>tfw when I listen to music IImagine performing it on stage in school, with everyone loving it
I can't be the only one
No faggot. I pose myself and pretend I am in a GTA artwork and everyone is watching a youtube video that has that song and imagine people saying "Omgg who's here because of Gta 7??? Such good music in that game :))"
>>29961001
Its funny at some time but then it becomes just sad knowing you dont even play any instrument
>>29961001
everyone dreams of that anon. Btw, here's some kids doing it, but it's kind of cringy; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0B7Z3JERdk
>>29961001
Is this some sign of autism?
>>29961001
No, you weirdo. I imagined performing it in the Jedi Temple
>tfw i actually did play in front of the school
>tfw it only stopped the bullying
>still invisible for the rest of HS
>no real friends at all
>someone reading poetry won over me
shit fantasy desu
No, you idiot. I imagined perfoming it on stage.
All the time, I dunno why it's always at school though. Probably because it's in front of all of my peers and not a bunch of random drunks at a venue.
>pretty good at singing
>senior year of HS decide to try out for the talent show by singing
>do well in the audition and make it in
>the day comes
>get on the stage in front of everyone
>suddenly it all comes tumbling down
>voice shakes and I cant hear the music so I'm off beat, whole performance is god awful
>everyone thinks I'm shit at singing
Thanks for reminding me
when I listen to playlist of my favourite songs, I imagine I'm a genius musician and all the songs are works in my repartoire, even if the songs are from wildly different genres
>>29961001
I like to imagine performing in front of a crowd, and my oneitis is in the crowd captivated and amazed by my brilliance
>>29961244
what did you sing?
>>29961122
>some sort of autism?
In my professional opinion, this is the excessive fantasizing associated with avoidant disorder
>>29961001
I imagine cool anime scenes that I made up in my own head with my own characters.
Or I imagine myself maybe with my hair blowing in the wind, my ex GFs of yore all around me in the background, fading to black while I stare straight ahead, like the ending credits to some anime. Probably with some article of clothing blowing in the wind, like a billowing jacket with coat tails. Sometimes I'm walking while this happens, not just standing there, depending on the song. All in grayscale.I can't be the only one.
I imagine myself fighting stuff
>>29961315
I imagine sitting in class back in high school and an otherworldly being attacks, awakening a hollow-like battle mode in me and I fight, win, and save everyone in an epic battle.I am not autistic, and surprisingly socially well adjusted
Anybody else daydream about really miserable shit? All my power fantasies end with all the imaginary characters I've created rejecting me and me killing myself.
> play guitar
> senior year of HS so they told me and a friend to play guitar on an event
> spent a week writting an entire song for 2 guitars
> day of event
> we play the song
> everyone love it
> everyone only said good things to him
> "wow anon, you're song was so good!"
> nobody said a thing to me
> mfw my song got him bitches and nothing for me
It still hurts to this day
>>29961084
>it becomes just sad knowing you dont even play any instrument
The fantasy goes next level when you actually DO play an instrument.
>>29961387
>tfw you make YOUR character not get the waifu you self inserted just to be a waifu and have her go off with a chad instead
Have you ever been so beta it transcends past reality?
>>29961379
I imagine saving a girl from a monster or even a mugger all the time, kicking ass and have her fall for me, but I reject her, for I must walk alone, but I secretly wish she'd follow me and we'd be together someday, but only after she wins over my cold heart.
>>29961432
One of my most elaborate daydreams (I literally wrote up an alternate history going all the way back to 1730 for it) ends with one waifu killing herself and the other waifu trying to flee to America with Chad's baby after I'm forced to kill him. Sometimes I help her escape, other times I just turn her over to the revolutionaries to be tried and executed Marie Antoinette style.
>>29961483
lel
Sounds wacky. When you dream at night i'm going to focus myself from my dream to into to yours, give you a o shit waddup and make candles in my candle shop.
