunt texts me saying "sophie is recovering now, thanks for all the help, dont speak to her again"
>This put me from long term shock into depreasion
>After a while sophie emails me again and thats how we speak for months
>One day she gets her phone back properly and texts me: "Hey anon youve done so much for me over these years, i wouldnt be here without you. But youve served your purpose and i dont need you anymore. Thanks for all the free shit and support but youve served your purpose. Later.
Whats your story anons?
>>29966515
Bumping for interest. Shit anon qhat happened after that?
>>29966515
just the way I am
>>29966515
I don't have any events that turned me into a robot. I was actually pretty outgoing in elementary school, but after that I've just gradually turned more autistic and less social.
Felt like lower than normal scum since childhood because of continual academic failure some how I grew up believing getting a girlfriend was a fcking weird thing to do and you shouldn't do it
>>29967030
How so anon? What are you like
>>29966515
> youve served your purpose and i dont need you anymore. Thanks for all the free shit and support but youve served your purpose. Later.
THAT FUCKING BITCH
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'm /sociopath/ so in the end I probably memed myself out of normiehood but I don't regret it too much I think
>>29966515
I was born a robot. I have ASD, horrible phenotype, left handed, and non-white.
>abusive single mother I still have to live with because live in expensive city
>she overfed me as a child and is obese herself
>destroyed self esteem, made me different from others, made fun of, didn't know who I was supposed to be and despised pictures
>it was too late for me to change anything bc I started exercising and fixing my diet at 16
>have no pictures of myself growing up and experiencing life
>1st suicidal tendency at 8 bc during play time no kid would play with me
>drew a picture of myself hanging
>teachers ratted me out; my mom screamed at me while driving
>asked me if I wanted to die and opened my side of the door and said jump out
>she claims not to remember but I have never changed the events of that story and have great memory
1/2
>>29969214
>unable to dress well because being fat makes clothing feel uncomfortable, you sweat more and anxiety
>mother was always against everything I did always complaining
>always wished I had a father to put her in her place and tell me he loved me and encourage me to do fun stuff
>actual father cheated on her and is a passive beta who got controlled by another woman and lives well married
>temporary friends during some grade years were mentally ill or homeschooled and moved away
>I often turn to teacher for attention never students, many of which favored me
>once I hit HS I was filled with ambition for STEM and planned everything
>built up a good starting resume with certifications and experience
>when it came to my ambition I tried my best and was very artiiculate
>single mother despite how well I was doing started to spend more time home less time working
>got into social media and went off trying to be everybody's friend for attention
>always angry that I was still living at home even before I graduated
>put her teenage dream above my life and not a day had I spent in peace
>chased away all my friends because she felt threatened when they weren't kissing her feet
>has called me a monster retard told me she hated me wanted me aborted etc worse than any bully could
>family let's her do what she wants never intervenes
>now I work as a wagecuck and dropped out of college dreams dead
>she still doesn't get it
>she started her "born again" and regretful phase and calls herself the perfect woman thanks to feminism
>will deny any of what I remember her doing growing up
I can't wait to get another therapist and tell them everything. I'm tired of repeating this story. Why is this fair, why did I have to be born.
>>29966515
>you've served your purpose
WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF SOciopathic BITCH WOULD SAY THAT.
I'm so sorry anon. You helped her so much and was an all around amazing person to her and all she did was be a bitch back. You deserve better.
>>29966515
ill take 'things that didnt happen' for 500, alex
how is this not original
>first day of kindergarten
>my mom drops me off at school
>start playing on the playground alone
>bell rings, other kids go inside
>I stay outside and continue playing by myself
>an hour later a staff worker from the office sees me outside and brings me into my class
From that moment onward, I was fucked. Up until age 6 I was completely isolated and never made a friend. Jumping right into an environment like that is the reason why I'm so fucked up today, I just wasn't prepared to be around other humans since it was such a foreign concept to me.
>>29966515
>grew up poor, without father
>terrible living conditions, never had friends over
>never had friends
>everyone always looked down on my family
>there were days without food
>moved a lot
>lived 2 years (teen years) in third world conditions, while living in a first world country
>anxious as fuck about everything
>no feeling of self worth
>always tremble
>always a shut-in
>afraid of everything
>>29969237
You got unlucky as fuck, it isn't fair at all. Your mum sounds like a fucking cow desu.
The only way to make any of this right is to pursue your dreams once again and get the fuck away from her. Don't fall into the trap of self-loathing and/or wanting revenge on her just move on and accept the fact you got unlucky with who gave birth to you.
>Best friend since birth moves away in first grade
>Second best friend moves away in third grade
>New best friend is often unavailable and distant
>Almost never hang out with anyone
>First and only gf at 14 just stops talking to me one day
>Want to but can't get close to anyone, stop trying but get depressed about it
Not a super intense story
>>29970021
It's far too difficult for me to just accept how this woman ruined my life and still takes no responsibility. My mind is ruined by isolation and severe depression. I can barely pick myself up and so far doctors have been less than helpful. I can barely make phonecalls and the vigorious youth who loved to debate, theorize and discuss theory, come up with ideas and dream of maybe starting a company is dead. Dead. I've always hoped life would look bright for me at least once. I've always wanted to leave and be on my own. But life has long since lost meaning for me. I will still work on trying to leave but all my future has now is a life of solitude and regret.
I will never be happy. She will always be happy and get everything she wants. What a wonderful world. I haven't even done anything wrong.
>>29970045
Don't worry, sophmore year should be better.
Chin up, kiddo.
>>29970918
That sucks man, I really want to say words of encouragement but I know your situation since it's fairly similar to mine and nothing I say will really help.
But maybe you can take a little solace in know that
>She will always be happy and get everything she wants
probably isn't true. Anyone who shits all over people and is as massive of a bitch as your mum probably isn't happy deep down. She sounds like a classic narcissist, their lives are empty. She may seem happy outwardly but it's probably an act.
I was a normie kid, but I never really grew up. So now I'm just a robot.
>>29966515
This is a fake story, roastie's are too narcissistic to make themselves out to be a bad person. She would actually just say you're really weird and creepy and won't talk to you anymore because of it.
>>29966515
>be chubby teen
>summer
>that guy you linger around in school who you somewhat consider a friend invites you out to the park, says girls will be there
>fuck it why not
>go
>meet cute polish girl called wiktoria
>we talk
>she doesn't seem to care about my appearance
>hit it off with her
>for the entire summer spend mostly every day of the week going to parks and shit with her, smoking weed and having laughs
>"friend"'s birthday coming up, we all go to his house for a tiny get-together
>playing vidya with "friend" on the couch, waiting for the rest of them to show up
>she arrives and sits next to me while i play vidya
>get-together continues, watching movies and shit
>she says shes gonna head home, mom wants her back early for some shit
>goes with half-chad, lets call him Ant
>Ant takes her to the bus stop
>find out from "friend" next day that Ant and her had mad sex in the park where we'd go everyday
>not angry, not sad, just kind of empty
>called her saying its over, and she mumbled something i wasn't listening to
ever since i've just been kind of drifting on borders and having a lack of trust for anyone
i know i shouldn't let some girl control my life like that but at least you learn that shit early so it doesn't bite you in the ass later on
>>29966515
Pasta, not even yours. 2/10
>>29966515
Thats a copy pasta OP
