How do you accept that in a span of 24 hours you aren't the same person anymore ?
I had some kind of crisis two months ago (some kind of small vertigo attack that created MASSIVE anxiety and depersonalisation / derealisation, etc.
Since then i don't feel like the same guy. I'm tired 24/7, brain fog 24/7, i can hardly do what i used to like (video-games cause me to feel dizzy quickly)...
I've seen specialists but they told me every test came back normal. Read "fuck off it's psychiatric", but how the fuck could it be psychiatric ? It appeared out of nowhere and i changed from one day to the other.
>no answers
>>29963784
I have problems mostly about depression and anxiety but i can kind of remember years ago when i was bothered by the same things you mention, especially the onset of brain fog and tiredness. However i never found out why this happened to me and probably never will. Doctors nowdays just want more money, whether you are treated properly or nor, no one gives a shit.
Just learn to not give a shit and do what you want and not care about peoples opinions
did they prescribe you anything during the crisis? this is important. your symptoms sound like it is an adverse effect of anti-depressants and can be fixed if your doctors arent retarded
>>29963784
It takes a long time. I was never the same after drug induced psychosis and 3 week stint in mental ward. About 7 to 8 years and the right meds will see you through.
>>29963784
>aw bbys first existential crisis
get the fuck over it, i imagine that you're not even 25 yet. it's called growing up. you either deal or you kill yourself
>>29963784
OP you basically don't have a choice.
My mind degraded after some health problems. But after a few years you'll learn to accept it, kindof
>>29963784
I had the same kind of thing about exactly a year ago. I experienced anxiety like i never had before. I thought i was either going mad or slowly dying somehow. Brainfog, tiredness, intense anxiety when outside alone. The only thing that ended up helping me was time. I very slowly got used to it and accepted it. I'd be lying if i said that i feel fine now. I still get anxiety and have some bouts of derealization. But i'm miles better than i was a year ago. Sometimes life isnt fun and your brain can be a bit self destructive in its toxic thought processes. Acceptance can go a long way though.
>>29965156
Actually i'm EXACTLY 25.
>>29965032
>>29965132
No. I refused to take jack fucking shit. No drugs, nothing. Not even for the vertigo, i took nothing. I told them that i was already feeling spaced the fuck out enough to take anything that could space me out even more.
>>29965230
Interesting.
The problem is that my anxiety latched to anything, including rare and deadly diseases.
I could somewhat try to accept and move on, but i convinced myself that i suffer from sclerosis or Creutzfeldt-Jakob-jakob and the worst is still to come.
Can't go forward when you expect to go backwards.
![1306098-[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/SFRtqcZ.jpg "1306098-[1].jpg")
one of my biggest fears is getting into an accident or hitting my head to the point where I become retarded but still remember how it feels to be normal.
>>29965234
Have fun down the rabbit hole.
>>29965260
Then i suggest you to never read anything about Creutzfeldt-Jakob. It's everything you fear minus having to get into an accident or hitting your head.
>>29965234
are you hallucinating in any way? is your anxiety and depression caused by some belief people are conspiring against you?
>>29965266
You tell me. Thanks for your input though.
>>29965285
No.
I had these thoughts (very subtle though, just flying thoughts here and there they didn't) when i took Accutane for my shitty ass acne problems
>>29965298
cont
but they didn't took much place, so basically : no
right now i'm torn apart between believing that my anxiety is just caused by... anxiety or anxiety caused by neurological disease
don't know, can't know
>>29965298
>>29965309
you're getting incoherent can you be more clear?
also accutane is pretty nasty stuff and has caused anxiety and physiological harm in a lot of people
I used to have exactly that and was fixed by levotiroxin 100mg. Check your hormone levels. hipo-tyroidism feels like that. Sometimes they don't check all that stuff in a normal blood test, you have to specifically ask for it.
>>29965415
OP doesn't want to touch pharmaceuticals
>>29965432
It's just replacing a missing hormone from your brain. It's not like SRRI or amphetamines. It usually runs on your family. Do you feel heat like all the time?, I can be outide with just a T-shirt on 10C weather and i'm just fine.
Btw, levotyroxin is freely avaible and very cheap, you could just buy one box of it and try it a few days, you will feel the difference in 3 days or so. If you feel the same or worse, stop taking it.
>>29965384
>you're getting incoherent can you be more clear?
No i didn't. I never had any hallucinations or thought that my symptoms were due by someone / something.
>>29965796
well it's likely something like >>29965415
you don't get to where you are without a cause if you don't feel like it's caused by personal sources. your brain is probably not getting or getting too much of some hormones