You can use my shop as a secret place.
>tfw no audio recording device to share voice with fellow bots
>>29961105
Say, this is pretty good. Not cringe at all!
>>29961001
Everyone thinks it, few actually try it. I tried it.
>Form a band
>Decide I will never play live, keep it a "studio band"
>School's battle of the bands comes up
>My friend joins in
>"It's exposure/it's a charity event"
>I think nothing of it
>Few weeks pass and it's like a week before the show
>friend comes up to me
>"Anon, the show is in trouble we need more bands and you're the only one I know with one!"
>"Meh..."
>"PLEEEEAAAASE?"
>Go see the teacher running it
>"Thanks for offering your band, we're pressed for time so I won't make you submit a demo. You guys go on last just make sure you're here at..."(just general info)
>He has no idea what music I'm playing
>I have no idea what music I'm playing
>My band barely has 5 songs half written and we don't have any of it memorized
>Day of show, throat hurts from practicing so much
>Bandmate's fingers are raw from playing bass so much
>there is a judging panel
>ohshit.png
>Every band is doing shitty pop covers
>We get on stage, auditorium is packed cuz we're last
>We're a hardcore punk band playing half finished songs and every sound I make is raspy af
>I get one line out and the judges and half the crowd are already walking out the door
>We don't win a trophy
>No one compliments us
>No one talks to me about it
>Still think it was funny af
Pic very related
>>29961314
could you go into more detail?
>>29961441
I imagine her saving me, then beating me up so bad I wind up in the hospital, then saving me again, then hanging around me and being a bitchy cocktease for the remainder of the story before we die in a nuclear explosion in order to prevent the return of Cthulhu.
>you will never be in time machine modulus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0B7Z3JERdk
Yeah I still do it too.
It's fine though, imagining yourself doing great things boosts confidence, everyone does it in some way or another,
>>29961593
Elaborate internal fantasy "worlds" and maladaptive daydreaming are incredibly common for schizoid and avoidant personality types.
>>29961573
>hardcore punk band
>school
Yeah, I think I know where you went wrong.
>>29961627
>maladaptive daydreaming
What did he mean by this?
>>29961627
is there a place i can read more about this?
i recently started therapy ... everyone says i'm autistic, but in early home movies i show no signs.
i believe i'm avoidant. want more information on how to improve myself.
>>29961638
There were reasons we didn't wanna play live...
It did become a fond memory after it was over though.
>>29961644
It's just a fancy way of saying daydreaming that's so frequent and uncontrollable that it interferes with your daily life. For example, I spend so much time daydreaming that I view everything else in my life as a way to have more vivid and detailed daydreams.
A lot of people who "suffer" from this have certain things that trigger them and send them into a daydreams, like certain songs or movies.
>>29961697
Do I suffer from this if I daydream of conquering planets to heavy metal?
>>29961001
>listening to that amazing song
>you imagine yoruself either wooing your high school crush or performing with her
>you imagine your bullies regretting what they've done to you on the crowd
>you imagine an ovation before starting the next song
>tfw it won't happen
>>29961709
Probably not. Everyone daydreams at least a little bit, it's when you do it obsessively and frequently that it becomes "maladaptive".
>>29961609
When listening to this
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8H7ZwDawsb4
I imagine myself left behind on a dying planet, about to explode or a meteor about to hit or something, watching the last shuttle leaving Earth with a girl, her child, and her husband.The child is mine.
>>29961709
Only if you're not listening to GWAR.
>>29961739
I do it to stave off boredom, which I absolutely hate with all my being. It's pretty much all the time when I'm not having fun.
>>29961742
That's one of my favorites! This is the song that usually triggers that fantasy for me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=purNX3appgY
>>29961742
So you imagine cucking some guy?
