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2016-07-15 04:29:36 Post No. 29960099
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2016-07-15 04:29:36
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in my senior year of HS i was on the path of becoming very introverted. i used to make a fool of myself trying to be the class clown, and i grew to hate myself for it. a month or so before i graduated, i gave a cheesy pickup line to a girl i didn't know who had been sitting near me like i used to do and always be rejected but play it off like a joke while secretly dying inside (i asked her would you mind holding something for me? then i held out my hand). she never talked much but she held my hand and we grew very close like magnets the rest of the year. i was her first kiss but we never went farther than that.
i found out later, by text after she's already married now, that she was in my biology class the year before. she fell in love with the class clown, stupid, goofy me. but i'm not that person anymore because i changed myself because i hated him so much. i dont hit on girls, i dont talk to people, and i definitely dont try to be funny. if i went back in time, she wouldn't fall in love with me because i'm so closed now. but i can't just go back.
i needed to share but have no friends, so thats why i posted this here