>>29961742
cucked in your daydreams
wow
>>29961789
I like to think it's a little deeper than that, but I guess. Like I was with the girl and she loved me, but I knew she'd be better off with other guy, so I pushed her away, but not before leaving her with my child. So I then sacrifice myself, giving her my last shuttle ticket, so she, our child, and her husband can escape, and the dark secret of the child's origins can die with me on the planet.
>cut to black
>directed by James Cameron
>>29961823
re-read it
>>29961785
Oh shit, this is fucking nice. I might weep, lad.
>>29961831
Cucking is bad, Anon, and you should never wish it on anyone. You should just daydream about your waifu or some shit.
>>29961857
The "technical cucking" doesn't mean the guy got cucked. He got the girl and is none the wiser. If anything I'm the cuck for letting her go. It's a literal yet symbolic representation of my feelings about roasties.
>>29961893
So you're saying that he got the roastie and is happy because he's ignorant? This is 2deep4me.
He'd still end up raising your kid though, and that makes him a cuck.
>>29961709
I think this is similar to asking "do I suffer from psychosis if I go crazy when I take hallucinogens?"
And the answer to that question would be no, because you still have the ability to function normally in an ordinary setting.
If you sit down and listen to music with the intent of having those fantasies, then the fantasy is not maladaptive because you are deciding to do it- unless you decide to do it so often that it becomes an avoidant habit.
It is also possible that you no longer wish to fantasize at all, but the fantasy disrupts your life more and more frequently, e.g. While listening to music. THAT is maladaptive, I think.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0j8hXFw-m4
>tfw you had kill him so that she could survive
>tfw she finds out what you did
>tfw she kills you for it
I need to have some happier daydreams
>>29961932
He'd probably have his own kids with her. The child isn't really a big deal. Just a "relic" of me and the girl's feelings for each other. It's basically a symbol of our last time together before I gave her my ticket off the planet and stayed to die.
tl;dr I just wanna be the cool, edgy hero who dies in the end and just kind of has a stoic yet somehow happy face on in the face of total obliteration
it's my dream to die that way, saving others (in a cool way)
>>29962090
That's fucking stupid. Why not just be a space Wizard zapping normalfaggots from orbit?
>>29962115
I need it to be "realistic" or somehow feasible. I'm not a space wizard, yanno?
>>29961001
I only do that when i listen to my own music that ive recorded or when im practicing. but im not at school just a bar or a music venue.
>>29962151
You're fucking daydreaming. You can be a fucking 5D painting or some shit. And you know what It is feasible. There are plenty of wizards on this board.
I suppose if you're not a virgin it would be pretty unrealistic though.
>>29961001
duuuude ur fagg!
>>29962115
Because there's no story in that, no struggle. If you imagine yourself as someone with supernatural powers, you need a lot of other people around you with similar or greater power in order to create an interesting/engaging daydream. Otherwise you're just imagining the plot of a Superman movie, and those movies suck.
>>29962210
>He doesn't want to rain fire and brimstone upon normalfags
Get the fuck off my board you pleb
I had an intense fantasy about the upcoming Swans performance I'm attending on the 28th.
>I bring my notebook to the show and start scribbling madly in the midst of Michael Gira's screaming and overblown instrumentals. Gira sees this and picks me out of the audience, inviting me onstage to ask what the hell I'm doing. I can't tell if he's offended or intrigued.
>I shakily explain in front of everyone that Swans is a huge influence and I thought this would be the perfect venue to capture inspiration for a novel I'm working on.
>Gira seems to approve. He then instructs me to scream my writing into a microphone while he and Swans proceed into an aggressive improvisational song. The crowd goes nuts.
>In a single night, I become close personal friends with a hero of mine, and I also become a phenomenon reported by vloggers and music journalists everywhere.
>>29961001
I did the same thing in highschool. Now I imagine myself doing it and being recorded at a convention.
Fucking embarrassing.
>>29962409
Why did you delete your previous post?
>>29961001
I pretend that there's a scene going on in my head with this song playing and that i'm doing something cool in that scene
>>29961315
Is this real autism?
>>29962441
I used inspiration twice in the same sentence and it bugged me.
>>29962474
Everything is autism according to 4chan. The eggs I had for breakfast this morning is autism.
>>29961276
Lmao same, I thought I was the only one
>Not listening to an album over and over and over again to come up with a story tying all the songs together.
>Not imagining that you adapt it into a musical that takes Broadway by storm.
do you even autism bro?
>>29961105
Was expecting cringe.
Got goosebumps instead.
>>29961105
Holy shiot
I just realized something
My life is changed
Thanks lad
>>29962529
>he simply will not eat them if they're scrambled
>get him the apple sauce
>>29961105
> tfw three middle schoolers got farther in music than i ever did
If they keep performing and writing they'll get signed by the time they graduate high school.
>Go to highschool with prestigious music program
>Spend the second half of school performing all my favourite songs on stage
>>29961105
Pretty good, not cringe at alI
>>29962580
Concept albums are a thing, you know.
I imagine I'm falling out of the sky forever, laying on a cloud, or laid back on a grass hill at night. Makes me feel sooo good.
>>29963115
that's literally the comfiest thing I've ever seen
>>29961001
>tfw imagine i'm a DJ and play some of my fav tracks to audience
>>29963167
niggers get out
>You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.
>>29963122
I love comfiness, calm, relaxed, and Chill things. They give the most wonderful feeling in the world. I have a whole playlist dedicated to chill songs
I always imagine im on stage and the teachers i hate run to stop me. Then the principal stops them with a punch. I finiah my song and all my exes and girls who rejected me cry cuz i went and made out with the new gamer weeb girl.
This is funny though
I managed to man up enough to rap infront of the school, most teachers are english illiterate so i choose sag my pants by hopsin cus thats the only song i know by heart. Replace fuck with screw and I literally fucked the whole conservative school, i was labeled a delinquent gangster after that and got some pussy. I passed it on as english poem lol
>>29961314
just googled into this and, yep, its undoubtedly me. how do i cure myself?
>>29963167
Watch the normie movie spectacular "we are your friends"
>>29963473
Spend a few years being ignored by/talking about "anxiety" with counsellors, and then kill yourself.
>>29963546
too easy, thanks
>>29963178
why nigger?
>trying to understand something
>imagine im explaining it to my highschool class really well and everyone is learning
>>29961001
Exact same. Sometimes with the actual artist coming as well and performing it together. Embarrassing asf
>>29963496
I've seen movie about deaf DJ "It's all gone Pete Tong". Amazing movie.
>>29961001
I do that everyday, does that make me autistic
I have this fantasy where I'm a famous musician and I answer interview questions in my head. I have a new interview like every other day or so.
This is literally why people get into music you retards.
>I can't be the only one.
No dude, there's also every musician who has ever fucking existed ever, plus every one who wished they were a musician but we're too pussy to learn.
Pick up an instrument you bitch
Holy shit, way too relatable.
>>29961315
>I imagine cool anime scenes that I made up in my own head with my own characters.
this :/ i don't even watch alot of anime but i like the aesthetic
>>29963769
So many times.
Also coming to an understanding about something then immediately having an argument with someone in my head about like they are stupid for not agreeing with my newfound knowledge.
>tfw projecting
>>29962409
930 club? im going too, see you there anon
>>29961001
>tfw when I listen to music i changed the lyrics to fit in my mood
there is no song that has lyrics that perfectly describe how i feel instrument kinda do but never the lyrics
I don't do that but sometimes I autistically dance around my bedroom in my underwear while I jam.
>>29963769
I fucking do this all the time.
>tfw stupid
>>29961001
I imagine doing some like student council election thing walking out to the song and dancing.
>tfw it probably would be autismo irl because it half the stuff i listen to is weebshit
>>29961001
I do that anon, i also explain things for others intentionaly trying to sound intelectual.
